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114. Raven Crown Chapters 28, 29 and 30
Episode 11417th April 2026 • Creative Spiritual Journey • Judy Cooley and Ghia Cooley
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A murdered guardian. A stolen sapphire. A raven with opinions.

Brie must gather the Jewels of Tambor—learning courage, cunning, and a strength she never knew she possessed—all while braving a twisted foot, a lack of trust, and impossible odds. Meanwhile, Dogmar, known as Jackal, will do anything to claim the throne—until a stolen jewel begins to unravel everything she believes about strength and survival.

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ghia:

Chapter 28, Jackal

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Curse This River.

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I hate it more today than yesterday.

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All I can do is grit my teeth and hold on.

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I'm furious when weathers prepares

to let my rodent run a swift water.

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Is it safe?

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I demand Weather's grins showing the black

hole where his front teeth should be.

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What Enzy life is safe, he responds.

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How often do people die on this river?

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I ask a sharp edge to my voice.

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weather's answers with an air of

sadness more often than necessary.

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My insides tighten at the news.

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Of course, Marette bursts into laughter.

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Crazy old loon, the most notorious

river death was bogged in, she

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says, with a twinkle in her eye.

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Then she leans forward and whispers.

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He died in possession of Z,

stolen amethyst size of Z plum.

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Now Marette, there is no proof.

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Marette shrugs.

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Well, the first cataract where he drowned

is now called amethyst Proof, or no?

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She pulls her pipe from a pouch

and sticks it in her mouth.

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I'm getting more and

more annoyed cataract.

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Why have I never heard this term before?

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when Z Body was found floating in Z River.

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Weather says there was no stone.

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I gulp, his body was floating.

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That is true.

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Marette agrees as she stuffs a

wad of dried leaves in her pipe.

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but they never found Ebo.

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Not even z splinter.

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Marette winks at me and I stiffen.

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Zebo is caught in the

core of the cataract.

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No, I've had enough.

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They're just trying to scare me.

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I'll bet a member of the SKU

drowned him on purpose and sold

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the amethyst in Ulta's gem market.

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I say

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if that is true, it was

done with much secrecy.

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The sale of a jewel that

size would be great news.

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Weather says.

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Brie, at the mention of a stolen amethyst.

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I can hardly sit still.

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I tried to remember if boan

is the name of the Banjara.

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Nona's wanted poster.

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I turn to weathers.

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If the amethyst is lost in the

cataract, is there any chance

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of finding it or whether snorts

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Chance may happen, but try, he

shakes his head Z cataracts are fast,

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very steep, even give me troubles.

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Later in the day, I quiz

weathers about running swift

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water, especially the cataracts.

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Looking for anything that will help

me locate the amethyst Jackal must

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understand what I'm doing because she

asks questions as well, and I actually

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find myself grateful for her help.

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Unfortunately, the more I

discover, the more impossible

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finding The amethyst seems to be.

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Apparently bogged in fell out

of the boat right at the top.

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Marette suspects he was in his bitters.

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Though weathers denies such claims

saying bogged in had a bad core.

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or heart as the word is translated

from the ancient language.

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Regardless of why the accident

happened, it appears the boat ran the

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cataract without anyone at the oars.

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Jackal, this talk of a missing

stone brings up memories of an

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amethyst stolen from the castle.

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Years ago, I recall my

father being furious.

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Now that I know more of the politics, I

suspect he orchestrated the theft himself.

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at the time he was trying to convince the

queen that she needed her own security.

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Namely the dragons, Nothing like

a jewel theft to get results.

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Needless to say it worked,

but there is something else.

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I also have the vague memory

of playing with an amethyst.

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When I was a child, my nurse gave it to

me because I was crying for my mother.

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My father showed up

unexpectedly and took it away.

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Could it be the same amethyst that

he later used as a political ploy?

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Brie, we pull into camp

just before twilight.

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Everyone except me, of course, sets

to work unloading the boats and making

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supper as soon as I get the chance.

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I catch gray and tell

him what I learned today.

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so you're saying there's no way of

finding the amethyst Gray says I shrug.

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There is the question of what happened

to bog Dan's boat Gray is about to

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comment when silver ring barges in

swamper, you at best get to work.

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If you want your supper,

gray ruffles my hair.

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we'll talk later.

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I feel rather useless with everyone else.

