What happens when a chance phone call and a Facebook search lead to discovering hidden family secrets?
This episode dives into the emotional rollercoaster of uncovering long-lost siblings and reconnecting with a fragmented past, something many of us long for or have experienced in our own lives.
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::Hello and a heartfelt welcome to all our
listeners as we embark on season four of
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::the Family Twist podcast.
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::I'm Kendall Austin Stulce and my life's
story is a tapestry of unexpected turns
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::from being adopted as an infant to losing
my adopted parents by the time I was 17.
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::And then in a twist of fate, finding my
birth family through the magic of DNA
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::testing in 2017.
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::And I'm Corey Stulce, Kendall's partner on
this life adventure.
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::When we uncovered his paternal birth
family's roots on the East Coast, I knew
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::our next chapter was calling us there to
mend the missing pieces of Kendall's heart
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::with the love of newfound relatives.
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::Our podcast began as a single thread, a
narrative of my own, but it is woven into
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::a vibrant quilt of stories celebrating the
complexities of DNA surprises, adoption,
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::donor conception, NPEs, not the parent
expected.
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::Surrogacy and the myriad ways families
come together.
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::We've been welcomed into an incredible
community with each guest sharing their
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::own family twist.
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::And through it all, we found strength in
each other.
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::Thank you for letting us share our passion
and these remarkable stories with you.
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::The bonds we formed with you, our
listeners, and the stories you share have
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::only deepened our commitment to this
journey.
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::Family Twist isn't just a podcast, it's a
celebration of the unexpected ties that
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::bind us all.
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::Thank you for joining us on this fantastic
ride.
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::Welcome back to season four of the Family
Twist podcast.
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::For those of you who have been listening
for a while, you might've forgotten the
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::beginning of my story, but my father,
Scott, got my mother pregnant when they
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::were both teenagers, and I was given away
for adoption.
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::And then he quickly got a second girl
pregnant.
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::And I say girl because she was not an
adult yet.
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::And...
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::And he was not either.
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::And that baby was given up for adoption.
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::And then he got a third girl pregnant,
married her and raised my brother, Chris,
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::that you've heard from before and you're
going to hear from in this episode.
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::And my sister, Monica.
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::Chris starts off the episode with a
reminder of what it was like to meet me
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::six years ago.
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::And then how he prompted our dad to help
us figure out who my birth mother was and
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::where she was and that sort of thing.
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::We start the episode with that.
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::And then Corey talks to Chris about, and I
do too, talk to Chris about finding our
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::brother, Todd.
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::The office where I worked had six desks
and often four people were sitting in
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::there with me at the same moment.
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::But it was just like the perfect time.
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::There was nobody there.
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::I feel like I, you and I had a chance to
talk without feeling like other people are
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::listening.
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::And it was just, it was of course amazing.
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::And you told me so much in the first
minute of that call that I didn't know.
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::Yeah.
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::It must've been amazing.
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::Weight coming off your shoulders and with
every word I was giving you, it had to
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::have been like,
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::In your mind, you must've had a million
questions and I'm giving you bits and
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::pieces that are just checking boxes for
you.
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::It's like I said, it's such a different,
I'm on the opposite end of it.
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::And I'm not, none of that.
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::My questions are, wow, does he look like
dad?
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::Does he sound like dad?
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::Does he look, is he as tall as dad?
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::Is he look like me?
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::Like there, my questions were more simple.
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::What was his life like?
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::But I didn't, I wasn't in the dark.
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::I was raised.
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::I.
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::by him, I had all of those things already
answered.
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::Well, when you and I got off the phone,
still nobody had come up into the office
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::where I was and so nobody disturbed me,
but that office had a rooftop, we had a
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::access to a rooftop deck and nobody was
out there.
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::And I remember opening the door right by
my desk, going out onto the rooftop deck
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::and sobbed for just minutes.
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::I just.
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::I was overwhelmed.
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::Oh sure.
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::Just sure overwhelmed.
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::And I remember going downstairs in the
office saying, and people looked at me
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::like I had just seen a ghost or something
like that, like I looked physically
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::affected and I remember Jamie, one of my
colleagues who was just fantastic, she
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::said, what's wrong Kendall?
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::And I was like, nothing, actually
nothing's wrong.
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::This is like the most wonderful moment.
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::And I just started spewing verbally
spewing.
