This episode shares some common and less common signs of depletion as part of a series on herbal support for depletion and fatigue.
A quick note about fatigue
Fatigue has many possible causes and can sometimes be a sign of an underlying health condition. If you're experiencing new, unexplained, persistent or worsening fatigue, particularly if it's a significant change from your usual baseline or accompanied by other concerning symptoms, please speak to your doctor or healthcare provider.
Herbal support shouldn't replace appropriate medical investigation, and it's important to rule out underlying causes of fatigue before assuming it is related to stress, burnout or depletion.
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Welcome to the Frontline Herbalism Podcast with your host, Nicole Rose, from the
Nicole:Solidarity Apothecary.
Nicole:This is your place for all things plants and
Nicole:liberation.
Nicole:Let's get started.
Nicole:Hello. Welcome back to the Frontline Herbalism podcast.
Nicole:Oh, I think I was very sad in the last episode.
Nicole:My baby boy had just broken his arm.
Nicole:And don't get me wrong, the first two weeks were ******* horrific.
Nicole:Or the first week was awful.
Nicole:Awful in terms of pain and inflammation and
Nicole:not sleeping properly and, like, adapting to the cast.
Nicole:Oh, it was grim.
Nicole:And then, thankfully, I think as the fracture turned a corner, he started kind of putting
Nicole:weight on it and running around and bouncing around and stuff.
Nicole:So that was nice.
Nicole:But,
Nicole:yeah, had to keep him off nursery and then decided to risk taking him back to nursery
Nicole:because I was just.
Nicole:Yeah, he was just basically living his best
Nicole:life, running around,
Nicole:like.
Nicole:And then we talked about it of, like, it
Nicole:didn't seem too worrying if he fell over, he wasn't in pain, stuff like that.
Nicole:And then, yeah, within, like, two days of going back to nursery, he had a ******* virus.
Nicole:Even though he might have caught it at a, like, Ming in soft play Western super mare,
Nicole:where baby dad's in rehab.
Nicole:So anyway,
Nicole:my poor baby was sent off for another week,
Nicole:getting very bored at home.
Nicole:And then, yeah, he's finally back at nursery today.
Nicole:Yeah, because there's a ******* bank holiday.
Nicole:These bank holidays just kill me.
Nicole:Like, when you are literally looking after your child on your own most of the time, and
Nicole:then the nursery's closed.
Nicole:Like, he only goes in the mornings, like, four days a week.
Nicole:But it just is so recharging for me to be able to work and do stuff that when that's not
Nicole:possible, like, oof.
Nicole:Yeah, it's tough.
Nicole:I don't know how people are stay at home,
Nicole:parents, honestly, huge respect to you.
Nicole:I just.
Nicole:I don't know if I could do it anyway.
Nicole:Maybe we'll get easier as he's bigger.
Nicole:Anyway, he's doing well.
Nicole:The cast is working off so we can celebrate.
Nicole:And some exciting things happened this month.
Nicole:I did a workshop with this weaving remembrance
Nicole:course, which was ******* dreamy.
Nicole:What a bunch of babes that were making that
Nicole:happen and people who participated.
Nicole:So, yeah, it was called Remedies for Solidarity.
Nicole:And we looked at examples of herbalism and resistance, like, historically and more
Nicole:recently.
Nicole:And, yeah, it was just like, super, super N.
Nicole:And then PM Press did this big kickstarter for my Herbalism and State Violence book, which
Nicole:they're republishing.
Nicole:So that went super well.
Nicole:There was like, 20 odd thousand like dollars
Nicole:of people pre ordering, like 400 and something people pre ordered.
Nicole:So I was like blown away by that.
Nicole:I mean I did like graft with the Instagram and stuff but like hell man, it, yeah, I don't get
Nicole:like that much like external feedback sometimes about the impact in the world.
Nicole:Like I get loads of lush emails from people but like,
Nicole:yeah, it was nice for me to be like people really ******* connect the dots, you know,
Nicole:between like herbalism and social struggles and how we can use herbalism in these
Nicole:different ways beyond like one to one care.
Nicole:So yeah, that was like super, super nice and thank you so much if you pre ordered the book.
Nicole:So yeah, I think that's all of the updates.
Nicole:The PTSD course is coming imminently.
Nicole:I'm trying very hard to build the waiting list so.
