This week Nicholas and Derek talk to Michelle about how her family inspired her to pursue photography, and how she turned that into the career she has today.
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Speaker:I'm Derrick Johnson II.
Speaker:I'm Nicholas Killian.
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Speaker:Who are we doing today, Nicholas?
Speaker:We have a very special person.
Speaker:Would you like to introduce yourself?
Speaker:Hi guys, my name is Michelle Utuk.
Speaker:Or, you can call me Panda, because all of the children call me Panda.
Speaker:Yeah, she, when she does, she is you're a commercial photographer.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Meaning that you deal with a whole bunch of people.
Speaker:What is Panda is like, what, your motif?
Speaker:Motif, pretty much, when I, Is it a spirit animal, or is it a motif?
Speaker:Is there a difference?
Speaker:I don't know.
Speaker:That's too much brain power for me.
Speaker:This Asian doesn't Asian.
Speaker:No, the only reason is because I really like panda and honestly I can see the
Speaker:like amount of brain power it takes people to try and figure out my gender
Speaker:and I'm like look at I have the Korean soft boy haircut, but you know what?
Speaker:Here, I'll save you.
Speaker:I think it is the haircut.
Speaker:Oh, yeah.
Speaker:I've known you for a little background, I've known Michelle for a while now.
Speaker:And It's been like, what, three, four years now?
Speaker:Pfff I'm just gonna say yes.
Speaker:I don't even remember.
Speaker:Me neither.
Speaker:When she had, when you had longer hair, it was different.
Speaker:But To be fair.
Speaker:You rock.
Speaker:You rock the short haircut.
Speaker:You are rocking.
Speaker:You killed it.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Thank you.
Speaker:Thank you.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:But anyway, so Michelle how exactly is it that you get into commercial photography?
Speaker:Actually let's take it back.
Speaker:Okay.
Speaker:Because how is it that you ended up in Los Angeles to begin with?
Speaker:Bro, I was born here.
Speaker:There we go, oh wow, yeah You are one of the rare LA natives, yeah, so when
Speaker:you were younger, did you would you always have an interest in photography?
Speaker:No, so I actually got into photography because I got really tired of
Speaker:being in the family pictures.
Speaker:Oh, Yeah, you got tired of being in the family picture I got tired of
Speaker:being in the family pictures and I was like because bro Asians are weird
Speaker:They're very serious about those pictures, huh?
Speaker:I'm the most attractive one in my family, but my parents
Speaker:always called me the ugly one.
Speaker:And I was like, damn, okay, I'm done.
Speaker:I can't confirm.
Speaker:She she does look better than a lot of other people who I met.
Speaker:I, I'm not going to say I was, it was there or nothing like that, but my mom
Speaker:just looks like the average Filipino.
Speaker:My dad looks like a blazion.
Speaker:My sister's half white.
Speaker:Oh, wow.
Speaker:Okay.
Speaker:I'm the only one who looks like a normal Filipino So you didn't
Speaker:want to be in the pictures?
Speaker:Yeah, pretty much I just was like, all right, I'm tired of this and trying to
Speaker:figure out how to be like Facebook perfect So then if you're behind taking the
Speaker:picture, you don't have to worry about it.
Speaker:Exactly And when you at what age did you get into this?
Speaker:I Want to say 15 16 it took you that long.
Speaker:Yeah, so as a kid I really liked being in the pictures, but then I was like I
Speaker:saw those pictures and I was like, dang.
Speaker:I don't like these pictures.
Speaker:I'm not a big fan fedora phase.
Speaker:Oh, you were wearing a fedora?
Speaker:As a child?
Speaker:You had a child fedora phase?
Speaker:Oh, what?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Because of Phineas and Ferb?
Speaker:Yeah, because Perry the Platypus has a little fedora.
Speaker:You're not a platypus, Michelle.
Speaker:I wanted to be a little spy.
Speaker:You wanted to be a little I could be a little panda spy, okay?
Speaker:And then whenever you started doing your photography work at 15 or 16,
Speaker:did you start working in photography then or did you do something
Speaker:else when you went to college?
Speaker:I started taking class on photography probably like my
Speaker:senior year of high school.
Speaker:But I started taking the family pictures around 15, 16.
Speaker:Just so I could be like, oh, this is cool, I want to explore it more.
