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Emma - Volume 3 - Chapter 15
Episode 5114th June 2022 • Bite at a Time Books • Bree Carlile
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Join Host Bree Carlile as she reads the fifty-first chapter of Emma by Jane Austen

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Welcome to Bite at a Time Books, where we read your favorite classics, one Bite at a Time.

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My name is Brie Carlyle, and I.

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Love to read and wanted to share.

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My passion with listeners like you.

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All of the links for our show are in the Show Show Notes.

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Today we will be continuing Emma by.

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Jane Austin chapter 15 this letter must.

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Make its way to Emma's feelings.

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She was obliged, in spite of her previous determination to the contrary, to do.

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It all the justice that Mrs.

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Weston foretold as soon as she came to her own name.

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It was irresistible.

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Every line relating to herself was interesting, and almost every line agreeable.

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And when this charm ceased, the subject could still maintain itself by the natural.

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Return of her former regard for the.

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Writer, and the very strong attraction which.

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Any picture of love must have for her at that moment.

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She never stopped till she had gone.

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Through the hole, and though it was.

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Impossible not to feel that he had been wrong, yet he had been less.

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Wrong than she had supposed, and he had suffered and was very sorry, and he was so grateful to Mrs.

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Westin, and so much in love with Ms.

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Fairfax, and she was so happy herself that there was no being severe, and could he have entered the room?

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She must have shaken hands with him.

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As heartily as ever.

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She thought so well of the letter, that when Mr.

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Knightley came again, she.

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Desired him to read it.

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She was so sure of Mrs.

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Weston's wishing it to be communicated, especially to one who, like Mr.

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Knightley, had seen so much to blame in his conduct.

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I shall be very glad to look it over, said he, but it seems long.

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I will take it home with me at night.

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But that would not do.

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Mr.

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Weston was to call in the.

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Evening, and she must return it by him.

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I would rather be talking to you.

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He replied, but as it seems a matter of justice, it shall be done.

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He began stopping, however, almost directly to say, had I been offered the side of one of this gentleman's letters to.

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His motherinlaw a few months ago, Emma, it would not have been taken with such indifference.

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He proceeded a little further, reading himself.

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And then with a smile observed a fine complementary opening.

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But it is his way.

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One man style must not be the rule of another.

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We will not be severe.

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It will be natural for me, he.

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Added shortly afterwards, to speak my opinion aloud as I read.

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By doing it I shall feel that I am near you.

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It will not be so great a loss of time.

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But if you dislike it, not at all I should wish it.

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Mr.

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Knightley returned to his reading with greater alacrity.

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He trifles here, said he, as to the temptation.

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He knows he is wrong, and has.

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Nothing rational to urge bad.

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He ought not to have formed the engagement his father's disposition.

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He is unjust, however, to his father.

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Mr.

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Weston's sanguine temper was a blessing on all his upright and honorable exertions, but Mr.

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Weston earned every present comfort before he endeavored to gain it.

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Very true.

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He did not come till Ms.

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Fairfax was here, and I've not forgotten, said.

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Emma, how sure you were that he might have come sooner if he would.

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You pass it over?

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Very handsomely, but you were perfectly right.

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I was not quite impartial in my judgment, Emma.

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But yet, I think, had you not been in the case, I should have distrusted him.

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When he came to Miss Woodhouse, he was obliged to read the whole of it aloud.

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All that related to her with a.

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Smile, a look, a shake of the head, a word or two of ascent or disapprobation, or merely of love, as the subject required, concluding however seriously and after steady reflection.

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Thus very bad, though it might have been worse, playing a most dangerous game.

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Too much indebted to the event for his acquittal.

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No judge of his own manners by.

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You, always deceived in fact, by his.

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Own wishes, and regardless of little Besides.

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His own convenience, fancying you to have.

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Fathomed his secret, natural enough, his own mind full of intrigue, that he should.

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Suspected in others mystery, finesse, how they.

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Pervert the understanding by Emma.

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Does not everything serve to prove more and more the beauty of truth and sincerity in all our dealings with each other?

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Emma agreed to it, and with a blush of sensibility on Harriet's account which.

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She could not give any sincere explanation of.

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You had better go on, said she.

