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Season 2 Intro: What's New, The Now Experiment & My Journey to Freedom
Episode 113th July 2023 • Abundantly Curious • Geri Paige
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Abundantly Curious is back and better than ever. Learn what’s new this season, including more solo episodes exploring Geri’s audacious experimentation with living life on her own terms, conversations with fascinating guest experts and thought leaders, and exploration of life in the push-pull of two wildly different worlds: the soulful and the rational. Geri also shares more about The Now Experiment and opens up about her personal journey that led her to where she is today.

Time Stamps

01:15 - What’s New in Season 2

02:21 - Living in two worlds: the soulful and the rational

06:11 - The Now Experiment

10:06 - Geri’s story and journey to freedom

31:17 - Deepening into freedom in 2023

About Geri Paige

Geri is a leader in the art of personal freedom, working to create powerful catalysts for individual change and transformation. She is a nomadic entrepreneur, coach, and the founder of The Now Experiment. She is a creatrix with a degree in journalism and 15 years of experience as a professional content strategist and creator. Geri created The Now Experiment to help humans collectively reclaim what's ours - our freedom, time, energy, audacity, and all. You can find her on Instagram @geripaige.

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Hello everyone and welcome to season two of the Abundantly Curious Podcast.

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I'm your host, Jerry.

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So in season one, I had such a blast creating something that

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was a pure passion project.

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It was one of the first creative acts I took just as a labor of love because I am

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so genuinely lit up and fascinated by the exploration of the intersection of science

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and spirituality and self-help and this whole world that just changed my entire

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life, that I wanted to share it with other people and explore all of these ideas

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and get really curious about what exists in life and what the possibilities are.

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And that's really our mission here at Abundantly Curious, is to expand

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people into possibility, to liberate you from the boxes, the mental boxes, the

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emotional boxes, the belief boxes that keep you living a life that is smaller

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than your potential, that smaller than the holistic nature of who you are.

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And so I'm very happy to be here recording this intro for the second season

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because there are some new things in the second season that we're introducing.

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And note that at the time of this recording right now, I have not recorded

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all of the episodes for this season.

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So we're really in this journey together.

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I think one of the primary goals and just ways that I am showing up in this

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is to not put myself as the producer, as the creator into any sort of boxes.

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So in season one, you'll notice there were a lot of guest experts joining and

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it was interview style and, um, there was, uh, an absolute structure to things

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that was beautiful and that worked.

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There were also some solo episodes and I, I will probably still have some

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guest experts this season, but you're gonna notice, , that I'm really gonna

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show up however I want, in service to our mission of expanding people into

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possibility, that means there's gonna be solo episodes where I'm sharing

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some of my personal experimentations.

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I think people are really curious about what it means to walk a path

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in between two worlds, and that's how I feel and that is what I've heard

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so many others come to me about.

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I feel like I have one foot in this soulful world where I am

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so expanded into possibility.

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I have.

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Done so much growth.

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Um, I have this wild, almost voracious appetite for information

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and experiences that connect me and in enliven me even deeper into the world.

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And there's this beautiful trust there that I'm not engaging as

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just this alone individual in life.

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That I am in fact a creator of my life, , that is working in tandem

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with a force higher than myself.

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It's a soulful element of artistic expression and love

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and emotion and aliveness.

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And then there's this other world.

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I feel like my right foot is in this rational space, the space that I spent

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the first 30 years of my life in.

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I'm 34 now, so I mean, I'm gonna say all the way up until now, it's

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probably still the dominant aspect of my nature where it's this very

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energetically masculine driven, climb the ladder of life, do the things.

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If you want to get the specific result you're looking for,

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they're very clear path there.

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And you do one step at a time in that specific way, and you suck it

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up and you just do it where there's very little space for emotion.

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And while there is absolutely a, a beauty to it, uh, there's a benefit to structure,

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there's a benefit sometimes to, , a certain level of,

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, strategy and pathway building.

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It can feel whenever it's overused, quite constraining and containing.

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It feels like I've been living in a box for quite some time, and this is one of

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my experiments here that I'm gonna be speaking to and share and information

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about is what does it mean to walk the path between these two worlds, the

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soulful world and the rational world, the spiritual world and the practical world.

