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Restless Viking Radio — Season One, Episode Eight

Part 5 of the Cape Jones Saga

We’re camped on the rocks at Longue Pointe with ten people, freighter canoes below us, and a simple problem: we need two boats, and we have one.

At 6:30 in the morning, Jimmie shows up early.

Wind’s right. Tide’s right.

We go now.

What follows is a long, cold run up the coast of James Bay—threading islands, reading water by inches, standing for hours in the bow—toward a place that doesn’t announce itself and doesn’t promise anything.

This episode isn’t about arrival.

It’s about permission, patience, and the quiet competence of a man who doesn’t explain himself.

Cape Jones felt like an ending.

It wasn’t.

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Welcome back to Restless Viking Radio.

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This is season one, episode eight, and

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it's part five of the Cape Jones series.

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The part where the map stops

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being a concept and becomes wind,

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tide, and a man named Jimmie, who

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does not waste words on feelings.

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If you've ever tried to lead a group into

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something remote, you know this truth.

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The plan doesn't break all at once.

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It breaks in tiny polite increments.

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Until you look at your watch and

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realize the day is left without you.

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Alright, let's go to Longue Pointe.

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This episode takes place on the

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shore of Longue Pointe on James Bay.

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We're camped on the rocks with

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10 people freighter canoes

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down the hill, and one problem.

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We need two boats and we have one.

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And for reasons I still can't

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fully explain, Jimmie shows

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up at six 30 in the morning.

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I was still a little bleary-eyed as

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I crawled outta the back of my Jeep.

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Our camp on the shore of

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Longue Pointe was still quiet.

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We were a lonely arrangement of Jeeps on

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the rocks above the receding morning tide.

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A few of our team were just getting

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started with breakfast and coffee.

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The sound of gravel and tires

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faded into the calm morning sounds.

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I looked up to see Jimmy's

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truck slowly rounding the curve.

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Wow.

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I thought he's early.

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It was 6:30 in the morning when

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we had talked during our awkward

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negotiation the day before

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we seemed to settle

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between eight and nine.

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JImmie said he would find another

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freighter canoe and guide and meet

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us where we camped in mid-morning.

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I slowly walked through the wet weeds to

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the gravel road, still a little sleepy.

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The air was fresh,

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chilled, and a little damp.

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The sun was new and the light was dim.

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He slowly rolled to a stop with his window

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down and stared at the canoes, lined up

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just down the hill without looking at me.

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He put his truck in park, opened

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the door, and stepped out.

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I searched his face.

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He continued looking downhill.

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Hey, I said a little surprised.

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He was so early.

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He nodded.

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Still looking away this

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time at the quiet ocean.

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He seemed to be sizing everything up.

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I thought you said between eight and nine.

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I said trying to cover the

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fact that we weren't ready.

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Wind, tide good.

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We go now.

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He said with a nod to the ocean.

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I paused.

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No second canoe.

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I inquired.

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He smiled, glanced at me.

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A crooked, satisfied smile.

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That was his answer.

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We had 10 people and

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room for five, maybe six.

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I hesitated so.

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Two trips.

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He said, okay.

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I said, we get ready.

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I hesitated.

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I'd said it the way he would've.

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He nodded, still intently staring at

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the boats at the bottom of the hill.

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I started turning to walk away

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and followed his gaze down to

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the boats to see if there was a

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polar bear or something important.

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Nothing.

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We gathered at camp.

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Everyone had a curious look.

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We had doubts that a second

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trip would be possible.

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We discussed who would

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go on the first trip.

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I was a little optimistic that if we

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hurried on the first trip, we could

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make it back in time for the second one.

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At 35 miles an hour, we could go

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over 70 miles in two hours, spend 30

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minutes on site, then return by noon

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or by 1:00 PM for the second round.

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I would later learn how

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optimistic that was.

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We chose the five for the first trip.

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Those who had been with the team the

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longest, I hesitated, tried Feebly

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to give up my spot, but they insisted

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they knew I had planned to reach

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Cape Jones for more than a decade.

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To this day, I have a deep appreciation

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for them in their unwavering kindness.

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We weren't crossing James Bay.

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We were working our way north,

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following the coast, threading islands

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and shoals all the way to Cape Jones.

