This solar return reading walks through Mental's chart from last year's Libra rising to this year's Capricorn rising, tracing how the placements played out in real life. Last year's Venus exalted in Pisces in the sixth house pointed to overindulgence in daily habits — smoking, screen time, self-medicating — while a Moon in fall in Scorpio tied emotional responses to fights over beliefs, echoed in real conflicts with his pastor and a six-month break from social media during a drama-filled period. This year's Capricorn rising brings a stellium activating career, reputation, and long-term structure, with Mercury currently under direct hit from transiting Mars — explaining the impulsive timing of starting his YouTube channel and a heated debate with his pastor happening the very day this aspect was exact. The reading traces a recent shift from a Cancer Moon period (since November 2021) into Leo, marking a transition from purely emotional reactions toward more logical, structured decision-making, and highlighting an approaching Mars-Pluto-MC stack in the 10th house signaling major upcoming career and reputation shifts. The conversation lands on a pointed question: does Mental want financial stability for himself, or for his partner and kids? — reframing his resistance to traditional work not as laziness, but as a Aquarius-style negotiation with "the Matrix," playing the game just enough to get free, without losing himself in it. Know thyself. Balance your energy.

Takeaways:

1. Last year's Venus exalted in Pisces (sixth house) pointed to overindulgent daily habits, while Moon in fall in Scorpio tied emotional reactivity to conflicts over beliefs — both patterns showing up in real events like quitting tobacco and a heated debate with his pastor.
2. This year's Capricorn rising activates a stellium focused on career, reputation, and long-term structure, with transiting Mars currently sitting exactly on his natal Mercury — explaining impulsive recent decisions like launching a YouTube channel.
3. A major shift is underway: his Moon recently moved from Cancer (since November 2021) into Leo, marking a transition from purely emotional reactions toward more logical, deliberate decision-making.
4. An approaching stack of Mars, Pluto, and the Midheaven in the 10th house signals major upcoming shifts in career and public reputation over the next several months.
5. The reading reframes his resistance to traditional work not as laziness, but as a negotiation with "the Matrix" — playing the game strategically enough to build freedom for his family, without losing his sense of self in the process.

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Evolved.

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Okay, Mr.

Mental, you know that question I asked?

Is it, is it good to take one step two steps back to go one step forward or go two steps forward and take one step back or take one step back to go two step forward?

Remember that?

I remember that question.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Well, I think we probably need to take one step back and then to take two steps forward.

All right, so what do I mean by that?

Let's go back to the birthday that you're just ending, right.

Okay, so let's pull up your solar return from last year, right?

Calculate.

As you can see here, you see Libra rising with the moon in cancer in the 10th son.

Your son is going to be down there in the fifth house, right?

So.

The ruler of that, that Libra rising, Venus is exalted over there in Pisces in the six, right.

And what do I know about Venus?

The a planet that's in the sixth house that rules the first house.

That planet can't descend, it can't see that planet.

So that when it goes to last year from to, from birthday to this birthday, when it comes to your daily routine, health, the things that you was doing on a daily basis, it had a Venus feel to it, right?

Venus and Pisces planets, yes they do good in exaltation exalted positions, but it also, planets can also, you have a, it would be the equivalent of someone who likes food mental ends up eating themselves to death, right?

So even though Venus can be a really good thing in Pisces, it could also point to a form of over, over indulgence to the point that you know you harm yourself.

And so on a daily basis that was going on with your daily routine last year and that, and the moon in the 10th is, is, is trining that, right?

So in the 10th has to do with career work, how you seen out in the world, right?

So when it comes to your year last year is how do you feel it resonated with it when it comes to what I just said?

Not a hundred percent, but, but you know I could, I could see in some parts where, where that was the.

Case like overindulging in the way.

Yeah, yeah.

Or, or maybe maybe obsessed.

If you would now watch this.

Now if I take this, that, that if I take that Pisces energy right there, right.

And I bring it back inside of your natal chart, right.

Pisces ends up being.

Your.

11Th House, 11th House of Friends groups, how you seen in the world.

So let's say, okay, could we say 11th house is Internet, you know, connecting with friends and all that.

