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Episode #164 - Chasing The "Spookiness" Of Our (Unintended) Dreams: An Interview With Rebecca Williamson
Episode 16931st October 2024 • Speaking From The Heart • Joshua D. Smith
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Finding your purpose to accomplish what we are set out to do in our lives may be easier for some over others. Through hard work, proper education, and direction that is granted from the mentors, friends, and family, we are able to define our purpose easily. However, form some, the ways in which this direction manifests comes from unexpected twists and turns that allow us to flourish in ways that we originally thought were not possible. Today's guest, Rebecca Williamson, discusses her "career shift" from postmaster to owner of the Cambre House, which transformed her way of doing business to earn a living, but has enriched her life (& family) in many surprising ways. Her "spooky" ghost tours and offerings as a wedding venue are a tip of the iceberg to this incredible story of transformation through grief and pain, and turning it into something that was not originally the purpose she set out in life. Through careful assistance & determination, learn how this growth journey for her has helped others to push open weighted doors and give opportunities to create long-lasting memories for others, even during this Halloween season.

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Rebecca owns a haunted wedding venue. She talks about the history of the farm, ghosts, and the challenges of starting a business with people telling you how to do it who don't actually own a business. Rebecca went from mail carrier to business owner with a very unconventional business that had a big learning experience!

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Intro:

Welcome to the podcast where relationships, confidence, and

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determination all converge into

an amazing, heartfelt experience.

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This is Speaking From The Heart.

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Joshua: Welcome back to a very spooky

episode 164 of Speaking from the Heart.

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Now, if you're not sure why I think

it's a little bit spooky, you're going

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to find out today because today's guest

is Rebecca Williamson, and no, she's

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not spooky, but what she represents

might be a little spooky in itself.

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Rebecca owns a haunted wedding venue.

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She talks about the history of the farm,

ghosts, and the challenges of starting a

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business with people, telling you how to

do it, who don't actually own a business.

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Rebecca went from a mail carrier to

business owner in a very unconventional

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business that had a big learning

experience, and you're going to find

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that today's story, especially of how she

got into this house that she owns, which

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is a very beautiful place which we'll

talk about, really helps to understand

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why sometimes, even in our own houses,

trying to be able to build that value,

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build that consistency, build our

future, might be tougher than it might

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appear, especially from the surface.

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Now, I've had other guests on the show

that have talked about not only their

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adventures when it comes to owning an

Airbnb, maybe even traveling through

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a variety of different areas of their

lives to get to where they are today,

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but I think you're going to find that

this story has some twists and turns, not

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only of opportunity, but also invest in

something that might be scary starting

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out, but actually might help us in the

bigger scheme of things, being able

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to learn, being able to shift in the

priorities and direction of our own lives.

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I think you're going to hear from

Rebecca's story that that purpose, where

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we find those opportunities, means that

we're not always granted tomorrow, so

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we should take advantage of today in

order to not only find those ways in

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which we can make inroads, but even if

it's scary in itself, spooky, that is,

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you're going to learn so much about

how it's not as spooky as it sounds.

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But with that, let's go to the episode.

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All right.

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We're here with Rebecca Williamson.

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Rebecca!

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Thanks for sharing your

heart with us today.

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Rebecca: Well, thanks for having me on.

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I'm excited to be here.

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Joshua: I love what we're going to be

talking about today, but first off,

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Happy Halloween to all of those that are

listening to this episode, because I think

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today's guest will give you a little bit

of perspective of why I had this episode

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air on the date it is airing on, so thanks

so much for spending some time with me.

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I already let the audience know a little

bit about your story and what you are all

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about, but I got to ask this question.

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Why would you buy a historical

house to rent out, and have

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all these kinds of activities?

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There's has to be a backstory, and maybe

he can start from the beginning with us.

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Rebecca: Yeah, so there is a lot of

backstory to Cambre, so the Cambre

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House itself was built in 1867 by

French immigrants who came to the

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United States to be part of this perfect

utopian society called the Icarians.

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The Icarians were kind of like

a hippie commune where you

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sold everything you owned.

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You donated it all to this society and

lived in this apartment like complex.

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The Cambres came over from France to

be part of this idealistic movement,

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and then they ended up branching

out on their own and bought the farm

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that I now own in 1860, and four

generations of Cambres live there.