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After we gathered our gear, we walked

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down to the gravel beach crunching across

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stones passed over 60 freighter canoes, a

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silent, heavy fleet waiting for the tide.

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Jimmie had a small generator

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charging a sat phone.

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His attention was absolute

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as he methodically arranged

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seven large jugs of fuel.

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He shifted the heavy

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cans and rearranged gear.

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his movements were

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efficient and economical.

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We fell in line, helping without

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instruction or conversation.

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Then without saying a word, he reached

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into the back of his truck, pulled

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out six halfpipes, and dropped them on

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the gravel behind his 24 foot canoe.

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A 60 horsepower motor

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hung from the transom.

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It was old and the prop

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was pretty dinged up.

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I swallowed as I walked around to

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the other side without saying a word.

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Jimmie positioned himself on the canoe

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and began pushing it to the water.

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Finally realizing what he was doing.

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We quickly grabbed the gunwhales to help.

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We slid the canoe closer to

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the water by about six feet.

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Jimmie picked up a

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halfpipe from the front.

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He walked with casual patience

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to the back and dropped it.

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We pushed again for another four

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feet and repositioned a halfpipe.

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After almost a dozen of those

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maneuvers, the boat was floating.

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Then Jimmie loaded gear

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without conversation.

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We loaded our gear, climbed in, and

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positioned ourselves in the seats.

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The last piece of gear a cased shotgun was

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placed in the bow, and then Jimmie loaded

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his truck and drove away to park it.

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When he returned, he pushed us all further

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out into the water than climbed in.

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He fiddled with a motor for a couple

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minutes, occasionally pulling the cord.

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The rest of us used the hand carved

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paddles to move slowly from the shore.

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Then the motor roared to life.

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The canoe vibrated and the gear

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rattled against the hull with

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a clunk, we were in reverse and

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slowly backing away from the shore.

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The others watched us launch

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two, following for a while in

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their kayaks before turning back.

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The rest looked from

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shore with another clunk.

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We came about to starboard.

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The canoe shuttered.

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I positioned myself at the bow of the

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canoe expecting a rough but exciting ride.

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This is it 70 more miles.

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When we finally reach our goal, 35

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gallons of fuel and seven tank changes,

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and we'll be back from Cape Jones.

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I was pretty excited.

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Cape Jones is one of those places

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with very little written history.

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The name was given by the English

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sometime in the 17th century.

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In 1961, it was officially

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renamed Pointe Louis XIV.

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A fact, most of the people living

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within 300 miles seem unaware of.

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It's a long, rocky point stretching

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into the sea marking where James Bay

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gives way to Hudson Bay, treeless, and

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exposed right in the middle of the Cape.

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Sits MCL site number 4 10,

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an abandoned radar station my

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father would've recognized.

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My father, who adopted me at three

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months served on BMEWS radar sites

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a thousand miles North, but he

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hadn't just stayed on the base.

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He explored traded rides in military

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trucks for dogsled rides with the Inuit

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and Greenland wandered through abandoned

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towns in Alaska, actually reading letters

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left in the post office decades before.

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He was curious about the north

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in a way most servicemen weren't.

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We motored north through a

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maze of rocky treeless islands.

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Jimmie would expertly maneuver

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through shallow passes with just a

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few inches between hull and rock.

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He would lift the motor glide over

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a line of barely submerged rocks,

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then drop the motor and accelerate.

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He would then position the

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tiller between his legs to steer.

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He kept his hands in his pockets as he

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surveyed wildlife and harsh shorelines.

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He stood almost the entire time

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steering with his legs, his

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expression still and silent.

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We slid between rocks and shoals, Jimmie.

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Timing each move with the tide.

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One mistake here would mean a dunking.

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It meant an abandoned canoe, a

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ruined prop, and six people waiting

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days for rescue, all because

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of an inch of misplaced hull.

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I was behind the upswept bow, mostly

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protected from the wind, farther

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back without protection of the bow.

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The others were exposed.

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They dug in their packs for emergency

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blankets, trying to settle the

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needling, chill, their hunch posture

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the way that they winced, told me

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they were miserable, and probably

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wondering when it was all going to end.

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Riding in the bow was rough.

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Within 15 minutes, our course

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took us directly into the waves.

