I’m still feeling the energies of this eclipse gate. It came in strong, but I’ve surrendered to the whirlpool and I’m feeling a delicious activation that feels like something I can trust. In this episode we’re going to talk some more about navigating the in-between and going deeper to feel and be yourself through transitions that you may have been resisting. 

Part of this comes back to understanding the feminine and masculine energy within us. This isn’t a discussion on gender, sex, gender roles, or how anyone identifies externally - we all have access to masculine and feminine energy in all areas of our being.

Is your expression of these energies serving you in your path to freedom? Are you spending too much time in the doing-pushing energy, or are you valuing the feminine side and allowing yourself to use both?

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Ash x

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This is the first time I'm recording two episodes

of the podcast in one week.

And that might not seem like a big deal or like, who cares, Ash.

But I, I care about it because it tells me that I'm really relaxed.

I'm really tuned in to this podcasting journey and how it's

deepening and evolving for me.

And that I'm no longer like, holding back what I have to say and what

I have to share and what I wanna document in my life and in my business.

I'm not holding back to be more strategic.

those of you know I am a strategist by training.

And so I love to see the big picture and connect the dots and go down

into the depths and bring it back forward and all these things.

And so sometimes I'll have like notebooks and notebooks and like voice notes

upon voice notes and boxer messages to boxer messages of like ideas.

And I'll just let them sit there until I know where I wanna plug them in.

And I've been shifting my approach to truly recording when I feel called when

the message really drops into my spirit.

And also, even if I don't record it, when it drops into my spirit, I do write like

my little script slash bullet points, things to cover over an episode and my,

podcast management system so that I can come back and record, when it feels right.

So all that to say, this is delightful, and let me tell you like, let's set the

scene, like crawl into this with me.

It is Monday afternoon.

I really felt the call on today's topic around like 1:37 PM I started

writing my notes around 1:43 PM and now it's 2 0 9 and I'm recording.

So those of you who are listening and you think about, you know, starting a podcast

or any project and you're like, what does it look like and how do people do it?

And you're trying to like research it to figure out other people's creative flow.

I'm laying across.

My bed, the sheets are all tangled around my ankles.

I'm laying on my belly, I'm looking out the window at the forest.

it's the first day of my bleed if that's inspiring for you.

And we're in this eclipse gate.

And so what feels very real for me is just staying in my body in present

moment, in the energy field that I'm cultivating, which is to be true to my

heart and true to, yeah, this journey, step by step, day by day, right?

So, as I said, we're in this eclipse.

Portal this gate.

We've passed the new moon that was in Aries a few days ago, and we're

coming up slowly to the full moon.

So we've got another two weeks in this eclipse gate.

And the reason why I'm bringing that up is because even in last episode

I was talking about being in that in between and how to navigate the

in between and manage your energy.

In clearing your energy when you're moving through a transitionary time in your

life, in your business, in your body.

I mean, when are we not in transition, but there are more potent moments, right?

And to me, this eclipse portal is just, it's just not fucking around.

I feel it came in so strong and now it's in this Mm, I get the sensation of.

A whirlpool, like it's warm.

There's still activity, but I've kind of surrendered to it, and as a result,

I feel a juicy, delicious, promising activation that feels like something

I can trust, something that I've been longing for, something that I may

have been even resisting and trying to think my way through it instead of.

Feeling and being myself through it.

And that's what today's episode is about.

You know, navigating your energy and the experience of the in

between is what we talked about last episode, letting go, even though

you haven't yet embodied something.

And as I went deeper into that medicine and lived into that messages medicine even

more, I was reminded of a conversation I had months ago that came back to

the surface and it kind of touched on.

The story that I even shared a little bit in last episode around the guy that's

in the in between as well and how he was feeling like, just disconnected.

because in that conversation we were also talking about, or I was sharing with

him that a lot of us are really missing that marker of change or that line of

delineation or that crossing over that's usually marked by a rite of passage.

Right.

Either from your community, from your family, from an achievement.

you know, we're in an age now where we have to give our own, rights of passages,

our own ceremonies, our own titles.

And I know there's a lot of people that have conversations and like

feelings about self initiating and all that kind of stuff.

And there's layers to that.

And that's true in Dandy, but.

