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What is up guys and gals?
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:This is Dope for Life, the
host of the Hyperview podcast.
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:And I'm here today with
a very special guest.
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:I am here with none other than A Pain, a
singer, songwriter, and content creator,
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:hailing from Stockton, California.
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:And go ahead, introduce yourself.
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:I appreciate you for coming on to the
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:a payne: show.
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:Definitely.
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:Thank you for having me.
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:My name is A Pain.
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:I'm originally from Stockton, California.
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:Sacramento has been like
my performance home.
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:Like that's where like I've learned
so much like the music game.
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:I made so many great
friends and connections.
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:So I'm so blessed to, you know,
doing my thing, you know, so.
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:Right.
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:rob: No, that's dope.
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:That's dope.
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:And I'm, I'm, we're,
Sacramento's glad to have you.
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:I have.
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:I like to binge like
the day of the artist.
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:Like YouTube page, Facebook
page, like everything.
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:Just so like, I kind of get a vibe of who
you are as an artist or as whatever you
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:are in the capacity of your creativity.
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:Right.
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:Cause I don't like to, I try not to, you
know, put everybody in the, to a box.
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:Cause people like to be
whatever they would like to be.
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:But I want to see you in your element.
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:Right.
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:And, no, you've got, like, ridiculously
dope videos, right, like, dope songs
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:and I could just tell you put a
lot of meticulous nature into your
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:craft, you know what I mean, like
thinking about it, making sure that
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:it looks good and that the quality
is, is of a certain standard, right?
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:Like, because it's one thing to
have like one good video, right?
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:But then to have like multiple,
it'd be like, okay, like this is a
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:standard that this person has to,
and they want to make sure every
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:time they come in they come correct.
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:a payne: Right.
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:Well, you know, like.
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:I do the best that I can, especially
with the budget that I have, but you
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:know, God has been very good to me.
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:This is like, I grew up, my background
as a child, I grew up singing in
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:choirs, doing school performances,
drama class, that type of thing.
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:But
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:we didn't necessarily have
like a performing arts school.
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:I feel like if I would have been
in a performing arts environment.
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:I would already be, I guess, there
already, but I didn't really start I
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:didn't start songwriting until my 20s.
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:So with my daughter's dad.
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:And
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:rob: what do you mean by songwriting?
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:Like, full blown songs or just literally
just writing lyrics in general?
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:a payne: I did poetry as a like, as
a middle school, you know, like I did
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:poetry and all those types of things.
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:And I, I actually started off like
when I was a kid, I was shy to sing.
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:So I used to rap, but it was horrible.
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:Those ain't no, don't get me wrong.
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:Like I always had the, the, I have
the gift of writing like English
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:was one of my favorite subjects.
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:And Love reading a lot as a child,
you know, I mean, we had social
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:media to a certain extent, but
it wasn't like, yeah, it is now.
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:So I used to write short stories
and I for, you know, like, I don't
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:know, Sacramento has like senior
portfolio or senior project, you
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:know, like your final project.
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:So for my final project, I wrote a book.
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:Okay.
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:So I always like, I
always like, like, Okay.
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:Romance novels and like urban
love stories and shit like Eric
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:Jerome Dickey and what's the name?
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:Zayn and all that shit, so.
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:I used to be reading
stuff I had on, but it's
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:rob: like, what?
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:Right.
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:Ghetto romance, pretty much.
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:I think we all got introduced to Zayn,
like if you are 89 and beyond, right?
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:Okay,
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:a payne: we had Eric Jerome
Dickey, we had Zayn, we had Sister
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:rob: Soulja.
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:And yeah, no, you for, you for sure
should not have been reading that shit.
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:But
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:a payne: why not?
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:Cause I should be in class like, girl,
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:rob: And to be honest though, I can't
even be mad at you if you, if it got you
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:into a book, you know what I'm saying?
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:Cause reading is just a different
way of like consuming information
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:because that's your imagination.
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:There's somebody else's word, but it's
like, but your mind has to make it come
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:alive versus you watching something on TV.
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:And then that's you consuming
somebody else's like.
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:Imagery, but like, that's
you, I'm sorry, not
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:a payne: to cut you off.
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:No, I also like Donald goings.
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:Like I liked, like, I mean, now
I'm from Stockton, California.
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:It's, I guess it's considered hood
now, but like in the nineties, we're
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:like a lower middle class family.
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:You know what I'm saying?
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:I didn't grow up like.
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:In the ghetto, but I went to school, like,
my friends was from the ghetto, but it
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:was cool, like, we, we partners, we don't
care, you know, so, it's like, I'm, I'm
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:you know, I'm seasoned, I'm well versed in
the suburbs, and, and the ghetto, so not,
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:like, I just, you know, I always used to,
I loved reading, and I loved writing, and
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:expressing myself, and, you know, in the
90s, we went to play outside, we making
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:them dances, and we recording tapes,
and, like, you know, I'm feeling my age.
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:Like, So I'm not that old, like
I'm not a dinosaur guys, but I'm,
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:you know, I'm, I'm in my thirties.
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:rob: Cause we was like, we was like young
enough to like know about CDs and like
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:just young enough to be able to make fun
of 8 tracks, you know what I'm saying?
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:Right.
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:and, and, and vinyls and all
that stuff, but we like knew
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:what it was and how it worked.
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:But we also were young enough
to like have AOL and dial up
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:and you know what I'm saying?
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:Like so.
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:a payne: Mhmm.
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:Oh, I stay
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:rob: with AOL.
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:All of y'all.
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:a payne: Right, I stay with AOL.
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:I have the free little trial disc.
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:I never pay for it.
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:Okay, so.
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:Remember, you remember the CDs?
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:Like you could get like a
hundred CDs for a penny and shit?
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:Like everything.
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:rob: They used to just send
them to people's houses.
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:I remember when we, when we
finally did like move to Elk
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:Grove when I was in high school.
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:We would just get disc in the mail.
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:Like 63 minutes of ale,
you know what I mean?
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:Online time.
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:All you had to do was have it
clicked up to the, to the phone line.
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:I don't think my parents even knew
what internet was until like May after
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:I graduated, but I had been online.
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:a payne: Right.
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:My parents are older.
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:So.
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:My parents are much older.
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:So my dad, he was actually like,
he was like 46 when I was born.
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:Okay.
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:My mom, she was in her late
30s and shit like that.
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:So they ain't know
nothing about no internet.
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:I'm doing all types of shit.
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:Like, but what I really,
I was being creative.
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:Like, I even as a child, like
that's when I've, I've always
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:been interested in media.
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:I wasn't like classically trained.
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:Like I used to use photoshop
and things like that.
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:I don't do it so much now because
now that I'm doing music and I'm
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:putting my own visuals and I'm writing
my own songs, I'd rather just, you
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:know, like shit, it's too much.
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:Like, I mean, if you're a one man
band by all means, but I'd rather
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:work with other content creators too.
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:And we all, you know,
shit, promote each other.