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So busy.

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But I've got a job to do, don't I?

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The only way to prove my worth

is by filling that teapot,

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finding a quiet corner.

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I begin rehearsing for my telling.

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Tonight I'm working on Marvi, the

courageous when Marette calls to me.

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I hope she doesn't want me to

practice another staff routine.

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I'm exhausted from rowing half the

day, but she waves towards the boat.

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Being off my foot has done

it good, and I don't lean as

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heavily on my staff as I comply.

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from a boat hatch.

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She pulls an old wooden trunk smoke

from her pipe wafts around us.

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I tried to wave it away

causing marette to chuckle.

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Tonight we see the true teller in you.

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She says, gesturing for me to sit.

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My eyes widen as she pulls banjara

tribal jewelry from her trunk

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and drapes it around my neck.

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The layers of silver and stones

are so heavy they weigh me down.

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Bengal go on my arms

and rings on my fingers.

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From the bottom of the trunk, Marette

produces a small silver bottle.

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As she removes the lid, I see a

metal rod covered in black powder.

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She laughs gleefully.

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Now we apply the coal.

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She says.

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Close the eyes.

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I do.

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And feel the rod run along

the edge of my lashes.

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When I'm done, I'm certain that

I look like a mast strike the way

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Marette has applied the powder.

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I like the image with a mask.

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No one will be able to see the real me.

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I'll be hidden from my audience.

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Grim arrives and lands on my shoulder.

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He only stays for a moment before

squawking and flapping to the ground.

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There.

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He looks at me quizzically,

walking forward, then hopping

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back whenever he gets close.

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Don't you recognize me?

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I ask.

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My comment puts Marette into hysterics.

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I am wondering again if she's right

in the head when she grabs my hair.

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Ze is no good.

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I try to pull away, but

she has a firm hold.

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My hair is tangled, worse than

usual, and wet from the waves.

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There's nothing I can do about it.

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I say trying again to free myself.

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old still.

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Marette giggles yanking on my hair.

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I don't have much choice, but to obey.

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Taking the dank strands, marette

braids them around my head.

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I'm sure it looks like a bird's nest, but

when she's done, she crows with delight.

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Look as the Corona, I start at the word.

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What do you mean?

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Is Corona braid?

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No, Corona.

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How do you say it?

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Crown I zinc, I cock my head.

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If Corona means crown, then Corvex

Corona translates to Raven Crown.

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I contemplate this for a

moment, but dismiss the idea.

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While many Banjara words are similar to

the ancient language, this is clearly

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one example where the direct translation

doesn't work as I did the night before.

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I scramble into the low branches

of a tree to await my audience.

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Look, I'm hardly shaking.

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I tell Grim as I hold out my hand.

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Is it because I had time to practice

or because of Mart's costume?

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Grim rubs his beak on my hair as

if telling me it doesn't matter.

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Halfway through the first story,

I see jackal and gray making

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their way towards the village.

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Let this be the night they find madox.

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I am taking a break to drink some water.

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When they return.

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Gray's face is bright and merry.

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I feel a tinge of jealousy.

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Sure.

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He's so happy because he

spent the evening with jackal.

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When I glance

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her way,

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ghia: she looks like a fox

with a mouse in its jaws.

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Suddenly I get excited.

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They must have good news.

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Did you find madox?

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I blurt out.

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Gray shakes his head, but his grin

gets wider with a smug smile.

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Jackal announces we brought you these.

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From behind her back, she

pulls a pair of boots.

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I gasp.

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The boots are well worn, but

not so bad that I won't get

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plenty of use out of them.

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The leather is faded to a

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bullfrog green.

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ghia: New brown laces have been

run through the eyelets, and

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a thick wooden sole has been

nailed to the bottom of one boot.

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Take them jackal says, wagging

the boots in front of me.

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My face is on fire with embarrassment.

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But how did don't worry about that.

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Jackal says cutting me off.

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Try them on so weathers can do

the final adjustment on the sole.

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I run my fingers over the

supple leather, new boots.

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I can't believe it.

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and just try them on.

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Would you.

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Gray Exclaims.

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I get them on and laced up tentatively.

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I take a few steps.

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My foot holds.

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the height isn't perfect.

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So we have weathers make a

slight adjustment to the sole.

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I practice walking on the beach.

