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Brittany: When you worry BEFORE your parents do
Episode 2711th October 2023 • Real conversations about aging parents • Rebecca Tapia, MD
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In this episode we look at the other end of the spectrum. What if you are the hyper-prepared or hyper-responsible type and you are the one more worried than anyone else? How do you approach your parents? How do you navigate these difficult topics?

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Hello everyone.

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Welcome back to another episode of

real conversations about aging parents.

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This is your host, Rebecca.

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And I have a longtime friend

and colleague with me here.

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Hi, Brittany.

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How are you?

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Good.

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How are you doing Rebecca?

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Good.

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I, you're, you're rubbing

in the good weather up there

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for, for good reason, I think.

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So it's about a hundred, 105 here

in late September in San Antonio.

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And, and you're up in the Midwest, right?

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I am up in the Midwest.

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It's a mid sixties, a little

bit of breeze, nice and

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sunny light jacket weather.

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I can't complain, although I'm sure

I'll complain in a couple of months when

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we have a foot of snow on the ground.

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Right, right.

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Well, well, thank you

for being with me today.

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I, um, I know you've been a big supporter

of the project and, and, uh, this is a

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topic that is real for you and your life

and your, your name came to mind because

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in capturing this entire issue or journey.

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People are at different points of the

journey and so I've interviewed a lot

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of people that have already gone through

this and their parents have passed

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away and we're kind of reflecting back.

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I've interviewed people that are right

in the middle of it and for you, I see

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you as, as far as like a time spectrum,

kind of at the very beginning of worrying

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or thinking about it even though I know

nothing, severe has happened, but, um,

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I'm really interested in, in your mindset,

what you worry about, what keeps you up.

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Um, and we'll get into that, but

before we do all that, can you tell

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us just a little bit more about

yourself, like what you enjoy doing,

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your hobbies, anything like that?

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Sure.

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Yeah.

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So, um, I'm a doctor, you know, it's

certainly how I met you was kind of

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through healthcare, um, moved up here to

the Midwest with my family from Texas.

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So traded one season all year round for

four seasons, a little bit of a different

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change of pace, change of weather.

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Um, I have a little toddler

girl who's absolutely wonderful.

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And then.

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Hobby wise, kind of anything outside,

which is what the Midwest has really

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been great for trails, cross country

skiing, sledding, all those things have

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been really fun since being up here.

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So, um, looking forward to a

little bit change of weather here

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to enjoy some of that stuff too.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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You're mentioning the apple picking too.

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And that just seems like a

storybook, uh, to be Apple.

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We went and picked apples and

pumpkins and, uh, played on

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tractors and got apple doughnuts.

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So, uh, yeah, so very, very

Midwest day for us up here.

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Yeah.

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And I'm, and I'm, and I'm

capturing you during a nap time.

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So I appreciate you creating space.

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Flexible with that.

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Unless you want toddler

sounds in the background.

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No, no, I already have tortoise

sounds in the background.

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I don't know if anybody could

ever hear them, but I record

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next to my son's tortoise.

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And, and I sometimes can hear it when I

listen back to the podcast and I'm like,

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I don't know how to make this stop anyway,

I'll have to listen to the tortoise now.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Now everybody's gonna be paranoid.

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What's that, that banging

sound in the back?

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And it's the tortoise.

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Um, anyway.

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Okay.

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So you're here because you're an

adult child, uh, in the middle of a

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professional career and raising your

own family and you, um, have parents.

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And we'll just start there.

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What, what's the next part of that story?

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Yeah.

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So all, all the above, um, fortunately

both of my parents are in pretty good

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health, you know, kind of mid to late

sixties, they divorced about 10 years

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ago and They're both kind of in various

stages of financial stability, but also

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denial, or I should say knowledge of the

aging process and kind of aging in places.

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You've always beautifully

said what that looks like.

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I think when they were married, they had a

lot of those conversations, but since they

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divorced, I don't think there's been much

conversation on either of their part, kind

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of what that looks like as they get older.

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Um, my mom has a new partner.

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They're not.

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Not married, but I wouldn't be

surprised if that was something

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to happen in the near future.

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Um, my dad still single.

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So both of those also bring

kind of different dynamics.

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So I think part of it is to us

moving up here from Texas, knowing

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that if something happened to my

parents or my husband's parents.

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We would be the adult children

that would be the ones to step

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in physically and financially.

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And it's always a stressful

conversation, but it's one thing

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when you're in the same state versus

now that we're up in Wisconsin.

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I think we feel a little bit more of

an urge to just kind of have these

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conversations sooner rather than later.

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Um, and just kind of be prepared

because, you know, yeah.

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Coming from the rehab world, like

yourself, you know, you don't, you

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don't get a forewarning on these things.

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You know, there's either, I feel

like there's either a gradual

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decline and everyone's kind of in

denial for a while and kind of puts

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their head under the rug and then

something catastrophic happens or.

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There's something catastrophic that

you're not really anticipating like

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a young stroke or heart attack.

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And you've got to have some tough

conversations pretty immediately

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and probably never at a good point

in life if there is such a thing.

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Right.

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Um, so I think we kind of feel

that urgency to be as prepared

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as we can long distance.

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But I think one of the things I

struggled with putting into words,

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which podcasts is also having these

conversations with our parents.

