Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from the coast of El Salvador. This one starts the way real life starts, half-laughing at the camera, waves crashing, and two hearts trying to say something simple and true from a rustic little spot in a village called Tequilo.

We look back on a wild, unexpected year (India, holy places, hard lessons, real gratitude), and we share what changed everything for us: getting serious about truth, letting go of the “business” version of spirituality, and praying to be guided to a living spiritual master in a real line of gurus. It’s tender, with affectionate teasing and big, honest statements about bhakti yoga, chanting the Hare Krishna Mahamantra, and what “mercy” feels like when it actually starts working on you from the inside out.

There’s also a personal share about grief, shelter, and the shaky feeling of realizing none of us are ever truly secure in temporary things, then the relief of turning that need for shelter toward God, and toward steady guidance and community. If you’re tired of surface-level fixes, if you’re looking for something sober and real, this episode is for you.

what is that oh

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that's me

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haha I was thinking

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what is that oh

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it's recording as usual hey

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it's your mother Dolce hi ball

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Namaste Mother Dolce no

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no no no

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no no

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no no

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I'm gonna start

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let's go

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hi ball

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Merry Christmas Happy New Year

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un Nuevo años Prospero

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wishing you health and happiness and real

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may you come to have more self and god

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realization in 2026 I'm Madhu Mangla Das

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and I'm Shivamati Das and this is juicy magic on the go

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where are we today we are in El Salvador on the coast

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in a little village called Takio

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and we're staying at a really

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really rustic beautiful Airbnb

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we've decided

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we're gonna just stay here for the rest of our time

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in El Salvador

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uh we just want to thank you

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very much for an incredible year

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maybe you can say a little bit about uh

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maybe you no Gracias um

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maybe you can say a little bit about

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how we started the year

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no Gracias señor

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yeah you speak up'cause the waves are loud

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I can filter them out oh hahaha

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um

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it was an incredible year

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very unexpected

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started with a journey to India in January and February

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and there we went through a lot of adversities

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but we visited a lot of holy places

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so maybe that gave us some good

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well yeah

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we we know for sure that it did

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it gave us some opportunities that came up after we got

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back to North America

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that started in Greece

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with our connection with a very advanced personality

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and she guided us to a saintly person who we were

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so we don't want to get too talky

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talky about it because yeah

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but it's so true when you really search

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and you let go of all the scammers which I did

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haha and I really wanted something real

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and I started searching yeah

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I started searching for a master with a pure heart

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in 2,018 very

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very consciously

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and most of the people that I found were obviously

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not having a pure heart

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and some that I thought that had a pure heart

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turned out to be cheaters

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as well

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with some it took me days

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some with months

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and some it took me years to find out that no

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it's still a business still not real

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so we were very

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very frustrated and sincere in our search and finally

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by the mercy and Grace

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by the mercy and Grace of the people that were

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introducing us to the saintly person

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I think that's the highlight

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is that if you're serious about your eternal life

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um we have many instructing gurus

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but you must find a living

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spiritual master in a line of spiritual masters

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who has realized the truth themselves

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in its full aspect

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not just as Brahman as the impersonal white light

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not just as the localized uh Lord in the heart

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but also as Bhagwan

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all three is the supreme personality of Godhead

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I can never imagine how it would be to meet a real

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spiritual master a real Buddha

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a real vaisnava real Buddha in that case

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but when I saw her the first time

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I had tears in my eyes

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so you will know when you get to that point

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or if you're not sincere you won't

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so yeah

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but then you're not sincere yeah

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so anyone who's sincerely interested in becoming self

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and god realized

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please connect with us

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we will guide you to a bonafide saintly person

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in a long line of living saintly persons

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known as some for dial or parampara

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you can also verify everything in scripture

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there's detailed descriptions of what saints look

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and act and how they

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withhold themselves in life

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we are on the path of practicing yoga

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that is it's a sadhana practice

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of coming to love the Supreme Lord with all our heart

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mind and soul

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and love others as much as we love ourselves

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through this process of devotional service

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to the Supreme being

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the highest yoga system is bhakti yoga

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yeah and once we met her

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changes started happening really fast

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really fast and it went like Ju

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Ju Ju

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and so what a year it's been

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we so we launched excited

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we launched Juicy Magic

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before we came across the saintly person

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and we've had to make some changes yeah

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we don't want to give anything but this absolute truth

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and pass on what we have

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come to accept and the more we accept the truth