Where we're going.

It's a combination of the all.

If you don't see and know who you are, and choose to step into it and put

yourself through the fire and the ringer.

Who else is going to initiate you?

You know, like elders are leaving, um, new elders are coming in,

look young, but they're old.

You know, these indigo kids are like rocking out.

These Gen Zs are like, you know, fuck y'all noise.

You millennials are weird.

You know what I mean?

So yeah, I've been thinking a lot about self initiation and ritual.

And so this particular episode on valuing the feminine has been

on my heart for a long time.

A long time.

I am definitely talking about, I don't want there to be

even any confusion at all.

This episode I'm talking about the masculine and feminine

energy within, and even without.

And while some people are rolling their eyes and they're completely

over this trend, quote unquote, um, or this topic and everyone who's

like, I'm a goddess and I'm a feminine and polarity this and all that.

I don't know if you guys are seeing that on social media, but

I definitely have noticed it.

And I've even seen it in spiritual groups and like women's groups where people

are like, if someone comes to me, you know, kind of like making fun of it.

But I just wanna say that I was led into this expression

of my work of understanding the masculine and the feminine energy

within, by the work that I do.

You know, it was the ancestors and my own ancestors who led me to these

understandings, and yes, to some elders and some teachers to help support and,

bring contacts and understanding to.

This work from their lived experience and who passed on

information and journeys to them.

So, you know, not to knock anybody who's literally looking for feminine

teachings and what is it to be a feminine woman and all that kind of stuff.

And like, if that's your journey and you did it from a somatic perspective, like

great, I'm, I'm excited to share some things that I have learned and what I'm

living and what I've been taught just through the energetics of healing with

your ancestors through your lineage.

For your life and for your legacy.

So the first thing I wanna say is like, I remember this actually coming

up last year in the Elevate cohort.

There was a woman who was in the program who was highly accomplished.

I think she even worked in like the science and tech field and, um, We

were talking about her relationship to men and how she had this like

knee jerk reaction to a man coming up to try to ask her on a date.

And it was like this very angry, mean, hateful man, you know,

hate men, kind of response.

And she was questioning herself like, God, why was I so mean to that man?

Like, he didn't do anything wrong.

He was just coming to, you know, try to flirt with me,

talk to me, ask me on a date.

And I remember as we were starting to work with her and kind of unpack.

Some questions and some inquiry to, to till the land so we can

go deeper into her lineage on why she is behaving this way to men.

And by the way, she, she was single at the time.

I have no idea now.

But, I remember her saying as we were talking about feminine energy

and protection and boundaries and openness and receiving and

all these different concepts.

She was like, oh, I'm feminine.

You know, I dress to the nines and I wear heels, and I have nice

dresses and I always smell good, and my nails are always done, and

my makeup on point and my hair this.

And at that moment I was like, Ooh, at some point I'm gonna have a whole

container and process about this.

Because the internet, the world, our lives, even our mothers and aunties

and grandmas have taught us that it is the external presentation.

That determines if you're feminine or not, and that's just not true.

You know, it's a misunderstanding that being feminine is what you do or how

you dress and how you present yourself, because really that's only one aspect of

it and a surface level aspect at that.

There's also a misunderstanding that the masculine is tough and harsh and

logical, but it's so much more than that.

And so as I've sat with my own ancestors and exploring these things, really by

just working my lineage, sitting with the women of my lineage, sitting with the

men of my lineage, and seeing how they present themselves and what wounds and

patterns and survival mechanisms have come up, but also seeing it with clients.

You know, this isn't even about some.

codes and downloads.

And what does your lineage show you about your relationship to your

feminine energy and your masculine energy that we all have, regardless

to your sex and your gender, and any cultural and societal Conformity.

This is facts like when we look in nature, that is what this planet was created like.

We literally have the sun and the moon.

We literally have like God spewing into the void and created earth is

what you know, certain books say so.

And ancestral healing work.

My clients and I have en encountered ancestors on the maternal line and

these quote unquote women, and I'm gonna only say women in brackets because

some of the ancestors didn't identify as women, even though they were.

Female and on the maternal lineage.

All right, so all the things we're talking about as far as how you identify

in present sense, this is not new.

