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What struck me about today's guest was how
Lee Griffith:comfortable she is in the type of leader she shows up to be. I
Lee Griffith:shall admit it's been a work in progress over a varied career in
Lee Griffith:the NHS, with a strong sense of values and a clear purpose to
Lee Griffith:make a difference has helped guide in even the most
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Lee Griffith:To find out more. Today I'm talking about Terry Davis, CEO
Lee Griffith:of Gateshead health NHS Foundation Trust, Judy shares
Lee Griffith:how she stayed motivated over a 30 year career, how she's got
Lee Griffith:organizational alignment in taken an upside down approach to
Lee Griffith:management, how she copes with being an NHS leader in the face
Lee Griffith:of relentless challenge, and why her dog is a famous face amongst
Lee Griffith:colleagues enjoy.
Lee Griffith:So I'm delighted to welcome Judy Davis to the leaders of impact
Lee Griffith:podcast. Thank you so much for joining me today. I'm going to
Lee Griffith:jump straight in with my first question, which is what does
Lee Griffith:impactful leadership mean to
Unknown:you? That's a really broad question, isn't it, Lee,
Unknown:because I think the impactful leadership is very much
Unknown:dependent on where you're working and what you're doing.
Unknown:And for me, as a chief executive in the NHS, impactful leadership
Unknown:is making a difference to the people I serve, whether that be
Unknown:patients or our staff, and I choose my words around who I
Unknown:serve quite carefully, because I believe that as a chief
Unknown:executive officer within the NHS, you are actually in a very
Unknown:privileged position, and that you do serve the people who work
Unknown:with you in an organization because they are the people that
Unknown:look after our patients. So an impact for me is that when I
Unknown:make a difference for them, the impactful leadership element of
Unknown:it is how I can create a culture, an environment where
Unknown:they feel able to make a difference for our patients.
Unknown:Brilliant,
Lee Griffith:thank you. So I always like to go right back to
Lee Griffith:the beginning of a person's kind of career and what shaped them
Lee Griffith:as the person that they are. For you.
Lee Griffith:Tell me a little bit about yourself, and how you've, I
Lee Griffith:suppose, become the person that you are today. I
Unknown:currently live in the north of England, as you know,
Unknown:but that it didn't start out like that I lived as born in
Unknown:Devon, right. I was in a fairly small town in North Devon, and I
Unknown:probably had a fairly poor childhood. I learned very early
Unknown:in my childhood, that working hard, gave you results. And I
Unknown:wanted to work hard. But I came probably from a background where
Unknown:ambition wasn't really high on the agenda. I didn't have
Unknown:ambition. Nobody in my family had been to university. I just
Unknown:wanted to live a happy life really, I started to gain
Unknown:ambition when I wanted to be a nurse at the local hospital. And
Unknown:I worked hard to be a nurse. And that does indicate that there
Unknown:was some ambition. But I didn't see that as particularly
Unknown:ambitious. I saw it as something I really wanted to do. And from
Unknown:the very minute that I set foot in that hospital on the ward,
Unknown:North Devon district hospital, I found a place where I was
Unknown:immediately happy. I found that I was working with people who I
Unknown:wanted to be with who wanted to be with me. And we shared a
Unknown:common purpose, a common goal. And my ambition, that spark
Unknown:started in me then. And my ambition then started making I
Unknown:want to be a stiffness, I want to be stiffness on this ward.
Unknown:And then I wanted to be a sister on this ward. I've never thought
Unknown:far ahead. But I've always wanted to be better than what I
Unknown:am from that point onwards because I learned very quickly
Unknown:that you can do that in the NHS you can you're surrounded very
Unknown:often by people who want you to be the best that you can be
Unknown:because that gives patients a better outcome. And so my career
Unknown:started way back then. So my nurse training started in 1992.
Unknown:It was like a very long time ago.
Lee Griffith:You've obviously stuck around in the NHS since
Lee Griffith:then. What's kept you there?
Unknown:Oh, everything. I wouldn't work anywhere else. I
Unknown:love him. I love working in the NHS. I love working with people.
Unknown:I love the diversity of the people I work with. I love the
Unknown:diversity of the jobs that I do. I love the opportunities. I like
Unknown:the X experiences, I learned something new every day I'm
Unknown:challenged every day. I'm often annoyed every day as well. But
Unknown:you know that that's, that's the way it goes. I just feel that I
Unknown:work with people in the NHS who share a common set of values.
