How to find success that leads to fulfilment in life & business. This episode looks a LOT deeper with my guest, Marc Convey, who's life journey includes overcoming adversity from a traumatic accident at 14. Then going on to succeed in work and business and more recently, a journey of deep self reflection.
In a world where we often judge by appearances, it's easy to assume that what we see on the outside reflects what's going on inside. However, Marc, a storyteller and advocate for the Baton Of Hope suicide prevention charity, challenges this notion and reveals that our external image doesn't always mirror our internal reality.
Marc's powerful story, shaped by his journey from a life-altering accident at 14 and years of healing and rehabilitation, teaches us the importance of looking beyond appearances. He challenges us to redefine our understanding of success and acknowledge that trauma is a shared experience, not one we endure alone. By embracing these lessons, we can foster a more compassionate and understanding society.
Marc says, "I wear my trauma on the outside. And I've made friends with the voice inside my head." He invites us to walk alongside him by the reservoir of his story and trauma, emphasising that he can choose when to dip into it and share, without becoming fully immersed in it.
In this journey of understanding, I am reminded that "You never know someone's story." It's easy to make assumptions and project our beliefs onto others, but true connection requires asking genuine, compassionate questions and truly listening. There's a stark difference between listening to understand and listening to reply.
From my time talking with Marc , there were 3 key points we all can use:
Meet Marc Convey, the incredible inspirational speaker and burns survivor from Brighton. Despite life-altering injuries from a devastating fire, Marc's resilience and determination have turned him into a beacon of hope worldwide. He shares his story and insights as a powerful speaker, promoting mental health, wellness, and chasing dreams despite obstacles. Marc is also an accomplished entrepreneur and creative professional, bringing his unique talents to various industries. Discover how his passion and expertise can help you achieve your goals.
You can reach Marc on LinkedIn here
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Welcome to Mindset, Mood and Movement, a systemic approach to human
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:behavior, performance, and well being.
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:Our psychological, emotional, and
physical health are all connected,
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:and my guests and I endeavor to share
knowledge, strategies, and tools for
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:you to enrich your life and work.
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:Hello and welcome.
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:Today's episode is a juicy one.
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:I've got a guest with me, Mark McConvey,
who I'm going to introduce in more
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:depth shortly, but we are going into
talk and Unpack how finding success
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:that leads to fulfillment rather
than disappointment is absolutely
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:crucial in life and in business.
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:Now, Mark has a huge experience in life
and business and a lot to share and I'll
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:be part of that conversation as well.
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:So we hope to take you on a journey
that will really take you on a
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:pathway of clarity and overcoming
some of the misunderstandings,
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:misinterpretations around what success
is and that way to fulfill them.
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:Mark, welcome.
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:Marc Convey: Thank you for having
me Sal, what a lovely introduction.
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:I'm really, really looking forward
to unpacking some of the things
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:that you just, talked about.
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:Sal Jefferies: Fantastic.
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:Mark, success, fulfillment, these
are words, they're adjectives,
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:and they take us in places,
sometimes to different things.
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:May I ask, what would your
definition of success be?
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:Marc Convey: Wow, that's a, that's a
big question to straight off the bat.
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:I like it.
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:You put me on the spot.
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:success for me, I've come to learn is, is
what makes you feel content on the inside.
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:You know, for me, it's, it's all about.
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:internal validation.
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:And, but you, but I think, you know, one
needs to, to make sure that they've got a
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:level of consciousness within them to, to,
to understand what actually that means.
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:and, you know, I love being.
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:Best friend with the voice inside my
own head, and if I can get to a place,
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:you know, of that peace of mind, then,
then I know everything that's going
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:on around me externally is either
adding to my life or, or not taking
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:Sal Jefferies: Yeah, that's a,
that's a lovely description.
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:I, my definition of success today
is a very different definition of
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:success when I was in my 30s and
in my 20s and of course as a child.
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:And it's been an evolving thing, so
I, my definition of success feels like
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:it's a constantly evolving process.
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:But as I get more mature in life...
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:it seems to me that it's about feeling.
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:So rather than the external metric,
and there's a place for that.
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:It might be a number that you need to
earn for your business or your income.
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:And there's, there's a place for that.
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:But if it isn't connected to a feeling
that is authentic and wanted and healthy
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:and rich, then that external metric
or thing that you might be chasing
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:can be a road to the wrong place.
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:So that's my, my definition.
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:Mark, I kind of want to start where
you're at, I know your story a
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:little bit, but for our listener.
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:You've been on a bit of a journey
in the last couple of years with
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:huge change and all around your
work and your business and yourself.
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:Maybe you could share a little more
about where you've been in the last
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:couple of years and how that is.
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:Marc Convey: Yeah, so, I moved down
Brighton at the beginning of:
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:to launch a video production company.
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:Which I ran until the beginning of
last year and I got to a point where
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:I didn't feel aligned with the values
of the company or I didn't feel that I
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:could be living my true self while also
running a video production company.
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of chasing some of those external
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:things and those hard things that
we're talking about and trying to
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over the down, downtime over, over the
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that, I needed to just jump from, from the
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:train in between stations with no plan and
trust that the universe and me within it
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bit of a, I guess, a spiritual
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long journey with another startup.
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was very, very purpose led.
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of thinking, and helping business
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:leaders, and trying to create a ripple
effect, you know, that would spread
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to the point that it was so much
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the, the power of my story and my
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I was doing and to use that from
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be able to, to, to help people.
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really like helping people as well.