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::telling everybody who was in there all
staring at me like in disbelief and they
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::all start crying to hear somebody say that
you're my brother and you're telling me
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::the name of my mother.
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::It felt very surreal.
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::Right.
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::I actually thought I was having an outer
body.
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::I would think you must have been like
almost ready to pass out.
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::I would have a hard time breathing
normally.
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::And I would, I would be probably in a
position where I need to like literally
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::focus on my breathing or I'm going to lose
it.
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::Yeah.
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::You know, that, that is, that is amazing.
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::Yeah.
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::I remember you being really polite about,
I know they're not, you're not related to
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::them, but you think there's any way that
you could help me find who they were.
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::I think I can.
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::So I called dad right away and said, I
want more details.
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::What do you mean?
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::No, no, no.
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::It was probably half drunk.
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::I said, she has siblings.
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::Do you know anything about her parents'
names?
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::Tell me what you know about her father,
that type of stuff.
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::And then he'd say, Oh, yeah.
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::And the sister.
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::What's her real name, dad?
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::Come on.
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::He struggled for a little while and he
came up with, he goes, dad was not an air
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::force guy, Navy guy.
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::Like I was like, I didn't realize any
other branch was on a what is air for.
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::I don't, I'm just dumb to that.
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::I didn't know.
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::So I said, Oh, I said, that's interesting.
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::So I, I typed in her name, your mom's
name, her sister's name, Navy obituary,
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::Arkansas.
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::I think that's what I put in is all my and
first hit you knew it was, it was a, it
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::was a perfect hit when you read the
obituary and it referenced her name being.
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::Yeah, exactly.
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::So I was like, Oh my God, I just found out
who they are, where they are.
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::He has, he has more siblings.
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::We're going to talk about how you found
out that you had brothers.
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::I've referenced before on the podcast
about there were bad moments in my life
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::where
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::I got myself into some trouble with dad.
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::Dad would hit me or whatever.
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::I'd get upset and whimper upstairs and
he'd always have some sort of sorrow or
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::will to apologize and come up and then lay
down and say, I'm sorry.
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::And I shouldn't have done that and all
that type of stuff.
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::And then for at least two moments where he
said, don't ever forget, you're my number
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::one son.
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::Well, it's just me and Monica.
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::That makes no sense.
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::And I would say I was probably 11 or 12 is
my guess.
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::Well, you do have another brother.
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::And that just changed everything in my
head.
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::I'm like, Oh my God, I have an older
brother.
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::He told me the whole story about his
girlfriend and how young he was.
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::And that they had a son.
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::And the only thing that he knew was that
he was named after him.
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::Just this thing in the back of your mind
after that, you don't really put a lot of
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::thought into it as a kid.
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::Every once in a while, if something would
ever come up about adoption, you'd think
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::about it or, but the way he described it,
it was in Arkansas.
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::There's no way back then there was no
worldwide web.
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::There was no way to find anything.
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::So I just gave up pretty early on in my
life that I would never find to have a
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::brother.
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::So what could you do?
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::Right.
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::So I really didn't put a ton of thought
into it for my early years.
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::And then as you get older and then the
internet became a thing, you start looking
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::into it and getting more deeply involved
and trying to figure stuff out about, you
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::know, quote unquote, Scott, which is
Kendall.
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::But before that happened, I learned that I
had a second brother.
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::How'd that come out?
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::It happened after college because my
girlfriend and I had broken up and I
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::needed a place to live.
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::So I moved back in with my parents for
about two months.
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::And during that two month stint.
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::There was a phone call.
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::And as always, my dad never touched the
phone.
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::The phone was never for him.
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::It was always for my mother.
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::And my mother picks up the phone.
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::She's like, Scott, the phone's for you.
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::He goes, what?
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::That was always like, that was never a
thing.
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::Who's calling me?
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::Why would someone call me?
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::You know, she's like, no, it's Kathy from
high school.
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::He's like, what?
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::She wants to talk to you.
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::He was on the phone with her probably 20
minutes, 25 minutes.
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::which was a longer conversation.
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::She's not on the phone with anybody ever.
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::I'd never heard him on the phone ever.
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::And he gets off the phone.
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::He's white as a ghost.
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::And he says, whoa, apparently I have
another son.
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::It's like this really pathetic admittance
that- Guess what I did.
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::Had you ever heard of her before?
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::No, never.
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::Heard of her- Because you and your mom,
Anna, they knew each other.
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::Oh yeah, they were friends.
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::They were friends.
