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Divine Love Epiphany: Mary Magdalene, the prostitute, Emotions & Your Relationship Success
Episode 24 • 22nd September 2024 • Soul Liberated Life • Jodie Rodenbaugh
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What do Mary Magdalene, the prostitute and emotions have to do with you relationship and life success? EVERYTHING.

We are growing and shifting consciousness at a rapid pace. The way we love MUST also evolve in order for us to hold the new energy.

There are many of us who are here for Divine Union-a power couple balanced in masculine and feminine energetics and we will be tested. Marriages are the word of God. The entire Bible is a love story.

When we don't learn how to do this one highly important thing we fail not just marriage but the word.

Tune in as I share my revelation about MM, why she was called a prostitute and what your energy and emotions have to do with it.

I will go deeper into my epiphany of why men leave the home to heal and have affairs in the next episode.

I announced my upcoming October Virtual Retreat in this episode and would love nothing more than to see you there! https://www.jodierodenbaugh.com/unconditionedlover

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Speaker:

Welcome to the Soul Liberated Life

Podcast, where you come to activate

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unlock the gifts you're here to

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I'm your host, Jodi, your soulmate

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So strap on your headphones, breathe

into your heart, expand your mind.

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Let's go.

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Hello, welcome back to

soul liberated live.

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You you guys.

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I just had the biggest revelation.

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I think of my life.

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So.

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This is going to be deep.

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And I don't even know exactly.

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Where we're going to end up,

but I'm just going to riff

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about what has come through me.

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So about.

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Hm.

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Three months ago.

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Yeah.

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About three months ago.

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I have been working with Mary Magdalen,

Jesus ISIS, and the divine itself.

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And.

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Today as I'm writing a post,

it came to me so clearly.

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Mary Magdalene's role and.

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Why she was called a prostitute.

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Now maybe somebody else

is talking about this.

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I don't know.

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I'm not following other people.

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I'm just having into

what God is showing me.

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What, what is coming through me?

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And so I'm going to lay

it out for you today.

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And.

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It's really important, especially

for this time that we're in right

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now in such a spiritual warfare.

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Marriages and strong

partnerships are being broken.

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Left and right, because of the spiritual

warfare, because strong marriages.

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I went thousand percent believe in.

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No.

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We'll change the entire.

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Planet.

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We absolutely need a divine

masculine and divine feminine.

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When I say divine, I'm not

talking about perfection.

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Okay.

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I'm talking about a man who

knows who the fuck he is.

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A woman who knows who she is a man

and a woman who know their roles,

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who know their potency, who aren't

competing against each other equality.

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This bullshit about equality

should not even exist.

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For where we're going.

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Man and woman.

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Are not supposed to be equal,

just like I'm not equal to

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a woman sitting next to me.

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It's just, it shouldn't be existent.

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We all have our own gifts, our

own roles, our own divine essence

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that we bring to the table.

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And if we don't understand what that

is, We're missing the whole point.

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We're missing the whole assignment.

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So as I'm sitting here writing

the post, I'm going to tell you

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what the post is really about.

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But as I'm standing here, when I

get like, Uh, twice in my career.

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As whatever we going to call this

career of coaching, the coaching realm.

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I have had.

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A strong, like epiphany a discovery

of sorts in my work that I do, the

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first one is a, was around shame.

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And this one is like, It's a.

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It's an extension of that shame

that I discovered way back in:

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However.

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This one runs deeper.

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So.

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I'm sitting here thinking

about my male clients.

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And I'm writing this post

in particular to males.

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And it hit me.

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Mary Magdalen and was called a prostitute.

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Because she was such a vine healer.

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And Jesus had to remove

like seven demons from her.

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Because we need that earthly man.

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We don't need them to

ascend the way we ascend.

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We don't need them to

heal the way we heal.

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We don't need them to be.

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Us in fact, If they are us, we are fucked.

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We need men to be men.

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We need them grounded.

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We need them earthly.

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We need them to be the fucking Oak trees.

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But here is why it's hard.

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And also here is why.

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I believe Mary Magdalen was

misunderstood as being the prostitute.

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When I heal.

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I meant shame and what I say

when I heal, I'm not the healer.

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I don't take.

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That credit, that credit is because I'm a

divine channel for the most high for God.

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But am I here?

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Is it coming through me?