Could I say that Venus in, in Pisces, falling into your 11th of friends?

Could it be overindulgent on Meet Me or something?

And, and you know, I'm just,.

I mean, if, if, if I could indeed detach from Meet Me.

Yes.

You couldn't say that.

That, that, that could be an area.

But there is that.

But you all of last year, didn't you say that you wanted to detach from me?

I did say that.

I did say that.

And I even took a break, like a six, a six month break off of the app.

Why did you feel you needed that break?

I was getting.

There was a bunch of drama going around during the time that I left.

And though I wasn't a part of it, I knew some individuals that were a part of some drama.

And not that I was removing myself from them, but just the entire situation, you know.

Cause I ain't trying, I wasn't trying to have my name caught up in nothing.

You know, it was more of a daycare than coming to hang out with y'.

All.

You see what I'm saying?

It was like, can't go over Paul house because I know it's gonna be some shit though.

I really want to hang out with Paul, you know, I just know it's gonna be some shit.

Which, which also interesting because if I take away, if I take away your natal chart, right, and come back here to the solar return, you got Libra, right?

What's Libra about?

Balancing in relationships.

And then if I look what's over there in the house of relationships, the seventh house, Jupiter.

And, and what, what sign is on, on that cusp?

Aries.

So with that point, Jupiter is the.

Is, is the planet of growth, expansion and all of that.

Jupiter rules in this chart.

It rules the third of communication and it also rules the six of daily routine and health.

I put Jupiter in Aries.

What, what, what type of energy do you think about when, when with Aries men.

Aries, dude, I don't, I don't know.

Hard headed, hard headed.

What if I said Aries is the warrior on the battlefield,.

Okay.

And so if I put that on.

Watch this.

Mental.

If I put Aries the warrior on the battlefield on your seventh house of relationships.

And I put the ruler Jupiter in Aries, ruling the third and the six.

Third is communication.

Six is what you do on a daily basis.

Third, the third house, Cusp, you have Sagittarius.

Sagittarius has to do with higher learning beliefs.

Philosophy in life it wants to be positive.

Right.

And.

And.

Pisces can point to fog.

Pisces is also a spiritual sign.

And so on a daily basis could I say you wanted to be positive.

Right.

Third, you wanted to communicate in a positive way.

But there was bringing on the people were bringing some delusion or fall causing fog with inside that spirituality.

They were bringing Aries type energy.

And you wanted a different fire.

You wanted sag positivity, growth and expansion through learning.

Learning through spirituality.

Not fighting through spirituality.

Right.

And so if I bring that if I bring those two back into your natal chart where Sagittarius.

Where is, where is.

So Sagittarius is over here in the eighth house and in Pisces back to the 11th groups eighth house.

Hey, occult knowledge, hidden things.

Right now.

Which ended up Aries bars.

Right.

Mars it Mars rules in your natal chart the 12th.

And look up where's Mars here in this chart in Gemini what does Mars like to do?

Fight.

And cut in seven.

And what does Gemini do mental about Communication.

Communication.

So would that point to fighting with words?

Yes.

Good look of Mars here.

Look of Venus here.

Would it point to fighting with words with Venus type Figures it it would.

Yeah.

The sun was in the fifth house.

And so fifth house has to do with kids hobby, short love, relationships and creativity.

And the fifth house in this chart is the sun rules your 11th in this solar return.

The sun and fall.

If I bring when I bring back to your natal Leo is your fourth house of home family and roots.

Right.

And so I could say a creative project from home.

That you're trying to put out publicly.

If I bring that back to this one.

Right.

So with that being said, would you.

Do you think that resonate with your lit your year, last year?

A little bit.

A little bit, yeah.

All right.

Hey, here it is.

I got a question for you.

Back to back to this chart here.

What did I talk about?

Venus exalted over here in the six could be eating yourself to death.

Yeah.

Why are you.

Didn't you say you're trying to stop with tobacco?

You stop with tobacco and now you even thinking about stopping with the herb?

Yeah.

As far as smoking it, I'm still gonna take the herb.

It just won't be.

I'm just not going to be able to smoke it.

Well that, that, that would be pointing to that.

Why do you want to not.

