On this episode, we talk with Caitlyn who is diagnosed with Glanzmann Thrombasthenia. Caitlyn shares her experiences living with Glanzmann Thrombasthenia while also currently attending school as a fourth-year medical student.
Okay, so today on today's
episode, we have Kaitlyn.
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:And Kaitlyn is currently a fourth
year medical student and will
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:be starting residency in July.
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:She was diagnosed with Glands and Thrombo.
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:Athenia at nine months old after seven and
a half months of diagnostic uncertainty.
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:As one of the only patients at Sick
Kids, and indeed across all of Canada,
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:battling this rare bleeding disorder,
she encountered a host of challenges
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:early on frequent hospitalizations.
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:The uncertainty of a rare diagnosis
and the emotional and physical toll
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:of a constant medical interventions
made her childhood uniquely difficult.
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:Yet these early experiences forged
an unyielding resilience in Kaitlyn.
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:Her journey through a complex
healthcare landscape not only
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:shaped her determination to overcome
adversity, but also inspired her
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:commitment to medicine and advocacy.
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:Now as an emerging physician, Kaitlyn
leverages her personal experience
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:and passion for research to drive
meaningful change in patient care.
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:Welcome, Caitlin.
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:It's so lovely to have
you on the show today.
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:Hi, Natalie.
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:Thank you so much for having me.
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:It's such an honor.
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:Oh, it's great to have you.
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:And I think this is a really wonderful
experience that you're sharing with
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:our community today because I think
lots of our members will really
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:appreciate your experiences and
anything that you have to offer.
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:So why don't we get started with when
were you diagnosed and, and how that all,
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:like that story, that diagnosis story.
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:Absolutely.
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:So I was diagnosed when
I was nine months old.
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:When I was six weeks old, my mom started
noticing some bruising on my hands
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:and I actually, I wasn't walking yet.
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:I wasn't doing anything.
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:I was only a six week old
baby, so this is quite unusual.
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:She took me to my family physician
and they did some initial blood work.
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:So looking at Von Willbrand factor
as well as INR and PTT and all of
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:that actually came back normal.
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:However, as I got a little bit older, so
a couple months to a few months old, I
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:started getting more dark bruises around
my body and in really unusual places where
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:I wouldn't be bumping myself anywhere.
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:And again, I wasn't even
walking or crawling yet.
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:So my family physician referred
me to specialist at sick kids.
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:And at the kids, they reviewed all
of my initial testing again again for
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:Von Willebrand, factor I-N-R-P-T-T.
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:And they didn't think it was
actually hematological disorder
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:or even a bleeding disorder.
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:So I was referred again to a dermatologist
at six children and at the hospital for
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:six children, and they investigated me for
some other diseases such as neuroblastoma.
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:Or blueberry muffin disease.
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:And what they actually did is took a
biopsy of one of the petechiae that
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:I had on my leg as they thought that
this might be a cancerous lesion.
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:And now knowing that I have a
bleeding disorder, of course,
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:this was just a popped capillary.
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:So the biopsy came back normal.
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:And at this point I was referred
back to hematology again.
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:And they did, they did what was
called a bleeding time test.
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:This test came back as abnormal.
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:And so at this point, they
knew that I likely had a
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:platelet dysfunction disorder.
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:And I was tested for a few of them,
Bernard sole gray platelet syndrome,
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:and as well as glands spins, and the
test for glands came back positive.
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:And this all of the diagno diagnosis
and all of the different tests were all
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:completed when I was nine months old.
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:Wow.
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:That's, that's amazing that they actually
went through all of those tests rather
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:than kind of what we sometimes hear as
just sending you home, because nobody
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:really knows what's happening, but what
a, what an experience at nine months old.
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:That's, that's a big, that's a big
journey now, with you having that
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:diagnosis at such a young age, were
you then followed, like what was your
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:care and treatment like after that?
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:So it was a little bit interesting because
when I was nine months old, the only
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:symptom I had up until that point was the
Petey eye and the bruising on my body.
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:And because of the nature of
the rarity of the disease.
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:Even at sick kids, there weren't
a lot of other patients that were.
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:That they were following
with the disorder.
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:And I believe I was one of the first
people that the doctor who diagnosed
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:me actually diagnosed with Glands mins.
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:So it was really unclear what the
trajectory of my disorder would be like.
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:And up until I was actually about
four years old, I never really
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:had any severe bleeding symptoms.
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:So it was kind of uncertain as to what.