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Absolutely.

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Am I the one who's doing it all.

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Absolutely not.

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The things that I know are not

things that I've read in a book.

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I have a thousand books I've

gotten rid of a thousand books.

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I, when I read a book, I.

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Literally, we'll take a book and open

it up to where I think I need to, like,

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I'm just intuitively go to where I

might think I need to read a sentence

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or two, but if a book is in my hands,

if a book is in my awareness, I I

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have the book because I own the codes.

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It's like I have the codes.

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It's just a remembrance of the

codes is a reminder that I have.

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The wisdom inside of

me, my job is to unlock.

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And unleash that wisdom.

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Just like Mary Magdalene.

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But here is what I just discovered

about the whole prostitute thing.

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So.

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When I worked with men, I

was thinking about this.

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Pretty in-depth the other day.

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Because men heal so

much faster than women.

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And when I meet with a client I'm

tapping into their sole source.

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I am tapping into their higher self.

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And I'm also able to see

the shames and shadows.

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So I'm working in tandem with the

light and the dark at the same time.

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If that makes sense.

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And I was like, why do my

men heal so much faster?

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They buy faster.

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They know what they want faster.

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They move faster.

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They they're just faster, but why.

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Because women's job, our role.

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Is to go into the energy,

the emotions, the, the.

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Darkness.

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Of the frequency.

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In order to expose.

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The darkness.

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We are here to shine light.

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As women.

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And some of us have been on this

journey as a Lightworker for longer

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than others that may be listening to us.

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But at the end of the fucking day, Our

job as women is to shine a fucking light.

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On the darkness.

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But if we don't understand how

to work with the darkness within

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our man, We fail the assignment.

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Because we're speaking to him.

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In a way that he can't hear us.

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We're asking him to be, do and

experience something that we know how

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to do, but they don't know how to do.

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Now, one of the other things that

I've discovered in the past couple of

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weeks, that has always been her, but.

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I work in triangulations a lot.

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So triangles, threes, threesomes.

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A lot.

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And one of the threesomes that I.

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Discovered the other day

was this thing around.

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I'll call it gas.

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Because it's gas.

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That's how you can remember it.

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So on one side of the triangle and one

angle of the triangle, think of guilt.

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Or grief.

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Sorry.

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Think of grief.

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On the other side of the triangle.

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Think of shame.

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And on the other side of the

triangle, think of anger.

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And I would put grief and

anger down at the bottom.

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And shame at the top.

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So, what I discovered is that.

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programmed and conditioned to fear anger.

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We blocking.

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Sure.

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We judge anger.

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We criticizing her.

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We don't want to experience anger.

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I remember after my husband

died, that was, afraid to feel.

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I was so afraid.

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Aye.

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I felt like if I were to feel anger,

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I wouldn't stop.

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I thought that if I allowed myself to

really feel the anger that I was feeling.

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That I would stay stuck there.

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And that's such a big misconception.

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Because we don't get stuck

there when we release it.

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of the solution.

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We have to release.

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it stays stuck in dormant inside of us.

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And we carry it like a cross.

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We the bags of burden.

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It's our job to release.

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I remember.

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Exactly where I was.

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After he died and I decided

I was going to let it go.

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I was going to allow myself before

he died, I held so much resent for

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the two years prior to his death.

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After my second after our second child.

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You know, as women.

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carry at.

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And I shouldn't even say women.

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not the divine.

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It's the feminine.

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The we, we have both masculine

and feminine within us, everybody.

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Okay.

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Women naturally have more feminine energy.

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So we should be, you know,

kind of the 80 20 rule.

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We should be in feminine most of the time.

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And the men should be

masculine most of the time.

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But when we don't release, we hold

that resent, we hold that anger, we

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hold that inner rage inside of us.

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And we just go on and on and

on, trying to live our life.

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We're being held back by these feelings

that are stuck and trapped inside of us.

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But as Lightworkers, as Energyworkers,

we are here to release those feelings,

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emotions, and stagnation and stuckness

inside of the bodies of others.

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Well, that's my job.

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Your job could be as little as allowing

yourself to have your own experience in

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releasing the emotions, releasing the

trapped energy that's inside of your body.

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Now the work that I do teaches you how

to do that, and actually I'm having an

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upcoming virtual retreat unconditioned

lover that I would love to have you at.