Humans have had lots of different ways that they present themselves, and

there's lots of reasons why that is.

Whether you were born two-spirited, the number of traumas and experiences

you and your ancestors have had that has made us shift and evolve to be a

certain way for protection or for ease or for access or whatever that might be.

So I'm just gonna say women in quotes.

And we can go on from there.

But they presented sometimes as men in their energy and as behavior, even though

we were working on their mother's mother's line or their father's mother's line.

And the same thing on the paternal lineages.

I've personally worked on my father's father's lineage and my mother's father's

lineage, and the quote unquote men.

Sometimes who were being trampled over because they were living,

and led by their feminine energy more than their masculine energy.

Even though we all have access and they have access to both.

So the expression of these energies and their dominance and a person, as we all

know, I assume at this point, at least I do know this, it's on a spectrum.

You know, and some of us are going to align more to one or the other and

in different aspects of our lives.

The other energies are gonna be more, pronounced.

So for example, I was watching something on Netflix today in my relaxation day, and

someone was talking about how, sometimes the way that she mother, she really feels

a masculine aspect of her motherhood.

And I was like, yeah, when you have to be fierce and when you have

to be strong, when you have to do things to take care of another.

Human and they're of the rightful age to receive that Nurturing.

Nurturing isn't always soft, like nurturing can be strong, hard, you know,

extractive, even if I wanna use that language, because a mother can be using

her energy, externalizing her energy in order to give that energy to her child.

So, There's a lot that I wanna say, but I'm just gonna get all this out

and then we're gonna go from there.

I wanna share with you a question, and this question has helped me and

my clients many of times as we were doing healing work in their life.

And it came down to balancing the energetics in their body in their.

System and in their lineage so that they can be in harmony with these energies and

in harmony with the opposite sex and in harmony with same sex and same genders

and opposite genders and all the things.

Right?

So here's the question, and I'll put this inside of access too, just so you know.

is your expression of these energies.

Masculine energy, feminine energy, serving your path of freedom.

How are they and how are they not?

Another way to ask this is, is your expression of these energies keeping you

in cycles of fear, protection, and ego?

How or how not?

Right?

Because something I've noticed is like this whole feminine movement,

and again, I'm, I'm not gonna be all like, I'm anti feminine movement.

Like there's aspects of this y'all.

If y'all don't know this now I live in the nuance for sure.

Like there's no doubt about that.

this woman's movement, this boss babe, Epidemic that's going across our culture,

modern western culture where it is making you famous and it's growing your

investment accounts and you're visible and you're seen as this and that.

A lot of those women, because they have been quite a few of them have been my

personal friends and private clients.

They have all the things externally and yet internally and in their real

life and in their heart of hearts, they're unhappy and they're lonely.

And even knowing people who are like on the track to be like the next

Gabby Bernstein, you know what I mean?

Like celebrating a marriage out on Instagram, but then secretively

not telling people that.

She's separated and really struggling in her relationship with her husband,

you know, or people that I know who are multimillionaires and have successful

businesses and have been invited and been on the stages and have the two

book deals and, deeply wants to be in a relationship with a man and just

cannot surrender or open or receive.

And so I'm like, gosh.

What I know for sure about this theme of 2023 is that we are in a time

of great change, personal change, cultural and collective change.

Energetic change.

Spiritual change, right?

Like paradigm changing and that this is a time of seeking out balance.

If you've noticed, at least I have.

It seems like there are less arguments happening all over the internet.

People are still saying what they have to say, but a lot of us are just like, I

don't even have any energy to address it.

Like I said, my piece, you said your piece and we're done.

Like moving on.

Just looking for that sal, that acceptance that, yeah.

The only word I can say is balance, you know?

And there was a reason.

We have contrast up and down, in and out, black and white, right?

And that in the relationship of the two, we find the nuance, we find the

gray, we find the opportunity, we birth something that is beautiful.

And so I'm just looking at these trends of like so many women saying

that we're tired of being oppressed.

And if more women have more money, then the world is better.

And yet, on the flip side of that, we're saying that we are exhausted and we're

lonely and we're still unfulfilled.

And this is work that I've been doing for a while and I've been noticing

this for a while and talking about it in various ways for a while now, but

it just feels like it's so important to devote an entire episode to it.

