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Aaron still remembers the email he drafted but never sent.
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It was saved in his drafts folder
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for three days, unfinished.
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Not angry, not dramatic, just clear.
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They had been friends for over a
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decade, shared flats, shared holidays, shared the
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kind of history that fills in gaps without explanation.
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But that year felt different.
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Conversations became competitive.
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Small remarks lingered longer than they should have.
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Aaron felt himself editing stories before telling
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them, choosing what to share, what to withhold.
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It wasn't a single event, more accumulation,
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an imbalance he couldn't quite name.
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One evening, after a dinner that left him unusually quiet, he opened his laptop.
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He began typing.
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He wrote about distance, about feeling dismissed, sometimes about how things had shifted.
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He didn't accuse.
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He didn't dramatize.
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He simply described.
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At the end, he suggested space.
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Not permanently, just for a while.
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He read it twice, then closed the
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lid without sending it.
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The next morning, his friend messaged as usual.
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A link, a joke, an invitation to the gym.
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Aaron replied.
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Normally, the draft remained where it was.
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Over the following weeks, something softened.
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Not because of a conversation, just time.
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Different pressures, different moods.
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The sharpness he had felt dulled.
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The email began to seem disproportionate, too
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formal for something that might pass.
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He deleted it quietly.
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They are still close.
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Years later, they speak easily.
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The competitive edge faded.
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Or perhaps Erin stopped noticing it.
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Sometimes, when his friend refers to him as constant, as someone who never wavers,
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he feels a brief flicker of memory
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of the draft, of the decision not to press send.
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He does not regret keeping the friendship, but he recognizes that it survived a
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moment it never knew existed, and that loyalty sometimes is less about certainty and
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more about the decision not to act.
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When distance briefly feels justified.
