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Gilbert Glenn Brown: An Actors Journey Pt. 2
Episode 448th May 2024 • Film Center News • Derek Johnson II and Nicholas Killian
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Nicholas And Derek talked to Gilbert in Pt. 2 of the interview and how actors can prepare themselves to thrive.

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This is Film Center, your number one show for real entertainment

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industry news, no fluff, all facts.

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Now, here are your anchors, Derrick Johnson II and Nicholas Killian.

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Hey everyone, welcome to Film Center News.

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I'm Derrick Johnson II.

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I'm Nicholas Killian.

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And we're back again with the great Gilbert.

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How you doing?

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I'm doing great.

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So this is going to be part two.

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Two.

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If you would please be so gracious as to continue your story.

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Absolutely.

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Absolutely.

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So my dad sees a show and he's he didn't see me like after the first five seconds,

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he was just like, he was totally in love.

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And I'm, my father's not an emotionally expressive person, but

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it was telling me that he left.

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Because of how the play how it ends.

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I know I understood why he left, but then he came back and then he

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took he shared would be like, Oh, he was around for Martin Luther King.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, he was.

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Yeah.

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He wasn't.

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He left.

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He Yes.

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And this is something that my father hasn't had.

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He lets things slip out every once in a while.

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So he was allowed a lot more active in certain things that

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I've that I'm to this day.

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I'm still not completely aware of.

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I'm talking about social movements and things like that.

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But he might have known Martin.

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No, he did that.

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He didn't because he didn't get to the States until right after.

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Until a few years after Martin was already gone.

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Had already passed.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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But I think just how the piece ends and the state of the world.

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'cause we were doing the show and there was someone else in office.

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I'm gonna say, I'll say that it was in 2018.

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So that gives you an idea.

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Oh, okay.

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It was happening in the country at the time.

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And so he, him, but with him saying that to me.

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And him saying that to me was just like, okay.

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Okay, cool.

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I think I, that was the biggest comp he gets it now.

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And it was the biggest compliment he could pay, even though he didn't give

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me a comp, he didn't verbally directly give me a job, but it's the same time.

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It's like he left huge.

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He had to, he had huge deep because he had to get back.

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He had to, I'm doing air quotes.

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You can't see it, but he had to get back.

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To Georgia, which I understood, but I was just like, no, that's

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still a super deep compliment.

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Like for him to be like, that's better than anything he could say,

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you're up there doing your craft.

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And he says, essentially you're doing it to a level to where you're my own son.

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And yet you transcended that.

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And I see the craft of what you're doing.

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That's a huge compliment for an actor, especially from your parents.

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I imagine that's my dad too.

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So I imagine my dad say something like that.

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Crazy.

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Yeah.

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And and it was like it even now I was like, wow.

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Yeah.

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He, at that point he, I think he got it.

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And then he stopped asking those questions.

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Again, are you going back to school?

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Are you going to do that?

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I'm like, no, I'm not gonna not right now.

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Everything.

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I'm saying you were at what age, whenever he stopped being like,

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you're going to be a lawyer, you said 20, 18, 20, it was 20, 18.

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Oh, no, what I'll say, what I will say.

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Is that he stopped.

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It was maybe a couple of years, but a few years before that, because he started

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seeing the movement that was happening.

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And I didn't talk about it a lot.

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He would just see things and he would, then it became, why aren't

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you telling me that you see?

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When did you come to Los Angeles?

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Because you spent a lot of my, I say most of your time

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in New York, if I'm incorrect.

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Yes and no.

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I got out of school in 99.

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And I came to LA right after right after that.

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Oh, was there a reason that you came to LA instead of staying in New York?

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Because New York is grounds for a lot of stuff.

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Oh yeah.

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No, I'm and I and the thing was, it's like I had, I love theater.

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I've done a lot of theater in New York.

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I've done some independent films in New York while in

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school and, and it was great.

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And I love New York.

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You'll never hear me say I don't.