Speaker:Awesome.
Speaker:Drawing takes way too much work.
Speaker:So I was like I need an art form That's really fun to do and not
Speaker:the most time consuming Art drawing can take a lot of time, dude.
Speaker:I've been going it took me three days Oh my gosh.
Speaker:It took you three days to make a drawing?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:What was it of?
Speaker:My leg.
Speaker:Your leg?
Speaker:It took you three days to draw a leg?
Speaker:It took me three days to draw a leg.
Speaker:It took me Was it like realistic looking?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Oh, that's why.
Speaker:I do the realistic stuff, that's why.
Speaker:Oh, okay.
Speaker:I did one of me and my ex when we were still together.
Speaker:That took about a week.
Speaker:So you can draw?
Speaker:I can draw.
Speaker:You just choose not to.
Speaker:I hate how long it takes.
Speaker:Because you were impatient.
Speaker:I am impatient.
Speaker:Yes.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And so at pictures, although setting up for a photo can take some time.
Speaker:Yeah, that bit me in the ass real quick.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:It takes one second to take the picture, but the amount of time and
Speaker:preparation it takes to get that picture.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Especially in commercial work, literally getting one image would
Speaker:take at least an hour of setup.
Speaker:So really how so we'll hold on before, before that.
Speaker:What was your first?
Speaker:Like inclination like, Oh, I want to go down this route of photography
Speaker:to shoot for like commercials and brands and stuff like that.
Speaker:I want to say it started during COVID ish.
Speaker:So no, near the end of COVID.
Speaker:One of my other exes was like into marketing.
Speaker:She dumped me and I got really salty about it.
Speaker:And I was like, you know what?
Speaker:What if I get into marketing and I'm better than you and I'm better than you.
Speaker:And I was like, I'll get into commercial work.
Speaker:I'll probably get better at photography for it anyways, because I was like,
Speaker:I don't want to go outside now.
Speaker:I want to interact with people.
Speaker:Cause I love photography, but I didn't like how extroverted I had to be.
Speaker:So I was like, okay, the networking of it, the, oh, the pitching and all that stuff.
Speaker:No, I can do the pitching.
Speaker:It's just oh, having to coordinate awkward people, how to pose is the
Speaker:most stressful and annoying thing ever.
Speaker:Oh, trying to get people to pose correctly.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And I'm like, sometimes they don't get it.
Speaker:And I'm like, I don't know how to be nice to you and tell
Speaker:you that you're just an idiot.
Speaker:And you're looking really awkward right now.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And I'm like, You look great!
Speaker:I can't lie to you.
Speaker:Cause now you're messing up my work.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Some of the smiles it's very interesting.
Speaker:You tell someone to smile for a picture.
Speaker:Sometimes they always look creepy.
Speaker:Cringy looking thing.
Speaker:Ish smiles.
Speaker:And it's hey, just relax your face.
Speaker:Like you smile at other people and they're like no.
Speaker:I don't believe you.
Speaker:Because of what's going on here, right?
Speaker:I can feel that because I didn't understand how to smile.
Speaker:So I was like out of high school.
Speaker:What do you mean you didn't know how to smile is that you talk about that
Speaker:perfect picture smile yeah, but I would literally smile like Yeah, you
Speaker:know that no that kind of yeah, I was like Smiling for a picture cuz I was
Speaker:just scared of getting the picture.
Speaker:Yeah, so it's a weird mentality thing Yeah, so you were psyched you
Speaker:psyched yourself out pretty much.
Speaker:Oh, so then how do you get people to always it and so You
Speaker:got into commercial photography.
Speaker:Like what, so what was the process of getting into it?
Speaker:Did you contact brands?
Speaker:Did you contact, what did, how did you do it?
Speaker:So it started with me even learning like product photography, literally
Speaker:in a corner of my room, because I had no idea how to do commercial work.
Speaker:I was just like, look, I just want to make all these pictures look cool.
Speaker:Cause I'd been seeing a bunch of videos on Instagram and I was like, you know what?
Speaker:I want to see if I can pull that off too.
Speaker:I spent about a month ish just like building a portfolio and of
Speaker:commercial photography in your room.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And some of that stuff is on your Instagram still.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Granted, I don't use that account as much, but I'm still really proud of the work
Speaker:that I did considering that half of it is like, all right, strings, tape, a hanger.
