PART 1 –

WHO ARE YOU?

Isn’t it funny when, THEY TRY TO DRAG YOU DOWN but that only rises you up even higher!

         What do you stand for?

In this podcast you will hear me state very

clearly, that in order to really know what you stand for, you have to know WHO

YOU ARE. You have to be VERY clear on WHO YOU ARE!

Back in 2020,

I went on a self-discovery mission. It started when I was in the phase of my

degree modules looking at ‘THE SELF’ from a philosophical and psychological

perspective and in breaking down the attributes that determine the self, it

made me really see things from a multi-angular perspective. It really made me

tap in to parts of myself I never knew existed. This, my friends, is growth.

Evolution of our interpersonal and intrapersonal selves and how we help shift

our collective.

I went

through this thing where song lyrics started to have a deeper impact on me and

I really started having AHA moments where the meanings behind a lot of things I

had never clicked with before started to really hold new weight and make sense

to me in a way they never had before. One in particular, was the song the

pretender, Foo Fighters, where please, go listen yourself but, in a nutshell,

WHO ARE YOU? And are you going to stand up for the truth, your worth, your

authenticity?

In order to

do that, you have to peel back all the layers and go inside and underneath to

find out WHO YOU ARE! This my friends, is what is otherwise known as ‘the dark

night of the soul’. The beginning of your self discovery journey and it is

painful, brutal and will shake your world so wildly you won’t be the same

person on the other side that you were when you first went in. The alchemist is

the one who transforms their pain in to wisdom. Now thyself!

One thing on

that, is the difference between your ROLE and your identity. If you label

yourself as ‘Mum, Wife, Friend, Accountant, Teacher etc etc’ then you are

limiting yourself because those roles are ever evolving and when they shift and

change, our only constant, you will be left with ZERO SELF WORTH and you will

not be able to form authentic relationships or fulfilling life possibilities

because you are not putting any essence of YOU in to the parts of your life

that require more. Those parts require YOU and you can never get what you want

out of life if you’re coming from a place of unknowing, inauthentic pretence,

superficial understanding and limited belief. This is the problem with most of

the world. We are too afraid to BE who we truly are. The real I AM that comes

from identity and not role. That part of you that is soul based and goes deeper

than the role. I AM an introvert / extrovert. I AM quiet / reflective. I AM a person

that dreams almost every night or that gets deeply affected when I listen to

Chopin. I love walks in the rain because it makes me feel…..I love swims in the

sea though I AM afraid of deep water. I LOVE psychology. I DO NOT LOVE maths. I

LOVE to star gaze. I AM an empath….you see, its far deeper than I AM a mum. I

LOVE being a mum but I am more than just my role. It does not define who I

truly am. In honesty, nor does the above either on a grander scale because if

we look further a field in to other energetics (story for another time) then we

are even more than that too. This again, is evolution but, right now, we’re at

the birthing stages of a new understanding so baby steps are required. Let’s

not go too fast but, lets at least start somewhere…And that somewhere is

exactly what I AM talking about! WHO ARE YOU? Dare to question it please!

ACCOUNTABILITY

– The only way you

can be true to your SELF is by being accountable for the things you have done

wrong, said wrong and perceived wrong so that you can say ‘Ah, ok, I see it

now. That was not right. I was wrong and I AM sorry.’ I have come to learn as

mentioned in the podcast, that I cannot lie any more. It destroys ME and my

light to lie. I have to come from a place of truth otherwise I will have to

repeat repeat repeat the same lessons over and over until I have figured it

out, and I don’t want to continue in these lower energies where the pain is

held because I want to be free from those parts of me that I have held to

account. But, on the other side of this is, if I see someone else also needing

to be held accountable that’s energy or consequence is entering in to my life

and embedding its effects there, I will say so and I will hold them accountable

too, for I cannot do the work on me and my life and surroundings for someone

else to come by and shatter it all through their fault and soulless destruction.

No! And this is what we all must do, for we only ever rise up when we are shown

that we are at fault and that fault needs correcting. As adults, we seem to

have this misinformed notion that we must discipline and rule over children.