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Um, and I can speak much more to,

but also my husband's parents who are

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also divorced while they have their

mental capabilities while we can sit

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here and still talk about it, but

also include the other adult children.

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So it's not like a one sided of, Oh,

it's just us having these conversations,

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like really include everyone and actually

ask them, you know, what do you want the

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end stages of your life to look like?

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I'm not just talking like

palliative versus hospice, but okay.

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What's your ideal scenario of.

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You know, you need a little

help now and then you're 75.

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What does that look like?

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You know, are you okay with

nursing homes assisted living?

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Do you want someone to come

in and move in with you?

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You know, we haven't had

any of those conversations.

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I've gotten a little bit

of resistance about it.

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Um, I know it's not, you know, a happy

conversation, but I, I, I, so I, I

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think a lot of it was the move up here.

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Just kind of really put that in

our face to try and be as Um, and I

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think it's you mentioned resistance.

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Can you get more specific?

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Like, did you tell?

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We'll talk first about your dad.

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So did you text your dad and

say, I want to talk about this?

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And he wrote back like a sad

face emoji or like, how did

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this actually look in real life?

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I haven't been that blunt.

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I think of I actually sat him

and down and said, Hey, I'm

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going to talk about these things.

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And this is why I think he'd actually

be pretty receptive, but it's kind of

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like, Hey, dad, have you updated your

well, your beneficiary for 401k, you

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know, all those things since the divorce.

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And he's like, no, I haven't

even thought about that.

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Okay.

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Have you updated your MPOA?

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No, I don't need to do any of that.

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So it just kind of stops there.

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I think there's a little bit

of I'm healthy, which he is.

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Thankfully I'll be fine forever.

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I have plenty of time type of thing.

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And it's like, I certainly hope we

have plenty of time, but that's, you

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know, kind of how we end up not having.

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Plenty of time is by what

that mindset I feel like.

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Um, so I, I think if I sat him down, he'd

be very receptive, especially if I told

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him it was something really important to

me and to us to have these conversations.

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I think he'd be a little more receptive.

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Now, he was actually the, um, in

charge of his brother's finances

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and he was his brother's MPOA who

passed away last year from cancer.

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Um, so I think he has a new understanding.

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My, my uncle was.

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You know, very on top of it

legally as far as those things.

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He knew he had cancer.

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So he, you know, kind of set

everything up pretty early on.

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Um, but even that there was still

plenty of headaches, which was a

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little surprising, but I mean, my dad

was listed as his MPOA and they never

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talked about what that actually meant.

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So my dad didn't know what his brother

actually wanted for end of life.

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He didn't know when he

wanted to be DNR, DNI.

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They never had those conversations

of kind of, okay, when do we need to

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change gears on our treatment plans?

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And it wasn't until my

uncle, you know, was.

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A and O times one.

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And, you know, they were talking about

intubating and dialysis and, you know,

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end stage organ failure, pick all the

organs that I kind of had to have a talk

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with my dad of, you know, you do what you

think he would have wanted, but kind of,

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you know, I think this is where it kind

of benefits sometimes to have someone

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medical in the family, be able to lay

out for him what that actually meant.

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And I think my dad felt a lot of stress

and anguish about making those decisions

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without having talked about it first.

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Cause he actually, he had no, I had

no idea what he would have wanted.

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They never talked about it.

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Um, so I think having that experience

would give me a little bit more of

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a leg to stand on, at least with,

with my dad about those things.

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So when I'm, I'm listening to that

and I do appreciate you sharing, I'm

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wondering in your brain, the difference

between where you're sitting right

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now, having sent, you know, a couple

of questions say about the will or

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something like that, and then actually

sitting in front of him, what's the

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distance between those two points?

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Is it, is it your brain thinking, you

know, I don't really want to talk about

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this or is it just like kind of float

to the bottom of any busy to do lists?

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Is it, um, you're not in town and

so you want to make sure you're

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in town or something like that.

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I think it's a few things.

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I think it's easy, you know, for it

to float to the bottom of, of any.

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Busy to do list.

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And it's not, you know, a to do item

that you can check off in five minutes.

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Right.

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There's no dopamine for

that, that checkoff.

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Yeah.

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It's one of those daunting to do items.

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So I think that, and I think it's also

something that, I mean, I could definitely

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preface with him before he, he would come

up to visit, but I think it'd be much

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more meaningful to have some of those

conversations in person, which, you know,

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being long distance puts a cramp in that.

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So it's not.

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Impossible.

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Um, so I, I think it's more of me

also just initiating it and kind

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of pushing back past his initial.

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Oh, I don't need to do that.

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Or I'll get to it and then

he changes the subject.

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I think if I just sit down and push past

it, I think he'll be pretty receptive.

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Um, and then I think also, at least,

like, you know, 6 months ago, when

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all this started kind of brewing

in our head, really was not, I felt

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like, you know, it's kind of you

don't know what you don't know.

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Right, right.

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I knew we weren't prepared for the next.

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10, 20, 30 years, whatever stage we

end up in, but I didn't know what

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we weren't prepared about other

than we hadn't talked about things.

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Um, if that makes sense.

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So, I mean, yes, the will

finances afterwards, but what

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about everything leading up?

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To that.

