Join host Erika Audrey in Episode 15 of Clover Club as she sits down with the insightful Rachel Baba of Seed Factory. In this candid conversation, they dive into the tough topics—cancer, the essence of life, and the often overlooked realities of small business ownership. Navigating the COVID era, EIDL loans, ADA compliance, and the daily grind of learning on the fly, come explore what it takes to do your best every day. Tune in for an honest and enlightening discussion that goes far beyond the surface of entrepreneurship.
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Welcome to Clover club.
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:Uh, this is your host, Erica I'm
just, I'm so excited for my guest today.
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:I, as soon as I started this podcast, she
was on my list of people where I was like,
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:, my guest is Rachel Babba.
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is also a friend and a client and
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all sorts of topics today.
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episode and let's welcome, Rachel.
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:I, time traveled to 1989, went into
a taco bell and hijacked this table.
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on the way over here.
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in my early twenties, so.
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was going through a cancer journey.
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that experience, that brings
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becomes like this anchor and
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lot of like love and support and
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in a time of sadness and hardship.
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a really growing through that is one of.
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come from something awful.
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to help everybody kind of.
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wants to be around this person.
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you're an action oriented person.
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think it was really easy.
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you during that process, because it's
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and think about things and be sad.
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steps can we put behind, uh,
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a state and trust in Will's attorney.
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happens when we die legally.
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if you don't have a will and just kind of.
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death that I think a lot of people,
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it, I don't think about because
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cancer, I think is, is.
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age, or, you know what I mean?
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did meet when a mutual friend was sick
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to protect them and, . A lot of intense.
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certain things with or people that I
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:So my brother has been diagnosed
with a stage four glioblastoma,
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his wife late in life.
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and they live overseas in Switzerland.
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to get to that person and, and do
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Setting around them and protect them.
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reference another podcast.
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helpful in the first moments of diagnosis.
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take care of my parents.
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business that I can step away.
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but it was Anderson Cooper, CNN.
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it was very short.
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eight episode podcast.
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and ironically, I listened to
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place, but it was private.
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reaction and it was never a reaction
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some were really tender and poignant.
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about was anticipatory grief.
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diagnosis like cancer or, or.
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you're entering into this.
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told, this will be the thing.
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your mind around the fact that.
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like this is the thing that's that.
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we're still here where we're doing this.
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I think, , this episode is going to air in November, Thanksgiving.
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the little daily present moments.
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there's something specific about
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always a lot of time of a heads up.
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experiences because they really
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to, to go through that, like beginning,
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that I have witnessed this.
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who are comfortable sharing their stories,
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who haven't experienced this yet, but.
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bad news at some point.
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one of my favorite clients.
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with stage four liver cancer and I a.
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professional setting and it was.
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that news because I love her.
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think that eight weeks ago I saw her
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showed her this necklace I really liked.
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inside of you and that you can not find
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it is just in comprehensible to me.
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mind to go straight to a.
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you're so correct that the time that you
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he's doing really, really well.
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these little mini shifts as you
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these it's like, time becomes
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that whole live everyday.
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almost feel like that's.
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for the human mind to do.
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something so magnificent?
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climbing Mount Everest, or is it.
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about what matters.
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control over what I don't.
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tectonic shifts that happen.
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backpack that you can't take
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my grandfather passed away and he was
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you know, we got together and we went
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restaurant that we've been eating at
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just experienced this.
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know, Permanent change to our
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we're just a family having lunch.
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like that, to me, it makes me so much
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know when you see somebody, you know,
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too long in line at the grocery
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successful at it, but I try really
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type of day this person is having.
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with me of giving people, grace,
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person just had got horrible news?
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experiencing something that.
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little bit of like a saltier lens maybe.
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to deal with stuff like this.
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mean, we have a lot of mutual friends
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mom said to me once she was like, I can't
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have passed away, not just from cancer.
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and it's fucking tough.
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an insensitive pivot, but.
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owner is also tough.
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that you deal with in that.
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of some takeaways and carry overs.
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business owner that I've learned
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to an early conclusion.
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gone through this with our mutual
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at or approach your business?
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right way to phrase it.
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like, it doesn't matter.
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we're not doing it any better.
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it the best we can, right?
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a lot of letting go of little things.
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as a fairly controlling person.
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one of the reasons why I.
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something the best that I could make it.
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of time behind it now.
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there's a lot of things that we can.
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they're just, it's smooth.
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if it's purple, not green.
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a, good example at the moment.
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things that, , and, and to your point,
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line or in traffic or whatever, Yeah.
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just found it's all good.
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sweating, not worth it.
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episodes ago about a lady that
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I said something to her and now.
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is, is there something that I can
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that's going to change that right.
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a position where I can even kind of swoop
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is, is my reaction to this?
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really trying to get to.
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you wouldn't have that track record,
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years and to think of evolving
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down in my notes that.
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owner, if you aren't flexible and
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there's no room for rigidity in this.
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I think, is so many of us think.
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specific to, to what I want.
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or, or, you know, , the environment.
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for yourself as one of the.
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to control everything.
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back on that time span of having
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businesses within that time span.
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had a cash register and a carbon notepad.
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graduated high school, Erica.
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that I was in was, was using
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email at that time, again, not
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brick and mortar store.
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I've had the opportunity to work with in
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fingerprints on the store.
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saying , we gotta be on Facebook
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help me, we'll do it.
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times where we were leaner on.
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Pinterest and I'd be like, absolutely not.
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right now, that'll be all me.
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opposite and I think we're even
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thought about the number of women
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aviary or, or Kristen at Rose Finch.
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women in business that I talk with.
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really set up like some sort of
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that happen because that's a very
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I would add to that list.
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went into a, I went into a young woman.
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but recognize each other.
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of was like, what do I do?
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and we didn't really have time to get into
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loved to have given her, , Some thoughts.
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in 20 years where my learning curve
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but there's no handbook.
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you need to know because each
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of circumstances and challenges.
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day, it all falls to us.
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I've pivoted into more of a retail
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with striking the balance of handing
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my employees and trusting them to
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said, if something happens
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or romantic, this is what it is.
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of what it's like to be.
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mortar retail shop owner.
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you seen practical magic.
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other night for Halloween, and I
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this little potion shop and just like
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planted the seed in me as a kid
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where I can control the aesthetics of it,
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everybody would be like, yeah, you are.
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is like the taxes, the business life.
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out you did it wrong when you get an angry
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couldn't be more vertical.
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that's interesting is I
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the can on this one.
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think are happening that are really
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:Like people would look at us and say,
oh, those are two small business owners.
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small is typically a finance
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are now approaching businesses
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all businesses with the same.
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to be different for different people.
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:Um, this is the scale of this business.
480
:So, what can I expect?
481
:You know?
482
:Yes.
483
:And is that even, I don't even
know that that's the responsibility
484
:of a patron to go in and.
485
:Yeah, I know exactly what
you're meaning gets it.
486
:Whether it's a national brand that goes
into, , a development that a business
487
:like yours or mine would be in.
488
:Or a local business, the expectations
are kind of the same and we don't
489
:have the same resources, but we don't
have a budget for paying people to
490
:put together amazing viral tech talks.
491
:Right.
492
:And all of the stuff that.
493
:You know, I, uh, There's a constant
navigation of which horse do you jump on?
494
:Which horse do you let leave?
495
:Cause we can't do it.
496
:All right.
497
:, but optically, we need to look like we do.
498
:Um, Yeah, I think, , and back
to that piece about just our,
499
:like, if, if you walked into.
500
:Seed factory.
501
:Or if you walked in to target.
502
:Two vastly different retailers.
503
:Fastly, what would your expectations be?
504
:Like you're, you're looking for a shirt.
505
:You're going to get a gift.
506
:Go.
507
:I honestly, my expectation will be higher
from you and it's almost unfair, right?
508
:Like you don't have the ability.
509
:I mean, like the Royal, you have
like a small retailer, right.
