The crux of the relapse lies within the mental states that is driven by SELF-WILL and our survivalist instincts. Quite often our emotional mental state blocks us from real happiness - it’s called a dry drunk. Slip back into consciousness with Toby C. and examine why these unhealthy emotions, if left unchecked by anger, boredom, and the like, can sabotage our precarious sobriety. Experience the self-destructive urge being lifted right out of you … and in this moment, you will know that all is well.