Nicole:So if you are keen to join the course,
Nicole:just ******* join the waiting list.
Nicole:For the sake of my nervous system.
Nicole:So I'm not anxious that no one's gonna join it.
Nicole:I'm like this every *******, every time I launch it I just get the jitters of like no
Nicole:one's gonna join it and then it's always fine.
Nicole:But I think because it just sustains
Nicole:everything with the solidarity apothecary.
Nicole:Like it just,
Nicole:you know, enables all the care packages, enables all the books for prisoners and now
Nicole:it's like funding these group programmes and the Black Flag Herbal Clinic.
Nicole:So it's like, oh, the stakes are really high financially.
Nicole:Feel like my outgoings are like bigger than ever because I have an amazing dispensing
Nicole:assistant now because I just couldn't keep on top of it.
Nicole:And I'm also paying like £500amonth extra for extra childcare.
Nicole:So yeah, and that's only like 6 hours extra support a week, which I need but like to just
Nicole:stop myself having a breakdown.
Nicole:But yeah, it's just a lot.
Nicole:So yeah, I always have this kind of like pre course jitters.
Nicole:So if you want to join it, please join the waiting list because that would mean a lot to
Nicole:me.
Nicole:When you join the waiting list, you get
Nicole:emailed the solidarity code and you get emailed the 10 disco discount code.
Nicole:If you are someone that is going to join at the like standard or salt, you know, or
Nicole:resource rate,
Nicole:all this sliding scale stuff is on the page.
Nicole:But so yeah, I am doing a little series all
Nicole:about herbalism for depletion and probably ironic because I'm feeling very depleted
Nicole:actually.
Nicole:Am I feeling.
Nicole:Yeah, I think nervous system wise.
Nicole:It's just been really full on the last like six Weeks because of Lee's breaking his arm
Nicole:and everything else and being a single mom and all the things.
Nicole:But it's just something I see all the ******* time in my clinical practise when I'm
Nicole:supporting people.
Nicole:And yeah, I just also just see it everywhere in the world of how people are just running on
Nicole:empty and yeah, I wanna, I wanna talk about it.
Nicole:So I've been feeling quite passionate about it recently.
Nicole:I've been writing a lot of Instagram captions and yeah, I'm gonn a little podcast series.
Nicole:So this episode today is about kind of like signs of depletion.
Nicole:So when you feel like your body is running on empty.
Nicole:And then I'm going to do an episode about yeah, specific herbal support for fatigue.
Nicole:And then we're going to look at the role of stimulating herbs and when they are
Nicole:appropriate and definitely not appropriate.
Nicole:And then we're going to look at nerve tonics and how do we sort of, yeah, support ourselves
Nicole:and then like yeah, nourishing herbs for recovery from states of depletion.
Nicole:And then I'm going to do a shiny crafting herbal protocols for fatigue.
Nicole:So I'm going to go talk through like how I would put together a protocol for someone who
Nicole:was experiencing this kind of level of depletion.
Nicole:And I think I'm.
Nicole:I was really nervous of promising I shouldn't
Nicole:have promised all those podcast episodes because I'll probably jinx it now and then I
Nicole:won't be able to do it and then I'll have to come on here with the tail between my legs and
Nicole:apologise.
Nicole:But I'm going to do my ******* best.
Nicole:So let's just see how we get on.
Nicole:Like I mentioned in the last episode, the podcast, it just has to come at the bottom of
Nicole:the.
Nicole:Which is so sad but that's because my clients have.
Nicole:Well, my child has to come first.
Nicole:But then, you know, my clinical practise is
Nicole:really supporting like humans going through it.
Nicole:So I try and give that as much attention as possible.
Nicole:And then all the other sold out apothecary things are yeah, very demanding as well.
Nicole:So. But anyway, I'm going to stop talking and I hope you enjoy this.
Nicole:Yeah, this episode about signs of depletion,
Nicole:I guess just,
Nicole:just covering my bases here.
Nicole:Like this **** is ******* complicated and
Nicole:there's like a million and one causes of someone being depleted.
Nicole:And I guess this podcast is for people who are mostly listening to the show like in the so
Nicole:called UK or the so called us.
Nicole:Like obviously if like you are *******, you Know,
Nicole:a refugee in France or living in ******* Sudan or living in Gaza.
Nicole:Like, of course you are going to be depleted when there is like literal like famine that is
Nicole:like, you know, structurally created by Israel.
