Restless Viking Radio — Season One, Episode Eight
Part 5 of the Cape Jones Saga
We’re camped on the rocks at Longue Pointe with ten people, freighter canoes below us, and a simple problem: we need two boats, and we have one.
At 6:30 in the morning, Jimmie shows up early.
Wind’s right. Tide’s right.
We go now.
What follows is a long, cold run up the coast of James Bay—threading islands, reading water by inches, standing for hours in the bow—toward a place that doesn’t announce itself and doesn’t promise anything.
This episode isn’t about arrival.
It’s about permission, patience, and the quiet competence of a man who doesn’t explain himself.
Cape Jones felt like an ending.
It wasn’t.
Welcome back to Restless Viking Radio.
Speaker:This is season one, episode eight, and
Speaker:it's part five of the Cape Jones series.
Speaker:The part where the map stops
Speaker:being a concept and becomes wind,
Speaker:tide, and a man named Jimmie, who
Speaker:does not waste words on feelings.
Speaker:If you've ever tried to lead a group into
Speaker:something remote, you know this truth.
Speaker:The plan doesn't break all at once.
Speaker:It breaks in tiny polite increments.
Speaker:Until you look at your watch and
Speaker:realize the day is left without you.
Speaker:Alright, let's go to Longue Pointe.
Speaker:This episode takes place on the
Speaker:shore of Longue Pointe on James Bay.
Speaker:We're camped on the rocks with
Speaker:10 people freighter canoes
Speaker:down the hill, and one problem.
Speaker:We need two boats and we have one.
Speaker:And for reasons I still can't
Speaker:fully explain, Jimmie shows
Speaker:up at six 30 in the morning.
Speaker:I was still a little bleary-eyed as
Speaker:I crawled outta the back of my Jeep.
Speaker:Our camp on the shore of
Speaker:Longue Pointe was still quiet.
Speaker:We were a lonely arrangement of Jeeps on
Speaker:the rocks above the receding morning tide.
Speaker:A few of our team were just getting
Speaker:started with breakfast and coffee.
Speaker:The sound of gravel and tires
Speaker:faded into the calm morning sounds.
Speaker:I looked up to see Jimmy's
Speaker:truck slowly rounding the curve.
Speaker:Wow.
Speaker:I thought he's early.
Speaker:It was 6:30 in the morning when
Speaker:we had talked during our awkward
Speaker:negotiation the day before
Speaker:we seemed to settle
Speaker:between eight and nine.
Speaker:JImmie said he would find another
Speaker:freighter canoe and guide and meet
Speaker:us where we camped in mid-morning.
Speaker:I slowly walked through the wet weeds to
Speaker:the gravel road, still a little sleepy.
Speaker:The air was fresh,
Speaker:chilled, and a little damp.
Speaker:The sun was new and the light was dim.
Speaker:He slowly rolled to a stop with his window
Speaker:down and stared at the canoes, lined up
Speaker:just down the hill without looking at me.
Speaker:He put his truck in park, opened
Speaker:the door, and stepped out.
Speaker:I searched his face.
Speaker:He continued looking downhill.
Speaker:Hey, I said a little surprised.
Speaker:He was so early.
Speaker:He nodded.
Speaker:Still looking away this
Speaker:time at the quiet ocean.
Speaker:He seemed to be sizing everything up.
Speaker:I thought you said between eight and nine.
Speaker:I said trying to cover the
Speaker:fact that we weren't ready.
Speaker:Wind, tide good.
Speaker:We go now.
Speaker:He said with a nod to the ocean.
Speaker:I paused.
Speaker:No second canoe.
Speaker:I inquired.
Speaker:He smiled, glanced at me.
Speaker:A crooked, satisfied smile.
Speaker:That was his answer.
Speaker:We had 10 people and
Speaker:room for five, maybe six.
Speaker:I hesitated so.
Speaker:Two trips.
Speaker:He said, okay.
Speaker:I said, we get ready.
Speaker:I hesitated.
Speaker:I'd said it the way he would've.
Speaker:He nodded, still intently staring at
Speaker:the boats at the bottom of the hill.
Speaker:I started turning to walk away
Speaker:and followed his gaze down to
Speaker:the boats to see if there was a
Speaker:polar bear or something important.