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I'm, I'm doing this for myself.
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myself to the world.
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story so that I can help other people.
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and, and not fear them so much and, and
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:yeah, it's, it's, it's led me to a, a
place where my life is in, is in great
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:balance at the moment, you know, I still
need to, to monetize what I'm doing, so I
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that we talk about, so that I know that I
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I've ever felt better about what I'm about
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:Sal Jefferies: That's amazing.
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saying there about being in an agency.
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was in an ad agency, this back
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career and thinking, this is it.
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you know, the, the, the, the trap of
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the time I had a really nice car and it
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more, and of course the advertising world
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:is, is, is very much about that to a
large degree, certainly when I was there.
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I didn't think about that question.
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your life, your twenties, thirties,
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powerful, isn't there?
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internal, for me, it's, I call
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:That compass that says, where am I going?
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:What, what am I doing?
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:Why am I getting up in the
morning and doing something?
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:Does it, does it resonate on a deep
level or is it putting some numbers
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:in an account, which is arbitrary?
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:Now, would it be okay?
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our listener, Mark's got a really powerful
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:story, which of course I know you're
working, but in our, in our conversation
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:today, maybe you could take us a little
more into your, your own story about
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:Marc Convey: Yeah.
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:Do we want to, do we want to
dial it right back to the kind of
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:Sal Jefferies: If you're happy to, it
will be, I know it's a powerful story.
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:So just a kind of note for
the listener, Mark's story
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:involves being in an accident.
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:he's, you know, he's overcome
many, many things, but it's, it's
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:a raw story, but it's so powerful.
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:Marc Convey: Yeah, absolutely.
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:No problem whatsoever.
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:You know, just to, to, look, a footnote
to that is that, you know, I've gotten
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really happy to, to share my story and
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for your listeners to, to understand.
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quite passionate about.
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:We all can have very powerful stories
to tell, especially we've gone through
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:traumas, but you've got to make sure
that if you are sharing it, that it's in
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:no way going to impact your own mental
health, because it needs to, it needs
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:to, you need to make sure that you're in
a good position to share it, even though
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:If it's harming you, then
you shouldn't be doing it.
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:So this is why it's taken me over 30
years, I think, to be able to be ready.
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years, by the way, it's it's just that...
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:yeah, I was, burned very
badly when I was 14 years old.
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:just a, a silly accident, you know,
the kind of cliched kids playing
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:around with matches too close to
some petrol that went up in a garage.
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:in Ireland at the time and, somehow
managed to escape a burning garage and,
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west of Ireland where they stabilised
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ambulance because there was no helicopters
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line twice on the way, managed to come
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in Dublin, Dublin, they accidentally
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I'm allergic to, so when I came out of
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stabilized and fought off, you know,
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and my eyesight was managed to get saved.
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long road to recovery.
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:30 plus operations over two and a half
years, other challenges as well, like
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my left hand because my right hand was so
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me to, to stay, with my school year and
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:not drop back a year mentally for me, that
was a huge driving force in my recovery
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well that I had the most incredible
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you know, with, with, with my trauma.
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mask for two years, 24 hours a day.
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:yeah, going back to school,
managed to get my...
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:GCSEs, just the five GCSEs I needed
to do A levels, which was huge for me.
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was, was the hardest day of my life.
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very masculine, sporty, all boys
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:school was, was really difficult,
but you know, I overcame it.
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day of my life was deciding
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I was wrapped up in cotton wool too much.
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to be able to make it to university, I
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more into society and not be in this
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college, local, still wearing the mask
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amounts of confidence to be able to know
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full independence back and, you know,
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:So that kind of wraps up that,
that five year journey that I
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:That's a powerful story.
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to kind of say about that.
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:I've just really resonated with how
difficult that must be at such a young
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:age, all of the layers, the physical,
the health, the social, the growing age.
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:As I, as I know you now, what
a vibrant human being you are.
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and your perception around success
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:and what, what that young Mark then
went on to do, how he kind of met the
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you know, because you've been through
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obviously will continue to go through
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:What would you say helped or what
kind of perception was shaped by
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massively valid points you make there.
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in those moments, you know, in terms
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I needed to lead the way, you know,
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decisions that were being made about me.
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especially back in the early 90s, that.
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as they're told, and there were too many
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a part of, and I wasn't having that.
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being my primary carer, I thought as
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better about it, I could take some
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before, that as soon as I became...
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my own recovery and you know,
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journey started at that point.
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touched on the fact that the, you
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things at that stage in my life.
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horrific, you know, just on the,
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as my body growing, you know, my mind
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in some ways I feel blessed that it
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at 18 or 21 when so much of my being
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the building blocks of my character
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still developing as, as, as a person and
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on as well is in terms of seeking a
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narrative that were going on around me
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way, and I was just like, that's just
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it's like, I don't know what you, what
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tells a really funny story of waiting
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you know, And a therapist about 10 or
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me, just walking out, shaking her head,
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me therapy, and just walked out, never
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like she was, you know, spouting from her
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you must be feeling this, and you must
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whatever, but I'm not, and I'm not gonna
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sit down and you're gonna tell me how I'm
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this in some, you know, westernised,
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you've been on, that's just not who I am.
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the room if they were just trying
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my physiotherapist, nurse, people that
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the human condition in a different
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so much confidence and growth for
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I can forge my own path here.
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going on around that.