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They had an apple orchard there, so it

was a working apple orchard until around

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the 1940s, and then in 1979, the family

ended up selling the home at auction,

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and my grandmother had come there as a

little girl to pick apples, and she had

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some really fond memories of being out at

that farm, and so she told my grandfather

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she really wanted to buy it, and so she

dragged him out there, and said, "We're

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buying this!', and he fell in love with

it too, and so they bought it, not with

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the intention of ever living out there,

but because they loved history and

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antiques, and my grandmother always said

it was exactly the way she remembered it

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when she was a little girl, and there's

very few places you can say that about.

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The Cambre family built the home

really well and they actually

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took very good care of it.

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They never remodeled the home at all,

and when you're there at the house,

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you can tell that this home is almost

actly the way it was built in:

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so my grandparents bought it with the

intention of preserving the history.

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They filled it with antiques, and

treated it kind of like a life sized

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dollhouse, and then we did craft shows.

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We did weddings.

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If there was a big family gathering,

we were doing it out of the farm.

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In 2015, my grandmother passed

away, and then two weeks later, my

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husband passed away suddenly, and-

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Joshua: Oh wow.

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Rebecca: Yeah.

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Joshua: I didn't realize

that, so I'm so sorry.

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Rebecca: Yeah.

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It was very sudden for my husband, my

grandmother; she'd had some problems

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for a while and she had a stroke, and so

her passing was slower, and then after

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she passed, two weeks later, my husband

just literally drop dead, and so the

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Cambre House was their favorite place.

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My grandmother loved it, and

my husband loved it as well.

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He loves spending time out there and being

there, and so in the mongst of all that

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grieving where I didn't really know which

way was up, they were getting ready to

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sell the farm, and we had a real estate

person come in, and they told us that

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anybody who bought this property would

have to completely gut it and remodel

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it if they planned on living in it, and

having this historic home that all the

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windows are even the original windows

from:

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gutted and remodeled was heartbreaking.

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I'd already lost so much at that

point that I just couldn't bear

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the idea of losing yet another

thing, and so I bought the farm.

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No clear plan in mind.

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Anybody who has been in what is called

complicated grieving, so when you're

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grieving more than one person, or more

than one large loss at a time, you end up

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in this space that's called complicated

grieving, which is complicated.

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You lose a big sense of who you are as

the person when you go through that much

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grief, and there's a lot of physical

manifestations to grieving that you don't

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really realize until you're in that space

and thinking clearly is not something that

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is a possibility, but yeah, like I said.

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It was one of those things where I just

said, "I'm not going to lose one more

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thing.", and so I bought the farm, which

trying to explain to your friends that

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you bought this three bedroom farmhouse,

in the middle of nowhere, over an hour

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from your house that you don't ever

plan on living in is kind of rough, so-

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Joshua: I mean, I kind of had that

thought; like this wild proposition

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that maybe you were doing this for noble

motives, but then hearing this, I almost

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felt like this was like a triple whammy

of sorts that if you would have bought the

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house, and you would have been not been

able to fix it, that just would have been

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another grieving moment for you, perhaps.

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Rebecca: Yeah.

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Yeah.

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It would have been another

grieving moment, like the idea

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of losing one more thing was just

something I just couldn't handle.

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I literally couldn't stomach the

idea of losing one more thing, and

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I bought it, and it was just one of

those things I'm like, " I don't know

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what I'm doing with it.", so then

I bought it and then said, "Oh my!

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What on earth did I just buy?

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What am I going to do with this?

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I have no clue.", so I kind of

went back and I said, "Okay.

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Well, what did my grandparents do

with this?", so they did craft shows,

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and then I'd had a few cousins that

got married over the years out there,

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and so I had the bright idea that I

could open it up as a wedding venue.

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Now, I was a mail carrier at this point.

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I was not a business owner.

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I didn't know anything about

business, but I'm like, "You know.

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We've had some weddings.

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This'll be easy.

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I'll just tell people we're doing weddings

out here.", and love to show up, because

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people like outdoor weddings right now.

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It's a big thing, and oddly enough,

you do actually have to advertise.

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Joshua: Yeah.

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Usually that's how it works, and

I've learned that the hard way for

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my business too, so I can understand.

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Rebecca: I mean, you come into

these ideas like, "Oh yeah.

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Slap out the sign, and people will know,

and they'll show up.", and that's just

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not how that works, and so I was able

to work with small business development.

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It's a free program through the

government, and they were able to

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kind of help me learn how to run a

business, learn how to market myself.

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This is a farmhouse out

in the middle of nowhere.

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No one will drive by this place

ever, unless they're looking for it,

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and sometimes they drive by anyway,

so the marketing aspect of it was

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super important, and I was grateful

for the help for the small business

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development where they came along,

and were able to kind of give me a

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crash course in owning a business.