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So, and I, I think since listening

to your podcast as well, it's, you

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know, definitely kind of given me

some more description and some more

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tangible items of things to talk about.

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Um, I really enjoyed the one on, on

elder law, cause it's just, I mean,

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having briefly brought up some of this

with my dad and he was just like, well,

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Medicare, we'll take care of all of it.

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And I'm like, well, no,

yeah, no, not how this works.

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Um, and he was referencing like.

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24 7 in home care or going to

a facility and I was just like,

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so neither of that is true.

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Um, so I, I think me also learning

what are some tangible things

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that I can bring up with them.

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So it's not also just

as doom and gloom of.

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Hey, you're getting old.

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Let's talk about this, which is probably

not a great way to bring any of it up.

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One of the, um, very early things I

did in this project, I put it out on my

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website and it was the download about

how to have some of these conversations.

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And one of the things I

really wanted to focus on.

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Was to make it, um, another way for them

to support you, because if it's like,

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let's, let's acknowledge that, that

this is, you know, a difficult thing to

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acknowledge and we're going to make all

these, um, arrangements, but the idea

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is, Hey, I know you care about me and I

know you've always been concerned about.

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Me and I, I take this

responsibility very seriously.

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And as part of that, I need

your help, uh, to make sure I

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make good decisions for you.

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And then it's like a, a joint partnership.

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It's not like, you know, coming in

and, um, and saying, you know, well,

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you didn't do this and you have to

do this or, you know, um, kind of

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in a, uh, Clinical standpoint, I

guess, you know, but that connection.

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And so I think the language

will have to vary by each family

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relationship and be and be specific.

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But even coming into the holiday season,

I really like the idea of, you know,

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I don't need like a fancy toaster.

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I need us to sit down

and talk for 30 minutes.

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And that would mean everything to me

because that's the kind of stuff in

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the middle you and I are in rehab.

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So in the middle of that chaos that

we get to witness and rehab, the last

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thing somebody wants is a fancy toaster.

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They go back to the last 30 minute

conversation they had with that

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person and they hang on every word.

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That they can recall.

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Yeah.

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And I think that's a beautiful way

to put it as a joint partnership.

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And, you know, both my

parents love us very much.

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And so I know, especially phrasing it

that way, even if they're kind of like,

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Oh, this is, this is a little silly.

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We don't need to do this.

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I think they would do it for us.

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But then hopefully also in the

process, they would see some.

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Some value with it as well.

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And I really think they would,

but you bring that up about the

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holidays and I've already thought

of my mind of, Hey, I don't want any

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presence for the next however long.

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This is what I want.

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You know, I want to have

these conversations with you.

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And it doesn't have to be okay.

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We're going to do everything in one day.

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That's not possible, especially if you

get legal stuff involved, but Okay.

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Let's just at least open these doors

and get some of it laid out there.

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And maybe we'll make that our goal

to kind of finish all this over,

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you know, 2024 or whatever it is.

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So it's not as daunting or there, you

know, one trip up here it's to talk

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about, you know, depressing things.

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So, uh, not to make this dark in any

way, but if we're thinking about this, I

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don't want to be ageist in this idea that

somehow this is only a unique issue for

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them when, uh, David and I are embarking

on our own estate planning journey.

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And I'll be detailing that

in the podcast and elsewhere.

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But I also think about my own kids.

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If something happened to us and I need to.

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Create a pathway for my parents or

his parents to help my own children.

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So this isn't like, okay, you're on

the conveyor belt and you're like a

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stage ahead of me on a conveyor belt.

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So let's make sure you get taken care of.

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This is about the responsibility that,

that we have to our own families as well.

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And then making it a cohesive,

this is a way that our family

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cares about each other.

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By making this easy, um, should

something catastrophic happen.

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And so going through the, uh, estate

planning, then we, David and I

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decide for our own children, um, if

something happened to us and we do

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travel a lot together without our

kids, which is a risk factor, right?

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Um, You know, then I want,

uh, that to be set up as well.

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And my, my, my parents would be

involved with, with their guardianship

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or their support, or, you know, it

would, they, I would need them, uh,

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and they're, they're healthy as well.

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And so it's, it's not so much

like, okay, you're the one

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getting old and I'm the young one.

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And so now we've got to get

together and talk about this.

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I'm like, what if we just

talked about this longitudinally

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throughout our generations and

figured out what that looked like.

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To protect people.

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Um, and not even if it even if

there's not money involved, the

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idea is there's still a lot of legal

work that becomes very inconvenient.

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And so when people tell me, you know, I

don't really need to think about that.

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I'm really healthy.

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I always want to, you know, depending

on the conversation, I say, I know

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you don't want to think about it,

but the state will make a lot of

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assumptions for you if you don't declare.

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And, um, depending on people's

different opinions of the government,

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It'll be like, no, the government will

decide that there are laws of what

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will happen with all these things and

they will make it can make it very

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difficult for your family members to

engage and support and make decisions

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without certain paperwork involved.

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And I'm like, Oh, the government,

I don't want the government

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making decisions for me.

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Okay, well then.

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There's a process to tell ahead

of time through legal documents,

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what you want to happen.

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And that's, that kind of gets back

to the point is, um, just even our

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own personhood, our own autonomy is

spoken for through these documents,

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especially the living will, right?

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Which is what you want done

in the setting of an illness.