Why do you not want to smoke it?

Because health reasons.

When you hey, six house.

Six house health.

So when you you, you put the fire to changes the molecular structure and the molecular structure attacks the brain cells not to where it's like killing them off, but it has it.

It's not healthy for.

For the body.

Not healthy.

That's when we smoke.

Yeah.

So the moment you put fire to anything, it changes.

Changes the chemical arrangements and.

All right, all right, so earlier, earlier when we were talking, I asked you, I said, I told you your rising sign was a Libra.

And then I said, man, what do you.

What do you think your rising sign is this year for your new solar return?

He was like, I don't know.

And then you guessed the right thing.

Capricorn.

So let's pull it up.

And as you can see here, mental, you have 1, 2, 3 planets in Capricorn and the.

In the Ascendant.

Right?

The moon is over here in Scorpio.

The moon.

Don't.

As a matter of fact, you're trying to be me because I'm Scorpio moon at 8 degrees.

So you got the moon and fall in Scorpio and the moon rules your seventh house.

So you got a moon and fall in Scorpio, ruling the seventh house, the sun.

As you can see, the sun is over here in the second house of money, value, self esteem, things you bring to the world.

Right?

You, Capricorn.

The ruler of Capricorn is Saturn over here in the third of communication, short distance travel and all of that.

The ruler of that is over here in the fourth.

I mean the fifth.

Back to creativity, kids.

I'll be sure it loves relationship speculation.

Fifth house is speculation as well.

All right, and so if I bring all of this back into your natal chart, right.

Where's Capricorn for you?

Capricorn is your ninth house.

Yeah.

Of beliefs, philosophy, in life.

You got a stellium going on over here.

And the, in the, the.

The MC is over here in the six.

Right.

So it's a ninth house, sixth house, focus.

And if I take away from.

Take the, the natal chart away, ninth house.

If I bring a ninth house, sixth house focus, into the first house, Right up south.

Six house, Six house.

Let me see.

Yeah, ninth house, sixth house, focus.

Because it's Libra.

That's why I was saying that.

All right, so Libra falls in your sixth house in your day in your NATO chart and Capricorn falls in your.

Let's call it.

I also find interesting that you, when it comes to the.

That Jupiter, the ruler of that.

This third house stuff is actually when I bring it to you, your natal chart is in your first house of self.

And I find it Interesting that the, if I take this away so you can really see, I find it interesting.

You see this going on right here.

What do you see?

What degree.

You see the moon at.

Seven.

Yes.

And then what degree do you see Jupiter at?

That seven also.

What's that mean to you?

What's that look like going on 7?

Is it look like a tug of war going on?

Yeah, a tug of war.

So what's the moon represent?

Emotions.

Emotions, you know.

And what does Jupiter represent?

Growth, expansion.

So mental is your emotions, is your emotions in a tug of war with your growth and expansion?

If I bring this back to your, your natal chart, from the first to the second, do you want to grow and expand but emotionally you don't think the people want to connect with you.

Or how would you feel if it.

Do?

The reason you may hold yourself back is because emotionally you don't know.

People will connect with you and see you as a Jupiter figure guru.

Hey, then I did I bring back in, into what this chart is Capricorn.

All in the first house, all of this.

What is Capricorn about?

Capricorn is, is, is, is, is chain of command.

It's military, government, it's structure.

It's, you know what I.

And then I bring that Capricorn back to your ninth.

Then I have to.

Now I have to ask you, mental, do you believe that, that people will see you that way or.

I do think people will.

Grasp.

I do hold back some because.

If I'm explaining something or I'm getting into something, I don't want to spend a lot of time or too much time explaining what it is I'm about to talk about or present.

You know, it's like, it's kind of like not knowing that I'm doing it, but kind of like not give people, not allowing people to, to either get it or not get.

Just hold it back in.

You know, in that way if I am sharing something in and they're not paying attention or they don't get it, I might feel, I might feel a little, I might feel a little some.

Type of way back to back.

Now you pointing to the moon in fall in the worst place and worst place, right?

And, and look, that moon is being controlled by this Mars and Capricorn.

Mars is exhausted in Capricorn.