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:That's all, that's all we
got at the end of the day.
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:rob: Well, speak to that.
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:I think that goes to a lot of like,
what I've made the show for, right?
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:Hyperview, like, we kind of like
previously talked about, you
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:know, is about that balance.
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:And I really do, or I try to, stick to a
descriptive like community like you really
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:like you cannot do this on your own.
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:I've been doing it for 10 maybe 13
years now being an entrepreneur and
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:most people don't even know what I do.
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:But it's not because I'm
not good at what I do.
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:I just wasn't going out and talking to
people like I didn't find that to be a
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:priority so for me it was like no you
need to prioritize like bridging that gap.
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:Being aware of other people, not
only for what you can get from them,
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:but what you can do for them, right?
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:Like, you can see it as You can see it
as I want to use this person because
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:they make good videos, but you could
also see it as I want to give them
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:an opportunity to be able to do and
work in the capacity that they love.
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:Right.
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:And they can't do that without me
working in the capacity that I love.
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:Right.
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:And that's really what I'm like.
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:I'm trying to reframe not only my
own mind, but everybody's mind to
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:be able to think in that capacity
because the money is just a right.
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:A outcome of you helping
somebody else, right?
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:You serve somebody else, you
solved a problem for them.
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:The more you can do that,
the more money you will have.
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:So like the end goal should be
money is how could I be a more,
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:more value to somebody else?
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:You know what I mean?
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:So you speak to like building
community and like wanting to work
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:with people in the capacities where
that's their specialty and you can
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:respect that and be like, I don't
need to, you know what I'm saying?
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:Take my time up when somebody loved doing
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:a payne: this.
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:Right.
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:And, and for me, money is not
really the issue that to me, money
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:is just a, a, a tool that lets me
know, Hey, I respect your time.
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:Let's get this done.
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:Let's get to work.
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:I've been in entrepreneur.
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:I'm licensed cosmetologist first
and foremost, but after COVID hit,
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:I have, I have, I have my own small
business and I had lost my clientele
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:due to COVID and, you know My own
mental issues, depression, you know
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:rob: COVID come around slapping,
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:a payne: COVID whoop my ass.
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:I'm like, hold on.
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:What the fuck?
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:Like, I'm saying, sorry,
can we cuss on here?
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:I was
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:rob: like, this is my show.
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:Right, right.
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:I was like, you know, I'll let
them tell me, take it down.
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:a payne: Right, right.
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:But as far as I was entrepreneur
for six years pre COVID, COVID hit.
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:I went to a deep depression and
you know, just my life story,
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:whatever, like I was drinking and
doing the most and I had experienced
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:a bad breakup and all that shit.
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:And I just had to take a step
back and get my life together.
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:Now I have a nine to five
and I fucking hate it.
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:Like, it's just not
really what I want to do.
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:It's, it's not conducive to what
I'm trying to do, but I understand
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:like, you know, we have to pay
bills and things like that.
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:But when you're an entrepreneur,
you're just a dreamer period,
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:like a content creator.
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:Like you literally just think of
things and imagine things all the time.
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:And even as a grown person, like a lot of
people project their fears on you because.
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:They they're scared to dive
into their imagination.
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:I play all day.
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:I don't care.
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:I'm never going to grow up.
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:Like, as far as like, I get it.
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:Like I have children, I'm married.
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:I have priorities, but at the
same time, it's like, you have
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:to take some type of risk.
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:You've got to take some type of gamble.
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:I, my goal was never to work for 40,
50 years for another company while, and
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:then I get a fucking check at the end.
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:What?
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:a pension every month from then,
and then I have to budget that.
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:Like, I'd rather if I can take the risk.
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:I'm just a risk taker.
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:I'm also not in a unsafe sense.
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:It's just like I spent so much
time being reserved, I guess.
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:I mean, I guess I'll say I
was an introvert as a younger
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:person, but now it's like, shit.
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:You can't, I mean, you can be
introvert to a certain extent.
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:It's just, I like to be around
creatives that fuel my creative side.
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:It's really like, it helps
me with my mental health.
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:And I can't like that whole
A type personality jobs.
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:I cannot fucking stand them, honestly.
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:I don't care.
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:Right.
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:Yeah.
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:No,
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:rob: they're not.
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:I think you figure out
very quickly, right?
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:Because there's, I won't say
there's two types of people.
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:I feel like the majority of people,
some people are just being lazy, right?
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:Like they just don't want to work for
nobody and they have an authority problem.
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:Doesn't mean you should be a boss.
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:You just got some shit
you need to work out.
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:Right?
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:Right.
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:Other people, right?
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:They are not fit to be an
employee because they are a boss.
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:Like, I don't, I understand that
I should not be here, not because
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:I cannot do the work, because I
understand that my capacity is higher
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:than what you currently have me doing.
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:Right?
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:Like, you know what I'm saying?
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:I'll
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:a payne: get the money.
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:Don't give me, nah, I play the game now.
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:100%.
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:I need my check.
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:But if you get, go too fucking far, let
me walk about this job for a act of fool.
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:rob: Right.
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:No.
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:And, but that's the, and
that's the thing, right?
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:It's like you're, and that's
what makes you a boss.
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:Right.
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:To me, right.
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:A boss is not somebody who can't
work for somebody else because
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:in some way you're leveraged for
somebody else in all capacities.
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:Right.
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:Like whether you're in your
own business or you're working
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:for somebody else, right.
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:Like you're, you're leveraged
for somebody else's deal.
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:Right.
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:So you're always going to have
kind of some kind of hierarchy.
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:The, the, the trick is right.
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:How, how, how do I want to
fit into that cog, right?
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:Do I want to trade my ability?
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:To be able to make a limited income
for security and safety, right?
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:Because that's what a 95 is, right?
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:Like, I know this check is
coming, regardless of the level of
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:effort that I put forward, right?
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:I've already negotiated a certain
set of money towards Hours, right?
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:And as long as I show up for that
amount of time, I can pretty much
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:calculate what I'm going to get.
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:While as entrepreneurship is like,
you're saying as more of a risk, right.
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:And an upfront investment of time
and energy without any like immediate
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:gratification of money coming back.
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:You know what I mean?
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:Or real big money, like a lot of times.
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:The most of the entrepreneurs
that I talked to, especially the
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:ones that are making, let's say
six, seven, eight figures, right?
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:They fail for a long time.
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:You know what I mean?
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:Like they've sucked for a
while until they got it right.
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:a payne: Failure is sucking.
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:It's like, you're literally
learning something like.
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:You can go to somebody's company, and
they give you a fuckin shelf of fuckin
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:Oh, this is what you do, this is your
job description, blah, blah, blah, that's
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:cool, but it's not, it's not that you're
failing, it's like you're literally trying
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:to learn, like, as far as, like, music.
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:That's, like, It's like a kind of drop
in a bucket type thing because everybody
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:wants to do music but the real like
how people they use their music to
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:promote products they use their music
to they get going to different avenues.
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:rob: You gotta have a plan about yourself.