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Um, and that's you speaking

for yourself later.

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And I think people realize, or they

think to themselves, well, if I,

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if I'm healthy and I don't want

to think about it, It'll go away.

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And the point is, there's already

a default set of assumptions.

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Even in medical care that we

have to make if there's no

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paperwork saying otherwise, right?

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And so it's like, once we remind them

of that, the default is it nothing.

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It's not no decision.

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The decision is already made.

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You have to get documentation

to move and be more specific.

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If you don't want sort

of the general anyway.

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So I think about that because I

always, in the podcast, I don't want

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to ever come across like we're, you

know, the adult children pushing

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the, you know, um, aging parent into

this idea is this is a, uh, a hygiene

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thing for everybody, but it becomes

more relevant and much more higher,

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um, higher risk of becoming relevant.

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Higher likelihood, you know, absolutely.

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And I think you said it well, and I

think, you know, listening to that, you

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know, one thing that you asked earlier is

kind of, you know, What started kind of

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our wheels turn in this direction, maybe

subconsciously was that just, you know,

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we have a one and a half year old daughter

is kind of, well, before her, you know,

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there's a default, everything just goes

to the other partner, you know, just have

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the beneficiary box check, no big deal.

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Now things are a little more complicated.

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Um, and so thinking about it from

her perspective, you know, also on

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my ever growing to do list is to, you

know, update our, our state for For

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that reason, and I know it's no longer

just, all right, who gets the dogs?

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It's a little, it's a guardianship.

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Yeah.

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It's a guardianship.

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And like, you know, we know who we

would want to be though that those

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people, and it would not be who the

government would pick by default.

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Right.

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Um, and so that's, you know,

It's not just really our, our

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focus right now is our parents.

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Cause you know, there's.

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More than one of them.

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And so we, we, we got four sets to chisel

down here, but also with ourselves, but

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we can at least hopefully, you know,

get our stuff done a little quicker

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because we don't have to convince anyone.

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We've already convinced ourselves.

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He has gotta, you know, somehow

make time to do it Monday

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through Friday, nine to five.

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But so what are you most worried about?

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With, with regard to being an adult

child, uh, out of state with a

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career and a kid managing four sets

of your, you know, parents and in

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laws and step and all that stuff.

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I think what we're most worried about

is something catastrophic happening.

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Whether that's.

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You know, if someone has a heart attack

in the next year, so, you know, heart

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attack in their sixties and they're

left pretty disabled afterwards, or

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it's this slow decline and we're flying

down at midnight, you know, a couple of

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times a year for, you know, a fall and

landing in the hospital, but whatever,

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you know, event happening, these things

happening without any prior discussion.

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So prior discussion of

what are their wishes of.

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You know, do you want to stay in Texas?

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Do you want to come move in with us?

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What do you want?

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But also just any knowledge from

our perspective of where, what,

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what, what, how should I say this?

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What all the legal things are set up to

be, you know, should something happen?

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And I'm not.

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Listed as, you know, someone

that can be on your accounts.

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I know that process is pretty long.

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I mean, goodness, just even selling

someone's car after they pass, if that's

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not in the will, and you're not on the

title is a whole nightmare by itself.

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So these little things that seem little

by themselves, but are actually pretty big

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or, Hey, who is your mortgage set up with?

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So I can make sure that's to get

paid while you're in the hospital.

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So.

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I think it would be something

catastrophic happening without any

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conversations about their wishes

or knowledge about their finances.

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So we can best support them, whether

they're in the hospital or it's

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an, you know, a tough end of life

discussion, kind of where you go

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from from there, especially when we.

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Both have siblings and we want them to be

involved in those conversations, but we

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know we would be the ones more likely kind

of taking the lead on those decisions,

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but we would still want everyone to feel

like they have been included on them.

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Why do you feel like y'all would

be the ones taking the lead?

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We...

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Kind of have for a lot of family things.

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Um, both of our, our siblings are pretty

busy with, with where they are right now.

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And they both kind of struggle

with making difficult decisions.

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And they both said that they would

like to support us as best as they can.

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And they want to be there with, you

know, as parents, as they age, they're

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also somewhat aware of this process.

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But I think emotionally, it would be Not

that it wouldn't be hard on us, but I

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think it would be pretty hard for them.

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And one of them lives out of state and has

a kiddo that needs some medical attention.

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So, you know, logistically, that's

a pretty big barrier by itself.

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But, you know, it's just as, you know,

when tough decisions happen in stressful

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situations, I know it can be, as you

and I have both seen, it can be really,

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it can get contentious with families.

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But maybe.

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could have been somewhat avoided

if things have been talked about

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before and we wouldn't want that

to happen with our families either.

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And I, um, wanted to circle back to

you just mentioning, uh, selling a car.

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So somebody needed a lot of extra

help and you needed, um, you

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know, money to get a caregiver

in the house, which is expensive.

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Um, and you were going to

try to, to sell the car.

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We also have to remember the person

trying to sell the car and get

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the caregiver is, is in grief.

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And in a, in a stress reaction and

their life is turned upside down

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trying to help that other person.

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So it's not just any person like,

Oh, let's go through the bureaucratic

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process of selling the car when you

don't have the title or whatever.

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It's like, let me take the

person who's already at.

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The end of their rope and

doing their own grief reaction.