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the more we become free from our past entanglements

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get beyond good and bad

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Karma is the goal as well to become free from karma

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because you need a body to reap and sow

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so how do we stop this reaping and sowing

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this is what the process of Sadhana

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back to yoga is all about

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finding out

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a good friend of mine contacted me yesterday

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and he's asking me some very sincere questions

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that's all it takes

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is to come into contact with someone who is sincere

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and following the process sincerely

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I'm not gonna be initiating anyone into this process

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but I can send you to someone who can and will

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and who is qualified there's nothing like it

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so we're so incredibly grateful here at Juicy Magic

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we also received you know

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it's it's not about the clothes

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and the new books and the new looks

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but we did receive new names upon our initiation

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and we're very

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in awe and humbled by that

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it's a very humbling process

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and

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we just want to ask for the forgiveness of our viewers

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for any mistakes we've made or any

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you know knowingly or unknowingly

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anyway we set it down that may have offended anyone

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or it's not the goal of this

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this is a non sectarian universal

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the truth doesn't care if you're Hindu or Muslim

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the truth is the truth yeah

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and we're learning so much every day

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so it's not American or Russian truth

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it's not Democrat or Republican truth

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it's not left or right truth

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it's the truth the absolute truth

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and you shall know the truth

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and the truth will set you free

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free from what free from material bondage

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free from suffering life after life after life

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free from causing other entities harm

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because you haven't had the education to know that

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that's also a child of God

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I want to thank Shimari Dashi

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my wife Maria

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for being on this journey with me together

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and it's been it's very awe inspiring

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you don't have to give up your business

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or your wife or your kids

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or any of these things

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you don't have to sit on a Mountain Top and be like

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a oming

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you know your guts out although that helps

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but it won't hurt if you're sincere

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it'll lead you to the whole purpose of our pilgrimage

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and the whole purpose of pilgrimage

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isn't to visit places

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it's to find a living spiritual master

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that is the ultimate goal

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and then to render loving service to them

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and submissively ask questions of them

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not in a condescending or aggressive manner

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if you're gonna do that just forget about it

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just keep going if you know better

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if you're already a know it all

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then stay in your lane

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but if you've had enough of the horse of the rat shit

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as I call it because horse shit and cow shit is really

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really good shit but rat shit

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I'm sure it serves a purpose somewhere in nature

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but it's not so good for humans and we don't do much

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we don't collect rat shit

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and then put it in our garbage

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can you stop talking about shit

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ha ha ha ha ha yeah

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it's all shit until you get to get off this wheel yeah

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I'm just in total awe how simple this process is

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I'm I'm remembering all these Kundalini exercises

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and this stuff that I did

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and it was very forceful true

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I was always pushing the energy

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and even one of my teachers she said push

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you have to push more and I'm like

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why do I have to push the energy

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those are energies much bigger than us and of course

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we'll destroy we'll come back on you like a tidal wave

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so it's incredible how gentle this process is

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and on the other hand

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gentle but so powerful so real so sober for years

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I won't say what now

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but for years I had quite an issue

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and in my in my mantra meditations

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when I was chanting the Hari Krishna mantra

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my rounds everyday sometimes I pray for something

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and I was praying for this really bad thing to go away

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and then I went through a harsh time remembering lives

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where this came from and I was totally

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horrified because it was such a bad thing

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and I was in this body of this person

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I was this person I knew it

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it's the same nightmare coming again again

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again again

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again where I did that

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so I I got the answer where that came from

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and then I prayed my guts out

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please Krishna

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take it away I don't wanna be like that

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it was horrific please please

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yeah although there were gone desires

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but the memory was still in my body

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and then somehow the desires were still there

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and I I just prayed my God's son

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please take it away

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please let me be your humble servant

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I don't wanna do this anymore

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I don't want this anymore

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please take it away I'll do anything

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and he took it away and it's gone now

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and all by the Grace of our spiritual master

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that's totally incredible

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because I spent 30 years

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always coming back to the same thing

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and it got me into so much trouble

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and now it's gone and in such a gentle way

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it took a while it took a couple weeks

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but it's gone now and I didn't have to do anything

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and now new things will come up yes

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but I think if I went through that

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I will I will manage because I have somebody to turn to

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yes you do

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I can turn to Guru Devi I can turn to Krishna

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I can turn to Rada and they're here

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there's nothing like having a light minded community

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it's not a team process so funny

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you're not you're not joining a team

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but it is very very

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very instructive and it's recommended

