3 Messages of Hope for the Darkest Times: Lessons from Infertility, Adoption, and Loss (Encore!)
One year ago, I saw my son\'s birthmom for the last time. She had come to spend the weekend with us for Noah\'s 6th birthday, and it is a weekend I will never forget. We explored the mountains near our new home, roasted marshmallows over a summer bonfire, and poured love on the amazing little boy who had brought us all so much joy.
Before she left, we took photos on our front porch at sunset, and I marveled at the miracle of open adoption. I snapped a photo of her kissing Noah\'s cheek, never imagining that it would be the last photo I would take of them together.
Three months later, November 2017, Katie took her own life after a long battle with mental illness. I recorded this episode a few days after I received the news of her death. As I grappled with how I could possibly face this loss, I decided to share \"Three Messages of Hope for the Darkest Times.\" Within this episode, I talk about my journey with infertility, which ultimately lead me the miracle of Noah and his beautiful birthmom, Katie.
I re-air the episode today in honor of Noah\'s birthday, which I always shared with Katie.