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Joshua: I've been looking

at photos on your website.

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For my listeners, I'll have them

in the episode notes too that you

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can take a look at this house.

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It's beautiful, and I see the

work that you've done with it.

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I really am afraid to ask you

this, and maybe you remember it,

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but I'm kind of cringing a bit.

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You said that a lot of

work had to be done.

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How much did it cost to actually

renovate the overall house to

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make it a functional facility?

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Rebecca: Not as much

as you'd really think.

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My grandparents had done a lot of

work themselves when they purchased

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it from the Cambres, and like I

said, it was really well preserved.

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A lot of it was just going through

and cleaning; a lot of cleaning.

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My grandparents had been in the

nursing home for the last six

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years of their life, so it hadn't

really been used in six years.

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There was a new furnace involved.

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I took out some really old carpet in

one room and laid down some new floor.

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I was really hoping to salvage the

floor underneath of it, but when we

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pulled up that really nasty old carpet,

there was plywood that had been nailed

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down like an inch apart, like into

the entire floor, like little one

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inch squares, and it was crazy, so-

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Joshua: Yeah.

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Rebecca: Unfortunately, I couldn't

save the floor underneath, but I

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found like a floating floor that's

put over the top that a lot of people

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think looks like the original floor,

so I was able to match that up.

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One building had to come down.

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The foundation was kind of giving out

on this old barn, and so we took that

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down and put in a patio, but as far as

old houses in the middle of nowhere,

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we got really lucky in that there

wasn't a whole lot of extra stuff.

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Joshua: Now, I noticed that this is

overlooking the Mississippi River, so to

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put this in perspective for our listeners

as to where this is exactly located,

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can you kind of give us an idea, if

you can, draw that map visually for us.

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Rebecca: Sure, so I am

in West Central Illinois.

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If you picture the shape of Illinois,

there's a nose, kind of on the

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side, and I am right on the nose of

Illinois on the Mississippi River.

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Joshua: It has to be actually pretty

beautiful to be at the house, being

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able to also see that overlook and then

being able to use it for a variety of

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different things, so you started to say

some of that already where you converted

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this into a wedding facility, but I see

that on your website, you have rentals

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and ghost tours, so I wonder if you

could tell us a little bit about what

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you offer in terms of general rentals,

and then, what's appealing to going

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to this house to then do a ghost tour?

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Rebecca: And now we see why

I'm on the Halloween episode.

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Joshua: Yeah.

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I like getting super scared about it.

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Ooh!

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Okay.

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That was my visual

effects for my listeners.

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Rebecca: Yeah, so I own

a haunted wedding venue.

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Everybody always asks me like, "Okay.

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How did you realize the farm was

haunted?", and my answer to that question

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is I spent the night there for the first

time, so when we were kids, we spent

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a ton of time out at the farm, but we

didn't actually spend the night, because

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my grandparents lived about 10 minutes

away from the house and when it got dark,

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we all just went home, or we went to

grandma and granddad's to spend the night.

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We didn't stay out there, so I bought

the home, and we're getting ready to do

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some work, so we went out there for the

weekend, and that particular weekend, I

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brought my sister and my daughter with me.

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My daughter was eight, and as the

sun goes down, it becomes apparent

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that we're really going to spend the

night there, and my daughter panics,

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so my eight year old is freaking out.

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She's like, "I am not sleeping

here.", and I'm like, "Yeah.

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You are.", and she was

like, "I don't think so.

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You are going to take me home.", and I

said, "Absolutely not.", and so I had

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the car keys, and she can't drive, so she

is actually staying here at this house,

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and she refused to sleep in any bedroom.

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I mean, if that was a flat, hard no.

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She was not going to sleep in any

of those bedrooms, and we finally

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compromised in the fact that she was

going to sleep in the living room.

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We'd brought an air mattress with us,

so I am sleeping in the middle of the

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living room, on a twin size air mattress,

with an eight year old glued to my side,

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who is terrified to be in this house.

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Now, my sister slept

upstairs in a bedroom.

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She'd brought her puppy with her, and

the puppy was like six weeks old, and

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was still going outside to go to the

bathroom in the middle of the night,

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and so in order to do that, she comes

down the stairs, walks right beside

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my head, goes out the front door,

comes back in, so in the middle of

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the night, I'm waking up three times

by somebody coming down the stairs,

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walking past me, and going out the door.

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I did not open my eyes because I

don't want to get the puppy excited.