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There is still a great deal of wobble.

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while, some of the swelling has

subsided, my foot is still miserable.

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Even with the boot, each step

pains me, but I'm determined

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not to let gray or jackal know.

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It was all jackal's idea.

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Gray says as he walks beside me, I'm

not sure how she did it, but I suspect

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she got marette to give her the shekels.

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I think about jackal.

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You know, I tell Gray it's possible.

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Jackal's essence is more

of a fox than a jackal.

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Some slimness, but more goodness.

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Gray looks at me sideways.

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Are you admitting your

first impression was wrong?

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I shrug not wrong.

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Just off by a mark.

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My face warms under his grin.

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Jackal.

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I ignore Brie when she

thanks me for the boots.

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I'll admit I did take some pleasure in

seeing her smile, but what she doesn't

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know is that I paid for the boots with

the shekels I lifted from her bundle.

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It had to be done.

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I need her mobile.

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With luck, we will be able to leave this

horrid river as soon as we find Madox.

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Chapter 29, Bree, before I know it.

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Eight days have passed

since we joined the Banjara.

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My telling is getting better.

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Last night, Marette Alba crowed

when she checked the teapot.

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Each morning she teaches me something new

to incorporate into my staff practice.

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I think I'm actually improving.

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Weathers has me row every

day, sometimes all day.

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Even the swift water, I'm

learning how to read the current

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Marette insists I'm a natural.

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Maybe she's right.

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Every day we pass another burn section

of the forest reminding me of the

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threat looming over the Norwood.

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I've got to find madox, but so far

he's always a day or two ahead of us.

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This morning, just before sunrise, the

moon was a scant crescent in the sky.

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Almost half my time is gone,

and I only have one jewel.

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The best way to keep my mind off this

depressing fact is to study as it

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gives me a sense of being productive

while the bja pack up camp, I slipped

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the Pedallers book from my bundle.

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Instead of practicing for this

evening's telling Grim lands

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on the beach in front of me and

cracks his beak, go find Marette.

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I tell him, knowing she'll give

him a cracker instead of flying

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away, he flaps to my shoulder.

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I'm pleased.

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Maybe he still prefers me after all.

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Look at this, I whisper

pointing to the peddler's book.

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you know that symbol on Reagan

thorn's arm, the one painted

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on all the village walls?

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It's called a blood moon grim squawks.

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No, don't be ridiculous.

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It doesn't have anything

to do with real blood.

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It's called a blood moon

because it gives off a red glow.

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The book calls it negative light.

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Apparently grim is unimpressed

because he flaps away.

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I flip to the chart in the back of the

book where I've been trying to figure

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out when the next blood moon will occur.

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It's predictable as attested by

the 36 page chart I'm looking

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at, but I can't make sense of it.

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I

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jackal, I curse under

my breath as weathers.

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Let's breathe row again.

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The fact that we have entered a foreboding

gorge known as Black Canyon doesn't

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help, don't worry, recalls as we're

about to hit a series of large waves.

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If we flip, just swim to

shore, you can swim, can't you?

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at these words, marette bursts

into her usual fit of laughter.

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I get so angry I forget to be afraid.

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It isn't until I'm bailing at

the bottom of the swift water

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that I realize breeze, ploy.

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She purposely made me angry.

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Knowing it would drive away my fear.

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I suppose I should think it's sweet that

my little rodent cares, but I don't,

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Brie.

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I'm either bailing or rowing all day.

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It feels like I'm getting stronger still.

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I'm exhausted when we

reach the village of Ns.

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Ran.

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instead of being dug into the hillside,

this village sits atop a steep cliff

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and is a jumble of rock buildings that

sprawl on both sides of the river.

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A giant stone bridge, arches like

a bow, connecting the two sides.

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There is no beach.

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Instead, we tie up to a long, wide

dock attached to the cliff face.

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From here, a trail

zigzags up to the village.

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Of course, one thing is exactly the same.

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Reagan thorn's, freshly painted

symbol is clearly visible.

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there isn't a tree for me

to sit on during my telling.

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Instead, I settle on a large boulder

that protrudes from the rock face.

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As usual, I see jackal and grace

slip off to ask about madox.

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After a surprisingly short time,

gray returns and stands behind.

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The diggers gathered around me.

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He waves frantically.

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My insides begin to flutter.

