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Have you ever felt like you're working harder than ever, but you're
Torrey:not moving toward this type of leader or the impact that you truly want to be?
Torrey:Find out what the problem is and how to overcome it on today's episode.
Torrey:Welcome to the Modern Humanitarian and Development Leader podcast.
Torrey:The podcast helping humanitarian and development supervisors make a
Torrey:greater impact by taking control of your time, leading more inclusively
Torrey:and empowering your team all the while avoiding stress, burnout and overwhelm.
Torrey:I'm your host, leadership coach and former aid worker, Torrey Peace.
Torrey:Are you ready?
Torrey:Let's get started.
Torrey:Hello, my aspiring modern humanitarian and development leader.
Torrey:I hope you're having a wonderful week.
Torrey:So have you ever ended a work week and looked back with the exhaustion of being
Torrey:at the end of the week and you were really unable to pinpoint anything you did that
Torrey:truly made an impact or truly mattered?
Torrey:If so, you're not alone.
Torrey:Many leaders find themselves working harder than ever these days, but not
Torrey:actually moving toward the type of leader or the impact that you truly want to be.
Torrey:In this episode, we're gonna talk about why that happens and how to fix it.
Torrey:So in this episode, you're gonna discover symptoms of lacking clarity
Torrey:that keep you busy, but not productive.
Torrey:The kind of clarity that inspires you and your team to create lasting impact
Torrey:and a practical example of how clarity transformed leadership and team culture.
Torrey:Are you ready?
Torrey:Let's get to it.
Torrey:So the next few episodes are gonna be a more in-depth overview of the CLEAR
Torrey:Leadership Model which I introduced in last week's episode, which is basically
Torrey:a step-by-step framework that will allow you to go from being a overworked, busy,
Torrey:and not as productive and impactful leader to one who is clear, consistent,
Torrey:focused, and able to make a real impact on your team and your work.
Torrey:So the C in the CLEAR Leadership Model stands for Clarity.
Torrey:And why is Clarity important?
Torrey:Symptoms that you do not have Clarity include if you are feeling demotivated,
Torrey:you are burnout, you're frustrated, you're exhausted, you're feeling that you're
Torrey:always working without seeing the impact you want or you're not getting anywhere.
Torrey:So most of us walk through life in general without stopping to think about where
Torrey:we are going or where we want to go.
Torrey:In other words, the impact that we truly want to make.
Torrey:There might be project impact or other types of impact.
Torrey:But those are not created by us.
Torrey:They're not unique to us.
Torrey:And what happens is when we don't have Clarity on where we are going, we end up
Torrey:getting pulled by other people's agendas.
Torrey:For example, maybe the regents or your supervisors or the donors, or even
Torrey:your teams - we become busy, but we are not productive, which means we
Torrey:take a lot of action without impact.
Torrey:This is in part what leads to burnout.
Torrey:When we are going and feeling that we are not arriving anywhere because
Torrey:we have not put a GPS point or a defined destination into our GPS.
Torrey:It is very rare that someone has thought about the kind of leader that they want to
Torrey:be or the impact that they want to create.
Torrey:From my experience, it's something that we just don't normally work into our schedule
Torrey:and that organizations don't prioritize.
Torrey:And to me that is a big detriment to ourselves and to others.
Torrey:So once again, I'm not talking about project impact here.
Torrey:I'm talking about leadership impact and there is a difference.
Torrey:So we think that just knowing our project goals, when you put together
Torrey:your performance plan, you're probably thinking about how to achieve
Torrey:project goals or department goals.
Torrey:And you think that's going to give you this type of Clarity.
Torrey:And to an extent it does, it gives us some direction and purpose.
Torrey:But when it comes to you as a unique individual, your impact that you
Torrey:want to contribute may be different.
Torrey:From others or from your projects, from your supervisors, from your
Torrey:departments - because it is yours.
Torrey:It is unique to you.
Torrey:It's not something that can be found on a job description or a project proposal.
Torrey:The only way to determine your impact that you wanna create
Torrey:is to sit down and understand what motivates and inspires you.
Torrey:Something that lights you up every day and gives you purpose on your work.
Torrey:So let me give you a real life example of how Clarity transformed not just my
Torrey:leadership, but an entire team culture.