Speaker:Nothing.
Speaker:We gathered at camp.
Speaker:Everyone had a curious look.
Speaker:We had doubts that a second
Speaker:trip would be possible.
Speaker:We discussed who would
Speaker:go on the first trip.
Speaker:I was a little optimistic that if we
Speaker:hurried on the first trip, we could
Speaker:make it back in time for the second one.
Speaker:At 35 miles an hour, we could go
Speaker:over 70 miles in two hours, spend 30
Speaker:minutes on site, then return by noon
Speaker:or by 1:00 PM for the second round.
Speaker:I would later learn how
Speaker:optimistic that was.
Speaker:We chose the five for the first trip.
Speaker:Those who had been with the team the
Speaker:longest, I hesitated, tried Feebly
Speaker:to give up my spot, but they insisted
Speaker:they knew I had planned to reach
Speaker:Cape Jones for more than a decade.
Speaker:To this day, I have a deep appreciation
Speaker:for them in their unwavering kindness.
Speaker:We weren't crossing James Bay.
Speaker:We were working our way north,
Speaker:following the coast, threading islands
Speaker:and shoals all the way to Cape Jones.
Speaker:After we gathered our gear, we walked
Speaker:down to the gravel beach crunching across
Speaker:stones passed over 60 freighter canoes, a
Speaker:silent, heavy fleet waiting for the tide.
Speaker:Jimmie had a small generator
Speaker:charging a sat phone.
Speaker:His attention was absolute
Speaker:as he methodically arranged
Speaker:seven large jugs of fuel.
Speaker:He shifted the heavy
Speaker:cans and rearranged gear.
Speaker:his movements were
Speaker:efficient and economical.
Speaker:We fell in line, helping without
Speaker:instruction or conversation.
Speaker:Then without saying a word, he reached
Speaker:into the back of his truck, pulled
Speaker:out six halfpipes, and dropped them on
Speaker:the gravel behind his 24 foot canoe.
Speaker:A 60 horsepower motor
Speaker:hung from the transom.
Speaker:It was old and the prop
Speaker:was pretty dinged up.
Speaker:I swallowed as I walked around to
Speaker:the other side without saying a word.
Speaker:Jimmie positioned himself on the canoe
Speaker:and began pushing it to the water.
Speaker:Finally realizing what he was doing.
Speaker:We quickly grabbed the gunwhales to help.
Speaker:We slid the canoe closer to
Speaker:the water by about six feet.
Speaker:Jimmie picked up a
Speaker:halfpipe from the front.
Speaker:He walked with casual patience
Speaker:to the back and dropped it.
Speaker:We pushed again for another four
Speaker:feet and repositioned a halfpipe.
Speaker:After almost a dozen of those
Speaker:maneuvers, the boat was floating.
Speaker:Then Jimmie loaded gear
Speaker:without conversation.
Speaker:We loaded our gear, climbed in, and
Speaker:positioned ourselves in the seats.
Speaker:The last piece of gear a cased shotgun was
Speaker:placed in the bow, and then Jimmie loaded
Speaker:his truck and drove away to park it.
Speaker:When he returned, he pushed us all further
Speaker:out into the water than climbed in.
Speaker:He fiddled with a motor for a couple
Speaker:minutes, occasionally pulling the cord.
Speaker:The rest of us used the hand carved
Speaker:paddles to move slowly from the shore.
Speaker:Then the motor roared to life.
Speaker:The canoe vibrated and the gear
Speaker:rattled against the hull with
Speaker:a clunk, we were in reverse and
Speaker:slowly backing away from the shore.
Speaker:The others watched us launch
Speaker:two, following for a while in
Speaker:their kayaks before turning back.
Speaker:The rest looked from
Speaker:shore with another clunk.
Speaker:We came about to starboard.
Speaker:The canoe shuttered.
Speaker:I positioned myself at the bow of the
Speaker:canoe expecting a rough but exciting ride.
Speaker:This is it 70 more miles.
Speaker:When we finally reach our goal, 35
Speaker:gallons of fuel and seven tank changes,
Speaker:and we'll be back from Cape Jones.
Speaker:I was pretty excited.