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He must have news.

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I cut the story short, mangling

it badly, not a single coin

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is dropped into the teapot.

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Marette will be disappointed,

but I can't help that Now.

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What is it I ask?

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Madox is here.

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I'm so excited.

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I throw my arms around Gray's

neck, the teller, jewelry jangling.

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Gray spins around, causing me

to lose my footing, but I don't

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fall as his arms wrap around my

waist lifting me off the ground.

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Weathers is playing his fiddle,

and we twirl to the music.

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I feel as if I am dancing, me

dancing when gray puts me down.

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I can't stand for the spinning

in my head and I lean against

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him to keep from toppling over.

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When I look up, I expect to see him

smiling, and instead his face is pensive.

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I know the look.

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I've seen it before.

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It's the look he had on the day.

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Well, the day he kissed

me, I jolt, no, he can't.

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In panic, I shove him away.

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Surprise flashes on his face,

but he doesn't have time to

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respond before jackal arrives.

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Hey, what's going on here?

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I stiffen and feel my face get

red as a strawberry gray shrugs,

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as if nothing has happened.

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Jackal, smirks.

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Have you told her?

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She asks.

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Gray look.

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Chag grinned.

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What?

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I demand.

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Madox is here.

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Grace says, but we don't know

for sure if he'll speak to us.

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Jacque and I talked to an acquaintance

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Who says you will have to convince him.

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I am confused.

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Convince him of what?

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Convince Madox that you're Nona's novice.

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Jackal says, my mouth drops open.

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What do you know about Nona?

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But of course my eyes flash on gray.

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She knows whatever he told her.

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Grace spreads his hands.

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Palms up.

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Nona isn't a secret, and Madox knows her.

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They've corresponded the man, implied

Madox has other engagements tonight, I

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had to say something to get him down here.

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I roll my eyes, but maybe he's right.

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I might have done the same thing.

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So what am I supposed to do?

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I ask Tell the Noona story.

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Grace says he'll know it's you

when he hears Nona's version.

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He could be here any minute, so get ready.

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Jackal urges.

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I wr my hands and try to remember

the first words of the Noona

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story, but my mind goes blank.

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I've gone from reciting to gray to

diggers, and now I've got to recite

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before a Lord for the love of rats.

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I think you should start.

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Grace says, squeezing my

hand My nerves are so frazzled.

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I almost slip climbing to my perch.

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Don't worry.

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Jackal calls.

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You look so ridiculous

in that banjara jewelry.

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No one will even notice

if you make a mistake.

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Anger flares through me and I spit

out the first line of the Noona story.

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It isn't until jackal winks

that I realized she was playing

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my own trick back on me.

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seems we have formed an unusual friendship

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jackal.

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I have no idea why Brie is so nervous.

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I'm the one meeting my long lost uncle.

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I sit in the shadows

watching the festivities.

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Despite the chill on the wind, the

docks are teaming with diggers.

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The fact that we are getting closer

to ultan is obvious as there are more

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jewels and even a few wigs in the crowd.

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Local musicians join weathers

and everyone is dancing.

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I scan the gathering, searching for

anyone that looks like a nobilis.

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or will Maddox come down

dressed as a digger to blend in?

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Regardless, I expect to recognize him.

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He is my father's brother.

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After all

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The sky darkens and torches are

placed in holders along the cliff.

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Brie is halfway through her second

telling of the Noona story when a

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large bearded man joins the crowd.

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is wearing a brown cape

and worn leather boots.

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I make my way around to wear.

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I can see him better.

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There is no flash of

jewels as I might expect,

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But his blue eyes are

reminiscent of my father's.

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The problem is there's a gentleness

to them, which makes me uncertain.

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Still, I haven't seen anyone else

with even a remote resemblance.

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I expect Brie to finish the Nocona story

the way she usually does with the invading

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army being washed away in the flood.

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But after reaching this point in the

story, she goes on and I realize she's

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going to tell the ending I get a chill.

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When she mentions that there was

a small child and her nurse at the

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Great House when Noona arrived, I

look around to see what the audience

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thinks of this version of events.

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Of course, it's unlikely that anyone

has ever heard this part of the story.

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Regardless, the Digger's watch

Brie with wrapped attention.

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I marvel at the command

she has over the crowd.

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What a change from the first night the

bearded man watches Bree intently.