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:A diagnosis of glands would mean for me.
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:I was followed regularly.
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:But every six months I would
have just a regular follow up.
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:But at four, the age of four years
old, I started having some very
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:severe nosebleeds requiring a
lot of frequent hospitalizations.
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:And it was at that point when
we realized how serious glands
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:could, would actually be.
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:And just for clarification for anybody
listening, when you say serious
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:nosebleeds, what do, what does that mean?
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:Because, because we have so many
different understandings of what
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:a serious nose bleed is, and
there's so many misconceptions of
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:what that actually constitutes.
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:So can you describe a bit more
about what does a serious nose
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:bleed that would require a
hospitalization head look for you?
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:Yeah, that's actually a great question.
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:So a serious nosebleed for me
would be a nosebleed that would
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:not, would, would just not stop.
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:So I would hold pressure.
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:It would often be going down my throat
and I would be swallowing a lot of
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:blood and they're vomiting at the blood.
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:And this would go on for, could go on
for hours and hours and hours and often
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:I would get really faint and fatigued.
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:I'd pass out at that 0.911
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:would have to be called and I'd
be transferred to the hospital
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:and even at the hospital.
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:Because holding pressure
didn't often work.
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:We would have to call the ENT
service to have my nose packed.
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:More often than not.
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:And on a few occasions as well more
than a dozen I would need red blood cell
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:transfusions or platelet transfusions.
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:And a nose bleed has actually
resulted in me being admitted
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:to the ICU on one occasion.
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:Wow.
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:Wow.
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:Because I feel like lots of
times those aren't talked about.
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:As frequently.
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:Mm-hmm.
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:Or understood as, as, as well.
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:And I'm not sure if I missed this,
but how old were you at the time
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:that the severe nosebleed started?
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:Four years old.
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:Four years old.
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:Wow.
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:So, and this was this prior to going
to school, were you in school already?
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:I was in like preschool, but
I was not in regular school.
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:Yeah.
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:Okay.
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:So did they come up with like a
bit of a plan for the nosebleeds?
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:'cause ICU that's pretty significant
when we're, when those are the
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:kind of nosebleeds you're having.
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:So what was the plan, the outcome of that?
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:Yeah.
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:So I'll start off with, I first lived
in like the suburbs of Toronto and
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:actually because I needed to go to
the hospital so often and specifically
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:sick kids where they knew how to treat
a child with this bleeding disorder,
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:that was actually really difficult
because the ambulances were only allowed
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:to take me to the regional hospital.
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:So we actually had to move to Toronto
so that I could have this emergent care.
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:And then at the schools that I was
at my mom was really great and she
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:talked to all my teachers beforehand
when I was entering a class as well
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:as the principal of the school.
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:And so that everyone would know
what to do in case I had a bleed.
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:And the plan was really to just call
her right away so that she could
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:come and pick me up and manage.
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:Manage the bleed.
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:So she actually learned how
to pack my nose as well.
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:And if that wasn't good enough, then
I would be taken to the hospital.
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:Okay.
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:Okay.
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:And was there any like
prophylaxis or anything that was
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:offered or anything like that?
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:No, no.
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:So I know there's prophylaxis for
hemophilia patients but nothing like
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:that existed for glands in patients.
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:Good to know.
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:And was, was this like, was
your diagnosis something that
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:came as a surprise to family?
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:Was there other family members that had
been dealing with bleeding disorders?
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:What was, how did that work?
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:Yeah, so it was definitely a surprise.
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:There was no one else in my
family with Lyme disorders.
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:My parents are not consanguineous.
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:So they did not expect anything
like a genetic disorder.
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:And actually this was a big discussion
when they were deciding on whether
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:or not to have another child
because they were actually tested.
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:For the genetic mutation.
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:And at the time when I was at that
age, so around like:
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:testing wasn't where it is today.
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:And it couldn't actually detect
that they had a mutation.
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:So when they were going on to have
another child, they did not actually
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:know that they were carriers and they
thought I was a spontaneous mutation.
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:But we know now that that's not true,
as my brother also has the disorder.
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:Okay.
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:So that it's just two of you,
yourself and your brother.
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:So how did, how did this sort
of play out for you as you got a
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:little bit older, like in terms of
teenage years and things like that?
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:How did that play out?
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:I'll start with my like, older childhood
years, I guess, because I think that's
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:where it was the hardest for me.
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:I missed out on a lot of sports and
a lot of activities that my peers
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:were engaging in because it was too
dangerous for me to participate.