Torrey:So when I became a Country Manager in Timor Leste and I went from supervising
Torrey:a group of about 20 to a group of about 50 people, I happened to have a coach
Torrey:at the time because I was actually training to become a certified coach,
Torrey:and part of that is coach mentorship.
Torrey:So this coach helps me become clear on the overarching impact I wanted to make.
Torrey:It naturally became a question I asked myself when I was coached
Torrey:is that - What impact do I want to create here, with this team?
Torrey:How do I want to be remembered?
Torrey:And that impact is what motivated me over the next few years in that role,
Torrey:and what led me to actually achieving it.
Torrey:If I did not have that Clarity, I would not have achieved the
Torrey:impact, I almost guarantee it.
Torrey:And so the impact was to make the INGO that I was working with at the time,
Torrey:the best place to work in Timor Leste.
Torrey:That is how I wanted to be remembered, is the leader who helped make this INGO
Torrey:and helped inspire the team to make this INGO the best place to work in Timor.
Torrey:And having that vision, I was able to have a direction in which to go.
Torrey:And once again, I truly believe that it is because I had that Clarity
Torrey:that we ended up having almost 100% engagement scores over the two years
Torrey:that I was a Country Manager there.
Torrey:And even beyond, once I left, that impact still continued.
Torrey:The team was more unified.
Torrey:There was greater trust.
Torrey:People had more fun in their work, and this attracted more talent.
Torrey:This would not have happened, I truly believe, if I had not had
Torrey:Clarity on what I wanted to create.
Torrey:Because having that Clarity gave me the GPS point, it gave me the destination.
Torrey:Now, think about your own leadership.
Torrey:If someone described your leadership five years from now and the impact
Torrey:you created, what would they say?
Torrey:What do you want them to remember?
Torrey:I think this is why so many leaders are demotivated and burnout,
Torrey:in part because they don't have Clarity they have lost their way.
Torrey:And when you don't have Clarity, once again, you become the victim to
Torrey:other people's clarity and agendas.
Torrey:You end up working on things that might not motivate you or make the most impact.
Torrey:And that leads to you just doing a bunch of things that don't accumulate
Torrey:to get to where you want to go.
Torrey:So this is not just me who's experienced this.
Torrey:This is what I've also observed in my course "Becoming the Modern Humanitarian
Torrey:and Development Leader" with my students who, once we sit down and we have a whole
Torrey:session around creating this Clarity, they say that before they have it, before
Torrey:they get this Clarity, they are busy, reactive, exhausted and misaligned.
Torrey:But once they get the Clarity, once they take the time to really become
Torrey:clear on the impact that they want to create as leaders, they become
Torrey:focused, proactive, and energized while driving results that last.
Torrey:And of course, having Clarity is an important first step to then looking at
Torrey:how you are using your time, and if the way you are using your time will lead you
Torrey:to this destination that you want to go or the impact that you want to create.
Torrey:Clarity gives you the what and the why, but next week we'll dive into Alignment,
Torrey:part of the CLEAR Leadership Model, which ensures that your daily
Torrey:actions are actually leading you in the direction toward that impact.
Torrey:And if today's episode got you thinking about what kind of impact you want to
Torrey:make as a leader, that's exactly what we work on in my course, "Becoming the Modern
Torrey:Humanitarian and Development Leader".
Torrey:You'll learn how to gain clarity, align your actions, and lead with purpose.
Torrey:So you can learn more and register at www.aidforaidworkers.com/course,
Torrey:which I will also include a link to in the show notes.
Torrey:Alright, until next week, keep evolving.
Torrey:Bye for now.
Torrey:Are you the type of leader that tells others what to do, or do you let
Torrey:them figure it out for themselves?
Torrey:Understanding your leadership style is a first step to deciding what's
Torrey:working for you and what's not.
Torrey:To find out your leadership style, take my free quiz, What is your leadership style?
Torrey:You'll immediately find out your default style, how it may be impacting
Torrey:your team, and a few practical ways to become an even better leader.
Torrey:Just click on the link in the show notes, www.aidforaidworkers.com/quiz.
Torrey:Fill out your quiz and click submit.
Torrey:So what are you waiting for?
Torrey:Go to www.aidforaidworkers.com/quiz and discover your leadership style now.
Torrey:Your team will thank you for it.