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paint a bright future, and I wasn't
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that, I said I remember her having a
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she was when she heard that, that,
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so deep that my, hair follicles,
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oh, you know what, when he
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and I was already beyond that point,
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I said, look, I don't judge you, it's
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facing up to things quicker than a lot
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said, you know, before that happening
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age, I and I feel so privileged because
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of character, where I could ignore so
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could rely on what was inside of me.
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it was still incredible to have
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knowing that I wasn't isolated and I
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to be setbacks and I did need people
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need to tell me how I needed to think.
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there for me and support me.
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a massive response from my skin as I've
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about, you mentioned a therapist, but it
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impose their views or their ideas on us.
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to you at that time.
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story of someone who'd gone through
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burns, had all these things that are
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No, I don't actually feel that way.
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or the terms that people put on you.
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and powerful part of your story,
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like, Know, know your own mind.
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so powerful, it really pushes that.
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about the environment.
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around you to help you and nourish you.
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know, it's kind of, I guess, social
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express space in the environment.
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helping us heal and challenging
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space, that's a really vital part.
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know, success in any nature, whether it's
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as a sports person, whatever it be.
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need that environment.
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around us and it may not be that many,
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the voice inside to absolutely hear that.
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me, Mark, and I know you and I
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very nice, and, and that old voice sneaks
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time and tell me just how rubbish I
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work on it, and I've really gone
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voice is, it's normally on side.
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but it kind of can sort of segue
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commander, a dictator I call it now.
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:For those of us who listen to our inner
narrative, and most of us do, could
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managed to, that voice in your head, both
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present day, how you've made a healthy
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head isn't actually one of the biggest
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transition to live in a fulfilled way.
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know, I can't remember the actual
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things, the narrative that goes
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:So, you know, our, the voice inside our
head is often trying to sabotage us.
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the present state, the present
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a loaded term, spiritual, you know,
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call it, mindfulness, spiritual
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last 18 months and whatever you
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to you, is, is understanding that.
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able to, to get rid of it.
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that in the last 18 months, you know,
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about going in and completely shutting
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with it, where there's no thoughts,
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it's not about that.
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that these voices are going to,
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but when they come into my head,
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and I can then have control over that,
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meditation, I have then been able
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:So, I know I've got an ego.
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personas coming into play.
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I now understand when they are in play.
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I have a decision to make.
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:Do I allow that to be
compounded and let my ego drive?
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:forward my actions and, and
my next thoughts, or, or
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:And it's the same with, you know,
imposter syndrome and, and all,
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:all these different, different
things that we have to deal with
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:in, in, in our modern day life.
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:And for example, it's, I love now going
into, I used to be so competitive.
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it's that competitiveness that
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competitiveness that made me prove
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:people wrong for so many years.
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with no interest in being right.
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:And now that can make you build even
deeper connections with other people.
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discuss a subject and debate a subject,
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in play, and it's more important that
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:you prove that other person right.
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:To be free from that is, it just,
suddenly you've got so much more control
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:over that voice inside your head.
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:Taking it back a bit further, yeah.
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:I don't know, I don't
know how, how much...
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:I was faking it until I make made it.
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:I don't know.
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:That's something I'm, I'm
really exploring at the moment.
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:You know, I've started to, to
write the book about my journey
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:and I'm going to want to become
a, you know, motivational speaker.
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:So that's something that I'm, I'm
exploring myself at the moment.
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:and I had a really
interesting conversation with.
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:a first cousin of mine.
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back to Ireland a few weeks ago in my
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:camper van because I wanted to have
discussions with key stakeholders who
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:were either there on the night of Max
and then, you know, part of my recovery.
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:because when we suffer trauma, we
don't suffer trauma in isolation.
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:And what happened to me was the
biggest thing in, in all of our lives.
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:You know, my cousin said to me, you know,
Mark, there was life before your accident
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:and there was life after your accident
and it changed everybody's lives and
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:their perspective on life and all that.
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:So for me, before, part of the, I want to
create this ripple effect of positivity
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:and the first little wave around me is my
friends and family that were there for me.
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and go to Ireland and say, I'm now in
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healed, and I want to now use my story
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:for the good of others, but I want to
make sure that you're all okay first,
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:and got all their blessings, and had
incredibly deep discussions, but going
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He was worried that, because I've got
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gregarious, and that was in me beforehand,
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:which was a massive asset for me to have,
to be able to have a sense of humor,
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:So I think I've flooded my brain a
lot with humor and with jokes, and
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:a lot of that is about deflection,
right, and putting walls up.
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that that was the only way that.
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what I went through.
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Patrick Kilty, the Northern Ireland
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:comedian, and he was on a, a panel
show, and he's done documentaries
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:about the trauma he's been through.
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:and what he did was he, he makes
humor, his, his wall, his barrier
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:to stop people getting close.
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:And Colin, you know, my cousin, was, was,
was worried that I was doing that, and
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:then he could see through our quite deep
discussions that I assured him it wasn't,
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:but now that I've come away from that
conversation a month later, I think he, I
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:don't think it's either or, I think it's a
mixture of both, I think I was lucky that
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strong mind that I inherited, you know,
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:from my parents, but that wasn't enough
To, to play all the part that it needed
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:So I actually think that there's,
there's a lot of value and astute
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:observation that my cousin made.
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:That, that, yeah, I did use my humor
and protect myself and played various
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:personas while I was healing myself.
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:But it wasn't, none of it
was all one or, or the other.
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:Now I'm right to the point where,
I'm really zen and grounded, and now
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:it's why, why I'm in a, in a position
where I'm not faking anything.