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:A lot of the times like skiing
snowboarding, like contact sports, things
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:like that, I was often sitting on the
sidelines and just watching my friends.
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:By my teenage years I had gotten more
used to this and just knowing that I
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:couldn't participate in a lot of things.
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:There was one event in particular that I.
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:Sort of stand out stands out to me
is when I was planning on going on
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:one of my class overnight trips and
I actually had to miss that due due
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:to a spontaneous nosebleed as well.
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:And those kinds of things were very
upsetting for me as I was anticipating
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:trying to do something really fun
with my friends, something that was
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:supposed to be safe, but I just.
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:I had to miss it because of something
spontaneous I couldn't control.
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:And I think it was really the fact
that I couldn't control a lot of this,
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:that really was more upsetting for me.
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:And yeah, but, so by the time I got
to my teenagers as well, I was a
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:little bit more used to the fact that
I'd had to adapt to certain things.
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:Some, something else in particular
was when I was nine, I had a knee
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:bleed, so he orthosis in my knee.
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:And this is not really
expected or common from glands.
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:Mens, you usually see it
with hemophilia patients.
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:And this, because it wasn't expected
I like, I just didn't really.
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:Know what to do.
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:I never thought that this would happen
to me where I would need to be on
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:crutches for six months, be going
to the hospital three times a week
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:for factor replacement therapy as
well as engaging in physiotherapy.
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:Whereas for patients who are
diagnosed with hemophilia or
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:severe one Willebrands, this is
something that's counseled early on.
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:And so I had to miss a lot
of school because of that.
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:But through this experience actually,
and something that I also, I wanted
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:to mention is I was able to find
a passion for swimming and I.
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:Even while I was not able to walk I
actually tried out for a competitive
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:swim team because I was still able
to swim and I ended up becoming a
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:competitive swimmer for 10 years.
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:So by the time I made it
to my teenage years in high
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:school, I was already swimming.
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:I'd already found a community and
friends through my swim team and such.
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:So I, I think that by the time I
reached that point in my life, I
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:was a little bit better adjusted to
living with the bleeding disorder.
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:And what a great.
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:Sort of success in adapting and finding
that community that you were less
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:likely to miss out on different things
that were happening, and that would be
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:less, maybe risky for your situation
and having to worry about different
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:bleeds and different spontaneous bleeds.
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:So that's a really neat story around
adapting to that and finding your way.
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:Did you and I, I don't know if
you're comfortable with this and if
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:not, that's okay, but did you have
any difficulties with menstruation?
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:Yeah.
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:Sure, I'll talk about that for a bit.
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:So leading up to monarchy we knew
that this might be an issue and the
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:plan, we would, we'd always talked
about the plan with my hematologist
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:and I was seeing a gynecologist as
well, just in order to plan for that.
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:And we knew that I would always be on
birth control starting when it happened.
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:The issue was we didn't know how serious
my first period would be when I had it.
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:So that was always something
that was like looming.
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:Kind of just in the back of everyone's
minds, but I was really lucky
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:that once I had my first period, I
started on birth control right away.
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:And the only issues I really had
were trying to, like a few years
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:into taking my first birth control
pill, I started have some break,
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:having some breakthrough bleeding.
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:And I had to switch the pill that I was on
and, I've actually been on that pillow for
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:about 10 years now, so I'm really grateful
that I haven't had too many issues there.
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:But I know that a lot of other
women do, and I'm really, I'm just
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:really lucky and really fortunate.
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:Right.
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:So for you, the birth control pill
was a success in terms of helping
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:manage that aspect of bleeding.
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:Yeah.
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:And you're right, it doesn't always work.
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:There are lots of, lots of
people who don't tolerate the
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:birth control pill very well.
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:But in this case, for you, that
that was, for those that can
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:tolerate, that can be a really
useful solution to at least managing
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:that aspect of the bleeding, right?
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:Mm-hmm.
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:Any other experiences while
you were on this journey?
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:I really liked the swimming because it,
it's, it's such a great example of how to.
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:But what the, what the potential
ways of finding your way and, and
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:kind of feeling a little bit more,
especially during the teenage years
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:of how to not feel so outside of it
and be sitting on the sidelines and
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:not be a part of some of those things.
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:But any other experiences that you
can think of that you'd like to
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:share that were either positive or
not as positive in terms of your
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:experience of this bleeding disorder?
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:So.