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One of the things that happened was a professor of mine from from NYU we were

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doing a theater history class, but she also taught, I'm trying to remember

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because she also taught dialects and things like that, but it was a professor

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Professor Bynum, that's her name, and she said to me, we were having a

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conversation in class, and she's you, he said, you have to push yourself, you

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have to challenge yourself, and he's put, set, put, set yourself up to, to win.

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And Where do you need to be to do what you want to do?

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And that can be literally or figuratively.

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And then I saw, I think I said, what do I want to do?

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I want to do film and television.

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And while there's a lot of film and television, New York, there's more in LA.

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Yeah, it's definitely more in LA.

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I remember whenever I was deciding to be an actor and I was in new Orleans, right?

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This was around 2000.

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11, maybe 12, something like that.

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And I was going around, it was getting a little bit bigger cause

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it's New Orleans, stuff like that.

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And I remember meeting with some agents

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and I remember one guy, I don't remember his name, but he was like, listen, man,

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I'm going to be real honest with you.

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He said, you need, if this is where you're headed, you need to go to Los Angeles.

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He said, Now, don't get me wrong, you can day play, you can do

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whatever you want in New Orleans.

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He said, but there is no reputable institution that is going to cast

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anybody in here in New Orleans or Baton Rouge or anything like that.

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He said, if anything, you're going to win.

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Go to Los Angeles, get cast as a local hire in New Orleans and then fly back.

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He said, but you got to go, you got to go to Los Angeles, correct me if

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I'm wrong, but wasn't there supposed to already be some Hollywood Mecca

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like a while back in Louisiana?

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Yes, but what ended up happening was, is the mayor at the time.

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I forgot, I forget her name or his name was vetoed the taxes.

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That's how everything went to Georgia.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Because we, that's how Atlanta got big.

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Yeah.

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That's how Atlanta got big because it correct.

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This is, 10, 12 years ago.

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But what it, what, if I remember correctly, was it was supposed

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to be New Orleans because they call it the Hollywood South.

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And what ended up happening is one of the mayors vetoed the taxes and tax breaks.

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And they moved to Georgia and Atlanta.

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Georgia's tax breaks for film productions are a lot higher than Louisiana.

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And a lot higher than Albany's in the South.

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I think it was, it might've been better a couple of years ago, especially

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like after the the previous erasure.

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Because he's talking about 10 years ago.

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Yeah.

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Because the thing was, is people loved.

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Coming to the south, especially Louisiana because the food is really great.

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Everything is really cheap and Nobody cares who you are like, oh, yeah nobody

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in Baton Rouge in New Orleans cares like nobody cares if Tom Cruise is in line.

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Nobody Brad Pitt is doing nobody cares.

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They're like, okay cool, man Like I gotta get my food if you could just get

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out the way they like my dad I'm like my grandparents like when I first worked with

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Bill Duke You Yeah, I worked with Bill Duke on one of his upcoming documentaries.

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I was like, yeah, I showed him a picture and I was like, yeah, this is me on set.

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They're like, that's cool.

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This is like a, he's like a, he's a, movie star guy.

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I'm like, yes.

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And they're like, yep.

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So what else happened today?

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I'm like, seriously?

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This is what's going on.

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Parents could be, parents are amazing.

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Yeah.

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I was just, you can, you Fill, color that in however you want

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But yeah, it's so you came out then in 99?

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Yeah.

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So then this, what were you talking about that took place in 2018 with your father?

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Was that out here then, or was that in, that was no, that

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was in that was in Nashville.

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Oh, that was, yeah.

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You said that I was doing the tour.

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I was actually doing a tour.

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Do you guys do go to TPAC to do that or No.

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Man, I'm not even gonna lie to you, I don't remember exactly,

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because we did about 60 shows.

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Let me ask you this thing, if it was in, was it In like the city?

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It was in the city I do remember that it was, I think we were at a If

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there was any stadiums around or like any bars or The only reason I ask is

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cause TPAC is part of the Broadway tour they do before they hit New York.

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Maybe it was that.