Nicole:But like, I'm just trying to say that, like, yeah, this, I guess the kind of like tone
Nicole:around depletion is for people,
Nicole:you know, like living in like, yeah, like I said, the UK or the US or Western Europe or
Nicole:whatever who are like primarily the people that listen to this podcast.
Nicole:But yeah, I just want to name that, like, depletion is like a driving force of
Nicole:capitalism and people are experiencing that harm in much more like severe and dramatic
Nicole:ways than, you know, someone here.
Nicole:But I also want to acknowledge like the, yeah, the ******* life changing, horrendous effects
Nicole:of chronic illness and.
Nicole:Yeah, and states of depletion for any human,
Nicole:wherever they are.
Nicole:Does that make sense? Anyway, okay, I'm going to stop talking.
Nicole:Yeah, have a listen, let me know your thoughts.
Nicole:And yeah, please sign up to the waiting list if you get a moment.
Nicole:Okay, goodbye.
Nicole:Hello.
Nicole:All right, so let's get stuck in to signs of depletion.
Nicole:And I guess I just want to say that like, depletion isn't a kind of like diagnosis.
Nicole:Like, it's not like there is a metric of, okay, your vitamin D levels are like this low,
Nicole:therefore you are depleted.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? Like, it's more of a kind of like,
Nicole:I guess a cultural phase phrase to kind of describe an experience which I think is a very
Nicole:******* human experience.
Nicole:But it's something I see like over and over
Nicole:and over again in my kind of clinical practise, but also just like in the spaces I'm
Nicole:in.
Nicole:Whether that's like mums, especially single mums or whether that's, you know, organiser
Nicole:types, carers.
Nicole:Like there is this kind of like feeling of
Nicole:being depleted.
Nicole:So, yeah, there isn't kind of like one definition but you know, it is very much often
Nicole:associated with our feelings, like our subjective feelings of like, energy.
Nicole:So, you know, we might use words like exhausted or burnt out,
Nicole:but it doesn't necessarily mean depletion.
Nicole:But I think they are obviously like very, very
Nicole:connected.
Nicole:And I guess before I dive into all of these examples, I think what is interesting about
Nicole:depletion is that you can still be like extremely quote unquote, like high
Nicole:functioning.
Nicole:Like you can be someone who is doing a ******* PhD, who's running a massive campaign, who's
Nicole:looking after six kids.
Nicole:You can be someone that hasn't hit that point
Nicole:of collapse or chronic illness or disease and still be really operating from a place of
Nicole:depletion.
Nicole:And I think in our kind of like, capitalist society, we've also, like normalised states of
Nicole:depletion because it feels like a ******* luxury to stop, right?
Nicole:And a lot of the time it is a serious luxury.
Nicole:Like, there is a massive level of privilege there in terms of being able to actually
Nicole:attune to our body's needs of like,
Nicole:hey, I,
Nicole:you know, don't need to ******* sell my labour to survive today.
Nicole:Like, not many people are in that position.
Nicole:So.
Nicole:Yeah, so I. But I just want to say before I give these examples, like, not everyone has
Nicole:this, like,
Nicole:intense expression of like, debilitating chronic illness.
Nicole:Like, sometimes people are operating in a way that is like coming from this really deep,
Nicole:deep, deep sense of depletion.
Nicole:Even though they're still kind of like,
Nicole:yeah, I hate the word functioning, but you know what I mean?
Nicole:Like, they're still somehow participating in this society in this kind of often very
Nicole:unsustainable way.
Nicole:Mostly out of necessity.
Nicole:Yeah. So, okay, so I guess that comes to the first point, which is, yeah, like, energy.
Nicole:And I think the relationship between depletion and energy often shows up as kind of like a
Nicole:pattern of often, like, crashes.
Nicole:So someone doesn't have the kind of like,
Nicole:stamina or endurance to kind of maintain like some level of like, energetic exertion that
Nicole:they could perhaps previously.
Nicole:So,
Nicole:for example, it might be that back in the day you could organise some sort of event and,
Nicole:you know, the next day get up and go to work.
Nicole:And now you might organise the same event.
Nicole:You know, you might be cooking something nice at the social centre or whatever, but the next
Nicole:day you're like, absolutely smashed and you don't have the energy to do anything likewise,
Nicole:for example, you might do like a work call or some sort of organising call, and then
Nicole:afterwards be like completely, like cognitively drained and socially depleted.