Unknown:And I haven't realized that till later in my career that that is
Unknown:what motivates me. Because quite often is when you work with
Unknown:people who don't share your values, that you realize what
Unknown:actually does make a difference to you in life. And actually,
Unknown:I've feel very, very attached to the NHS, and very, very proud of
Unknown:what the NHS does, in very difficult circumstances.
Lee Griffith:And you made that shift from nursing frontline, as
Lee Griffith:they've learned, say, into operational management, and
Lee Griffith:you've had a really varied career. Why did you make that
Lee Griffith:shift, I
Unknown:suppose, was unintentional, really, I think
Unknown:it comes with having curiosity. I remember as a sister on a
Unknown:stroke unit in Leeds, which is another great job, I love that,
Unknown:we would really try very hard to get the patients directly to the
Unknown:stroke unit, because their outcomes are better. Of course,
Unknown:they are, you know, these days, I know all about getting expert
Unknown:care to the right place early. But in those days, I just knew
Unknown:that the patients did better when they got to us. And I
Unknown:wanted to understand more about that process and how patients
Unknown:got their bed, handle apps through how everything happened.
Unknown:And to do that, I couldn't do that from the Ward environment
Unknown:where I was, and needed to do that by branching out a little
Unknown:bit. So I moved into service improvement. And I worked with
Unknown:the modernization agency through Leeds teaching hospitals to
Unknown:learn a lot of service improvement techniques. And as
Unknown:well as learning a lot, I also realized there was a lot I
Unknown:didn't know, which is why I realized I had no idea about how
Unknown:the hospital actually ran other than the clinical parts. I
Unknown:didn't know about waiting lists. I didn't know about booking I
Unknown:didn't know about anything like that. So I went and worked in
Unknown:trauma and Orthopaedics as a business manager and rapidly
Unknown:learned on the job. And every time I found something I didn't
Unknown:know I got another job to do it. Like that's how I worked around
Unknown:the hospital. And what's that taught
Lee Griffith:you? I suppose you've moved into more senior
Lee Griffith:roles. As you say, you didn't know what you didn't know,
Lee Griffith:whilst you were moving into these roles. How's that helped
Lee Griffith:shape you now, as the leader
Unknown:that you are? Always be inquisitive? Always ask
Unknown:questions. People will tell you people like to talk about
Unknown:themselves. People like to tell you what they know, they like to
Unknown:share their knowledge. And if you're prepared to listen, you
Unknown:will learn. And the more you ask, the more you learn, and the
Unknown:more rounded individual you are as a manager, and you begin to
Unknown:make much more informed decisions, have more informed
Unknown:conversations. But it's respectful of the people that do
Unknown:the job, who are experts already in that job that you're learning
Unknown:from them. And I learned that very, very quickly. As soon as
Unknown:you're out of your comfort zone, it's easy to feel stressed, feel
Unknown:worried, feel anxious. But in the NHS, there are experts all
Unknown:around you. There's always someone cleverer than you always
Unknown:we work with very clever people across the NHS and experts, why
Unknown:not use their expertise? And I learned that very, very early.
Unknown:Yeah,
Lee Griffith:yeah. So over a course of about 30 years, you've
Lee Griffith:slowly been working your way up the country. You're now in
Lee Griffith:Gateshead. Yeah.
Unknown:Much further north.
Lee Griffith:And you've been chief exec there for almost a
Lee Griffith:year, is it? Yeah, almost a year, what's what's been your
Lee Griffith:biggest learning in that transition into the chief
Lee Griffith:executive role having been, you know, clinician into operational
Lee Griffith:management, it must feel very different. Once again,
Unknown:it feels different, but it feels very natural. The
Unknown:differences the level of responsibility I feel for our
Unknown:staff and our patients and the drive to get that right. And
Unknown:that lives with me, but I've always had a sense of
Unknown:responsibility in the jobs that I've had, but it is particularly
Unknown:tough as chief executive, it does feel quite isolated in
Unknown:terms of that responsibility. There's also a lot that's
Unknown:familiar because it is the NHS is a hospital, I am comfortable
Unknown:in that environment, taking what I am comfortable with and making
Unknown:the effort to learn the culture here and the culture in the
Unknown:Northeast because I've come from the West Yorkshire region. So to
Unknown:move into the northeast, it's a new region as well. So it's not
Unknown:just the hospital I've moved is the region. And actually the
Unknown:networks as a chief executive are quite different. You're
Unknown:working with other chief executives and other providers,
Unknown:you're working across system in place. So all those people are
Unknown:new to me. So the hospital is really my comfort zone, I guess.