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And it was that everywhere that I've seen, like really great plays or like

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awesome plays have always been at TPAC.

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That's they're like big place performance.

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So that's what I'm assuming it probably was.

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If you did it in Nashville, I'm, I'd have to look back and see, and I can confirm

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that for you, but it's possible because it was like, it was, it felt like it was,

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we were, Near the water it was we were able to walk to the water or a little more

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not, To see the water right and then there were a lot of bars restaurants around

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I can't there's a probably it probably was teabag now as you're describing

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you're probably us cuz I'll tell you what, especially was a 2018 I'm from

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actually Murfreesboro, the outskirts of Nashville, but just that area, it's city.

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And then there's a hard line and just straight rule.

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Okay.

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It was probably a TPEC and that's where that is.

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Cause the city is, it's very funny.

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I always say that Nashville was made for the tourists.

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And everyone else, like no one there actually does any

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of the rest of that stuff.

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Exactly.

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It's like New York, It's have you been to the, Have you

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been to the Statue of Liberty?

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No, I haven't, I was like, I'll go someday, have you, but it's

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it's just, it's a tourist thing.

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So it's that's like back home.

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Not a lot of people go to bourbon street.

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It's it's all the tourists, it's all the tour, but also that's

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absolutely incredible 20 years.

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To get that compliment from your dad.

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Yeah.

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To be fair, yeah.

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Cause I'm imagining, Jamaican parents, they're immigrants coming

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over to America for a different life.

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Yeah.

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And that type of, hardworking background.

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My father he's.

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Not Jamaican.

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He came from a C Pleasant, Maryland.

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My grandmother working three jobs to raise him and his other

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siblings and stuff like that.

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People who come from that type of hardworking background, sometimes it's

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hard for them to really like, except like creativity or understanding, but and

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here's a fun, not funny, like high flame.

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My dad.

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And anyone who just asked me to talk about my dad, I'll say that I said, yeah,

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he's, yes, he's all of these things.

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And quite as is, as it's kept, he's also an artist.

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And it was like, I was like no, really.

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It's I like, even now I remember a sketch that he did of us when we were like

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little kids in the first car he had here.

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In the States, it was it was like a VW beetle or something.

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And he would, he did, and it was in this leisure book notebook that he

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would just had around and I would always, and I love looking at it

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and he he's a master welder as well.

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And so he what literally all of the ironwork that was around the

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house, chances are he did that.

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There was something that, and he would also like orange sculptures, like

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he, like The railings, any ornate things, iron at all, any iron at all.

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And he actually, and there was this one and I know I got still have it somewhere.

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He create, he made this this like tree, it was it was like, probably about, the

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base was probably about maybe two and a half, three inches, but it was heavy.

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It was solid steel.

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And then he had melted Metal or iron or whatever to form like a tree

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without leaves on just like a tree.

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Wow.

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And I loved that piece.

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I was like, I, and he gave it to me, but it was just like, no, he's an artist.

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But again, coming from that background.

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You don't see a lot of people doing that.

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And you don't see it as a possibility of a way to, to earn to to build

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a career to, to earn, right?

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Because the risks are so high.

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There's nothing to fall back.

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It's not it's not safe.

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It's not a, and you have a family.

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Exactly.

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And especially as you coming over as a grant, you need the safe path to,

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to ensure that there's no safety net.

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And I think like the, he, they he, they, my parents, I feel like my parents

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instilled that me and not just my parents, because it's like, they also, I had a

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whole bunch of other people around me that mentors that I never seen where

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there were teachers and specifically Really really just had a real impact, a

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heavy impact on my life was when I went to that, to the, when I made that journey

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to the Bronx we had they were, they, we, they were with us rolling around the

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Florida is The direct the I'm just, I'll just run down their names real quick.

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And then you won't may not know them, but I just want to

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do it because out of respect.

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So it's like the first was a Harry Poe and he was the direct, he was

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the artistic director at the time.

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And then.

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Amin Hattep, who he was the the composer slash vocal coach slash everything he,

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and he became my godfather actually.