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Oh, and add that.

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So, so I, just to, just to make it

even more important to highlight

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that what we're asking somebody

to do at that point, they're not

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in the best condition to do that.

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And we can't think of them like they

are today thinking, Oh, it'd be easy

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for Brittany to figure this out.

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Right.

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Well, no, and you know, it's, it's funny.

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I use that example because my

uncle who passed again had probably

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99 percent of things very well

set up financially and legally.

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But ironically, the one thing he

never mentioned anywhere in his.

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State or any or will was his car.

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Um, and it sounds funny and

hindsight, but, you know, after he

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passed, my, my uncle had, you know,

said the days before he passed.

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Oh, just do what you want with the

car because he realized he forgot

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to kind of included anything.

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It's like, all right, well,

that sounds easy enough.

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Everyone's on really

good terms in the family.

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No one's going to question that.

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We'll just sell it, you know, help

with expenses, whatever it is.

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:

Um, well, we was.

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And so here we are, everyone's grieving

after a passing, going through his

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apartment and trying to find every

little piece of paper to just find a

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car title that only had his name on it.

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And then you couldn't.

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Sell it until you got the

death certificate and the death

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certificate took months to get right.

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And then you had to go down to the

courthouse and show all these documents.

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:

And then they would add you to the title.

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:

Um, well, they did that with my dad,

but then they misspelled his name.

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:

So then he wasn't actually, and

in the meantime, he's just, you

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:

know, trying to, he's grieving.

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He just really wants everything done.

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He's just trying to, you know,

close this chapter, at least

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financially get everything on.

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So he can grieve emotionally.

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And so it sounds funny in hindsight,

but it really was this drawn out thing.

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And it is something that should be

so simple, you know, Hey, my loved

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one said I could just sell their car.

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Well, there's actually

a lot involved with it.

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Um, So it's, it's just, I

think it's just appreciation of

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:

something that should be simple.

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Never is in the moment when the person

who legally owns these things, whether

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:

it's accounts, PO boxes, you know,

the, their name is on the mortgage.

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If they don't have capacity, getting

any of those things changed over to

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:

someone else, it's incredibly difficult

and time consuming and expensive.

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Um, so I think it's just a, you know,

an appreciation for how difficult

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:

of a process those things can be.

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:

Well, um, thank you for following up

so that that was a real life example.

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:

So, um, let's talk a little

bit more about your mom.

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So what's different about

your mindset with your mom?

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Yeah.

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So I think a little similar as far

as when you, you asked that great

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question about what the resistance is.

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I think it's more of, you know, I bring

it up and she's like, oh yeah, things

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:

are, things are changed since the divorce.

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And it's like, okay, well.

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You know, did you do X, Y, and Z?

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And she's like, well, no,

I don't need to do that.

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:

And it's like, well, I mean, so I, I

think she has something set up, but

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:

I think, you know, she goes from one

conversation of, saying she has enough

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:

finances to provide 24, seven care

for the last 10 years of her life.

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If she wants to.

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She has nothing like that saved up.

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:

So it's like just giant spectrum

of, all right, mom, where are you?

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Where are you on here?

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So again, obviously, you know,

divorced my dad about 10 years ago.

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Um, still.

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Legally single, although she does

have a partner who they are, you

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:

know, very happy together there.

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They don't they don't live together,

but I could certainly see them getting

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married in the next couple of years.

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:

He also has adult

children, um, and having.

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You know, kind of asking her of not to

be a, it's, it's an interesting role

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:

reversal as a daughter, but kind of

asking her if, you know, is she happy

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:

where she sees us going, but kind of

also, and, you know, asking if there

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:

is marriage in the future, what, you

know, estate planning looks like.

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And it's just kind of like, oh, well.

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:

We don't need to worry about that.

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:

It's like, well, yes and no, it's,

you know, however you guys want to do

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:

things, but also when it comes to end of

life discussions, you know, if you guys

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:

haven't had those conversations, I'm

not trying to insert myself there, but.

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:

You know, how, how can I be of help

to that, but I also want to know what

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:

your end of life wishes are because

she has, I know she has me legally

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:

listed as her MPOA, but I think

there's also kind of this misconception

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:

that I think you kind of touched on

in previous podcasts of dying is,

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:

you know, an, an overnight thing.

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It's like, well, there's

usually this tough decline.

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:

So whether it's acute, you know,

on chronic decompensated heart

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:

failure, and then all these other

things happen in your septic.

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:

It's not a 24 hour thing.

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:

Usually, you know, there's a

slow, gradual decline in the

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:

hospital and none of it's pretty.

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:

So actually having those

conversations of okay, at what point.

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:

You know, do you want a feeding

tube or antibiotics or intubation?

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:

I think she just thinks it's, Oh,

I'm going to go in and be sick.

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:

And then the next day

I just won't be here.

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:

It's like, well, usually not that case.

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:

So I think similar to my dad and

that we just haven't really had those

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:

conversations and I think she would be

very receptive if I did bring them up.

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:

Just the little, you know, curve ball

for her is her potentially having,

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:

you know, a husband in the next.

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:

A few years, and certainly a lot of

these conversations, you know, I, I

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:

don't mean to get in their relationship

at all, but I think they're important

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:

to have, especially when you have

a later in life marriage and adult

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:

children involved on both perspectives.