Unknown:Yeah, I hadn't thought of
Lee Griffith:it in that way that it's not just about going
Lee Griffith:into the new organization. You're You're the new girl in
Lee Griffith:your part. Yeah. So what reserves have you had to pull on
Lee Griffith:I suppose as as the new girl I've
Unknown:always got a lot of energy and enthusiasm. It
Unknown:doesn't take a lot to keep me motivated. And I get my energy
Unknown:from the familiar. I do worry, and I do have bad days. And I do
Unknown:say anything, I'll cry, kick, butt on the right thing. And you
Unknown:can get into a little bit of a negative cycle Can't you have
Unknown:anxiety and worrying if you if you just sit too much, and you
Unknown:look at a screen and rehearse the email that you maybe
Unknown:shouldn't have sent, or you should have sent, but it takes
Unknown:about five minutes to just walk across the road and go up to the
Unknown:hospital or into our community services, and have a chat with a
Unknown:few people and answer a few questions and have a cup of tea
Unknown:in the canteen. And then you feel a lot better about life.
Unknown:help people find their way around, feel really proud that
Unknown:actually you can help people find that clinic because you
Unknown:know, 10 months ago, nearly a year ago, I had no idea where
Unknown:anything was, I feel incredibly proud of myself and I can help
Unknown:people out just in getting somewhere and my energy is
Unknown:restored Instantly. Instantly. Yeah. So it's fairly easy to re
Unknown:Energize.
Lee Griffith:And how do you think your approach to
Lee Griffith:leadership's changed as you've grown, I suppose in the
Lee Griffith:different roles for different organizations? Yeah,
Unknown:I guess when I was younger, when I was, you know,
Unknown:Ward sister, or a fairly Junior manager, I used to think
Unknown:probably more along the lines that leadership was about
Unknown:authority and management. And it's not at all leadership's
Unknown:about influencing and culture, and taking people with you on a
Unknown:journey, or you going with them on their journey and helping to
Unknown:steer that journey. And it's a privilege that's changed over
Unknown:the years. And I know that my behaviors have changed. But it
Unknown:was only really when I did my masters, which I did quite late
Unknown:in life. So not long ago, that I tried to apply some real
Unknown:academic thinking into what I wanted my leadership style to
Unknown:be, and why and what leadership style is needed to have a
Unknown:positive impact on patient outcomes. And I challenged
Unknown:myself on that on my dissertation, what did I need to
Unknown:do to create a positive outcome for patients and make a material
Unknown:difference in their outcomes. And I spent a lot of time
Unknown:recognizing that if you believe and academia supports that an
Unknown:engaged workforce and a happy workforce, deliver better
Unknown:outcomes, because we have psychological safety amongst the
Unknown:workforce, which allows them to innovate and allows them to do
Unknown:the right thing, that my job is to make sure that we've got a
Unknown:happy and safe workforce that allows them to be the best that
Unknown:they can be. And that true belief that the person who's
Unknown:doing the job knows best how to do the job. And if you recognize
Unknown:and believe that, you recognize that that allows for some
Unknown:differences in that people do do things differently. And we'd
Unknown:we'd had a brief chat before Lee about the the timpson's model,
Unknown:which I found so simple, and so inspiring, you know, that that
Unknown:true belief that they call it upside down management, that the
Unknown:people who do the job know best how to do the job, so let them
Unknown:do the job. Don't write a policy of how you think the job should
Unknown:be done. Don't write standard operating procedure that says
Unknown:this is how the job should be done. Write the standard
Unknown:operating procedure and the way it is done. And the people who
Unknown:are doing the job, tell you how that is and then best practice
Unknown:rolls out. So you're not trying to impose you're trying to
Unknown:evolve and the timpson's model with their very simple rules
Unknown:we've tried to adapt and adopt here at Gates had to say if you
Unknown:have the privilege of giving frontline care, your job is
Unknown:quite simple. You do whatever you can, in the within your
Unknown:means to give the best experience to our patients. And
Unknown:if you don't give frontline care, you're just as important.