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:It's the, the authentic me, but I
think it's been a dull that's been
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:moving over, but from probably from the
middle point over the last 30 years.
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:I hope that makes
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:Sal Jefferies: Yeah, it
does make a lot of sense.
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:And so many pieces of what
you've explained there are...
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:Intriguing on many levels.
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:I mean, firstly, when you hear, when you
say about, humor, I've had experience
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:of that when I did my psychotherapeutic
training by my, my mentor and trainer, Pam
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:would always say that the darkest thing,
sometimes you got to bring humor to it.
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:It's not wrong.
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:You're not making a joke of anything
bad, but you're bringing that balance.
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:You know, something like tragedy
or, you know, a fire or burn.
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:And there's humor.
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:It's this almost contradictory balancing
force, which is quite natural to do.
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:So I think it's, it's
instinctive in human.
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:If you, if you take away all
the preconceived shoulds or
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:shouldn'ts, it's instinctive.
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:I know some people, used
to know some firemen.
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:They'd see some dark stuff and...
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:You go out to road traffic accidents
and things, and they'd make
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:light of it, and you'd be like...
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:And they'd explain, they weren't being
disrespectful, it's the way they could
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:handle it, it was, it needed such balance,
so I think that's, that's important.
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:That's one thing I learnt
about why humour...
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:and difficulty or extreme
things can go together.
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:You know, for you, of course, it's,
you're entitled to, it's your, your
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:trauma, your experience, and you're
entitled to do what you want with it.
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:But that's sometimes why it seems
humor in those dark times is absolutely
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:needed as a, as a human system.
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:I was really interested about the wall
you said, and something came up in my
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:world recently about, my own blocks.
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:And I see this with people I work with.
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:And to keep the story personal to
me, my blocks are often like a wall.
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:So if I have my mind gets into
a block state, like I start
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:feeling, it's a wall of thoughts.
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:Now many years ago I went to,
I saw an exhibition by, Damien
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:Hirst and he did this piece of
work which you saw it from afar.
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:It was a huge piece of work on the
wall and you thought, Oh, what's that?
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:And you had to walk towards it.
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:I was actually in New York at the time.
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:I was walking towards it and you
got closer and closer and within
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:half a meter you realize it was just
Billions of blue bottle flies dead
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:stuck to the, and it was just like,
Oh my God, it's just so powerful as a
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:piece of work because it drew you in.
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:And I was sort of checked back in with
when I've had my own blocks mentally.
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:And those walls of thoughts that come
up and they're sort of like all these
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:points of disagreement or fear or worry,
or no, don't do this, or that'll go
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:wrong or whatever those narratives are.
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:Just all kind of overlaying
voices as a wall.
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:And of course, the important thing is
to ask one's mind, why is it doing this?
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:Rather than it's wrong or it's bad.
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:For me, I ask my own mind,
like, so what's the purpose of
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:this negative wall of thought?
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:What's it trying to do?
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:And invariably, one way or the
other, it's the same thing.
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:It's trying to keep me safe.
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:Always.
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:It's trying to keep you safe.
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:The problem being is that
it's sometimes built on
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:misunderstanding and misapprehension
about, well, what is safety?
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:You know, not taking a chance of
growing your business or speaking to
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:someone on a podcast or, or whatever
it is that you might feel is a risk.
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:And we have this inbuilt safety
system, but of course it's
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:filtered by what people tell us.
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:Culture.
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:Don't do this.
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:Don't do that.
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:And listening to one's, I guess,
quieter inner voice, that more
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:intelligent state, which you
alluded to coming from meditation.
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:To me sounds more powerful and it's
something I do quite similar about
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:meditation and internal check ins.
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:But that's such a big thing when we
think about what is success in a life?
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:Whatever that looks like for you.
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:Money, health, fitness,
happiness, whatever it is.
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:But what is the fulfillment?
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:Is it on your terms or
is it on someone else's?
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:And if it's on someone else's terms...
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:you better check the T's and C's because
that contract may not be right for you.
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:So cool.
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:I'd like to go a little bit more into how
you've been applying these understandings,
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:both from your early story, and you
know, you've done so many different
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:things, but how have you brought it
to be to get this authenticity to make
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:decisions like leave your video agency,
which I understand was pretty successful
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:at the time, and to then go on to do
Thrive and then to move on from that?
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:How have you?
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:Got to that decision point.
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:What, what is it in you that
gets you to that decision point?
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:Marc Convey: I think I've got
better at it over the years.
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:I think each decision I've made is,
is layered on top of the previous one.
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:so if we, we wind back a bit, you know, a
little bit further, before I founded and
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:ran 23D for, for five, over five years,
you know, I had a, a very successful
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:career in, in the poker industry of,
of all industries, like, How I got into
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:that, I don't know, but, you know, I was
at the top of the game, you know, I'd
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:won the biggest award that I could win,
and I'd hit a glass ceiling, and at that
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:point that I'd hit the glass ceiling,
I didn't want to join any of the gaming
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:companies, but I think my ego or people
were feeding my ego, you know, and it got
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:to a point where there was opportunities
to fill gaps in the market that I spotted.
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:And I had such a great balanced
life, you know, as a freelancer
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:in the, in the poker media world,
I was traveling around the world.
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:I could travel loads in between and
traveling for me has been really
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:important as part of my growth as well.
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:Maybe we can, you know, dive into
that afterwards, but in terms of.