510
:But you don't have the staffing of
that, but I would, I expect more
511
:of a personal connection when I'm
shopping with a local business.
512
:I expect, , Not necessarily the same.
513
:Color options or size options.
514
:I expect like a more curated.
515
:Uh, specialized, uh, Group of offerings.
516
:But I think my expectations for
my experience as a customer are
517
:actually higher in a local business.
518
:Cause I'm like, there's still a human
being who has their finger on this, as
519
:opposed to a big corporation where this
is all just kind of on autopilot, right?
520
:It's interesting.
521
:I think, I feel similarly.
522
:And I don't know if that's just because of
the space that we occupy during the day.
523
:Yeah.
524
:If I, my expectation, I don't need
them to have a stellar tick talk.
525
:Right.
526
:, I'm not looking to them for those things.
527
:I need them to be.
528
:Accessible.
529
:Someone if I have a question
or if someone can help me.
530
:Absolutely.
531
:And just kind absolutely.
532
:Nice smiling face where you
feel like you're welcome.
533
:And, , like you, yeah, just
feeling welcome in a space.
534
:Yeah.
535
:And often I will want to look
for what I want to look for.
536
:Yeah.
537
:But I may seek someone out to break down.
538
:Where would I find
children's white t-shirts or.
539
:No, that kind of thing.
540
:Yes.
541
:Or, Hey, I've narrowed it down to these
two, which do you find to be the most.
542
:Popular.
543
:Crowd friendly or whatever.
544
:Yeah.
545
:, but I think there's also benefits too.
546
:I mean, your store is hyper
curated and the best way.
547
:I mean, if you haven't shopped at
seed factory, please check Rachel
548
:shop out because it is gorgeous.
549
:I mean it's so.
550
:Uh, a big chain retailer cannot
accomplish what you have done.
551
:, and it's easier to say no
to things when you're small.
552
:So people come in and they're like,
oh, you don't have enough men's stuff.
553
:And I'm like, I know I have some like
men can a hundred percent shop here at
554
:men are more than welcome to shop here.
555
:But they're not my hero customer
or like my customer archetype.
556
:And as a small business, I can
say , no, this is my curation list.
557
:Here's the reason why that's that?
558
:But big companies, I feel like
are under a really big microscope
559
:on, , well, the main, the main
reason for us would be budgetary,
560
:you know, Absolutely cost of goods.
561
:Can't be that high.
562
:, Especially because there's not.
563
:but enough, like a thousand
square foot retail space, you
564
:only have so much storage room.
565
:You only have so much floor space.
566
:There's only so much you can do.
567
:Yeah.
568
:, and there's only so much you can purchase.
569
:Absolutely.
570
:Yeah.
571
:Absolutely.
572
:You have to make those choices.
573
:Yeah.
574
:Yeah.
575
:Yeah.
576
:, I did an episode with the
two dudes that opened up this
577
:retail shop right behind me.
578
:And, uh, , we were talking about like,
God, the upfront cost of the inventory
579
:alone and the amount of money just
sitting on shelves at all the time.
580
:I mean, thousands of thousands, sometimes
hundreds of thousands of dollars.
581
:Yeah.
582
:, It's got to come from somewhere
and that's shifted since COVID.
583
:And before COVID most of your most vendors
would offer some sort of payment terms.
584
:I can buy this line in.
585
:And then give it 30 days to begin to
generate some revenue before I have to.
586
:Absolutely pay for it.
587
:Right.
588
:And, I remember that fall
of:
589
:it's Cod now that's right.
590
:And it was, get the money up front.
591
:I don't want to have.
592
:Are you kidding me?
593
:Yeah.
594
:, that's a big, that's a massive change
to the way our businesses operate.
595
:Yeah.
596
:So on that note, going back to
:
597
:really interesting things happening.
598
:I don't remember the specifics
and you may not want to.
599
:Discuss this, but, um, let's
see, there was a small business
600
:administration offered.
601
:Ah, let's get into this relief loans.
602
:It was called the COVID
idle loan emergency.
603
:Economic disaster.
604
:Thank you.
605
:, And that I remember being
sent out, um, in early April.
606
:Yep.
607
:Before PPP was even mentioned.
608
:Yup.
609
:That was the first wave.
610
:Yep.
611
:So, , I talked to my accountant.
612
:I talked to my family, I talked
to other business owners and
613
:I ended up taking one out.
614
:I didn't take the full
amount they were offering.
615
:I scaled it back.
616
:Yeah.
617
:, But I took that.
618
:And essentially that was that.
619
:took care of that spring
season that we were closed.
620
:Um, how long were you close to her?
621
:Two and a half months.
622
:Yeah.
623
:Yeah.
624
:, And it's amazing.
625
:The, that sounds so.
626
:Little, you know, But it's
using the income in the pond.
627
:Yeah.
628
:, And we have, , I mean, we have a brick
and mortar store one, and then we have an
629
:online store, but the things that we sell
in both of those are completely different.
630
:Isn't that interesting.
631
:And it was never one where I was buying.
632
:So much inventory for the web
store it's always been shared.
633
:So it's easy to have those
things represented in the store.
634
:Right.
635
:But for the most part, we
sold them more readily online.
636
:It was a lot of our, , Waldorf
and Montessori wooden toys.
637
:Open-ended wooden toys.
638
:Love those.
639
:, but in the store we primarily sell
children's clothing and books.
640
:Yeah.
641
:, And so what was interesting is as soon
as the door closed on March 14th,, we had
642
:this shift and then people were contacting
us and they wanted the wooden toys.
643
:And so we began to sell that.
644
:We just don't have as much inventory.
645
:, and.
646
:Now we can't get our hands on anything.
647
:Right.
648
:Cause.
649
:Everywhere else has shut down too.
650
:And so now I'm like, but
what about all these clothes?
651
:Totally.
652
:Like now we have two.
653
:How about a onesy?
654
:, you like to raps?
655
:So got you.
656
:Um, and so that was really
interesting because we had to
657
:sort of adapt to, to survive.
658
:Absolutely.
659
:And then, because the PPP was really.
660
:, Proportionate to your regular payroll.
661
:You know, the, the.
662
:Previous year , not calendar year,
but the previous 12 months of payroll.
663
:Right.
664
:So our PP P wasn't that.
665
:Outstanding.
666
:It certainly wasn't going
to pay for that inventory.
667
:Nope.
668
:, so nice little bandaid on things.
669
:Yeah, but yeah.
670
:So now here we are.
671
:Repayment began on that COVID idle loan.
672
:Yup.
673
:And it was the sort of
thing that it was either.
674
:. I tell everybody they have to go
home today and they don't have a job.
675
:And we just sort of drown.
676
:Or I take out this relief loan
and, Maybe we can continue.
677
:Right.
678
:And I can affect.
679
:I remember talking to my accountant and
he was like, what's a 30 year repayment.
680
:And I was like, that sounds great.
681
:Cause you know what, it's not today.
682
:Exactly.
683
:But I didn't really have any time or
clarity to think about, am I going to be.
684
:Doing this when I'm 80, right.
685
:So., the, the year rolls through and
in may of:
686
:And I paid on that for a year and a half.
687
:I've never had any direct
contact with the SBA.
688
:I got a letter in the early
days just saying heads up.
689
:This is starting and I
set up the auto-draft.
690
:That was kind of the end of it.
691
:And then, , at the end of 2022 or working
on corporate taxes and my accountant says.
692
:Do you realize that that $10,000
that you've paid back towards that
693
:loan has gone entirely to interest?
694
:And I was like, well, that's not.
695
:That's not how I understood that.
696
:I understood that it was going to be
a 3% interest rate, but if they're
697
:doing that, that suddenly taps it up
to a 6% interest rate, that's very
698
:different than what's written on paper.
699
:So.
700
:I reached out to someone at the SBA
and I didn't, I couldn't get anyone.
701
:At this point, they're trying
to shutter that program.
702
:As quickly as they can.
703
:Yeah.
704
:And now it's impossible to get anyone.