Speaker:Cape Jones is one of those places
Speaker:with very little written history.
Speaker:The name was given by the English
Speaker:sometime in the 17th century.
Speaker:In 1961, it was officially
Speaker:renamed Pointe Louis XIV.
Speaker:A fact, most of the people living
Speaker:within 300 miles seem unaware of.
Speaker:It's a long, rocky point stretching
Speaker:into the sea marking where James Bay
Speaker:gives way to Hudson Bay, treeless, and
Speaker:exposed right in the middle of the Cape.
Speaker:Sits MCL site number 4 10,
Speaker:an abandoned radar station my
Speaker:father would've recognized.
Speaker:My father, who adopted me at three
Speaker:months served on BMEWS radar sites
Speaker:a thousand miles North, but he
Speaker:hadn't just stayed on the base.
Speaker:He explored traded rides in military
Speaker:trucks for dogsled rides with the Inuit
Speaker:and Greenland wandered through abandoned
Speaker:towns in Alaska, actually reading letters
Speaker:left in the post office decades before.
Speaker:He was curious about the north
Speaker:in a way most servicemen weren't.
Speaker:We motored north through a
Speaker:maze of rocky treeless islands.
Speaker:Jimmie would expertly maneuver
Speaker:through shallow passes with just a
Speaker:few inches between hull and rock.
Speaker:He would lift the motor glide over
Speaker:a line of barely submerged rocks,
Speaker:then drop the motor and accelerate.
Speaker:He would then position the
Speaker:tiller between his legs to steer.
Speaker:He kept his hands in his pockets as he
Speaker:surveyed wildlife and harsh shorelines.
Speaker:He stood almost the entire time
Speaker:steering with his legs, his
Speaker:expression still and silent.
Speaker:We slid between rocks and shoals, Jimmie.
Speaker:Timing each move with the tide.
Speaker:One mistake here would mean a dunking.
Speaker:It meant an abandoned canoe, a
Speaker:ruined prop, and six people waiting
Speaker:days for rescue, all because
Speaker:of an inch of misplaced hull.
Speaker:I was behind the upswept bow, mostly
Speaker:protected from the wind, farther
Speaker:back without protection of the bow.
Speaker:The others were exposed.
Speaker:They dug in their packs for emergency
Speaker:blankets, trying to settle the
Speaker:needling, chill, their hunch posture
Speaker:the way that they winced, told me
Speaker:they were miserable, and probably
Speaker:wondering when it was all going to end.
Speaker:Riding in the bow was rough.
Speaker:Within 15 minutes, our course
Speaker:took us directly into the waves.
Speaker:Sitting was impossible, like
Speaker:riding a mechanical bull.
Speaker:I found a shaky equilibrium
Speaker:standing locked in a low slight
Speaker:squat while gripping the gunwhales.
Speaker:It was comfortable enough for
Speaker:the first hour, but as the second
Speaker:hour began, the strain became an
Speaker:immediate dull fire in my quads.
Speaker:I knew what this meant tomorrow, legs
Speaker:weakened, trembling and aching pain,
Speaker:settling deep in the quads and muscles
Speaker:that would simply refuse to move.
Speaker:I was going to look and feel
Speaker:like a tired old man, three hours
Speaker:standing in the bow, legs burning.
Speaker:My father had done journeys like
Speaker:this too, not for duty, but out
Speaker:of curiosity, trading with people,
Speaker:exploring abandoned places, collecting
Speaker:stories to bring home, we never talked
Speaker:about what drove that curiosity, but
Speaker:standing there feeling the biting,
Speaker:chill, work its way through my jacket
Speaker:I understood something.
Speaker:This was the conversation.
Speaker:Every mile closer to Cape Jones was
Speaker:a sentence I couldn't say out loud.
Speaker:Every hour on the water
Speaker:was a word he'd recognize.
Speaker:We passed many geese.
Speaker:As we got close, they would lay flat
Speaker:in the water to hide behind the waves.
Speaker:At times, Jimmie would turn to make
Speaker:his approach between two islands.
Speaker:When we got too close, they would
Speaker:flap and waddle their little webbed
Speaker:feet kicking, taking flight to escape.
Speaker:At one point, a small seal
Speaker:was sunning herself on a rock.
