Go behind the scenes of Whispers of the Past with host Fi de Wit, as she shares the story behind the series. From childhood summers on Statia to archaeological digs and the legacy of women left out of the archives, this episode traces the emotional and creative process behind season one.
Discover the inspiration, the unexpected turns, and the team that brought these whispers to life. Learn how grief, memory, and community shaped a podcast rooted in care and resistance, and how the journey continues. This is more than a recap. It’s a love letter to ancestral resilience, and a call to keep listening.
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>> Unidentified (Podcast Host): Welcome to Wisps of the Past. I'm your host,
Speaker:Fitovit, and in this episode, I
Speaker:invite you behind the scenes of season
Speaker:one. This series began as
Speaker:a whisper in my own heart, a calling
Speaker:to trace stories hidden in plain sight across
Speaker:interstacias, a place I hold dear in
Speaker:my heart due to my own ties with this beautiful
Speaker:island. My desire was to tell history
Speaker:not only through documents and dates, but through the
Speaker:lives of women. Why women, you may ask?
Speaker:Because growing up and still, if
Speaker:we look at history, it's almost
Speaker:always men that are being highlighted, and
Speaker:women are just simply left outside of the
Speaker:narrative. But it was the women who
Speaker:held families together, who led in
Speaker:silence, grieved in private,
Speaker:and carved their wisdom into the land.
Speaker:Throughout this season, we explore the
Speaker:legacy of a major focal society
Speaker:on this island, where strength
Speaker:is quiet and resilience often
Speaker:worn like a second skin. We
Speaker:examined folklore and theory
Speaker:and followed the devastating echoes left by
Speaker:enslavement, migration, and
Speaker:silence. And in
Speaker:doing so, we made space.
Speaker:Space for what was too often left out
Speaker:of the narrative. The stories of
Speaker:enslaved women.
Speaker:Women whose voices were erased. Erased
Speaker:from the archives, overwritten by Eurocentric
Speaker:records that measured value in land,
Speaker:names and power, but not in
Speaker:care, kinship, or survival.
Speaker:This podcast has been a way to bring those voices to
Speaker:light and to shift the lens,
Speaker:to say, hey, we are here. We
Speaker:mattered, and we still do. So in this special
Speaker:episode, I'm going to share with you how this
Speaker:season came to be the inspiration behind
Speaker:it. Some unexpected turns,
Speaker:and where the whispers might carry us next.
Speaker:This podcast didn't just begin in the
Speaker:studio. It began with a feeling, a
Speaker:longing, a whisper.
Speaker:The reason why I began Whispers of the Past
Speaker:is threefold. It's rooted in
Speaker:memory, mentorship, and a
Speaker:quiet fire that turned into action.
Speaker:So the first reason is the island,
Speaker:Stacia. I grew up between two
Speaker:worlds. The greyness of the Netherlands and
Speaker:the sun soaked soul of Stacia.
Speaker:Every summer and some winters, we came back
Speaker:here. And every time we returned back to the Netherlands,
Speaker:my parents would say, she got the Stacia blues
Speaker:because I did. Because something would stay
Speaker:behind among the volcanic black
Speaker:sand, the crystal blue ocean, and the
Speaker:familiar laughter of people who raised me with kindness and
Speaker:stories. For me, the island softened
Speaker:the edges of the world. And it was
Speaker:this place that has shaped my becoming.
Speaker:The second reason is my godmom,
Speaker:Mrs. Suta Cow.
Speaker:How did you feel when I said I wanted to do this
Speaker:and that you were a big inspiration for me?
Speaker:>> Ms. Sutekau: I was very proud of you for that I
Speaker:also had my reservations,
Speaker:because finding out the history of
Speaker:the women is very difficult.
Speaker:This is the same thing as finding out
Speaker:the history of a country.
Speaker:History is written by the conqueror
Speaker:and the powerful. It is not
Speaker:written by the conqueror and the
Speaker:less powerful. And, uh, in history,
Speaker:women have always been
Speaker:considered less powerful.