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to associate with people that are also

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sincerely interested in learning the absolute truth

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and becoming self realized

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who am I what's my eternal essence position function

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and god realized that who is god

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and how do I serve him with love

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how do I not try to become him

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cause you'll never will be him

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no don't try

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but how do I become godly in qualities

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how do I become righteous

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not like arrogant but righteous in the sense that

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how do I become a real human being as

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as an upstand as the Suki say

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but until we have a taste of this god consciousness

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we remain like dead like the dead

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so all this

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I just read an article yesterday about energy cleaning

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and cleansing and chakra healing

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and like oh my god

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I did that for 30 years and it didn't solve my problems

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it's like the elephants they get clean in the water

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and then

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they come out and throw dirt all over themselves

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it's just forget about it

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you need to I mean

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you can try it keep

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keep doing your thing but if you really want results

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just chant the Hari Krishna mantra and then

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and ask for seek a living spiritual master

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yes they will give you really good instructions

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it's such a difference yeah

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it's such a difference

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and all these cleansings happen

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then anyhow but you don't have to push anything

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it's such a blessing my dad

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it's true mercy that's how true mercy feels

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my dad who I thought was my best friend in life

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my physical father he left his body and it just like

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it ripped apart my illusions that I was somehow secure

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and you still took shelter in him

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I did I sometimes still took shelter in him

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I was trying to take shelter in god

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but it really accelerated

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I'm grateful that he left

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in the sense that it was his time

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there was nothing we could do to change it

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and I gave him everything I could

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and told him everything I needed to tell him

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and I actually introduced him to this process

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and we chanted the Maha mantra together

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but this process really getting serious about it

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and finding a living spiritual master and a community

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has also really really accelerated my ability to

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to deal with the old age I have a long time disease

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a lot of my my current mom in her body

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she's currently in the form of my mom

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she'll be leaving and all of her friends are leaving

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and it's it's really hard to watch

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it's just really hard to struggle in this world

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if we make

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all the temporary names and forms of this world

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our shelter

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and and Jesus

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another saintly person said

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don't do that

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don't build your house at low tide in the sand

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now it doesn't mean we can't love other living entities

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but we should not try to take shelter in them

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because they're not meant to give us shelter

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that's why Jesus said Love God

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Abba Govinda the supreme personality of Godhead

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the supreme person with all your heart

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mind soul

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your very being

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and once we start to do that

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we start to feel more love

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real love for others not this business

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get you to sign up for something or join this

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or let's get you saved all this

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these are still very much material conceptions

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salvationism liberation theology

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religiosity piety

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these are all not the goal

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the goal unequivocally is

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absolute love for the supreme personality of Godhead

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pure love for him and then love for all living entities

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who are all in our one giant family

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this is unity and diversity

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so this year has been the greatest

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the greatest year ever for both of us

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yeah

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I was fortunate to come across such a saintly person in

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in Hawaii in 1999 but I wasn't able to

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I wasn't ready and I wasn't mature enough

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and I fell away so if you're going through hell

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keep going don't give up

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but maybe give in a little bit

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surrender a little bit to something higher

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admitting that you need

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we can't do this on our own no

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not only do we need to have God

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but we need this or maybe somebody can

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but they're really really rare

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and there would have to be some sort of thingy God

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but still even the demigods have a spiritual master

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we have to look at Lord Brahma instructed Narada Muni

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from

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the greatest transcendental spaceman in cosmic history

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so don't try don't try to be like

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follow the saintly persons

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they all Jesus Christ

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did not teach

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until he surrendered fully at the feet of his living

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in the flesh spiritual master

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Saint John why not follow his perfect example

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just first find such a master

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Jesus didn't have to look far

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cause it was all set up that way

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but what did God say

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this is my good son with whom I'm really well pleased

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and Jesus says to us the least among you is capable

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what I have done and more

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so actually trust in Jesus and follow his example

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find a living saint

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seek a confidential knowledge from them

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open your heart to them

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but first also know that there are many false

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oh yeah teachers out there

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so make sure you find always pray

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let me know and come to the absolute truth

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no matter how inconvenient

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no matter how difficult or strange it might seem

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so their teaching it may be actually contrary to what

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the religiosity or liberation

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in personal meditation that you've been doing

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but it will actually satisfy

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it will give you the taste for

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that you are always anxious

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that I'm always anxious

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that every living entity is always

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searching for the nectar of love for God

