This episode shares more about Nicole and the Solidarity Apothecary, what the Herbalism, PTSD and Traumatic Stress course is and isn't and the commonly asked questions about the course!
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Welcome to the Frontline Herbalism Podcast with your host, Nicole Rose from the
Nicole:Solidarity Apothecary.
Nicole:This is your place for all things plants and
Nicole:liberation.
Nicole:Let's get started.
Nicole:Hello.
Nicole:Welcome back to the Frontline Herbalism
Nicole:podcast.
Nicole:So this is next in the little series which is
Nicole:taking a deep dive into what the herbalism, PTSD and traumatic stress course is all about.
Nicole:So so far I've already talked about like the modules and the content and the sort of
Nicole:transformation you'll get if you join the course.
Nicole:And then I've shared an episode all about like how this sliding scale works and yeah, next
Nicole:I'm going to talk a little bit about myself and what the course kind of is and isn't and
Nicole:then I'm going to,
Nicole:yeah, go through some commonly asked questions and, yeah, talk about what others have said
Nicole:about the course.
Nicole:I'll see how long this gets.
Nicole:I might need to chop it up into another part, but I will, yeah, I'll do my best.
Nicole:So this I'm kind of reading from the course information page on my website and I'll just,
Nicole:you know, add in all extras as well.
Nicole:So in case you haven't come across my work
Nicole:before, or me or the Solitary Apothecary,
Nicole:I'll share a little bit about who I am.
Nicole:So, yeah, I'm a clinical herbalist and I'm an
Nicole:anarchist organiser based in the west country of England.
Nicole:My lineages are English, Welsh and Irish and I've been studying herbal medicine informally
Nicole:for over 15 years and completed a four year clinical training with the Plant Medicine
Nicole:School in Ireland to deepen my practice.
Nicole:So as a herbalist I focus on supporting people experiencing state violence,
Nicole:most of whom live with debilitating PTSD or are surviving ongoing traumatic stress.
Nicole:So for better or worse, prison has shaped my adult life.
Nicole:I've spent over 20 years now supporting partners, friends and comrades inside.
Nicole:I also served a three and a half year prison sentence myself, following like a major wave
Nicole:of state repression against a campaign I was involved in to close down Europe's largest
Nicole:animal testing company.
Nicole:And throughout my sentence, like plants sustain me.
Nicole:And years later I wrote the Prisoner's Herbal, which is a book now distributed for free to
Nicole:prisoners worldwide.
Nicole:I'm also the author of Overcoming Burnout,
Nicole:which explores burnout recovery in the context of like, systemic forces such as classism,
Nicole:sexism, poverty, chronic illness,
Nicole:ableism and power dynamics in groups, amongst a bunch of other themes.
Nicole:And the book centres like collective care and mutual aid as essential parts of healing.
Nicole:And finally, I also wrote or kind of edited a Book called Herbalism and State Violence, a
Nicole:book examining how herbal medicine can be used as a tool of resistance and survival for those
Nicole:impacted by policing, incarceration and repression.
Nicole:It explores the ways state violence affects the body and how plant medicines can support
Nicole:people navigating its physical and emotional toll.
Nicole:So you can find all of that jazz on the Solidarity Apothecary website.
Nicole:So why do I do this work? So, in 2016, I got sick, really sick.
Nicole:My life became a blur of NHS appointments, fear and confusion.
Nicole:Accessing alternative healthcare, including herbalists, was a constant financial struggle
Nicole:that delayed my recovery.
Nicole:And when I did manage to see practitioners,
Nicole:the experience often felt so alienating.
Nicole:As a working class person raised by a single
Nicole:mum, it seemed like they couldn't comprehend what I'd been through.
Nicole:State repression, abuse, sexual violence, poverty and incarceration.
Nicole:It felt like we were on different planets.
Nicole:And it took me years to fully understand how traumatic stress shapes the body and to find
Nicole:my own way through, like, a complex PTSD diagnosis.
Nicole:And as I developed my practice, I just kept wishing there was, like, an accessible online
Nicole:resource that I could share, something to help people make sense of their distress and see
Nicole:that change as possible.
Nicole:I believe people deserve direct access to this knowledge about their own bodies, about plant
Nicole:medicines, about how to make medicines themselves.
Nicole:So I created this course.
Nicole:Plants have kept me alive.