Nicole:Whereas before you could do like three of these calls, like back to back of an
Nicole:afternoon.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? So it's like something about our bandwidth has
Nicole:changed and there is often this kind of crashing pattern as well.
Nicole:Or you start to.
Nicole:You start to really get nervous about managing your energy.
Nicole:Like in kind of disability justice world, there's this concept of spoons which I'm sure
Nicole:a lot of people listening will have heard of.
Nicole:But it's like you only have so many spoons a day, so it's like take, you know, having a
Nicole:friend visit might take like two of your spoons, which means you don't have the energy
Nicole:to then cook dinner or have a shower.
Nicole:Does that make sense? So, yeah, you start to kind of like, ration
Nicole:your capacity.
Nicole:And I think that's where a lot of, like,
Nicole:fatigue becomes protective.
Nicole:Like, I was drafting a.
Nicole:Drafting an Instagram caption the other day about this, but, like,
Nicole:I might have already published it anyway.
Nicole:I've got, like a fancy scheduler tool now, so
Nicole:I'm like, not even aware of, like, when I post things anymore.
Nicole:But.
Nicole:So, yeah, when we don't have the kind of
Nicole:energy or sort of like,
Nicole:nervous system capacity to cope with something,
Nicole:the body will kind of like trigger all these protective mechanisms to keep itself safe.
Nicole:And I think one of them is like,
Nicole:you know, for example, around, like, socialising, like when you find it difficult
Nicole:being around other humans because they sort of.
Nicole:They feel like threatening to your nervous system,
Nicole:we might then develop social anxiety so that we're not encountering that kind of, like,
Nicole:trigger as much, if that makes sense.
Nicole:But not just the anxiety, we might also develop fatigue.
Nicole:So then it's like, I can't actually go out and like,
Nicole:socialise or go to that event because my body has such limited reserves.
Nicole:It's like protecting itself and it's like creating all these other mechanisms to do
Nicole:that.
Nicole:Does that make any sense at all?
Nicole:But yeah, basically, maybe I'm going off point, but I just wanted to say that, like, I
Nicole:think fatigue is a really big sign of depletion and sometimes when we address the
Nicole:other causes of fatigue, that we maybe have a little bit more control over, like nutritional
Nicole:deficiencies or the kind of functioning of our mitochondria,
Nicole:other things that we think are not connected might lift.
Nicole:Like, we might feel more socially resourced to go out, to hang out with people, to socialise
Nicole:at work or whatever.
Nicole:And I think that's like, yeah, kind of like one of the interesting things about herbalism
Nicole:is, like, how,
Nicole:yeah, everything is, like, really connected.
Nicole:And you think,
Nicole:right, I'm just like, severely depressed, so therefore I can't do X, Y and Z. But then it's
Nicole:like you have vacuum vitamin B12.
Nicole:And then actually it's like, oh, I don't have
Nicole:actually feel depressed.
Nicole:Like, I actually have the energy to, like, organise or whatever.
Nicole:And again, I know depression is like a massive thing and we could have,
Nicole:you know, multiple podcasts about it.
Nicole:I'm not narrowing it down to one thing, but
Nicole:I'm just saying that our drivers of depletion can be,
Nicole:yeah, very intersectional and have lots of, like, interconnected things.
Nicole:And by kind of addressing One thing that might have a kind of positive effect on the other
Nicole:things.
Nicole:Does that make any sense?
Nicole:Okay, so yeah, so I've mentioned stamina and energy and fatigue and Yeah, I guess just
Nicole:coming just like the last thing on this is like it's something about proportionality of
Nicole:like I think any human would be fatigued after a really long day at work.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? Like it's not normal for human beings to have
Nicole:to sit in front, in front of a screen or do endless stuff for like a 10 hour workday or
Nicole:more.
Nicole:You know, I used to work like 14 hour shifts as a carer and stuff.
Nicole:It's like it's very normal to be ******* knackered after that level of like output
Nicole:where it's like, you know, going to the supermarket and doing like a small little
Nicole:shop, like if that's enough to like floor you,
Nicole:then like that is like much more of an expression of like chronic illness.
Nicole:Does that make sense? And I don't want to have like oh my God,
Nicole:sorry.
Nicole:Political stuff has so many *******
Nicole:disclaimers.