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Sitting was impossible, like

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riding a mechanical bull.

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I found a shaky equilibrium

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standing locked in a low slight

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squat while gripping the gunwhales.

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It was comfortable enough for

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the first hour, but as the second

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hour began, the strain became an

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immediate dull fire in my quads.

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I knew what this meant tomorrow, legs

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weakened, trembling and aching pain,

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settling deep in the quads and muscles

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that would simply refuse to move.

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I was going to look and feel

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like a tired old man, three hours

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standing in the bow, legs burning.

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My father had done journeys like

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this too, not for duty, but out

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of curiosity, trading with people,

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exploring abandoned places, collecting

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stories to bring home, we never talked

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about what drove that curiosity, but

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standing there feeling the biting,

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chill, work its way through my jacket

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I understood something.

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This was the conversation.

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Every mile closer to Cape Jones was

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a sentence I couldn't say out loud.

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Every hour on the water

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was a word he'd recognize.

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We passed many geese.

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As we got close, they would lay flat

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in the water to hide behind the waves.

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At times, Jimmie would turn to make

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his approach between two islands.

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When we got too close, they would

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flap and waddle their little webbed

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feet kicking, taking flight to escape.

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At one point, a small seal

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was sunning herself on a rock.

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Her huge eyes fixed on us.

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She dove into the water and

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her head popped up a minute

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later, much closer to us.

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She seemed curious and kept following

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us until our speed took us outta sight.

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And somewhere north a Longue

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Pointe, the wind caught my hat.

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My kids had given it to me years earlier.

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A sun bleached, frayed grumpy

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hat that had seen better days.

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It skipped once and

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disappeared in the chop.

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I wrote it off immediately.

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Jimmie saw it.

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He eased off the throttle.

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Then he began to turn the canoe.

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Don't worry about it.

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I said, it's old.

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Pretty beat up.

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He paused, glanced over his shoulder and

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cracked a crooked smile, expensive hat.

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He said.

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We go back.

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Only then did the rest of us start

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looking like we were playing along.

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I leaned forward near the bow,

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scanning the water, thinking I

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wave 'em off in another minute.

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There was no way we were finding that

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brown hat in miles of dark water.

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Jimmie never searched from the

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outboard at the back of the canoe.

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He brought us around once, then

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slowed the hat, drifted to the bow

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from 24 feet back running the motor.

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He had put it exactly where my hand was.

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I looked back at him, the smile was gone

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now.

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I grabbed my hat out of the icy water

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and he brought the throttle back

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up, and we continued north as if

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the outcome had never been in doubt.

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After an hour, we stopped

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at a small rocky island.

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Jimmie talked on his radio in Cree.

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I hopped out with the rope.

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He threw out two fuel

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containers and crawled onto

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the shore to mix fuel with oil.

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He did this a couple times.

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He worked hard for us and we never

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knew what he was planning, why we

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were stopping or why we were turning.

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At one point, I looked back to notice

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that he had left his position as Stern

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Sentinel and was rearranging gas cans.

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He disconnected the engine's fuel

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line from one can and connected it

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to another while the motor hummed on.

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I would try to understand

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how he was navigating dozens

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of miles of uncharted water.

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I could sometimes see his aid to

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navigation, a lone stick with an

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animal skull or a shipwreck part

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carefully stacked on an island knoll.

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He would take a heading straight at it.

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Then promptly turn and I would

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scan for the cairn set up

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on the next distant island.

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We passed a couple of camps, the

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size of small villages, unmapped

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settlements that stood in hard

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contrast to the lonely landscape.

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Occasionally Jimmie would

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chat with someone on the

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radio during one transmission.

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He spoke in Cree and I suddenly

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recognized the words Cape Jones.

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There was a long pause at the other end

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and suddenly Owa, Owa, Owa, which is a

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Cree expression of WTF, with a smile.

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I kept track of our progress

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on the satellite tracker,

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and it was painfully slow.

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We left at low tide and into the

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wind, just the right conditions

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for crawling up the coast.

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We were still over 15 miles from

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the Cape After three hours at a

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fuel stop on one of the countless

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islands, he announced Cape Jones

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not long as he loaded the tank and

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the fuel can back into the canoe.

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Shortly after we left with about

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six miles to go, we rounded a

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point and immediately spotted the

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imposing antenna arrays at the cape.