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He did so, but very soon stopped again to say the piano forte.

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That was the act of a very, very young man, one too young to.

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Consider whether the inconvenience of it might not very much exceed the pleasure a boyish scheme indeed.

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I cannot comprehend a man's wishing to give a woman any proof of affection.

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Which he knows she would rather dispense.

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With, and he did not know that she would have prevented the instruments coming if she could.

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After this he made some progress without any pause.

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Frank Churchill's confession of having behaved shamefully was the first thing to call for more than a word in passing.

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I perfectly agree with you, sir.

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Was then his remark, you did behave very shamefully.

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You never wrote a truer line.

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And having gone through what immediately followed of the basis of their disagreement, and.

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His persisting to act in direct opposition.

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To Jane Fairfax's sense of right, he.

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Made a Fuller pause to say, this is very bad.

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He had induced her to place herself for his sake in a situation of extreme difficulty and uneasiness, and it should have been his first object to prevent.

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Her from suffering unnecessarily.

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She must have had much more to.

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Contend with in carrying on the correspondence than he could he should have respected.

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Even unreasonable scruples had there been such.

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But hers were all unreasonable.

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We must look to her one fault and remember that she had done a wrong thing in consenting to the engagement.

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To bear that she should have been in such a state of punishment.

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Emma knew that he was now getting to the Box Hill party and grew uncomfortable.

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Her own behavior had been so very improper.

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She was deeply ashamed and a little.

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Afraid of his next look.

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It was all red, however steadily attentively.

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And without the smallest remark, and accepting one momentary glance at her, instantly withdrawn in the fear of giving pain.

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No remembrance of Box Hill seemed to exist.

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There is no saying much for the.

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Delicacy of our good friends.

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The Eltons was his next observation.

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His feelings are natural.

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What actually resolved to break with him entirely.

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She felt the engagement to be a.

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Source of repentance and misery to each she dissolved it.

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What a view this gives of her sense of his behavior.

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Well, he must be the most extraordinary.

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Nay, read on.

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You will find how very much he suffers.

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I hope he does, replied Mr.

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Knightley.

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Coolly and resuming the letter.

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Smallridge, what does this mean?

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What is all this?

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She had engaged to go as governess.

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To Mrs.

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Smallridge's children, a dear friend.

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Of Mrs.

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Elton's, a neighbor of Maple Grove.

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And by the by.

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I wonder how Mrs.

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Elton bears the disappointment.

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Say nothing.

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My dear Emma, while you oblige me.

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To read not even of Mrs.

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Elton.

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Only one page more.

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I shall soon have done what a.

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Letter the man writes.

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I wish you would read it with a kinder spirit towards him.

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Well, there is feeling here.

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He does seem to have suffered in finding her ill.

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Certainly I can have no doubt of his being fond of her dearer much dearer than ever.

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I hope he may long continue to.

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Feel all the value of such a reconciliation.

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He is a very Liberal thinker, with his thousands and tens of thousands happier than I deserve.

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Come, he knows himself there.

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Miss Woodhouse calls me the child of good fortune.

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Those were Ms.

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Woodhouse's words, were they?

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And a fine ending.

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And there is the letter.

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The child of good fortune.

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That was your name for him, was it?

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You do not appear so well satisfied with his letter as I am.

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But still you must.

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At least I hope you must think.

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The better of him for it.

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I hope it does him some service with you.

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Yes, certainly it does.

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He has had great faults, faults of.

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Inconsideration and thoughtlessness, and I am very much of his opinion in thinking him likely to be happier than he deserves.

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But still, as he is beyond a.

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Doubt, really attached to Miss Fairfax, and will soon, it may be hoped, to have the advantage of being constantly with her.

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I am very ready to believe his character will improve and acquire from hers the steadiness and delicacy of principle that it wants.

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And now let me talk to you of something else.

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I have another person's interest at present.

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So much at heart that I cannot think any longer about Frank Churchill.

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Ever since I left you this morning, Emma, my mind has been hard at.

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Work on one subject.

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The subject followed.

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It was in plain, unaffected gentleman like.

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English such as Mr.

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Knightley used even to the woman he was in love.

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With, how to be able to ask her to marry him without attacking the happiness of her father.