705
:They literally closed the office.
706
:Right.
707
:Literally shuttered that office.
708
:So, um, Yeah.
709
:So I stopped paying, , because I
thought, well, now I just can't
710
:get anyone to return my calls
to discuss the terms of this.
711
:And then I was like, I think.
712
:I think I have just an
ethical dilemma with.
713
:An emergency relief loan.
714
:And I, I know they're
not limited to COVID.
715
:These would be given in times of.
716
:Hurricane in a coastal town.
717
:Or, or tornado or, you know,
other other event that could be
718
:devastating and people would have
to close for a long period of time.
719
:Right.
720
:What the hell is that?
721
:Why are they charging interest on a relief
loan that they're giving to a business?
722
:So that you can stay open.
723
:You've asked me to close I've closed.
724
:And now, , We opened
with a boot on my neck.
725
:Your.
726
:And you're, you're
earning money off of this.
727
:Yeah, it's fucked.
728
:So I have some.
729
:I have some issues with it, for sure.
730
:And I literally like I've contacted
Senator offs, offs office.
731
:We went in and sat with them.
732
:They were very responsive.
733
:It was not only myself, but a couple other
business owners that happened to be women.
734
:Yeah.
735
:At some point, my accountant contacted me.
736
:And said, if you go back in, if y'all
have another meeting, can I join?
737
:He said, all of my businesses are
reaching out to me and I have no council.
738
:I can't get anyone at the SBA.
739
:Yeah.
740
:So not to, not to disparage the SBA, but.
741
:You just can't, it's just, um, It's empty.
742
:Yeah, there's nothing.
743
:You can't get anything.
744
:So you can't discuss it.
745
:You can't.
746
:Ask for an audit like they
did in the case of the PPP.
747
:Right.
748
:You know, come in and look at exactly
how we use these funds to see if
749
:there's some other compromise.
750
:Talk to us office office about doing.
751
:Community service as a
means of paying it off.
752
:I was like, help me, help me get to them.
753
:And discuss any other option.
754
:But this, . Financial burden has,
has just been, we've just been
755
:dragging it along since, COVID.
756
:Yeah.
757
:And.
758
:I don't know what to do with it.
759
:Well, and I don't think you're
supposed to know what to do with it.
760
:Right?
761
:It's like you, as a small business
owner made a choice that was the best
762
:choice for you to make at that time.
763
:Along with thousands and thousands and
thousands of other small business owners.
764
:And it makes me wonder if you can't
even get someone on the phone,
765
:who's monitoring the repayment of
these loans in the first place.
766
:Oh, I don't think anyone is.
767
:What, what happened if you
just straight up stopped?
768
:Um, I have.
769
:And she's here to tell about it.
770
:And my cell phone number is no.
771
:I have, and I've reached out and
I've reached out to the senator's
772
:team and been told repeatedly that
they've reached out on our behalf.
773
:And we should be expecting the
call, but that's been going on
774
:for seven or eight months now.
775
:Dude.
776
:So, , you just get silence
for a little while.
777
:There were like, , I
want to say two months.
778
:in the spring, we got some robo calls.
779
:, Those have stopped and it, and I asked
the team at, , Senator Ossoff's office.
780
:I was like, I would be curious to know
how many of these loans were given
781
:out and how many have already closed?
782
:How many businesses have already closed?
783
:Um, and they didn't, I mean, they,
that wasn't their specific tasks, so
784
:they didn't have an answer for that.
785
:But it is a curious question.
786
:Yeah.
787
:Yeah.
788
:The true cost of all of that.
789
:Yeah.
790
:Yeah.
791
:Rachel, you're happily married, but
there is a term if you're single
792
:called matching energy and when you're
dating somebody, it's like, you want
793
:somebody who matches your energy.
794
:, and so I think this is a good
opportunity to practice that with.
795
:The SBA.
796
:And like, if your energy is leaving me on
red, I'm going to do the exact same thing.
797
:Yeah.
798
:Yeah.
799
:Yeah.
800
:It's just not worth it.
801
:Yeah.
802
:It's wild, but it's, and the whole
reason that I initially contacted them.
803
:Was because even a year and a
half in of repayments, , I was
804
:like, I need a breather on this.
805
:So I reached out to them to sort of.
806
:See if there was some financial
hardship that you could press
807
:pause for a moment, right.
808
:And like I said, I just never,
I never got anything back.
809
:So.
810
:oNce I realized it was a little,
what was written on paper was
811
:different than what was being
practiced with the interest rate.
812
:I was like, just pause.
813
:Just everybody.
814
:Pause.
815
:Until, Till we know what's going on.
816
:Yeah.
817
:Yeah, absolutely.
818
:It's so stressful and
there's so many moments.
819
:My business has been open for
half the time that yours has.
820
:But I think of all of these little
moments where I was dealing with some
821
:sort of big, scary entity, whether
it's my landlord or the government
822
:or whatever, and just overwhelmed
and trying to do the right thing.
823
:But there's really not a lot of clear
guidance and it feels intentional.
824
:It feels.
825
:I'll go as far as to say a bit predatory,
because so much money is made off of
826
:interest off of fines off of us, not
knowing what to do, and it's not.
827
:, it's a crime of nothing, but
it's, what am I trying to say?
828
:It's not negligence.
829
:It's literal ignorance.
830
:You know, it's like, we don't
know, but we don't know.
831
:I think the assumption is that if you're
a business, then you've got council.
832
:I have an accountant, but I don't,
I don't keep a lawyer on hand.
833
:That's not a business.
834
:Vulnerability to admit that,
but I can remember the year
835
:that, gosh, when was this?
836
:This was pretty early on
because when I first opened
837
:the sales tax rate was broader.
838
:I want to say it was
7%, something like that.
839
:And then they ended up layering
in the city of Atlanta.
840
:To Fulton county.
841
:And so you have the two sort
of multiple jurisdictions.
842
:And I can remember.
843
:Doing some cleanup at the end of the year,
just financial stuff and realizing that
844
:the sales tax payable that I had entered
was different than what I had been paying.
845
:I don't know.
846
:And it was, it was, I assume
you weren't paying more.
847
:I was not.
848
:Um, And it, was one of those things
where, the department of revenue
849
:had really done no outreach To let
businesses know that now there's this.
850
:New layer of sales tax.
851
:It's coming in on top of the old layer.
852
:And so I was responsible
for a year's worth of.
853
:A percent and a quarter of sales
tax, and it just so happened that.
854
:That was a moment in time when, when
the business could pay off the penalty,
855
:you know, And I remember calling
the department of revenue and just
856
:saying, if I pay everything at once,
can I avoid penalties and interest?
857
:, if I clean it off right now, And they did.
858
:Good.
859
:But it was just like, how do I know
if this is going to happen again?
860
:Uh, and some version of that.
861
:Well, yeah.
862
:And it's not the first time
something like that's happened and
863
:it's not the first time that, uh,,
government agency essentially has
864
:said you have to come to our website
periodically and just stay informed.
865
:Okay.
866
:That's easy enough.
867
:Are there websites.
868
:True.
869
:Um, hold.
870
:Eight point font.
871
:Doesn't do it for ya.
872
:I think in the grand scheme of all
the things that you want to design and
873
:you want to control in your business.
874
:There are so many things that you're,
, I didn't, I didn't open a children's
875
:store because I was a business major.
876
:I.
877
:Because you love compliance.
878
:A stickler for compliance.
879
:It's totally, I am a creative and
that's what I wanted to do with it.
880
:So naive, whatever.
881
:, There are some learning curves
in there that are expensive.
882
:And like you said, there.
883
:Absolute vertical inclines.
884
:And they also layer in to the number
of things that a business owner.
885
:Smaller large, but the large
ones typically we'll have a team,
886
:you know, in place to do so.
887
:Yeah.
888
:So now every January I'm scrolling
that website just to make sure.
889
:You know, , and there's a
lot of things like that.
890
:They didn't always have the city
of Atlanta business license.
