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Finding Jimmie
Episode 717th February 2026 • Restless Viking Radio • Restless Viking
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Chisasibi doesn’t welcome visitors loudly. It watches first.

In this episode, a single encounter inside a tired northern commercial center quietly determines whether the journey to Cape Jones will happen at all. A man named Jimmie. Long silences. No clear answers. And a decision made without ever being spoken aloud.

This is the fourth chapter in the Cape Jones story — where access is earned, not requested.

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Welcome back to Restless Viking Radio,

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season one, episode seven, the fourth

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episode of our Cape Jones story.

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I'm Chuck, I tell stories, I go places

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I probably shouldn't, and every now

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and then I come back to explain myself.

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This episode takes us back to Chisasibi,

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where a single encounter, quiet,

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strange, and nothing like what I

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expected would determine whether I ever

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set foot on the edge of Cape Jones.

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So settle in, take a breath.

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And follow me north.

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Some places introduce themselves loudly.

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Chisasibi does just the opposite.

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It watches first, and on this

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morning, I was the one being watched.

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All right, let's go.

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The commercial center in Chisasibi

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didn't look like a hub of commerce.

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It looked like a structure somebody had

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once believed in the place, was clean

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enough, but tired in a particular way

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that only a remote outpost could be.

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There was no vandalism, no neglect,

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just a kind of quiet resignation as

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if the building had finally made peace

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with being in the middle of nowhere.

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A northern store anchored one end, the

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sort of northern outpost market that sells

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everything from diapers to chainsaws.

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Smaller shops between there and the

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hotel entrance seem to exist in a

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gray area beyond open and abandoned.

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Some had windows filled with

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cardboard boxes and mismatched

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furniture stacked like time capsules.

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There were faded squares of

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tape still stuck to the glass.

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Long after the flyers were gone, the

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upstairs level housed a small hotel.

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It was practical but not welcoming.

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I remember thinking the whole

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building felt like a metaphor,

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an idea built for prosperity.

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Now, surviving on the initial

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optimism inside the air, had

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that closed northern dryness.

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Not exactly dusty, not

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exactly stale, but heavy.

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The fluorescent lights hummed faintly

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fighting the pale daylight leaking

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through the wide entry windows.

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It wasn't a proper atrium, just

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an oversized corridor between

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two tired parts of the building.

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At one end alone.

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Jehovah's Witness had set up a folding

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table neatly covered with literature.

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He looked completely out of place

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as if he washed as shore here.

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He greeted each passerby with quiet hope,

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but the stream of Passerbys was thin.

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I wondered what offense or

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overzealous volunteerism had

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placed him in Chisasibi waiting for

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converts among people who already

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understood silence and endurance

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better than any verse could teach.

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Across the open space

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sat a dozen Cree men.

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They were arranged across the

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benches and picnic tables like

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ravens perched on a fence line.

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They weren't loitering.

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They were present.

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Their stillness had its own gravity.

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They didn't so much look at me

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as they continued to look at me.

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Their gaze had been on me from the

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moment I entered, calm and appraising.

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I was a new noise in

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their familiar silence.

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They were men of varied ages.

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A few older.

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Their faces mapped by years.

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Posture slightly folded from hard work.

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Their hair kept its

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color, but not its youth.

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It looked as tired as the rest of them.

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Others were middle aged, still carrying

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the look of men who worked outdoors.

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Denim and flannel dominated.

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Work pants, heavy boots, a mix of

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ball caps and windburned faces.

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No one spoke loudly.

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When someone did speak, it was brief.

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A line of Cree, low and steady.

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Sometimes answered, sometimes not.

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The way they sat, the way

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they observed reminded me of

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search and rescue debriefings.

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Everyone quiet until something

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worth saying was said.

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I stood there for a minute longer than

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was comfortable taking in the space.

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I wasn't sure if I was supposed

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to nod, wave, or simply vanish.

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Then one man rose, he was broad

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shouldered, thick around the

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chest, and he had a gait that

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comes from years of outdoor work.

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His jacket was black and creased,

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his hands big and slow moving.

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He walked toward me with an

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expression that was neither

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hostile nor friendly, just certain.

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Where are you from?

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He asked.

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His voice was low.

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Gravelly but weak.

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Not suspicious, but

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definitely not curious.

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It was a question that demanded

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economy in the answer, Michigan.

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I said he nodded once.

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What are you doing in Chisasibi?

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There were two versions of the truth.

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The long one involved.

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My father, radar stations,

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maps, a pilgrimage that

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makes no sense to strangers.

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The shorter version was

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simpler and I gave him that.

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I'm trying to get to Cape Jones.

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He breathed through his

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teeth with a faint wheeze.

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Then he repeated it, Cape Jones, as

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if testing the words, he paused again.

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Who's taking you?

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I shrugged.

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I don't know.

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How about you?

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He smiled with a flash of me being silly.

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Have you talked to Jimmy?

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The name meant nothing to me.

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No.

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I said, you know how to get ahold of him.