Speaker:You know how people have those floating shots and they have all this cool gear?
Speaker:No, I had hangers taped to a wall and hoped it wouldn't fall.
Speaker:Really?
Speaker:And so you went on YouTube, you went on Instagram?
Speaker:No, I was figuring this I watched one YouTube video, and they were like,
Speaker:Okay, just try to fill up the frame with the most relevant stuff you can.
Speaker:And I'm like, Okay, that sounds easy enough.
Speaker:And he did it by these levels, so it was like, The easiest one is literally
Speaker:just of the product usually that's like on a plain background whether it be
Speaker:white Which is surprisingly extremely hard and Then you just add one.
Speaker:What makes white so hard?
Speaker:Is it because it's so reflective I guess?
Speaker:White is hard because there's never a true white so the white that's like on your
Speaker:website will never match to what the white that you photographed Which is really
Speaker:frustrating because like regular white in real life doesn't look like the pure white
Speaker:that you're gonna see on, on, on exactly.
Speaker:That a computer can make.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:So it's just like that little color difference will always like, piss me off.
Speaker:. But as it got harder, like you would fill up the foreground, you'd
Speaker:add mid props or even just have it focus on the actual subject.
Speaker:And then of course you have a more detailed background.
Speaker:Or just, I don't know whatever I came up with, most of the time I didn't plan too
Speaker:much when I was just like building it.
Speaker:I just tried to do a photo every day, but as I got better at it, I want
Speaker:to say a month or so in was when I had like people reaching out to me.
Speaker:Hey, do you want to come take pictures for us?
Speaker:And I was like, Oh, people reached out to you.
Speaker:Yeah, I never planned for this to go anywhere.
Speaker:People were reaching out to you.
Speaker:You didn't reach out to anybody.
Speaker:Initially, no.
Speaker:Flex.
Speaker:That's very impressive.
Speaker:That guy pissed me off so much.
Speaker:I was like, he's you should be charging for this.
Speaker:And I was like, okay.
Speaker:You don't know how much to charge.
Speaker:It costs like 300.
Speaker:300.
Speaker:When I was doing portrait work.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And then he's that's so expensive for the County that we live in.
Speaker:And I'm like, okay, then you just don't charge enough for anything.
Speaker:I don't want to get paid 50 for an hour.
Speaker:Shoot, dude.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Not 16 50 gets me one tank of gas, a whole bunch of, that's not it, especially
Speaker:when you're freelancing in our in, the creative industry, it's A lot of people
Speaker:want to take advantage of your skills.
Speaker:So oh, I only have 25, but I want you to do 400 worth of work.
Speaker:Exactly.
Speaker:Okay, then you can't afford me.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And then the worst part is You would think that your friends would be like, Oh, okay.
Speaker:Michelle, you charge 300.
Speaker:And if I have the money, I'll tell you what, since you're
Speaker:my friend, I'll give you 400.
Speaker:Because I would rather I want to support.
Speaker:I want to support you.
Speaker:And I'm gonna pick somebody anyway to do Whatever it is I'm
Speaker:doing, I'm gonna choose you.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:But, the, it's the opposite.
Speaker:And it's hey, I got I know you charge 300, I got 50 bucks.
Speaker:I had a relative of mine who was like, oh, are you gonna,
Speaker:he needed a commercial shot.
Speaker:And I was like, okay, yeah, cool, I can help you out with this.
Speaker:And he didn't expect to pay for it.
Speaker:I was like, yeah so here's the budget.
Speaker:And he goes, oh, okay, that's how much it's gonna cost you?
Speaker:I was like, no, it's how much it's gonna cost you, sir.
Speaker:And it's I gave him a discounted rate, but I was like, yeah, I
Speaker:need at least this much to do it.
Speaker:Like I had to pay the other people to be there for the commercial.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:And he was like, nah, I can't do that.
Speaker:I was like, okay, then when I shoot the commercial, it's oh,
Speaker:you're not just gonna do it for me?
Speaker:No.
Speaker:No.
Speaker:No.
Speaker:You know what I'm saying?
Speaker:No.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:So then when, so people are, were reaching out to you.
Speaker:Was this when you were, that's when you were posting it on
Speaker:your Instagram or something?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:I was pretty consistent when I started Like just building my portfolio.