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The mind and the matter, there's just a lot of people who are trying to figure

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out how to balance these two things.

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So some of the episodes are gonna be dedicated to that.

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I'm also in deep experimentation around living as a creator,

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not as a responder to life.

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So this is a way of living that is inside out, not outside in.

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And what does that mean?

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That means that I intend to live my life from a place of really using

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my inner compass, my inner knowing.

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I wanna follow what lights me up.

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I wanna follow what I desire and need and want, and I wanna be able to

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listen to myself, to my body, um, to my intuition, to all these different

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parts of me that exist and make sure that they're all taken care of, that

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I'm not leaving any of them behind, that I'm not sacrificing any part of myself.

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In order to show up in a way that I am expected to, or that I should,

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or that I think I have to in order to be witnessed in a specific way or

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create a specific outcome that I want.

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, it really is this giant experiment, which some of you may know that I

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launched a company a few months back called the Now Experiment, which is

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all about presence based exploration and coaching and mentorship, where it's

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really about being here right now and breaking free of this constant pull

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into the past or the future that removes you from the only moment that is real.

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This moment right here, right now is the only time when you can be or do anything.

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And we tend to think that our access to aliveness, our access to the way

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that we wanna feel, or the experience of life that we want to have exists

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at some point in the future once we've created a certain thing.

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And that's absolutely not true.

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Our access to aliveness is only ever here and now, and we can give ourself the gift

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of choosing to be and do in a certain way right now that gives us access to more

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aliveness, and that also generates the possibility of the future that we want to.

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So a big part of that for me is in leaving the boxes behind ignoring

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the rules that don't work for me.

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I was in a recent workshop with Jaya John, who is a artist and creator and such a

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wise human, and he said, leap from the rules into a higher atmosphere of freedom.

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Leap from the rules into a higher atmosphere of freedom.

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Rules, structure.

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Um, systems, these things are so beneficial and helpful, especially

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as the beginner cuz they help you create new patterns and habits and

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new landscapes for possibility, whether it's in your health or your

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business or relationships or X, y, z.

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They create a structure that is very helpful as you're starting to bloom,

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as you're starting to, to sprout.

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But then, What I get from this quote and what I feel so often is that

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there's a moment where maybe part of that structure, part of those

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rules gets to shed away so that your unique way can bloom and blossom.

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So how can we use the rules in a way that frees us and how can we create our

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own rules in life such that we are not contained into any box, that we're not

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leaving any part of ourselves behind that we're not sacrificing our level of

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aliveness in order to be accepted and successful and cared for, and frankly,

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financially secure and stable too.

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So there will be a lot of solo episodes where I'm sharing my personal

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journey and insight on this path.

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Uh, and I'll also be inviting friends and colleagues and cool

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people on to have different conversations around these things.

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And there will also be some guest experts as well.

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So I am really, really excited to bring this new version of Abundantly Curious

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to you where we're ultimately aiming to expand you into possibility and deepen

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you into aliveness, bringing more presence to your life, and creating more of the

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experience of what you want out of it.

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I'm really happy to have you here and I invite you to sign up for my

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newsletter as well if you're not already the Now Experiment newsletter

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on my website, the now experiment.com.

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So at this point, for those of you who are already pretty familiar with me,

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uh, I wanna let you know I'm about to dive into my story and that will be

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the end of this particular episode.

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So if you feel like you already have a deep understanding of my path,

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then feel free to keep on going.

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So I want to, uh, give some background for those who are just now listening on what

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my experience of life has been to date.

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So I grew up in a very rural part of North Carolina and went to a

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very, very small series of schools.

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Um, and it was quite a simple low key.

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Blue collar life, and I always had this desire for more.

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And I think that there's something beautiful in that desire because

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desire is the only reason why anything gets done right.

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If we did not want for yearn, for desire things, um, there might not be any reason

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to actually get up and take action.

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I.

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So I say that with love and care towards my young self who had so much yearning

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for something different because she really was not loving her situation where she

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was in this, in this place that she was in for multiple reasons and she just

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wanted something better for herself.