So let me ask you this, mental, Exalted Mars and Capricorn would be equivalent to that movie we talked about, Brad Pitt and Troy.

Yeah, yeah.

So emo, when you connecting with the people emotionally, you be feeling like you wanna fight Hector and Drag his body in front.

And so would that be.

Would I be off with that?

No,.

That would be why you are, Are.

See the Saturn here?

Yeah.

Right.

So let's go back to your NATO chart.

Right.

All right, so now for your birthday, now that you are beginning a.

When it comes from your ascendant, you're beginning a Virgo.

Virgo perfection year.

So you're on the fifth house year.

Right.

You're beginning your fifth house year.

Well, you.

You're beginning a fifth house, second house and the fit.

Your.

Which is interesting because the fifth house and your second house are controlled by the same planet, Mercury.

And you have Mercury up there in.

In Capricorn.

Now you want to find out why I find this interesting now, mental that we're talking about Mercury today.

Yeah.

Let's hear.

Because if I look at Mercury, the degree of your Mercury, and I pull up today, and I pull up today's transit, what do you see Mars at?

It looked like it didn't move.

Look, this is Mars right here.

This is.

Yeah.

What degree you see is that 21 now?

And what do you see your Venus at?

I mean, your mercury at 21.

So what does that mean?

It means Mars is sitting right on top of your mind right now.

Right now.

Right now.

Okay.

Now I got a question for you.

Yeah.

Mercury.

Mercury's about thoughts and, and, and.

And all of that.

And Mars.

Mars is actually exalted.

Really likes to be in Capricorn.

So Mental.

What made you all of a sudden just start the YouTube channel?

I don't, I don't.

I don't.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Well, well, you do know Mars is, is the planet of action and, and, and then Mercury is the planet of communication.

So day.

If I go back a day, what day did you start that.

The channel?

It was last Sunday.

Oh, it was Sunday.

No, the other day you.

When you called me and said, hey, follow.

Yeah, that was Sunday.

Sunday.

Yeah.

All right.

So.

Yeah.

All right, so the day you started it, Mars was.

Was in within 3 degrees mercury, and 3 degrees is the range of engagement.

And today Mars is sitting for smack dab on your Mercury.

So with Mars being there.

And the Mercury being there, so is pretty much like right now whatever I'm gonna think about, whatever I think about doing, I'm gonna pretty much do it right then probably.

So.

Yeah.

Yeah.

But it also.

Can you.

What else could you do?

Mercury.

Mars burn.

Mercury.

Mars can be.

Let me.

Mercury.

Mars.

For anybody that may be looking.

I'm looking in a.

A book about the Archetypal Universe by Ren Butler, which is a great book trying to put, if you're trying to, to help you put planetary combinations together.

So Mercury, Mars, it points to a sharp and passionate mind, mental energy and demonstrations, a talent for clear and decisive communication, pointed humor or a tendency towards sharp opinions and arguments, rash and heated words, pointed sarcasm or insults, hectic mental stress.

You could, for the last couple of days, you could have been feeling in them, in that energy.

Oh, So every Thursday I go sit with the pastor dude, right?

Yeah.

And we either, you know, watch the video that we, you know, supposed to watch or we just hang out and talk and, and so yesterday we just hooked, you know, hung out and talked and, and we actually got in a, in a back and forth.

It was respectful, but, but you know, it's the, the still going back and forth with his beliefs on the whole renew thing, how I see it.

So he believing in me, knowing, you know, how it's put together, why it's put together and the way it's being taught.

He's of course he should be arguing from the standpoint of religion as he should.

And then me having my opposing thoughts, views and ideas.

It did get, it did get heated.

And, and Mercury, Mars was on your, on your Mercury yesterday too.

It was at 21 degrees yesterday, like even more direct.

And so, so that, that actually meant to that conversation yesterday with the pastor is a direct example of Mercury Mars.

By the way, Mars you've had, I'll just tell you this, You know, you got that Stallion and, and, and Capricorn.

I mean, yeah, so from, let's just say from December, right?

Hey, from the, what would that be?

The equinox?

December 22nd.

No, the winter solstice.

Is that the winter solstice?