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And he passed away last year.

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I'm sorry.

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Yeah thank you.

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Thank you.

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And he had a major impact on my life.

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And there's also my theater godmother as well.

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Hilda Willis, who became the director because Harry Os, he passed away wow.

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While I was still in high school, actually, if I remember correctly.

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And then Mel Beda Hughes was who was the choreographer.

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And then it was Byron Johns who ran the department.

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They all like to this day, there is, I have a connection to those

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who are still with us physically.

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I have a connection to and.

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And still a connection to the organization.

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They had such a huge impact.

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And and my parents, Allowed the space for them to become a part of their life

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foster parents to a certain degree, right?

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and They were there and I think they appreciated it And I know that there

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were points where they questioned it because it's like you're giving you're

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giving your child It sounds like you just had an amazing formation of people.

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Oh, it was a village.

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It was a village.

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Oh, absolutely.

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Absolutely.

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Yeah, absolutely.

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And then what, one of the things I would ask you is that you've already, you had

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played Martin Luther King in the play.

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Yeah.

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How did that come about?

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In your process as an actor lead you into playing Martin Luther King in the movie.

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Cause I'm sure it was very different.

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Yeah, it was.

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And then I feel like a special connection now that you did you feel like he prepared

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you at least that was prepared to no.

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What else?

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And I'll preface it with this.

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So there is an independence, Kansas, there's a theater festival that

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happens called the William Inge.

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theater festival happens every year.

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Really wonderful.

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I got invited down because there's a piece that I did a musical show that did

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that was Paula Vogel amazing playwright.

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I still, and she just hasn't, she has a new play on Broadway right now

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which is great, but she's that she's been in the game for a long time,

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but she's a really wonderful person.

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Anyway, it was called civil war Christmas.

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And so I She was being honored with an award at the Inch Festival, and so she had

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a curated list of artists that she wanted to come to be a part of that presentation.

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So I was one of the people on the list, and the person who was organizing the

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list contacted me, about it, and was like, I just have one question, shot

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in the dark, would you be interested in Reading a role of doing stage

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reading of a new piece that's going to Broadway that written by Katori Hall.

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And I was like, Oh what is it?

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I was like it's called the mountaintop.

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You'd be playing Martin Luther King.

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I was like as a black man, it's a, that's a, that's an intense figure.

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Martin.

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That's a weight of responsibility.

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Yeah.

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And I was like I was like, Peter, I don't.

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No, I was like, let me read the script first and then I'll give you an answer.

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And so and then I had already like at that point I had done like I'd

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had done some historical roles.

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I did a one man musical about Malcolm X.

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That's a whole that was a whole other thing.

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Yeah, that was an amazing experience for me.

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And I was like, Okay, I read it.

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And I was just like, Oh, some things that he that's being said that he

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says, the things that in the piece itself, if you haven't seen it.

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Is that Martin?

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The thing is, when did Martin ever saw himself as anything other than a man

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and that and it's clear even in Katori's writing of and so it's surprised a lot

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of people because he's been deified.

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In such a way in society, in, and in culture, it becomes almost mystical.

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And it's and he never saw it that way.

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And the people who were living during that time never saw it that way.

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And even being a preacher, he would have never have wanted

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it to be viewed in that way.

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No, not at all.

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Not at all.

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And so the piece itself plants him on the ground, makes it tangible

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because the idea is that if a man.

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Who's, I'm just, he's a man can make these can do what he did

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accomplish what he accomplished.

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And don't forget he was on, he was 36 when he was assassinated.

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You don't, people don't think about that.

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It's they thought he was like, what's quite interesting is that for

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some reasons and this is my mom's a psych, my mom's a psychologist.

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So anytime I talk to her, she's always talking about something with the brains.

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I will say this, it was quite interesting having a mom as a psychologist.

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You can't trick her with anything.

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No, even until this day, like if I start talking to her about

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something, she's Oh, cool.

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So actually this other thing's going on.

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I'm like, how do you know that?