891
:You had your state registration.
892
:But then at some point they
started the actual city license.
893
:And that was another
one of those instances.
894
:Yeah.
895
:, and , so it's difficult because you do
have to be., Nimble your own agent, your
896
:own advocate in a lot of these areas.
897
:, and one of the newest ones is, and we got
ahead of this, but is the ADA compliance?
898
:For your website, Erica have to do it.
899
:, and you may have already.
900
:I don't.
901
:I think the majority of people listen to
this are like, what are you talking about?
902
:So, uh, so what are you talking about?
903
:If I am M visually or hearing impaired,
and I go to shop on your website, then
904
:their software or tools that I could
use that would make your website.
905
:, Accessible to me, it might, it might be a
reader that's reading off the descriptions
906
:of the imagery and the products.
907
:It might be, and then walks
me through a transaction.
908
:Should I choose to go there?
909
:Sure it may be, , a children's
sweater that I have a photograph of
910
:and all that all text is describing.
911
:The blue and the style and the fabric and
the content, so that someone who can't see
912
:the picture can understand the product.
913
:Sure.
914
:And, I think the.
915
:The, again, the learning curve there is
that when you open a brick and mortar,
916
:you have, , inspections along the way.
917
:Yeah.
918
:Uh, team building out your space.
919
:When you finish, you'll have a
certificate of occupancy, right.
920
:And that just sort of.
921
:Stamps that, , everything's been
done to make this a safe and
922
:accessible space, physical space.
923
:Right.
924
:And so you develop a website,
but the interesting thing is that
925
:is, a little bit of a wild west.
926
:In that, , someone had mentioned it to
me and was like, Hey, heads up for this.
927
:So, , I start looking around, I
even talked to, or web developer.
928
:And there's just not a lot of
guidance or information about it.
929
:And, , one day I called
the, , department of justice.
930
:'cause I was looking@theada.gov website.
931
:And.
932
:They were the sort of
governing body of this.
933
:Yeah.
934
:And, um, and I'm looking for just, just,
I need a bullet point outline of what I
935
:need to do to make our website accessible.
936
:And they don't have one.
937
:They do, but it's like, It
just speaks in abstracts.
938
:Of course.
939
:, your font needs to be.
940
:A certain percentage, variable, unknown.
941
:Of the overall size to be
used with particular reader.
942
:But I'm assuming there's multiple readers
or devices out there to assist someone.
943
:So It didn't read like a list that you
could just go and tackle and check off.
944
:Do you think that's intentional?
945
:Aye.
946
:I don't necessarily, I
think it's negligent.
947
:And I think it's one of those
things that we tend to do to
948
:ourselves where it's like, Let's
fix this or let's respond to this.
949
:And then deal with the
problems that occur later.
950
:We'll fix those as they
become clear to us.
951
:And, , I didn't get much help
from the DOJ from calling them.
952
:And trying to get, you
know, , a clear list.
953
:Yeah.
954
:And then in the end,
955
:I ended up purchasing a
widget to put on our website.
956
:And I'm not even a hundred percent
sure that that's a foolproof solution.
957
:But in speaking with a few different
lawyers, , it's my understanding
958
:that these ADA compliance suits.
959
:, Someone could see you at any time.
960
:They could say that they've had problems
historically, using your website.
961
:, It's often done in a
federal circuit court.
962
:So
963
:it's kind of out of the question for,,
owner-operated business to say, yeah, I've
964
:got the resources to sit on this for a
couple of years while we wait for it to.
965
:You know, come to trial, right.
966
:, that's one that I feel like, Everybody
should be made aware of, but.
967
:I don't know.
968
:That's the type of thing that
I would just presume that the
969
:professional that I'm paying to build
my website would be knowledgeable
970
:about and, build in accordance.
971
:Like it wouldn't even occur to me
to, check on that, which I think
972
:is exactly what they're preying on.
973
:Well, and I think.
974
:I mean these lawsuit
people like for sure, DOJ.
975
:DOJ, even when you go to someone who's
building a site and asking them about
976
:it, like our, new site is through our.
977
:POS platform, right?
978
:So it's not an individual, but, we did
that just to kind of mesh everything
979
:together, even when you contact them.
980
:And this is a huge corporation.
981
:Right.
982
:They'll say that's not on us.
983
:That's on you.
984
:What?
985
:Yeah, that's actually insane.
986
:So, and they're doing kind
of a template website, right?
987
:So, I'm sharing this with you.
988
:In the hopes that.
989
:Anybody who's listing.
990
:That might be like, oh, I need to get,
uh, we, we did a widget called accessibly.
991
:Okay.
992
:And what it does is it just presents a,
, little icon on the homepage on every page.
993
:And when you click on that icon,
it'll open a menu that can help
994
:you choose the specifics, , that
can help you navigate a website.
995
:If you are sight or hearing impaired.
996
:I wonder if that widget is installed.
997
:If there's with, you could say with
reasonable effort, I have done my
998
:best to provide an experience for my.
999
:Impaired website, user, right.
:
00:44:54,443 --> 00:44:56,933
How much extra Otis can come on me.
:
00:44:58,343 --> 00:45:00,023
Um, I think the S.
:
00:45:00,053 --> 00:45:01,793
The circuit court.
:
00:45:01,853 --> 00:45:03,323
I would answer that one.
:
00:45:03,323 --> 00:45:04,073
I don't know.
:
00:45:04,523 --> 00:45:07,013
Um, but to me, that's this.
:
00:45:07,673 --> 00:45:11,993
This is like, where I say we're in
this moment of re-invention again.
:
00:45:12,023 --> 00:45:12,323
Yeah.
:
00:45:12,423 --> 00:45:13,563
, or seed is.
:
00:45:14,403 --> 00:45:15,603
I think that's part of it.
:
00:45:16,443 --> 00:45:16,893
, I'm.
:
00:45:17,793 --> 00:45:20,673
Dealing and trading and things
that I don't wholly understand
:
00:45:20,673 --> 00:45:22,353
that aren't my background.
:
00:45:23,013 --> 00:45:25,383
, Website, design and accessibility.
:
00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:29,673
So again, the learning curve is
straight up and down as you try to,
:
00:45:29,763 --> 00:45:35,723
to make your business as, accessible
and user-friendly to all people.
:
00:45:35,773 --> 00:45:38,593
, and hope that you hope that
you've stuck the landing and that
:
00:45:38,593 --> 00:45:39,853
everything's working correctly.
:
00:45:40,003 --> 00:45:40,273
Right.
:
00:45:40,333 --> 00:45:40,723
Yeah.
:
00:45:41,053 --> 00:45:41,353
Yeah.
:
00:45:41,383 --> 00:45:46,183
It's and I think once you tackle something
like that, the next something like
:
00:45:46,183 --> 00:45:50,193
that comes there may be a little in
between, but I feel like I'm constantly
:
00:45:50,193 --> 00:45:51,903
learning about something I'm doing wrong.
:
00:45:52,323 --> 00:45:53,103
Accidentally.
:
00:45:53,643 --> 00:45:54,033
Yes.
:
00:45:54,183 --> 00:45:56,133
Yeah, I feel.
:
00:45:56,463 --> 00:45:58,113
I think from the outside,
looking in, people would look
:
00:45:58,143 --> 00:46:00,213
at both of our businesses and
be like, they're doing great.
:
00:46:00,243 --> 00:46:03,513
Like, these are two, you know,
women who are doing the damn thing.
:
00:46:03,873 --> 00:46:06,873
Uh, and we literally are, but
there's so much stuff like this.
:
00:46:06,873 --> 00:46:09,813
Like I think it's really nice that
you're open to talking about this
:
00:46:09,813 --> 00:46:12,063
on a platform like this, because.
:
00:46:12,663 --> 00:46:13,863
This is the type of thing.