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:Yeah, right.
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:You can't just be out trying to just do it
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:a payne: to do it.
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:And that's what I learned.
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:I've been signed before and things
like that, like a local label,
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:whatever, signed a few years back.
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:So I've been doing music since
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:Okay.
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:Not consistently, but on and off.
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:I started out in Sacramento.
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:You remember Blue Lamp,
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:rob: right?
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:Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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:I do.
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:I I, I performed there myself, been
the shows the whole nine years.
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:Right, right,
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:a payne: right.
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:So I was a part of the whole,
like, you know what I'm saying?
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:Like.
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:She's good people.
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:Yeah.
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:Say shout out to Gabby.
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:Shout out to Chauncey.
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:Like, I met some amazingly dope artists.
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:I've had my own show there in
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:It's not on streaming no more.
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:'cause it got to them because at
that time, you know I had a that's
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:my husband and my son coming in.
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:So if you hear a baby
screaming, don't you?
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:All
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:rob: good?
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:. You all good baby?
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:a payne: Norm.
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:Okay.
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:So basically I've been in Sacramento
ince I moved to Sacramento in:
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:I lived there until 2018 and then I've
been back and forth like as far as
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:my business and I just started like
kind of, I had to be my own boss.
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:I was working for myself.
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:I was a new mom with my
oldest daughter at the time.
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:And I just had to promote myself,
like, that is, I don't know what it is.
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:It's like a certain type of energy, like
an entrepreneurial energy in Sacramento.
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:It's like, I'm going to
get up and go do something.
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:I'm just going to stand outside.
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:Fuck it.
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:Like, you want your hair done, girl?
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:Yeah, come on.
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:Like, I literally, like, that's
how I used to promote myself.
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:And it's like, it was like, so cool.
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:Like, not to say that Stockton, like,
isn't the same, but it's like, kind of,
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:if people grew up with you and they seen
you in school and things like that, I'm
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:like, oh, that's My real name is Tanya.
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:Oh, that's just Tanya from Narnia.
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:I'm paying right now.
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:Watch who you talking
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:rob: to.
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:Hey, look, they said, they said Jesus
couldn't even make no, couldn't make
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:any miracles happen where he was from.
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:Cause the lack of belief.
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:Nah, cause he couldn't do it
cause he did it everywhere else.
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:They just didn't believe that.
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:He's like, I mean, I'm out of here.
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:You know, and they just
saw him as little Jesus.
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:You know what I'm saying?
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:a payne: As, as a, I feel like now, like
the Valley, the central Valley where
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:like, you know, it's starting to be
more unity and things of that nature.
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:But like the blue lab was fucking tough.
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:Like I used to go there
and they didn't know me.
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:I wasn't from Sacramento.
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:So like, Hey y'all, I'm just
talking to Californians.
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:People will walk out.
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:Like, who is this?
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:And then I'm like, well, fuck it, huh?
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:And then everybody come
back in like, who the fuck?
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:So heck, make a name for yourself.
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:I'm not famous or nothing,
but you know, I mean, right.
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:rob: Niggas know , Hey,
talent speaks for itself.
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:But I mean, to, to, to go back to
like the, you suck phase, right?
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:Like.
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:I feel like you do like, and I,
cause I'm just a realist, right?
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:Like you do suck compared to like
how much better you'll be in a year
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:or two years or three years, right?
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:Like you gotta allow yourself that
time to suck so you can get better.
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:You know what I mean?
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:Like, cause if you don't
go through that suck phase.
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:You won't ever be better or if
you don't start because you think
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:a payne: you're gonna say me when
I when I think of the word I'm very
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:Well, I've grown out of being super
duper self critical okay, so When I
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:say failure or I've seen something that
will Smith has said he said he said
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:you have to be able to not be Afraid
to fail forward meaning keep failing
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:keep failing keep failing keep failing
eventually, you know, so you gotta you
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:gotta win it's like You practicing?
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:It's like, I used to play instruments.
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:I used to play piano and guitar.
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:But because I wasn't being encouraged
by like my friends and things like that.
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:Oh, why you want to play guitar?
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:Why you want to bitch?
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:Mind your business.
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:Like that's what I should have
said at the time, but I didn't.
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:I was a kid, you know,
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:rob: right, right, right, right.
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:a payne: It took me a while
to I was petrified to sing.
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:I didn't really, nobody really,
none of my close friends and
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:family knew I could sing.
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:So like I was fucking like grown.
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:All right, bitch.
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:I've been doing this in my room.
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:I've been practicing.
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:Well, I've been sucking
in my room for you.
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:I'm not no pause.
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:Well, that's not like I've been I've been
practicing in my room for years, you know,
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:so This is a family show But yeah, so give
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:rob: him an uncle roger.
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:Sorry children, you know, you
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:a payne: know I I literally just Music is
like a part of my heart Son, is he loose?
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:My son, he, he on one, he ain't even two,
he only one and a half, he trippin Is he
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:rob: loose?
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:No that's a, that's a common thing I
think from all of people, right, is
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:that we get to this, this place where
it's like, because the people who
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:are closest to us, friends, families,
people who we would think like, bro,
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:you'll support me just cause you
know me and you know I'm the shit.
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:Right.
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:Right.
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:Or, you know what I'm saying?
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:And, and like, you love me,
you would want to support me.
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:They'd be like, you can't say like,
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:a payne: And
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:rob: nobody has, unless you come from
it, like, there's a few people that I,
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:that I, that I look to like Killer Mike.
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:Dave Chappelle, like Kanye West, right?
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:People may not like everything
that they do, but they're
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:very secure in who they are.
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:They're very confident in their vision.
448
:And one thing that they all have
in confident was a very strong
449
:foundational, like family support
that was like, you could do it.
450
:Believe in yourself, have
a vision and go after it.
451
:Cause to be honest, that's all that's,
that's really, what's important is that
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:if you can stay hyper and like focused
on your vision, you wouldn't have gave
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:a shit what nobody was talking about.
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:Right, right.
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:No, nothing.
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:Nobody would have had to say what
it mattered unless it was going
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:towards what your vision was.
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:Cause that's what I ought to,
wasn't been important to you, but
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:nobody really teaches us how to
do that until later on in life.
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:After we've accepted all these
retarded ass agreements that
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:don't really serve us, but we've.
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:We didn't know how not to do that.
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:You know what
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:a payne: I mean?
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:Well, for me, I come from a musical
family, but they work, it's like
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:I have a lot of family and nursing
and corrections and shit like that.
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:I never, as a shorty, I never wanted
to fucking do none of that shit.
468
:I'm gonna fucking sing.
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:Like, I don't
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:rob: know what's right.
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:Oh, you think you
472
:a payne: is shit.
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:You'll see For me I thrive off a
motherfucking doubt me Let me give me
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:a you know what I'm saying, but I did
have support But my family, my parents
475
:are older and things of that nature.
476
:Like, you know, we didn't really
have the, in the nineties and early
477
:two thousands, like a lot of people
wanted you to shelf out all this
478
:money to, you know, do what you do.