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And, um, what I wish that I could go back in time and tell her is to remind

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her of how much there is to be grateful for in those moments, and to give her

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access to tools and things that she can do that, , help her feel more alive without

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needing some sort of external experience to happen in order to get her there.

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So that's a little reparenting inner child moment right there.

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That's what I would tell young Jerry.

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But anyway, so I basically jumped onto the ladder of life that I call it really

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early on with a lot of zeal and with a very clear vision and mission and purpose.

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I wanted to get out, I wanted to be successful.

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I wanted to leave, um, this place that had been kind of containing

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and, and boxing in for me.

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I wanted to leave it behind and I wanted to go out there and just explore and

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adventure, , and get out in the world.

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So I was very, very academically inclined.

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I was at the very top of all of my classes.

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I think I had a 99 in every class

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it was so annoying.

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I remember.

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Um, well, it wasn't annoying to me, but I say it was so annoying cuz I got

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feedback that it was annoying . That, , whenever they had the award ceremony,

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I won almost every single award.

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So it was just me getting up and down for highest grade point

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average and all of this stuff.

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, and it, it was just absolutely so deeply rooted in my identity, like so

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wildly rooted in my identity to be, , academically successful and not just

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successful, but at the very, very top.

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, it was what became expected of me in a way.

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And I am still working on deconditioning, that aspect of self that feels like

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in order to be me or in order to be loved or the valuable that I must.

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Be at the very, very top.

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Um, so with that sort of mindset, I ended up in high school my

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sophomore year applying to this science and mathematics school.

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It's kind of like a magnet school for science and math,

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education, higher tier education.

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It's really meant to attract who were in my position, who were in schools

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that were much, much smaller, didn't have access to as much resources

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where kids weren't being challenged or, , really given the education that

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could help them reach , their potential.

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So I applied and got in and was so wildly excited because getting in meant that I

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got to go live on this campus that was almost like a college campus in Durham,

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North Carolina for two years in a dorm room and get completely free, , room

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and board there, free dining free.

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Education from doctorate level.

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Really educated people and it also meant an entirely new environment

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with new people and being in like a much bigger town and just access

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to so many more experiences.

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I was super excited to do this, and I went and I got there and oh my God,

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it was like, for a little bit, it was amazing, but then it started to almost

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feel like a slap in the face because whenever my identity was so tied

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up in being at the top and you get.

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Access to the sea of other people that are really, really

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smart and really, really driven.

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Suddenly I was average in that pool.

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Right?

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Which was still pretty good considering.

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But wow, like I was no longer anywhere near the top.

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And I started to notice how much of my motivation to act was motivated

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by external validation and the perception of how I was doing versus

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how I felt about how I was doing and how smart it was that I was perceived

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as, versus how much I was learning.

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And that, that's a a point I wanna bring up, like nowhere in my education

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was anybody talking about the joy of learning or the joy of curiosity

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or exploring something or writing something or doing something because

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you wanted to, I don't remember a single message from a single teacher.

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I don't remember anything like that in my entire.

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, childhood, it was all about you do this thing so that you can achieve,

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so that you can be validated into the next level so that you can keep going.

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And so you can get to that place eventually.

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Where you'll be a valuable person who's successful and you'll

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have access to a lot of money.

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That's kind of the latter of life that I'm talking about.

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It is that message that normalized, uh, capitalistic, patriarchal, uh,

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timeline that has created great order in our, in our highly populated system.

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Yes, of course.

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Um, that has worked very, very well for many people, which has created a

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lot of abundance for a lot of people, provided access to a lot of safety and

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stability and, and fundamental resources.

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So not saying that it's all bad, but there is so much containment in it

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and there's so little exploration.

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So whenever I was at that school, I became deeply depressed.

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Because my, I was having an identity crisis at 15 with no resources living

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away from my family with all these kids in a sea of just teenage angst.

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But, uh, there I really developed a, a, a stronger sense of resilience I guess.

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I went to a really, really dark place there.

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A part of being in this school was that I would get free tuition

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to any of the university systems schools, which was amazing.

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Cause my family did not have enough money to afford college.

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Really, for me.

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So I got a full ride, went to UNC Chapel Hill, and I played

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the rules and I chose the major.