:
00:46:14,013 --> 00:46:17,343
That people like you and I talk about
behind the scenes, , and on social
:
00:46:17,343 --> 00:46:19,953
media, we're like, oh my God, look
at this cute new thing that we just
:
00:46:19,953 --> 00:46:24,993
got in, but it's, you don't know how
stressful and how many nights you're up.
:
00:46:24,993 --> 00:46:27,783
Just like, how do I solve this problem?
:
00:46:28,213 --> 00:46:32,143
, and I'm, I consider myself a
problem solver, but I'm not a
:
00:46:32,143 --> 00:46:36,103
millionaire and well, and you
don't always have all of the.
:
00:46:36,613 --> 00:46:39,733
There are multiple people
in some of these problems.
:
00:46:39,793 --> 00:46:40,723
Absolutely.
:
00:46:40,753 --> 00:46:44,113
Or the solutions I should say
for some of these problems.
:
00:46:44,443 --> 00:46:48,233
So it's not always, , like
sometimes you need to ask for
:
00:46:48,233 --> 00:46:50,093
help or counsel or whatever.
:
00:46:50,363 --> 00:46:52,013
So it's not always.
:
00:46:52,613 --> 00:46:54,053
, Just your.
:
00:46:54,053 --> 00:46:55,973
Singular problem to solve.
:
00:46:56,633 --> 00:46:57,293
Absolutely.
:
00:46:57,343 --> 00:47:01,243
I'd be curious how many
businesses in and around Atlanta.
:
00:47:01,783 --> 00:47:04,423
And maybe it's maybe it's female owned.
:
00:47:04,513 --> 00:47:04,843
Yeah.
:
00:47:05,173 --> 00:47:08,113
Would be interested in
some sort of group or.
:
00:47:08,113 --> 00:47:10,033
I'm not quite sure what it is.
:
00:47:10,483 --> 00:47:11,263
I just.
:
00:47:11,953 --> 00:47:12,673
Let us know.
:
00:47:12,883 --> 00:47:16,123
Yeah, I'd be curious if I
feel like that's a thing.
:
00:47:16,783 --> 00:47:21,737
Um, and it's even one of the things that
we proposed to, , I say we just, because
:
00:47:21,737 --> 00:47:25,587
there were other people there, but I don't
feel like it's, People have different
:
00:47:25,587 --> 00:47:27,417
degrees of how comfortable they are.
:
00:47:27,670 --> 00:47:29,380
Kind of peeling the
onion on their business.
:
00:47:29,380 --> 00:47:29,860
So I don't.
:
00:47:30,490 --> 00:47:32,290
That's not mine to say that's there.
:
00:47:32,290 --> 00:47:36,290
So, , but I'll, I'll just say
we, , but that was one of the things
:
00:47:36,290 --> 00:47:39,830
that we mentioned was just that
there's not a lot of guidance for,
:
00:47:39,890 --> 00:47:41,360
Owning a business, you know?
:
00:47:42,350 --> 00:47:43,460
Uh, and.
:
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:46,700
Do you mean specifically a
brick and mortar business?
:
00:47:46,790 --> 00:47:47,990
I know.
:
00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:48,860
Not necessarily.
:
00:47:48,890 --> 00:47:49,340
Okay.
:
00:47:49,370 --> 00:47:54,170
Because I think now that, , I mean, all
this stuff that I learned about the.
:
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:55,280
The.
:
00:47:55,280 --> 00:47:56,900
ADA compliance online.
:
00:47:57,020 --> 00:47:58,520
Yeah, that was complete.
:
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:01,280
Digital it's totally digital.
:
00:48:01,700 --> 00:48:05,600
Um, And it was completely
new territory for me.
:
00:48:05,660 --> 00:48:05,720
Yeah.
:
00:48:05,930 --> 00:48:09,850
So I, it's one of those things
where I feel like I, I plugged
:
00:48:09,850 --> 00:48:14,890
some things in and I've tried to
start, , getting ahead of this.
:
00:48:15,760 --> 00:48:17,830
, but I don't, it's not my.
:
00:48:17,830 --> 00:48:18,730
What's the right word.
:
00:48:19,090 --> 00:48:20,500
It's just, it's not my.
:
00:48:20,633 --> 00:48:21,113
Field.
:
00:48:21,113 --> 00:48:25,193
So I, I feel unsure of where
I am on that learning curve.
:
00:48:25,703 --> 00:48:26,003
Yeah.
:
00:48:26,183 --> 00:48:26,603
Yeah.
:
00:48:26,723 --> 00:48:29,873
And I think every day, all you
can do is the best that you can.
:
00:48:30,023 --> 00:48:33,593
And some days that's more than others,
but I think that there are a lot
:
00:48:33,593 --> 00:48:36,353
of people who would be interested
in some sort of group like that.
:
00:48:36,353 --> 00:48:40,643
And I did a women's mastermind group
for the first half of this year.
:
00:48:40,913 --> 00:48:42,323
And are you familiar with
the mastermind group?
:
00:48:42,563 --> 00:48:42,863
No.
:
00:48:42,953 --> 00:48:46,403
So the way that it's structured
is, , there's a host facilitator.
:
00:48:46,703 --> 00:48:48,743
And then each person
you meet once a month.
:
00:48:49,103 --> 00:48:51,473
And you bring in some
sort of business issue.
:
00:48:51,503 --> 00:48:54,113
And so you have, I can't remember
the minutes, but let's say you've got
:
00:48:54,113 --> 00:48:55,643
three minutes to state your issue.
:
00:48:55,643 --> 00:48:59,643
And then there's eight minutes to kind
of go around the group and . People
:
00:48:59,643 --> 00:49:02,403
aren't supposed to tell you what to
do, but they ask clarifying questions
:
00:49:02,433 --> 00:49:06,433
and they help you come up with, , some
clarity and action steps, and then
:
00:49:06,463 --> 00:49:09,913
you implement them and you, and you
choose an accountability partner.
:
00:49:09,943 --> 00:49:11,833
Somebody takes notes for
you and send some to you.
:
00:49:12,223 --> 00:49:14,893
, and of course you can communicate
through that month in between
:
00:49:14,893 --> 00:49:18,763
meetings, but I found it, I think
that wasn't the group for me because
:
00:49:18,763 --> 00:49:20,353
our business types were so varied.
:
00:49:20,573 --> 00:49:25,823
, but if I could find a group of women
that had more overlap in the type
:
00:49:25,823 --> 00:49:27,143
of businesses that we had, I think.
:
00:49:27,233 --> 00:49:28,373
It would be invaluable.
:
00:49:28,373 --> 00:49:30,143
And I can think of off the top of my head.
:
00:49:30,803 --> 00:49:33,023
A solid number of people that
would be interested in that.
:
00:49:33,083 --> 00:49:33,443
Yeah.
:
00:49:33,653 --> 00:49:38,603
So if anybody listening feels the
same and maybe even we could do, and
:
00:49:38,603 --> 00:49:41,113
I know this is a thing, , I've got a
friend whose husband's in a group like
:
00:49:41,113 --> 00:49:43,333
this, but basically you sign an NDA.
:
00:49:43,363 --> 00:49:44,803
So whatever's discussed in that group.
:
00:49:44,833 --> 00:49:45,973
Doesn't leave the group.
:
00:49:46,573 --> 00:49:49,243
Inviting people to be
more comfortable sharing.
:
00:49:49,633 --> 00:49:50,983
Maybe more detailed.
:
00:49:51,403 --> 00:49:51,973
Issues.
:
00:49:52,033 --> 00:49:54,733
And the numbers and stuff like that, where
it's like, I don't want this out there.
:
00:49:54,733 --> 00:49:57,403
This is extremely personal,
but like, I need help.
:
00:49:57,703 --> 00:49:58,873
And I'm doing this on my own.
:
00:49:59,023 --> 00:49:59,203
Right.
:
00:49:59,203 --> 00:50:00,253
We might be onto something here.
:
00:50:00,253 --> 00:50:00,523
Yeah.
:
00:50:00,793 --> 00:50:01,153
Yeah.
:
00:50:01,273 --> 00:50:01,783
I like it.