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I'm like, what is going on?

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The mother intuition and she's a psychologist.

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I lose every time.

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But anyway, something that she once told me was that basically when people have

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a really positive view of someone, they always age them significantly higher.

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And it's just like something that people just do in general.

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It's quite interesting.

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And it's I guess it's like, it means it's not to take, they live life.

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And the assumption is because they live the life that they live, they

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must have lived for a long time.

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And it's no, he just, he was activated at an earlier age.

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He was knew what he wanted to do.

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And he saw the need.

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And that's what's his trajectory had a beeline for exactly.

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We can go into things about, the issues he might've had with his parents

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and things like, but that's a whole.

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That your, it's a whole nother ball.

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Mom, your mom could talk about that part.

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Yeah.

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. But it's like he, he would, when you're clear and you're, and you know

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what it is that you're, your, what your purpose is and you go for it.

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The, wherever, whatever whatever area, whatever career it is, as

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long as you your desire is to be the best and to do the best and to

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affect the world in a positive way.

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Do that.

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Like my tool is I'm an artist.

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I'm an actor.

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I sing, I write, I do all the things that is my tool.

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That is my, that is the blessing that I have that I can share with the world.

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So that's what I do.

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But with him in particular so going back to that, I read the script.

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And I was just hi, this is a lot.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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It's a lot.

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It's a two hander and it's a lot of stuff.

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And I was like, and there are things in there that I learned

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that I wasn't aware of also.

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And so that made me do some research.

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So when I got there, I said, okay, I told him I'll do it.

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I said, I'll do it.

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But I have some questions for Katori.

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Just about just how the piece was received and, and she was very honest

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and she's Yeah, a lot of people were offended because of some of the he's

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cursing he smokes He does drink and he's but those things but you're

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making him more you're grounding him.

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Exactly And making him a person exactly and then I got okay god

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and then once when she said that I was like And then the director his

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Che Yu was his name, is his name.

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We had a conversation about it and he was just like, he's a man and

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just go from, I was like, yeah, he's got thoughts, feelings, desires.

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Exactly.

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And so that was the first time.

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And I got, we got I was opposite Anika Noni Rose, which I don't understand why

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she didn't do the Broadway version, but that's She had some reason, I'm sure.

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Exactly.

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And from there, after doing that, I said, okay, this is possible.

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And then, fast forward a couple years later, I get an opportunity

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to, first to audition for it.

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And, but the director, I had worked with her before, and she was like, I know who

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I want for this, and this is who I want.

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And I was like, okay.

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She's she passed away last year.

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Unfortunately, but she made Shirley Joe Finney's her name and a brilliant

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creative mind and human being.

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She.

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But the producing entity was like, eh, we don't really, we don't know him, so let's

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just bring, let's bring everybody in.

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So they brought everybody in.

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And then she said this to me afterwards.

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She said that, she said, Gilbert, after you left the room, I was like, she

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said, I wasn't, she did not sit down.

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And normally when there's an audition process, she sits down and she's connect.

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But she said, I didn't sit down because I wanted, I didn't want them to look at me.

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, I, she was stayed.

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She walked to the back and stayed in the back and let them watch.

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And then after I left, all she did was walk down and just looked at

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them and they were like, and she was like, and they, and she was like, and

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she's and they were like, yeah yes.

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Yeah, absolutely.

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What we gotta, she said, but we still have other people.

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We got it.

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We still have to, we gotta convince, we know we, but they knew at that point.

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I think they knew.

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Yeah.

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So long story short.

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Did the tour with Karen Molina White and who's brilliant and amazing

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human being and artists as well.

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And we toured all, we toured internationally with it.

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We got as far as where did we go?

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Bermuda.

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We went to Bermuda as well.

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And we did, it was like, I think we did 50 shows over the

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course of three or four months.

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That's some back to backs.

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You know what's very interesting is that It's funny that you say that.

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We used to have to go look at the other people.

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I know exactly how that feels.

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Especially when you're you're casting a project and stuff like that.