Unknown:But your job is to make sure the people who do get frontline care
Unknown:can give the patients the best experience whether that's
Unknown:through making sure we train, we educate we support, we pay we
Unknown:recruit, we do everything in a way. That's right, that allows
Unknown:our staff to be the best that they can be. Yeah. And it's when
Unknown:you connect to that, that actually your job profile
Unknown:changes. It's no longer about setting the rules. It's
Unknown:understanding what the rules are, and guiding the culture to
Unknown:where we collectively want it to be. And
Lee Griffith:did you have to do any work with the board and your
Lee Griffith:executive team to get them on that page with you or with them?
Lee Griffith:We did
Unknown:it together as part of my dissertation, we were really
Unknown:clear that the ambition that we've got is to be the best
Unknown:place to work in the NHS. So they supported my dissertation,
Unknown:and we undertook a thematic review to make sure we
Unknown:understood the culture that was here. So we ran focus groups. We
Unknown:looked at reports external reports surveys, understood what
Unknown:people were saying, played that back to people and created a
Unknown:review, which identified nine themes of where we wanted to be
Unknown:And then as a board, we went through those themes and said,
Unknown:Is this right? Is that what we agree, and we call it our
Unknown:thematic review. And we use that to drive some of the changes, we
Unknown:took that to our governors, we took that to staff, our clinical
Unknown:leaders group through board, and the actions are still being
Unknown:done. Now we're still working on that. And we check back to that
Unknown:review, to say, Are we where we need to be, and there are
Unknown:practical things in there. But there are developmental things
Unknown:in there. So one of the clear outcomes was goal congruence
Unknown:amongst the board team, that unitary board, when we are all
Unknown:signed up to the same vision and the same goals, and we pull
Unknown:together, sharing corporate responsibility, then we will be
Unknown:successful. But how do you do that? And that unitary board
Unknown:function? How do you share those? How do you work together?
Unknown:How do you create that same vision and drive so we've worked
Unknown:hard on our relationships. So that unity board function is a
Unknown:work in progress or where we are learning to work with each other
Unknown:and steer and give the same messages. And then trying to
Unknown:roll that through the organization so that all of the
Unknown:teams that we work with, share that level of shared vision and
Unknown:understanding so that, that we're all pulling in the same
Unknown:direction, which is a direction that's set by the people who do
Unknown:the job in this organization. And our patients, says, a lot of
Unknown:hard work gone into it. So I'm sure we'll be at it for a long
Unknown:time. Sure. It's eternal, usually. But it's very
Unknown:satisfying. Yeah,
Lee Griffith:I as you were talking, one thing that sprung
Lee Griffith:to mind is the fact that you you're not operating in
Lee Griffith:isolation, you're part of a wider system, you've obviously
Lee Griffith:got the broader political influence and impact on the
Lee Griffith:stuff that you do. How does that work when you've got an
Lee Griffith:approach, which is let the experts do what they need to do?
Lee Griffith:And then perhaps externally, you're being told what to do by
Lee Griffith:people who aren't experts? Or maybe I'm being a bit blunt
Lee Griffith:isn't saying?
Unknown:Yeah, well, I mean, in locally, all I do, and that the
Unknown:Gateshead place, we have a really great working
Unknown:relationship with people across our system, because, again, they
Unknown:are experts in what they do. So that mutual respect comes into
Unknown:play, we do a lot of work with our local authority in our
Unknown:voluntary sector who are experts in their own right. And we work
Unknown:together bringing our expertise together, we are given targets,
Unknown:we are given standards to hit. Let's assume that those
Unknown:standards are all there to try and make the patient outcome
Unknown:better. What I say and what we say here is let's not hit the
Unknown:target and miss the point, let's do both. So if the target is
Unknown:about waiting lists size, the way to manage the waiting lists
Unknown:size that are there multiple, that the thing that we want to
Unknown:do is treat more patients, we want to treat more patients
Unknown:because we want to reduce the waiting list size by giving
Unknown:better care by treating more people by getting the well
Unknown:getting them back to work. That's what our clinical staff
Unknown:wants to do. They're not interested in management
Unknown:techniques to manage a waiting list. They want the weight and
Unknown:the size to be reduced. Because we're treating more patients.