479
:And it was, you know, they would,
if you just, you know, have your.
480
:Regular job and shit.
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:Like my parents took care of me, like
I had a stable ba you know, a stable
482
:childhood and things of that nature.
483
:But she was like, I didn't
go shot at this shit.
484
:I had to invest in myself and say fuck it.
485
:Like, fuck what people think.
486
:And like, and it was hard for me
to accept, like, it was like I'm
487
:making music and you know, my shit
might've been garage band at the
488
:time, but that's all I can afford.
489
:And it was amazing to me, like just
being able in the element to create.
490
:It was so cool, but it took me years
to learn about quality and working
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:with artists and have working with
a label and they're not seeing
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:my vision and I'm the songwriter.
493
:So it's like, but I, you know,
I understand like when you're
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:a label, you're pretty much
an employee of the label.
495
:So I understand that now, but
496
:rob: I was, everybody's leverage, right?
497
:What part of you in the cog?
498
:a payne: They want me to make
extremely vulgar music, which
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:I mean, don't get me wrong.
500
:I'm grown, you know, we do, we do
as adults, but as far as like, I
501
:don't want to me personally, I really
look at music at art, not trying to
502
:go viral, not trying to be cliche
or catchy or I don't give a fuck.
503
:I basically make this music that
I want to hear for myself because.
504
:It got to a point where I was just
tired of hearing certain shit.
505
:Like I would literally get mad.
506
:Like, I'm like, what the
fuck is this on the radio?
507
:Yo, like, really?
508
:You know, but
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:rob: then I'd be,
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:a payne: you know, I'm a hater.
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:Oh, you old.
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:And like the internet is insane.
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:Like.
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:I have Twitter and stuff like that.
515
:And a lot of times, you know,
people become unhinged on Twitter.
516
:Like I'll send a random comment
on a random thread and he
517
:will, Oh, you're failed singer.
518
:Oh, you're this, you're
that blah, blah, blah.
519
:I'm like, did you watch my video?
520
:Thank you.
521
:And
522
:rob: the crazy part to me, and thank you,
yes, thank you for watching my video.
523
:Thank you for knowing I'm a singer.
524
:Thank you for having an opinion on if
I'm still succeeding or not, because
525
:most people just don't even care.
526
:So the fact that you took time out
of your day to write a comment, I
527
:appreciate you bro, whether it's good,
bad, or indifferent, but most people
528
:will allow themselves to never reach
their dreams just because they're
529
:afraid of that type of comment, right?
530
:Like when that's a compliment.
531
:a payne: I love social media.
532
:Like I, I talk crap all day.
533
:Like that's kind of like where I
have a dark ass sense of humor.
534
:I'm fucking terrible, but I'm not like a
heartless person, but I have a dark sense
535
:of, you know, like, you know, I like.
536
:Dirt comedy like Dave Chappelle's
on my favorite comedian
537
:Chris rock, you know, fucking
538
:rob: davis is shit.
539
:I love him
540
:a payne: bernie mack You know Williams,
you know i'm saying like who's your
541
:rob: who's your musical influences?
542
:a payne: My musical influences.
543
:Okay, so I have a few so alia would
be one of my musical influences
544
:I just love her the tone of her
voice and like just her spirit and
545
:effortlessness That she had alia Missy
elliott as far as creativity I'm Drake.
546
:I know people are like Drake,
cause he's so extra, but I
547
:love his songwriting ability.
548
:I love his versatility
and things of that nature.
549
:And who else?
550
:Frank Ocean.
551
:Frank Ocean is like, he's like one of
the, he's one of the artists that made
552
:me feel like, okay, I could write.
553
:Like I used to be petrified to write.
554
:I didn't know what the fuck to write.
555
:I'm like, Oh my God, I
don't know what to write.
556
:It's like, I could sing, but
I don't know what to write.
557
:And who else?
558
:I love Keisha Cole.
559
:Like I just had to shout out to Keisha.
560
:She on tour right now.
561
:I'm trying to, Keisha and Keisha
is another person that I was like,
562
:man, she's from like Oakland.
563
:I'm like, Oh my God.
564
:Like, she's like, not, I'm not
from Oakland, but like, well, like
565
:if she can do it, I can do it.
566
:And she was so young and
just doing her thing.
567
:Yeah, no,
568
:rob: Keisha should be a, a, a
poster child for if she can do
569
:it, literally anybody can do it.
570
:Like
571
:a payne: she came from the struggle.
572
:Just be screaming at people.
573
:She came from the struggle and nothing
and I will argue somebody down who say she
574
:can't say I'm like you guys Keisha mess
up Okay, don't don't play with me about
575
:no Keisha Now shit enough is it somebody
576
:rob: don't play about the bay area queen
577
:a payne: Somebody somebody on twitter
don't say but monica can't sing.
578
:I said monica
579
:rob: Now monica can sing
580
:a payne: for sure monica can sing her
butt off and shout out to brandy as well
581
:now brandy I feel like she has a more
versatile style and voice and she can
582
:rob: stand by i'll stand behind
her brandy for sure I can't
583
:face versatility, vocal control.
584
:She got it for sure.
585
:Yeah.
586
:a payne: But we're not going
to say Monica can't sing.
587
:Yeah.
588
:rob: Monica can sing.
589
:I would, I would, I would dare to say I
could put a Monica over a Keshia Cole.
590
:Man.
591
:a payne: It's not, I can't.
592
:I can't pick, but as a child,
I actually wanted to be Monica.
593
:Like
594
:rob: I could
595
:a payne: really sing y'all
y'all check out my shit, man.
596
:But
597
:rob: we definitely, we go right.
598
:That's going to blow us up
599
:a payne: for sure.
600
:As a kid, like I was like,
Oh my gosh, I love usher.
601
:I love Monica.
602
:I just love the whole era of music.
603
:Like.
604
:That nineties, it was like
605
:rob: riff.
606
:Real nineties era.
607
:Nineties.
608
:Early 2000.
609
:Early two thousands.
610
:Yeah.
611
:I had
612
:a payne: no, no business
listening to It's a cool girl,
613
:like, mom, can I borrow your cd?
614
:She like, yeah.
615
:rob: It was a different vibe back then.
616
:Like vibe.
617
:A totally different vibe
than like what you would like
618
:even now I feel like 'cause.
619
:Even on the radio.
620
:I feel like they like five, 10 years back
still, like we:
621
:It's just a different vibe
of the music that you hear,
622
:like coming out, like Right.
623
:The newest CDs that are coming,
you know, or cd the newest tapes
624
:that's coming out are albums.
625
:Right.
626
:You know what I mean?
627
:Right.
628
:a payne: The eps and the, and
the streaming, you know, like the
629
:whole it's really changed the game.
630
:I really just, I love just.
