Continuing our conversation with Laura High, we delve deeper into the nuances of being donor-conceived. Laura's candidness, combined with her sharp wit, offers a rare glimpse into the personal and systemic challenges of the fertility industry.
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Guest Bio:
Laura High is a New York actor and comedian. She received her B.A. in Theatre Performance from Nazareth College. Laura has had lead roles on TV shows, and national commercials. Laura performs stand-up comedy at venues like Broadway Comedy Club, Bananas, and headlined Carolines on Broadway. Laura has been featured on the New York Comedy Festival and won the 'Broadly Funny' Divison at the 360 Stand Up Festival. Laura is a rising content creator. Laura has gone viral several times on TikTok and her following has grown exponentially in a short amount of time. Laura writes, produces, and edits all of her own work.
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Closing Summary:
Laura High's story is more than just an individual narrative; it's a call to action for greater transparency and ethics in the fertility industry. Her episode is an essential listen for anyone interested in the intersection of personal stories, advocacy and reform. Don't forget to rate, follow and review Family Twist for more thought-provoking conversations like this one.
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::This was the very first protest for donor
-conceived rights.
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::And I showed up with a custom -made
costume of me in a sperm cup.
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::Hello and a heartfelt welcome to all our
listeners as we embark on season four of
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::the Family Twist podcast.
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::I'm Kendall Austin Stulst and my life
story is a tapestry of unexpected turns
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::from being adopted as an infant to losing
my adoptive parents by the time I was 17.
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::And then in a twist of fate, finding my
birth family through the magic of DNA
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::testing in 2017.
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::And I'm Corey Stulst, Kendall's partner on
this life adventure.
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::When we uncovered his paternal birth
family's roots on the East Coast, I knew
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::our next chapter was calling us there to
mend the missing pieces of Kendall's heart
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::with the love of newfound relatives.
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::Our podcast began as a single thread, a
narrative of my own, but it is woven into
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::a vibrant quilt of stories celebrating the
complexities of DNA surprises, adoption,
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::donor conception, NPEs, surrogacy, and the
myriad ways families come together.
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::Together, we've been welcomed into an
incredible community with each guest
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::sharing their own family twist.
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::And through it all, we found strength in
each other.
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::Thank you for letting us share our passion
and these remarkable stories with you.
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::The bonds we formed with you, our
listeners, and the stories you've shared
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::have only deepened our commitment to this
journey.
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::Family Twist isn't just a podcast.
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::It's a celebration of the unexpected ties
that bind us all.
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::Thank you for joining us on this fantastic
ride.
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::Welcome back to the second part of our
conversation with Laura High.
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::We continue to uncover the layers of
Laura's experiences as a donor -conceived
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::individual.
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::Her insights provide a rare perspective on
the ethical challenges faced by the
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::fertility industry and the personal growth
resulting from such unique circumstances.
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::Laura's story highlights the importance of
transparency and the need for a collective
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::voice in advocating for change.
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::Her blend of humor and seriousness and
tackling these issues is something we can
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::all learn from.
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::So let's pick up where we left off and
continue our conversation with the
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::inspiring Laura High.
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::Laura, for people who are listening that
might have family secrets out there that
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::they haven't shared with their children,
what did that revelation do to your
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::relationship with your father?
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::Honestly, it changed nothing.
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::We just went back to playing basketball.
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::Good.
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::I was hoping that was going to be your
answer.
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::We just went back to playing basketball.
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::We just went back to singing musicals in
the car together.
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::That's literally, it was just like, okay.
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::Like nothing changed between my father and
I.
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::And I say this as somebody who's like, my
dad and I have had rough moments in our
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::relationship.
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::Never ever once in any of those moments
between my father and I have I ever, ever
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::once been like, you're not my real dad.
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::Never have ever said that, never thought
that, never felt that.
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::Like, no, that man's my father.
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::That man is even.
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::even if I ever had a relationship with the
donor as well, my dad is my dad.
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::That could never for me ever be undone.
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::And especially as an adult looking back
and realizing probably how scared my dad
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::was in that car and knowing how much
bravery it took for him to tell me that,
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::because I'm sure he was scared, had no
idea how I was going to react.
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::I appreciate his honesty and I appreciate
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::the courage it took for him to tell me,
especially in that day and age when there
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::was no support for him or my mom.