Nicole:I know they can support you too.
Nicole:So, yeah, what this course is and isn't,
Nicole:you know, I know this sales page is pretty, pretty, like, beefy in terms of text, but,
Nicole:like, I just didn't want to, like, exploit or lie to people, you know, about what it is and
Nicole:isn't.
Nicole:So, yeah, what I've written here is, as someone who has lived with ptsd, I know what
Nicole:it's like to be in an app, to be in absolute despair, so desperate for relief that I'd
Nicole:spend everything I had to feel even slightly different.
Nicole:I've gone in, into debt, investing in online programs, rapid therapies or whatever was on
Nicole:offer, just hoping something would work.
Nicole:I never want anyone to pay for this course under false premises, so I want to be
Nicole:completely transparent about what it can and cannot offer.
Nicole:Too many online courses and coaches promise the world for a hefty price tag.
Nicole:It's one of the worst capitalist marketing tactics and I refuse to exploit, deceive or
Nicole:manipulate anyone.
Nicole:Okay, so what this course is not like, this program is not like, quote, unquote, the
Nicole:solution.
Nicole:Like, you're not going to watch a few videos
Nicole:and suddenly be free from ptsd, right?
Nicole:So, as we explore in the Course like trauma recovery is complex.
Nicole:Like our bodies are unique, we experience distress in different ways, and healing, which
Nicole:is like, you know, minefield, imperfect term often requires like an entire ecosystem of
Nicole:support that might include, for example, therapy or dietary changes, herbal medicine,
Nicole:embodied practices, friendships,
Nicole:as well as, you know, political organizing and more.
Nicole:So this course is like not a replacement for therapy or any other trauma recovery approach,
Nicole:nor does it like, provide a qualification to work as a herbalist or trauma professional.
Nicole:But it can for sure, like complement any studies or work you're already doing in these
Nicole:fields.
Nicole:So yeah, about my scope of practice.
Nicole:So I share this knowledge as a clinical
Nicole:herbalist.
Nicole:I'm not a therapist.
Nicole:I haven't had the financial resources to complete lengthy trauma recovery
Nicole:qualifications.
Nicole:But I have spent thousands of hours in self education trying to understand how trauma
Nicole:shapes the body.
Nicole:Throughout this course, I provide detailed references and resources from trauma
Nicole:professionals with many letters after their names.
Nicole:But my knowledge is also lived and embodied.
Nicole:Learn, quote unquote, in the trenches.
Nicole:So in prison, I worked as a listener with the Samaritans, sometimes spending over 30 hours a
Nicole:week with suicidal and deeply distressed women, hearing stories of unimaginable pain.
Nicole:For over 20 years, I've supported people in prison who are pushed to the limits of what
Nicole:humans can endure.
Nicole:I've worked with thousands of refugees in a
Nicole:mobile herbal clinic, supporting those fleeing war, including many escaping the invasion of
Nicole:Ukraine.
Nicole:I've supported people experiencing repression, gifting medicine to families devastated by
Nicole:grief.
Nicole:I've worked with people healing from prison,
Nicole:addiction and childhood trauma, helping them reclaim their sleep, rediscover rest, and
Nicole:slowly learn to inhabit what feels like a new body.
Nicole:I have seen plants work their magic over and over again, and it's with this deep confidence
Nicole:I offer this course.
Nicole:So what this course does offer.
Nicole:So this course is an opportunity to expand and
Nicole:deepen your knowledge of plant medicines.
Nicole:It's an invitation to transform the way you
Nicole:understand trauma.
Nicole:I truly believe plants can and do radically change lives, bringing people into a world of
Nicole:pleasure, purpose, connection, and healing.
Nicole:Herbs have tangible, direct effects on our bodies and have been used across every
Nicole:continent for thousands of years.
Nicole:In the words of Potawatomi author and botanist Robin Wall Kimmerer, in some native languages,
Nicole:the term for plants translates to those who take care of us.
Nicole:Plants take care of each other, their ecosystems, and they take care of us too.
Nicole:In prison courtyards and refugee camps, when fleeing war zones, and when working towards a
Nicole:world free of domination, exploitation and oppression, I hope they can take care of you
Nicole:too.
Nicole:Okay, so I've Already talked about the bonuses on another episode.
Nicole:But just gentle recap.