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I was originally a business major cuz I had watched so much sex in the city

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that I wanted to be in marketing and pr.

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Uh, and I actually dropped out of being a business major because there was a

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Friday morning accounting class that was a requirement for the major that

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I could not get to because Thursday nights were the party nights and it

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was a 45 minute commute from my dorm to the 8:00 AM classroom on Fridays.

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So when you think about the random stuff in life that can

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have a momentous butterfly effect, that's definitely one of them.

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So I ended up choosing journalism and public relations as my major

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I noticed this rebellion in myself while I was there, I had been contained for

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so long on this path, and now I was in this free space and I just wanted

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to learn the things I wanted to learn.

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And yet the majors that I selected had such a strict.

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Curriculum of what kind of classes I had to take that I couldn't take a photography

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class cuz they were always filled up and they were reserved for the art majors.

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I couldn't take a music class, I couldn't take the writing

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classes that I wanted to take.

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There was still so little options at this place that we were meant to be free.

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So I kept climbing the ladder and I got out there and I found the entry level job.

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A year later I moved to Boston for a relationship and I just

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kept climbing that ladder.

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You know, I had the coordinator role, the, , account executive role, the manager

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role, the senior manager, the director, and then the head of marketing role.

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By the time I was 28 years old and this career was built in marketing.

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So all this time, and I got to the top of that ladder and I was just like,

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Jesus, . That fulfillment that I've been seeking, all of the ways that I've ignored

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so many parts of myself, I didn't even know at the time what those parts were.

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To get to this place where things are supposed to feel different

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and they didn't feel different.

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So I went on a big journey.

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I kind of like left, went on this, uh, solo backpacking trip where I ended

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up meeting up with a friend on one of her, , retreats that she was planning.

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And I awakened to this entirely different way of being and doing.

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I'll never forget, there was a Oracle deck at one of the

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places we were staying in Bali.

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Which is a beautiful place, by the way.

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I highly recommend it.

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And I had no idea what an Oracle deck was at at that time, but I picked it up

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and I started playing around with it, and I, I kept pulling the same card.

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I must have pulled from this deck eight or nine, maybe 10 times,

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and almost every single time the transformation card would come up.

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There are 56 cards in this deck.

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The statistical likelihood of me pulling completely randomized,

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purely shuffled, whenever I'm pulling one card, the transformation card

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is so low and it kept happening.

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And that is maybe one of the first moments when I started to get a sense

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for the spiritual synchronistic, beautiful, irrational nature of life.

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That transformation card was such a catalyst for me whenever I was there and I

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was surrounded by all these people living their lives in such a different way.

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And I kept getting this card and I kept feeling something in a

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really scary way, to be honest.

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Shifting in me.

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I knew that there was something else for me, and that was the

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beginning of my awakening.

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And I say scary because there's something that happens whenever you

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realize your power to change your life.

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There's a shadow side to it where you're also heartbroken about the fact that

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you didn't change it before, that this power has always resided within you.

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And that there is for some of the elements of your past,

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a, a level of responsibility.

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And to that part I'll offer grace because we don't do better until we know better.

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Right.

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Um, so Jerry was doing the best she could until she got to that

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place of understanding that something else was possible.

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But nevertheless, there was a deeply, , dark side to realizing

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that I had spent most of my life on a path that wasn't serving me.

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Like it was not lighting me up.

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And there were all these other possibilities that I just wasn't

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aware of, hadn't really opened myself up to or been exposed to.

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, And so with this initiation of sorts, I returned to my corporate job and I

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started on my own free time incorporating different modalities of personal

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growth and development on the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual sides.

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My physical journey was, , unintentional because whenever I

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came back from this trip, I had a really scary medical experience.

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Traveling to Bali is a lot, it can take anywhere from, I think

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at minimum it'll take you 28 hours, and at the most, gosh, 48.

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Mine was somewhere between those two and it was a lot.

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And then I flew a lot for the holidays directly after I was in the air a ton.

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I had all of this energy moving through my body, , and all of these

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emotions after having an awakening to the possibilities in life.

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And I felt like one night whenever I got back.

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From one trip I felt like I was having a heart attack.

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My chest, it felt like a, like a giant weight was on it.