Yeah, one of them.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Since then, right?

Oh, since December 22nd, the sun ran all over your, all over your Stallion.

Capricorn Stallion.

It hit your Neptune, it hit your Jupiter.

It hit Jupiter around.

Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, sun was on your Jupiter.

Then, then around, hey, New Year's Eve, the Sun, the sun hit your Venus.

And then January 11, the sun hit your Mercury and then Mars, as that was going on, Mars came in there around the same time, beginning of the year and hit your Neptune and then, and then turn around and hit your Jupiter.

January 6th and then turned around and Mars hit you hit your Venus around the 16th.

January.

Right.

And then Mars hit you.

Now it's right on top of your.

Oh, my bad.

Let me go back.

Then Mercury came in there as well.

While that was going on Mercury around January 15, bound Dr. King birthday.

Mercury hits Neptune and then, and then it hits Jupiter and then Mercury hit.

You hit your Venus around the 21st.

And, and now, and now.

And then Mercury sped up, sped up, met up with Mars in between your Venus and your Mercury and then passed up.

Mars hit, hit your.

You had a Mercury return on January a couple of days ago.

January 30th, Tuesday.

Was your, was your Mercury return Tuesday?

Yeah.

Okay.

And now so in all actuality, bro, so what am I getting at?

And I, if I go forward.

By February, let's just say February 10th or February 16th.

Let's go to February 16th.

By that time, by February 16th.

Yo, yo, stallion in Capricorn since December, the December 22nd until this, that Stallion has been taking a beating.

A beating?

Yeah, a beating.

It's just been, it's been.

So your beliefs, your philosophy in life and all of that has been being challenged, man.

Challenge in what way?

The way you believe relationships, the way you believe business contracts, but the way you believe seventh house topics should go.

On.

And hey, look, look, look.

Right now I just pushed.

And this is the transit right now look at, look at the moon.

Where is it at 11 degrees.

Yeah.

And what, what's, what's this at 11 degrees, what's that?

That's, that's Mars, ain't it?

Yeah.

So the Moon, the Scorpio moon is directly on top of your Mars right now.

Okay, what you angry about, dog?

Not.

I don't think I am.

It might be some pent up stuff that you ain't speaking to, man.

Or maybe you're not really, you know, aware of.

Now watch this.

Mental.

You think, you think December, you think December to, to February.

What I was just telling you, Estelle went through it.

Well, you got February ain't gonna be no joke for you either, bruh,.

Because.

You got Pluto sitting right here at the edge and in a couple of days and.

And then your very top of your chart, the MC at 5 degrees, that's a very of the tippy top of your chart, the mc.

So what's about to happen, man?

Mercury is about the meeting meat Pluto as it enters into your 10th House of Career public.

How you seen in the world and then it's gone.

Hit your MC.

In the right around town.

The moon gonna be getting up in there and then you move it a little bit more right then.

Oh damn.

Mars gonna meet up with Pluto right at your very top of the chart and then it's gonna hit your top of your chart.

Your mc, then Venus gonna go in there.

And before Venus, right as Venus hit in there, it's gonna hit Pluto and then it's going hit go, eventually hit your hit your MC too.

But by February 18th, what do you see, Mental?

What's gonna be going on?

So would that be five planets in.

In the 10th house sitting on top of your two lumens,.

Moon and sun and.

And mc.

It's a lot going on in them.

And then if I take this away, when I look at, like I said, perfections here, you from your ascendant, you're on a Virgo year, which is fifth house, kids hobby, short love, relationship and creativity.

And then.

Right, You're on a fifth house year.

So.

And then from your son, you're on a second house here.

What does that mean to me?

It means, hey, Mental, how can you take a fifth house topic and.

And make some money out of it?

Well, you a great you.

We know you love your kids, so we know you win.

You ain't about to traffic your kids.

Right, right, right.

So the ruler.

The ruler of the those two.

The rule of those two signs is up there in the ninth house of higher learning beliefs and philosophy in life.

And in the second house is Gemini.

What is Gemini?

Communication.

Fifth house is also what we love.

Can you get paid off of what you speaking about what you love?

We said.

I just.

Look, you just ended a 30 month.