631
:R& B, but I also I'm not gonna cap like
I love some rap and things like that But
632
:I just love one of my favorite rappers is
Roddy Ricch like one of the newer rappers
633
:and stuff He's hella dope to me but I
just like people who like you can to me
634
:you can kind of tell like If a person is
being authentic or they're being trendy to
635
:me, I mean, I don't know maybe I don't I
don't know It's like I just don't want to
636
:hear no You know, shout out Stacey Redd.
637
:I respect her hustle her grind,
but personally i'm not seeing
638
:a Listen to a whole car right?
639
:It's 60 red.
640
:I might play a couple of songs.
641
:I'm not going to catch.
642
:You do got some
643
:rob: cool little.
644
:If she came on in the club or
something, like I'm not going to leave
645
:the dance floor, but like, right.
646
:I'm never gonna download one of her songs.
647
:No, you know what i'm
648
:a payne: saying?
649
:It's just not it don't I don't relate
but you know, it's like oh you old head.
650
:I'm like, bitch.
651
:I am not old like No, well,
652
:rob: I'm just real particular
about like And exactly.
653
:I try to remember when I was 18, 19,
20, but then I also, I'm just like,
654
:I'm just real particular about the
vibes and what I put into my body.
655
:If I'm a, if I'm cool with
somebody screaming, whatever
656
:she's saying at me, then I'm cool
with saying it, which I'm not.
657
:Right?
658
:Like, otherwise why am I listening to it?
659
:You know what I mean?
660
:Cause I just like her personality.
661
:Even if I'm saying it back to myself
in my head, you know what I'm saying?
662
:I am saying it.
663
:So it's like, I don't
want that kind of energy.
664
:I feel it.
665
:a payne: I feel it.
666
:You so mature now.
667
:I'm not going to cap like it.
668
:It's not even that I listen to her.
669
:It's like if you're on TikTok and
you'd be like beating that ass up.
670
:Oh wait.
671
:The kids, right?
672
:rob: Exactly.
673
:But
674
:a payne: I don't, I don't listen to that
type of stuff around my kids at all.
675
:Like I don't know from my children at
all, but they can, but you know, my older
676
:kids, like you kind of can't escape it.
677
:Like it's on TikTok.
678
:It's on youtube.
679
:Exactly.
680
:rob: So it's like they listen to worse
music than I I know they do I know
681
:a payne: You remember LimeWire
fucked the computers up.
682
:rob: And they got worse.
683
:They got, they got more new,
better shit than we ever had.
684
:That we don't even know nothing.
685
:And I'll be like, I know I'm a little hip.
686
:I try to stay up on my
trends and everything.
687
:And I know I don't know all
the new age, young people shit.
688
:Cause I ain't young.
689
:Like I'm just not in it like they are.
690
:And I know they know how to
keep a decent sized secret.
691
:But those from the
nineties be leaking shit.
692
:We'll for sure put that shit out,
693
:a payne: man.
694
:And you know, it's like son, quit crying.
695
:See, this is my life.
696
:This is, this is my life all
the time, but I don't judge.
697
:I don't judge, but I'll say I like art.
698
:I like art.
699
:I love art.
700
:Like Frank Ocean is like really a
big inspo as far as my writing style.
701
:I like Frank.
702
:I just released the I just released
the EP last summer called Hammer Skate.
703
:It's like, it's really, it's the vibes.
704
:Like I like different styles.
705
:I see that.
706
:rob: You got a video to that one, right?
707
:a payne: Yeah.
708
:That's slow down.
709
:But.
710
:It's a six track EP and Hammer Skate
is like, basically like, it was it's
711
:like Cowskate in Sacramento, but it's
like the one, it's closed down now.
712
:It's in Stockton.
713
:It was like a coming of age, like, it
was like, basically what was the cast?
714
:Like when we
715
:rob: used to go hang out at
the stadium, we had Cowskate.
716
:He used to pop.
717
:a payne: Like, I done been to all the
little skating rinks, but Hammerskate
718
:was my local thing, and I just, I had
to tap back into, like, the essence of
719
:where I started to have a love for music.
720
:Like, I had to tap into my
inner child, like, It's okay
721
:to make your inner child happy.
722
:Like, don't ever forget that guys.
723
:Like, yes, we're grown.
724
:Yes, we have responsibilities
and kids and bills.
725
:Aha, who gives a fuck?
726
:I have to do what makes me happy.
727
:So I'm really proud of that project.
728
:And I've been getting good reviews.
729
:I've been, you know, rocking shows.
730
:In Sacramento, Oakland, freaking Modesto.
731
:Like it's, I've been pushing it, like just
all self promotion and, but shout out to
732
:Emo, he's based in Sacramento as well.
733
:He's like, basically like one of
the staples and like my, like, he's
734
:like a big brother in music and I
really appreciate that he gave me.
735
:He just, he's really cool.
736
:He works with anybody and everybody,
as long as you do good business.
737
:And we got some, you know,
so if I send you the email,
738
:don't be playing no games now.
739
:Like, don't mess up my referral
if I send you there, but he's
740
:a really good friend of mine.
741
:He's given me opportunities throughout the
years, as far as like, I got to perform
742
:at one of his birthday shows years ago,
and no one knew who the hell I was, but
743
:he just respected my hustle and my grind.
744
:So it's like, I really take.
745
:relationships, like organic relationships,
personal, especially in this music shit,
746
:because it's hard to, you know, run
across people that really just want to
747
:keep in music and not on the messy shit.
748
:So,
749
:rob: yeah, no, I know.
750
:I'm sure you run into that as a female,
you know, dudes that want to, you know,
751
:a payne: I ain't gonna go if I'm married
752
:rob: now.
753
:Yeah, favorite type shit, you know.
754
:Oh, there ain't no favorite,
755
:a payne: bro.
756
:Right.
757
:I mean, I was young.
758
:You know what I'm saying?
759
:Shit, we all do some shit.
760
:You know what I mean?
761
:I don't know what it is
to survive and survive.
762
:You know what I'm saying?
763
:Right.
764
:I was young.
765
:Right.
766
:I'm married now.
767
:And my lawyer said I can't
talk about it no more.
768
:rob: Damn.
769
:And so, do that be hubby in the videos?
770
:a payne: Yes.
771
:That's my husband.
772
:rob: So he supports you and
the videos and the music and
773
:the entrepreneurship ventures.
774
:a payne: Yes, and we actually
met at a rap battle in:
775
:Oh, that's dope.
776
:We met at a rap battle that
we were both on the deal.
777
:rob: Oh, y'all was both, John, and who
778
:a payne: won?
779
:No, I didn't.
780
:Actually, my opponent
ended up not showing up.
781
:And his did too.
782
:So he, like, it was like,
kind of like a wild card.
783
:I gotta buy?
784
:Okay.
785
:No, no, no.
786
:He got to, they like, basically
whoever showed up, it was
787
:like a wild card type thing.
788
:Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
789
:He was battling.
790
:My opponent didn't show up,
so I ended up freestyling.
791
:I don't even rap, like, but
that's how much I love music.
792
:I'm like, fuck it.
793
:Yeah, yeah, fuck.