Speaker:Her huge eyes fixed on us.
Speaker:She dove into the water and
Speaker:her head popped up a minute
Speaker:later, much closer to us.
Speaker:She seemed curious and kept following
Speaker:us until our speed took us outta sight.
Speaker:And somewhere north a Longue
Speaker:Pointe, the wind caught my hat.
Speaker:My kids had given it to me years earlier.
Speaker:A sun bleached, frayed grumpy
Speaker:hat that had seen better days.
Speaker:It skipped once and
Speaker:disappeared in the chop.
Speaker:I wrote it off immediately.
Speaker:Jimmie saw it.
Speaker:He eased off the throttle.
Speaker:Then he began to turn the canoe.
Speaker:Don't worry about it.
Speaker:I said, it's old.
Speaker:Pretty beat up.
Speaker:He paused, glanced over his shoulder and
Speaker:cracked a crooked smile, expensive hat.
Speaker:He said.
Speaker:We go back.
Speaker:Only then did the rest of us start
Speaker:looking like we were playing along.
Speaker:I leaned forward near the bow,
Speaker:scanning the water, thinking I
Speaker:wave 'em off in another minute.
Speaker:There was no way we were finding that
Speaker:brown hat in miles of dark water.
Speaker:Jimmie never searched from the
Speaker:outboard at the back of the canoe.
Speaker:He brought us around once, then
Speaker:slowed the hat, drifted to the bow
Speaker:from 24 feet back running the motor.
Speaker:He had put it exactly where my hand was.
Speaker:I looked back at him, the smile was gone
Speaker:now.
Speaker:I grabbed my hat out of the icy water
Speaker:and he brought the throttle back
Speaker:up, and we continued north as if
Speaker:the outcome had never been in doubt.
Speaker:After an hour, we stopped
Speaker:at a small rocky island.
Speaker:Jimmie talked on his radio in Cree.
Speaker:I hopped out with the rope.
Speaker:He threw out two fuel
Speaker:containers and crawled onto
Speaker:the shore to mix fuel with oil.
Speaker:He did this a couple times.
Speaker:He worked hard for us and we never
Speaker:knew what he was planning, why we
Speaker:were stopping or why we were turning.
Speaker:At one point, I looked back to notice
Speaker:that he had left his position as Stern
Speaker:Sentinel and was rearranging gas cans.
Speaker:He disconnected the engine's fuel
Speaker:line from one can and connected it
Speaker:to another while the motor hummed on.
Speaker:I would try to understand
Speaker:how he was navigating dozens
Speaker:of miles of uncharted water.
Speaker:I could sometimes see his aid to
Speaker:navigation, a lone stick with an
Speaker:animal skull or a shipwreck part
Speaker:carefully stacked on an island knoll.
Speaker:He would take a heading straight at it.
Speaker:Then promptly turn and I would
Speaker:scan for the cairn set up
Speaker:on the next distant island.
Speaker:We passed a couple of camps, the
Speaker:size of small villages, unmapped
Speaker:settlements that stood in hard
Speaker:contrast to the lonely landscape.
Speaker:Occasionally Jimmie would
Speaker:chat with someone on the
Speaker:radio during one transmission.
Speaker:He spoke in Cree and I suddenly
Speaker:recognized the words Cape Jones.
Speaker:There was a long pause at the other end
Speaker:and suddenly Owa, Owa, Owa, which is a
Speaker:Cree expression of WTF, with a smile.
Speaker:I kept track of our progress
Speaker:on the satellite tracker,
Speaker:and it was painfully slow.
Speaker:We left at low tide and into the
Speaker:wind, just the right conditions
Speaker:for crawling up the coast.
Speaker:We were still over 15 miles from
Speaker:the Cape After three hours at a
Speaker:fuel stop on one of the countless
Speaker:islands, he announced Cape Jones
Speaker:not long as he loaded the tank and
Speaker:the fuel can back into the canoe.
Speaker:Shortly after we left with about
Speaker:six miles to go, we rounded a
Speaker:point and immediately spotted the
Speaker:imposing antenna arrays at the cape.
Speaker:They were small at the distance, but
Speaker:striking as they languished in the haze.
Speaker:These arrays had their anchor
Speaker:bolts cut more than 50 years ago.