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:You know, I fell into a trap, I think,
by leaving my freelance life behind
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:and starting a video agency because
people were telling me in these
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:big game companies that, you know,
you're the person that can do this.
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:And, you know, I talk about these
ideas that I had, you know, I'm
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:never short of creative ideas.
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:And I started to forget the
growth that I'd made, I think,
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:and was chasing riches there.
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:were things that hadn't made
me happy up to that point.
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:You know, wow, I could start
this creative video agency.
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:I can build a team.
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:I can earn off other people and not
just off, off myself, you know, margins.
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:And so pounds and dollar signs
started coming into my head.
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:And I was running into, to a, to
a, to a scenario that just wasn't
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:suited with, with who I am and, and,
and how I'd, how I'd live my life.
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:And I, you know, I chased, chased,
chased the riches and, and extra
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:glory off the back of already
winning an awards and being, you
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:know, lauded for what I was doing.
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:And, and that was a mistake and I learned
that the hard way and I think it probably
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:took the pandemic to slow me down.
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:And made me, made me
think, think a lot more.
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:And the, you know, the company
was, an interesting juncture.
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:You know, we could have, there
was opportunities to sell
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:into, into bigger agencies.
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:but it was right that we shut it
down because I allow, I needed to, to
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:allow my business partner, James, to,
to, to grow as well personally and.
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:By doing that, I would have put it
into a position that wouldn't have
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:been good for his health and his
home life and all sorts of stuff.
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:So at that point, I was reminded, you
know, of what's really important to
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:me and where I'd always got my, my
version of richness and happiness,
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:you know, inside out way of thinking.
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:And so we just, we just let it go.
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:And that was a, that was a, that
was a difficult, difficult time,
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:but also an empowering time.
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:And then, yeah, then the Thrive Now thing
came along, and, and that was, we were
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:just about really to, to go somewhere,
and it was at that point that I could
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:see myself at that point falling back
into the trap again, and I was at this,
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:I've been here before, this is when, you
know, I was just a freelance poker person
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:before, and I'm being fed these things
by external, external forces, you know,
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:looking out into the world, business
partners, needs of all these different
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:people that I think I could help.
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:And I'd forgotten about myself again.
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:But before I got too deep into it,
I'd recognized the signs again.
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:And so it was, it was
much easier to make that.
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:So I think if we, we evolve, I think,
and you know, it's just life experience.
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:And if you kind of look back on
Honest, And it, you know, it was a
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:braver decision leaving 23D, I think,
coming in and telling my team, I
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:think I've taken this as far as I can.
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:I need to, to live a
more purpose led life.
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:I need to live a life that's
more aligned with, with who I am.
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:And that was harder because I was
leaving a team behind and I was
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:impacting other people's lives.
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:When it came to leaving Thrive Now.
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:It's almost like it wasn't a decision.
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:You know, I've gotten to that point
where there is no other direction
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:for me to go than to follow what
I'm doing now and sharing, sharing
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:my story and helping other people.
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:And that's all I needed to do and
I needed to simplify things back
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:down again because my life was
quite simple when I was just...
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:Traveling around the world and talking
and writing about a game, you know, and
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:then I'd leave that behind and there
was no baggage when I went home and
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:then I could go off and do a lovely
trip and then next thing I know I was
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:in the Bahamas or I was in Las Vegas
or I was, you know, in Monte Carlo.
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:It was a, I didn't
realize how good I had it.
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:I had it so, so it got, it got,
it's getting easier and easier
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:as I get older and I get wiser.
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:Sal Jefferies: Lovely.
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:That's such a powerful story.
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:I love hearing that.
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:It's, it's so easy to think we need
more, you know, with the whole,
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:our entire culture is predicated on
it and our entire business models
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:are mostly predicated on growth.
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:I mean, I've spent a lot of time
around business people and it's all
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:about growth and, you know, exits
and this, that, and the other.
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:You know, like some of the guys I
work with, both male and female.
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:You know, in a, in a, in a high
pressure situation and they're
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:working really hard and that's
admirable, the work in hard ethic.
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:I really struggle with the expense
of the success chase though, because
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:I'll ask a client like, Okay, so
you're pushing all these hours.
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:Tell me about your sleep.
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:It's not good.
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:Okay.
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:Tell me about how your body feels.
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:Not good.
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:Tell me about your exercise routine.
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:What exercise routine?
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:And you're like, okay.
619
:So you're building this thing, right,
that's going to amass you some money
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:and all this expectations, which
by the way, you do have no idea
621
:whether it's going to happen or not,
because the future is so in flux now.
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:And you may not be healthy
enough to enjoy it.
623
:And literally, this is the
worst business decision going.
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:You know, if your health is not in, in
the right space, and you've already kind
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:of picked up on this a couple of times in
our conversation, and it's, you know, dear
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:to my heart, your health is your wealth.
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:You know, it's a, it's a statement from a
yoga teacher that I heard many years ago.
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:But it's a no brainer, right?
629
:If you don't have your health,
you don't have your business.
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:Full stop.
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:So forget your business and all
your hours and all that kind
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:of external commodification.
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:If your body doesn't work very well,
and you're not in good shape...
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:everything else will go to pot as well.
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:So it's so important.
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:And I think health, we talk about
it often thinking physically, but
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:in my world, there's no distinction
between mental and physical.
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:They, yes, there are distinctions of
course, but they're all connected,
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:but they're not separate entities.
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:So if your physical health's good, but
your emotional health isn't, then the
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:overall health isn't optimized or good.
