Shownotes
Signs
Defne Kartal
I don’t believe in signs but I do
I beg for them daily, and when they arrive -
A postcard, a dog, a friend, a group of musicians, a Canadian -
i don’t do what I think they’re telling me to
what are signs for?
I don’t believe and I don’t know, I don’t know, so I don’t believe
Instead, I conjure up an image of you
Walking away through the crowd,
I follow you
Eyes closed in my bed
I hold you
I look in people’s windows, says the poet
I always, always, always do
Lion-faced truth-speaker
Nothing to see, if I can’t find you
but can anyone prove to me please,
show the signs to me, please
That my world has known you,
And the world as I know it, still holds you
in a corner where I don’t see, there you must be
(Here’s a solace: Object permanence)
What did you have for dinner today and who did you talk to?
You must have gotten my letter
did it break or mend something
And do you - believe in signs, the way I do?
ask for them find them hate them love them
ask for them again,
again
again
do you?
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