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::I really appreciate that.
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::And I will say it, everybody always asks
me, what do my parents think of my
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::advocacy?
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::They're my two number one fans.
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::They're so proud of everything I'm doing.
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::My dad, especially with like all the
politics, because my dad's a political
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::junkie.
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::and it's like all the political stuff I'm
doing, he thinks is so cool.
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::He's just like, who have you talked to?
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::Who are you?
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::What are you doing?
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::And I've had like some interviews with
politicians and he was like doing research
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::on them and he was like, Laura, I have
some questions for you that you can ask
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::them, okay?
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::Like this is what you gotta do.
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::He seems so sweet and supportive.
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::What I would say to those parents is,
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::I think actually with Kerry Washington
came out recently, you know, cause she
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::came out recently as sperm donor.
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::And I think she said it the best.
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::The secret's going to affect the
relationship.
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::And as much as we want to pretend it
didn't happen and bury it, you can't
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::unring the bell.
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::You can't unring donor conception.
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::You can't pretend it didn't happen.
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::It did.
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::It literally created your child.
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::It created their body.
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::And there's a couple of things with it is
when you bury it up as a secret, one,
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::there's going to be shame instantly,
whether you are aware of it or not.
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::And that child is going to carry around
that shame.
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::And this all could be very subconscious,
but the fact that you are not like openly
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::telling your child like, yes, this is how
we created you.
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::This is the magic in which we became a
family.
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::That infertility shame, that fear that you
have, you're going to pass that on to your
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::kids.
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::And I know that many parents are gonna be
like, no, I won't, no, no, no, they have
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::no idea.
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::And I'm like, yes, they do.
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::It will get passed on.
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::And it's not to like, you know, shame you
or tell you, fuck you.
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::It's just, there's so much going on that
you may not even realize.
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::And it's so common for donor conceived
people to have always said, I always knew
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::something was up.
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::I just had no idea.
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::And Kerry Washington even said it herself.
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::And she said, once the secret was
revealed, she was like, we as a family,
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::experienced healing for the first time.
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::And that secret was now gone.
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::It no longer was weighing down on
everybody.
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::And she also talked about how like she got
to show her dad saying like, because you
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::kept the secret from me, you made my love
essentially, I'm probably misquoting her a
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::little bit, but she was like, you made it
to be like, it was conditional love.
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::Now that the secret is revealed, watch me
unconditionally love you.
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::Right, yes.
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::And that's what I would tell to the
parents who have those family secrets is
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::let the healing happen.
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::It will.
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::It will happen.
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::And I think it's important for parents to
hear that if there's never a secret, such
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::as in Kendall's case, Kendall was adopted,
always knew he was adopted.
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::Those are his parents.
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::Even though they've been gone for decades,
we talk about them on an almost daily
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::basis.
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::Those are his parents.
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::And, you know, I've gotten to know him
just through the stories.
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::Now we've connected with his birth father.
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::And that's his birth father and great.
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::But Betty and Ruble are his parents.
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::And - That's the cutest names, Betty and
Ruble.
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::Oh my gosh.
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::I want to have like children's books of
like the adventures of Betty and Ruble.
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::Forthcoming.
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::We'll co -write them.
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::I think you should.
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::Those are the cutest names I've ever
heard.
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::I can never talk about them without being
emotional and especially in context.
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::with this, you know, I feel so fortunate
that I was, you know, I didn't experience
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::those lies, that secrecy, the potential
stigma that's, you know, was especially
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::back then, you know, I was born in 1970
and I'm from this tiny town where it kind
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::of surprises me that people were as
accepting as they were.
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::And I think it was to your previous point,
because my parents had this,
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::known history of infertility.
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::And I shouldn't say that.
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::My mother had three miscarriages, but I
think the fact that she was never going to
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::be able to probably have a baby, it was
just kind of common knowledge and their
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::friends were so supportive and they had
friends who had adopted children and just,
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::you know, wonderful stories where I got to
be surrounded by kids that were also
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::adopted.
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::And, you know, so it's,
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::I just didn't have the same level of
stigma that I know people that were your
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::parents' age were definitely dealing with.
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::The stigma of infertility that affects, I
think, a lot of adoptees and donor
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::-conceived people, I do firmly believe is
one of the reasons that certainly the
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::fertility industry has gotten away with so
much unethical activity.