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Finally, Brie gets to the

end and announces that she

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will be taking a short break.

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I hear the sounds of shekels

being dropped in the teapot.

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no danger of Brie being left behind in

the morning as the crowd dissipates.

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Brie climbs from her perch

and heads towards the boat.

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I stay in the shadows watching the man.

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Eventually he follows

her and climbs aboard.

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It's him reaching the boat.

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I slip under the canopy and

pull the door flap down.

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Brie and Gray are already

sitting in the back of the boat.

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Maddox slides into the cockpit

and I crouch on the front deck.

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The large man inclines

his head towards Brie.

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Very impressive.

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My young friend.

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Telling is an art.

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It's obvious you've learned

from the best Nona, I presume.

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Brie nods.

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Madox turns towards me and holds my

gaze for a moment before speaking.

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Dogmar, I haven't seen you since you

were a child, but I would recognize you

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anywhere you have your mother's eyes.

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I'm instantly furious.

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It never crossed my mind

that he would recognize me.

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Now, my cover has been blown.

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I remind myself not to

say anything too rash.

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and you share my father's eyes,

how unfortunate I respond.

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Brie Dog Mar Reagan thorn's daughter.

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Every part of me wants to dash from

the boat, yet I'm frozen in place.

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I glance at Gray.

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He looks as shocked as I feel

Apparently sensing my instinct to run.

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He shakes his head ever so slightly

indicating that I should stay.

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I know he's right.

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jackal isn't likely to slip my

throat right here and I've got to

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find out what Madox with a gulp.

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I stay seated.

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Chapter 30 jackal.

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I silently curse the snake gods for my

wretched luck as I hold my gaze on madox.

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I'm surprised you know who I am.

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He says, returning my stare.

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I'm sure your father never told you.

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I have ways of finding

out what I need to know.

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I answer, not bothering to tell him.

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I only found out a few days ago.

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But we haven't sought you

out for a social call.

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We're here to learn what you know

about my mother, the lady Oria, late

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cousin to our recently departed queen.

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I notice Brie's mouth drop open and smirk.

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She truly didn't know anything.

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Madox draws a breath and looks sad.

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I suppose you have a

right to know the truth.

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He says, not whatever watered

down version your father told you.

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My father has never told me anything.

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I say.

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I'm not surprised Maddox's answers.

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There was a momentary pause as he

appears to gather his thoughts.

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I first met Oria when my

brother Reagan Thorn and I

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were sent to the Queen's court.

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Irania was 18 and lovely madox pauses

and smiles as he seems to remember.

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Then the smile fades in the beginning.

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My brother had no interest in her,

So irania and I became quite close.

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But soon my brother realized she could

help him gain the power he wanted.

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Madox looks at me.

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there were several cousins able to inherit

the throne, but your mother senior

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in the line of succession was presumed

heir if the queen never bore a daughter.

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which she didn't.

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I glare at madox.

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I thought he was going to tell

me something I didn't know.

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Of course, my mother

was heir to the throne.

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That's why I'm to be the next queen.

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Unfortunately, there are political

entities which have put forth that

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I'm not eligible to be Queen because

my mother was banished naturally, my

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father has squelched those efforts.

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This part I understand all too well

until I'm actually on the throne.

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My position is in jeopardy

by the look on my face.

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Maddox must realize he's

stating the obvious.

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He goes on, but my brother wanted more

than or radius political influence.

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He was trying to achieve something

called the Corvex Corona.

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Somehow he thought the jewels of Tambor

were the key to this end, and he

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believed your mother could help him.

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Now he's got my attention.

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I recall my father's secret writings

about becoming a corvex Corona,

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But what does my mother

have to do with it?

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As you may know, your mother was

the queen's keeper of the jewels

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assigned the duty of transporting her

various adornments from the castle

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coffers to the Queen's dressing room.

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My mother was keeper.

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This is news.

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Transporting the jewels is a sizable job.

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The late queen had a different

set of regalia for every dress.

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Not a simple pendant and

diadem, but chokers, ts eardrops,

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bengal rings, bracelets, belts,

ankle bands, and shoe clips.

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There must be a hundred or more sets of

gems locked in the guarded stronghold.

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My father has aspired to the post of

keeper for as long as I can remember,

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and only recently gained the position.