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He lifted an arm slowly, elbow bent and

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pointed without taking his gaze off me.

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For a moment, he held it there, eyes fixed

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on me as if he already knew as exactly

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where every man in the room was sitting.

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He didn't need to look.

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Jimmy's position was as

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certain to him as his own.

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Then after a pause, he turned

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his head slowly toward the

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man he'd been pointing to.

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He's right there.

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I followed the line of his pointing arm at

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the far side of the hall, among the silent

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sitters was a man in a denim jacket.

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Black hair brushed back,

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hands over his knees.

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He was built solid.

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His face was strong with

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patience and distance.

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It was Jimmy.

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He didn't turn when I looked,

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he already knew I'd seen him.

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My new acquaintance

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started walking toward him.

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I hesitated.

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The space between me and those

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benches somehow felt sacred.

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Crossing it without invitation, felt

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like walking onto someone else's ground.

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But curiosity has always

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been stronger than comfort.

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So I followed trying to look respectful.

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Jimmy stood for a moment.

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I thought he was leaving,

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and maybe he was.

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He turned and began walking toward the

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exit behind him, the perfect retreat.

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If a conversation was about to start,

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whether he saw us coming or simply chose

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that moment to go, I'll never know.

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To this day, I'm still not sure if

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he was avoiding us or if he was just

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leaving Jimmy, my guide called after him.

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Jimmy stopped, turned, waited.

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When we reached him, he looked at me

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once quickly from boots to my hat.

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Then he spoke in Creed in my companion.

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They exchanged a few words, short,

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efficient, carrying on without me.

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No one asked my name.

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No one offered theirs.

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Once more, Jimmy turned and looked at me.

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Actually, it seemed like he looked through

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me, then returned to the conversation.

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When the conversation ended, Jimmy

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simply turned and walked away.

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There were no gestures, no further

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acknowledgement, just the quiet conclusion

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of something I didn't understand.

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I assumed the answer was no.

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My companion turned to me.

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He said, he might take you.

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Really?

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I asked.

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I didn't believe that for a second.

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What I saw was not a man

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interested in taking me anywhere.

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What I saw was a man who

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didn't want to be bothered.

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Call him later.

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The man said he'll take you.

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His tone carried something

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between certainty and prophecy.

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He put a heavy hand on my shoulder, the

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kind of gesture that ends a conversation,

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then walked back to the benches.

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He turned to face the room, folded

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his arms, and returned to his post.

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The others hadn't moved.

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They continued their quiet, steady watch.

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I stood there a moment longer, half

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dazed by the silliness of it all.

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out of some misplaced sense of formality.

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I gave the man a small salute and he

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waved me off like a bothersome fly.

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Fair enough.

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I thought and left.

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Outside.

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The light was flat and gray.

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The air was cold and carried

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a mix of ocean and forest.

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I let the door close behind me and

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thought about the name Jimmy, how it

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sounded both improbable and inevitable.

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I didn't know it yet, but I just met

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the man who would decide whether I

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ever set foot on Cape Jones, and he had

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already decided I probably wouldn't.

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The next morning, I still wasn't

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sure if I'd been told yes or no.

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I tried whatever angles I could

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while we waited, I spent an hour at

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the Cree Band office trying to find

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anything that might get us to Cape

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Jones, and that's when Amy texted me.

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Jimmy came to our table in the

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restaurant, asked if we were

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the group going to Cape Jones.

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I left the band office immediately,

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Amy and I crossed the wet gravel and

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stepped into the commercial center.

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The bench where Jimmy had

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been yesterday was empty.

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The rest of the men sat, as they

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always did, still patient unreadable.

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I scanned the room again, half expecting

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him to materialize out of the silence

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out here, people seemed to appear

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and disappear without explanation.

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The sitters watched everything

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but offered nothing.

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They knew what was happening long

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before I did, and they weren't about

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to spoil the mystery by telling us.

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We stood there, unsure what to do next.

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Let's come back in a little while.

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I said, and Amy nodded.

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We regrouped with the others at the

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restaurant, grabbed a quick bite and

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then headed back for one last attempt.

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The moment we stepped through the

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doors, we saw him sitting exactly

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where he'd been the day before, only

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this time with another man beside him.

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Jimmy glanced at us once briefly, then

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returned to his quiet conversation.

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We approached him with a little

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more confidence than the day before.

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I asked while standing, are you

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interested in taking us to Cape Jones?

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He looked at me with a

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curious and confused look.

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His friend sitting next

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to him said, Cape Jones.

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Yeah.

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I asked permission to sit next to Jimmy.

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He looked a little perplexed and

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nodded to the seat next to him.

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I sat and watched him.

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He looked unfazed, uninterested, and

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stared again at something in the distance.

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I wasn't sure where to start.

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He said nothing.

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I started with.

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How much Jimmy smiled and

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laughed, and I had no idea why.

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I tried to think of a reason, and the only

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thing that came to mind was that my offer,

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which I hadn't made, was already too low.

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Okay.

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I thought, so.

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I said 500.