And there's gonna be so many more cuz there's like, this is

barely scratching the surface.

And so it, it brought me to a conversation I was having, um, couple

months ago, maybe three months ago.

I was on a walk with my fiance and somehow we got on a conversation

of him bringing up how.

When people are in successful relationships, no one knows.

Like they don't talk about that.

And I think he was using LeBron James as an example, being like,

he's been married a long time.

His wife is amazing, you know, but she's not out in the limelight.

And everyone just thinks about him and celebrates him, but we all know that, you

know, she supports him, she inspires him, she holds him down, so on and so forth.

And I was like, Ugh.

Yeah, I have a lot to say about that.

You know, same thing about like Marjorie and I'm just gonna use

celebrities cause it's easy, right?

Marjorie and like Steve Harvey where he was like, she is the woman who

has helped me, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, and all the things.

And I was like, well I think it's so interesting that the masculine in

the sense it's the man presenting.

Is the one who is celebrated and put on the cover of the magazines, and everyone's

has their name and lights, but the feminine, in this case, the woman, the

wife, is hidden and kept in the home and is just, you know, accessible to him.

And then the other scenario is, All of these major coaches or speakers or

teachers or whoever, famous women, they're all operating again off of the masculine.

So even though they're women, or even though they're feminine

or female, I should say, they're still operating from the masculine

energy of doing externalizing, pushing, selling, drawing attention.

You know what I mean?

All those like energetic ways of exerting energy, I guess is the

only way I can, I can say it.

So anyway, as we were, me and my fiancee were having this

conversation, he was like, yeah, I think it is interesting that.

There's not a lot of women that we can think of off the top of our head who is

famous because of their femininity, right?

Who is considered nurturing and soft and like, and has as big of a following

as all of the people who are presenting in like power and do it and take action

and you know, all of these things.

And I was like, yeah, why is the feminine not valued?

You know, or the expression of valuing her or cherishing her really is

not expressed in the same way that it's expressed in the masculine.

And is that just the way that it is?

Like, who created that?

Why is it that way?

And so I've been in that inquiry for a while and it brought me

back to something I used to feel.

Before I got deeper into this work, again, via my lineages, my lineage work.

And it was that I understood and I was told how masculine energy definitely wants

to be respected and appreciated, right?

and the feminine energy needs to be cherished and loved,

like unconditionally loved.

And I was like, mm, respect and cherish.

If I were to feel respected and cherished, would I be the most balanced

version and creative version of myself?

And I was like, yes, actually, if I boiled it all the way down, yes.

If I respect myself and cherish myself, that is exactly what makes me feel

the most abundant, the most open, the most magical, the most powerful.

And a while ago, I would describe this as, I want people to know me and

appreciate my work, respect my work.

And I also wanna feel significant.

I used to use the word significant a lot.

It wasn't about being quote unquote powerful.

It was about having importance, which really is about cherishing.

Like, I love this person.

I ador, you know what I mean?

Like there's a, there's a sweetness to the word cherish that significant in these

other adjacent words just don't capture.

which is why I was like, oh, cherish.

That's exactly it.

So as I've continued on my own ancestral and lineage healing, embodying instead

of digging for new information.

Cause at this point I feel like we have journeyed through so many things in my

lineages and I understand so many of the wounds and they've been elevated and like

I'm definitely in a time in my life of being what my lineage has asked me to

be, what I agreed to be when I came into and I decided to come into this family.

And do this work.

And so I've come to a couple understandings that

I wanna share with you.

I believe that we, women don't really know what we want.

Our actions are an opposition to what we say that we want.

They literally don't match.

And I don't know about you guys, but I've been watching, I do love the dating

shows, but I don't watch all of them.

I only watch like, love Is Blind married at First Sight and the Indian Matchmaker.

So I'm watching the Indian Matchmaker cuz they had a new season come out

and there is, what was her name?

Mall I think it was, or no, the guy she was with was be mall, I can't remember

her name, but cute little London girl.

I'd already been divorced and in her profile with, sema, auntie from

Mumbai, SEMA from Mumbai, she's like, yeah, I want someone who's emotionally

mature and I want someone who is open.