Unknown:What we do together is we say, actually, to get that weight in
Unknown:this size down, there is an element of validating that we're
Unknown:waiting lists, which is an admin function. But that means we
Unknown:offer appointments to the right patients at the right time. So
Unknown:if collectively we take every goal that we're given in the
Unknown:organization, and we turn it into what is the benefit for
Unknown:patients, and say, actually, if we achieve this, we will, we
Unknown:will make a difference to our patients, you can actually work
Unknown:through 90% of the things that you're asked to do and maintain
Unknown:your vision and goal to be the best place to work most place to
Unknown:offer care in the NHS. So it's a glass half full approach. I
Unknown:could spend time moaning and thinking about why that's not
Unknown:right. It's wasted energy I need to get on and we need to do the
Unknown:right thing for our our population. Yeah,
Lee Griffith:I definitely agree with that. That's my year of the
Lee Griffith:reframe is what can I control and what can't I and that's
Unknown:absolutely, you know, let's do what's right. And let's
Unknown:hope that when you live by the right values, and you do the
Unknown:right thing, you get the right outcome, and you will get
Unknown:recognized accordingly. And let's live by that belief. Yeah,
Unknown:you're here.
Lee Griffith:So we're recording this interview on the back of
Lee Griffith:what's been really lengthy industrial action. public demand
Lee Griffith:services is higher than it's ever been. What does that feel
Lee Griffith:like to be an NHS leader at the moment?
Unknown:There are many emotions because the passion that
Unknown:everybody has, whether they are taking industrial action or not
Unknown:to work in the NHS is to look after people and treat more
Unknown:people and people choose to take industrial action. There's an
Unknown:internal struggle for each and every one of us, and everybody
Unknown:will make their own choice about the action that they take and
Unknown:that's not mine to judge. My job is to keep the whole hospitals
Unknown:safe while that happens, and maintain the premise that all of
Unknown:our staff want to do the right thing. And I feel very worried
Unknown:quite a lot of the time about getting that balance, right,
Unknown:making sure that we do support people to take industrial action
Unknown:where they feel the need to, but protecting the services that we
Unknown:give, and protecting the ambition that we have for this
Unknown:organization. And every time we have industrial action, we slip
Unknown:back a bit in the ambition that we're trying to deliver, trying
Unknown:to keep a team motivated, when we've done huge amounts of good
Unknown:work, and then suddenly, you can see it being eroded in front of
Unknown:you. And you know, sometimes the disappointment that you're
Unknown:causing people who've worked so hard, it's frustrating. It's
Unknown:hard work, but it's just part of the reality of which we're
Unknown:living in. Yeah, and we can't give up and we're not going to
Unknown:we are going to make things better. So the effort is that
Unknown:level of motivation, and we've just done some feedback at
Unknown:Gateshead over the, you know, this financial year, what we've
Unknown:achieved, and some of our performance has improved hugely,
Unknown:we've really made good progress into our responsiveness, our
Unknown:quality, our waiting lists, etc. The teams here have done a
Unknown:fabulous job on productivity. And we will need to reflect
Unknown:that. And it's quite hard to say, look, look how fabulous
Unknown:things are. Men respect that the fact that they're really hard,
Unknown:people are working really hard to keep that connection. You
Unknown:know, I don't live in cloud cuckoo land, I know, this is
Unknown:really difficult. But he was still able to achieve and
Unknown:getting that balance, right from a leadership perspective is
Unknown:difficult in the messaging, and that communication so that you
Unknown:don't appear disconnected from the organization.