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I finally got that kid asleep.

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We're not going to make waves here, right,

and so the next morning I told my sister,

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"You know, your puppy did really good.

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You guys only went outside

three times last night.", and

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she says, "Puppy did great.

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We went outside twice last night.",

and I said, "No you didn't.

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You went outside three

times.", and she says, "No."

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Joshua: Oh.

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Rebecca: We argued, and finally came to

the realization that I really had heard

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somebody come down the steps that was

not my sister and go out the front door,

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and so that kind of got us thinking about

stuff that had happened at the farm.

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My grandparents never

thought the farm was haunted.

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That wasn't something that we had

actually talked about, that during the

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eighties, that wasn't really a thing

people did talk about, but the basement

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door of the house opened so often

when we were kids, if there was a big

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event out there, a lot of times they

made one of us grandkids stand by that

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door to make sure it was stayed shut.

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The attic door opened on

its own a lot as well.

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They always blamed one of us grandkids,

but none of us grandkids ever remember

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opening that door, and that door

actually, coming back and looking at it

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as an adult, that door is weighted so

it swings shut, so if you push it open,

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it will swing shut, so there literally

is no reason that that door should

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ever be opened on its own, and so now

we're thinking, "I think we might have

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something going on here.", and I had

a friend who was starting a paranormal

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investigative team at that point, and so

I reached out to him and I said, "Hey!

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I just bought this farmhouse

in the middle of nowhere.

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Do you want to come and check it out?",

and he did, and that was the point where

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we realized that the home was haunted.

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We definitely had a lot of activity.

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We were able to measure some really

solid cold spots about that time.

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If you've done paranormal investigating,

there's a lot of equipment they bring, and

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the lights went off, and they got a lot

of activity, and so then it was like, "Oh!

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I own a haunted farmhouse!"

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I had a friend suggest that I should

start doing ghost tours out there, and

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I did, and it went really, really well.

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I will say hosting ghost tours

is terrifying, because you can't

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tell the ghost, "It's time!"

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You can't have practice runs

with people you don't see.

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Joshua: It's like, "They paid money.

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Now it's time to come out!"

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No!

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It doesn't come out that way.

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Yeah.

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Rebecca: I mean, don't get me wrong.

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I have walked in the house before a

paranormal investigation and kind of

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clap my hands and said, "Okay, guys.

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This is it.

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Don't make me look stupid.", but yeah,

the ghost tours went really well so far.

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I had really good luck

getting activity for people.

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I host my own private ghost tours.

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It's a two hour tour where I

have a paranormal team there.

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They bring their equipment.

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I tell them the history of the location

and the farm, and then they get to go

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investigate with a paranormal team using

their equipment, so it's a lot of fun.

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It's like you see on the TV shows,

and then I rent it out to paranormal

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teams who are looking for overnights at

locations, and so the first year I didn't

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have a wedding at my wedding venue.

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Joshua: I didn't have my first client

for a while until like about halfway

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through the year, so I totally

understand where you're coming from.

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It takes a lot of persistence.

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Yeah.

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Rebecca: It does, and like weddings

are planned at least a year out, so it

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takes at least a year to really build

up a wedding venue, if not longer.

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I think I finally hit my stride with

the weddings about three years into

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it, but the ghosts really kept my farm

going, and for me, having the ghosts

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there, and doing ghost tours and stuff,

especially coming through all that

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grieving process was hugely affirming.

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My grandparents did some interaction

on some of the tours where they were

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able to like tell me that they liked

what I was doing out of the farm.

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That was something I was like, since

I hadn't planned on buying the farm,

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I hadn't been able to discuss that

with them and to do this ghost tour

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where granddad was like, "Yeah.

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I really like what you're doing

and I'm happy about it.", that

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was like, really nice to be able

to get that feedback, you know.

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Joshua: I actually thought of this, and

this is probably a little far fetched

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of a question; probably one of the far

fetched questions I've ever asked on the

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show, but I want to put this in your mind,

and maybe you thought of this already.

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Rebecca: Okay.

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Joshua: Do you think that maybe your

husband, and even your grandmother,

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obviously, they're no longer here,

you think that those are the spirits

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that might be haunting the house?

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Rebecca: My husband not as much.

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We have never really had any

interaction with my husband at

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the farm, which is like kind of

disappointing, but, I mean, he moved on

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to wherever he wanted to go I suppose.

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My grandmother, occasionally is there.