I want someone.

There's all these things of us women saying we want our men to be.

And then when Simani connects her with a guy who is being, he's like pursuing her.

He likes her.

He is like, I am in my masculine, letting this woman know I want her.

I am here to pursue her, to hold her, to protect her, to spend time with her,

to get to know her, to cherish her.

And then she's like, it's too much.

I'm overwhelmed.

I'm pushing him away.

And I was like, oh, that's so interesting.

what is it in her lineage, which many of us have experienced, I know I have

and still do sometimes, um, where we say we want something and then when

it comes, we feel unsafe to have it.

Especially when a man is genuinely showing up give you his best and what he feels you

need, and he feels you need them based on what you told him you wanted and needed.

I'm like, Hmm, this is a thing.

And it was also interesting how all of the women that she's matching in this show,

I resonate with them as many of us do.

Any of us who grew up, in single family homes or with hardworking

women or being the first in our family to have good money.

And so all these girls have gone off to have these great degrees, have

these great jobs, and now they're like, I can't find a partner.

I'm like, wow, we're all doing this.

This is like a global thing that the woman is becoming so independent and she loves

what she's achieved, and yet she's lonely.

And again, there's a lot of nuance to this and we can talk a lot about that.

And I know some of you were like, well, it's because of the men.

we'll have plenty of episodes, trust me, like, but uh, just

let this marinate right.

And even take note, take note of what you're thinking as you hear me talk about

this, cuz I'm hearing all the things that I also wanna say and I'm just trying

to stick to what we wanna say here.

but yeah, I've asked myself why is the masculine celebrated externally

or openly or on the stage more than the feminine as an experience.

I mean, think about this even from the coaching industry.

Everyone's like, okay, what's gonna be the result?

What is the steps?

How many weeks am I gonna do this?

How long is my sessions?

Like all of those questions are from a masculine perspective

and wanting to be taught from a masculine perspective of structure,

and we've all been indoctrinated as western people into a masculine

framework of educating and filling.

Safe structure.

But if it's too much of that, going back to the question I asked you, there's

no room for the journey exploration.

Figuring out on your own feeling into it, surprise and delight.

That's why the feminine loves to be blindfolded.

I don't know about you guys, but I love that it's one of my favorite kinks.

You know, blindfold me, leave me somewhere, and surprise and delight me.

Fuck yes.

Also requires trust, also requires openness.

So this is why I keep coming back to like, we've been conditioned and

we have been agreeing to and also celebrating for our own egoic and like

conforming to capitalism and conforming to things that we say we're not gonna

conform to, but we're leaning to one of these energies more than we should.

What does it look like to come into balance?

With our masculine and feminine energies, so it can be restored in

a way of balance in our lineages, so that can be re reflected in our

relationships and in how we live.

You should rewind that back and listen to it again.

It's also good to note that like I'm recording this at

two o'clock in the afternoon.

I have not been outside today.

I've eaten two meals in bed.

I'm allowing myself to be taken care of, and that feels really good

because what I don't see being talked about or demonstrated enough is

actually the discomfort that comes when you stop doing and living.

Only from your masculine channel, and I'm actually talking about myself right now.

While I've done incredible work, it was doing incredible work, right?

Mm.

I have been offline.

I've been just recording as I feel.

I've been writing as I feel.

I've been laying in this bed being taken care of and like creating, but

it's not from a space of doing an efforting and pushing and working the

way that I had been in my business.

And to finish that thought off, sorry, it's a little bit disjointed here

and it's because I'm like looking out the window and feeling into what

I'm saying, but like it was very uncomfortable for me to actually lay

in bed and be taken care of all day.

And really the last four or five months I've been like

thrashing and like wrestling with this and being like, Um, okay.

When I change my business or when I wanna emerge, things will be different.

I'm gonna go back to how I was working and I'm like, you're

actually never gonna go back.

Like it was time for me to transition and I'm still transitioning,

but it was time for this.

There's something happening, but I will describe this.

There is a confusion.

But joy that comes from not being visible and creating in the void and

the quiet instead of on the Instagram and pushing in the emails and teaching

and telling, and doing the marketing, and managing the team, and all this

doing, doing, doing, doing, doing.

I was like, wow.