Speaker:During decommissioning, they assumed
Speaker:that the wind would easily topple
Speaker:them, but there they were still
Speaker:suffering the elements unwavering
Speaker:for the next 20 minutes, we moved
Speaker:closer with the cape slowly growing.
Speaker:The wide expanse of open water was
Speaker:still rife with submerged obstacles.
Speaker:With three miles to go.
Speaker:We spotted the Cape Jones hunting
Speaker:camp, a couple of small buildings
Speaker:on the shore at the destination.
Speaker:Finally, we closed in on our
Speaker:landing site near a small cabin.
Speaker:Jimmie cut the motor and we drifted.
Speaker:I finally jumped out with the rope
Speaker:of my legs, trembling a little.
Speaker:We secured the canoe and
Speaker:Jimmie unloaded some gear.
Speaker:He looked at me and said,
Speaker:what do you want to do?
Speaker:Stay a bit.
Speaker:Look around, walk to the towers.
Speaker:Curious to know if that was okay.
Speaker:You take pictures, walk around.
Speaker:I'll have lunch.
Speaker:He said.
Speaker:With that, he busied himself,
Speaker:hauling gear to a shelter area
Speaker:among the rocks and lichen.
Speaker:I quickly started hiking toward the
Speaker:towers, just over a rocky knoll.
Speaker:We all split up for our
Speaker:own silent exploration.
Speaker:As I passed a small hunting cabin
Speaker:comfortably nestled in the hill, a
Speaker:raven the size of a small child suddenly
Speaker:stumbled at the back of the building.
Speaker:I think we both jumped surprised to
Speaker:see each other in this empty place.
Speaker:His wings flapped as he regained
Speaker:his balance and he took flight.
Speaker:He flew to the top of a knoll, landed
Speaker:on a rocky perch and kept watch over me.
Speaker:I thought of Odin's Ravens, my
Speaker:birth family's Icelandic mythology,
Speaker:not my father's Scottish roots.
Speaker:I know it was indulgent, maybe
Speaker:even disloyal, but the raven
Speaker:stayed and I kept walking.
Speaker:The hike was treeless and
Speaker:seemed to expand forever.
Speaker:The towers loom like
Speaker:giants in the distance.
Speaker:The raven stayed behind, still and stoic
Speaker:with his feathers waving in the wind.
Speaker:I walked alone across the tundra as an
Speaker:angry bird circled above me and screeched.
Speaker:The silence, the kind my father would've
Speaker:known, sucked away any noise I made.
Speaker:In today's world, someone would probably
Speaker:ask why I hadn't just called him, why
Speaker:I hadn't told him what this meant, but
Speaker:standing there among the rusted drums
Speaker:and broken steam pipes, I understood.
Speaker:This was telling him, not in spite
Speaker:of the silence, but because of it.
Speaker:The Cree don't talk about
Speaker:honoring their ancestors.
Speaker:They live it.
Speaker:They walked the routes
Speaker:their grandfathers walked.
Speaker:My father and I do the same.
Speaker:I pulled out my phone and took a picture
Speaker:of the towers, not for social media,
Speaker:not even for myself, but for him.
Speaker:We all converged on the buildings, like
Speaker:some sort of great gathering of travelers.
Speaker:We explored the disintegrating
Speaker:buildings, steam pipes, broken and
Speaker:shattered, ceilings bowed walls,
Speaker:slowly leaning until they fell.
Speaker:The sun was bright and the
Speaker:wind was gentle and steady.
Speaker:We began our amble back to the canoe.
Speaker:Returning to the landing
Speaker:site on Cape Jones.
Speaker:Jimmie was finishing lunch.
Speaker:His campfire was done, and
Speaker:he offered me a pork chop.
Speaker:I graciously accepted.
Speaker:A little surprised.
Speaker:We launched, and for hours we
Speaker:traced the edge of the land.
Speaker:Sometimes the shore was close
Speaker:enough to feel, other times it
Speaker:drifted miles away, broken into
Speaker:low islands and narrow channels.
Speaker:We slid between rocks and shoals.
Speaker:Jimmie timing each move to the tide.
Speaker:Reading water depth, the way
Speaker:some people read a clock.