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:

I'm glad you said that because, um,

actually it was Renee in one of the

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:

very first podcasts I did brought

this up and I pointed this out to me

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:

because she also has divorced parents

and in the new coupling, right?

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:

So if you have a parent that remarries.

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:

Then that's a new legal relationship.

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:

And if your parent, your biological

parent, passes away, then, uh, the

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:

assets go to your current step parent.

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:

Correct.

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:

And if that person passes away, then

the assets go to their children.

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:

And so, the biological children

of the first person to pass

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:

away can be disinherited.

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:

Correct.

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:

Very easily.

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:

Now, assuming there's, you know,

I don't come from a community

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:

with assets and estates and money,

so it's not really a big deal.

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:

But if you're looking at people

that have built a lot of assets over

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:

their lifetime, you could easily see

them flow around their own children

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:

and grandchildren just by default.

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:

Again, this is not like.

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:

And then the biological children of

the person who's passed away have no,

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:

um, I mean, I'm sure that they could

try to, try to finagle this or sue or

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:

something in those, in those settings.

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:

But the idea is it's a, it's a, it's a

legal flow of assets and it's not set up,

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:

then that's the default and people don't.

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:

Really realize.

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:

Correct.

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:

And actually I brought that up with her.

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Um, and she was kind of like, Oh,

there's no way that's actually how it is.

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:

I'm like, Oh, I'm not a lawyer.

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:

However, pretty sure this is how

it is, but I kind of used it as

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:

like, you know, maybe we should,

you know, kind of talk about this.

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:

And, and I told her, I was like,

you know, I'm not telling you

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:

what to do with your, your money.

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:

And I'm kind of like yourself,

Rebecca, we don't have giant assets

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:

floating around, but it's more of

just having that, that conversation

583

:

of if that's what you're okay with.

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:

Great.

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:

But if that's not, or maybe it's

not a money thing, but there's some

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:

heirlooms or some family jewelry

or whatever it is, having those

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:

conversations so that that's not the

natural default, you know, either way.

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:

And there's a good chance,

you know, his adult children.

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:

We may only meet a couple of times.

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:

I mean, we, we live across the country,

you know, later in life marriages, it's

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:

a different dynamic than, you know,

when you, your parents get remarried

592

:

when you're still in the house.

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:

So yeah, it's just a different

curve ball to talk about that.

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:

I don't think she realizes

those implications either.

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:

And not going back to something

else you had said about having

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:

funding for 24 hour care.

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:

I think it's important for people

to know the estimates of actually

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:

providing that in home at any level

of quality is about 150, 000 a year.

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:

Oh, no, I absolutely.

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:

And I think for my dad's kind of made

some offhand comments about like,

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:

well, I'll just do that, you know,

either Medicare, I'll pay for it.

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:

And he's been a little more open

about his finances with myself.

603

:

And I'm like, I, you don't, that's,

that's, that's not an option, right?

604

:

Unless, unless he got a goldmine, you're

not telling me about that's not an option.

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:

Um, so I think that's also where

I really liked the idea of having.

606

:

And from my understanding, this was

where this person would come in,

607

:

but having an elder law attorney

to kind of bring up some of these

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:

conversations as well and kind of

give these actual realistic scenarios.

609

:

Now, again, not to be doom and gloom,

but okay, if scenario A is what you

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:

want, how are we going to protect your

assets or how are we going to manage

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:

that so that it actually can happen?

612

:

Or if you do want 24 seven care

and you have the finances, do we

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:

need to go ahead and put your adult

children on whatever account this is?

614

:

Because again, what if, That needs to

take place when, you know, you have a UTI

615

:

in your septic or, you know, when, when

you don't have the mental capabilities to

616

:

make some of those financial decisions or

to kind of, uh, to, yeah, to really push

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:

the button on, on being able to do that.

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:

So I think that would be helpful from

all of their perspectives, because

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:

I don't think they understand.

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:

Truly what the actual

financial options are.

621

:

And I'll say this.

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:

Um, when I developed the, the course

that I have, the fifth module, it's

623

:

the final module is that exactly.

624

:

And it starts with a document of

like, where, what can we talk about?

625

:

And it's a list of like, what are

you, like, just start somewhere.

626

:

Right.

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:

Can we talk about, um,

financing personal care?

628

:

Can we talk about hygiene?

629

:

Can we talk about your

thoughts about assisted living?

630

:

And then it starts with that document.

631

:

And then behind that, I spent a lot

of time going through these intricate

632

:

conversations, um, and it's a line

by line discussion of like these

633

:

question prompts, like, okay, if

you needed a shower, would you want?

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:

Um, a caregiver to do it, or is it

okay if your spouse or your child

635

:

does it and, and, and I know this

sounds silly, but these are, these

636

:

are, um, people's personal, um, you

know, comfort levels and their wishes.

637

:

I mean, it's like the, like,

what, what do you want?

638

:

I mean, assuming these

things can be controlled for.

639

:

And so I really ended up writing that

with, with this exact conversation

640

:

of mine, which would be, how can we

facilitate these conversations and

641

:

maybe putting them out on paper?

642

:

Um, depersonalizes it just enough to be

able to open up the gate to say, okay,

643

:

well, this, somebody else wrote this,

but now we can go through and fill it

644

:

out like a little worksheet or something.