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:Whereas if we can start to balance
them all, that really shifts.
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:Which leads me to think, well, if we're
on this kind of process of success
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:and growth and, and, but not sure,
like, how do I find the fulfillment?
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:You're asking questions like,
which bit of my life was good?
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:Was it popping over to Monte
Carlo and doing a thing and then
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:going to, you know, Las Vegas?
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:Or was it, you know, pushing hard in an
agency, lots of hours and stretching?
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:It's kind of, it's not
hard to decide, is it?
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:Like, well, which one was a better life?
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:So I guess one of the things I
hear and, and I'm sure all our,
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:our listeners here as well, there
is courage here in letting go.
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:There's courage in letting go and
perhaps what isn't right for you.
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:And clearly you've done that
multiple times recently and that
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:courage to step into the unknown.
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:And that really excites me when
I, when I hear that from you.
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:And obviously if I, if I, when I
step into that space, stepping into
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:the unknown with courage and trust.
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:That's absolute power because I do
wonder that the trap we get into is we
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:think something's going to happen and
it could be based on shaky grounds,
661
:you know, the pandemic showed us this,
t all the business plans from:
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:just got torpedoed because of that.
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:And there's going to be a whole host
of changes coming up with all the
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:things that's happening in the world.
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:I wonder if you could say a little bit
more around your focus on your kind of
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:mental, emotional and physical health
that you're really attuning to now as you
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:think about fulfillment and what you need.
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:How do you attend to those areas?
669
:Marc Convey: there's, there's, there's
a couple of things that I do and I've
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:actually just added, added one this week
and it's taken me to a whole nother level.
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:And I think this really plays into
to what you practice with, you know,
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:the mind and body and movement.
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:morning routine is, is big for me, you
know, I heard on a, I can't remember
674
:what part podcast it was, but someone
said, find the thing in the morning that,
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:that helps you swim upstream so that the
rest of the day you can drift downstream
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:and that can be whatever works for you.
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:It could be going for a run.
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:It can be, you know, having a workout,
it can be meditating, it can be reading,
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:it can be whatever you want to do.
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:So I found what works for me is
just a little bit of breath work
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:while I'm in bed in the morning.
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:Then I go and make myself a cup of tea.
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:then I get back into bed
and, I read for a bit.
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:normally, you know, it's a, a kind of,
a mindset story, positivity, whatever
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:it may be, what I'm into at that time.
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:and then I just do 10
minutes of meditation.
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:And that for me just sets me up and
that's what helps me swim upstream and
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:the rest of the day swim downstream.
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:but what now I've started doing
is at the other end of the day
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:is adding in some exercise.
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:So I've just joined a place where,
cause I'm doing a lot of, you know,
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:writing my story at the moment.
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:So I do that and I go in and then
I, two hours intensive writing and
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:then I've got the afternoon to.
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:to plan, do admin, have calls,
conversations, you know, come
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:on wonderful podcasts like
this, and then I do exercise.
697
:But what I needed to do was find a place
where While I'm making that routine to
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:make it as easy and as accessible for me.
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:So I'm in a place where I'm
effectively working in the gym.
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:So there are no excuses for me.
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:And I can't tell you how good it's been
for my mental health just this week.
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:So I've got my day ends booked marked.
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:And I'm only going to do
that four days a week.
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:And then Friday it's going to
be whatever you want to do.
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:So I want to enjoy having a simplified
routine and now that I'm not running
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:an agency or trying to grow a movement,
my inbox is really quiet and I'm,
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:oh, it's honestly, it's just lovely.
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:It's like I could just focus on me now.
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:so it's, you know, it's novel, it's fresh.
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:So, you know, let's caveat that.
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:This is the first week of me doing it.
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:But yeah, it feels great.
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:I've kind of feel, feel like
I've got everything in the
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:right place at the moment
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:and everything's pulling in this,
in the right direction for me,
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:Sal Jefferies: That's
really, really great.
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:And, you know, I'm going to say it because
it's part of the MMM process that...
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:Movement is absolutely fundamental.
719
:It's the hole that I saw when I was
working psychologically only that
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:people weren't connecting to their
bodies and from the simple things
721
:like a breath work practice or a
more gentle like yoga practice to
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:running, to walking, to feeding and.
723
:And I've shared my story many
times, and to kind of just keep
724
:it short, I train most days.
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:And train means, it's just a
term I use, but I move most days.
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:So it'll look like, I mean, I have
a five million year year step count.
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:That's my, that's my target.
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:Sounds a lot.
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:It sounds a lot, but it's
only about 13, 500 a day.
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:So it's a really like, what a cool goal,
but actually 13, 500, super doable.
731
:It's not
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:Marc Convey: you're you're not
counting to five million, are you?
733
:Not each though.
734
:Sal Jefferies: Not a shame.
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:No, no, it's
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:Marc Convey: 41,
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:444.
738
:41, 445.
739
:Come on Sal, you're almost at six figures.
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:Sal Jefferies: I know that's
why we use tech, right?
741
:You know, that just I look at the
watch, it says what I've done.
742
:I'm like, yeah, I'm not
too caught up on it.
743
:It's it's again.
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:It's arbitrary.
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:It's all for me is about can I move
and can I say connected to my body?
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:Because there's a joyfulness to that.
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:There's a live and aliveness to that and
You know, as I've said many times, you
748
:know, I'm, I'm now, pushing half over
half a century, which to some people
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:they get the old kind of like, well,
you kind of should be slowing down and
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:taking these like no absolute rubbish.