Speaker:The radio had been silent all morning.
Speaker:There was no one to talk to.
Speaker:I kept checking our distance, speed tide.
Speaker:I sent short updates on
Speaker:the satellite messenger.
Speaker:Careful not to promise anything.
Speaker:I checked the GPS and looked at
Speaker:my watch, 2:00 PM We wouldn't
Speaker:see Longue Pointe until five.
Speaker:The window had closed hours
Speaker:ago, and I finally accepted it.
Speaker:We failed the other five.
Speaker:The radio crackled to life.
Speaker:A tugboat was heading north,
Speaker:following the same ragged coastline.
Speaker:They hailed Jimmie hearing
Speaker:another voice out here felt
Speaker:unexpected, almost intrusive.
Speaker:He answered in Cree.
Speaker:At first, it sounded casual, but the
Speaker:exchange went on longer than I expected.
Speaker:Jimmie spoke a little, listened more
Speaker:eyes forward, tiller between his legs.
Speaker:When it ended, he said nothing.
Speaker:We kept moving, slipping between
Speaker:islands again, water rose
Speaker:and fell against the rocks.
Speaker:After a while, I asked what they'd said.
Speaker:He shrugged.
Speaker:They think I should have
Speaker:two boats for safety.
Speaker:He didn't sound like he was just lectured.
Speaker:He went back to watching the water.
Speaker:By the time we reached Longue Pointe, the
Speaker:second group was waiting on the rocks.
Speaker:I tied up, climbed out, and
Speaker:started apologizing more than
Speaker:once for the time for the hope.
Speaker:For doing the math out loud
Speaker:and they wouldn't have it.
Speaker:That was enough.
Speaker:They were gracious, insistent,
Speaker:almost stubborn about it.
Speaker:That took most of the 10 minutes.
Speaker:While talking I kept glancing at Jimmie.
Speaker:He was packing fuel cans,
Speaker:rope gear, fast and efficient,
Speaker:like a man closing an account.
Speaker:I finally broke away money in hand
Speaker:and started walking toward him.
Speaker:I was still a good 50 yards away.
Speaker:When he shut the back of his
Speaker:truck, he got in and drove off.
Speaker:By the time we crossed paths
Speaker:again the next morning, Cape
Speaker:Jones was already behind us.
Speaker:Jimmie was sitting with his wife in
Speaker:a small restaurant, halfway through
Speaker:breakfast, no introduction, no ceremony,
Speaker:just a table by the window in a morning
Speaker:that clearly hadn't been arranged around
Speaker:us, and I stopped and said, hello.
Speaker:He said, hello back.
Speaker:I told him we needed to settle up.
Speaker:He nodded.
Speaker:That was it.
Speaker:I had the distinct feeling I was
Speaker:interrupting something private,
Speaker:not rudely, just improperly.
Speaker:So I left them alone and went back to
Speaker:our table across the room, coffee, eggs,
Speaker:the low murmur of the place, waking up.
Speaker:After a while, Jimmie stood up.
Speaker:I expected him to come over.
Speaker:Instead, he and his wife
Speaker:headed for the door.
Speaker:I got up and followed.
Speaker:In the entryway, that narrow space between
Speaker:two doors where the cold always sneaks in.
Speaker:I called his name.
Speaker:He stopped and turned.
Speaker:I handed him a wad of cash, and
Speaker:it was more than we talked about
Speaker:days earlier, maybe twice as much.
Speaker:and standing there, I realized
Speaker:I wasn't even sure if we'd ever
Speaker:actually agreed on a price.
Speaker:He looked at the money.
Speaker:What's this for?
Speaker:He asked.
Speaker:For taking us to Cape Jones.
Speaker:He took it.
Speaker:No thanks.
Speaker:Just a nod.
Speaker:Then he turned and left.
Speaker:A day or two later, we were back in
Speaker:the commercial center again waiting.
Speaker:Darcy was there full of energy
Speaker:surrounded by people laying out his
Speaker:thatched geese, like a man who knew
Speaker:exactly how long attention lasts.
Speaker:He was insistent, not rude, just
Speaker:determined that we weren't going
Speaker:anywhere until a transaction happened.
Speaker:People gathered, watched,
Speaker:drifted in and out.