Speaker:I at least got three or four out every week.
Speaker:And it would show like my setup my whole thought process and some of them I was
Speaker:like, look I don't even know what I'm doing, but I think this looks cool and
Speaker:I flat out admitted that I was shocked at how like Receptive people were yeah,
Speaker:they're like honestly, it's not that bad.
Speaker:Yes, you could have done better, but You're not as shitty as you think you are.
Speaker:People really connect with honesty, you know saying in like realism, yeah.
Speaker:I think it would've been different if you're like, yeah, this is the best ever.
Speaker:Look at this amazing work.
Speaker:Flexing.
Speaker:I've only been doing this for a month.
Speaker:Look how great I am.
Speaker:So low key.
Speaker:That's how I felt.
Speaker:I was like, dude, I figured this out like pretty quick.
Speaker:I have this shot where I have a photo of my beats.
Speaker:And I have the headph like, the actual earbuds floating on top of it.
Speaker:Oh, you're talking about the headphones.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Oh, okay.
Speaker:That's that's honestly one of my favorite pictures, and were they
Speaker:the overheads or just the earbuds?
Speaker:They were just the earbuds.
Speaker:Okay.
Speaker:Apparently the same person that does that charges like a thousand dollars per shoot.
Speaker:And I'm like, look, I pulled this off with hangers, okay?
Speaker:And some fishing line that I found in my dad's garage.
Speaker:So you like recreate you're recreated at a much lower price pretty much.
Speaker:I was like, you know what?
Speaker:I don't know what i'm doing, but I know I don't suck it sounds like you just had
Speaker:some innate talent to be able to do it because if you could replicate the same
Speaker:thing somebody else could Relatively.
Speaker:I mean it's not gonna be picture perfect exactly but Essentially
Speaker:you did the same thing he did.
Speaker:That's how we all learn art.
Speaker:That's what the art system is let's go back to a basic like drawing class.
Speaker:Oh, let's draw something that Vincent van Gogh did.
Speaker:That was always like my art assignments when I was like in elementary.
Speaker:So that was something I focused on a lot.
Speaker:And I was like, okay, if you can recreate other people's
Speaker:art, I saw a quote about this.
Speaker:There's a lot more mastery in recreating someone else's work than it, than
Speaker:there is in creating your own work.
Speaker:Because your own work is a compilation of other people's work.
Speaker:Everyone that you've learned from right?
Speaker:So I think it takes a lot more skill to understand how a completely different
Speaker:artist worked How someone else created that thing because when you're making
Speaker:your own stuff, it's okay You have to explore it like your own thought process
Speaker:No, it's like you get to determine when it's correct or when it's perfect
Speaker:comparative to no It has to look exactly like this and that's how you
Speaker:know that you've done it correctly.
Speaker:Yeah, right so I was proud of myself in that sense, because I
Speaker:know there's people that suck.
Speaker:I don't mean to be mean about it, but I've seen some people's work that were like,
Speaker:just starting out and I'm like, dang.
Speaker:Do you think it's because you you had some background in taking pictures
Speaker:since you, when you were, since you were like a teenager anyway?
Speaker:Honestly, I didn't know all that much when I was taking pictures, of my family.
Speaker:I just took the standard of my mom's standard was above the belly.
Speaker:That's the whole, I was like, I guess I didn't learn any like actual, I didn't
Speaker:get good in photography until at least my freshman sophomore year of college,
Speaker:because that's when I started taking like actual classes on it and understanding
Speaker:the different elements of art.
Speaker:So you use, you just a couple of different programs that you use
Speaker:with Oh, like my editing software?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:I mostly just use Photoshop.
Speaker:I knew how to use Lightroom when I was, like, early college, late high school.
Speaker:But you haven't really needed it, it seems.
Speaker:I should have.
Speaker:But I was so accustomed to learning Photoshop that I couldn't I didn't
Speaker:even bother learning Lightroom.
Speaker:And sometimes I regret it.
Speaker:Do you think that the fact that you're able to draw and that the fact that you
Speaker:have the photography experience that you did, do you think that really set you
Speaker:up for success in commercial photography and the way that you have the angles and
Speaker:the way that you have everything else?
Speaker:I would say it set me up for photography, but I wouldn't say that it set me up for
Speaker:commercial work because understanding like the branding that goes into
Speaker:commercial work, understanding.