Lee Griffith:That was what was going through my mind as you
Lee Griffith:were talking, you've got that push and pull, haven't you of
Lee Griffith:trying to keep people's morale up whilst recognizing where
Lee Griffith:they're at trying to focus and deal with the here and now
Lee Griffith:pressure whilst having an eye to the future? Obviously, there's
Lee Griffith:this constant, kind of back and forth that must be going on? Are
Lee Griffith:there any practical things that you're doing and putting in
Lee Griffith:place that's helping you to stay present, but be mindful of where
Lee Griffith:you're going? There
Unknown:are practical things in terms of how we look at the
Unknown:structures of our communication, what we communicate, when we
Unknown:communicate, who communicates so that we can try and get that
Unknown:balance, right, and getting the feedback, right. And I think
Unknown:that's something that we will be working on forever, we can
Unknown:always improve how we do that. But it is really dependent on us
Unknown:getting the feedback of the teams in the organization,
Unknown:you're getting feedback from people about how did that land?
Unknown:How did that feel? Was it okay? Is it all right out there? You
Unknown:know, where is there a problem and where there's not a problem?
Unknown:Let's not pretend that it's all okay, let's let's call that out
Unknown:and then say, actually, this happened, it really wasn't
Unknown:great. We're going to try making this better and how that works.
Unknown:And his people believe that you then do know what's going on. I
Unknown:don't always but I try really hard. Those practical elements
Unknown:of staying connected, being visible being out and about
Unknown:helped me to keep the balance, right, because the direction is
Unknown:only set from where we are and where people want to go. So the
Unknown:aim
Lee Griffith:of this podcast is to prove that it's possible that
Lee Griffith:you can lead in a different way and that you don't have to
Lee Griffith:conform to all the old stereotypes. And I'm sure you
Lee Griffith:probably have seen this in your career. I know when I've worked
Lee Griffith:in the NHS, and we're friends and family, you still work
Lee Griffith:there, there is still an element of some leaders with outdated
Lee Griffith:approaches, perhaps is not not what we would see as the modern
Lee Griffith:view of leadership. And I know, obviously, you're you're on this
Lee Griffith:show that you see leadership in a different way. And everything
Lee Griffith:you've been talking about is demonstrated that, but I'm
Lee Griffith:interested in maybe the challenges that you faced over
Lee Griffith:your career and how you overcame tackling some of the outdated
Lee Griffith:stereotypes of what a leader should be. If
Unknown:I'm really honest, when I have tried to work as I
Unknown:thought a leader might need to work, and I have tried possibly
Unknown:to be something that doesn't sit naturally with me. I've not done
Unknown:well, and I've been unhappy. I think I probably earlier in my
Unknown:career, didn't actually handle that very well, that there's a
Unknown:particular period I can think about where I thought I'm quite
Unknown:senior now. I need to be like this. This is how I will behave
Unknown:what I'll do. And I tried it and and I wasn't getting the results
Unknown:and I wasn't successful. I got into a cycle where I wasn't able
Unknown:to deliver what I wanted to deliver. So I tried harder to do
Unknown:this. And it didn't work for me. It genuinely made me feel sad
Unknown:and unhappy. And I remember having a look at myself and
Unknown:thinking do you know what this is? Begin into effect my home
Unknown:life. I'm not happy at work. I'm trying all the things I think I
Unknown:should be doing. And someone very wise a coach to me said,
Unknown:You're not living your values, you're trying to live somebody
Unknown:else's values. You're trying to be something you're not. If the
Unknown:job requires you to do that, do you want that job? It? No, I
Unknown:thought I had word on myself. And I thought that yeah, no, I
Unknown:don't want this. I am who I am at the heart, I just want to do
Unknown:a good job. I'm I was a nurse, when I started out, I'm from a
Unknown:small town in Devon. I'm not a natural political networker. I'm
Unknown:never going to be I am, who I am, like working with people.
Unknown:And as soon as I switched my head back on, and thought, just
Unknown:be who you are, I realized that that was the most important
Unknown:thing for me. And that's, that's not arrogance. It's not
Unknown:arrogance, in that, who I am, is better than anybody else, who I
Unknown:am as who I am, and who I am, works for where I am now in my
Unknown:career. And at the minute, Gates said, and I have a great working
Unknown:relationship, I need them, they need me, we work really well
Unknown:together. And the making come a time when they need something
Unknown:else. Or I do, I hope it's not for a long time. But we'll find
Unknown:our way together, because we're all trying to do the same thing.
Unknown:So that lesson for me about authenticity came hard.