Nicole:But I don't want to set like an ableist baseline.
Nicole:I'm just trying to communicate what is like quote unquote normal for you.
Nicole:Not as like societal normal and this kind of like conditioned ableist culture.
Nicole:But like what is your baseline for your body and your needs and when that starts to change,
Nicole:what are you observing and is that communicating like a sign of depletion?
Nicole:So another thing that really gets knocked out when people are struggling depletion wise is
Nicole:immune system stuff, right? So it's like the kind of resilience shifts.
Nicole:Like it might be that you get a kind of cold or kind of like a more generic virus.
Nicole:I don't mean like something really hardcore like *******, you know, like a full on Covid
Nicole:strain or something.
Nicole:But I just mean like your common cold.
Nicole:It might be that like back in the day you could recover after like a few days, whereas
Nicole:now it might take like six weeks.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean?
Nicole:And I think that's communicating that the body is like struggling in terms of reserves or.
Nicole:Yeah, things like even just recovery from things like exercise.
Nicole:Like me and my friend Kev in prison, we're talking about.
Nicole:Yeah. How he would normally do like 100 ******* burpees or whatever because he's like
Nicole:pretty intense about training.
Nicole:But like that would be his baseline normal and
Nicole:that wouldn't really knock him out.
Nicole:But then when he's kind of in that like viral post viral recovery period, he just, you know,
Nicole:he can do three and then he's out.
Nicole:He would hate me for saying he could do three.
Nicole:I'm sure he would do more than that.
Nicole:He'd do like 50 or something.
Nicole:But his baseline would alter and he would
Nicole:struggle to recover.
Nicole:Yeah, I feel like people probably know what all of that means, so I'll move on.
Nicole:So the other sneaky thing that people come to me all the time about is brain fog.
Nicole:So again, everyone has a different baseline.
Nicole:Maybe someone has had a sensation of kind of
Nicole:brain fog or they've struggled with concentration like most of their life and for
Nicole:them it's not really a red flag because it's their kind of normal.
Nicole:But for other people, especially if they've got kind of like some level of like
Nicole:intellectual labour, like they, you know, are a writer or a designer or whatever,
Nicole:when that changes and they have this like, they're struggling to concentrate,
Nicole:like that's a really life changing, difficult thing for them.
Nicole:And that is like one of the main things that people come to me about is like they just are
Nicole:not coping with the kind of brain fog.
Nicole:And again, brain fog could be a massive podcast episode with like a thousand things
Nicole:that can contribute to it.
Nicole:And I hate to say, But I think B12 is top of the list.
Nicole:But anyway,
Nicole:I think that kind of like cognitive decline in terms of your own baseline, like, can often be
Nicole:a real sign of depletion.
Nicole:Connected to that is kind of like nervous system stuff.
Nicole:I know I've talked about anxiety and fatigue a little bit, but it's something around your
Nicole:nerves feeling frayed and you feeling like an increased sensitivity to the world.
Nicole:So I mentioned, you know, the supermarket example.
Nicole:And then you see all these like funny reels on Instagram that are like, I used to spend my
Nicole:like 20s, like in basements of drug dealers, like, or whatever, and now I get a panic
Nicole:attack going, going in the supermarket.
Nicole:And like, there's no accident that that's the trajectory because I think we use a lot of our
Nicole:body's resources, like over time.
Nicole:And one part of that is this like chronic
Nicole:activation of the stress response, which, you know, fundamentally will keep humans alive
Nicole:their whole life.
Nicole:But we do see a kind of like,
Nicole:like weakening of our systems when they are kind of like overused, if that makes sense.
Nicole:And I think that's why,
Nicole:you know,
Nicole:bang.
Nicole:You can in prison as a teenager.
Nicole:And that's a very different experience if you've already had like 20 ******* years of
Nicole:intense chronic stress and intense activation, rather than if you have had more of a kind of
Nicole:like Nourishing, happy childhood without much stress.
Nicole:And then you end up in a stressful situation as an adult.
Nicole:You're much less likely to have the kind of like hardcore negative effects of that
Nicole:experience.
Nicole:I mean, I don't mean in terms of like, you know,
Nicole:most people that go to prison will develop PTSD from prison, but I just mean that
Nicole:resilience like, and that capacity to withstand stress.
Nicole:Like, yes,
Nicole:people get strong and amazing who've been through traumatic ****.