794
:I would show up and make it happen.
795
:So it was like yeah, we met in 2018
and then we were friends for two years.
796
:Then 2020 rolled around, we started
dating, we dated for five months,
797
:got married, been married almost four
years now, so that's our love story,
798
:but you know, it's hard, especially,
you know, being musicians together,
799
:like it's, it's hard, I don't know,
I've always kind of dated guys that do
800
:music or involved in music, producer,
whatever, and it's kind of hard to work
801
:with people that have control issues.
802
:It's for, you know what I mean?
803
:It's like, this ain't no iQtina type shit,
but I'm saying like, it's a lot of people
804
:that like, It's a lot of people that
like to put a cap on your creativity or,
805
:you know, it's okay if, you know, you're
doing hooks and stuff for them, but as
806
:soon as you want to step out and do your
own thing, it's a problem type thing.
807
:We got an issue.
808
:Right.
809
:And I feel like I've never been like that.
810
:Like my daughter's dad, we started
out doing music together as well.
811
:He got, he helped me get into like
recording and things like that nature.
812
:I had never recorded.
813
:I've always written like poems and
hooks and stuff like that, but I
814
:never had a studio access to a studio.
815
:So we're, we ain't on the best terms, but
you know, I am appreciative of the things
816
:that he showed me and, you know, I tried,
817
:rob: I mean, some people's first season,
some people, you know, that's that.
818
:And that's all
819
:a payne: I pick up,
Sam, but as far as like.
820
:Musically and romantically,
it's not easy for couples.
821
:I will say, we're not big time yet,
but I feel like in my heart and my
822
:soul, it's like, I'm gonna let you
express yourself the way you want to.
823
:And it's hard to not take it.
824
:Being a musician that said your
partner don't take a song personal
825
:or they feel like, Oh, you're
talking about something else.
826
:But when I, when I have that
understanding, when I compose
827
:a song, it's an experience.
828
:In my romantic life, period.
829
:So, fuck it.
830
:Right, right, right.
831
:I can't help, I can't, I can't.
832
:Hinder my creativity with the partner.
833
:And this is the first time I've
actually been able to express
834
:myself and we have disagreements.
835
:And he's like, who the
hell did I tell him about?
836
:I'm like, babe, it's not about no one.
837
:No, I'm just kidding.
838
:He's hella cool.
839
:But yeah, he's, he's been in
the battle scene, actually.
840
:We're both from Stockton and stuff.
841
:So he's, he's a little older than me.
842
:So he was like doing like the rap
battles in the jungle back in the day.
843
:I wasn't doing music, music at the time.
844
:So it was like, In
845
:rob: that capacity.
846
:Right.
847
:Okay.
848
:Okay.
849
:What were we talking about?
850
:We were doing what?
851
:I don't know.
852
:a payne: Inspirations.
853
:Oh yeah.
854
:Inspirations.
855
:Well, like I have many inspirations.
856
:I feel like My personal romance
experience, like, from Heartbreak or,
857
:you know, Love, you know, the whole
fuzzy honeymoon phase shit that's like,
858
:inspires, like, a lot of my music.
859
:I didn't really know how to, like,
write from that, yeah, the lyrics.
860
:I didn't know how to write from that
standpoint, because I was young,
861
:I really didn't experience What I
thought was heartbreaking until I did.
862
:I'm like, Oh, but it's
for me, it's therapy.
863
:And you know, it's unfortunate.
864
:Like when you do do R and B or you
do like singing stuff, it was like,
865
:I can't wait till she get her heart
broke again so I can get a new album.
866
:But you know, Let's
867
:rob: go.
868
:Well, you learn, I think you learn how to
like just revisit those places, understand
869
:those emotions on a deeper level so
that you can conjure it, you know, at
870
:will versus having to experience it.
871
:But experiences are the best teachers and
the best narrators for lyrics for sure.
872
:Cause you can, somebody could
explain to you how much it hurt,
873
:but until you feel it yourself,
you don't know how deep that hurt
874
:a payne: is, man.
875
:Well, like, you know, a lot of times.
876
:As I, you know, I'll be watching like,
you know, self help podcast and stuff.
877
:A lot of times, you know, we, we as
women and men, we fall in love with
878
:the idea of a person or the potential
of a person and what we could see
879
:them being and stuff like that.
880
:And then when, when it's not that when
reality sets in, it's like, this is
881
:really how this person is like, Oh my God,
like, but I'm saying it's a part of life.
882
:It's a lot of love and
experience, but I I'm blessed
883
:to be able to reflect on things.
884
:and be able to convey it in a way where
it's not, I'm, I'm not here to promote
885
:like, niggas ain't shit and all that shit.
886
:Cause I mean, we all ain't shit at
some point, but I really want to
887
:just, that's why I love 90s and early
:
888
:It could be a terrible story, but it's
the way it's laid and conveyed and I,
889
:I do music myself, but I would love
to write for other people and like
890
:collaborate with other writers as well.
891
:Like that's really my goal ultimately.
892
:It's like, I personally do enjoy doing
music myself, but I'm not opposed
893
:to writing for other people because
I feel like my pen is strong and
894
:I'm working on a new project now.
895
:I can't give y'all too many
details yet until it's all like,
896
:you know, the final stages.
897
:But I definitely am being more consistent
with my music, like I've been dropping
898
:since last summer, and it feels great, it
feels wonderful, like, I had to take some
899
:time and step back and recalibrate and do
900
:rob: my shit.
901
:What's the vision for
the music moving forward?
902
:Like what do you, what do
you see yourself a year, two
903
:a payne: years?
904
:Oh honey, I see myself.
905
:Like I said, I see myself
being in, in rooms with people
906
:writing for other artists.
907
:I definitely see myself overseas
cause I, I have different genres now.
908
:I don't just come with R and B.
909
:I love EDM.
910
:I love pop.
911
:I love, I do love rock and roll.
912
:That's the way to go.
913
:I haven't got a chance to work
with a rock and roll band yet, but
914
:that's definitely something I'm
speaking into existence and hit her
915
:rob: up.
916
:We going, we going, you
917
:a payne: know, you know, so Like
I said, if you need hooks versus,
918
:you know, mama got to pay some
bills, but I don't charge too much.
919
:It's going to be worth every penny, but
like at the same token, like if we can
920
:make a classic record and stuff like that,
the money's going to come eventually.
921
:So.
922
:I produce.
923
:rob: We gonna have to do something.
924
:Okay, okay.
925
:Let's get it.
926
:For sure.
927
:I've been telling everybody that, that
knows that I, you know, cause I have
928
:a lot of clients that I, I just worked
with me for years and they know how I
929
:work, which is I'll just take a year off.
930
:Like I'll just stop doing that.
931
:Cause I make music cause I like
to make music, not cause of.
932
:It makes me hella money, which if
I'm doing it consistently, it can
933
:make me a decent amount of money,
but I've never done it to make money.
934
:So like, I'll just stop.
935
:It's
936
:a payne: literally therapy for me.