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It's only 222 and it is going to be

such healing, expansive retreat.

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I wish I could get it

done and do it in person.

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However, it just can't be done right now.

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So it's going to be virtual.

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We're going to go deeply into that.

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So on this one side of anger,

I remember that feeling.

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I was sitting in our driveway, inside

of his car, because he, he was a general

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manager for a Budweiser distributorship.

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And he drove a Hummer that was wrapped

in the, the beer, the, the beer.

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Budweiser.

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I don't even remember what it was called.

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I'm so disconnected from

beer in my life currently.

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I don't even remember what it was

called, but it's Anheuser Busch.

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I'm not getting paid.

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Anyway, I'm sitting in his car and

I have to give the car back cause it

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was a company car and I'm so angry.

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I'm so angry at the injustice

and it is injustice that women

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hold as this like sacred hostage

to justify their victimization.

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It's, it's a, it's sickening really.

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But I remember sitting in the car.

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And my, the first time ever that

I've ever allowed myself to fully

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express inner rage inside of his car.

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And I screamed at the top of my

lungs and just let it all loose.

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And that's it.

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It just needed to be released.

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And here's the miracles that happen

on the other side of the release.

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In that car.

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I'm sitting there and my husband,

my late husband loved Wizard of Oz.

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I always made fun of him.

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Like dude, that's, a little feminine.

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And he's like, I don't, I

don't, I don't fucking care.

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That man had no shame in his game.

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None.

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He was fully exposed.

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That is a man.

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Fully exposed, nothing to hide.

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I am who I am and I'm

a fucking amazing man.

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I'll get deeper into that in a second,

but back to the car in The Wizard of Oz.

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The miracle.

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I'm sitting there in the car.

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The music is playing.

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I played his, his iPod shuffle

over and over and over again

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just to feel him close to me.

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And I'm sitting there and I shit

you fucking not, the song that came

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on was Somewhere Over the Rainbow.

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And not only that, You guys, not

only that, there is a bluebird

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sitting on my fence post.

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Especially in those first days,

the signs were crazy strong.

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I would have my picture, my uh,

phone out all the time taking

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pictures because seriously, how do

people believe something like that?

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And it's so funny when I tell

like, logical people stories

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like this because they, they try

to logic their way through it.

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They try to create a scientific

method for why that occurs and

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you cannot create a scientific

method for a spiritual awakening.

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You just can't.

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However, there is beautiful

strategy in all of it.

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It's part of the divine process.

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It's fine.

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It's part of the divine plan, but on

the other side of the fence, on the

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other side of this triangle is the men.

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who have been taught and conditioned

literally not to feel grief, not

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to be sad, not to cry, suck it up.

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Don't show your feelings.

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Don't show your emotions.

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And this right now is killing our

men, literally killing our men.

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They are killing themselves.

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Because they don't understand

how to move through the grief.

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And just like us, all it has

to be, all that has to be done

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is just freaking release it.

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Just go into the deep,

dark feelings of it.

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And the thing with men is they

move so fast, all they have to

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really do is go and feel it.

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They don't have to sit there and cry.

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However, sometimes they do.

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And that was the, that was the

thing about my late husband as well.

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Because he knew how to grieve.

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He was able to feel the

spectrum of his emotions.

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He was able to have all of these

expansive experiences where he had

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nothing to hide because when we don't

allow ourselves to feel the full

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spectrum of our emotions, we hide, we

keep secrets, we put on masks, we cover

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ourselves, we hide, we, we dim our light.

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All because we didn't allow ourselves

to feel, and sometimes it's because

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we don't know how to freaking feel.

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I haven't always been, in my feminine,

I haven't always been a feeler.

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And when I say a feeler, I

felt all kinds of shit, okay?

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But, I didn't know how to move the energy.

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I remember there's two things I think

I've said in the earlier podcast, but

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I'll repeat just, just for a second.

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So I was a pioneer of

emotional intelligence.

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I was teaching children emotional

intelligence back in the mid nineties

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when it first became a thing.

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And yet, I would go home to my family

and lose my ever loving shit because

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I didn't know how to move my energy.

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I didn't know how to move from being in

the masculine, teaching all day, to coming

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home, which, which should technically be

more of a feminine thing, but it's not.

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It's a masculine thing.

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And then I would come home and not

be able to shift into my feminine.

