[18+] Today’s story is “Loving You is Wrong” by NightEyes DaySpring, whose work has appeared in anthologies like FANG and Heat, and who edited the anthology Dissident Signals with Slip-Wolf. You can find more about his writing on twitter at @wolfwithcoffee or check his website, 

Read for you by Khaki, your faithful fireside companion.

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Today I'm reading an adult story for mature listeners.

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If that's not your cup of tea,

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or if there are youngsters listening,

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you can skip this one and

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I'll have a new story for you next time.

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You’re listening to The Voice of Dog.

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I’m Khaki, your faithful fireside companion, and today’s story is

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“Loving You is Wrong”

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by NightEyes DaySpring,

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whose work has appeared in anthologies like FANG and Heat,

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and who edited the anthology Dissident Signals with Slip-Wolf.

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You can find more about his writing on twitter

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at @wolfwithcoffee

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or check his website,

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nighteyes-dayspring.com.

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“Loving You is Wrong”

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by NightEyes DaySpring

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"Is it time yet, Radic?"

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you ask as I tire,

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having spent the last few hours poring over old manuscripts you got for me.

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I can only smile and beckon you to me, Ekrem.

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Somehow your timing is always perfect,

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and your warm fur against my body

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entices me in ways you can only guess at.

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Everything about this is wrong,

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and yet we both do this dance willingly.

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I know my touch is cold against you,

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but you never complain.

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You never shrink away,

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and I know not if I have enthralled you,

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or if it you who has enthralled me.

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I no longer care honestly.

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A fox like myself could easily feel inferior with a leopard like you,

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but you don't shrink away from me.

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You take me by the hand

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and lead me to the bed.

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You welcome me inside of you with grace and love.

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It makes me feel alive again

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as I watch you getting on top of the mattress and them beckoning me.

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With you lying there on the sheets,

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I want everything you will give me,

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and everything you won't give me.

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The blood in your body is warm,

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and it calls to me.

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I lick my fangs hungrily.

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I should care, but I am hungry.

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Hungry for you. So hungry for you it hurts.

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I want to drink you in until there would be nothing left.

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I worry someday I may.

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I worry about that a lot.

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I climb on top of you,

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and your legs lift.

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Your tail lashes in anticipation

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and your shaft gets hard.

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I smile, whispering sweet words to you.

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"Now it is," I say, and you shiver.

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You shiver every time.

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I thought it was magic the first dozen times, but I have

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put no spell on you.

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It is you who has put a spell on

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me. I hate you for that too,

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and yet I would want it no other way.

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The lube is always right on hand too, as I look for it.

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I know you put it away, so you planned this.

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You read me so well.

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It is in that moment, as I feel myself hardening, my knot starting to grow as I slick myself up, that I wonder why you love me.

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Why do you stay with me?

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Even down there, I am cold, but you never mention it.

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It must feel weird when I enter you my dear,

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Ekrem, and yet you do not complain.

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Instead you beckon me.

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You wrap your arms around me, as I line myself up.

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Your raspy tongue licks at the scruff of my neck.

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Most would run away from a monster like me. You instead

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submit. As I thrust inside, you writhe under me in ecstasy.

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Each push drives you further toward the edge.

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Your spotted fur bucking against my red and white body.

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You cry out in pleasure,

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your claws digging into my fur

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as you have to hold on.

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I just want to ravish you,

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each thrust driving me crazy.

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Each moment giving me a little bit of your warmth that I so desperately hunger for.

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The fact it is so brief makes me curse the gods that created this world,

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but if this is all I can get left from life,

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it will be enough. You moan out in pleasure,

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and even my breathless voice rasps while we intertwine.

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Your eyes squeeze shut in ecstasy.

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Your heart beats so loud, I can hear it pounding in my ears.

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The blood that keeps you alive taunts me,

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just below your skin.

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Each of my thrusts make it whisper

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a seductive song in my ears, and yet…

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it's not that which I want in these moments.

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It is to see you happy that drives me,

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to see you satisfied,

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and every time you are,

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after I have spent myself inside of you.

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Later, as I snuggle up to you on the bed,

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my mouth grazes your neck,

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I have to resist the urge to bite and taste that coppery delight.

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It would be easy, so quick to take it all, and yet I would never forgive myself. I would

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never be happy again.

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It's tough being happy when you're me, so instead I get close and let the scents in your fur envelop me.

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Even after sex, you smell like earth,

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leaves, and sunlight.

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It reminds me of everything I've lost

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and can only experience through you.

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My soul, if I still have one,

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longs for these things, and yet with you,

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I have them again.

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I have everything a fox could desire.

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It's why I worry so much about losing you.

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My leopard lover, I am wrong for you, and yet I am with you.

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I love you, even if it's wrong.

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I have wondered if I should bind you with my embrace, but I do not wish you to suffer like I have, Ekrem.

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I do not wish you to ever feel the way I do,

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a cold body that does not breathe with a heart that does not beat.

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You don't complain though.

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Why don't you complain, Ekrem?

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I know time is against us also.

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I shall outlive you

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and someday you will be gone and I will still be here, in this world, alone again

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in this castle.

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I need only drink all of you, and then give you a little of myself to bind you to me forever, and yet...

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I haven't. I can't curse you like I was.

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I know sometimes you beg me to do it,

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to bind us forever,

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and I am beginning to realize I will.

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But not today. Not yet.

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Not while you're still warm against me in this bed.

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Not while I still have time to look for a cure to see if I can free myself of this curse.

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"Do you need to drink, Radic?"

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you say, as we're lying entwined together,

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my tail draped over your hips.

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"No," I lie. I am hungry,

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but I wish to see no harm come to you, Ekrem.

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I wish to see no harm come to anyone.

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I will again hunt in the dark just before dawn

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and attack some cattle down in the village.

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It will keep me going, even if it's not potent enough to satisfy me.

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The warm blood in your body taunts me,

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it tempts me, but I will hate every moment of it when I finally drain you.

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I will take no pleasure in it,

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if that is the only way we can live.

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An eternity in death together is still a pale shade of life.

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I miss the sun, and as I curl up against you,

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I can feel the hints of it still on your fur.

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As long as we can stay here,

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as long as we can be together,

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I think I still have a soul.

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I do not believe vampires still have souls,

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but somehow with you,

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I do. With you, Ekrem,

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I still am alive.

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This was “Loving You is Wrong” by NightEyes DaySpring, read for you by Khaki, your faithful fireside companion.

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