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Usually before we're getting ready for

a big event or something, we'll smell

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like this cinnamon smell, which when they

were having the craft shows out there,

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she filled the house with these cinnamon

broomsticks and stuff, so it had a really

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strong cinnamon smell, which the last

craft show they had was in:

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scent is, obviously, no longer really

associated out there, but yeah, before

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I've had my big craft shows out there, I

will get a little hint of that cinnamon

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scent, and I feel like she's there, like

she's excited that we're doing this.

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My grandparents love this farm

so much, and my husband did too.

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My husband really enjoyed spending time

out there, and so to be able to do this

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out there, and be able to talk about

them, is so nice to be able to have the

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opportunity to share their stories, and

carry on this legacy of what they loved.

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Joshua: That's actually something I

was thinking about is what's the legacy

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that you want to leave with this house?

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Obviously, it has been registered with the

National Registrar so that is a historical

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place that can't be essentially touched

in ways in which that could be ruinous

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for that place, but I'm wondering for

you, what was your vision when you took

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over, outside of all the things that

you shared already, what do you think

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ultimately you want to achieve by having

this space for other people to come?

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Rebecca: Like I said, originally

there was no plan in mind.

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Joshua: Yeah.

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Rebecca: Unlike other business owners

who had worked in Europe for years and

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years to make a plan, I had no plan.

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I just had the farm, but like,

as far as legacy goes, I really-

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Joshua: I'm going to add on to my

question, and I know that you said

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that earlier too, because I figured

that this was sort of sudden.

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This sort of opportunity kind of

just sat on your lap and it was

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here, but even then, you had this

opportunity now, and you've been

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doing it for a number of years.

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I'm sure that you have fell into what

you wanted to see as the future for this

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place, so that's sort of where I was also

thinking when I asked that question too.

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Rebecca: I think what I really like about

what I'm doing right now is like taking

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my special place, something that was very

special to me and my family, and making

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it a special place for other people and

their families as well, so for the wedding

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couples, this becomes their special place.

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This is where they got married, and

they'll come back and do pictures with

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their kids, and things like that, and

so having it become special to them too

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is usually rewarding, and then like for

the paranormal people, they fall in

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love with the house too, and like, I

have paranormal teams that will come out

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here and investigate looking for ghosts

every single year, because they love

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being out there so much, so that part,

I like to think my special place will

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live on and be special for other people

too, and I have succession plans, like

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when you go through a sudden loss like I

did with my husband, you start thinking

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long term, like what happens after I

go, so I have all of that planned out.

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There's two options for that.

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One option is my kids take over,

and they're still kind of like, "Oh!

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Maybe.

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I'm not really sure, but maybe.",

so if they choose not to, then I

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can set this up as a non profit,

and have a board that runs the farm.

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Joshua: It sounds like there's always

going to be a farm, and a place to

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go and watch the Mississippi River.

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Rebecca: That's my plan.

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Joshua: Yeah.

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I'm glad to hear that.

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For you, and I find this

connection really unique.

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Here you were.

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You were a postmaster,

essentially, delivering mail.

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You probably were delivering the

businesses, and now you get the mail

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delivered at this house as being

a business owner, so you kind of

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did this 180 in your own career.

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Rebecca: Right.

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Joshua: First off, I don't think

anybody imagines that journeys in life

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could ultimately end into places that

you never thought possible, and I'm

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sure that even for yourself, you never

thought in a million years, like, "I'm

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going to be an innkeeper of sorts."

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you're kind of an events coordinator.

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You're a jack of all trades when it

comes to just event management, and

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having pretty much a facility that can

be rented out for a variety of purposes.

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What has it meant for you to grow

from being that past version of

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yourself to who you are today?

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What has that journey been for you, and

what has that meant and represented?

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Rebecca: Yeah.

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If you would have told me that

I was going to be doing this, I

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would have said, "I don't think so.

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That sounds pretty wild.", but I

really felt like this gave me purpose,

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so they tell you when you go through

grieving that you lose a sense of self.

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Your sense of self really gets lost, and

you have to try and rebuild, and re-find

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yourself again, and starting the business

at the farm really gave me purpose.

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It gave me goals, and plans, and

gave me something to look forward to

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and work towards, and which is just

this project that really took on a

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life of its own, and gave me back

that sense of purpose and self that

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I'd really lost going through grief.

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Joshua: Do you think that the grieving

process is still going on, or do

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you feel that it's just part of you,

and not just what is motivating you,

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to keep doing better for all your

customers, all the people that rent?

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What does that look like for you

to kind of work through that?

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Rebecca: I think it's

just a part of myself now.