645

:

Um, but I really think that's where

we need to be at some point, um, is to

646

:

approach it almost like we do any other

administrative decision, quote unquote,

647

:

we make in our life, because it's the

most important one and does dictate our

648

:

experience towards the end of our lives.

649

:

Right.

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:

Um, and even if the answer is, I get

this sense from my own dad, which is

651

:

like, just you do whatever you think.

652

:

Do what you think is right.

653

:

Like you're a doctor and like,

you know, and like, I trust you.

654

:

And so I'm like, okay, good.

655

:

Um, I guess that's good.

656

:

So anyway, um, that, that is also another

sentiment, but even that he said that

657

:

I'm like, well, okay, well I trust

my, I mean, I know what I would want.

658

:

Um, and I'm in the process of

spelling that out myself, so I

659

:

would just make it similar, I guess.

660

:

So anyway, No, and you brought up

something I was going to say to,

661

:

you know, I don't know if you ever

experienced this, but as you know, being

662

:

a physician for my parents, it's or not

for my parents, but, you know, I'm, I'm

663

:

the only medical person in the family.

664

:

Um, so I get the random phone calls

to diagnose rashes, even though I'm

665

:

a pain doctor, I'm nothing to do with

rashes or the random ingrown toenail,

666

:

you know, you get those questions, but

I think when it kind of comes to these.

667

:

Bigger things like, you know,

someone being borderline diabetic or

668

:

cholesterol, not being great or medical

decision making for end of life.

669

:

It's, it's almost this, well,

that's when they see me as.

670

:

The daughter, not the doctor of

kind of like, well, you know,

671

:

that's when it's like, when it's

the serious things, it's like, I'm,

672

:

I'm the kid in their eyes still.

673

:

And so now they don't trust me or

don't believe me, but it's like, well,

674

:

okay, but let's ask someone else.

675

:

Right.

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:

I think there's a little bit of

that too, you know, I'm always

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:

going to be their daughter first.

678

:

And even though these things are

hard, I think it's hard for them

679

:

to see me in this role 100%, which

is where I think it would be.

680

:

That's why I think it's really valuable to

get almost a third party involved, whether

681

:

that's through elder estate planning or

using your course, just kind of having

682

:

a more objective third eye, if you will.

683

:

Um, because there's only so much that

I'm going to be able to provide them in

684

:

direction because there's a lot that I

don't know either, you know, just about,

685

:

you know, if you qualify for a Medicaid

bed and in Texas, you know, you have

686

:

to have less than 2000 to your name.

687

:

So what do you do with your

house and your other assets?

688

:

I don't know.

689

:

I don't know the answers to

those, but I don't want us to

690

:

have to figure out last minute.

691

:

I was like, that's a, that should

be a low surprise period of life.

692

:

You don't want any assumptions and

surprises when you're trying to

693

:

navigate these complex like insurance

and government funded programs.

694

:

I mean, that's not a good time.

695

:

And I, I, I wonder, I've always,

one of the things I've thought

696

:

we've always had in common is you

and I are both organized and try

697

:

to execute things in a certain way.

698

:

And I've always looked at this part of

my life like, I like to have it done

699

:

and then I can relax and it's like, then

I hope nothing ever happens and then

700

:

I could, I could lean into the hope.

701

:

I hope nothing bad

happens to any of us ever.

702

:

But if it does, then this is

ready and I, and I think that's a

703

:

completely different approach to life.

704

:

Then other, other people, I think, or

maybe, um, uh, a different temperament

705

:

of, let's just see what happens.

706

:

Let's just like, let's just go through

and like, let's hope for the best.

707

:

And, uh, and I, I bring this up when

I talked to my, my dad in that podcast

708

:

and I pushed about, you know, whether or

not, what if he needed a nursing home?

709

:

And he's like, like, basically

I'll leave it up to God.

710

:

And God wouldn't do that to me.

711

:

And I let, and that's, I

appreciate the sentiment.

712

:

But, like, from an executive

planning standpoint, right?

713

:

Like, that's not something I

could write into my plan here.

714

:

Like.

715

:

Well, and where does that leave you

when you're the one that's going to be

716

:

making that, I mean, depending on what

his status is, you're going to be making

717

:

a significant portion of that decision,

or at least providing, you know, a

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listening ear for him to, if he's going

to be making that decision, but where

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does that leave, leave you, you know,

as far as a multiple choice, you know,

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answers in life, that's not one of them.

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We, we, we can, we can hope that

that is how it is and there's some

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beautiful ending, you know, maybe

it's in a hot air balloon, but yes,

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you know, yes, but realistically

you don't get to choose that.

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So if that's not the case, then

what is a step by step plan for

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yourself, but also your loved ones.

726

:

Um, because you know, when these things

happen, like I said, let's say we need a,

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your Medicare days run out and you need to

qualify for a Medicaid bed, but you still

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have assets, you know, none of that's

going to happen overnight or, you know,

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on a Saturday when these things typically

need to happen, there's no lawyer on call

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:

or whoever to help you figure it out.

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So I think it's important to

have those conversations ahead of

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time as best as you can, right?

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Right.

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:

Cause it's not easy.

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I wish it was.

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No, no, but it's like, you know,

it's at some point if we take the

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emotion, the emotions are strong.