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::Because of the stigma, no one talks about
it.
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::No one talks about the struggles, the
emotional struggles, or just the day -to
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::-day, oh my god, my dad texted me, just as
we're on this podcast.
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::Oh my god, it's very sweet.
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::Oh, he's asking me how my shows were at
the cellar last time.
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::Oh.
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::But he's very sweet.
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::He wanted, again, he wanted to come be
there for my first shows, but it was, it
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::was all sold out immediately.
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::But I do think that the fertility industry
has gotten away with so much stuff because
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::no one talks to each other.
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::No one talks about, well, what did the
doctors tell you?
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::What have you been going through?
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::What are they saying to you?
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::And then once the child is born, like, are
you experiencing this?
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::What is happening?
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::Is your kid getting sick or stuff like
that?
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::And I think that the biggest and easiest
thing that we can do, that everybody can
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::do right now to fight the fertility
industry and to help get regulations
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::passed is we need to let go of the stigma.
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::There is nothing to be ashamed of that
you've been going through fertility issues
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::or that you need help with family
building.
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::There's nothing to be ashamed of.
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::So many people need help for family
building and so many people struggle with
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::fertility issues.
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::It's unbelievably common.
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::nothing to be ashamed of.
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::I'm having fertility issues right now.
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::I'm almost through mine, but, and my
fertility issues actually are because of
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::my donor.
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::So, you know, full circle.
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::Wow.
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::It is ironic.
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::I'm almost through it.
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::Wow.
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::I know, I've been on medication now for a
couple of years and I'm almost through it
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::because I had a, what we basically
discovered and I'm very lucky I discovered
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::it very early on, but I have a benign
tumor on my pituitary gland which is
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::located right at the base of my brain and
the pituitary gland controls your thyroid
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::and your adrenals.
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::We caught it before I needed surgery so I
only needed medication to shrink it and
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::now the tumor is gone and we're just
regulating my hormones now, but
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::essentially the tumor in place rendered me
completely infertile.
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::Now the tumor is not genetic, but the
hormonal imbalance that I had been
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::experiencing since I was 13 absolutely
seems to run on his side, because I've
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::talked to other siblings who had very
similar problems as well.
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::So thanks, Papa, for that one.
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::Right, yeah, thanks, doctor.
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::Yeah, exactly.
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::There's just, again, just how significant
these things are that, you know, children
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::should know.
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::Yeah.
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::They just should.
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::And I'm really lucky, but part of the
reason that,
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::I was able to find it in time is because I
knew I'm donor conceived.
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::And it's always the first thing I tell my
doctors.
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::Because always when you go to the doctor,
they're like, do you have a family history
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::of this, of this?
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::And I always tell them, I literally was at
the OBGYN a couple of weeks ago and they
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::were asking me about my history.
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::I'm like, I'm a sperm donor, baby.
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::I don't have half of my medical history.
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::I literally have zero.
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::So on my mom's side, no signs of this, but
I got no idea what's on the dad's.
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::And they were just like, okay, great.
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::And that's...
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::always been in the conversation.
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::So when we were trying to figure out what
was going on with my body years ago,
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::because I could tell something was wrong,
they ran extra tests.
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::And I'm so grateful my primary care
physician was like, I'm gonna send you to
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::the endocrinologist.
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::Cause they just kind of trusted me and
they were like, you know what, she doesn't
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::know half her medical history.
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::And the endocrinologist in a few tests was
like, oh, there it is.
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::There, yep.
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::Wow.
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::Your prolactin is skyrocketing.
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::There it is.
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::And then got me the MRI and got me on
medication in time.
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::And I'm very, very lucky.
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::I'm very lucky that I could tell people
I'm donor conceived.
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::And just so many people my age don't have
that luck where they don't even know.
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::They don't even know to tell their doctor
that they're donor conceived and they're
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::giving their doctors a false medical
history, which gets them sick, which gets
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::donor conceived people killed.
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::It gets their children in trouble as well.
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::Yeah, even though I don't have half my
medical history.
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::just the fact that I can say I'm donor
conceived alone helps me out a lot.
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::Right, yeah, because they're not gonna
necessarily start, you know, pumping you
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::full of stuff that's gonna kill you.