Nicole:Anyone that joins the waiting list a week
Nicole:before the course opens can win this amazing curated kit of herbal medicines with herbs
Nicole:from the course.
Nicole:And anyone who joins the course on the first day it opens.
Nicole:And I mean that at like any sliding scale, you can win a potential free spot on the Practical
Nicole:Medicine Making Intensive.
Nicole:Okay,
Nicole:so now I'm just going to run through some of the commonly asked questions.
Nicole:So how much does the course cost? I answered this in the last episode.
Nicole:It is a sliding scale from 0 up to 375 for people that are very financially resourced or
Nicole:living off inheritance things like this.
Nicole:How long will I have access to the course? So you have lifetime access to the course
Nicole:materials, including any future updates.
Nicole:And obviously that's lifetime access based on
Nicole:how long the Solidarity Apothecary exists.
Nicole:But I have no desire to stop doing it so far.
Nicole:So yeah, it's still there for you.
Nicole:And yeah, you can complete the course like at your own pace and revisit the content whenever
Nicole:you need.
Nicole:When does it start and finish? So it kind of opens for enrollment at
Nicole:different times through the year, which means I'm available for questions and admin support
Nicole:when new people are joining.
Nicole:But other times it's, you know, it's not available to access.
Nicole:But if you've enrolled, then you have instant access basically to the course straight away.
Nicole:What is the structure of the course? So it consists of eight comprehensive modules
Nicole:that explore how trauma shapes the body and how we can reclaim it and reshape it.
Nicole:So this includes 60 video lessons and 32 in depth plant profiles covering all the things,
Nicole:you know, things like nervous system physiology,
Nicole:herbalism and trauma recovery.
Nicole:And yet you can hear about that in the first
Nicole:episode talking about the herbalism PTSD course.
Nicole:So what types of learning materials are included?
Nicole:So you have your video lessons which you can't download unfortunately, but you can watch them
Nicole:on the website.
Nicole:You can download the slides, you can download
Nicole:audio files, you can download transcripts, and then you have this whole like resource drive
Nicole:of lists and recommended reading and journal papers,
Nicole:things like that.
Nicole:So yeah, there's something for all the
Nicole:different learning styles and also the.
Nicole:Oh, there's a question here about captions.
Nicole:Okay, can I get a refund if I'm unhappy?
Nicole:So yeah, I really encourage you to read the course page, really think about it, make an
Nicole:informed decision before you enroll.
Nicole:Because yeah, I am a kind of like under capitalized femme.
Nicole:So I, you know, I've got limited financial resources and someone paying Full price and
Nicole:then wanting a refund is like, it does have, like, quite a huge effect on me.
Nicole:But if you are, like, unsatisfied with your purchase, then if you can contact me within,
Nicole:like, the first 14 days of enrolling.
Nicole:Like, if you enroll and then you log in and
Nicole:you're like, no, this isn't for me, I will 100% give you a refund.
Nicole:Okay, when does the course start and finish?
Nicole:Oh, I've repeated that one.
Nicole:I have to edit the course page.
Nicole:Okay.
Nicole:Do the videos have captions?
Nicole:Yep.
Nicole:So every video has closed captions.
Nicole:Is there a community or group component to the course?
Nicole:So no, there is not.
Nicole:I've talked about this before, but basically I
Nicole:spent a long time talking to folks when kind of designing the course.
Nicole:And it was clear that people were like, not keen on, like, group interactions or
Nicole:information overwhelming, you know, like forums and messages and discord servers and
Nicole:stuff.
Nicole:So, yeah, the self paced learning model
Nicole:creates spaciousness and slowness, which are important for folks with an overwhelmed
Nicole:nervous system.
Nicole:I want this course to feel like a nice cup of herbal tea in bed in the morning, in quiet.
Nicole:I mean, it's not quiet if you have kids in the morning.
Nicole:But yeah, I want you to, you know, have no pressure, no stress, no obligation, no
Nicole:achievement pressure, and just kind of be able to interact with it as a kind of nourishing
Nicole:experience.
Nicole:I don't have ptsd.
Nicole:Can I still do this course?
Nicole:Yes.
Nicole:The herbs are covered.
Nicole:Herbs covered in the course are valuable for managing everyday stress, like, which is all
Nicole:of us, not just ptsd.