Nicole:Don't get me wrong, like I have, you know, read all this stuff about post traumatic
Nicole:growth and all this stuff, but like ultimately like you are starting from a different
Nicole:position when you've had like a really ******* full on childhood and all of those systems in
Nicole:your body have been under stress.
Nicole:You know, all of the magnesium reserves and B vitamin reserves and iron reserves, like
Nicole:they've all, you know, they all are depleted by the stress response.
Nicole:So when we have chronic activation of our stress response, we are on a trajectory
Nicole:towards depletion.
Nicole:Unless we ******* live like a ******* athlete where we're like constantly,
Nicole:you know, supported by a bunch of people and nourishing ourselves with like amazing
Nicole:nutrition and supplements and wild berries and roots and all of these things.
Nicole:And that's why I'm always ******* banging on about how amazing herbalism is because it can
Nicole:give us this like extra boost in helping people like survive this ******* world.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean?
Nicole:Okay, I feel like I'm blathering on, but yeah, so, yeah, so increased sensitivity to
Nicole:stimulation in general, but also to noise and to stress.
Nicole:It's like,
Nicole:yeah, like something that used to be fine is now like completely intolerable.
Nicole:Like I remember when, for example, I've had like loved ones die and I'm in that, that like
Nicole:really intense, like exhausted, depleted, can't get good quality sleep, full of
Nicole:cortisol,
Nicole:like level of like intense stress response and exhaustion.
Nicole:And then it's like you can't ******* park your car.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? And I'm really good at driving but like you
Nicole:can't ******* park it because you're so overwhelmed.
Nicole:And then you just like burst into tears and you have this row of cars behind you being
Nicole:impatient.
Nicole:And it's like something you used to cope with
Nicole:fine is now completely ******* unbearable.
Nicole:And I think that is such a sign of,
Nicole:yeah, just ******* depletion and running out of ******* capacity.
Nicole:Okay, so we've got a couple more.
Nicole:So yeah, I've talked about fatigue, but I just want to talk briefly about sleep.
Nicole:I think like sleep for Humans is like our recharging system, right?
Nicole:Like, it's a ******* genius mechanism to restore our energy.
Nicole:It's when our tissues start repairing themselves.
Nicole:It's when our digestion really gets to, like, focus on what it's doing.
Nicole:Like,
Nicole:sleep is like the ******* lifeline to sustaining ourselves in this world.
Nicole:And there are like a thousand things that can affect quality of sleep.
Nicole:And I'm going to do a series all about sleep soon.
Nicole:But when you are actually getting enough sleep but it is not restoring you,
Nicole:that is a red flag to me that, like, there's something else going on.
Nicole:Whether that's like chronic inflammation that's using your reserves, whether that is
Nicole:like a depletion of like, vital kind of vitamins and minerals in the body, or whether
Nicole:that's like the, you know, the mitochondria and like, cellular health going like wonky,
Nicole:like, which is a clinical term, by the way.
Nicole:But anyway.
Nicole:But like,
Nicole:if I see someone and they're like, I feel depleted and I have no energy and I'm like,
Nicole:how much sleep are you getting? And they're like, like four hours a night.
Nicole:I'm just like, no, Sherlock, of course you feel like death because we're not getting
Nicole:enough sleep.
Nicole:So then, you know, I'm supporting them with
Nicole:sleep herbs and nervous system support through the day, addressing inflammation, all the
Nicole:things.
Nicole:And then if they start sleeping longer and then feel refreshed,
Nicole:we are in like a good position.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean?
Nicole:In terms of chronic illness recovery and everything else,
Nicole:if someone starts having actually quite long periods of deep quality sleep, but they're not
Nicole:waking up feeling refreshed, that's like I said, that's my red flag of like, okay, what
Nicole:else is going on here that is depleting this person's energy?
Nicole:Because, yeah, sleep is meant to be that thing that nourishes us.
Nicole:And, yeah, I will talk about sleep a lot more soon.
Nicole:Okay. A couple of other things, like, oh, my God, like, thyroid stuff could just be a whole
Nicole:other ******* series.
Nicole:But like,
Nicole:if you are,
Nicole:yeah, feeling like if you're kind of like thermoregulation, like your body temperature
Nicole:stuff goes a bit awry,
Nicole:that's often a red flag for me in terms of changes from your baseline, basically.