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Emma's answer was ready at the first word.

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While her dear father lived, any change of condition must be impossible for her.

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She could never quit him.

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Part only of this answer, however, was.

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Admitted the impossibility of her quitting.

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Her father, Mr.

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Knightley felt as strongly.

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As herself, but the end admissibility of.

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Any other change he could not agree to.

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He had been thinking it over most deeply, most intently.

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He had at first hoped to induce Mr.

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Woodhouse to remove with her to.

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Don well, he had wanted to believe.

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It feasible, but his knowledge of Mr.

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Woodhouse would not suffer him to deceive himself long.

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And now he confessed his persuasion that.

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Such a transplantation would be a risk of her father's comfort, perhaps even of.

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His life, which must not be hazarded.

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Mr.

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Woodhouse taken from Hartfield?

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No, he felt that it ought not to be attempted.

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But the plan which had arisen on.

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The sacrifice of this he trusted his.

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Dearest Emma, would not find in any respect objectionable.

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It was that he should be received.

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At Hartfield that so long as her.

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Father'S happiness in other words, his life required Hartfield to continue her home, it should be his likewise of their all.

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Removing to dawnwell, Emma had already had her own passing thoughts like him.

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She had tried the scheme and rejected it.

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But such an alternative as this had.

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Not occurred to her.

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She was sensible of all the affection it convinced.

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She felt that in quitting Don well.

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He must be sacrificing a great deal.

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Of independence, of hours and habits, that.

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In living constantly with her father and in no house of his own, there.

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Would be much, very much to be born with.

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She promised to think of it, and.

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Advised him to think of it more.

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But he was fully convinced that no.

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Reflection could alter his wishes or his opinion on the subject he had given it.

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He could assure her a very long and calm consideration.

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He had been walking away from William Larkins the whole morning to have his thoughts to himself.

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Ah, there is one difficulty unprovided for, cried Emma.

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I am sure William Larkins will not like it.

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You must get his consent before you ask mine.

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She promised, however, to think of it, and pretty nearly promised, Moreover, to think.

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Of it with the intention of finding it a very good scheme.

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It is remarkable that Emma, in the.

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Many, very many points of view.

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In which she was now beginning to consider done well.

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Abbey was never struck with any sense of injury to her nephew Henry, Whose.

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Rights as heir expectant had formerly been.

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So tenaciously regarded thinks she must of the possible difference to the poor little boy.

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And yet she only gave herself a saucy, conscious smile about it.

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And found amusement in detecting the real cause of that violent dislike of Mr.

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Knightley's marrying Jane Fairfax or anybody else.

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Which at the time, she had wholly.

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Imputed to the amiable solicitude of the.

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Sister and the aunt.

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This proposal of his.

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This plan of marrying and continuing at Hartfield.

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The more she contemplated it, the more pleasing it became.

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His evil seemed to lessen her own advantages.

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To increase their mutual good.

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To outweigh every drawback such a companion.

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For herself in the periods of anxiety.

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And cheerlessness before her.

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Such a partner in all those duties.

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And cares to which time must be.

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Giving increase of melancholy.

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She would have been too happy.

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But for poor Harriet.

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But every blessing of her own seemed.

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To involve and advance the sufferings of her friend, who must now be even excluded from Hartfield.

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The delightful family party which Emma was securing for herself.

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Poor Harriet must, in mere charitable caution, be kept at a distance from.

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She would be a loser in every way.

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Emma could not deplore her future absence of any deduction from her own enjoyment.

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In such a party, Harriet would be rather a dead weight than otherwise.

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But for the poor girl herself, It.

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Seemed a peculiarly cruel necessity that was to be placing her in such a.

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State of unmerited punishment.

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In time, of course, Mr.

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Knightley would be forgotten.

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That is supplanted.

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But this could not be expected to happen very early.

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Mr.

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Knightley himself would be doing nothing.

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To assist the cure.

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Not like Mr.

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Elton.

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Mr.

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Knightley always so kind, so feeling.

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So truly considerate for everybody Would never deserve to be less worshipped than now.

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And it really was too much to.

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Hope even of Harriet.

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That she could be in love with more than three men in one year.

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