Speaker:At some point, I realized
Speaker:Jimmie was standing beside me.
Speaker:He hadn't announced himself.
Speaker:He was just there watching
Speaker:the same thing I was.
Speaker:For a moment, neither of us said anything.
Speaker:Then he leaned over and asked if
Speaker:I wanted him to talk to Darcy, see
Speaker:if he can get me a better price.
Speaker:It surprised me, not the offer,
Speaker:but the assumption behind it that
Speaker:we were together in this moment
Speaker:that advocating was natural.
Speaker:I said something non-committal, maybe
Speaker:yes, maybe we'd see, and we kept watching.
Speaker:A few minutes later he turned to.
Speaker:How long are you staying?
Speaker:He asked.
Speaker:I told him we were
Speaker:leaving the next morning.
Speaker:Then I asked if the white female
Speaker:captain had talked to him.
Speaker:He said, yes.
Speaker:That's when the smile appeared.
Speaker:Not big, not performative,
Speaker:just easy, genuine.
Speaker:He reached into his pocket
Speaker:and pulled out a check.
Speaker:He held it where only I could see it.
Speaker:$2,500. I reacted with Surprise
Speaker:and something like Pride.
Speaker:It felt like a lot of money to
Speaker:him, though I don't really know.
Speaker:What I did know was that he was happy.
Speaker:It was the first time I had seen him
Speaker:like that and it explained the rest.
Speaker:I had met that captain earlier right
Speaker:after we got back from the Cape.
Speaker:She was with the Royal Canadian
Speaker:Geographic Society, the Canadian
Speaker:cousin to National Geographic.
Speaker:Licensed Captain,
Speaker:institutional Backing Purpose.
Speaker:She wanted a guide.
Speaker:They were working on the coast,
Speaker:mapping routes, learning the
Speaker:waters, filling in places where
Speaker:charts were thin or non-existent.
Speaker:She said they'd been looking
Speaker:for someone for over a week.
Speaker:She carried herself like someone who
Speaker:was used to being listened to just
Speaker:enough to make sure I understood
Speaker:where I ranked, which was ironic.
Speaker:I probably had more northern miles
Speaker:behind me than she did, but credentials
Speaker:matter differently in different places.
Speaker:The band office suggested she talk to me.
Speaker:Apparently she also stopped in
Speaker:the office to see if she could
Speaker:find someone just like we did.
Speaker:I agreed to meet her.
Speaker:I told her to ask Jimmie.
Speaker:She asked for his number, insistently.
Speaker:I told her I didn't have it, but
Speaker:she could usually find him in
Speaker:the commercial center sitting.
Speaker:She seemed impatient with that as
Speaker:if sitting wasn't a serious answer.
Speaker:I tried to help anyways.
Speaker:I offered that insisting
Speaker:wouldn't get her very far here.
Speaker:That sharing would.
Speaker:Then I said she could tell him I sent her,
Speaker:the guy he had just taken to Cape Jones.
Speaker:She treated the suggestion
Speaker:like it was acceptable.
Speaker:Then she left, and
Speaker:frankly, I'm glad she did.
Speaker:Later, Jimmie showed me that check.
Speaker:I like to think he was
Speaker:hired because we sent her.
Speaker:That without that thin thread of
Speaker:connection, it wouldn't have happened,
Speaker:but that's not really the point.
Speaker:What mattered was why she wanted him.
Speaker:They weren't documenting the
Speaker:coast, they were designing it.
Speaker:Mapping routes that could become
Speaker:curated experiences, authentic feeling
Speaker:eco travel for people, unwilling
Speaker:or unable to do what we had done.
Speaker:Packaged access.
Speaker:Jimmy took the money, of course he did.
Speaker:The system that displaced his people
Speaker:now offers survival through performance.
Speaker:That isn't hypocrisy.
Speaker:It's economics and it isn't new.
Speaker:We paid him more than we agreed to.
Speaker:I was happy he got an institutional check.
Speaker:Both things were true, but
Speaker:neither thing was clean.
Speaker:While we were there, interest in us,
Speaker:quietly grew online, posts appeared.
Speaker:White people at Long point watch
Speaker:your stuff, some white people
Speaker:poking around the graveyard.