:
00:50:01,843 --> 00:50:02,203
Yeah.
:
00:50:02,323 --> 00:50:02,863
I do too.
:
00:50:03,463 --> 00:50:03,733
Hmm.
:
00:50:03,733 --> 00:50:05,233
It's all about just navigating.
:
00:50:06,013 --> 00:50:06,433
It is.
:
00:50:06,613 --> 00:50:07,243
Yeah.
:
00:50:07,483 --> 00:50:08,413
And, and.
:
00:50:08,413 --> 00:50:12,043
Navigating learning, stripping away, ego.
:
00:50:12,673 --> 00:50:13,453
Oh, my gosh.
:
00:50:13,573 --> 00:50:16,783
It's a very humbling
experience, truly, truly.
:
00:50:17,443 --> 00:50:18,463
Oh, I agree with that.
:
00:50:18,923 --> 00:50:22,853
Something that's interesting
that you just said was, , The
:
00:50:22,853 --> 00:50:26,783
idea of being in these groups and
signing a non-disclosure so that.
:
00:50:27,443 --> 00:50:28,553
You can feel.
:
00:50:29,543 --> 00:50:30,293
Safe.
:
00:50:30,653 --> 00:50:34,253
Talking about the finances of
your business or the struggles.
:
00:50:34,763 --> 00:50:37,343
Could be the financial struggles
of a bit of a business.
:
00:50:37,883 --> 00:50:41,213
, And something that this is a bit
of a jump, but something that I
:
00:50:41,213 --> 00:50:45,293
found interesting is, Last year,
my brother was diagnosed with,
:
00:50:45,323 --> 00:50:46,973
very aggressive brain cancer.
:
00:50:47,503 --> 00:50:48,313
A year ago.
:
00:50:48,733 --> 00:50:50,433
And, , I can't believe it's been a year.
:
00:50:50,523 --> 00:50:50,913
Yeah.
:
00:50:51,603 --> 00:50:56,313
And at first you sort
of, everything falls out.
:
00:50:57,003 --> 00:50:59,813
You, , my father struggles with dementia.
:
00:51:00,353 --> 00:51:04,253
And, , advanced dementia
and couldn't remember.
:
00:51:04,883 --> 00:51:06,713
My mother fell apart.
:
00:51:07,203 --> 00:51:08,073
Hi.
:
00:51:09,873 --> 00:51:13,053
I immediately wanted to go travel
because my brother and his young
:
00:51:13,053 --> 00:51:14,523
family live in Switzerland.
:
00:51:15,273 --> 00:51:17,643
, But I had to make sure that the
business was covered, which I
:
00:51:17,643 --> 00:51:19,353
know I can do for a short time.
:
00:51:19,353 --> 00:51:21,273
I can, I like a small team.
:
00:51:21,933 --> 00:51:22,953
And I know I can.
:
00:51:23,553 --> 00:51:26,283
Kind of put that on them
for a short amount of time.
:
00:51:26,343 --> 00:51:26,673
Right?
:
00:51:26,883 --> 00:51:28,893
It was the end of October last year.
:
00:51:29,443 --> 00:51:33,013
And I think coming back from
that, my brother's doing quite
:
00:51:33,013 --> 00:51:34,693
well within his diagnosis.
:
00:51:34,693 --> 00:51:37,393
So now we kind of have our
footing again, right now.
:
00:51:37,393 --> 00:51:41,333
We're, we're all living in
navigating , with this cancer
:
00:51:41,333 --> 00:51:43,653
and, I remember somebody.
:
00:51:44,433 --> 00:51:46,653
Asking me something about the business.
:
00:51:46,743 --> 00:51:54,273
And I, I just had this very clear
moment where it was like my self-worth.
:
00:51:55,143 --> 00:51:58,143
Isn't necessarily tied to.
:
00:51:58,983 --> 00:52:01,653
The finances of my shop.
:
00:52:01,713 --> 00:52:02,073
Yup.
:
00:52:02,133 --> 00:52:02,583
Good.
:
00:52:02,943 --> 00:52:03,573
And.
:
00:52:03,573 --> 00:52:05,793
My shop is its own entity.
:
00:52:05,833 --> 00:52:10,663
And of course the goal is for it to
always be healthy, but there were moments.
:
00:52:10,713 --> 00:52:14,703
in some ways 20, 23 has been
harder than the past couple years.
:
00:52:14,793 --> 00:52:15,573
So interesting.
:
00:52:15,993 --> 00:52:20,013
Coming out of COVID and all the
volatility that we had there.
:
00:52:20,433 --> 00:52:25,203
I feel like in some ways, 20, 23
wants to be kind of normal again.
:
00:52:25,263 --> 00:52:26,703
Yeah, whatever that means.
:
00:52:26,823 --> 00:52:27,123
Right.
:
00:52:27,533 --> 00:52:30,593
, and yet it's been very
difficult to predict.
:
00:52:31,073 --> 00:52:35,873
And very difficult to forecast and
they're very difficult to inventory
:
00:52:35,873 --> 00:52:36,893
and very different, you know?
:
00:52:37,403 --> 00:52:38,933
And landscape's completely changed.
:
00:52:38,933 --> 00:52:39,323
Yeah.
:
00:52:39,323 --> 00:52:42,793
And you just saying something
about the NDA, just kind of
:
00:52:42,823 --> 00:52:44,143
made me think of that somehow.
:
00:52:44,143 --> 00:52:45,433
I feel like we need to.
:
00:52:46,073 --> 00:52:50,293
Put a little, bit of grace or
a little gap in between that.
:
00:52:50,343 --> 00:52:55,421
My value as an individual
and the well, the.
:
00:52:55,421 --> 00:52:57,161
Um, the course.
:
00:52:57,971 --> 00:52:59,261
Hmm.
:
00:52:59,981 --> 00:53:01,361
Like the status of your business?
:
00:53:01,391 --> 00:53:01,931
Yes.
:
00:53:02,021 --> 00:53:02,441
Yeah.
:
00:53:02,651 --> 00:53:07,571
It's really easy for those two things
to get really deeply intertwined.
:
00:53:07,781 --> 00:53:08,141
Yeah.
:
00:53:08,201 --> 00:53:10,841
I mean, I definitely, especially,
I mean, this is all you have,
:
00:53:10,901 --> 00:53:12,281
like, I dunno kids, I'm single.
:
00:53:12,581 --> 00:53:12,971
I'm.
:
00:53:13,601 --> 00:53:16,511
I am my business for all
intents and purposes.
:
00:53:16,541 --> 00:53:17,111
And.
:
00:53:17,741 --> 00:53:20,591
When one aspect of that.
:
00:53:20,755 --> 00:53:23,065
Is put at risk or there's something
that happens in your personal
:
00:53:23,065 --> 00:53:24,475
life that makes you question.
:
00:53:24,865 --> 00:53:25,855
The future of it.
:
00:53:25,885 --> 00:53:28,405
It startles your foundation.
:
00:53:28,435 --> 00:53:28,705
Yeah.
:
00:53:28,915 --> 00:53:33,065
And, , I think that I would
imagine every business owner.
:
00:53:33,395 --> 00:53:37,055
Large or small, you wouldn't be
in it if your identity wasn't
:
00:53:37,055 --> 00:53:38,765
also so tightly wound to it.
:
00:53:39,075 --> 00:53:42,735
But being able to separate the two and
know that if something happens here, I
:
00:53:42,735 --> 00:53:44,775
am still a whole and worthy human being.
:
00:53:44,835 --> 00:53:45,075
Yeah.
:
00:53:45,075 --> 00:53:46,695
Very important lesson to learn.
:
00:53:47,685 --> 00:53:48,945
I hate that something.
:
00:53:48,945 --> 00:53:54,285
So news is upsetting as you've gotten
about your brother is what's, you know,
:
00:53:54,645 --> 00:53:57,495
invited you to re reassess that, but.
:
00:53:58,005 --> 00:53:59,805
It's fucking life.