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At this point, I thought to

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myself, what the hell is this?

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Some sort of custom.

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I glanced at Amy, who was sitting on

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the other side of Jimmy and his friend.

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She just looked back seemingly as

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confused as I was then with great relief.

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His friend who turned out to be

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his cousin, said, that's too low.

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I'm Chuck.

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I said, introducing myself.

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The first time Jimmy had

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heard my name, no one cared.

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His friend spoke good English and said

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his name was Lameboy, a family name.

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I assumed he worked security for the town.

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And the way he carried himself made

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it clear he was there to look out for

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Jimmy's interest, not to make new friends.

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How much I countered more

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Lameboy, said, Jimmy interrupted.

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Why do you want to go?

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The question stopped me.

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We'd been talking price, and

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suddenly he wanted a reason.

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I hesitated for some reason, I lifted

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my foot slightly, miming a step forward,

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a ridiculous little gesture, but it was

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somehow the truest explanation I had.

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I want to step where my father

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stepped and they both looked at me.

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Something shifted in Jimmy's

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eyes, not softening exactly,

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but a flicker of recognition.

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Lameboy said, really, your

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dad worked at Cape Jones?

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This seemed to have

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struck a chord with him.

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I understood that the Cree take family

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seriously, but seeing their reaction

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made me realize just how deep this ran.

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We'll need gas, Jimmy said.

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And those next few minutes were

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spent trying to figure out if Jimmy

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was actually going to take us.

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We talked about where we were staying,

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where to launch from when to leave.

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Jimmy closed one eye and

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looked upward thinking.

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He worked out how many gallons of gas

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he'd need, what it would cost, how

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many people were going, and that we'd

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need two freighter canoes to carry 10

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of us, but neither of them said yes.

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In the last attempt to get

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a commitment, I tried again.

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I just wanna put my foot on

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the same land my father did.

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They both nodded with

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knowing understanding.

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We sat quietly for a while.

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I felt awkward and strangely empty.

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They were contemplating.

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Then Lameboy broke the silence.

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Let's go get gas.

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We all stood and made a quick arrangement

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to meet at the only gas station in town.

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Amy and I drove there and waited.

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We talked about the possibility of a

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scam, but neither of us believed it.

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They hadn't promised anything but

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nothing about them felt dishonest.

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They didn't show.

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Amy drove back to the commercial

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center while I waited.

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A few minutes later,

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she called on the radio.

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They were coming.

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They had gone to get gas cans.

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Jimmy and Lameboy pulled

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up with seven of them.

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They chatted with the attendant

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in Cree while I stood off to the

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side, feeling a little out of place.

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When the cans were filled, we all

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squeezed into the cramped counter area.

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The young attendant wrote out paper

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receipts and punched a calculator.

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Jimmy asked for a half

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a dozen cans of mix oil.

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Then came the total to just over $200.

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He slid his First Nations ID across

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the counter, and the attendant

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scribbled the number on the invoice.

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Now the total was just over $140.

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That's when it clicked.

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The fuel was tax free if the

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purchase went through him.

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I stood behind Jimmy with cash in hand.

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I saw his hand slip back behind him,

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Palm open, a discreet invitation.

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I placed a wad of bills in it

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and he passed it forward as if

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it had come from his pocket.

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He received change and like a

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magician, palming a coin, passed it

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back to me without turning around.

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With the fuel loaded, we all

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stepped outside and stared into the

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distance in different directions.

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After a while, Jimmy said

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Longue Pointe, Longue Pointe.

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I confirmed what time he asked.

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What's good for you?

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I countered.

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He stared into the distance thinking

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for a moment, no one said anything.

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Finally offered eight to nine?

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Jimmy nodded once, then walked away

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as I climbed into the Jeep, his

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cousin appeared at my passenger window

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as if carried there by the wind.

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He rested both arms in

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the door studying me.

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Then he pointed at me

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with quiet intensity.

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Be good to Jimmy.

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He said.

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Low and serious.

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He's a good guy.

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I paused meeting his eyes.

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I knew exactly what he meant.

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You know, I let the air breathe

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for a moment that I will.

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He smiled and walked off.

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Amy and I drove back to tell the

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group they had plenty of questions.

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How much, when do we leave?

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It's a Cree thing.

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I said He'll be back tomorrow

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between eight and nine, I think.

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With that, we left Chisasibi for

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the 50 mile drive to Longue Pointe.

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We set up camp again on the rocks.

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As the wind calmed, the rain

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stopped, the clouds scattered, and

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the tide sank back into the ocean.

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As we settled down for sleep, a deep

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orange light spilled through the windows.

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The sky turned blood orange as

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the sun dropped to the horizon.

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The wind died completely and the

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sky unfurled in broad strokes

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of orange and deep yellow, and I

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whispered to myself, orange at night.

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Sailor's delight.

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Next time we wait at Longue Pointe,

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watching the tide, the sky, and the clock,

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wondering whether Jimmy will actually show

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up and whether this whole journey North

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will end on the shoreline or go beyond it.

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