Last week, after revealing my most painful childhood memory, rather than feeling energized and happy, I felt heavy and sad. This state of being confused me. Why was I not full of joy after discovering what was at the front and center of my life's purpose?

Adding to the gush of negative feelings, I had to deal with a flat tire on the car and some plumbing issues in the house. I found it interesting that what was going on in my heart matched my environment. I addressed every situation with patience, allowing myself to be OK with not being OK. 

It turned out that being confused when experiencing inner growth is normal and beneficial to capture the learning within that state of mind.  

In this episode, I'm sharing with you my discovery as to why I felt that way and what I learned by accepting and moving through the feeling rather than avoiding it or pretending it's not there.