Speaker:They aren't, but they
Speaker:had to wield their power in a
Speaker:gentle way. At
Speaker:the same time, they were
Speaker:not recognized for the
Speaker:powers they really were.
Speaker:>> Unidentified (Podcast Host): My godmom took me to archaeological digs when I
Speaker:was just a kid, and she told me to
Speaker:look down through the soil of memory,
Speaker:because when you walk, you'll see
Speaker:stories everywhere. And it was through
Speaker:her that I first learned that history is
Speaker:not something in the past or something very far away.
Speaker:It lives in our hands, in the soil we walk
Speaker:on, in the women who were never written into
Speaker:books but lived full lives. Anyway,
Speaker:it was her that inspired me to look at
Speaker:history through the lens of women.
Speaker:And then, thirdly, a book.
Speaker:It's a book called if Women Rose,
Speaker:rooted by Sharon Blackie.
Speaker:Though the book itself is really woven from
Speaker:Celtic myths and European soil,
Speaker:it offered a truth that crossed oceans.
Speaker:One of the things that she writes about in her book
Speaker:is change begins small.
Speaker:And we can either sit in our grief and our frustration
Speaker:with the silences of history, or we
Speaker:can rise and speak. So this podcast
Speaker:is my rising, a way of honoring the
Speaker:women history erased and letting their strength
Speaker:echo forward through sound, through
Speaker:memory, and through you.
Speaker:Since beginning this journey, something unexpected happened.
Speaker:My anger towards the patriarchy has
Speaker:quietened, and the
Speaker:resentment that I held has softened.
Speaker:Because in telling these stories, I stepped into
Speaker:action. And action is its own
Speaker:kind of healing. It's
Speaker:my hope that this offering becomes part of a much
Speaker:older ripple of change, one that began with women
Speaker:way before me,
Speaker:the ancestors who had no microphones, but left
Speaker:legacy in their footsteps.
Speaker:And that in your own way, in your own voice,
Speaker:you too will carry it forward.
Speaker:So nothing is ever really done in isolation.
Speaker:And this podcast, this living
Speaker:archive of memory, was. Would have never
Speaker:come to life without the people and the support that
Speaker:surrounded it.
Speaker:So, first of all, a dream needs roots.
Speaker:I had an idea, a vision,
Speaker:a feeling in my chest that I wouldn't let go
Speaker:for about two and a half years. In my mind, I had already
Speaker:created this podcast. But it wasn't
Speaker:until I started conversations with
Speaker:culture, Fons Karibi, Schebit
Speaker:and Fons for Kultur Participati,
Speaker:who gave this project wings.
Speaker:They saw possibility in the idea. They
Speaker:believe that storytelling,
Speaker:especially storytelling, rooted in Caribbean soil
Speaker:deserve to be funded and deserve to be
Speaker:heard. We live
Speaker:in a world where dreams need money, and that's
Speaker:unfortunately, the truth. And I'm
Speaker:endlessly grateful that these funds
Speaker:made space for voices often pushed to the
Speaker:margins, women's voices,
Speaker:and in particularly in our case,
Speaker:voices from synthesias.
Speaker:Because of that support, the financial support that this
Speaker:project was granted, I was
Speaker:able to build a team.
Speaker:And let me tell you, behind every whisper you've heard,
Speaker:there's been a chorus of hands, heart, and hard
Speaker:work.
Speaker:So part of this amazing team, we have
Speaker:Eugene, our, uh, sound designer. He's in the studio
Speaker:with me right now.
Speaker:We've had Ankeli,
Speaker:who helped me also with recordings for voiceovers.
Speaker:Sarah, our web designer, who took a
Speaker:vision and made it visible.
Speaker:Our, uh, podcast producers, Ivo and Ali,
Speaker:who helped me shape the foundation of the podcast and the
Speaker:distribution. And, um,
Speaker:the graphic designer, Niquet, who translated
Speaker:each episode and the podcast logo into a visual
Speaker:image. And last
Speaker:but not least, we have Vanessa and Chandra, two
Speaker:sisters from this very island who handled our
Speaker:social media with care, care and pride.