937
:I know that I I've, I've sold features
and stuff before like that, but some
938
:people didn't use them, whatever.
939
:That's, that's the thing, whatever,
because a lot, a lot of my music.
940
:And now I'm more selective on who I
work with as well because don't get
941
:me wrong, like Northern California,
you know, people have they vibe and
942
:they gangsta stuff, which is fine.
943
:But me personally, if I can't relate
to it or stuff like that, I'm not
944
:gonna, I don't want to contribute to
that record because it's not going
945
:to coincide with the vision you have.
946
:So I understand that.
947
:Right.
948
:And
949
:rob: there's a few people there.
950
:That's an easy way to look at it.
951
:Like, I can't even, I don't
see where you going with it.
952
:I can't relate to it.
953
:So how could I further, you
know what I mean, further that?
954
:Right, right.
955
:So I can respect that.
956
:a payne: Yeah, so you know, I, I, I just,
you know, I love, I love music and I'm not
957
:opposed to working with different artists
and different genres and stuff like that.
958
:Like, I love, like, there's 90s
R& B, there's R& B and shit.
959
:Like, I have, that's what, on this
project, On my last project too, I had
960
:some like some EDM tempo stuff, but on
this project it's a little more intimate,
961
:and basically kind of, like, diving into
my shit, my heartbreak, man, and, and,
962
:like, I'm married now, but I, I, I'm so
grateful to have a patient partner, and
963
:he understands that, you know, like,
this is literally therapy for me, and,
964
:you know, and nothing's perfect, no
relationship is perfect, but I try to it.
965
:Encouraging as well.
966
:Like just speak your truth.
967
:You don't have to be like anybody else.
968
:And that's for any artists
coming up, speak your truth,
969
:speak what's true to you.
970
:Right.
971
:Or, you know, be the voice for
someone else, you know, close to you.
972
:They don't know how to
convey that certain message.
973
:I just feel like music has lost not
all artists because there's still
974
:some very amazing artists out.
975
:Which is why I'm so proud that, like,
Killer Mike finally won his award, and
976
:Victoria Monet, she won, and SZA won,
and, like, real artists still, yeah,
977
:real artists still exist, and it's like,
we just need support, and, you know,
978
:the young kids don't like what they
like, but I'm saying, I'm making music
979
:for a more mature audience, it's not
necessarily age bracket or nothing, I'm
980
:just making more musical substance, and
I'm not gonna say I don't make music.
981
:Sexy stuff or you know, might have
a cuss word here and there, but I
982
:really wanna use my vocabulary because
I have an . I might say so much.
983
:rob: She's impeccable.
984
:. No, you do.
985
:You, you, you're well articulated.
986
:I can definitely thank you.
987
:You know, there's, there's you, you,
you, you put time into your craft,
988
:which is appreciated by those of us
who do consume your music and Right.
989
:Why?
990
:I will say, keep doing it.
991
:Keep, keep.
992
:Thank you.
993
:Keep putting good music out.
994
:I like to ask all my guests if there
is a, a piece of advice, something
995
:that you've learned along the way
that's, that's helped you, right?
996
:What would you like to give to the
audience that will help them on their
997
:entrepreneurial journeys, whether
it's music, business, service,
998
:products, whatever the case may be,
what would you like to help them with?
999
:a payne: I would say, Honestly, I would
say, like, put God first, honestly,
:
00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:07,825
like, let him be your strength and
your rock and don't let other people,
:
00:43:07,835 --> 00:43:12,095
don't let the opinions of other
people that, we all have visions.
:
00:43:12,445 --> 00:43:17,795
No one can see our vision but us when it's
not externally put into the universe yet.
:
00:43:18,340 --> 00:43:24,100
Believe in your vision, trust your vision,
and just pray, pray, pray, and get around
:
00:43:24,110 --> 00:43:28,400
people that are further, they're doing
similar things, they may be further ahead
:
00:43:28,640 --> 00:43:32,330
than you, and it's okay to have mentors,
it's okay to have people that show you the
:
00:43:32,330 --> 00:43:36,680
ropes, it's okay to be, I guess, an intern
of the game, you know what I'm saying?
:
00:43:36,690 --> 00:43:40,370
It's like I said, you want to be a boss,
but you gotta learn, we have to learn from
:
00:43:40,370 --> 00:43:43,970
somebody, we don't just wake up freaking
knowing what the hell we're doing.
:
00:43:45,140 --> 00:43:46,610
It was like, it's okay to intern.
:
00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:48,520
It's like the money,
the money is important.
:
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:50,530
Don't get me wrong,
but it's going to come.
:
00:43:50,820 --> 00:43:52,470
It's about how you show up.
:
00:43:52,780 --> 00:43:57,400
It's about being on time, being
professional, not being, you know,
:
00:43:57,460 --> 00:43:59,270
slizzards I didn't been all through that.
:
00:43:59,270 --> 00:44:00,310
I'm saying like, I really.
:
00:44:01,595 --> 00:44:03,145
I overcame so many things.
:
00:44:03,145 --> 00:44:04,165
I overcame heartbreak.
:
00:44:04,165 --> 00:44:05,255
I overcame addiction.
:
00:44:05,255 --> 00:44:10,095
I, I overcame a lot of things in my
young life that I didn't understand.
:
00:44:10,095 --> 00:44:13,005
And I was in a party
scene, whatever that shit.
:
00:44:13,165 --> 00:44:17,195
But when it comes to my family, my kids,
like that's the most important thing.
:
00:44:17,215 --> 00:44:22,435
And I want to do my music now
that I'm, I used to do X pills.
:
00:44:22,775 --> 00:44:25,795
Like I was like in the bill and feeling
myself for hella years and shit,
:
00:44:26,425 --> 00:44:28,085
but I'm almost four years clean now.
:
00:44:28,605 --> 00:44:33,985
And That was a whole fuckin
life shifting experience because
:
00:44:33,985 --> 00:44:35,665
I got ahold of some bad shit.
:
00:44:36,535 --> 00:44:38,985
And I got, I had to go to the hospital.
:
00:44:39,195 --> 00:44:40,435
Like, I almost died off that shit.
:
00:44:41,325 --> 00:44:44,855
So, if I could give a piece
of advice to anybody, like,
:
00:44:45,075 --> 00:44:46,945
stay focused, keep God first.
:
00:44:48,025 --> 00:44:49,605
Stay away from the jokers, man.
:
00:44:49,705 --> 00:44:50,554
That's all I can say.
:
00:44:50,915 --> 00:44:54,905
Stay away from the jokers, man, because
these niggas, you know what I'm saying?
:
00:44:55,065 --> 00:44:56,945
I'm not telling people you
won't do what they want to do.
:
00:44:56,945 --> 00:44:58,635
You know, the party scene,
people want to do what they
:
00:44:58,635 --> 00:44:58,995
rob: want to do.
:
00:44:58,995 --> 00:45:00,025
But yeah, yeah, yeah.