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::My mom was friends with her and they were
pregnant at the same time.
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::Yeah, I was they went to, um, unwed
mothers, whatever it was called, unwed
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::mothers program in the town that they were
in.
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::They were both in there.
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::There's some sort of support thing that
both of them were in.
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::At the same time, six months apart.
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::They were probably only simultaneously
pregnant for about five or six weeks.
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::Because I was premature.
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::So it was Kendall.
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::The one thing that after it all came out.
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::My mother would say your dad always denied
said there's no way Because from my
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::understanding is that they will wait
together once at least to that point where
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::there was risk That's all it takes good.
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::Whatever the truth is he wholeheartedly
never believed that was just his game and
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::According to her there was nobody else
that equipped them.
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::She's very confident Did she say to Scott
why she waited so long to bring this up?
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::This is my understanding of it.
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::I think she had a long held grudge.
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::His stance at that age back then too, was
that this is not my kid.
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::So she might have confronted him before
and he said no way, not mine.
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::Right.
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::Disagreed, fought it, whatever.
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::He was probably already in love with my
mother, probably already pregnant with me
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::and definitely did not want anything else.
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::Get in the way is my guess.
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::Dad loved to brag about his time, you
know.
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::as a teenager and how many girls he had.
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::He was living in the woods and it was
basically a party every weekend.
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::He would brag about that stuff even when I
was 13, 14, 15.
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::Oh, wow.
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::Okay.
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::You know, made me think that was normal,
like a normal way to try to be.
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::He was clearly.
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::Put into a position where he could not
fight that anymore.
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::But even though that was the case, he
still had a doubt because the conversation
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::was she said, your son is coming up.
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::from where he's been living his entire
life, where his adoptive parents live, and
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::he's coming up to meet me.
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::And I think he had, oddly enough, had come
to Massachusetts his entire life.
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::Every summer, I think, he'd spent time up
here.
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::So all along, he was always within
probably 100 miles.
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::I never knew it.
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::I think he was combining his trip to see
some family, some of his adopted family up
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::here, and agreed to meet his.
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::his birth mother for the very first time.
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::Now how did she connect with him?
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::Well I don't know anything for certain,
but I know that supposedly it was a sealed
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::adoption and she was not supposed to have
any knowledge of where he ended up going
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::or any of that stuff.
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::My understanding is probably, I don't know
if I should say this or not, that she made
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::some claims about her health and that she
really needed to pass on the potential her
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::or offspring might experience.
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::So they agreed to unseal it for that
purpose.
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::Really interesting because that is like
one of the main things that we're fighting
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::for right now with closed adoptions is
that these kids need to know.
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::They need to know if there's health risks.
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::You give up a child and you sign away your
rights.
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::And deep down when you were a teenager,
you're probably not really prepared to
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::live with that.
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::Right.
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::At that time, you don't realize what
you're preparing to live with.
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::Right.
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::Yeah.
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::So I think she had serious regrets.
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::Yeah.
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::And desperate.
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::But that really wanted to see this child.
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::I look, I have to admit, I would have done
that or more.
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::Yeah.
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::I would want to know my child.
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::Yeah.
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::Right.
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::You do whatever you have to do to find
them.
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::Yeah.
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::That's who I am.
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::But oh, completely.
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::Yeah.
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::Well, the.
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::Info we received was that he was going to
be coming up from North Carolina to
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::Massachusetts, to the Cape, where, you
know, where he was conceived, took visit
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::family and to meet his birth mother on the
Cape.
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::Our uncle, Sean, still lived on the Cape
and it was about 15 miles away from where
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::we lived in New Hampshire.
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::So dad being a, not much for any sort of
confrontation with something he might find
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::uncomfortable like that.
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::And B.
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::He hates traveling.
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::He doesn't like driving long distances.
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::He gets high anxiety.
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::I knew that his response was, I don't want
to go.
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::He was kind of trying to find a way out of
it.
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::So what he did was he asked Sean if he
could meet this kid and determine if he
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::quite possibly looks like him, where he
could possibly be his kid.
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::If he looked like me, he would say, he's
not your kid.
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::He doesn't look like you, Scott.
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::I think he was literally painting a house
and Kathy and Todd, our brother, pulled up
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::to his job site to meet Sean.
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::And Sean had not necessarily kept in touch
with Kathy, but had seen her around town
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::and knew newer, they always had been, they
knew each other in high school and all
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::that stuff's later on called and said,
Scott, he's yours 100%.