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That is something that happened to me.

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It was very defining for me, and I

don't think- I know a lot of people

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say, "Well, I'm past all that now.",

or whatever, but it's not something I'm

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ever going to really get past, but it's

something I've learned to live with.

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I've learned to live with that as

a part of myself, and I mean, I

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will always miss them, obviously.

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I think as kids, we expect our

grandparents to pass away, and so that

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loss was one that I had been mentally

preparing for myself from when I was

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a kid, but, when the actual day comes,

you're just never ready, even when

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you're expecting it and prepared for

it, you're just never really ready, but

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then losing my husband very suddenly,

like that was something that we

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obviously not had planned on, and it

makes you think about life differently.

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It makes you think about how

much more fragile life is.

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I mean, we all are born with this

feeling like we're invincible, and, "Oh.

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We'll live to like 120 or something.",

but for the reality is that you just

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don't know, and you're not guaranteed

tomorrow, and you have to learn to really

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embrace living today, so I think that,

to me, it kind of gave me that sense

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of purpose to go through all of this.

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Joshua: For you, being that you've gave

this house, the Cambre House, a future

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for tomorrow, what has that meant for you?

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I mean, obviously, you've had some

time now to think about it over the

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years, and I'm sure you've come to

a different conclusion than what

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you ultimately had set out in the

beginning, because it was sort of like

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I said earlier, dropped on your lap.

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What do you think it has meant to be

able to have part of history revitalized?

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Rebecca: I love the history side of it.

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I love being able to take the history

of the farm and be able to share that.

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I love being able to tell my

grandparents story, and the Cambre

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family story, and even my story, to

people and be able to share that.

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I think originally, like

I said, I thought, "Okay.

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Well, I guess we're going to have

a wedding venue, and I'll do all

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this wedding stuff.", and now,

it's almost about half and a half.

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I do ghosts, and I do weddings, and

for a long time there, I ran it as

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two separate businesses entirely.

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Okay, on one hand, we're going to put

on the wedding hat and we're going to

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talk about weddings, and over here,

we're going to put on the ghost hat and

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we're going to talk about ghosts, and

still learning the business process,

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I went through a business coaching

program where they're like, "Okay.

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You need to bring these two together,

and put one hat on it.", and I went

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through and I rebranded everything as the

haunted wedding venue, so, that was kind

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of my bringing the two sides together,

and now here we are: haunted weddings.

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Joshua: I have to say.

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You're one of the more unique individuals

to be able to bring something like those

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two concepts together, because I always

heard them separately, and here, even

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in Pennsylvania, we have haunted houses.

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We have wedding venues, but nothing quite

like combining the two together, so I

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find your business venture very unique.

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Congratulations on everything that

you're doing to make that such a

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success and getting as many people,

many different ideas, out of it.

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I have been super excited for you

just seeing this and hearing you

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today; just all these things that

you're doing is incredible, Rebecca.

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I want to give you the last few minutes

here as we're at the end of our time.

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Let us know how we can

get in touch with you.

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Maybe people want to come

visit the Cambre House.

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Maybe you can give us some information

as to how they can make a reservation.

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Maybe for the future, they might

want to come and do a ghost tour.

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Although it's Halloween, they might

be missing out a little bit, but hey.

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I'm sure you're doing that year round, and

that's an opportunity for them as well, so

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I'm going to give you the last few minutes

to share all that with our listeners.

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Rebecca: Yeah, so my website

is cambrehouse.com, so C

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A M B R E; Cambre House.

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I'm on Facebook @CambreHouse.

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I'm on Instagram @Cambre.House, and

then I'm on TikTok too @CambreHouse.

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At this point, if you type Cambre

House into a search engine,

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I should pop up somewhere.

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If you look on YouTube, there's

a lot of videos of people doing

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investigations out at the house, so if

you like all the ghosty stuff and you

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want to see what a good investigation

at Cambre looks like, you can

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definitely check some of those out.

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Joshua: I think that all of that is

amazing and spooky in itself, so I'm

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going to put all of that in the episode

notes for you, and also for our listeners

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to access, but I have to tell you.

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It is an incredible story of grief,

and turning it into profoundness and

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opportunity, and I love how you're

creating this opportunity for so many

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other people, instead of letting it

get the best of you, and I think that

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is really important in this day and

age to even take a big step back and

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reflect and I could see this farm

being a great revenue opportunity for

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not only the emotional revenue that

we need to have, but also what we

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can generate in our minds as exciting

opportunities, and you've done that.