Nicole:So one of the goals is to help you build a herbal medicine cabinet that supports you
Nicole:through your nervous system, through your entire life's challenges.
Nicole:And there's also additional, like, herbalism topics, right?
Nicole:Like medicine making and herbal safety and constitutions and herbal energetics and tissue
Nicole:states.
Nicole:And yeah, so it's kind of beneficial for
Nicole:everyone, like, interested in plant medicine.
Nicole:I'm new to herbalism.
Nicole:Is this course for me?
Nicole:Absolutely.
Nicole:It is perfect for you.
Nicole:You know, the course is structured to build knowledge in layers, revisiting key concepts
Nicole:over time.
Nicole:And a comprehensive glossary is included to ensure accessibility.
Nicole:And I've designed it to the content to be as clear and approachable as possible.
Nicole:If you're just starting your herbalism journey, this course will provide a strong
Nicole:foundation and accelerate your learning.
Nicole:And when I read through some of the
Nicole:testimonials, you'll see that's like, the main thing that people keep saying is, like, how
Nicole:accessible the content is.
Nicole:You know, like, I love organizing Information, you know, I'm ****** Aquarius or Gemini
Nicole:Ascendant.
Nicole:Like, I'm all about organizing the
Nicole:information.
Nicole:So I like it to look pretty with nice plant pictures and I like diagrams and I like memes
Nicole:and I like, you know, making vast, complicated information, like, more simple and accessible.
Nicole:I'm definitely not a waffler.
Nicole:You'll probably laugh at that if you're
Nicole:listening to this podcast, being like Nicole, you are.
Nicole:But yeah, I'm trying to make it as clear and structured and accessible as possible.
Nicole:Okay. I'm an experienced herbalist.
Nicole:Will I still benefit from this course 100%.
Nicole:So, you know, many herbalists, unfortunately, like, do discuss trauma in very limited ways,
Nicole:if at all, if I'm honest.
Nicole:Like, I didn't have much kind of,
Nicole:yeah, luck of having kind of clinical training where there was like an in depth analysis
Nicole:around trauma,
Nicole:which, you know, actually there was a module in the plant medicine school training which
Nicole:was like, really fantastic from this tutor called Jane, all about the nervous system and
Nicole:herbs and endocrinology and stuff, which actually was really superb.
Nicole:But I mean, in terms of this, like, political context of trauma.
Nicole:But I think it is essential if anyone is supporting clients or organizing any kind of
Nicole:community support.
Nicole:Right.
Nicole:The thing that this course does differently is it brings together herbalism and trauma
Nicole:studies in a real kind of unique, in depth way, particularly focusing on the nervous
Nicole:system.
Nicole:So this kind of like nervine deep dive
Nicole:modules, like, they offer like, advanced insights into plant actions,
Nicole:indications and considerations that even like experienced herbalists may not have
Nicole:encountered in this specific context.
Nicole:Like, because like I've said, you know, I've
Nicole:worked at a clinic in Poland, seeing thousands of people coming from Ukraine, and I've seen
Nicole:like the difference that herbs make for them.
Nicole:I've worked in a clinic in Calais serving like thousands of patients in, you know, in more of
Nicole:a, like, acute herbal medicine, like, first aid context.
Nicole:But you're still constantly interacting with people who have experienced, like, significant
Nicole:trauma and seeing how, you know, a bottle of lavender can support someone to sleep for the
Nicole:first time properly in months,
Nicole:for example.
Nicole:So kind of littered in the course is like lots
Nicole:of my own examples from my own practice and my own organizing and solidarity work.
Nicole:And, you know, oh, this prisoner had this experience with this plan or, you know, like,
Nicole:this person who was like, recovering from methadone withdrawals in prison,
Nicole:found that this was effective, blah, blah, blah.
Nicole:Like, I think every teacher, right, will integrate their own anecdotes into their
Nicole:learning, into their teaching.
Nicole:And I think I try and also do that.
Nicole:So you are getting this kind of like,
Nicole:kind of bigger picture of herbalism and trauma in like a super, super tangible, practical
Nicole:way.
Nicole:Okay, next question.
Nicole:What support is available during the course?
Nicole:So I'm available to answer questions via email.
Nicole:I talk about this in the introduction lesson and unfortunately I have like a two week
Nicole:guideline of like it can take me that long to get to people.
Nicole:And that unfortunately is even harder now with the baby.