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::He looks like you blonde hair, blue eyes,
walks like you even almost.
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::Talks like you, has no ass like you.
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::That's your boy.
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::Immediately he's just you, but bigger.
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::What was Scott's reaction?
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::I think he felt even more worried.
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::I think he was like, oh God, this whole
time I never thought it.
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::I just never believed it.
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::I think deep down he really didn't.
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::I think he thought that Cathy was just not
telling the truth.
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::It was really a big surprise for him and I
think he had to come to grips with it and
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::he did.
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::I think by the evening.
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::He agreed that we needed to go down to the
Cape that next morning.
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::So that was the plan.
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::We were gonna go down.
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::And I think all four of us were going,
Monica, me, mom, dad.
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::I believe we even packed some stuff into
the car.
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::We were getting ready to go and the phone
rang and it was Kathy.
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::And she said, Todd does not wanna meet
you.
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::She was speaking on his behalf.
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::And I think my father was relieved.
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::I was bummed.
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::I wanted to meet my brother.
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::Here I am.
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::I never thought I'd ever meet you.
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::I just found out I have another brother.
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::I gotta meet this guy, you know?
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::So that got shot down and then that was
it.
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::If he doesn't wanna meet us, then that's
totally, I'm gonna respect that or I'll
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::never push.
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::That was my belief from that point was
I'll just never push and that was it.
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::I gave up on that altogether, you know,
thought about him.
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::Wondered how your lives were, what you
guys had for similarities, all that stuff.
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::And always had you guys both in the back
of my mind.
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::Occasionally would do internet searches
trying to find adoption Databases and see
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::if I could find any information about
either of you really not knowing much like
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::other than Your name given and I now knew
Todd's name But still really didn't know
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::what to look up But I never really looked
for Todd because I thought his wish was to
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::not be found Yeah in 2015 Fast forward,
what's that 20 years almost 19 years later
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::I got invited by friends and dad got
invited to go to Loudon, New Hampshire for
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::NASCAR, which for me was just about
tailgating.
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::I had zero interest in the race car part
of it.
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::All right, I'm going to be with friends
and family.
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::This sounds like a plan.
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::Let's do it.
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::And I wanted the experience.
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::You see what it was like.
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::And we had a great, great day.
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::It was just a hot, fun, drinking, fun,
beer.
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::There are a few beers.
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::few beers?
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::Just a few every couple of minutes.
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::We had the ride home from Loudon.
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::I dropped him off back at his place and on
route we're having some good
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::heart-to-hearts and stuff and I was
talking about his life and talking about
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::how I wish he would slow down his drinking
and you know what were his regrets in life
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::and I said do you ever think about your
sons your other two sons?
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::He says I do.
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::I think about them from time to time.
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::Of course I do.
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::I just
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::wonder if they hate me.
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::And he was always worried about that.
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::He was always scared that the two of you
would come back and just bludgeon him.
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::Like he just had that deep rooted fear.
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::You guys wanted to just kill him.
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::I said, the first one's name is Scott.
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::And we talked about you for awhile.
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::And I said, the second one is, is Todd.
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::I goes, I think that's what it was.
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::Right.
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::I go, yeah.
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::And I got home at like midnight and after
dropping him off and I got onto Facebook.
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::And started searching that name and typing
in North Carolina with the name.
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::And it came up with like 20 hits.
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::I clicked on the first one and his photos
were not protected.
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::And I started skipping through his photos
and I go, Oh my God.
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::He's a Clark.
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::I mean, there's a couple of pictures that
he looks just like dad.
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::When dad was younger.
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::There's pictures of Todd.
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::When he, when he's like.
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::in his 30s and he looks like dad in his
30s.
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::Oh, he's my, this guy right here, I'm
looking at my brother right now.
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::This is just surreal.
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::Literally, I had no doubts.
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::What were you feeling like?
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::I mean, what were your emotions?
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::I think Karen was asleep, so there was
nobody to talk to about it.
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::At that exact moment, I'm like, holy crap,
holy crap, this is my brother for sure.
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::And I sent him a message on Messenger and
I said, my name is Chris Clark, my dad is
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::Scott Clark.
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::Does that mean anything to you?
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::I thought maybe I'll get a note back in
the next week or two.
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::And I think it was like less than 15
minutes later.
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::He said, that would make you my brother.
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::This was after midnight.