Speaker:The business aspect of an art form was something that never really sat with me.
Speaker:You didn't, I never really understood it.
Speaker:You didn't think commercials as artwork.
Speaker:Is that what you're saying?
Speaker:No, I never understood that it was an art form.
Speaker:Until you were already doing it.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Until I was doing, I was like, Oh wait, there's so much work that I'd
Speaker:never understood goes into this.
Speaker:And I never appreciated the amount of like time and effort that, and
Speaker:the, different kinds of artists that had to show up for commercials.
Speaker:And I was like, so I had a new, newfound appreciation for it.
Speaker:Can you talk about like the different types of artists and the different
Speaker:types of work that it takes to come out with that commercial work?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Like what separates me from using my phone with the stuff that you do?
Speaker:My gear is pretty entry level.
Speaker:Like I shoot on.
Speaker:Oh my god, I forgot the name of my camera right now.
Speaker:That's not a great advertisement there, Michelle.
Speaker:I keep getting it mixed up with the R6, but I know it's not an R6.
Speaker:So you, so your cameras are not R6.
Speaker:It's not an R6.
Speaker:It's a not R6.
Speaker:Is that right?
Speaker:So if you want to get the same camera Michelle does going to
Speaker:Google and look at not R6, it's one of the like first mirrorless
Speaker:cameras that they ever really made.
Speaker:It's like their intro to mirrorless cameras.
Speaker:If you don't know how to use one, what is a mirrorless camera?
Speaker:So How do I explain this?
Speaker:It doesn't have a mirror in the camera.
Speaker:Yeah, so like literally, so like DSLRs have mirrors in the camera, so
Speaker:it's like when you capture an image, it's on A-D-S-L-R, you're taking a
Speaker:picture essentially of a picture.
Speaker:Or of a reflection, but with a mirrorless camera.
Speaker:You lit, you are getting the.
Speaker:The flat image that like whatever you're seeing is exactly what you're taking a
Speaker:picture of Compared to dslr cams and a lot of and there's a and a lot of Movie
Speaker:cameras to work that way film cameras.
Speaker:Yeah, I've seen a lot of people like shifting towards it Honestly, it's
Speaker:really convenient mirrorless cameras are also super light and usually
Speaker:a lot more cost effective Exactly.
Speaker:Why did it take so long for them to take off and technology?
Speaker:Technology.
Speaker:There's actually it sounds really easy.
Speaker:Oh, just take out the mirror.
Speaker:It's not that easy.
Speaker:No, you had like only recently as technology caught up enough for us to
Speaker:not have that mirror, even though it sounds like it's, I think it really
Speaker:can't, I think it came out like 2018 is when it started taking off.
Speaker:So it was not that long ago.
Speaker:It's been in the industry for a minute, but people were
Speaker:still leaning towards DSLR.
Speaker:It's like how people lean towards Apple.
Speaker:Even though apple doesn't really make any big changes Just because it's familiar.
Speaker:It's familiar, right?
Speaker:It was just like we already know how to use this It's gonna take way too
Speaker:much time Until we realized oh wait.
Speaker:No, this is actually a lot easier Yeah, and especially the weight thing.
Speaker:That's a huge Because especially if you're if you're a smaller crew
Speaker:or you're trying to pack up space for stuff Not having a whole bunch
Speaker:of weight on your cameras is great.
Speaker:Yeah Especially like you gotta think about this if you drop
Speaker:You know a super heavy camera.
Speaker:It's more likely to break.
Speaker:You drop your camera.
Speaker:Oh, yeah, But do we anyways?
Speaker:Yes all the time.
Speaker:Oh, yeah You're still for the best.
Speaker:What was it about commercial photography that you didn't realize
Speaker:besides the artist that went into it?
Speaker:What do you mean like in terms of?
Speaker:So previously, you've basically said that I didn't realize how much
Speaker:of a delicate art form commercial photography was throughout the
Speaker:process of figuring that out.
Speaker:Is there other things you didn't realize?
Speaker:I would say the best way I can explain it is it's similar to eras of art.
Speaker:So let's take romanticism, for example.
Speaker:It's very light and airy.
Speaker:I believe.
Speaker:I don't, yeah, I It sounds like romanticism.
Speaker:Yeah, I would say so.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:I get that romanticism was romantic, right.