Speaker:Now, I had this dream
Speaker:of only hiring women, not because
Speaker:I'm against men, actually, far from it. I've
Speaker:been shaped by strong, tender men too.
Speaker:But I wanted to tip the skill evenly
Speaker:to empower more women through this process behind the mic
Speaker:as well as in front of it.
Speaker:And then there was another stumbling block
Speaker:that I came across
Speaker:because life happens Covid
Speaker:deadlines, full time job,
Speaker:moments where I thought I wouldn't finish. But somehow,
Speaker:somehow we made it. Because that's the magic of
Speaker:community. You find your people, you keep
Speaker:going. Even when it's messy and even when it's
Speaker:hard.
Speaker:M so how did we do it technically? Well, it was a
Speaker:dance between remote interviews
Speaker:because most of the people that you hear on this podcast
Speaker:are not necessarily located here.
Speaker:Zoom calls voice notes
Speaker:recording in quiet corners of the island.
Speaker:And then for the visuals, chasing good light. And it wasn't
Speaker:always perfect, but it was real.
Speaker:And maybe that's what makes it beautiful.
Speaker:So if you're listening and you've got an
Speaker:idea, a story, a vision,
Speaker:my advice, find your people, start where you are,
Speaker:and don't be afraid to whisper into this world
Speaker:some of the highlights and stumbling
Speaker:blocks. So if I had to
Speaker:pick a favorite moment from this season,
Speaker:honestly, it's kind of hard because every episode we poured
Speaker:in so much effort.
Speaker:But I have kind of two highlights.
Speaker:For me, episode two on the Amerindians has a
Speaker:special place in my heart.
Speaker:It really reminded me that Stacia's story did not
Speaker:begin with the colonizers or even the
Speaker:traitors. It began with a deep, sacred
Speaker:relationship with the land, with
Speaker:the elements. Uh, even the indigenous name,
Speaker:Aloui Island. And
Speaker:this was so unexpected. I didn't realize that
Speaker:there was a matrifocal society here.
Speaker:That was such an unexpected fact to
Speaker:discover. And then
Speaker:episode four, the Curse of the Blue Bead.
Speaker:That one really hit me in the gut. I did not
Speaker:expect it to be so emotional. And
Speaker:writing those voiceovers broke something in me.
Speaker:I cried a lot during that time. I felt the
Speaker:injustice, the way women
Speaker:were treated, how that pain was woven into
Speaker:silence. And it just made me so angry,
Speaker:deeply upset and frustrated.
Speaker:Not just for them, but also how often those patterns
Speaker:are still present in our life today.
Speaker:Something I definitely did not anticipate was the emotional
Speaker:toll that this kind of storytelling takes.
Speaker:I'm a highly sensitive person,
Speaker:um, and this wasn't just a creative
Speaker:project. It required me
Speaker:often to process kind of this grief that I felt that
Speaker:wasn't always mine, almost like a collective grief.
Speaker:And I sometimes had to start
Speaker:scheduling emotional space, not just the editing
Speaker:time. Often when we
Speaker:have an episode going live, like, I had already listened to it
Speaker:five times. But, yeah,
Speaker:when I started this project, the podcast producer,
Speaker:EFO would often say, like, ooh, that's an
Speaker:aggressive timeline. And
Speaker:it's true. You just. Things come up that you don't
Speaker:account for. And this is definitely one of my lessons that
Speaker:I learned.
Speaker:So sometimes, you know, life gets in the way. Deadline waivers.
Speaker:And, yeah, he was right.
Speaker:Creating something this layer, this alive, takes more than
Speaker:discipline. It also really takes hard space.
Speaker:One of the brightest lights in all of this is, you know,
Speaker:spending time with the elders. I give chair yoga
Speaker:on a weekly basis, so I already have a
Speaker:bond. But sitting down with some of the elders and recording
Speaker:their stories, their laughter, their wisdom,
Speaker:that was really something magical. And I'll never
Speaker:forget one of the quotes by Mrs. Rivers,
Speaker:what I like about Stacia.