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hi Bolly

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hi Krishna

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Merry Christmas Merry Christmas

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and I want to thank I want to thank you

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our audience I want to thank the entire Boomi Devi

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who is the demigod responsible

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or the devotee responsible for the earth

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she is the presiding Devi of this earth

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I want to thank all the living entities

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all the material elements that belong to god

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all of the opportunities and challenges we've had

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of course we want to thank her divine Grace

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uh Shamarani Didi

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um we want to thank all the great acharyas

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and our shikshayogis

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like Bhakti Vedanta Narayan Goswami

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Maharaj Bhakti Vedanta Swami

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Prabhupad Bhakti Vedanta Keshav Maharaj

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Bhakti Vedanta Sadanta Goswami

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one of our living Shiksha Gurus

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I want to thank Jagat Guru Sri

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Sri Nanda Paramahansa

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and all of his incredible devotees around the world

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I literally have had hundreds of people

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try to give me this information in such a loving way

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and I'm a very slow learner

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so I'm sorry please forgive me

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and thanks for tuning in and we hope that our journeys

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as we try to share some confidential mistakes

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bloopers

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real problems and challenges on this beautiful path

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back home

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back to Godhead

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back to the spiritual kingdom that Jesus is describing

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but are so much more vividly described in the Shrimad

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Bhagavatam

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just you know

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Baki Rosenberg to send you all these books that were

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that Lord Chaitanya asked his disciples to

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to write about only 550 years ago

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so so close

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we're still reaching out and touching that rupenuga

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varga that living

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electrified line

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of which we are just trying to be dust particles

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haha in

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we would be blessed to be dust particles

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at the lotus feet yes

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so thank you for watching

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this is juicy magic on the go and let us know

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we're very interested to excuse me

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with World Cup coming up in June

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we want to use this platform this global

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gambling fiasco which is really what it is

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but would like to use the opportunity to have a Bagavad

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Gita as it is retreat

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let us know if you're interested

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it would all be free we would require a small donation

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to cover some of the food that we'll purchase

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but it will just be good

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the retail

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cost of the food that we're going to be making

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we're gonna be showing people how they can sanctify uh

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material food

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so that it becomes free from karmic reaction

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and becomes for shad mercy

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the lord's mercy

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we want to show people how they can learn to

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actually meditate on god

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and become really happy and free

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I will introduce you some wonderful literature

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some people and some taxes will have some bonfires

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we'll stay very close to the house

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and the land that we have

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that we are currently stewarding

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nothing in the world belongs to us

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it's God's property

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but we've been tasked with stewarding

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and shepherding this particular property for for now

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and we're going to try our best to

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could use it for our loving service

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and we'll introduce you to our guru David

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and we may have some guests uh

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on video there's some very

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very wonderful god sisters and god brothers

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who can come and

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highlight certain aspects of this path

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and if you're really

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really interested in knowing the absolute truth

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if you're tired of all the charlatans

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or business transactions in the name of spirituality

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if you really

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really want to know the absolute truth and

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and practice a path that will help you now and later

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that will help you and every living entity

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that's good now and later

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good for you and the whole world

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good for not just humans but all life forms

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and learn the truth of Lord Jesus Christ's teachings

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and how they're applied right here and now

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then please contact us and we'll we'll make it happen

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it'll be amazing it'll be a first for us boy

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it's a challenge it's scary that you know

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and exciting to think about this

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but this is I think what will be yeah

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small groups but this is for six weeks so anyway yeah

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6 weeks bug of a Gita every day mantra

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meditation ketones

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you'll actually learn how to pray in a group with two

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or three or more people

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in the name of the Lord

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and there he will be between us and around us

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and in us

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and we'll just be polishing the the heart

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hi bro

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hi Krishna

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Happy New Year May peace prevail in our hearts

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may peace prevail in our families

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and may peace prevail on earth

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God bless god blesses everyone

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but let us return the favor of his mercy

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and start to think of him

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think of what will please him

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think of what will make him happy

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then we'll start to get off this wheel of the endless

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Nini Nini mine mine

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mine mine I I

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I I

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instead it's Harry

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Krishna Harry Krishna

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Krishna Krishna Harry Harry

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Harry Rama Harry

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Rama Rama

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Rama Harry

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special shout out to Krishna Walla Badasi

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and our awesome god brother

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who's been patiently helping us

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and of course secret Veda guards and your Grace

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Shamarani Didi Namaste Haribo

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thank you so much Harry Christina