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And then you see the person that you want, you're just like, Oh man,

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I gotta go see these other people.

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And I know they ain't gonna get it.

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I know they're not gonna do it.

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It's it's where you're it's where you're weird feeling.

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Cause you're like especially cause that person leaves like you see the person

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that you're like, okay, there's them.

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I want them.

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Awesome.

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This is what we're going with.

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Everyone's yeah, everyone's, you managed to agree with it.

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That person leaves.

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Then the next person comes in, they do what they got to do.

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And then as soon as they leave, you look back at the cast directors and you're

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like, Again, we're still thinking about that person from a while ago, right?

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Yeah.

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Alright, cool.

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Can we go home?

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But you can't.

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But you can't.

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You can't do that.

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No offense to these other actors, but we already found the one.

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And then at the same time, what's really what I always find very interesting,

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especially with the casting process, cause a lot of, a lot of, and we've

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said this, me and Nicholas have said this on the show before, a lot

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of young actors don't understand is that, We want you guys to win.

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Yeah.

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This is not the doctor's office.

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Yeah, I think, I'm not really, It's not the dentist's office.

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I have no idea where this sentiment came from that like actors are

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like, Oh, they're going to hate me because they're a caster.

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Because, Insecurities.

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And I think the Unfortunately We're, I think that we're preconditioned

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to think the worst before the best out of situations and people.

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And so to actually walk in with, I'm right.

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And it's not we were talking about this off, off mic, just the the

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having that self, that confidence in what you bring to the table.

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And if you.

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If there's an, and it's not about arrogance, it's not about that at all.

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It's just that I know what I bring to the table and I'm going to bring that.

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And so if you do that and that works for this project or this

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particular situation, then it's yours.

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Yes.

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There are politics and things that are at that play.

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And I can tell you other stories about situations that I was in

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where they eventually realized, Oh wait a minute, we made a mistake.

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And, but I'll tell you that off mic.

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Yeah.

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What?

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But we're in a situation here as actors where we're going to hear a

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no a lot more times than we hear yes.

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Yeah.

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And you, and what I will say is that I think my family in particular may

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have instilled in me a sense of stick to itiveness of in the spite of, in

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spite of any of the obstacles in my fall in your path that you got to

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keep where you got to keep going.

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I think like even even when I think about my childhood, just that being

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instilled in me, there's certain, and it has a, it's a double edged sword because

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there's certain things that you're like, that you I'm going to hold this because

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I got to keep going, but you have so much, you have so much background and

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experience and then it also feels and you got to correct me if I'm wrong, but.

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And it was like this way for me, eventually when you're, you don't

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even hear the nose anymore, it's more like you just keep going forward.

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You feel like if you let a single no be super devastating to you

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and hold you back, you're not going to be able to get anywhere.

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Facts.

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Yeah.

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As a professional actor like yourself, what advice would you give to possibly

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someone who's coming up for them to keep pushing forward past those notes?

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Because I'll be honest, just like any other creative, those first

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couple of notes, they hurt, but then eventually, you build a skin.

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Yeah.

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Because it's okay, I'm going to answer that, but I'm also going

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to give you a little thing.

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The organization I was talking about, I went, I would write for them, chose

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for them, and then I was asked to come back and basically take over

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the department, and I jumped at the chance, because I happened to be in

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New York, and I was like, I'll do it.

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And it was great, and one of the things that I would say, and one

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of the things that would happen is that, you drop a line, or you forget

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you're blocking or something happens.

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And I would watch kids completely fall apart and not know what to do.

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And I'm like, okay, it's not.

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It's it's not about, I'm not preparing you to for perfection.

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I'm preparing for you for projection.

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I'm preparing you to keep moving.

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Not perfection, projection.

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Exactly.

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Okay, so it's the situation where It's not about when you get the lines, right?

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And I think we had a conversation about this and it brings you back

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to something that Mike Tyson said.

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Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the face.

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Yes.

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It's all it's all about recovery.

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Exactly.

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I think that's what people care about more.