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You've continued to do that, Rebecca, and

for all those reasons, and to celebrate

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those successes, thanks for being on

Speaking From The Heart, sharing with

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us about all these opportunities, and

I wish you further success in the farm.

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I love the haunted aspect of

it, and having this venue for so

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many different people, so thanks

again for being part of the show.

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Rebecca: Yeah.

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Thanks for having me

on, and Happy Halloween.

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Joshua: Again, I want to thank Rebecca

so much for being part of the show,

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talking about the Cambre House, and

sharing a little bit about her own

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journey getting to where she is today,

but I have to say, being able to run

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your own house, being able to run the

opportunities in which you have guests

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coming in and out, whether they are

scary, whether they are something that

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falls into your lap, whether that is a

family tradition that you're carrying on,

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is something that is an experience that

we should never, ever take for granted.

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Even if everything seems like it's

going to be torn down, including our

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own house, this is the opportunity that

you can rebuild in whatever direction

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you want, and Rebecca really did that,

not only in her life, but also with this

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opportunity that was granted to her.

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Whether you're going through physical,

emotional grieving, you can build a place

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where there's many opportunities to start

from scratch, and make it whatever you

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want, especially in this setting, a place

where people go to escape, be able to

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have retreats, weddings, whatever the

venture might be, and be able to explore

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something about themselves that they might

have otherwise never had a chance to do.

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I think that this story really exemplifies

that we need to salvage part of the

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processes, part of the things that

go on in our life, even if they seem

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a little bit scary, and repurpose it

in a completely different direction.

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Lately, I've been thinking about this,

especially when it comes to the variety

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of different avenues, opportunities

that I have in my life, even with all

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the things that happen in my business,

Your Speaking Voice, but I think that

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we have to learn from these experiences

that even when we are growing, it is

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okay to shift in different perspectives.

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It is okay to go in a different direction.

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It doesn't mean that you have to

test the values of your family.

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Whatever has happened in the past can

be set in stone and you can't change it.

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That's not really the case.

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You can do whatever you want, as long

as you're respecting the fact that

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it's being passed down to carry on not

only that tradition, which can be used

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very loosely, but more so about what

the experience can be to one another.

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That's really how culture begins; being

able to hand down the lessons from

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generation to generation of the things,

of the places, of the opportunities that

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others get to explore, and I think that

even when we hear about the feelings, when

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we are shifting in our own lives, we often

forget about the lessons of our past.

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Sometimes we are thinking that that

fear, those things that hold us back

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from really exploring what is out

there, means that we don't want to

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do what is really the hard work.

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Rebecca didn't have to fix this house.

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She didn't have to salvage it for what

it is today, but even then, when you

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think about all the weighted doors,

all the different hinges that have

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to be hung, all the photos, all the

experiences that people get to have,

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just because you're customizing it based

on the experiences that you can show,

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farmhouses are a great way to explore

those kinds of opportunities, not only

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for ghosts, but also for yourself.

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Now, we have to really preface this a bit.

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I know that for many people,

ghost hunting, that superstition,

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that paranormal activity,

might not be for everybody.

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You might be calling bluff on

all those things, especially

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at your age, and that's okay.

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There are other people that actually do

genuinely believe in it, and make not

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only a living off of it, but have also

given some opportunity to reconsider

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the energy, the spirits that are around

us that help us to feel, or act, on

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certain things that go and come around.

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I think those doors, those things that are

oftentimes hard to push and try to open,

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mean that we have to also explore the

tools that might be even right around us.

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Maybe that door that we're supposed

to go through isn't ready for

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us quite yet, and that's okay.

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What we really need to learn from

experiences such as Rebecca's is

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that we might be doing something

in one direction, but we can

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certainly shift it to go a completely

different way, and that's okay, too.

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It means that we're exploring ourselves,

exploring what the opportunity is

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to venture outside of those four

walls that we're often entrapped

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in, whether that is a cubicle.

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Whether that is your own

work from home setting.

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Whether that is the manufacturing floor.

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Whether it's something else

that you are trying to escape.

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Just know that being able to take a

place at the seat at the table so that

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you can start to figure out what that

direction is in your life, means that

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you are oftentimes challenging what

might be in front of you, and not wanting

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to be part of that process anymore.

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You want to break down that weighted door.

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You want to be able to go into a place

of your life that you can explore, but

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to be able to take a place for something

else, to give somebody else that space

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so that they can do something that

they might have been dreaming for a

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very long time, such as a retreat, such

as a wedding, such as escape from the

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overall stresses of life, that might

be the greatest succession opportunity

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that could ever fall in your lap.