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And in retrospect, it could have been a panic attack, but it was more than that.

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My left arm started going numb, and I didn't know what to do, so I called

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my mom and I was like, I think I need to go to the emergency room.

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This has been happening for like four or five hours, and I'm trying to sleep and

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I can't, and it's really, really scary.

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And so I went and they couldn't find anything.

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But then this weird thing happened where my legs were feeling really

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full, almost like there was a clot in them, and I couldn't walk very well,

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and I kept having this very intense sensation of pressure on my chest.

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To this day, I have no freaking idea what it was, um, from either like a

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spiritual, energetic, or a physical scientific, , perspective, like no clue.

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But what I do know is that after spending a month and barely able to walk and not

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going into work as often, and having endless tests run by the medical community

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and constantly being told that it's in my head or that they don't know what it is or

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that I'll just have to like feel it out, that I started then to get more curious

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about the other things that were possible in the physical health and wellness realm.

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That's when I discovered acupuncture and started going every week

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for the next two or three years.

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And I gotta tell you, after the first two sessions, my symptoms

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were almost completely gone.

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I was put on this really, really healthy, , diet.

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I mean, you can't even call it diet.

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I was basically just eating like healthy food and, um, it,

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it changed everything for me.

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So I was pulling on this thread.

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I eventually gave up caffeine.

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I was vegan for a while, and then I decided that meat,

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um, was calling to me again.

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My body sort of needed it.

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, but being vegan for the while that I was, was such an excellent cleanse and

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detox for me, and I stopped drinking.

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That was such a big one for me.

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I have actually been alcohol free for almost three years now, and I would

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not go back at least in this moment.

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I feel that I would never say never, because one thing I hold a lot of space

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for is that I can change in any moment.

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, I can choose differently in any moment.

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And so I don't put myself in any box of saying, I am this, forever because

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the ways that I've transformed and changed internally and externally over

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the course of my lifetime have proven to me that there is such a state of

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impermanence with a lot of things.

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And even the things that we say will never be for us could possibly be one day.

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I released a lot of.

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My anxiety and mental rumination via the growth that I did.

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I went on a lot of women's retreats.

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I just, I was doing the work, man.

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Like every morning I had a morning ritual, morning practice.

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I was moving my body.

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I was getting a little bit closer to emotions.

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I was healing my mind , and I just got to a place where I realized that

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the work that I wanted to do that was actually creating a sense of more

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fulfillment and joy and peace in my life wasn't what was happening at work.

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It was what was happening whenever I wasn't there.

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And I realized that I wanted more time to be there with myself with these practices

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and these things that were helping me.

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So I left my corporate job.

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I put in my notice the day after my big fat bonus hit my bank account,

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and sure enough, uh, covid, I had just been a whisper that day and

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two weeks later it was full-blown.

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My last day in the office was the first day that they told everyone to

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stay home in Boston where I was based.

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And that kind of killed my, uh, dream of traveling during that time.

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But it was such a juicy time for me in terms of having all

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of my time and space to myself.

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No one was doing anything without me.

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There was no fomo.

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There was no events.

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I literally couldn't do anything but sit at home in my studio

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with my cat and just be.

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That worked out so incredibly well for my personal timeline.

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And I'm not saying like, oh, COVID was a good thing for me.

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I'm just saying that in terms of when it could have happened in my life,

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me leaving at that moment worked out really beautifully because I was able

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to initiate a really lengthy healing journey that I am still on three and

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a half years later to deprogram myself from the conditioning of being constantly

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productive in a very specific way and to catch up on years and years and

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years of rest and self-reflection and.

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Space to follow my curiosity.

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So okay, well I guess I'm gonna start a business cuz I've been just

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existing for two months now, living my best life and my apartment.

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Uh, so I'm gonna get curious about how I'll start generating income on my own.

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And then it just hit me, start with what you know, , what do I know?

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Well, I'm an expert in marketing, so become a marketing consultant,

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become a business coach.

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And that's what I did.

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I had an idea.

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A month later I launched the business.

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. In my first month, I had a great super responsive month, and in my second month

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in business, I had my first $10,000 month.

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And I have continued on that entrepreneurship journey

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for the past three years.