That we are the authority over them and that they must do as we say. I would

argue that most adults are in need of strong re-correctional behavioural and

mental awareness themselves and that they’re in no position to set the

standards for our youth until they’ve done that work themselves. I would also go

as far as to say that the youth that present problems of self-worth and who

display temperaments of bad ego, bullying, rudeness, bipolar disorder, anxiety

and depression stem from adults who are harbouring trauma, do not take

accountability and do not know themselves. These are trauma cycles that, as I

have said time and time again, unless we cut the cords, bonds and shackles and

break free from these learned behavioural loops that are embedded in our

generational lineage, we will be doomed to repeat repeat repeat until we do.

Well, I am

done! That’s why, this little black sheep is no longer afraid to speak her

truth or show up in her own way any more. You may say whatever you like. You

may not understand but….I DO! Those that judge others don’t even know

themselves so what does it matter, right?

I went

through some old twitter posts last night after a friends daughter came over

and they found me online haha and I am historically very private about my

twitter with my closest, nearest and dearest as that’s my place to get weird

and be me, as she called it ‘unhinged’. It’s been one of the greatest learning

platforms for growth and development and I have embraced the far outness that

has come from many of those I network with there but I never wanted anyone in

my daily life to know it was me or see what I was saying in case it could be

used against me, except how can it? I am all clear, because I’ve done the work!

And given certain recent events on a personal scale where I have been abused by

a poor, sad narcissist that refused my light and their own, it has only

confirmed my calling to me and made me rise up even higher, so, I reject my own

doubts and fears and I am out there, ME, MYSELF AND I and I don’t care who

knows it or sees it because I have nothing to hide and my messages are ALL to

help others rise up and hold themselves to account so that they can also do the

same.

IT'S TIME!

I have spent

years now, studying various degree fields in philosophy, psychology, theology

and so on and so on, and all because I have a deep, intrinsic need to know why

we’re here and who we are so that with that knowledge, I can change the world.

Sounds a big job right? I can’t do it alone though….In the last few years, I’ve

found my army. I am armed to the hills with the highest forces and some of the

most incredible souls I’ve ever met! The universe, once you understand how it

all works and understand the part you play (role) Who you are (soul) and why

we’re here (Goal) all comes together to assist. I lost all my anxiety and fear

2 years ago. It melted away like butter in a pan. Ask my husband, the

difference between the person I was before I found myself to the person I am

now…..And you can do it to! SO, WHO ARE YOU? Don’t be a pretender!

I'm the

voice inside your head

You refuse

to hear

I'm the

face that you have to face

Mirroring

your stare

I'm what's

left, I'm what's right

I'm the

enemy

I'm the

hand that'll take you down

Bring you

to your knees

So who are

you?

Yeah, who

are you?

Yeah, who

are you?

Yeah, who

are you?

Keep you

in the dark, you know they all pretend

THE

CONSCIOUS PERSON USES THE WORLD AS A MIRROR TO BETTER UNDERSTAND AND MASTER

THEMSELVES. THE UNCONSCIOUS PERSON ATTACKS THE MIRROR FOR THEY DO NOT REALISE

IT’S A MIRROR

(Check my

LIGHT AND SOUND podcast for more info about how we’re all just light triggering

rays and reflectors. Either you’re awake or you’re not)

WAKE UP!

I am in the

throws of writing my works that are compiled parts of my ‘ALL THE SCATTERED

PIECES’  podcast and they are designed in

3 parts

1)  Embodiment – Learning to hear what

your physical body is trying to tell you

2)  Mind control – Connecting the body

and mind to create a unified balanced state of neutrality

3)  Respiratory – Respirar – To breath -

Learning to Re spirit yourself through the power of breath and how that alters

you on a physical and mental level

All of these

body, mind, soul works help you put the pieces back together. That is why we

are all here. We are all just guiding each other home!

PART 2 –

WHERE ARE WE AND WHY?

Ooooh a

biggie. Not just my work but POV from a few others. Open your mind for this

one. It’s next level….

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