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At the end of it, it's, it's just

like you're planning anything else.

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And, and I, and it's almost like we

have to use a different part of our

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brain and we're like, Oh wait, but this

is about my parents and mortality, and

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that makes me question my own mortality.

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So then I know when to do it.

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:

And, and the thing is, if it's still

about serving your family and still

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about showing up for them, even when

you can't, I mean, how awesome is that?

745

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So it was David and I go

through and write this estate.

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It's my opportunity to show up for my

own children when I can't, like, that's

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like, to me, like a double win, right?

748

:

Because that's the best it survives.

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:

Right.

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:

I mean, it does survives.

751

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Yeah.

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And that's certainly how we look at

it too, when it comes to our own.

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Daughters making sure she set up for

success, but also her guardians in the

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middle of this, you know, difficult

process, heaven forbid, there's at

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least 1 less thing for them to have to

worry about or fight or whatever it is.

756

:

Um, so setting all of them up.

757

:

As best as we can as a gift

that lives on without us.

758

:

Right.

759

:

Um, so you're right.

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It's not just, you know, an ageist thing,

so to speak, which I think my parents also

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think I'm calling them old when I, when

I bring this up, they're mid to late 60s.

762

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So in my mind, they are by

no means in that category.

763

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However, being in rehab, you

know, catastrophic events.

764

:

don't have an age bias.

765

:

Right, right.

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:

And I've mentioned this before,

but I mean, you and I have both

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:

seen even people in their 60s or

70s turn around and take care of.

768

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A car, you know, a child or something that

has been, uh, involved with that, man,

769

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this is, I, I, I don't want this podcast

to get a reputation is too depressing,

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but I think it's really important.

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Um, and I, and I want to make sure that

it, you know, it stays a conversation

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and, um, and, and you engaging with me

like this is perfect and exactly what,

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um, I hope to be putting out there.

774

:

So, um, before we wrap up here, any.

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Other lingering, um, tidbits or insights

or lessons learned from your standpoint?

776

:

Not yet.

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:

I mean, I'll, I'll be curious to see

what lessons I and tidbits and pearls

778

:

I have as we go through this process.

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I admit it's a little daunting for myself

of, you know, like I said, none of this

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is going to be solved in an afternoon.

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:

Um, but I, I look forward to

being able to at least have these

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:

conversations with our family members.

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:

And I, I think, uh, You know, hopefully

a hidden benefit with it would be, you

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know, we're already close, but getting

closer with them and in that process,

785

:

you know, maybe kind of learn some things

about each other, but yeah, no, I just

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:

thank you for bringing these topics to

light and providing this, these podcasts,

787

:

I think it's a very, very much needed

area that needs a lot of attention.

788

:

I appreciate that.

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:

And you made me think of one more thing,

which is, um, You know, as I'm kind of

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speaking out of it as a septic process,

like you're just kind of create these

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documents and you get them signed and

you work this out, I do think there's

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:

some value to your future self that's

going to go through the loss of a parent.

793

:

Um, likely just the way that lifespans

are of, of introducing this to your brain.

794

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Like this is a very kind introduction

to, um, acknowledge what, what is

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:

real and what is natural and what

is around every human for all of

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:

millennia in the history of humans.

797

:

And, and something about bringing my brain

into that space as uncomfortable as it is.

798

:

Um, Is part of the beginning of that

transition process for myself as well.

799

:

Right.

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:

And I, I've never been one that wanted

to just sort of live, you know, with,

801

:

with my head too far in the sand.

802

:

And so I'm probably talking about

this topic because it is one of

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:

the scariest things for me, um,

being very close to my parents and

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:

living with my own grandmother.

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And so I always have this

sense, like, you know, this.

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This is going, this is a, this is in

the future and I'm almost relating to

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:

my future self and reassuring her and

preparing her, um, in my own way too.

808

:

And that's where I think a lot of this

comes from because of the shock that you

809

:

and I see when this happens and it was

obviously understandably very clear that

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:

Nobody ever thought this could happen.

811

:

And then we see this happen hundreds

or thousands of times in rehab.

812

:

Um, and so it's me watching that

thinking of myself there and thinking,

813

:

okay, well, she's going to be

standing at some bedside somewhere.

814

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And I want to take care of her too.

815

:

And I want her to feel like this

is, um, the last thing she's going

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to need is some paperwork headache.

817

:

Yeah.

818

:

So, um, anyway, so that

made me think of that.

819

:

Yeah.

820

:

So ultimately this is all very selfish.

821

:

I'll just put that out there.

822

:

Um, but the idea is that there can't

be just me that's in this boat.

823

:

And so when I first thought of this

and we talked about it some time ago,

824

:

um, it was very helpful for you to be

so open and to share because I knew

825

:

I'm not, I know I'm not the only one.

826

:

Um, No, definitely.

827

:

No, definitely not.

828

:

So I said, I appreciate you doing this.

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:

I think it'll, it'll

help many, many people.

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:

Well, Brittany, I hope to have you

back on at some point and I'd love

831

:

to continue the conversation and

very jealous of the weather, but, um,

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:

I'd love to see you at some point.

833

:

I know it's so beautiful up there and, and

I hope you have a good rest of your day.

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:

Thanks.

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:

You too, Rebecca.

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