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They were small at the distance, but

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striking as they languished in the haze.

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These arrays had their anchor

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bolts cut more than 50 years ago.

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During decommissioning, they assumed

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that the wind would easily topple

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them, but there they were still

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suffering the elements unwavering

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for the next 20 minutes, we moved

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closer with the cape slowly growing.

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The wide expanse of open water was

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still rife with submerged obstacles.

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With three miles to go.

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We spotted the Cape Jones hunting

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camp, a couple of small buildings

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on the shore at the destination.

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Finally, we closed in on our

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landing site near a small cabin.

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Jimmie cut the motor and we drifted.

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I finally jumped out with the rope

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of my legs, trembling a little.

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We secured the canoe and

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Jimmie unloaded some gear.

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He looked at me and said,

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what do you want to do?

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Stay a bit.

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Look around, walk to the towers.

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Curious to know if that was okay.

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You take pictures, walk around.

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I'll have lunch.

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He said.

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With that, he busied himself,

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hauling gear to a shelter area

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among the rocks and lichen.

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I quickly started hiking toward the

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towers, just over a rocky knoll.

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We all split up for our

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own silent exploration.

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As I passed a small hunting cabin

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comfortably nestled in the hill, a

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raven the size of a small child suddenly

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stumbled at the back of the building.

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I think we both jumped surprised to

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see each other in this empty place.

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His wings flapped as he regained

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his balance and he took flight.

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He flew to the top of a knoll, landed

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on a rocky perch and kept watch over me.

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I thought of Odin's Ravens, my

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birth family's Icelandic mythology,

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not my father's Scottish roots.

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I know it was indulgent, maybe

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even disloyal, but the raven

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stayed and I kept walking.

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The hike was treeless and

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seemed to expand forever.

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The towers loom like

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giants in the distance.

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The raven stayed behind, still and stoic

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with his feathers waving in the wind.

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I walked alone across the tundra as an

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angry bird circled above me and screeched.

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The silence, the kind my father would've

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known, sucked away any noise I made.

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In today's world, someone would probably

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ask why I hadn't just called him, why

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I hadn't told him what this meant, but

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standing there among the rusted drums

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and broken steam pipes, I understood.

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This was telling him, not in spite

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of the silence, but because of it.

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The Cree don't talk about

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honoring their ancestors.

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They live it.

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They walked the routes

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their grandfathers walked.

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My father and I do the same.

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I pulled out my phone and took a picture

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of the towers, not for social media,

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not even for myself, but for him.

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We all converged on the buildings, like

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some sort of great gathering of travelers.

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We explored the disintegrating

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buildings, steam pipes, broken and

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shattered, ceilings bowed walls,

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slowly leaning until they fell.

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The sun was bright and the

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wind was gentle and steady.

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We began our amble back to the canoe.

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Returning to the landing

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site on Cape Jones.

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Jimmie was finishing lunch.

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His campfire was done, and

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he offered me a pork chop.

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I graciously accepted.

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A little surprised.

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We launched, and for hours we

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traced the edge of the land.

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Sometimes the shore was close

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enough to feel, other times it

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drifted miles away, broken into

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low islands and narrow channels.

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We slid between rocks and shoals.

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Jimmie timing each move to the tide.

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Reading water depth, the way

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some people read a clock.

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The radio had been silent all morning.

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There was no one to talk to.

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I kept checking our distance, speed tide.

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I sent short updates on

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the satellite messenger.

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Careful not to promise anything.

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I checked the GPS and looked at

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my watch, 2:00 PM We wouldn't

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see Longue Pointe until five.

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The window had closed hours

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ago, and I finally accepted it.

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We failed the other five.

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The radio crackled to life.

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A tugboat was heading north,

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following the same ragged coastline.

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They hailed Jimmie hearing

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another voice out here felt

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unexpected, almost intrusive.

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He answered in Cree.

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At first, it sounded casual, but the

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exchange went on longer than I expected.

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Jimmie spoke a little, listened more

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eyes forward, tiller between his legs.

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When it ended, he said nothing.

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We kept moving, slipping between

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islands again, water rose

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and fell against the rocks.

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After a while, I asked what they'd said.

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He shrugged.