Lee Griffith:I don't know about you, but I had a similar
Lee Griffith:epiphany in my career as well. And, and it can be hard as you
Lee Griffith:try to find refined your feet of who you were, because people
Lee Griffith:around you have expects you to be something else. And you get a
Lee Griffith:bit of pushback from that. And that can be a challenge in and
Lee Griffith:of itself, you
Unknown:find that, to some extent, yeah. Because people
Unknown:watch you. And when you're in a senior position, people learn
Unknown:from you. And I don't think it's always obvious just how much
Unknown:impact a leader can have on those around them. And one of
Unknown:the things that as a leader, you need to be as fairly consistent.
Unknown:And when you are having these internal struggles, bad days,
Unknown:good days, and that local epiphany, as we've just
Unknown:described it, people are looking, watch how much you're
Unknown:gonna come out with next, you know, it's probably a bit
Unknown:disconcerting, but I did have a proper word on myself and
Unknown:getting some good coaching and some mentoring and taking wise
Unknown:words from wise people who you trust helps you to do that, and
Unknown:being honest. And actually, if you get things wrong, at those
Unknown:times, just say, actually, I'm really trying, I'm really trying
Unknown:to be different. I'm really trying to achieve this or
Unknown:whatever it is, and actually, the people that matter will
Unknown:support you. The people that don't matter won't, so don't
Unknown:worry about it. Yeah. Back
Lee Griffith:to that what's in your control? Yeah. You've
Lee Griffith:touched on authenticity. And one of the things that I loved when
Lee Griffith:I saw you speak at an event last year, was how prominent your dog
Lee Griffith:was in your life as a leader.
Unknown:Yeah, I've got two of them. I've got two dogs. They're
Unknown:both precious, baby.
Lee Griffith:I mean, I've got a Labrador too. So I completely
Lee Griffith:understand why they become such a big part of your life. But the
Lee Griffith:fact that it caught my attention shows how connecting it can be I
Lee Griffith:suppose to learn more about the human behind the leader that you
Lee Griffith:see every day. And yeah, my question is around your decision
Lee Griffith:making sure to share that part and other bits of your life with
Lee Griffith:your organization or you're on Twitter. So you know the world
Lee Griffith:almost you're sharing, because so many leaders can be hesitant
Lee Griffith:about talking about their personal life, they can feel
Lee Griffith:quite vulnerable about sharing anything that's personal about
Lee Griffith:themselves. And, and some tried to put this complete separation
Lee Griffith:in between what they see work is and life. Was it a really
Lee Griffith:conscious decision on your part to to bring your whole self or
Lee Griffith:is it been an evolution?
Unknown:I think it's been an evolution, but to be honest,
Unknown:they are part of me, my family, my life is part of me. And if
Unknown:I've come into this organization, you know, what a
Unknown:privilege is to come here and be the chief executive at Gates
Unknown:said, half the organization didn't choose me. They don't
Unknown:know me. They work in an organization where I'm setting
Unknown:the tone. And I'm asking them to follow me. Well, quite frankly,
Unknown:it's rude if you don't give something of yourself back. And
Unknown:you know, when I go out on the wards, and I chat to people, I
Unknown:would always start by saying, how are you? How's things? Are
Unknown:you all right? Just chats. I've recently went to our orthopedic
Unknown:ward to find out we've got a member of staff who's 60. Soon
Unknown:we're going to have a party on the ward that took up probably
Unknown:half of the time that I was on the ward for I actually got to
Unknown:the reason why I was there. And that wasn't me thinking I'm
Unknown:going to have a false conversation and find out a bit.
Unknown:I was genuinely interested in what was going on the ward and
Unknown:what made them tick. And if I'm asking them questions, they've
Unknown:got a right to ask me questions. So I'm coming into their life.
Unknown:I'm running this organization, why can't they know about me and
Unknown:who I am and the fact that I love my family and my dogs more
Unknown:than anything, and I miss them terribly because I'm currently
Unknown:in Gateshead in the week, and then it leads in the weekend
Unknown:until we move up. So we're in the process of moving. So part
Unknown:of my connecting and staying with my family is to share that
Unknown:with people here. So behind me, you might see there's a calendar
Unknown:on the wall. That's the Gateshead pet calendar, my pets
Unknown:in there, the pet calendar come out, and we all share our pets
Unknown:as an example. But also, because I write a weekly message, I keep
Unknown:people updated on my move, fun, lots of help and advice as to
Unknown:what we try and trying to have a conversation. We're all living
Unknown:here. We're all working there. We're all life. We're all
Unknown:people. Yeah, you know, I didn't know where to get my shopping. I
Unknown:didn't know which taxi service to use. I don't know how to get
Unknown:to places. But if you ask people, they'll tell you. Yeah,
Unknown:and life becomes a lot easier when you've got some friends.