Speaker:. Yeah.
Speaker:But it was also like, 'cause romantic writing is really dark.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:That's what makes it romantic . It's the juxtaposition.
Speaker:I would equate it to that because there's a fine line of
Speaker:what decides commercial work.
Speaker:There are certain boundaries.
Speaker:So following the brand image, what are our brand colors?
Speaker:So let's say we're photographing, I don't know, Google, their primary
Speaker:colors are usually green, just the primary colors actually, right?
Speaker:Just red, yellow, green, and blue.
Speaker:Correct.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:So we all, you always want to make sure like that somehow incorporated either it's
Speaker:in the background or you're throwing like some relevant colors in the foreground.
Speaker:It's all about representation.
Speaker:And I took a class on the business of art and art has always been a business and I
Speaker:never really thought about it like that.
Speaker:So if you go back to what's it called?
Speaker:I believe the Renaissance era, a lot of like the religious works that were done
Speaker:was actually just, what's the word called?
Speaker:Sponsored by The upper class families.
Speaker:Oh, yeah You're talking about a patriarch.
Speaker:Yes.
Speaker:No, not a patriot like a patron.
Speaker:Yes.
Speaker:Yes So somebody who pays you to create art.
Speaker:Yeah, and what they would do is Have the family crest implanted in
Speaker:the art to show oh, this is from let's say the medici family, right?
Speaker:And that would be like their form of branding focusing on a certain biblical
Speaker:story You they would pay them to make art, but they wouldn't tell them what to make.
Speaker:They would say, Hey, we're going to pay you money, make this type of stuff.
Speaker:And then you just fill it in pretty much.
Speaker:Unless they were painting like, the chapel or something like that.
Speaker:But it's, it is the same, basic concept.
Speaker:Someone's paid them to do that.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:I'm saying no one just randomly walked in there.
Speaker:It's you know what?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:I'm about to hit this with some winged anxious.
Speaker:I'm about to hit this with a wonder of the world.
Speaker:That's funny.
Speaker:Like with the Sistine Chapel.
Speaker:, Michelangelo painted it, yeah.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:He didn't wanna do it, I heard that.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Like literally the, I think it was the poper, the priest was
Speaker:just begging him like, please.
Speaker:You're the only person we want doing this.
Speaker:So please.
Speaker:And he was like, so that's like you, we were just taking photography and someone
Speaker:he goes, Hey, please say it's right.
Speaker:You're like, I was like, I don't know what to do.
Speaker:Or drawing.
Speaker:If somebody asked you, Hey, if you could really draw this, you'd be
Speaker:like, I didn't really don't want to.
Speaker:And you were like, but you're so talented, Michelle.
Speaker:And you're like, you don't have to bribe me so much money.
Speaker:And that's probably what they did to Michelangelo.
Speaker:They were like, bro.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Pretty much.
Speaker:But, and then, so what type of brands have you worked with in the past and which
Speaker:ones were the, your favorite to work with?
Speaker:And I know you're not allowed to say all of them, but do you have any, how
Speaker:what type of brands, do you work with?
Speaker:So I started off with my portfolio is focused on product work, but
Speaker:because I live in the Ventura County area A lot of people were
Speaker:like, could you also do food work?
Speaker:And I'm like, I, food work is a lot different.
Speaker:Yes, I could apply the same concepts, but that'll take time for me to learn.
Speaker:I don't know how to do that.
Speaker:So is shooting food is not like shooting a product?
Speaker:It is and it isn't.
Speaker:The concepts are still the same.
Speaker:It's just, it's different.
Speaker:Having to, it's just a matter of adjusting.
Speaker:Let's say you're learning how to write letters.
Speaker:We'll start with print.
Speaker:Writing cursive is still writing letters, but it's a different concept of letters.
Speaker:Oh, but you're building on a foundation.
Speaker:Pretty much.
Speaker:Oh, okay.
Speaker:You have to basically deal with the intricacies of dealing with food.
Speaker:Interesting enough, they don't teach cursive anymore.
Speaker:Cursive is gone now.
Speaker:Actually, if you still go to Christian schools.
Speaker:So the religious schools will very much still teach it.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:What else teaches it?
Speaker:But public school, the last year I learned public the last
Speaker:year I learned public school.