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They think I should have

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two boats for safety.

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He didn't sound like he was just lectured.

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He went back to watching the water.

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By the time we reached Longue Pointe, the

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second group was waiting on the rocks.

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I tied up, climbed out, and

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started apologizing more than

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once for the time for the hope.

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For doing the math out loud

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and they wouldn't have it.

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That was enough.

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They were gracious, insistent,

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almost stubborn about it.

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That took most of the 10 minutes.

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While talking I kept glancing at Jimmie.

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He was packing fuel cans,

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rope gear, fast and efficient,

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like a man closing an account.

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I finally broke away money in hand

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and started walking toward him.

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I was still a good 50 yards away.

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When he shut the back of his

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truck, he got in and drove off.

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By the time we crossed paths

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again the next morning, Cape

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Jones was already behind us.

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Jimmie was sitting with his wife in

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a small restaurant, halfway through

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breakfast, no introduction, no ceremony,

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just a table by the window in a morning

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that clearly hadn't been arranged around

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us, and I stopped and said, hello.

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He said, hello back.

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I told him we needed to settle up.

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He nodded.

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That was it.

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I had the distinct feeling I was

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interrupting something private,

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not rudely, just improperly.

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So I left them alone and went back to

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our table across the room, coffee, eggs,

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the low murmur of the place, waking up.

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After a while, Jimmie stood up.

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I expected him to come over.

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Instead, he and his wife

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headed for the door.

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I got up and followed.

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In the entryway, that narrow space between

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two doors where the cold always sneaks in.

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I called his name.

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He stopped and turned.

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I handed him a wad of cash, and

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it was more than we talked about

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days earlier, maybe twice as much.

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and standing there, I realized

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I wasn't even sure if we'd ever

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actually agreed on a price.

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He looked at the money.

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What's this for?

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He asked.

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For taking us to Cape Jones.

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He took it.

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No thanks.

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Just a nod.

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Then he turned and left.

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A day or two later, we were back in

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the commercial center again waiting.

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Darcy was there full of energy

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surrounded by people laying out his

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thatched geese, like a man who knew

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exactly how long attention lasts.

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He was insistent, not rude, just

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determined that we weren't going

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anywhere until a transaction happened.

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People gathered, watched,

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drifted in and out.

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At some point, I realized

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Jimmie was standing beside me.

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He hadn't announced himself.

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He was just there watching

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the same thing I was.

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For a moment, neither of us said anything.

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Then he leaned over and asked if

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I wanted him to talk to Darcy, see

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if he can get me a better price.

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It surprised me, not the offer,

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but the assumption behind it that

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we were together in this moment

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that advocating was natural.

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I said something non-committal, maybe

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yes, maybe we'd see, and we kept watching.

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A few minutes later he turned to.

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How long are you staying?

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He asked.

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I told him we were

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leaving the next morning.

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Then I asked if the white female

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captain had talked to him.

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He said, yes.

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That's when the smile appeared.

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Not big, not performative,

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just easy, genuine.

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He reached into his pocket

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and pulled out a check.

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He held it where only I could see it.

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$2,500. I reacted with Surprise

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and something like Pride.

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It felt like a lot of money to

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him, though I don't really know.

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What I did know was that he was happy.

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It was the first time I had seen him

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like that and it explained the rest.

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I had met that captain earlier right

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after we got back from the Cape.

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She was with the Royal Canadian

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Geographic Society, the Canadian

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cousin to National Geographic.

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Licensed Captain,

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institutional Backing Purpose.

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She wanted a guide.

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They were working on the coast,

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mapping routes, learning the

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waters, filling in places where

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charts were thin or non-existent.

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She said they'd been looking

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for someone for over a week.

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She carried herself like someone who

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was used to being listened to just

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enough to make sure I understood

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where I ranked, which was ironic.

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I probably had more northern miles

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behind me than she did, but credentials

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matter differently in different places.

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The band office suggested she talk to me.

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Apparently she also stopped in

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the office to see if she could

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find someone just like we did.

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I agreed to meet her.

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I told her to ask Jimmie.

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She asked for his number, insistently.

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I told her I didn't have it, but

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she could usually find him in

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the commercial center sitting.

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She seemed impatient with that as

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if sitting wasn't a serious answer.