:
00:54:00,075 --> 00:54:00,465
Yeah.
:
00:54:00,555 --> 00:54:04,875
And it's, you know, it's just
one of those sort of big shifts.
:
00:54:05,415 --> 00:54:05,685
Yeah.
:
00:54:05,685 --> 00:54:06,615
So you'd shift.
:
00:54:06,711 --> 00:54:09,261
These are, these are two tough
topics really that we focus on
:
00:54:09,291 --> 00:54:10,431
with this conversation, Rachel.
:
00:54:10,711 --> 00:54:13,901
, but I would like to think that anybody
listening to this episode has found
:
00:54:13,901 --> 00:54:19,691
aspects of it that are relatable and
maybe not something that they have felt
:
00:54:19,841 --> 00:54:24,611
comfortable talking to people about,
or maybe have the support or network
:
00:54:24,611 --> 00:54:26,861
to explore these types of things.
:
00:54:26,911 --> 00:54:28,681
My natural inclination.
:
00:54:28,711 --> 00:54:33,181
I'm a very private person, which probably
sounds odd as now I have a podcast,
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00:54:33,181 --> 00:54:35,131
but I've also struggled with how.
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00:54:35,701 --> 00:54:37,711
How much to share and how
much to put out there.
:
00:54:37,711 --> 00:54:41,731
But I think that it only works if
you're just super vulnerable and honest.
:
00:54:41,761 --> 00:54:44,611
, but I think when I, I mean, if I
got news, like you got, it would
:
00:54:44,611 --> 00:54:47,791
cripple me because my natural
inclination would be to just shut down.
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00:54:48,161 --> 00:54:50,981
, and you don't get to do that when you
have employees counting on a paycheck
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00:54:50,981 --> 00:54:53,111
and you've got business hours and
you've got appointments and you've
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00:54:53,141 --> 00:54:55,061
got people expecting things from you.
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00:54:55,511 --> 00:54:56,981
And so there's this.
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00:54:57,671 --> 00:54:58,451
It's interesting.
:
00:54:58,451 --> 00:55:00,461
It is so deeply intertwined.
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00:55:00,491 --> 00:55:00,611
Yeah.
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00:55:00,641 --> 00:55:03,311
But then also, You have
to keep those two things.
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00:55:03,311 --> 00:55:04,211
So separate also.
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00:55:04,241 --> 00:55:04,421
Yeah.
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00:55:04,451 --> 00:55:04,481
It's.
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00:55:06,011 --> 00:55:06,641
, The.
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It is interesting.
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00:55:08,171 --> 00:55:12,731
And I know there's, there's a
hundred, one ways to run a business.
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00:55:13,061 --> 00:55:14,501
Just like anything else, right.
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00:55:14,831 --> 00:55:17,831
But I can remember the
first year that I was open.
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00:55:18,341 --> 00:55:19,901
And it was::
00:55:19,901 --> 00:55:20,831
I think it was.
:
00:55:21,941 --> 00:55:22,931
I think it was.
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New year's Eve.
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Okay.
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And it was quiet.
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00:55:27,281 --> 00:55:28,451
Nothing was happening.
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00:55:28,931 --> 00:55:32,051
We were just the little store
next door to start provisions.
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00:55:32,111 --> 00:55:32,501
Yeah.
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00:55:32,621 --> 00:55:34,811
And I closed the door at five and I left.
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But I hadn't made that known.
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00:55:36,911 --> 00:55:40,001
Of course there was no social
media or anything at the time, but
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I didn't put a sign on the door.
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00:55:41,411 --> 00:55:43,541
And Annie, my neighbor.
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00:55:43,601 --> 00:55:47,691
That star was, I mean, she'd been
doing this for a long time and,
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00:55:47,781 --> 00:55:50,481
and is definitely a mentor of mine.
:
00:55:50,811 --> 00:55:54,801
And I remember her telling me
after that, She said, if I drove
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00:55:54,891 --> 00:55:59,871
across town to go to a business,
that's advertised as 10 to six.
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00:56:00,201 --> 00:56:02,931
And I got there at five
and they were closed.
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With no communication.
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00:56:04,251 --> 00:56:06,291
She said I would likely, never go back.
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00:56:07,341 --> 00:56:09,681
And I was like, that's true.
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00:56:09,921 --> 00:56:14,151
Especially in Atlanta
traffic and the fact that.
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00:56:14,691 --> 00:56:15,051
The.
:
00:56:15,051 --> 00:56:18,271
I could find an alternative
or, you know, , that was.
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00:56:18,931 --> 00:56:22,771
So early on that it's always been
like, just be clear about it.
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00:56:22,771 --> 00:56:24,121
Be consistent about it.
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00:56:24,181 --> 00:56:25,171
Don't mess with it.
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00:56:25,171 --> 00:56:25,501
Yup.
:
00:56:25,781 --> 00:56:29,521
And your sense of, , It's not obligation.
:
00:56:29,521 --> 00:56:33,151
That's not the right word that
has some negative connotations.
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00:56:33,481 --> 00:56:36,091
It's it's, it's what you've committed to.
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00:56:36,211 --> 00:56:36,961
It's your commitment.
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00:56:37,351 --> 00:56:37,561
Yeah.
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00:56:37,591 --> 00:56:41,491
And so your sense of
how do I balance that?
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00:56:42,031 --> 00:56:43,951
With how do I be a person?
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00:56:44,011 --> 00:56:44,311
Yeah.
:
00:56:44,971 --> 00:56:47,041
Is is sometimes in S.
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00:56:47,341 --> 00:56:48,991
You know, contrast to one another.
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00:56:49,051 --> 00:56:49,141
Yeah.
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00:56:49,411 --> 00:56:51,901
, and I'm not saying that they're of equal.
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00:56:51,901 --> 00:56:52,651
Measure.
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00:56:52,981 --> 00:56:53,821
In this life.
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00:56:54,391 --> 00:56:57,591
But, , sometimes that
sense of responsibility or
:
00:56:57,591 --> 00:56:58,851
that sense of commitment.
:
00:56:59,391 --> 00:57:01,001
, is difficult to carry.
:
00:57:01,121 --> 00:57:01,451
Yeah.
:
00:57:01,541 --> 00:57:02,951
I completely agree with you.
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00:57:03,041 --> 00:57:03,251
Yeah.
:
00:57:03,551 --> 00:57:06,131
And it kind of goes back to a.
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00:57:06,131 --> 00:57:10,031
Compassion and gratitude, but there's
a difference between a business
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00:57:10,031 --> 00:57:13,001
closing an hour early because the
owner wanted to get a pedicure.
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00:57:13,301 --> 00:57:16,901
And because the owner is going to
tend to a family emergency, right.
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00:57:17,201 --> 00:57:20,111
And sometimes there isn't time
to edit your Google listing.
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00:57:20,501 --> 00:57:20,831
It did.
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00:57:21,251 --> 00:57:21,941
Over an hour.
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00:57:21,941 --> 00:57:22,511
You know what I mean?
:
00:57:22,511 --> 00:57:26,351
So it's like as a business owner,
It's just constantly navigating.
:
00:57:26,351 --> 00:57:29,561
What is the best choice
for everyone involved here?
:
00:57:29,861 --> 00:57:31,601
And sometimes you will let people down.
:
00:57:31,631 --> 00:57:34,331
I'm sure that I have done that,
but it's never intentional.
:
00:57:34,331 --> 00:57:35,741
I certainly never the goal.
:
00:57:35,921 --> 00:57:38,891
I think you just have to do the
best you can, and your people
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00:57:38,891 --> 00:57:40,211
will understand that about you.
:
00:57:40,831 --> 00:57:42,241
I really am curious.
:
00:57:42,241 --> 00:57:45,451
And in some ways I feel like my next act.
:
00:57:45,871 --> 00:57:48,121
Is some sort of.
:
00:57:48,121 --> 00:57:49,111
Mentorship.