You just ended a 30 month.

You one month or your second month?

About one.

Let me see, let me see.

December was a shift in.

At toward the end of December, you had a shift to energy that you had been dealing with.

Since.

Around December.

Now as of December of.

Let's see.

Wait.

So as of about the beginning of the end of December last year, the end of December this year.

If I bring that back to your NATO chart.

So for that would be your third house of communication, short distance travel and all of that.

Now the.

You got a fourth house.

Yeah.

Which would be home, family and roots emotional body.

Yeah, you.

You've been.

You basically had going on then.

Would.

Would you say you started communicating more on Meet Me then normal live stream?

No, no, no, that would have been.

Hold on, wait.

No, no, that's.

Oh, damn.

2021.

That's a long time ago, man.

Hold on.

2021.

November.

Oh, October.

Hold on, I Gotta put y' all on you with some personal.

Hold on.

Watch this.

No, I got a question for you that goes back to you.

The north node being in Gemini and cancer being in your.

Being in your communication zone, hindsight being 20 20, is there a right way and a wrong way to leave if.

You plan on going back?

Yes, there's a right way and a wrong way of leaving this situation.

What about when you fed up, you know, and you.

You leave a situation because, you know, you.

You're mentally drained.

You.

You physically drained, and you emotionally drained in this.

You walk in this place and the life being sucked out you, it's time to go.

There's no right and wrong way.

I feel okay to remove yourself from that situation.

All right, now, just to play devil's advocate, even though you may not be going back to a place there, there still is a right way and a wrong way to leave.

You want to know why?

Why?

Because your reputation precedes you.

Check this out.

So you came to my live, right?

Yeah.

The.

The.

The.

The caption is character over reputation.

Character is who you are.

Your reputations is what others think you are.

Which one is more important to you?

Well, when, when.

When it comes, your character is important to you.

But when it comes to living in this matrix, right, Your reputation matters because your reputation precedes you.

As in if you're going to another job, what do they always do?

Ask you for references?

Why are they references?

Because they going to call before you ask, get there and.

And check up your ass.

Hey, is this person.

How is this person.

Is this person easy to work with?

Are they not?

You know what I mean?

Now?

And, and, and the only thing you have no control over what that person says.

The only control you have over what that person says is the way you act with that person.

Right?

Now that.

If, if that matters to a person.

Well, no, no, no.

Say a person.

I said the job, the job market, that matters to them.

No, I'm saying.

Yeah, yeah, of course it does.

Yeah.

Right.

But if it matters to that person, you know, if, if they want their reputation to be looked at or they don't care about how a person looks at them, you know, on, on the decision that they made, like it's for.

Wait, hold on.

Just pointed to something that points to this third house.

The sign on the third house.

You said, I'm tired of hearing.

Right.

Didn't you say that?

Yeah, I'm tired of hearing points to an emotion which cancer is.

Rules the moon.

Okay, Right.

And, and last year, you was A cancer moon.

Okay.

Doing that, you know, and, and, and for the last mental.

Remember, I just said, hey, you just had to shift the energy.

Yeah.

Your moon just went from cancer to Leo.

Okay.

So for the.

Yeah.

Okay, cool.

Right.

And so your response actually came from.

You responded from how you emotionally was feeling about the situation.

Yeah.

And not logically feeling about the situation.

Because logically, if you was logically thinking about the situation, you would have said, hey, we need to plan this out.

I'm.

Now I'm talking about.

I'm just bringing it from your.

Getting it back to your chart now.

You know what I mean?

And what that has mean from you and listening to your responses.

Gotcha.

What you're saying and bringing that back now.

Here's the question now, after all of that mental.

And we talked about all that energy going on, on, on over your beliefs and all that stuff, right?

Yeah.

I got a question for you, man.

Do you really.

Do you think you might need to reevaluate your stance on how the matrix is set up and how you gonna function in it?

Because as in, hey, you.

You kind of got an attitude.

As in, I'm just being extreme at this practice now.

Hey, all establishment and all of that.

But within all of that, that's.

That's an easy stance to take, but.

Easy stance.

That's the, that's the stance you could take.