Speaker:You are free.
Speaker:>> Ms. Sutekau: I, uh, am free.
Speaker:>> Unidentified (Podcast Host): I didn't expect her to say this. We were talking,
Speaker:and she says that she's free.
Speaker:Um, and that's why she loves Stacia, because of the
Speaker:freedom here. It was just so simple. But in that
Speaker:moment, I just. I felt like, yes,
Speaker:we're going to use that to bring this
Speaker:series to an end. Because freedom
Speaker:isn't always loud.
Speaker:It's a quiet truth spoken by someone who has lived enough life
Speaker:to know what it really, really means.
Speaker:So you might wonder the Big question. Will
Speaker:there be a season two?
Speaker:And the answer is the whispers
Speaker:haven't gone quiet. It's still
Speaker:humming in the background, soft
Speaker:and persistent. There
Speaker:are more stories waiting, more
Speaker:voices still unheard, more roots
Speaker:to uncover beneath the soil of memory.
Speaker:And for now, we are taking a short creative pause
Speaker:to breathe, to reflect,
Speaker:to listen again before speaking.
Speaker:So we're exploring new themes and looking into funding
Speaker:and what's possible.
Speaker:It's really important for me to move with intention,
Speaker:and we want to build this next chapter with reference.
Speaker:So, yes, the ambition is alive. And when it's
Speaker:time, we'll return with more echoes,
Speaker:more truth, and more
Speaker:of a fierce, quiet courage that began this
Speaker:journey. So please stay
Speaker:close. Watch this space,
Speaker:and when the next whisper rises, you'll be the
Speaker:first to know.
Speaker:Before we close, I want to pause and
Speaker:say thank you. First of all, to you, the
Speaker:listeners who turned in from near and far,
Speaker:who made space in your heart
Speaker:and your headphones for these stories to live
Speaker:again. Your presence
Speaker:gave this work breath.
Speaker:And to the remarkable team behind Whispers of the Past,
Speaker:thank you for carrying me and this vision
Speaker:from production to design, from sound to story.
Speaker:You elevated each episode into something I could
Speaker:only dream of.
Speaker:Thank you to my personal cheerleaders, my friends
Speaker:who encouraged me from the beginning.
Speaker:And then we have the voices, the ones you
Speaker:heard, and the ones who remain
Speaker:unnamed. Thank you
Speaker:to Mrs. Tsutakao, to Mr. Richardson,
Speaker:Dr. Anna Hanslin, Dr.
Speaker:Elaine, Dr. Stelton,
Speaker:Dr. Morsink, and Dr.
Speaker:Sahidi. Your scholarship,
Speaker:your expertise grounded the soul
Speaker:of this series.
Speaker:And then to the local wisdom keepers, Governor
Speaker:Francis, Mr. Burkle,
Speaker:Mrs. Rivers, and Mrs. Bennett.
Speaker:Your stories made the past feel like a living room we
Speaker:could sit in. Every word you shared
Speaker:became a thread woven into collective remembering.
Speaker:This podcast began as a whisper,
Speaker:a quiet yearning to reclaim the untold,
Speaker:to make space for women's voices in archives
Speaker:where silences had settled.
Speaker:It was never just about history. It was
Speaker:about healing and about reclaiming the right to say,
Speaker:we're here. We mattered and we
Speaker:carried on. If there's anything I hope
Speaker:you take from this, let it be this.
Speaker:Stories are not just remnants of the past. They
Speaker:are reminders of what we can still
Speaker:transform. Until
Speaker:next time. May the whispers lead you
Speaker:where truth calls, where
Speaker:healing awaits, and where the future is
Speaker:shaped by those who dare to remember.
Speaker:>> Speaker C: Welcome to my island.
Speaker:My historical island.
Speaker:Ask anyone.
Speaker:Welcome to my island.
Speaker:Welcome to my island.