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::That was when we connected and we, I think
we, I think we talked that night.
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::If I remember correctly, we talked that
night.
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::Wow.
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::Yeah.
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::For quite a while.
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::I think, you know, him learning that and,
you know, I think obviously that must have
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::been pretty exciting for him.
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::What was immediately relating to me was
that it wasn't true that he did not want
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::to know us.
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::He did and Kathy had made the whole thing
up.
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::Mm-hmm.
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::What did she tell him?
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::I think she must have told him they didn't
want to come down and talk to him.
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::Was he like torn about this or was he just
like feeling weird about it?
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::About me reaching out?
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::Just in general because after this whole
weird thing she obviously told him you
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::guys were going to meet and at the last
minute she called it off.
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::Yeah, which I'm sure she could not have
admitted to him.
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::There's no way, because here she is trying
to create a relationship with him.
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::And then if he was okay with meeting us,
then there's no way he could have.
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::Been okay with her saying, no, I called
this off.
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::Why would he, why would he be okay with
that?
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::Right?
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::I would not have been.
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::She's the villain in this story for sure.
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::She's the twisted of the twist.
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::I don't want to say anything bad, but no,
but we're not going to invite her on.
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::So we talked.
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::And boy, he gave me a full rundown of his
life.
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::And the thing I, you know, hopefully
someday he'll come on and tell you about
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::it.
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::I don't think it's my place to say his
story, but there were some things that,
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::you know, growing up that he was yearning
for knowing who his real parents were.
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::And when I told him what it was really
like to be raised by his father, I don't
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::think he felt so bad about his upbringing.
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::We ended up meeting.
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::Within maybe six or eight months after
that, he had come up for a wedding for his
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::extended families that they're all in
Massachusetts or in New England.
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::In the middle of the reception, he skipped
out to hang out with us for about two
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::hours.
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::We went to a restaurant, maybe an eighth
of a mile from the reception hall.
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::And that was you, Scott.
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::And Monica.
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::Was Scott asking him questions?
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::Not much.
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::I think he was just in awe of all of it.
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::And, you know, he'd say stuff like, wow,
you know, that simple.
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::I'm just really kind of happy.
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::You don't want to kill me.
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::What was the look on his face when he saw
his son that he'd never met before?
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::He said, you're definitely a Clark.
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::And I said more than me.
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::He goes, yeah, he is more than you.
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::That's amazing how much time looks.
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::What was it like for you laying your eyes
on Todd for the first time?
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::Having Facebook gives you a really good
understanding who you're gonna meet So
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::nothing was a major surprise other than
like just the how big he is.
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::Yeah.
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::Oh my god.
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::He's Every bit of six line backs three.
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::Yeah He is the size I had hoped to be we
had a great two hours with him He and I
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::probably have one really good conversation
a year, you know I'd probably connect
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::another one to two times a year.
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::Other than that, we don't talk a ton
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::But it's not because we don't like each
other.
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::It's just cause he's a pretty to himself
type of guy.
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::Kind of like Scott.
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::Yep.
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::I give him a heads up on dads.
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::Let's call him his traits.
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::And he is like, oh, well, that's good to
know.
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::Like he's appreciative to know that
there's probably a reason behind some of
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::the things he's experiencing.
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::I hope we can get together again.
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::I know at some point.
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::when we're empty nesters, we'll be making
a trek down to the Carolinas.
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::I think the three brothers need to get
together.
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::Absolutely.
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::Yeah.
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::I would love that.
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::That would be great.
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::Now Kendall, Kendall's met Todd.
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::What was your gut reaction when you laid
eyes on him for the first time?
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::Well, I mean, I already felt, felt like a
Clark, but Todd made me feel that much
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::more.
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::Did you see a lot of your dad in him?
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::Absolutely.
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::Like Todd was very jovial.
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::I found that about our dad as well.
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::Yeah.
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::It was wonderful.
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::Big booming voice.
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::Oh my gosh.
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::You know, the room, like whether he's
trying to or not, it's just, it's just a
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::different type of depth and volume to it.
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::Right.
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::Both of them have that.
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::And I'm not that person.
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::Well, you know what your voice, you have a
deeper voice.
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::It's prominent.
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::Right.
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::Yeah.
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::I think your vocal cords are coming.
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::Oh, the clocks for sure.
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::Everybody loves your voice on the podcast.
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::They said you have a voice for radio.
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::That's where I started out.