Unknown:Yeah,
Lee Griffith:I want a copy of this calendar. Brilliant.
Unknown:Brilliant. There's dogs, cats, hamsters, all sorts
Unknown:in there. If I thought I've got two tortoises as well, Barbara
Unknown:and Jeff. But I didn't
Lee Griffith:Harper edge. And we can't forget the tortoises.
Unknown:You know, I know the Hibernate at the minute, we're
Unknown:just gonna hope they survive. It's always an anxiety provoking
Unknown:time. But Barbara and Jeff on in it. But Alan and Sofia,
Lee Griffith:I hadn't realized that you're you're obviously
Lee Griffith:doing this commute, then between Yeah, quite a distance between
Lee Griffith:places. And you mentioned earlier about it can be really
Lee Griffith:isolating. Yeah, being chief exec, I can imagine it's even
Lee Griffith:more. So when you've got that distance. And you haven't got
Lee Griffith:the people to go home to at the end of the year, for example,
Lee Griffith:How are you coping with that?
Unknown:I'm working too much, actually. Because it becomes
Unknown:easy to just work all the time. But I've made a real effort to
Unknown:try and make some friends. So I got for dinner with people, the
Unknown:Northeast is a really welcoming place. So the other chief
Unknown:executives on patch, a hugely supportive, hugely supportive of
Unknown:me, hugely helpful to me great allies in terms of helping me to
Unknown:integrate into the area very supportive of helping me find my
Unknown:feet in the political arena, and socially as well, helping me to
Unknown:just find myself in the Northeast, and I've joined a
Unknown:yoga class, myself, and the Chief Operating Officer and the
Unknown:director of people go to Hot Yoga, we're really bad. But we
Unknown:do it, and we go, you know, and it's just that sort of thing to
Unknown:try and not work all the time. But the fact that my family have
Unknown:agreed to move up with me, which is brilliant, means soon, we'll
Unknown:all be back together again. So that'd be great.
Lee Griffith:Yeah, lovely. Well, I wish you all the best
Lee Griffith:with French when you do that. So my final question is, what's the
Lee Griffith:one piece of advice you would give someone aspiring into a
Lee Griffith:chief executive role,
Unknown:be comfortable with who you are, you will be tested at
Unknown:every stage in your journey to becoming a chief executive, and
Unknown:the pressure is huge. But if you're comfortable with
Unknown:yourself, and you're comfortable with your decision making, and
Unknown:you're comfortable with your framework of decision making,
Unknown:and you are able to sleep at night, because you have done the
Unknown:best that you can do, and you've tried your hardest and you have
Unknown:supported people, then everything will be okay, one way
Unknown:or another. It doesn't mean that everything will work. But you
Unknown:will be able to rationalize your decisions. Because it's that
Unknown:pressure of have I done the right thing, you need a set of
Unknown:guiding principles that gets you somewhere. And keeping that set
Unknown:of principles close to you, allows you to be successful and
Unknown:navigate the journey. And that will help you to get to either
Unknown:be a chief executive, or to be a good chief executive. I think
Unknown:you know, I'm not yet in the arena where you'd say I'm a good
Unknown:chief executive. I've not even been here a year yet. I think
Unknown:time will tell but I'm gonna stick to those principles. And
Unknown:love that.
Lee Griffith:Well, thank you so much for your time. If people
Lee Griffith:want to reach out and connect with you your online how can
Lee Griffith:they find you?
Unknown:Probably the best ways on Twitter or on X. Wherever
Unknown:this week today. Yeah, yeah. So so I'm on Twitter. That's the
Unknown:easiest, easiest way to find me. Perfect.
Lee Griffith:And I will add all your details in the show notes
Lee Griffith:for anyone that's interested. Well, thank you again for your
Lee Griffith:time. I'm really appreciate it. Thank you. If you enjoyed this
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