Can my business thrive even more just as, or even more than it did.

If I'm more in my feminine energy than my masculine, what would it look like

for me to have this global empire and this healing business and to share

my wisdom and my stories of my life

in a different way?

There's a trust that's being cultivated that although money and lifestyle

are completely different right now than what it was before, but it will

return and be even greater and better.

And I know that.

So there's a trust that's being cultivated and me being willing to

experiment with this and surrender into this and open to this.

And.

I knew this was gonna come, but I just didn't know what it was gonna feel like.

Again, to come back to my Indian Matchmaker reference, you know, we

can say that we want something and then when it comes up, what happens?

Because here's the truth, when it comes up, that's when you start living it.

Like that's when you actually start doing the work.

It's not, when you're talking about your fears, it's not what you're

talking about when you desire.

It's not when you're saying, I'm ready for, and I just wanna call in.

It's when it starts happening, and you have to choose, do I open to this?

Am I gonna be intimate with this?

Am I gonna learn through this?

Am I gonna overcome through this?

Am I gonna transcend this?

Am I gonna actually find the trap door of healing and freedom in this?

Or am I gonna succumb to my personal and ancestral patterns

and justify them through my ego?

Again, as I witness my own thrashing and wrestling with this, of learning

how to value my own feminine in a different way than I ever have before,

I'm drawn to how often we women long for something, and then when it comes,

we criticize it, we push it away, we shit on it, we squirm away from it.

And if we even recognize it at all, cuz I've also had clients who did

that where I'm like, wait, isn't this exactly what you said you wanted?

And I show them with the receipts and they're like, oh shit, Ash.

And I'm like, yeah girl, now we get to do the work.

So this.

Not valuing the feminine.

The feminine within the feminine of the earth, the feminine in her expression,

the feminine in experience, right?

I can't tell you the number of you guys who are like, oh my God,

I'm so excited to work with you.

I trust you.

This is great.

And like I've heard so many great things about you.

And then when we start working together, you're like trying to

control the whole experience.

And I'm like, are you gonna trust me or are you not?

Cause I'm definitely not in the business of wrestling with you.

But that's part of the healing.

That's part of the healing.

This feels complete for now.

I just wanna drop this and let's see how it marinates

valuing the feminine.

What healing the imbalance of my energies is doing in my life is

definitely having me slow down and seeing the whole of the woman that I am.

And I'll tell you what I feel like when I feel inspired and

empowered in this journey.

It feels like I have so many more tools and expressions and power in.

My living, like who I am.

It's not just two dimensional.

Either I'm relaxing and creating in Sweden and outta care in the world,

or I'm doing, doing, doing, like I'm not ping ponging between two

different expressions of my existence.

I have a whole spectrum I know when and how under what

circumstances feels right to me.

I'll drop the slash gym and then we're gonna end this episode y'all.

A lot of things that people are talking about feminine and

masculine energy of what to do.

It's still coming from the mental masculine plane.

Do this, don't say this, use this script.

Notice this, da da da da, da, da.

No.

When you're fully embodied in balance, in both of these energies, You are so

present and you're living and you're making the decisions of how you choose

to show up and how you communicate and how you feel, and how you move

based on the truth of the moment from your heart and in the situation.

So you can't look at someone else's life and say, oh, well she did this

and she said this to get him, or to have that, or to close this deal or

to create this opportunity because the energy underneath it doesn't match.

It's the energy that then creates the right action for

your path and for your life.

I think this is why I had to stop doing podcast interviews that were so flat, just

like, tell me what to do and give us some advice and can you give a, a ritual and

how do I start to talk to my ancestors?

I was like, I don't give a fuck about this.

I want you.

To be so tuned in to your life and your lineage, and transforming the

energy that you are a part of, and that you've agreed to be a catalyst

of change and transformation for that is an intimate journey.

No one can tell you that, but I can guide you and I can certainly

inspire you, and I'll certainly continue to share my own stories.

All right.

I hope you enjoyed this one.

It definitely just flowed straight from my heart.

Ziggy is now underneath the cover, he's cuddling with me.

I'm gonna enjoy the rest of this day and I hope you're moving through this eclipse.

And the best way that you know how I'm sitting in lots of love.