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:Oh, I guess I'll talk a little bit about
when I worked at Sick Kids I had the
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:opportunity to work in the hematology
department actually and do some research
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:there during the summers between undergrad
and during one of the summers actually,
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:there was a patient there who was
newly diagnosed with Glanton thrombus.
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:And it was really rewarding for me
to be able to meet the family share
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:a lot about my journey and give
them some kind of hope and just.
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:See, you know, talk to the parents
and have them be able to see
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:like, look like Glands, men's is
not like a life ending disorder.
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:I'm here and I've grown up
with it, and now look, I'm even
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:like working at the hospital.
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:And so it was really nice to be able to
give them some sort of hope and such.
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:But then coming to medical school.
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:It was a little bit difficult for me
to be seeing we to be seeing a lot
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:of the patients inside the hospital
directly, if that makes sense.
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:And a lot of it reminded me of
my time in the hospital and that
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:was something that I had to work
through in order to be able to.
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:Go to work and not sort of think
about my own experiences as a patient,
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:but be able to fully provide for
my own patients without letting
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:that emotional aspect interfere
with the care I was res providing.
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:That's really interesting
how you highlight that.
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:That was almost triggering for you.
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:Mm-hmm.
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:Right.
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:I think that's a really great share in
the sense that just because maybe, you
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:know, you grow up and you adapt and
you do all these things, it doesn't
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:mean that some of those triggers of
those experiences don't still exist.
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:So I, I think that's a really interesting.
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:Share to make because I do think that
many of us are drawn to our careers
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:based on many of our experiences.
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:I have VWD and I'm drawn to
be part of this community and
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:work inside of this community.
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:But I, I think that it's a really good
point that you make that sometimes you
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:have to, you re end up revisiting some
of your own experiences in being a
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:part of the community in some fashion.
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:So it can be triggering and
it can be almost a period of
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:growth to overcome some of that.
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:So that's a really interesting
perspective that I hadn't thought of.
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:And I appreciate you sharing that.
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:If you, and, and now, how, as at this
stage, are your symptoms the same?
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:Have they shifted?
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:How is, how is the bleeding
disorder picture for you
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:at this stage of your life?
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:Yeah.
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:So this stage of my life, I'm
really grateful that my really
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:severe nosebleeds have, almo
have basic, pretty much stopped.
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:I do still sometimes get nosebleeds
that won't stop with just pressure,
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:but I have learned to manage them.
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:I am really lucky I've access
to surgicel and gelfoam, which
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:I used to pack my own nose.
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:And so if I have a nosebleed that
I can't stop with just pressure.
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:I can quickly just pack my nose and it's,
it, it, it does stop thankfully within
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:you know, 10 to 20 minutes of the packing.
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:And in terms of other symptoms, I haven't
experienced a joint bleed since I was
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:nine, so I'm really grateful for that.
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:As I mentioned, I don't really
have issues with my periods.
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:Mm-hmm.
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:And so I'm really in like a nice spot
where I still bruise really easily.
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:Still get the occasional nosebleeds,
but I sometimes can even forget
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:that I have a bleeding disorder.
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:I'm able to do almost
everything that anyone else can.
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:And I've even started like doing
things that I, my parents and nobody
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:else probably ever thought I would
like, I learning to surf and things
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:like that, which can have some risks.
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:But as an adult, I know the risks
now, and I also know how to treat
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:myself when things do happen.
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:And so.
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:I'm really grateful that it doesn't
really affect my day-to-day life anymore.
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:Wonderful.
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:And it's also very hopeful and a
reminder that a bleeding picture at
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:one stage isn't necessarily the same
bleeding picture at a different stage.
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:Right, exactly.
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:Yeah.
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:So it's really good to sort of be reminded
of that and packing your own notes,
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:did, who taught you how to do that?
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:So when I was like a child and my
and like always in and outta the
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:hospital due to the nosebleeds, the
ENTs taught my mom how to do it.
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:And I think just from being the
one, getting like my nose packed
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:all the time, I just picked up
what they were doing and just the
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:experience of it taught me how to.
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:My own nose, I guess.
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:I wasn't really formally taught,
but just having it done like
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:hundreds and hundreds of times.
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:Right.
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:Will teach you.
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:Yeah.
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:You picked up on how it works
after a number of times, I'm sure.
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:Yeah.
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:So, Caitlin, in terms of your
experiences, and for those
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:that may have same diagnosis.