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The death of the last keeper was

suspicious and untimely, but the queen

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didn't seem to think anything of it.

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Madox watches me as I put things together.

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After a moment, he goes on.

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When Reagan Thne found out how close

Irania was to the jewels of Tambo on a

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daily basis, he became obsessed with her.

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He forced me to return home

saying my father needed me.

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I didn't have any choice but to

obey as he was my older brother.

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Madox pauses.

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Now I wish I had done things differently.

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He looked so sad.

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I don't doubt him.

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This is the most I have

heard about my mother.

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Sorrow consumes me feeling like

a vine wrapping around my heart.

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Madox continues.

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It wasn't long before news arrived that

my brother and Irania would be wed.

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I was heartbroken.

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I knew he didn't love her.

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He was just looking to access the jewels.

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I was unable to attend the

wedding as our father was dying.

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after that.

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Reagan Thorn only came home to visit

his estates for short periods of time,

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leaving me to deal with the mess he

left on those occasions, there is

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anger in Maddox's voice, a sentiment I

understand when it comes to my father,

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Bree.

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I look between Madox and Jackal

in shock as I take this in.

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If Jackal is a Rainier's daughter,

the late Queen's niece that would

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qualify jackal to take the crown.

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How could I be so dimwitted?

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Jackal is the puppet Reagan

thorn plans to put on the throne.

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It's jackal's coronation.

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I'm going to ultan to stop, and

I was starting to trust her.

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I do my best to keep my face

passive, but my mind is racing

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like a farm cat after a moth.

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Jackal.

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My uncle stops here

and looks at his hands.

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I'm convinced this is as hard for

him to tell as it is for me to hear.

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When I saw Irania again, he continues.

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It nearly killed me.

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Her cheeks were sunken and she had aged.

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The only thing that gave

her any pleasure was you.

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Madox looks at me, but

I can't hold his gaze.

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In the early days, she would

wr her hands and pace the room.

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I knew something worried her,

but when I asked, she would

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never give a direct answer.

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Over time, the bits and pieces she did

say led me to understand how Reagan Thorn

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was hounding her to steal the crown.

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but I couldn't imagine

how he thought she could.

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There are constant guards

around the strong box.

531

:

Maddox looks at his hands again.

532

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I believe the jewels were

the root of her madness.

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He goes on at first, only a few of us

knew me, her maids, and my brother.

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:

Of course, slowly it became more obvious.

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She was too tender and sweet to survive.

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Reagan Thorn.

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I could see it in her eyes in

the way she walked, in the way

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she never looked at his face.

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I should have stopped him, but

by the time I knew what was

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happening, the damage was done.

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A tear trickles down the big man's

face and mingles with his beard.

542

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I struggled to control my own emotions.

543

:

I can't show any weakness, not here.

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:

As time went by, she got worse.

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Displaying an eerie obsession with

death and always mumbling when Orias

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Madness could no longer be hidden.

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Reagan Thorn persuaded the

queen to banish her from Ultan.

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Terrible as the disgrace was.

549

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I was happy for her.

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She was out of my brother's hands.

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Unfortunately, it was less than a month

before he had a new victim to torture or

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Rainier's closest cousin, the lady Fallon.

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It isn't a coincidence

that my brother picked her

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with Irania Gone.

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Lady Fallon would only follow

you as aired to the throne.

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Obviously, my brother

was hedging his bets.

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Yes, of course.

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I think as the events come

together in my mind, that's when

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Lady Fallon came into my life.

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Brie.

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Lady Fallon was Reagan Thorn's second

wife, the same Fallon in the Noona story.

562

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That would explain why Jackal

claimed to know so much about the

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events that took place on the night.

564

:

Lady Fallon died.

565

:

But there are more important

things I need to know.

566

:

Where did Irania go?

567

:

When she was banished?

568

:

I blurred out.

569

:

Maddox turns his blue eyes on me.

570

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She went to the Black Castle, one of

the most remote locations in Tambor.

571

:

The only passersby are the banjara.

572

:

Is it on the river?

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I exclaim wondering if

we've already passed it.

574

:

Maddox doesn't look like he

wants to answer, but he says yes.

575

:

I almost jumped from my seat.

576

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You've got to tell me how to get there.

577

:

Madox looks despondent.

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:

You don't really want to go, but I do.