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Originally as a business coach, , I still do business coaching even though

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I don't advertise it as much, and eventually evolving into life coaching.

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I have clients who have been working with me for two and a half years who

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show up every week and we work towards what they wanna create in life, the

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experience of life that they wanna have.

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And I have to say like the fulfillment and joy of doing this work and

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witnessing clients create so much change, so much transformation.

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It has been absolutely beautiful to witness and that's why I, I got into

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this is I wanted to do work that helps free people that goes towards

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that north star of deepening into aliveness, which requires freedom and

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the ability to create the experience of life that you want to have.

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We spend so little time really giving thought to that.

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What is the experience of life that I want to have and how can I create that?

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This is taking me back to what I said earlier about living a life from the

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inside out instead of the outside in,

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instead of just responding to all of the things that are coming at me,

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, without a clear vision or intention,

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in this journey.

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Over the past three and a half years, I have experienced more

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growth and transformation than I have in an entire lifetime.

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It has been so, so wild.

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I would not trade it for anything.

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Entrepreneurship has a lot of pros and also some cons.

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, and I'm really grateful to have had this experience.

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And then about five months ago, go, I had this moment where I realized

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that I needed to remember some things.

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That's something that's really important.

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Just cuz you learn something once doesn't mean that that's it.

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It's programmed in and you're done.

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You have to keep practicing it.

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You have to keep remembering it.

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And I looked around at my life and I realized that I was in a

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relationship that wasn't fulfilling me.

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There was a lot of love there, a lot of good things, and it was also

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making the life that I wanted to have for myself more difficult to create.

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Flynn Skidmore.

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, a therapist on Instagram actually said that, and it was so meaningful

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to me, he said, whenever you're in a relationship with a lot of love, it

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can be really hard to ever leave it.

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But the question I have for you is this relationship making it more exciting and

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fun and easier to create the experience of life that I want, or harder and less fun.

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So I left a on and off four year relationship.

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I sold all my stuff.

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I put it into storage, and decided to do my second stint

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of being a full-time nomad.

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What does it mean?

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It means I don't really have a home.

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I don't pay rent anywhere.

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Uh, I have a home base in North Carolina with my family,

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and I travel out from there.

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I've just initiated this , and I spent a month in Costa Rica and I'm about

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to take off for a month in Austin.

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Who knows what will be there after that.

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It feels really, really good to be so comfortable in this unknown and to have

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all of the many lessons and experiences.

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So I am now a full-time nomad floating around traveling, and

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that'll be part of the stuff that I share with you here in season two.

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I also took this opportunity as this great reset and I really pulled back and

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I called all of my energy back to me.

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I decided to rebrand my business as the now experiment and to really

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dive even deeper into what does it mean to walk the path between these

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two worlds of soulful and rational.

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Left brain, right brain doing being, um, what does it mean to exist in a way

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that is nearly, completely generated from my internal compass, from my unique

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preferences, desires, wants, needs.

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What is the point of having these wants and needs and being a unique individual?

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What is the point of being alive, if not, to show up in life, in alignment

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with these unique desires and wants and needs, and to do your own unique path

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and to have your own unique experience.

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So that is what we are gonna be diving into in season two.

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I am so appreciative if you're still listening, that you stuck along with me on

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this journey and it just got a little bit of a sense for who this person is that is

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gonna be sharing with you at times, really incredibly vulnerably on this podcast.

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I am really excited to continue sharing with you.

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I want you to know that my door is always open for feedback,

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and also notes of resonance.

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So if something really speaks to you, please let me know and I can

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give thought to doing more of that.

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And I want you to know that even though the podcast world is sort of a one-way

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street in terms of communication, I don't think of it that way.

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I want you to feel free to reach out to me on Instagram or in the

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contact form on my website and let me know what is resonant for you.

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What is really working for you with this podcast?

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What questions do you have?

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What are you curious about?

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Let's keep it a two-way street in that regard.

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And if you sign up for my newsletter, the Now experiment@thenowexperiment.com,

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you can also always just feel free to reply to that email and, , let me

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know what you're thinking there too.

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Without further ado, I will send you off into the very first episode, even

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though this felt like a single episode of the Abundantly Curious Podcast.

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