Speaker:The last year I learned cursive in public school was like third grade.
Speaker:Yeah, I went to a Christian school, so I grew up writing cursive.
Speaker:The school I went to wasn't a Christian, but my parents, like I stopped learning
Speaker:cursive in the second grade and then my parents made sure I doubled down on
Speaker:cursive for some reason, I think it's just because people need to know how to
Speaker:sign their name, you know what I'm saying?
Speaker:But outside of that, there's no, no reason.
Speaker:And plus nowadays, some things are signed digitally.
Speaker:So it's you're just typing it and then it fancifies it for you.
Speaker:God, within the next like 20 or 30 years, people aren't going to know how to write.
Speaker:Yeah, they're not going to know how to communicate.
Speaker:That is a possibility.
Speaker:That's going to scare me.
Speaker:But anyway, so is there any things that are frustrating for
Speaker:you in commercial photography?
Speaker:Do you have any advice for anyone who might want to get into it?
Speaker:So the biggest thing for me, so I initially went in with a concept
Speaker:of just filling in the frame.
Speaker:That's a very loose term.
Speaker:Just put something in the foreground and put something in the background.
Speaker:There's actually a lot more structure to photography than I knew about at
Speaker:least in terms of framing your stuff.
Speaker:What's it called?
Speaker:It sounds like you picked it all up very quickly, though.
Speaker:Yeah, pretty much.
Speaker:I didn't know any of the terms.
Speaker:That's why she didn't memorize the terms.
Speaker:She was able to do it.
Speaker:She just has that eye, you're just able to do it.
Speaker:You don't know all the fancy stuff.
Speaker:You're just like, I can just do it.
Speaker:Pretty much.
Speaker:It's basically like when someone's Oh, wow, you use this type
Speaker:of vector to draw someone in.
Speaker:And they're like, I have no idea.
Speaker:Yeah, pretty much.
Speaker:No idea what a vector is.
Speaker:Yeah, no, that's just how my Asian brain works.
Speaker:I, when I was in school the amount of times I got accused of cheating in math
Speaker:class, aside from the times I actually did cheat in my math class, Like I'd
Speaker:get called on to solve a problem and I'd just be like, oh the answer is
Speaker:this, and they're like, okay, show me the work, I don't know how to do that.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:I just know the answer is this.
Speaker:It seems right.
Speaker:The brain is interesting.
Speaker:So basically it's like the same thing with photography.
Speaker:It's Oh, I just know that this is correct because I see it.
Speaker:I understand.
Speaker:I know why it's correct.
Speaker:I just don't know how I got here.
Speaker:Pretty much.
Speaker:And it's like you, it's like almost as if, people say Oh, how do you walk?
Speaker:And it's you just just do it.
Speaker:You're going to just do it.
Speaker:Exactly.
Speaker:Exactly.
Speaker:Exactly.
Speaker:Or how do you breathe?
Speaker:I don't know, you just do it.
Speaker:As far as the business of photography goes in terms of commercial work
Speaker:dealing with the clients that you deal with, is there anything that
Speaker:people wouldn't know about them?
Speaker:Like dealing with the clients what they want what they don't want stuff like
Speaker:that the biggest thing is that like most of them don't know what they want.
Speaker:They want they're like We just want a really pretty picture And I'm like, wow.
Speaker:Okay.
Speaker:So what does that?
Speaker:What does that look like to you?
Speaker:What it what is your brand and most of them don't even
Speaker:know like what their brand is.
Speaker:Yeah So most of the people that I've worked with have been like
Speaker:small businesses because that's just what surrounds my county, right?
Speaker:You Like just a lot of people trying to take off and then they're like,
Speaker:oh, okay, we only need this certain amount of pictures and then they think
Speaker:they should be using it for everyone.
Speaker:That's not the case.
Speaker:Like the more, no one wants to stare at the same thing
Speaker:for like over and over again.
Speaker:That's the same reason why Coca Cola has like a whole bunch of film students make
Speaker:their commercials for them because they want to have new content coming out.
Speaker:It's the same case for photography.
Speaker:Like you should always be updating it.
Speaker:Do you think that's the reason why Coca Cola has changed their logo so many times?
Speaker:Yeah, I think they're trying their best to evolve with the times but
Speaker:also remain an American classic.
Speaker:Yeah, that's why Santa Claus wears red.