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::Exactly, and they know to run extra tests
and they know to go like, okay, we don't
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::know, let's give her all this extra shit
just in case, just to be safe.
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::And that has helped me out tremendously.
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::Through the work that you do, have you had
interactions with professionals in the
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::fertility industry?
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::Yeah, they love me.
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::We have a great time.
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::Well, so it's really interesting.
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::I would say I have two different
reactions.
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::Either there are industry professionals
who have been like the most supportive
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::people and they're like, yes, yes, thank
you.
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::And they're wonderful and they're so
supportive.
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::And they're like, I love what you're
doing.
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::Keep fucking doing it.
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::Because them as physicians, as people who
took an oath to do no harm are sick and
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::tired of how their industry treats people.
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::and like they have seen it and they have
felt so alone trying to battle this
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::industry and trying taking care of their
patients.
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::So they are sick of this as well, but
they're unfortunately very few and far
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::between within this industry.
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::So that is an interaction that I've had
with a bunch of people within the
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::industry.
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::And that's always really, really lovely.
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::And then there's also some industry people
who are like, I don't really know about
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::this.
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::Can you tell me more?
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::And then like, you know, when I start
talking to them about laws and
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::regulations, they're going, holy shit, I
had no idea.
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::They're like, cause we don't run our
clinic that way.
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::They're like, I had no idea it was this
bad other places.
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::I had no idea these stories existed.
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::Holy crap.
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::And so that has happened, which has been
great.
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::But then I have other industry
professionals who are less receptive,
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::maybe a little less gracious.
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::I was told by an industry professional who
was at, cause we were protesting the ASRM
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::convention.
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::ASRM is the American Society for
Reproductive Medicine.
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::They basically create the guidelines for
the clinics and cryobanks to follow in the
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::United States.
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::Now understand I said guidelines, not
regulations.
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::None of the clinics and cryobanks have to
follow the guidelines.
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::And ASRM should be, in a perfect world,
our biggest advocate.
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::It should be the people, this should be
the group standing up for donor -conceived
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::rights.
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::And they have not.
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::They actively are very like...
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::They care about the clinics and cryobanks.
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::They do not give a shit about donor
conceived rights.
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::And they've made that very, very clear.
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::They care about the bank accounts and
that's about it.
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::And we've seen that from how we've been
treated when the Colorado legislation
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::first was proposed and the Colorado
legislation was the very first sibling cap
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::proposed in the United States.
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::So now Colorado has a 25 family limit.
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::It's still way too high, but it's still
something.
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::And ASRM when the legislation was first
proposed, it...
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::publicly was like, we don't support it.
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::So in my opinion, if you have no problem
putting down stuff, you also have the
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::ability to publicly support.
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::And the fact that they just actively are
not our biggest advocate and they are not
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::actively trying to help us is very
unfortunate.
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::So we protested them to remind them that
we are people, not products.
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::You know, another year in a row, no donor
conceived person spoke at a single panel.
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::And now some of the panels were about like
IVF and that has nothing to do with donor
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::conception.
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::So I'm like, okay, maybe not a donor
conceived person on any of the panels, but
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::any of the panels that are about donor
conception should have a donor conceived
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::person on that panel.
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::That is the ethical thing to do.
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::And it is incumbent upon ASRM to be like,
there was a panel that was all about like
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::how donor conceived people are feeling
about donor conception.
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::And they used AI to sift through all of
like all of YouTube to gather donor
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::conceived opinions.
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::And I'm like, why didn't you just get
donor conceived people to come talk to
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::you?
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::Exactly, yeah.
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::That's really fucking weird.
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::And that should have been ASRM coming in
going, no, you're gonna get donor
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::conceived people, like invite donor
conceived people onto that goddamn panel.
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::There was a panel, I believe about early
disclosure, a donor conceived person
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::should have been on that one.
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::A few donor conceived people should have
been on it.
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::There should have been a donor conceived
person who did get early disclosure, and
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::there should have been a donor conceived
person who got late disclosure to talk
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::about the experiences of both.
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::And the fact that ASRM is not putting its
foot down and ensuring that our voices are
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::heard is ridiculous.
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::And I always say, it is not upon you to
give us, to grant us a seat at the table.
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::We are the table.
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::You cannot have a conversation about us
without us.