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And shift all those emotions.

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And it wasn't until after he died that

I was fully, deeply able to do that.

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But it wasn't something

that I learned in a book.

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It was because I had to

experience freaking death.

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Now, you don't have to experience death

in the sense of what I experienced.

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But there's a part of you

that does need to die.

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That part of you that was a little

child before you were 7 years old.

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Who hired this team to protect you that

you've been hiding behind since then and

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not allowing yourself to experience love.

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And I'm not talking

about surface level love.

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Like everybody can feel surface

level love, but if you get married

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for love, you already failed.

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You failed on the fucking bye

because love should already be here.

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You're not looking for love.

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You're not marrying for love.

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Love is already here.

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Love is already here.

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Love never dies.

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When you don't understand how to work with

your energy and work with your emotions

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on the full spectrum, you don't have the

depth and capacity to love deeply another

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person because you're still hiding.

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You're still keeping secrets.

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You still have things locked inside of

your closet that need to be exposed in

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order for you to expand into the kind

of love that you actually came here for.

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And so when they don't understand how

to fully grieve, how to feel those

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deep, deep, deep emotions and sadness.

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And the pain, they

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turn to numbing so easily.

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And please know that when I say men

and women, I want you to think of it in

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terms of not so much compartmentalizing

men and women, but really thinking of

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it in terms of masculine and feminine.

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Because we all, every human has this

masculine and feminine inside of us.

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And when you are over masculine, okay,

You're gonna be operating more like a man.

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You're gonna be operating more like a man.

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So if you relate to the grief side,

where you're not able to feel the

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sadness and you just feel like an

angry freaking bitch all the time,

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It's because you're in your masculine,

but it's a wounded masculine, you see.

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It's not a healthy masculine,

because if you really understood

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energetics, and if you really

understood emotions, if you really

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were able to feel the full spectrum,

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you wouldn't have

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anything to hide.

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And if there's nothing to

hide, there is no shame.

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I am a freaking open book.

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There are certain things in my

experience, like in a current experience

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that I would be experiencing that

is not ready to be shared because

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I haven't gained the full wisdom.

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But I'm a freaking open book.

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There is nothing that I hide,

nothing that I hide behind.

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And in fact, challenge me, call me out.

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I want truth.

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Truth is love and love is God.

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So if I don't expose

the shame inside of me.

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And I don't vulnerably release that.

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Then I am absent of God.

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I am absent of truth and

I am a woman of my word.

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I came into this lifetime showing

up for a particular assignment.

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I gave my word.

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I have vows, a covenant.

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I gave my word.

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I'm in integrity with that.

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So expose me.

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And that's my job here.

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That's my job is to expose

the shame, slay the shame.

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Because when we expose the shame, when

we slay the shame, there is nothing in

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our way, literally nothing in our way.

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But when you overstay your welcome

in unprocessed, processed anger too

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long, it turns into shame because

you're going against the natural order.

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Of your energy because life is

about increase and if you are

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not increasing, you are dying.

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And if you still harbor anger and on

the other side, grief, overstaying

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your welcome and grief too long,

shame, shame because you're now

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numbing yourself out so much.

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You're in a depressed state.

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Anger is usually the anxiety side.

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This is an absence of God.

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This is an absence of love.

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This is an absence of truth.

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Now, are there things that are

true that cause you to feel angry

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or cause you to be in grief?

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Absolutely.

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But the only cause is you,

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your ability or inability to move

your energy, to move your emotions, to

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recognize what it is that you're feeling

and allow yourself to feel it and move.

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Now there's some crazy ass shit

going on out there that says you

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don't have to feel your feelings.

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Okay, guess what?

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We were given feelings by God to feel

the depth of those feelings for a reason.

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We are humans for a reason.

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When you try to block your emotional

experience, you become a freaking robot.

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Not on my watch.

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We're not doing that.

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We're here to feel.

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So back to Mary Magdalene, why,

why the prostitute, why this idea?

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Why, when I assist in the healing

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does it relate to prostitution?

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Here's why, because when I release

that shame, we now open the portal

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to vital force energy and vital

force energy is creative energy and

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creative energy is sexual energy.

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Let that land.

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They didn't have another way to say it.

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What was she doing?

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She had, she had magical superpowers,

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and I'm gonna boldly say So do I.

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If you let me.

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