But then in that, bro, you still got to pay your bills and eat.

I think I have accepted that.

Okay, now let me ask you this.

Remember I said one month you.

About a month ago, you shifted energy.

Yeah.

Now that moon just shifted.

What if I told you that moon just.

Just shifted into your fourth house of home, family and roots?

So for the next two and a half years, for the next 30 months, bro, you gonna work.

You're gonna.

You.

You're gonna be focused on the fourth house.

I could, I could believe that.

What could that mean, Mental?

Well, it can mean.

It can mean mental.

You got.

You've been think.

Having thoughts of, hey, I need to get up out of this crib.

Or,.

Or I need to fix this crib up.

I need to renovate something.

Something with the crib.

Definitely want to get up out of you.

Okay.

There you go.

Now for you.

Now for you to realistically be able to get up out of there, mental, what the hell is it going to take?

Obviously some money.

Okay, so for you to get the money, what you gonna have to Do.

I'm have to go get it?

Now we get into.

Remember what did I tell you Rising Sound was this year?

Capricorn,.

Huh?

Workaholic.

Damn.

You ain't even let me get to it.

Now here's the question.

Mental now.

And this the last question.

And then we can end this.

All right?

Ready?

How does somebody who his words, not mine, really don't like to work turn into a workaholic?

I don't like to work for others.

I'd have no problem if I can go.

If you can hire me at however many dollars an hour, however many hours a week, I can put that same energy towards my own.

You are correct.

And so, hey.

But.

But hey, but you can give a little bit of your energy to somebody else.

That as you do.

As you on the side, do your own thing for the real money.

I. I could.

I could work, do it for somebody else or.

Or depending on who does somebody else is watch this.

Got stipulations on that.

Either that or you got to turn into your homeboy that you used to take them trips with.

And you know why I'm saying that?

Because I remember you.

Me and you had a conversation about him.

Yeah.

And you told me something about him, which was, man, he take it where he be taking every job, bro.

Didn't he say that?

Yes.

He was like, bro, he'd be taking this because you was telling me how he.

So in all actuality Mental, when you was working with him, was he actually showing you the game on how you gonna get your house, get up out of there and get.

Get another crib?

No.

All right.

What was he showing?

He was just the.

The job.

All right.

Yeah.

But.

Let me ask you this.

Yeah.

If you get it in like, like he got it in.

Did you get up out of there?

Yeah.

And quick.

For real.

Within six months.

Like gone and move to a place first month deposit and still got some change in the bank.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

Hold on.

The up.

You just repeated a word, some exact same sentence I said to you the other day about Taurus Energy.

What did I say?

What did I say about tourism?

You remember it deals something with the money.

Yeah.

I said tourist people to be broke.

Or something like that.

I said tourist people would look like they're like to have their bills paid money in the bank.

Yeah, that.

But that makes them feel comfortable and.

And some left not the bills paid money in the bank that they could hey go out to dinner and not think about it.

Right.

Take trips and not worry about anything.

Yeah, yeah.

I got A question for you, Mental.

Do you want that?

Do I want that?

I would like to have it.

Do I need it?

No.

Now let me shift the question, Mental.

Do you want that for your girl?

Do I want that for my girl?

I do.

I do.

I do.

Yeah.

So in all actuality, Mental, maybe you got to say my feelings, I'm gonna think about Happy.

I'm gonna think about her feelings, and I'm gonna go get my.

My.

The.

The.

The.

The.

The.

My queen.

Her crib.

Yeah, yeah, That would be the.

The.

Yeah, that would explain.

Yeah,.

I said.

So if I.

If I come back here, all right, and I move this.

Definitely not here.

Definitely, definitely not here.

Because I'm.

Okay, stop.

Right.

How do you envision your living situation?

You ain't got to answer that.

Okay.

But that's.

You know what I'm saying?

And hey, hey, hey.

I know one thing you can ask a fellow friend of ours, what a difference a year can make.

Oh, yeah.

Extra fiki.

But, hey, the thing about it, though, Mental, it's something.

Something else about Capricorn.

Capricorn is the mountain.

Golden, right?

And.

And they climb mountains.

Right?

But there's something important.