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::It is absolutely unethical and you should
be actively making room and you should be
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::doing that work.
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::And they are just actively not.
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::So we protested them.
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::To basically go full circle back to what
you initially asked was, I was directly
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::told,
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::by an industry professional who was at
ASRM.
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::They were like, just like letting you know
the industry, like people at the
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::convention really saw the protest as like
kind of a negative.
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::And I was like.
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::Bitch, it's a fucking protest, yes.
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::Exactly.
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::Yeah, that's good.
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::It's in the name.
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::That means I did my job.
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::Exactly.
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::And I was like, and she said this as a way
like, and she was trying to tell me that
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::like, I'm doing advocacy wrong.
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::And she's telling me like, you need to do
advocacy better in a way that's like more
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::like industry palatable.
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::And I'm like.
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::I'm not here to play with you.
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::And I'm just sitting there going like, ma
'am, in the history of protests, when has
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::the person ever being protested be like,
oh my God, I love this.
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::Look at the aesthetic, keep them outside.
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::This looks great.
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::Oh my God, send them Gatorade.
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::Like what are you on ma 'am?
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::Like it just was like, it baffled me to be
like, I get it, you don't like us, but do
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::you hear yourself?
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::Like this is delusional.
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::You should have said, oh, you're right,
I'll leave right now.
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::Like, oh my God, I'm so sorry.
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::Were we a bother?
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::I am so sorry.
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::You guys think this is a negative?
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::I thought we were just having fun.
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::Exactly.
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::Wow.
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::Oh my God.
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::Yeah, it really just was this like, lady,
give me a fucking break.
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::Right.
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::So I also get a lot of that as well.
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::And we get a lot of a lot of the reactions
we get is like, oh, that's just angry DCP.
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::DCP means donor conceived people.
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::And that's a very just gaslighting
dismissive term we get a lot like, oh,
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::you're just angry.
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::And it's like, yeah, I'm angry.
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::That's actually the very proper emotion.
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::When we find out our mothers were
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::sexually assaulted by these doctors and
legally there's nothing we can do and you
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::guys aren't doing shit.
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::Yeah, actually anger is 100 % the
appropriate emotion.
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::The fact that I find out that like I'm one
of a hundred donor conceived siblings and
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::all of my siblings are sick as hell
because there was a falsified medical
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::history.
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::Yeah, I'm angry or I've been in the
hospital or as one donor conceived person
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::I know had 13 surgeries by the time they
were 15 years old.
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::because of a falsified medical history.
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::And in her words, she was medically
tortured.
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::Wow.
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::Yeah.
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::Anger is the proper emotion.
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::And this is what I always say.
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::It's like, I'm sorry that like, we're not,
you know, more consumable.
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::We're not sweet.
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::And we're just going like, oh my God,
thank you so much for letting us die.
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::Thank you so much.
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::We really appreciate this opportunity to
be killed by you.
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::Thank you.
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::I'm sorry that we're not nicer about it,
but anger is the right term.
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::And the fact that...
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::the industry has continually treated us
like mousepads and not like sentient human
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::beings has got to stop.
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::It's got to stop.
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::And it's not just donor conceived people,
the fact that donors are commodified as
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::well, the fact that recipient parents are
lied to, the amount of recipient parents I
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::have spoken to, and it's so heartbreaking
to hear like, they have three, four year
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::olds and they're like, oh my God.
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::And they're sort of like realizing what
happened.
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::and they're going like, our kid is sick.
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::They've had so many problems and they're
like, we had no idea.
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::We had no idea what was going on.
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::They're like, I feel horrible and awful.
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::I don't know what to do.
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::And it's just this, you can hear that just
pain in their voice.
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::And then when you talk to recipient
parents who lost their donor conceived
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::child because of just the negligence of
the fertility industry, it's like, you
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::just don't forget those conversations.
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::and you hear the pain and the mourning in
their voice and they know it didn't have
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::to be this way.
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::This could have so easily been avoided.
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::So why isn't there more legislation?
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::I think a lot of it is donor conception
education is so brand new.
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::We're just starting.
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::And I think a lot of it just has to be
that we're just telling people why they
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::should care.
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::But...
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::There is some legislation on the table
right now.
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::Like right now we're trying to get H .R.
