Breast Cancer Awareness Month reminds us: early detection saves lives. 💗 In this heartfelt episode, Lesa Koski shares her personal breast cancer story—from the moment she got the call, through surgery and chemo, to finding faith, purpose, and healing.
Lesa opens up about fear, family, and faith during her diagnosis and how her journey led to a deeper calling—Doing Life Different. You’ll hear the raw truth of those first moments, the life-changing impact of early detection, and the hope that comes from trusting God’s plan.
Her message is clear: you are not alone, and there is so much hope.
Whether you’re walking through your own diagnosis or supporting someone who is, this episode will lift your spirit and remind you that healing is possible.
đź’– Main keywords: breast cancer awareness, early detection, breast cancer survivor, breast cancer journey, hope and healing, faith-based healing
(00:00) Welcome to Breast Cancer Awareness Month
(02:15) Why Lesa celebrates her healing journey
(05:42) The mammogram that changed everything
(09:31) The call: “You have breast cancer”
(12:58) Leaning on faith through fear and uncertainty
(17:24) Sharing the diagnosis with family and finding strength
(22:50) Early detection and a 98% positive outcome
(26:15) Meeting Dr. Elizabeth O’Leary—an angel in a white coat
(31:05) Surgery, recovery, and lessons in surrender
(36:40) Chemo, courage, and learning to live with joy again
(41:12) Doing Life Different—how cancer became a calling
(45:20) Closing reflections and message of hope
Dr. Elizabeth O’Leary, breast surgeon and founder of Lady Slipper Breast Center in St. Louis Park, MN, is a renowned physician who blends medical expertise with compassionate, faith-based care. A former Johns Hopkins-trained surgeon, she has helped countless women through diagnosis, treatment, and healing with empathy and excellence.
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ever where my Darlene surgeon from
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talking all things breast cancer.
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air on doing life different.
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and I'm gonna air it on saddle up live.
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that gave me the opportunity to expand
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trucker hat that says Sisu on it,
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surgeon, if you are in the Twin Cities
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knows how to do things and she cares.
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with my insurance and we still figured
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:She, um, has carried me along
this journey and still is.
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:She did a beautiful job on my lumpectomy.
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:She, um, was so careful.
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:Did the pathology during it, was
so excited after the surgery 'cause
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:it, she said it just went perfect.
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:Then I went in for my post-op and we.
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:Jumped up and down and danced because
she found out that it had not spread,
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excited it didn't spread to my lymph
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:nodes, but I, what I do want you to know,
she explained to me, even if it does go
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98% good outcome in those early detection
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:cases, because I don't know why, but
breast cancer is different that way.
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if I'm giving you information
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:Contained and it was even
smaller than they thought.
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:Like all prayers answered, I was so
happy to be done with the surgery.
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:Kind of felt ecstatic and now as I I'm, I
have to heal up before I go in for chemo.
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that has been very difficult for
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:me, um, because I'm scared of it.
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:Here's the deal.
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:I feel like, who am I?
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:Like, and that's, like I said, that's icky
and here's what I'm kind of embarrassed
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:about me and I'm just gonna be real.
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:And it's something that
has slapped me in the face.
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:I think that, I mean, sometimes
I could even be deceitful about.
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:How good things things were for me or
about, um, myself so that I, people
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:would hold me in high esteem because
I think I equalize that to like love.
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:Like being thought highly of as love.
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:And so I think that's why this could
be really hard for me to talk about.
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:Um, so what a great lesson for me to
learn and, um, a great sin for me to
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:be forgiven of and to realize I don't
wanna be deceitful, I wanna be real.
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:And, um, so I'm gonna do my best to
do these cute little podcasts through
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:Um, I'm really excited because.
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:I'm gonna try this workout program
that's supposed to help you do really
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:well through it, and I'm gonna be
honest, and what I want is I want to
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:share this with you so that if you have
people you love or you're going through
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:it yourself, I can give you tools that
are going to help you through this.
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:That's all I want to do because
this is not defining who I am.
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:This is part of my story and if
my story can help you, and that
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:this is what it is right now.
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:And this whole podcast is not always gonna
be about this, but it's part of my story.
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:Um, this.
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:YouTube and podcast is gonna be
about being in your forties and your
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:fifties and your sixties and beyond.
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:And it's gonna talk about,
um, building businesses.
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:I built my business when I was 50 and
I, and the things that I've learned
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:and I got to do with doing divorce
different were amazing and fun.
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:And then, um, having grand babies and
watching your baby go off to college.
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:And I wanna talk about the adoption stuff.
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:And, um, I wanna talk
about a lot of things.
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:So that's what this whole
platform's gonna be about.
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:It's gonna start about talking
about cancer, and I'm open
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:for you, you send me a note.
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:I'm here if you have
questions or need support.
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:I wanna help you.
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:But, um, that surgeon that I was
talking to you about, that's so amazing.
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:That I'll never forget, held my hand
in the, in the operating room and was
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:rubbing my arm 'cause I was so terrified.
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:Um, and she was there
with me and she still is.
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:Her name is Dr.
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:Elizabeth O'Leary.
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:She's in St.
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:Louis Park.
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:It's called Lady Slipper Breast Center.
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:And I want to help her in any way that I
can because she just took off on herself
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:and she will carry you through this.
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:She is.
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:She was sifted through God's hands
to me, and, and that's why, you
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:know, I know I ended up with her.
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:So if you're needing someone.
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:She's amazing and, and awesome and
still like she texts me and, you know,
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:we talk about things throughout this.
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:I also have an amazing oncologist.
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:Um, you know, that now I'm gonna be
getting started with the chemo and
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:because I did a lumpectomy after chemo,
I have to do radiation, which I don't
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:think scares me so much, but I still
don't really wanna do that either.
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:Right.
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:And then I have immune therapy that will
is just either a shot or a little infusion
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:every three weeks for a full year.
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:And then, and then I think I'll be done.
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:And I think the thing that I'm
really looking forward to is that
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:last chemo, I only have 12 sessions
and I should be done July 15th.
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:So I'm looking forward to that and um,
I'm looking forward to doing these and
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:being here for you in a different way,
in a new and different way through
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:this journey we call life, right?
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:We're riding along.
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:I'm still at my barn.
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:I've still got my horses.
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:All that has stayed the same.
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:And I have so many blessings,
so many things I'm grateful for.
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:And I'm a person and I'm real and I
got things I'm a little bit scared of.
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:So I'll take your prayers.
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:If you wanna send them
my way, I will take them.
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:And if you want me to pray for you,
if you have ideas, if you wanna jump
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:on this podcast, send me a note.
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:Lisa koski.com.
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:Um, you can just.
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:Uh, I think if you leave me a note
on YouTube, otherwise you can just
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:do, uh, lisa dot koski@gmail.com
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:and send me a note and I wanna
support you the best way that I can.
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:So I am so thankful that I am here,
that I have a bright future that I have.
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:Everything sifting through God's hands and
I'm thankful for all of you and I will be
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:back to share the journey with you more.
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:Thank you so much.