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:This is time to execute and go, go more.
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:And I'll do all sorts of
practices, but my practice is
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:the first thing in the morning.
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:I bracket the morning.
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:So the first.
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:Good few hours a day is for movement
and that could look like a walk with the
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:dog someday, swim, it's a gym session,
a lot of different gym sessions of
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:different types, but that's my time.
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:For someone else that
might not work at all.
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:You might get up and literally
just need to go straight into your
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:work scenario and that's fine.
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:Or you might need to
meditate and that's fine.
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:But finding where the friction is
or least friction to add in movement
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:is an absolute win win for everyone.
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:It's a win for your body,
it's a win for your mind.
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:And finding where it is.
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:So, I've got a buddy I was with the other
day and he can't do morning exercise.
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:It's not his thing.
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:But he's after work.
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:I'm like, awesome, just
bracket that time, do it then.
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:I'm completely the other way.
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:So not that one way is right, but it's
about making sure it gets put in as a,
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:as a, as an important piece of your day.
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:Because if you're moving well, if your
body is strong and supple and able to do
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:things, The expression in the mind and the
emotional state is vital, but I too will
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:meditate, but I do it after my exercise.
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:I go upstream first with lots of
stuff and then I come downstream
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:to say that that works for me.
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:I kind of want to bring
this to some summary now.
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:so we've spoken a lot about many
different things and your story is
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:vast and I can't wait to hear your
story pure and unadulterated and,
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:and you're of course always welcome
back on my, on my show anytime.
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:I kind of want to tap back in.
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:You know, we spoke a
while back, didn't we?
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:And we were saying about what
I call the looked at life.
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:So we can look at Instagram
or LinkedIn or you look at the
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:person with a very nice car.
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:Whatever the thing you're looking at.
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:And we can assume that what that
looks like feels like something.
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:For instance, if you have a, let's
say someone's looking good and they've
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:got all this wealth, let's say.
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:And you can assume that they are, they're
happy, they're content, they're fulfilled.
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:And yet I know from a coaching
practice of coaching a lot of
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:high net worth people that they're
not necessarily happy or content.
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:They have a lot of money, but
they'll come to me because we're
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:working on existential challenges.
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:And we spoke a little bit around
the distinction and the difference
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:between what you see on the outside...
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:And what you feel on the inside,
it can be very, very different.
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:And what kind of, would it be okay
to summarize on your own experience,
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:which I was really touched my heart
when you told me about, of course,
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:of course you, what you said to me
about how you weigh your trauma.
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:Are you happy to share a little bit about
that, that description for, for, for us?
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:Marc Convey: Yeah, big, big time.
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:You know, I think I touched on that a
little bit earlier where the picture
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:that was being painted for me during
my recovery in the early days, you
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:know, was one that wasn't very bright.
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:So I learned very, very early on that the,
the signposts that so called happiness
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:that this consumer driven world that we
live in, you know, you know, there for us
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:to follow, just, just, just don't work.
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:And while they weren't going to work
for me, so I was forced down a different
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:path really, because of the, the, the
Western world that I was growing up in
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:and you know what, I found a much nicer
path to, to, to go down and, you know,
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:I'll share a little story with you.
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:I sat in there.
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:I was sat in the pub, you know, I do
like a pub, if anyone knows me, with,
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:with my mum last year and explaining to
her that, yeah, it's okay, mum, I've,
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:you know, left this video company and,
you know, just kind of assuring her
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:that I wasn't having a midlife crisis
meltdown and actually that I was just
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:doing this for fulfillment And I've sat
with my mum, and she asked me, you know,
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:why I had never shown a huge interest
in, in trying to support charities
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:associated with, with burns victims
or defigurements, and it wasn't like I
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:wasn't interested in helping those people.
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:But I said to her, and I pointed over
to an imaginary corner in the, in the,
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:in the pub, and I said, I'm really
interested in helping that, that person
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:over there in the corner that, you know,
is Instagram cookie cutter perfect That
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:has probably like stepped out of a Range
Rover and it's got all the gear, looks
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:great, sit down Anyone would pass them
and look and be a bit envious about
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:the life that they had But just below
the surface They're really unhappy.
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:They've got a lot of trauma
going on and But what do they
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:have to complain about, right?
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:What do they have to complain about?
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:And I was like, there's a much bigger
problem that we have in society with,
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:with where we look for validation
and we look for it because we've
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:been turned from citizens into
consumers and it's all about driving
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:money and and we've got it so wrong.
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:And I'm just so thankful that what
happened to me happened 30 years ago
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:when there weren't, you know, camera
phones and there wasn't social media and
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:that my integration back into society
was made a lot easier because of that.
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:Now the problem's got so much worse
in the last 30 years and we're seeing
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:that the mental health is on the rise.
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:So I want to make it, you know,
a vocation of mine to be able to.
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:To help people understand that
there is a different way, that
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:it's all about internal validation.
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:And it's so little about
external validation.
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:And, and there is that
Richardson that we talked about.
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:And it, and it's not in,
it's not in Prada bags.
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:And it's not in Range Rover.
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:And it's, and it's not in getting
Botox and filling your lips.
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:And it's not about the Kardashians.
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:It's...
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:And so often you, you, you get
the things that you're chasing.
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:You remember this, we know this as kids,
we can all tap into our own journeys.
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:You know, that's the thing.
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:It's like the amount of presents we get
as kids and you get something up and it
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:makes you happy for 10 minutes and you
throw it aside and, but we all remember
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:the incredible holiday that we had.