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::451 passed, which is the federal fertility
fraud legislation, which would criminalize
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::a doctor switching out the chosen donor
gametes for their own or any others that
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::they feel like.
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::So that is one.
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::And you can call your local legislature
now and say, like, please support H .R.
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::451.
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::The bill is bipartisan.
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::It's got like a ton of co -sponsors.
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::It's just stuck in the Judiciary Committee
right now.
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::And we need it to get a date on the
calendar to vote on.
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::So that's one.
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::We also have the Donor Conceived Persons
Protection Act trying to get passed in New
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::York state.
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::This would require clinics and cryobanks
to verify the medical information that a
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::donor hands in.
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::So again, groundbreaking.
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::So if you live in New York state or you
have family or friends in New York state,
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::tell them to call your local legislature
and be like, we desperately need to get
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::the Donor Conceived Persons Protection Act
passed.
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::There are more states who are in process
of also passing their own fertility fraud
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::legislation as we wait for the federal
fertility fraud legislation.
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::Those states, it's gonna become a little
bit more public soon, so I'm gonna wait
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::for those stories to come out.
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::But I will say, just be on the lookout,
more stories are coming out.
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::Yeah, there is legislation that is moving
and grooving.
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::And if you want to find out more ways to
support legislation as it unfolds, you can
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::follow the United States Donor Conceived
Council, USDCC, on Instagram.
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::It is a group of donor can see people that
literally write regulations and literally
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::negotiate with the industry.
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::If you're particularly interested in
fertility fraud legislation, you can
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::follow Eve Wiley on Instagram.
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::She is the one who spearheaded the
fertility fraud legislation.
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::You can also follow Jacoba Ballard, who
was like the head narrator for the
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::documentary, Our Father, which was about
Dr.
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::Klein on Netflix, who switched out the
chosen sperm for his own and now over a
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::hundred patients.
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::So there is legislation coming.
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::But I think right now the way that we get
legislation happening is we need to get
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::more donor conceived stories out there.
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::We need recipient parents, donors like
Dylan, and donor conceived people actively
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::coming forward and telling their story and
showing this is what happened to me.
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::This was the lies that we were told.
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::Because these stories are so horrific, it
actually doesn't take much to get these
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::legislatures to really start to listen.
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::I mean, fertility fraud is comically
awful.
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::And the fact that doctors can actively get
away with fertility fraud because the laws
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::are just not tight enough is just, it's
absurd because this should be an easy slam
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::dunk.
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::These doctors should go to fucking jail
immediately for doing that.
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::There is legislation and it is slowly
coming and trickling out and it's coming
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::out faster and faster as more donor
conceived people are finding their voice.
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::And...
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::speaking their truth.
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::And that was a thing that actually really
happened at the protest, which was really
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::magical to see was there were donor
conceived people supporting each other and
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::coming forward for the very first time in
a very public way, talking about what
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::happened to them.
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::Well, thank you for sharing those
resources because as you said, the more
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::the conversation explodes, then the more
things are going to start to change.
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::Absolutely.
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::And I want to make it clear to like every
parent who's listening to it or every
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::intended parent, it is,
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::Not my goal, it's not the USDCC's goal,
it's not Jacoba Ballard's, it's not Eve
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::Wiley's, like any of these resources that
I just gave you, no one is trying to stop
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::donor conception.
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::No one is actively trying.
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::I think donor conception is, in a perfect
ethical world, a wonderful way to start a
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::family.
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::It's a great resource if you need
fertility, if you're having infertility
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::problems, if you need assistance with
family building, I want you to have your
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::family.
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::I want that for you.
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::but I want it to be done in a way that is
safe and ethical for all parties involved,
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::especially the donor conceived person.
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::So I always want to make that really clear
that none of the advocates that I work
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::with are trying to stop donor conception.
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::We're just literally trying to make it
safe and ethical for you and your child.
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::Right.
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::And I think what we're talking about is
literally pennies on the dollar to do
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::things the right way.
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::You know, it's just, again, with so many
industries, the greed is there.
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::It's like, oh, I couldn't possibly give up
a nickel.
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::Right.
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::Well,
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::And a great way to explain, so this is a
multi -billion dollar industry and a great
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::way to explain it is like, let's use
Dylan's story.
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::So Dylan is a donor who donated at Zytek
and he donated for multiple years and he
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::got paid a hundred, $150 per donation.