Nicole:Like, if you are starting to experience the cold much more or you're starting to be very
Nicole:intolerant to heat when you used to be, okay, these are kind of signs that something in our
Nicole:kind of like,
Nicole:internal dynamics is kind of like changing off our baseline and can often be a sign of
Nicole:deficiency, you know, often related to our thyroid.
Nicole:But again there's like a million and one things that can drive this stuff.
Nicole:But when people come to me who are feeling like really, really cold, that's often a sign
Nicole:to me that like they are depleted.
Nicole:Like I remember when I had all this chronic
Nicole:illness stuff in my like late 20s, before I did my clinical training and you know, it was
Nicole:a major driver for me to like do my clinical training.
Nicole:But I'm like such a warm bodied person.
Nicole:Like if I didn't have a baby that I had to
Nicole:care about his temperature, like I would just be so happy never putting the heating on.
Nicole:Like I'm always feeling pretty good temperature wise.
Nicole:Like when we used to work in the mobile clinic in Calais, like all the team would be
Nicole:struggling,
Nicole:they wouldn't be able to be able to open dressings or like do all this stuff because of
Nicole:the cold and I'd just be like in a hoodie like bouncing around.
Nicole:But when I was sick I got so cold, do you know what I mean?
Nicole:I had hot water bottles, I was like, I had to get the to Bristol once and it was like
Nicole:******* unbearable.
Nicole:Like I felt like that cold was like ice to my body and that was like such a sign that I was
Nicole:like tapped out, you know what I mean? I was just running on ******* empty, which I
Nicole:was when you know, we got all the bloods back and everything else.
Nicole:But yeah, like I think this kind of temperature sensitivity is very interesting in
Nicole:terms of digestion.
Nicole:You would think if you're struggling for energy that you would start eating more food
Nicole:and that can be the case.
Nicole:For example,
Nicole:you have a really heavy period, like maybe you just start craving like carbs and things more
Nicole:like.
Nicole:That makes a lot of sense.
Nicole:But in my experience I'm much more likely to see people that have kind of like lost their
Nicole:appetites.
Nicole:Like there's this kind of like it's like, like their kind of hunger response is like
Nicole:flattened, if that makes sense.
Nicole:And that's maybe because they don't have the
Nicole:energy to cook.
Nicole:So it's like easier physiologically to just turn off,
Nicole:excuse me, turn off that desire for food than it is to like feel hungry, have the energy to
Nicole:cook a meal.
Nicole:Does that make sense?
Nicole:Or the fatigue is creating a like low output in the body.
Nicole:So then we're not needing like as much food even though we are actually needing food.
Nicole:And when people start eating well again, no Sherlock, they will feel better.
Nicole:But you know, capitalism, our societies aren't set up for people experiencing chronic
Nicole:Illness.
Nicole:And I'm sure all my friends with chronic
Nicole:illness, if they had someone that could just come and cook them a nourishing meal, that
Nicole:they would eat a lot better.
Nicole:But when they have to do that themselves three times a day, that becomes, like,
Nicole:insurmountable as a challenge.
Nicole:So anyway, side note.
Nicole:Okay,
Nicole:Right. So, yeah, I just want to say that, like,
Nicole:there are so many causes of what experiences,
Nicole:what,
Nicole:like, contributes to someone feeling depleted.
Nicole:And obviously clinical herbalism, like, there would be like a big investigation into all the
Nicole:different kind of drivers of that.
Nicole:So nutritional deficiencies, chronic illness,
Nicole:like hormonal, endocrine things,
Nicole:metabolism, infection, like, you know, maybe it's a side effect to medication, maybe it's
Nicole:like a sleep issue.
Nicole:Like, there are all different things.
Nicole:But I guess I just want to come back to this kind of stress response because I think it's
Nicole:the thing that I see as, like, the biggest driver of depletion.
Nicole:Because when we have periods of like, intense ******* chronic stress, they pretty much
Nicole:guaranteed to end with some sort of period of exhaustion.
Nicole:And when maybe you're younger, you do have more capacity to bounce back from that.
Nicole:But when I think you get older,
Nicole:your innate reserves to bounce back just aren't there in the same way.
Nicole:You know, it's like, I don't drink alcohol, but like, hell, if I went out on a night out
Nicole:now,
Nicole:which feels impossible childcare wise, but if I did, I'm sure it would take me like a week
Nicole:to recover from the hangover.