:
00:57:49,171 --> 00:57:50,641
I'm not sure that that's right.
:
00:57:50,941 --> 00:57:55,111
Um, something, but that sounds so.
:
00:57:55,111 --> 00:57:55,651
I don't know.
:
00:57:56,281 --> 00:57:59,881
I think that what you've learned
as a retailer over the course
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00:57:59,881 --> 00:58:01,381
of 20 years is invaluable.
:
00:58:01,411 --> 00:58:04,561
And I think that you have so
much wisdom to share with people.
:
00:58:05,011 --> 00:58:08,431
I mean, if you were to book,
I'd be lined up to read it.
:
00:58:08,651 --> 00:58:12,661
Somehow, I feel like there's a way to
help , young business owners or new.
:
00:58:12,871 --> 00:58:13,921
New in business center.
:
00:58:14,011 --> 00:58:14,341
Yeah.
:
00:58:14,521 --> 00:58:15,001
Yeah.
:
00:58:15,111 --> 00:58:17,841
I think there are things that could
be shared that would be helpful.
:
00:58:17,901 --> 00:58:18,261
And.
:
00:58:18,351 --> 00:58:21,411
And, you know, They
could benefit from them.
:
00:58:21,621 --> 00:58:22,161
Oh, yeah.
:
00:58:22,911 --> 00:58:24,501
Sometimes, I feel like that's.
:
00:58:24,525 --> 00:58:25,365
The next act.
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00:58:25,905 --> 00:58:27,315
Isn't it interesting to you?
:
00:58:27,375 --> 00:58:31,435
How, uh, You start your business and
you probably have a pretty good flush
:
00:58:31,435 --> 00:58:32,815
out idea of what you want it to be.
:
00:58:32,815 --> 00:58:33,685
What do you want it to look like?
:
00:58:33,685 --> 00:58:34,795
What do you want it to feel like?
:
00:58:35,185 --> 00:58:37,225
Why you're doing it and.
:
00:58:37,285 --> 00:58:40,195
Uh, how there are so many opportunities.
:
00:58:40,525 --> 00:58:46,045
Over the course of time that you're open,
where you're invited to rethink things.
:
00:58:46,435 --> 00:58:48,025
And it's just constantly growing.
:
00:58:48,025 --> 00:58:49,075
I mean, if you had told me.
:
00:58:49,585 --> 00:58:53,785
If you had told me 10 years ago that I'd
be sitting here on a podcast chatting
:
00:58:53,785 --> 00:58:55,105
with you, I'd be like, no, I wouldn't.
:
00:58:56,005 --> 00:58:57,625
But here I am and I, and I love it.
:
00:58:57,625 --> 00:58:57,925
And it's.
:
00:58:58,135 --> 00:58:59,935
It's been a great creative outlet.
:
00:59:00,325 --> 00:59:03,715
, but I don't think the person who
opened this business a had any right.
:
00:59:03,715 --> 00:59:04,525
Having a podcast.
:
00:59:04,795 --> 00:59:08,095
But be like, I just wasn't
it wasn't the time, you know?
:
00:59:08,125 --> 00:59:11,065
But I think that happens
in, I mean, a businesses.
:
00:59:11,455 --> 00:59:12,355
its own thing.
:
00:59:12,415 --> 00:59:13,525
It's its own entity, the entity.
:
00:59:14,035 --> 00:59:14,815
It is.
:
00:59:14,995 --> 00:59:17,365
And so you kind of grow up with it.
:
00:59:17,455 --> 00:59:20,335
Um, And it's certainly changes.
:
00:59:20,335 --> 00:59:23,965
And even the perfect design that
you go in thinking, this is it.
:
00:59:24,475 --> 00:59:28,255
, I didn't get that until
six or seven years in.
:
00:59:28,255 --> 00:59:28,435
Yeah.
:
00:59:28,465 --> 00:59:31,375
But that's, we did everything
as we could afford it.
:
00:59:31,465 --> 00:59:32,425
So we totally get it.
:
00:59:32,455 --> 00:59:37,755
It was the, you know, homemade burlap
curtains and, pieces of, , seagrass,
:
00:59:37,785 --> 00:59:42,075
carpeting, glue down the patchwork
to make a, you know, It was all
:
00:59:42,075 --> 00:59:44,345
kind of, cobbled together in a way.
:
00:59:44,855 --> 00:59:48,765
And then little by little, it'd be
like, Nuts to these carbon pads.
:
00:59:48,795 --> 00:59:50,145
We're writing everything down.
:
00:59:50,475 --> 00:59:54,155
We're going to, you know, now we
can afford a POS system or what
:
00:59:54,155 --> 00:59:55,595
only a credit card terminal.
:
00:59:55,595 --> 00:59:56,525
Exactly.
:
00:59:57,125 --> 01:00:01,635
Um, When you had to call Amex and
get a authorization code from.
:
01:00:02,025 --> 01:00:02,895
Yeah.
:
01:00:02,995 --> 01:00:04,165
, wasn't that long ago.
:
01:00:05,195 --> 01:00:07,505
But that's how rapidly
things have changed.
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01:00:07,535 --> 01:00:08,045
Yeah.
:
01:00:08,105 --> 01:00:11,885
Since even:you know, absolutely.
:
01:00:11,935 --> 01:00:15,295
And then you, you, you see what
works better for your customers.
:
01:00:15,295 --> 01:00:16,615
What's easier for them.
:
01:00:17,095 --> 01:00:19,825
And you'll change the space
and then you really want.
:
01:00:20,275 --> 01:00:25,765
To it becomes less and less about what
you thought it might be and more and
:
01:00:25,765 --> 01:00:27,865
more about how do I make it work better.
:
01:00:27,955 --> 01:00:28,465
Yes.
:
01:00:28,495 --> 01:00:29,485
Yeah, absolutely.
:
01:00:29,515 --> 01:00:29,725
Yeah.
:
01:00:29,845 --> 01:00:33,325
And it turns into like a class
project almost, or like a
:
01:00:33,325 --> 01:00:34,705
collective thing, because sure.
:
01:00:34,915 --> 01:00:36,965
You get the same feedback
from , multiple customers.
:
01:00:36,965 --> 01:00:39,035
And you're like, Hey, even if that's
not something that I would have
:
01:00:39,035 --> 01:00:42,215
done of my own accord, If multiple
people are telling me they want it.
:
01:00:42,515 --> 01:00:42,815
Here.
:
01:00:43,805 --> 01:00:44,945
Absolutely.
:
01:00:44,975 --> 01:00:45,215
Yeah.
:
01:00:45,665 --> 01:00:46,505
, so I hope.
:
01:00:46,835 --> 01:00:48,635
If you've made it this
far on this episode.
:
01:00:48,905 --> 01:00:51,755
We thank you so much for
listening to our chat.
:
01:00:52,005 --> 01:00:55,995
, but I think whether or not you work for
a big corporation or you're self-employed
:
01:00:55,995 --> 01:00:59,835
or wherever your employment sets, I
think that there's elements of this
:
01:00:59,835 --> 01:01:01,635
that can be applied to your career.
:
01:01:01,965 --> 01:01:04,755
And, , I think all of us
just need to remember that.
:
01:01:05,385 --> 01:01:06,885
Every day, you just have to do your best.
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01:01:07,185 --> 01:01:10,755
And if on one day, that looks
differently than the next it's.
:
01:01:10,755 --> 01:01:11,505
Okay.
:
01:01:11,535 --> 01:01:14,235
And in the month of
November with Thanksgiving,
:
01:01:14,265 --> 01:01:15,795
I just it's really friend of mine.
:
01:01:16,185 --> 01:01:20,615
For me this month so much to
be thankful for and gracious.
:
01:01:20,825 --> 01:01:23,195
Towards, and you're definitely
one of those people for me.
:
01:01:23,615 --> 01:01:24,965
So, thank you, Erica.
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01:01:25,235 --> 01:01:25,685
I love you.
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01:01:25,895 --> 01:01:26,615
I love you.
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