:
00:45:00,025 --> 00:45:03,025
The best, the best teacher is experience.
:
00:45:03,035 --> 00:45:03,895
So, you know what I'm saying?
:
00:45:03,895 --> 00:45:06,255
If you can't learn from somebody
telling you, you're going to go
:
00:45:06,255 --> 00:45:07,355
out there and bump your head.
:
00:45:07,355 --> 00:45:07,935
You know what I'm saying?
:
00:45:08,425 --> 00:45:10,065
Then you'll have this car and you'll know,
:
00:45:11,275 --> 00:45:13,285
a payne: I'm just saying a lot
of people don't get the chance
:
00:45:13,285 --> 00:45:14,415
to bounce back from that shit.
:
00:45:14,415 --> 00:45:16,735
Either they, you know, they're
meant to be prepared for the
:
00:45:16,735 --> 00:45:18,185
rest of their life or they die.
:
00:45:18,635 --> 00:45:19,245
Right.
:
00:45:19,985 --> 00:45:25,945
And, Yeah, I almost died out that
shit, like, I was like, fuck, like, I
:
00:45:25,955 --> 00:45:30,355
guess I was having an active overdose,
but I didn't, I didn't, I didn't
:
00:45:30,365 --> 00:45:33,975
pass out, but I was like, fucking, so
out of my mind, like, people telling
:
00:45:33,975 --> 00:45:37,765
me I'm doing shit, I'm like, no, I
didn't do that, I just blacked out
:
00:45:37,765 --> 00:45:41,025
for like, fucking four days, and I'm
like, what the fuck, where am I at?
:
00:45:41,085 --> 00:45:43,145
Like, that shit ain't cool, man, fuck.
:
00:45:43,215 --> 00:45:43,645
Nah.
:
00:45:43,675 --> 00:45:44,375
Don't do drugs,
:
00:45:44,375 --> 00:45:44,835
rob: kids.
:
00:45:45,450 --> 00:45:47,880
Well, we and all the fans
are happy you are here.
:
00:45:48,030 --> 00:45:50,460
We are happy that you have turned
your life around and you are
:
00:45:50,460 --> 00:45:52,250
giving us this amazing music.
:
00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:53,190
As I said Auntie,
:
00:45:53,430 --> 00:45:54,880
a payne: just drink a little wine now,
:
00:45:54,880 --> 00:45:55,560
rob: that's all.
:
00:45:55,610 --> 00:45:56,800
Ain't nothing wrong with a little wine.
:
00:45:57,180 --> 00:45:58,340
They say it's good for your heart, right?
:
00:45:58,480 --> 00:45:58,910
Yeah.
:
00:45:58,910 --> 00:45:59,320
Yeah.
:
00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:00,120
Lives a day.
:
00:46:00,720 --> 00:46:01,000
You know?
:
00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:02,475
But That's a pain.
:
00:46:02,515 --> 00:46:03,495
This is dope for life.
:
00:46:03,545 --> 00:46:05,005
And this is the hybrid view podcast.
:
00:46:05,015 --> 00:46:05,925
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:
00:46:05,935 --> 00:46:11,645
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:
00:46:11,645 --> 00:46:12,965
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:
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:
00:46:13,675 --> 00:46:14,825
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:
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a payne: support.
:
00:46:17,355 --> 00:46:18,295
Thank you so much.
:
00:46:18,295 --> 00:46:19,045
I appreciate it.
:
00:46:19,445 --> 00:46:19,685
Check
:
00:46:19,685 --> 00:46:23,075
rob: out a pain everywhere
you can download music.
:
00:46:23,075 --> 00:46:23,255
Stop.
:
00:46:23,585 --> 00:46:24,365
Don't be dumb.
:
00:46:24,455 --> 00:46:25,525
Like type the name in.
:
00:46:25,595 --> 00:46:26,995
Y'all know, y'all know,
:
00:46:27,745 --> 00:46:28,415
a payne: y'all know I'm the
:
00:46:28,415 --> 00:46:29,545
rob: crazy lady on the internet.
:
00:46:30,275 --> 00:46:31,275
Visuals is crazy.
:
00:46:31,285 --> 00:46:32,505
Music is crazy.
:
00:46:32,735 --> 00:46:35,065
And do you got anything
dropping in the near future?
:
00:46:35,225 --> 00:46:39,815
a payne: I do have, I do have some,
I don't have a set date, but I am
:
00:46:39,835 --> 00:46:42,285
almost done with like my first album.
:
00:46:42,295 --> 00:46:44,725
Like I have an album
length worth of music.
:
00:46:44,925 --> 00:46:47,695
So I'm trying to, you know,
I'm trying to wrap it up.
:
00:46:48,785 --> 00:46:53,365
I want to say late summer, maybe early
fall, cause I really don't want to
:
00:46:53,495 --> 00:46:55,375
rob: summer jam, we got a
summer jam coming hopefully.
:
00:46:55,375 --> 00:46:56,904
Oh yeah, I'm gonna drop
in, I got a single.
:
00:46:56,905 --> 00:46:59,868
If not, we gonna have a breezy
fall, you know what I'm saying.
:
00:46:59,868 --> 00:47:01,665
a payne: But look, I just
dropped, I just dropped my latest
:
00:47:01,665 --> 00:47:02,775
single, it's called The Low.
:
00:47:02,775 --> 00:47:04,455
That's T H E L O.
:
00:47:04,455 --> 00:47:10,985
So, if you got me on my Instagram is A P
A Y N E music, spelled the regular way.
:
00:47:10,985 --> 00:47:13,245
You can go on there,
all my links are there.
:
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:16,680
So you can see my latest
singles, albums, all that stuff.
:
00:47:16,680 --> 00:47:17,660
So thank
:
00:47:17,660 --> 00:47:18,000
rob: you so much.
:
00:47:18,060 --> 00:47:19,820
And what's your Instagram, Tik
:
00:47:19,820 --> 00:47:20,580
a payne: TOK, all that good stuff.
:
00:47:20,740 --> 00:47:21,160
Oh yeah.
:
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:25,340
Oh, so my Instagram is a pain music
and my Tik TOK is a pain music.
:
00:47:25,350 --> 00:47:28,080
That's P a Y and E music one one six.
:
00:47:28,590 --> 00:47:29,860
Twitter is the same one.
:
00:47:30,290 --> 00:47:30,560
Okay.
:
00:47:30,620 --> 00:47:32,290
Tanya Chamberlain on Facebook.
:
00:47:33,020 --> 00:47:33,690
It's me.
:
00:47:33,690 --> 00:47:35,580
Yeah, it's all good.
:
00:47:37,050 --> 00:47:39,110
rob: Well, that is it, folks.
:
00:47:39,110 --> 00:47:40,690
I appreciate you for staying this long.
:
00:47:40,690 --> 00:47:43,730
If you have, make sure,
like, comment, subscribe.
:
00:47:44,150 --> 00:47:44,660
We love you.
:
00:47:45,630 --> 00:47:45,860
Peace.