Nicole:Whereas back in the day, you, you know, you're
Nicole:just bouncing around the next day.
Nicole:So it's like, it does change with age, obviously, but it also changed with, like,
Nicole:things that kind of like age us, like chronic stress, if that makes sense, and things we've
Nicole:been through.
Nicole:But yeah, this kind of like intense nervous system activation, like, it does rinse our,
Nicole:our reserves in our body in terms of, like, our minerals, like magnesium, for example,
Nicole:just ******* plummets, like, when people are chronically stressed.
Nicole:So that's why nearly everyone I see, I'm just like,
Nicole:get yourself in an Epsom salt bath, like, as many times as you can every week.
Nicole:Like, we just need as much magnesium in you as possible.
Nicole:Um,
Nicole:okay, so I think I've blathered enough about depletion,
Nicole:I guess.
Nicole:I want you to think about, like, what are your
Nicole:personal signs that you're feeling depleted? Like, is it that your sleep goes wonky?
Nicole:Is it that you lose, like, your social capacity to be around other people?
Nicole:Does your appetite change?
Nicole:Like, you know, is it your immune Resilience, like what is it in your body that flags to you
Nicole:that like you are starting to run on empty? Because I think the sooner we can kind of
Nicole:intervene been like the better position we're in.
Nicole:And yeah, this is something that I talk about in the herbalism, PTSD and traumatic stress
Nicole:course is like there's a whole ******* module, actually.
Nicole:There's two modules about like nerve tonics.
Nicole:No, sorry.
Nicole:There's two modules about nervines, so herbs
Nicole:with an affinity for the nervous system.
Nicole:But there's one like big focus on nerve tonics, which are herbs that help kind of
Nicole:restore the proper like functioning and communication and kind of tissue health of the
Nicole:nervous system.
Nicole:And these herbs have multiple like effects on the body.
Nicole:And I've, you know, recorded other episodes about nerve tonics historically.
Nicole:But like, basically the things I've been talking about today, like all of these signs
Nicole:of depletion are when I would like pull in the nerve tonics.
Nicole:And you know, I don't want to say I work with them, with everyone, but I'm just saying like
Nicole:most people who come to my clinic have been through some level of like gnarly trauma or
Nicole:state violence or just trying to survive in capitalism, which I think is traumatic for
Nicole:most people.
Nicole:But like,
Nicole:yeah, there's this like long term chronic activation of the stress response or you know,
Nicole:people have been through like a physiological event that has made them really depleted.
Nicole:Like I'm two and a half years postpartum and I'm feeling like quite good.
Nicole:But that is because I have ******* paid attention to like my nutrition, my energy
Nicole:reserves, like taking, you know, the sec, like literally like within an hour of giving birth,
Nicole:I was taking like a tonic.
Nicole:But recovery from pregnancy and childbirth.
Nicole:So it's like,
Nicole:you know, I was quite frightened about like this postpartum impact because I have just
Nicole:seen it again in my clinical practise of people that are,
Nicole:yeah, really, really affected by such a huge kind of biological event like pregnancy but,
Nicole:you know, don't have to be pregnant to be ******* depleted.
Nicole:Like there's all sorts of things like periods of intense chronic stress.
Nicole:Maybe a chronic illness, you know, that's like knocked you for ******* six.
Nicole:Like Covid, for example, has such massive effects on our mitochondria, on our kind of,
Nicole:of energy powerhouses, on our body.
Nicole:So, yeah, so anyway, I hope you are not feeling depleted but if you've resonated with
Nicole:anything in this episode,
Nicole:yeah,
Nicole:seek some support if you can.
Nicole:Like the herbalism, PTSD and traumatic stress
Nicole:course is open for enrolment very, very soon on the 20th of September, so you can join the
Nicole:waiting list.
Nicole:No one is turned away for lack of funds.
Nicole:So if you want to learn how to work with
Nicole:herbs, to address like depletion, to support your energy, to nourish yourself, like there's
Nicole:a who section about like nourishing herbs, nutritive herbs,
Nicole:then I think you'll love it.
Nicole:Anyway, I will be back soon.
Nicole:Okay, take care.
Nicole:Thanks so much for listening to the Frontline Herbalism Podcast.
Nicole:You can find the transcript, the links, all the resources from the show@solidarity
Nicole:apothecary.org podcast.