579

:

I've got to find the jewels of tambor.

580

:

I'm aware how desperate I sound.

581

:

Yes.

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:

mad Xi.

583

:

Lowly.

584

:

Nona was certain, or Rainier

had them, but it isn't true.

585

:

I searched the Black Castle myself.

586

:

They aren't there.

587

:

The words of Zippos letter deep in

the bowels of Irania come to my mind.

588

:

is there a cellar or a chamber

of some kind under the castle?

589

:

I ask.

590

:

Madox, snorts.

591

:

There's a crypt.

592

:

That's where they are.

593

:

I know it.

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:

you've got to tell me how to get there.

595

:

I plead madox, looks immovable.

596

:

I try another T or Rania wanted someone

to find the jewels, or she wouldn't

597

:

have left a message in her dying words.

598

:

Maddox appears to mull this over.

599

:

and jackal All this talk about my mother

has me on edge, and to top it off the

600

:

fiddle music has risen to a crescendo.

601

:

I can't take it anymore and

lose my patience by the jewels.

602

:

Tell us where the castle is.

603

:

I demand with a snarl.

604

:

As soon as the words have

left my mouth, I'm sorry.

605

:

Showing madox that I'm anything like

my father is a mistake, but he doesn't

606

:

look angry, though his face is stern.

607

:

If you want to make a difference in

tambor, forget about the antiquated stones

608

:

and join me in overthrowing the order.

609

:

I'm aware that Nona believed the

jewels of Tambor would save the

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country, but it will take rooting

out the order to make a difference.

611

:

Root out the order.

612

:

I give a derisive laugh.

613

:

Do you think you really can?

614

:

Yes.

615

:

Madock says

616

:

There is so much conviction in his voice

that I almost believe him, but I know

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:

how embroiled the order is within Tambor.

618

:

Even my father is leery of them.

619

:

I laugh again and shake my head.

620

:

The stones are out there and nothing is

going to dissuade me from finding them.

621

:

They're my only assurance of getting

out from under my father's power.

622

:

I glance at Brie who looks torn.

623

:

I wanna help.

624

:

She says, earnestly I roll my eyes.

625

:

Of course she does.

626

:

She'd help anyone.

627

:

but first I've got to find the jewels.

628

:

She says, well, at least she

has her priority straight

629

:

reaching for her ratty old bag.

630

:

She pulls out a map, please.

631

:

She begins.

632

:

Show me where the Black castle is.

633

:

Madox heaves a sigh as you

wish, but I warn you, the

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:

castle isn't a pleasant place.

635

:

When Bree doesn't react, he takes

the map and spreads it before him.

636

:

The castle is here.

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:

madox.

638

:

Points to a deserted

portion of river corridor.

639

:

Have the banjara pullover

right below the first cataract.

640

:

He says, at one time there was

a trail, but now it's overgrown.

641

:

You'll have to follow the

gully to the top of the bluff.

642

:

From there you'll see the castle.

643

:

No one says anything for a moment

and we all hear weather slow his

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:

fiddle and play in a minor key.

645

:

I've got a million questions, but

before I can ask anything, Madox rises

646

:

standing hunched under the canopy.

647

:

I have other business

that needs tending to.

648

:

He looks from me to Brie.

649

:

Good luck with your quest.

650

:

I hope we meet again soon.

651

:

With that, he leaves.

652

:

Having my uncle walk away so abruptly

tightens the vines around my heart.

653

:

It's true.

654

:

All the rumors I've heard are true.

655

:

My mother was mad.

656

:

I stare at my hands until I

feel brie and gray watching me.

657

:

This turns my sadness to anger, not

because they uncovered my deception,

658

:

but because they heard these two milk.

659

:

Sos heard about my mother.

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:

out of habit, my hand goes

to the pouch around my neck.

661

:

I feel the pull of the stone.

662

:

I know what it wants.

663

:

It wants me to be helpful to aid

Brie in finding the rest of the

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:

jewels, but I want them for myself.

665

:

I need them for myself.

666

:

I yank the pouch from over my head

and stuff it into my skirt pocket.

667

:

I won't have the stone's

wretched influence anymore.

668

:

My mother went mad because of the jewels.

669

:

It won't happen to me.

670

:

The only way to survive in this

world is to take care of myself.

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I throw back the canopy,

flap, and storm from the boat.

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