Speaker:Nothing dramatic, nothing hostile,
Speaker:just information moving through
Speaker:a network we weren't a part of.
Speaker:The sitters weren't just sitting,
Speaker:they were watching, reporting,
Speaker:deciding, While I thought I was
Speaker:having individual encounters,
Speaker:the community was having a collective
Speaker:conversation about us, and I didn't know
Speaker:that at the time, but it explains a lot.
Speaker:At the end of the trip, we were
Speaker:back in the commercial center again.
Speaker:Someone asked where we were headed next.
Speaker:Someone asked us not to leave.
Speaker:The radio station asked if we wanted
Speaker:to do an interview, but we declined.
Speaker:Partly because we were leaving, but
Speaker:mostly because I didn't know what to say.
Speaker:We weren't the story.
Speaker:We hadn't come to explain Chisasibi.
Speaker:We had just shown up slowly and
Speaker:waited to see if we'd be tolerated.
Speaker:That didn't feel like
Speaker:something you put on the air.
Speaker:Eventually we did what everyone does.
Speaker:We left.
Speaker:A year later, I came back.
Speaker:Different group, different destination.
Speaker:Just one night in
Speaker:Chisasibi passing through.
Speaker:No agenda, no expectation of recognition.
Speaker:It was the opening of goose season.
Speaker:Canoes came in low and
Speaker:heavy piled with birds.
Speaker:My group stood back unsure.
Speaker:Without thinking, I stepped forward and
Speaker:grabbed a canoe to help pull it ashore.
Speaker:The rest of the group
Speaker:followed immediately.
Speaker:A teenage boy proud, trying not to show it
Speaker:was standing in the boat with a shotgun.
Speaker:I asked how the hunt went.
Speaker:He held up his goose and let
Speaker:his prize linger for a bit.
Speaker:So I understood.
Speaker:To me, it was just an interaction
Speaker:with people I had met.
Speaker:That was the difference.
Speaker:The next morning I went looking
Speaker:for Jimmie in the sitter's mall.
Speaker:He wasn't there.
Speaker:A quiet disappointment when you
Speaker:realized you'd hoped without
Speaker:admitting to see someone.
Speaker:In the parking lot,
Speaker:just as we were about to leave, I
Speaker:spotted him and I yelled his name.
Speaker:He turned, smiled broadly
Speaker:and walked toward me.
Speaker:We shook hands, then we stood there.
Speaker:Long pauses.
Speaker:Answers like, good.
Speaker:Yep.
Speaker:A nod, silence again.
Speaker:This time it wasn't tense.
Speaker:We weren't evaluating.
Speaker:We were just there.
Speaker:Eventually I said, take care.
Speaker:He nodded and walked away
Speaker:like he hadn't known me very
Speaker:well and I took that as good.
Speaker:Cape Jones felt like an ending.
Speaker:It wasn't.
Speaker:If I had gone on the radio,
Speaker:maybe I would've said this.
Speaker:Come slowly, come humbly,
Speaker:be willing to be told no.
Speaker:Help pull the canoes, stand in
Speaker:silence, and if you're lucky
Speaker:enough to be welcomed, come back.
Speaker:But that won't fit on a brochure.
Speaker:Brochures bring money north so Jimmie
Speaker:will guide the tourists and I'll
Speaker:come back when I can and somehow
Speaker:we'll both know the difference.
Speaker:Cape Jones didn't give us a conclusion.
Speaker:It didn't explain itself, it
Speaker:didn't thank us for coming.
Speaker:It didn't even pretend to
Speaker:notice we'd been there.
Speaker:And maybe that was the point.
Speaker:We packed up, the boats
Speaker:went back in the water.
Speaker:The trucks pointed south.
Speaker:One by one, the voice is thinned
Speaker:out and the trip ended the way.
Speaker:Most of them do, not all
Speaker:at once, but unevenly.
Speaker:Cape Jones felt like an ending.
Speaker:It wasn't.
Speaker:It was just where the group stopped.
Speaker:The road kept going.
Speaker:It bent east, it followed colder water.
Speaker:Next time I went alone, next time
Speaker:it's Labrador and it's Thanksgiving.
Speaker:Stay tuned.