I told you about that mountain, remember?

Yep.

What is it?

Find another mountain.

When you get to the top of that one.

Not that one.

It's Mindy.

You can make.

Make it to the top of the mountain, any mountain you want.

It's just.

Can't nobody tell you the mountain.

You gotta pick it.

Yeah, you gotta pick it.

If.

If somebody else pick your mountain, bro, you're gonna end up feeling like you spending your wheels in the mud.

But as soon as you pick the mountain, you gonna get it.

So go ahead.

Go ahead.

Go ahead.

If.

If getting your girl into a new place is your mountain, you got the capability to go get it.

You just gotta decide.

You just had to make the decision.

You just hadn't decided yet.

Yeah.

And.

And okay.

And that's why I don't mind moving slow or moving to my beat.

Because if I.

If, If.

If I truly want it with anybody else with it, I think you should do this.

All that.

I mean, I get what you're saying, you know, you're trying to look out for me.

I get it.

But if.

If it ain't what I want, I ain't gonna.

Ain't gonna.

Ain't gonna really put too Much energy in it.

But once I want it.

Hey, I know I, I know that I still ain't got my homework,.

But, but, but yeah, man, so it's like, like, I, I know and you know, it's just this Matrix, but, but let.

Me, let me, Let me tell you, let me tell you, Let me tell you about Aquarius, though, Mental.

Yeah, it's, it's.

You really don't have a problem with the Matrix, so I'm gonna.

Let me say.

I know, I know you, you just.

This is what, this is what it is, Mental.

You like the structure of, of, of the Matrix.

You just don't want the Matrix to take away your freedom.

So your trick is how to live in the Matrix and do what you got to do, but still remain free.

And that would be the plugging up and unplugging as I need to.

Yeah.

As in, hey, I know I don't have to get mad about this system working that way.

The system just works that way.

Let me go on, handle that.

And, and then unplug back from the system and gone back to the system.

From the system.

I'm gonna play the little system game just to get what I need.

Yeah.

And that's it.

And, and, and, and it seems like for a while you've been taking this attitude.

Like, man, I, I see the system, I see the game.

I know I gotta play it.

But y', all, I ain't playing that.

And, and I ain't telling you to play.

And, and Mental, I'm gonna tell you this.

I'll be straight up honest with you.

You gotta take yourself out.

As in, if, if you leave it up to you, you're gonna say you and y' all game.

So that's why you gotta think about your girl and your kids.

Because your girl.

From saying that.

There you go.

They are the ones that's stopping you from saying this old Matrix,.

Pretty much.

So, so I guess the question is how much do you love him to do for them?

Awesome question.

And the answer is a lot.

You know, like, words can't even really describe, man.

Like, free, like, just came in.

So, you know, it is something that, that, you know, I do want for them.

And the only way to get this for them is to play a part of this game until I get what is.

You know, until I get what I need up out of it.

There you go.

There you go.

So, yeah, man, there's your solo return reading.

Yo, where's my freaky with the sound effects?

Whatever.

Should we do what you diving in the sinking splash these niggas get your tweaking, tweaking?

You don't be telling me who are you, man?

You read my energy sticking to ecstasy I started off with questions and then it's number two things on my mind why this, why that?

What should we do?

The question led to searching he's diving in the seeking, bro fossil leaking these niggas get to tweaking you don't be kick to preaching you don't be telling me that my beta's in the stars you read my energy you got the recipe to get the ecstasy I'm shifting gears on the things that you believe now people don't deceive they saw us on Christmas see it's from the start that's why you trapped, you suck, can't get out you best be on your knees confess your sins of ooh don't have no question have the face you trust you told the truth you think you can't be signing you think it's disregarded it's warfare, the bonds explode collateral damage I managed to maintain to explain we here to evolve but the damn thing changed.

All right, mystology reading, right?

Whatever what, two, one, two, whatever should we do what you diving in the seeking these tweaking, tweaking you don't be telling me who are you, man?

You read my energy to get the ecstasy on the things that you won't believe 1, 2, 3, You just know the truth you think planet, planet collateral damage I manage, we hit it evolve, damn thing change I am astrology reading, man I have a fourth question.