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::And he, I believe he made like 20 ,000 ish
dollars.
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::We talked about it like on my podcast, but
it was about 20 ,000 ish dollars.
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::And now one of the things to remember
though is he got paid per donation.
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::So every time he would come in and make a
deposit.
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::Now, when you are a sperm donor though,
one deposit does not equate to one
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::sellable vial.
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::They take that one deposit and they split
it up into multiple sellable vials.
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::It might be as little as three, it might
be as big as 19.
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::19 is the most we've ever heard of.
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::And Dylan's vials went from 1000 to $2
,000 each per vial.
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::So Dylan and I did the math together on
like how much he donated per week.
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::And we sort of, we tried to like low ball
it and be like, let's say they only broke
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::it up into four vials and we played it
very conservatively.
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::But like we did the math, the cryobank
allegedly made a million dollars off of
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::just Dylan.
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::Right, right.
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::Just off of Dylan alone, a million
dollars.
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::And that's just off of the vials.
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::Most clinics and cryobanks charge extra.
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::If you want a full medical history that
was not verified, you have to pay extra
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::for that.
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::If you want a picture of the donor, you
pay extra, you wanna see their
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::handwriting, hear their voice, you're
gonna pay extra.
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::Now what happens if you want to have
siblings?
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::Okay, then you have to buy more vials.
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::Now you have to pay for storage at the
cryobank.
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::So you're paying for storage fees for all
that sperm.
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::They nickel and dime these recipient
parents.
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::So many recipient parents end up having to
take a second mortgage in order to pay for
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::this.
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::So you're right, it's an obscene amount of
money.
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::So the fact that like Dylan made about $20
,000 and this cryobank,
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::allegedly made a million dollars off of
just him and they have way more donors
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::than that.
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::Right.
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::Is absurd.
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::And of course these cryobanks and clinics
have overhead.
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::They absolutely have overhead.
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::But give me a fucking break.
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::Give me an absolute break.
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::That is absurd.
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::And at a certain point, it's like we have
to keep things ethical.
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::Like, I'm so sorry, doctors, you're not
going to be able to buy that second yacht.
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::Right.
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::We have to make sure the sibling pod is
under 20.
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::So sorry.
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::Which is still, still such a moneymaker,
even with the Colorado regulation.
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::You know, if you have 25 family
possibilities, you know, for a single
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::donor, that alone.
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::That still could be 50 kids.
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::Exactly.
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::And that alone is still astronomical as
far as what the cryobank is making.
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::Yeah, absolutely.
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::It's just bizarre to me that we just have
to your point, we have to educate the
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::general population to say, A, this is what
these companies are making, but B, it's
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::unethical across the board.
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::And I might just be a, I still try and
stay very optimistic.
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::And I've talked to so many recipient
parents and the majority of recipient
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::parents.
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::genuinely want what's best for their kids.
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::They really, really do.
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::And I really just would encourage intended
recipient parents to be like, I know you
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::want your kid to be healthy.
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::I know you want your kid to be safe.
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::I know you want your kid to be happy.
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::So help us fight for these regulations now
because before you get pregnant is when
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::you have the most power in this industry.
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::Start demanding change now because they
care about your pocketbook.
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::That's what they care about.
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::They want your money.
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::So you have to wield that.
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::power now because once you get pregnant,
they don't give a fucking shit.
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::They don't care.
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::And they've made that very clear.
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::There are a lot of recipient parents I've
spoken to who are like, my heart has
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::broken.
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::I thought this place cared about me.
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::Apparently not.
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::And you have to wield that power now.
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::So what I would do is like, again, little
things that you can do that can make a big
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::difference.
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::I would call your clinic and cryobank and
ask them.
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::have you supported HR 451?
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::Have you supported the fertility fraud
legislation?
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::And here's the thing, I can tell you right
now, not a single clinic or cryo bank has,
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::okay, only one bank has supported the
fertility fraud legislation and that's
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::Fairfax.
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::That's the only bank that has.
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::Now, Fairfax still has a lot of
accountability they need to take in terms
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::of like crap they've done, but I will give
it to them there.
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::They're the only bank that has actively
supported the fertility fraud legislation.
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::So with that,
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::You go to every single other bank, every
single other clinic and go, I will not use
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::you until you publicly support the
fertility fraud legislation.