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Yes.

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'cause I remember when I was in theater school , I was in my

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second semester final performance.

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In front of the whole school.

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. . And what ended up happening was I, there was a point it was Neil

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Simon's Brighton Beach Memoirs.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Or.

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No, that was First Men's, but the second one, I forget what it was,

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but anyway, I had dropped some papers during the scene and completely

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blank in front of everybody.

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And now my classmates told me I was only, I had only blank for five seconds,

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but I thought it was two hours cause I'm sitting here just completely blank.

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And so I then.

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I don't know if I'm going to get it back.

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Obviously, long story short, I finished the scene.

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And this is then the next semester going in is one X to get cast in one X.

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And I'm like there's no chance.

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And there's no chance anybody cast me for anything.

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Cause you thought that you messed up.

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I just.

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completely messed up so gigantically.

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And what ended up happening was that I got cast in all of the one acts.

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And I went to ask my friends in the upper years, I was like, I don't

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understand why you guys cast me because I just messed up so massively.

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And they were like, We didn't care that you messed up.

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The thing that we cared about was the fact that you did mess

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up, but you were able to recover.

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'cause that's going to happen Exactly.

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To getting back on divorce.

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Yeah.

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We need to know that you can recover.

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Yeah.

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And it's and not only recover, but also deliver.

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Yes.

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And it's we're human beings.

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We have our insecurities, we have all of those.

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And so we, all of that stuff, plus the, whatever our families contributed to our.

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I don't know.

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Environment contributes to it.

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Exactly.

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Everything contributes to it.

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So it's it's more so about, okay, so what do, but what do you do?

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What do you do if some, if what you plan to happen does not

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happen, what are you going to do?

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Are you going to stop?

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And a lot of times in, that's what would happen.

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They would stop.

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And I was like, no, do not stop.

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You have to keep going.

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The audience doesn't know.

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They don't, they don't even know.

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I've had situations on stage where literally.

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Doing fight choreography and it was a knife fight and there's a point

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and there's a point where I don't know if it was me or if it was

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my my my, one of my best friend.

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We were playing opposite each other, which is always fun.

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Yeah.

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And.

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We leaned in and then something happened and we actually hit heads.

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We bumped heads.

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All right.

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I'm not even like a tap.

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It was like, bang, hit by each other.

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We both fell out.

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And it was the, it was like the client, the end, the last

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climax and like the finale of the show was this big fight scene.

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And we both fall out, but.

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And the everyone in the cast was like, oh.

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And then 'cause they saw, they could see what happened.

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The audience doesn't know.

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But then we, it felt like you were saying, and it like, it felt like it

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was like 10 minutes that we were out.

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And it wasn't, it was like literally a couple seconds and then we got back up

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and then we went right back into it.

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. And it was a great show, but it was just like, we at the end,

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we were like, yo, you all right?

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Are you all?

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He said yeah.

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I'm good.

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You good?

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Yes, I'm good.

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Okay.

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It's not really about what happens to you.

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It's really about, yeah.

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What you choose to do with those responsive times.

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Gilbert, it's been so great to have you on the show, man, in the the

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first part and the second part is it where we're and we can follow you?

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Oh, yes.

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You still use Facebook.

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It's under my name, Gilbert Glenn Brown, Gilbert G I L B E R T G L E N B R O W N.

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And also same on Instagram, same on Twitter, same on my website.

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All the handles are the same.

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All the handles are the same.

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Yeah.

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Keep it simple.

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Dope.

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It's been so great to have you.

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so much for coming on.

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so much.

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It's been a lot of fun.

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I'm bummed it's, we're done, but.

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But yeah, but no but thank you so much for having me.

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There'll definitely be more great stuff soon.

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And we'll have you back on the show.

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I'd love to.

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I would absolutely love to.

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Yeah.

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Guys, this is Film Center News.

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My name's Derek Johnson II.

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I'm Nicholas Killian.

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And we're here with the great Gilbert Glenn Brown.

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And we'll see you next time.

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See ya.

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