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It is a matter of finding

what that purpose is.

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It's a matter of keeping your nose to

the grindstone to be able to find ways

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that, for yourself, and for others, you

can keep carrying that torch forward.

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That, my friends, can be very hard,

even if you're possessed by spirits

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that are around you that oftentimes

don't have your best interests in mind.

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Finding your purpose means having

places like this farmhouse that

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Rebecca has described today.

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Converting it into something that now

serves a whole different kind of purpose;

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a retreat of a retreat, if you will,

of being able to find plans, looking

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forward towards things that you might

be going through, but you need some

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time away from others, but, even if

you're not quite ready even after this

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experience, that's what this is exactly

all about: living this kind of experience.

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You see, we're not always

guaranteed tomorrow.

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Tomorrow is never granted

to us automatically.

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We might not ever wake up from our

internal slumber, just like zombies and

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mummies you might think about around this

time of year, especially with Halloween.

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It might even portray something of a

completely different nature that you

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didn't really think was going to happen.

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You didn't really believe that this

sort of feeling, this thought process,

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this experience that you are ultimately

having right now in your life would ever

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come to fruition in the first place.

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You see, with feeling like you can't

always get tomorrow, you have to live each

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day with your truest purpose, which is

why breaking down those weighted doors,

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figuring out what it means to tear down

that house into making it something that's

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completely different for suiting the needs

for your new house, whatever that might be

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figuratively or literally, it means that

you have to salvage some of the things

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that have happened in your life, always

looking back, thinking about what it means

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to keep pressing forward, to keep seeing

what that end goal is, that even when

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all the things that happen in your life

happen for a reason, you stay true to the

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fact that you're never granted tomorrow.

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During this time of year, it's always

so hard, especially with the loss of

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loved ones, especially if you've been

experiencing that, and even in the United

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States, going through some of the toughest

things that you might have ever seen in

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this country's history, you have to think,

"What is it that we can latch on to?

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What is it that gives us hope?

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Helps us experience dreams, aspirations,

to keep working towards that prize that

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we're ultimately trying to obtain."

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Does it mean that renting a house,

giving opportunities to others,

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be able to really suit the needs?

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Is it something that you really

want to do, but you're not quite

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sure how to do it financially?

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Is there something else that you

could do even better than what you're

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doing today, maybe being able to

create those values in your life.

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Maybe knocking on those doors that

are weighted, trying to push open, so

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that you can experience some of the

opportunities to explore ghosts, goblins,

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other sort of spooky things that might

be happening in your life, whether

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that is literally or figuratively.

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Maybe these ramblings today of some

musing that I've had even with this

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conversation with Rebecca, shed a light

on why it's so important to always do

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what you always thought you could do.

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Even if you're told that you can't

do it, you have to refuse it.

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You have to work harder than maybe

other people have ever worked to be

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able to bring that value, to bring

that conviction, to bring purpose to

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otherwise things that people would ever

agree that you can't do, but you want

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to show them that you are able to do it.

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You are granted tomorrow if

you're willing to work on yourself

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and help others to do the same.

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It's no different than trying to

find purpose in the dreams and

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aspirations of the job that you live,

and the things that you want to do

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that have not yet been accomplished.

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Even if you go through life

struggling on every step of the

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way, let me ask you a question.

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Is that struggle helping you to grow?

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Helping you to rebuild, repurpose

yourself, and what you're ultimately

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supposed to be doing, but also, if

others are not helping to challenge your

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status quo, to help you see that light

at the end of the tunnel, if they're

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not helping you become the best version

of yourself, maybe, in a new way, what

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exactly are you doing hanging around them?

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To find this place, to make it special

for so many other people, to create

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plans to help look forward towards the

other things that you're still learning

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and growing in, trust me in this.

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You might be looking not only for those

spooky ghosts, those spooky areas of your

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life in which you can create that value,

but just like our guest today, you can

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find new ways to not only help yourself

build that house that you always wanted.

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Whether it's personal, professional,

business, or whatever the case might

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be, you are entitled to it, as long as

you believe that you are guaranteed that

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tomorrow, in more ways than just what

ghosts, goblins, mummies, or any other

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sort of spirit might say to you, you are

worthy of so much, as long as you believe

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in what you can be becoming that best

version of yourself, and that might be

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the best Halloween costume you ever wore.

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Thanks for listening to episode

number 164 of Speaking from the

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Heart, and I look forward to

hearing from your heart very soon.

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