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:And if we went to Disneyland or, you
know, that kid that we met, you know,
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:when we were running down the beach and.
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:These are the things, these are the things
that, that impact your soul, that, that,
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:that raise your consciousness, that, that
make you feel, you know, we, I want to
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:feel sad, I want to feel happy, you want
to fall in love with, with, with other
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:people, that's where richness come from.
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:It doesn't come from material things.
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:And the quicker we learn that
as individuals, then the more
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:content we'll be as human beings.
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:Sal Jefferies: Beautiful, beautiful.
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:So, so true.
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:So, so true.
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:We swim on the surface, but
the magic's in the depths.
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:Always.
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:Yeah.
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:Yeah.
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:Go deep, go deep.
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:and I resonate, you know, it's so
much of my, my trappings that I
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:was chasing a short story for me.
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:I was a photographer back when
I was in my thirties and it
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:was a struggle to get going.
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:That's a story for another podcast,
but it I finally got going and
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:I got to a point where I was
earning a lot of money from it.
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:I was getting paid very, very well.
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:I was doing very good work and.
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:And my heart wasn't in it at the end.
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:I literally had, like you, checked out.
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:People are like, what are you doing?
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:You're like, you're, you're so successful.
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:You've got money, you know, you've
got clients, you've booked up so much.
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:I was like, I'm done.
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:I'm literally, I feel
empty going to a shoot.
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:And that is no way to show up at anything.
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:and I retired.
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:I, I wrote my own, I
resigned from my own company.
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:I retired the business.
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:And I went on at that time
to become a yoga teacher.
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:And that is not a well paid trade compared
to the photography trade I was in.
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:So I probably took a 66% pay cut and
it was like, wow, that was massive.
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:And yet going to a yoga studio
and seeing change, it's priceless.
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:Now, yes, of course we need to pay
the bills, pay the rent, the mortgage,
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:whatever you, you need the basics
covered, but that's practicalities.
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:You need to cover that for sure.
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:So we don't want to diminish that,
but the deep stuff that matters.
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:It's about a conversation
or impact or something.
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:It's not about a 300 pound yoga mat or
some nonsense that we get caught up in.
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:Like I really need that thing.
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:And it's soon as we realize that and
realize that who does this serve?
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:It's a question I use myself.
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:It's a question I will
always ask a coaching client.
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:And it's a question I invite all of
us to think about who does this serve?
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:If you're thinking about buying
another thing, spending your money on
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:something else, who does that serve?
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:Does it serve you?
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:Or does it serve the, probably the
organization that wants your money to
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:go to their bank account and not yours?
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:And that's fine if it's transactional,
but if it's you're trying to buy
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:happiness and fulfillment and that's
your success model It will be like a
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:sieve and empty before you know it.
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:So yes, deep stuff.
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:Go deep.
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:Mark, thank you for your time.
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:I wonder if there is one last thought
you could share with us about you've
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:shared so much of course already, but
one last thought to kind of summarize
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:about this whole thing about what
is fulfillment, what is success.
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:The real stuff, not the illusory
stuff, but the real stuff.
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:Marc Convey: I think the,
it's about authenticity and
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:an inside out way of thinking.
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:So you need to, there needs to be balance,
I think, between putting yourself first.
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:It's okay to be selfless.
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:It's okay not to be a people pleaser.
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:But at the same time, you need a level of
consciousness that is balanced with that.
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:And if you get those two things right.
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:You won't become a narcissist.
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:You'll, you'll, you'll
find your core values.
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:You'll go deep into your soul and,
and those things will anchor you.
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:And, and then those things will make you
more attractive to other people as well.
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:So you'll end up getting, what
you need from, from the external
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:world, but just in different ways.
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:It will be in, in the depth of the
relationships we have with other
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:people, because if you're showing up.
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:As your true self, then, then that's
what people, that's what people want.
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:Sal Jefferies: Amazing.
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:To me, my mind came up with two
words to summarize what you said.
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:Ease, not effort.
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:Just ease into that.
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:Be yourself.
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:Be authentic.
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:Be magnetic.
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:Be, courageous.
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:Trust and Authenticity rather than the
efforting and, you know, the overworking
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:or whatever that thing is, which is toxic.
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:So Mark, amazing.
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:Thank you so much for sharing
some of your story at some level.
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:I know your story is even bigger
than that, but so much you shared,
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:which is really powerful to hear
personally, for my dear listener.
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:I trust that there's so much that Mark,
and hopefully I've been able to bounce
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:has really got you thinking around.
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:How do you think about success?
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:What do you think about fulfillment?
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:How are you living?
959
:and Are You On A Place
That's Working For You.
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:So lots of thoughts.
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:It's a provocational podcast.
962
:It's one to inspire.
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:I hope it has inspired you.
964
:So until the next time,
thank you and goodbye.
965
:Thank you so much for listening.
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:If you enjoyed the episode,
please subscribe and if a friend
967
:would benefit from hearing this,
do send it on to them as well.
968
:If you would like to get in touch
yourself, then you can go to my website,
969
:which is sal jeffries.com, spelled S
A L J E F E R I E s sal jeffries.com.
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:Hit the get in touch link and there
you can send me a direct message.
971
:If you'd like to go one step further
and learn whether coaching could help
972
:you overcome a challenge or a block
in your life, then do reach out and
973
:I offer a call where we can discuss
how this may be able to help you.
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:Until the next time, take care.