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::Use it.
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::Like be like, you need to send in a letter
and then I would use you or ask them,
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::like, do you openly support a sibling cap?
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::Ask them saying, like, what are you doing
to support donor can see people like
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::actively, actively wield that and be very
curt and very just like.
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::No, then I will not use you.
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::I only support clinics and cryobanks that
are actively supporting donor -conceived
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::people.
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::Well, and you don't have to necessarily be
somebody who's looking to have a child
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::through a sperm bank to do that.
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::You can call and ask these questions.
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::Anybody can just call and ask these
questions.
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::Oh, yeah, go ahead.
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::Go have some fun.
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::Like, you got a free afternoon on a
Sunday.
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::Go knock it out.
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::Go have some fun.
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::Make some phone calls.
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::Oh, my God.
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::Go have a good time.
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::But yeah, it's there.
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::But yeah, that but those are ways that you
can actively start doing some small
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::changes that actually make a big impact
because the more that we actively demand
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::the industry to change to change, the more
they will.
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::Because again, they care about money and
they're going to be like, OK, how do we
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::make more money?
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::Oh, shit, we got to do all this other
crap.
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::All right.
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::That's the only way.
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::And that's how we've been able to like get
certain things, I would say, a little bit
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::more normalized within the industry.
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::Yes, absolutely.
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::Well, we really, really appreciate what
you're doing because.
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::You know, we were talking about very
serious subject matter here, but I feel
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::like humor has a place in every
conversation.
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::You know, I think it makes more palatable
for people.
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::It breaks the ice a little bit.
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::And, you know, so thank you for what
you're doing.
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::And, you know, keep on wearing that sperm
costume.
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::Well, thank you for listening.
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::It really makes a big difference.
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::The fact that people are willing to just
listen and hear us out and go like, yeah,
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::that is fucked up.
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::We can change it.
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::There are so many complicated.
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::problems in this world, this one's really,
we can fix this one.
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::We really can.
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::This is one we can do.
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::And it will make a huge impact on so many
different communities in such a positive
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::way.
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::And I genuinely believe in, I'm still
trying to stay optimistic and believe in
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::the goodness of people and be like, I know
that the majority of intended recipient
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::parents genuinely want what's best.
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::Absolutely, absolutely.
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::And hopefully there's definitely some
crossover for our different audiences
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::because we talk about surrogacy, we talk
about donor conception, we talk about
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::adoption.
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::And I'm sure there are people are tuning
in because they are interested in that
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::specific issue.
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::But really, this is just a big community.
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::We're all in this community together, you
know, and yeah, yeah.
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::No, we're all in this together and it all
feeds into one another, like the whole
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::baby business, whether it is surrogacy or
adoption or anything, it all plays in and
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::it all feeds off of each other.
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::And I do believe that we are on the path
to getting reproductive help into a place
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::that is much more ethical for all parties
involved.
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::I do believe that we are entering a phase
where we're starting to go down that right
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::path as it should be.
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::And that's incredible.
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::And I know it's going to be in 10, 15, 20
years, we're going to be in a completely
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::different place.
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::And it is because I do think that we're
all working together and realizing how
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::much we all have in common within that
Venn diagram, especially between donor
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::conceived people and adoptees.
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::There's so many similarities and empathy
that we share.
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::Like I have felt like some of the most
incredible support from like my fellow
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::adoptee advocates.
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::have been like some of our most fiercest
supporters because there's just so much
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::that we understand about each other.
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::Even if we don't have like exact similar
experiences, there's just like, I get you
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::boo.
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::Right.
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::Absolutely.
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::Yeah.
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::Well, again, thank you so much for what
you're doing and thank you for, you know,
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::sharing your story on the podcast.
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::Thank you for having me and have a
delightful day.
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::Thanks.
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::You too.
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::We thank you for joining us on this
insightful journey.
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::Laura's story is a beacon for anyone
grappling with similar issues, reminding
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::us that understanding and healing often
begin with an open conversation and a
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::willingness to listen.
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::We encourage you to engage with the donor
conception stories, support advocacy
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::groups, and stay informed about this
complex topic.
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::Thank you all for joining us on this
journey with Laura.
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::Remember, change begins with awareness,
and each of us has the power to make a
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::difference.