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:Is there anything that you would
want others to know who might
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:share your diagnosis or even a
bleeding disorder in general?
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:Is there anything that you would want to
share or have them know or any, anything
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:you would want to share with that?
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:I think one of the points you
mentioned was really great.
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:Bleeding picture at one point may not look
like a bleeding picture in the future.
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:And so that was the case with myself.
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:It might not be the case for others,
but it's important to stay hopeful.
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:But another really important thing that
I think everyone with a bleeding disorder
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:or even a rare disease should know, is
that you are the expert on your disorder.
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:Oftentimes you'll be the only
one if presenting in an emergent
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:situation that knows about your
diagnosis and how to manage it.
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:And it's really important to
educate yourself and to learn
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:how to advocate for yourself.
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:There were a lot of times
where I was in the hospital.
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:I had doctors and nurses who had never
come across my disorder, even ENTs
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:who were looking to pack my nose.
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:And there's certain different packings and
management strategies that may work for
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:one bleeding disorder or one presentation
but not someone with glands, mens.
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:And so I'm really grateful my mom was
able to advocate for me when I was a kid
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:and prevented a lot of adverse outcomes.
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:And now.
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:I do the same for myself, and I
think that's really important for
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:anyone with a rare disorder to know.
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:Thanks for that.
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:I think those are really important
points and I'm wondering as a
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:follow up, that advocacy piece
is so important, but it's hard.
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:It's hard to do that
because for many folks.
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:We go in assuming doctors know exactly
what's going on, and many of us learn
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:very quickly with a bleeding disorder
that that's not always the case.
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:Do you have any suggestions on how
to develop those advocacy skills?
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:Yeah.
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:I think the first one would be reading
up as much as you can about the disorder,
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:trying to educate yourself asking
questions every time you're at a doctor's
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:visit if you're uncertain about something.
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:And not, not only helps you answer
your own questions, but challenges
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:your healthcare providers as
well to be able to answer them.
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:I think another thing that's really
nice about the world we live in today is
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:that there's lots of online communities.
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:And even different organizations
that weren't available when I was a
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:kid to be able to connect with other
patients with the same disorder.
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:And so I've actually there's actually
like the Glanton Research Foundation now,
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:which I've been a part of their community.
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:And there's a lot of people
sharing information, different
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:information there on treatments
and asking questions and such.
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:The only thing is I would just
caution that a lot of these a lot of
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:the patients who are part of these
groups are from different countries
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:worldwide, and management avail
availability for certain kinds of
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:management that are available in Canada.
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:Are not available there and vice versa.
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:So it's always really important to
do your own research and talk to your
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:doctors and work with the doctors and
your multidisciplinary care team as a
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:team to decide what would be best for
you with the treatment options available.
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:That's a great point and I, I think
it's a really neat reminder again of
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:all the communities that are out there,
but also with the just disclaimer of,
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:you know, you really have to check
in with your, your healthcare team.
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:And the other thing that comes to mind
is you had such advantages being in a
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:multidisciplinary clinic that was able to.
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:Anticipate, for example, monarchy
coming up and was able to really, you
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:could see a gynecologist, you could see
your hematologist, and just a, maybe
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:a reminder to anybody listening that.
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:If you are not in a multidisciplinary
clinic, it doesn't mean you can't be.
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:So you can actually ask for a
referral to a nearby multidisciplinary
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:clinic if that is something that
you feel would be beneficial to you.
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:It's a bit of a, it
can be a bit of a trek.
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:It's not always close.
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take the time to do that.
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:It is something that they can do.
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:I, I don't know that everyone knows
that they can actually ask to be
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:I think sometimes the assumption
is, well, this is where I've
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:That's what I've gotta do.
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:But it is actually something that
you can request if you feel that
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:So thank you so much for all
of this information and just
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:sharing your experiences.
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:I really think that this will be
such a value add to our folks in
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:the community and being able to have
another voice and their experience
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:and what they did shared out there.
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:So I really, really appreciate
you joining me today.
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:I know how busy you are with your.
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:Being a medical student.
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:So it was super, super
wonderful that you joined today.
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:Is there anything else you wanted
to add before we say goodbye?
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:Well thank you so much for having me.
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:I love that we're able to create this
community and especially on Hero X
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and I'm looking forward to seeing
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:what else hero X does in the future
and being a part of that as well.
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:Oh, thanks so much.
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:Wonderful.
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:Thanks so much Caitlin.
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:We really appreciate you being here.
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:Thank you for having me.