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I tried to help anyways.

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I offered that insisting

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wouldn't get her very far here.

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That sharing would.

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Then I said she could tell him I sent her,

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the guy he had just taken to Cape Jones.

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She treated the suggestion

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like it was acceptable.

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Then she left, and

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frankly, I'm glad she did.

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Later, Jimmie showed me that check.

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I like to think he was

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hired because we sent her.

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That without that thin thread of

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connection, it wouldn't have happened,

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but that's not really the point.

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What mattered was why she wanted him.

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They weren't documenting the

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coast, they were designing it.

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Mapping routes that could become

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curated experiences, authentic feeling

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eco travel for people, unwilling

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or unable to do what we had done.

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Packaged access.

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Jimmy took the money, of course he did.

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The system that displaced his people

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now offers survival through performance.

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That isn't hypocrisy.

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It's economics and it isn't new.

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We paid him more than we agreed to.

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I was happy he got an institutional check.

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Both things were true, but

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neither thing was clean.

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While we were there, interest in us,

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quietly grew online, posts appeared.

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White people at Long point watch

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your stuff, some white people

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poking around the graveyard.

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Nothing dramatic, nothing hostile,

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just information moving through

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a network we weren't a part of.

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The sitters weren't just sitting,

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they were watching, reporting,

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deciding, While I thought I was

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having individual encounters,

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the community was having a collective

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conversation about us, and I didn't know

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that at the time, but it explains a lot.

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At the end of the trip, we were

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back in the commercial center again.

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Someone asked where we were headed next.

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Someone asked us not to leave.

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The radio station asked if we wanted

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to do an interview, but we declined.

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Partly because we were leaving, but

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mostly because I didn't know what to say.

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We weren't the story.

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We hadn't come to explain Chisasibi.

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We had just shown up slowly and

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waited to see if we'd be tolerated.

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That didn't feel like

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something you put on the air.

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Eventually we did what everyone does.

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We left.

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A year later, I came back.

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Different group, different destination.

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Just one night in

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Chisasibi passing through.

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No agenda, no expectation of recognition.

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It was the opening of goose season.

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Canoes came in low and

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heavy piled with birds.

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My group stood back unsure.

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Without thinking, I stepped forward and

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grabbed a canoe to help pull it ashore.

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The rest of the group

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followed immediately.

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A teenage boy proud, trying not to show it

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was standing in the boat with a shotgun.

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I asked how the hunt went.

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He held up his goose and let

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his prize linger for a bit.

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So I understood.

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To me, it was just an interaction

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with people I had met.

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That was the difference.

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The next morning I went looking

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for Jimmie in the sitter's mall.

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He wasn't there.

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A quiet disappointment when you

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realized you'd hoped without

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admitting to see someone.

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In the parking lot,

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just as we were about to leave, I

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spotted him and I yelled his name.

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He turned, smiled broadly

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and walked toward me.

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We shook hands, then we stood there.

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Long pauses.

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Answers like, good.

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Yep.

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A nod, silence again.

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This time it wasn't tense.

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We weren't evaluating.

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We were just there.

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Eventually I said, take care.

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He nodded and walked away

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like he hadn't known me very

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well and I took that as good.

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Cape Jones felt like an ending.

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It wasn't.

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If I had gone on the radio,

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maybe I would've said this.

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Come slowly, come humbly,

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be willing to be told no.

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Help pull the canoes, stand in

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silence, and if you're lucky

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enough to be welcomed, come back.

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But that won't fit on a brochure.

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Brochures bring money north so Jimmie

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will guide the tourists and I'll

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come back when I can and somehow

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we'll both know the difference.

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Cape Jones didn't give us a conclusion.

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It didn't explain itself, it

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didn't thank us for coming.

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It didn't even pretend to

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notice we'd been there.

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And maybe that was the point.

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We packed up, the boats

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went back in the water.

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The trucks pointed south.

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One by one, the voice is thinned

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out and the trip ended the way.

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Most of them do, not all

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at once, but unevenly.

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Cape Jones felt like an ending.

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It wasn't.

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It was just where the group stopped.

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The road kept going.

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It bent east, it followed colder water.

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Next time I went alone, next time

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it's Labrador and it's Thanksgiving.

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Stay tuned.

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