Speaker:Oh, I thought you were gonna say that's why we have black Santa.
Speaker:No.
Speaker:I saw a movie about black Santa and that was funny.
Speaker:Black Santas are so interesting.
Speaker:My dad has a giant collection of black Santas.
Speaker:I need an Asian Santa.
Speaker:He has 300.
Speaker:Black Santas.
Speaker:Wait, how did we get on the subject of black Santa?
Speaker:She said Santa Coca Cola invented the colors of Santa.
Speaker:I did not know that.
Speaker:Yes.
Speaker:I did not know that either.
Speaker:You didn't know this?
Speaker:No!
Speaker:Oh yeah, so way, way back the day, Santa was a real person.
Speaker:A real boy.
Speaker:And he died, obviously.
Speaker:But he's, apparently he only did the gift giving like once or twice.
Speaker:Whatever.
Speaker:Anyway, fast forward down to the early 1900's and Coca Cola is alright
Speaker:cool, we're gonna have some sort of Winter special or some stuff like
Speaker:that, you know back in the day people using like soda as like medicine
Speaker:And so we're also using heroin.
Speaker:What was it medicine though?
Speaker:Right exactly That's where the term snake oil salesman came from not only
Speaker:that And the industrial revolution makes so much more sense when you realize how
Speaker:many people were on cocaine and heroin and just straight up drugs and they
Speaker:were giving it to children, it's like That's how you got all this done, right?
Speaker:It's like you So basically one of these people at their marketing agency was
Speaker:like, oh, you know what You People were drawing Santa Claus, he's just a guy.
Speaker:He doesn't really have an image, right?
Speaker:It's if someone's going to draw a president, right?
Speaker:Okay you know what a president looks like.
Speaker:He's probably wearing a suit.
Speaker:It might be blue, it might be, some other color, but usually some darker color.
Speaker:Flag pin, and then it's a person, but it doesn't really have a specific image.
Speaker:And so what they were like, oh, you know what?
Speaker:We're going to associate our brand with.
Speaker:Santa Claus, right?
Speaker:Just hop on the Santa Claus train.
Speaker:To do that, they gave Santa Claus the famous red coat, the belt, all that stuff.
Speaker:And I forget who it was, but they had a Did they make him fat?
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Damn.
Speaker:Yeah, they made him fat too.
Speaker:I remember they had a famous painter, Create that image of Santa Claus and
Speaker:that's the one that you see on the any like really old posters of Santa Claus
Speaker:Did you see where he's like super jolly and has like the really red cheeks
Speaker:and stuff like that Some greeting card company people who made that image for
Speaker:Coca Cola And so then they plastered that just everywhere and it just made
Speaker:so much sense for Santa Claus to be in that Costume is so recognizable on
Speaker:top of the fact that Since then, Santa Claus didn't really have a look to it.
Speaker:Like I said, you don't really know what a present looks like.
Speaker:You know what it looks like back then that people drew Santa Claus.
Speaker:It's he was wearing green, blue, whatever.
Speaker:He looked like just a regular guy.
Speaker:You have to tell you all this is Santa Claus.
Speaker:The only thing that was consistent is that he was old.
Speaker:And he wasn't even fat.
Speaker:Not in all the iterations.
Speaker:No, but then Coca Cola was the one that who makes the, who made
Speaker:Santa Claus as we know it today.
Speaker:Imagine being Saint Nick and you get immortalized as a fat white guy.
Speaker:That's how it came up with my name Nicholas Saint Nicholas Well, michelle,
Speaker:it's been really great talking to you.
Speaker:Do you have anywhere where someone can follow you?
Speaker:Yeah, so like my instagram is it's Is there a period I don't even remember.
Speaker:It's michelle.
Speaker:Why?
Speaker:the word it's And then the word why like why Michelle it's why it's Michelle.
Speaker:Why oh, it's Michelle.
Speaker:Why?
Speaker:Oh, okay.
Speaker:All right, that makes more sense All right, cool.
Speaker:It's been really great talk to you.
Speaker:for coming on the show.
Speaker:Thank you for having me on the show Yes.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Yeah.
Speaker:Guys, I'm Derek Johnson second.
Speaker:I'm Nicholas Killian and we're here with Michelle You took and we'll see you later.
Speaker:See you.
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