Nicole:But yeah, I'm doing my best to always reply to folks.
Nicole:Okay, can I just learn this information from a. So you are very welcome to try.
Nicole:Over the past 15 plus years I have literally explored every resource I could find on this
Nicole:topic,
Nicole:piecing together knowledge from herbalism, trauma studies and structural anti oppression
Nicole:frameworks.
Nicole:And you know, there are so many excellent
Nicole:books on herbalism and trauma separately.
Nicole:Very few kind of integrate them,
Nicole:especially in a way that acknowledges the larger systemic forces that contribute to
Nicole:trauma rather than just focusing on like individual physiology or experience.
Nicole:So the thing, the reason I love online courses is like I love that someone's already done
Nicole:like mountains of work and education and they're kind of giving you the things that are
Nicole:like the synopsis of their journey.
Nicole:Does that make sense? So I think it's like a nice structured way
Nicole:that you can dive into this material rather than just like constantly kind of foraging and
Nicole:building those scraps on your own.
Nicole:Does that make sense?
Nicole:Okay, when will the course be available again? If I don't enroll now?
Nicole:So like I said, enrollment for this session is open from Saturday, March 22nd until Sunday,
Nicole:April 12th and the next enrollment period will likely be October, November 2025.
Nicole:So yeah, to receive updates on that, please join my newsletter.
Nicole:How can I enroll in the course? So when it goes live on Saturday, March 22,
Nicole:all the pink buttons that say Join the waiting list will link to the the page in the
Nicole:Solidarity Path query store and you can basically access the course, purchasing it or
Nicole:using the Solidarity price code.
Nicole:And then you'll get like an automated flow of emails welcoming you to the course and then
Nicole:you're just in and it's just done like that.
Nicole:So yeah, so that will come Live on Saturday, March 22.
Nicole:How does the sliding scale work? So I've just put a link on the page to the
Nicole:PTSD Solidarity Places like info page and you can listen to the last episode which is all
Nicole:about the sliding scale and then help.
Nicole:My card payment is not working.
Nicole:So please, if you have any problem, trouble.
Nicole:Problem, wow, that's like a great new word, trouble or problem with your cards, then
Nicole:please Email us.
Nicole:And me or the wonderful Chantal, who helps manage my emails, who manages the support
Nicole:inbox, will get back to you.
Nicole:It's a long story, but basically, my website is just, like, so frustrating of sometimes the
Nicole:store just works really consistently, and, you know, people buy ebooks or make a donation and
Nicole:it's fine, and then other times, it just doesn't work.
Nicole:And then I ask people, okay, what card are you using?
Nicole:And they give me this information, and then it's like someone else with the exact same
Nicole:card from the exact same country has tried, and it's not worked.
Nicole:So I am praying I have launched.
Nicole:I am launching this in Mercury retrograde.
Nicole:So wish me luck.
Nicole:So I'm hoping everything will be smooth, but if it's not, then contact us.
Nicole:Like, we're not gonna not let you access the course.
Nicole:Does that make sense?
Nicole:Okay, I'm gonna see how long this is now.
Nicole:Wow. This is like 20 minutes.
Nicole:Okay, so I'm gonna stop here, and then I'm
Nicole:gonna record another episode about what others have said about the course, and I'm gonna read
Nicole:some of their testimonials.
Nicole:So thank you so much for listening.
Nicole:Yeah. Please sign up if you're interested.
Nicole:It is, yeah, a wonderful offering.
Nicole:And all the income I receive goes to paying myself and allowing me to do this work.
Nicole:And it all goes on covering the project costs of the solid apothecary, whether that's making
Nicole:medicine for people in Calais,
Nicole:or whether that's making herbal care packages going for people experiencing state
Nicole:repression, or that's getting books to prisoners like.
Nicole:Or, you know, it's paying for the cost of hosting this podcast.
Nicole:And hopefully, as I have more childcare, I'll be interviewing and amplifying different
Nicole:herbalists projects from around the world.
Nicole:So thank you for your support.
Nicole:Yeah. Please check out the next episode, too.
Nicole:All right, thanks.
Nicole:Take care.
Nicole:Thanks so much for listening to the Frontline Herbalism podcast.
Nicole:You can find the transcript, the links, all the resources from the
Nicole:show@solidarityapothecary.org podcast.