A murdered guardian. A stolen sapphire. A raven with opinions.
Brie must gather the Jewels of Tambor—learning courage, cunning, and a strength she never knew she possessed—all while braving a twisted foot, a lack of trust, and impossible odds. Meanwhile, Dogmar, known as Jackal, will do anything to claim the throne—until a stolen jewel begins to unravel everything she believes about strength and survival.
Chapter 31, Brie.
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:As soon as jackal leaves,
I jump to my feet.
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:She's going after the jewels.
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:Come on, we've got to find them first.
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:There's panic in my voice.
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:Brie, wait.
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:Gray grabs my hand and pulls me down.
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:It's dark.
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:Jackal hates the water.
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:She isn't going anywhere tonight.
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:gray's rational voice calms me.
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:Yes, of course you're right.
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:I say, but we can't let her
give the jewels to Reagan.
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:Thorn My eyes skim across
the deck to Nona's Map.
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:We've already entered the Black Canyon.
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:there isn't another village along the
river for four or five days as the gorge
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:gets too steep for even a digger village.
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:I start thinking fast.
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:Let's leave tonight.
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:We'll take the old boat
tied at the end of the dock.
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:Brie.
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:Be rational.
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:The only way to get there
is with the banjara.
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:We can't run the cataracts
alone for the love of rats.
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:I'm so agitated that I
start ringing my hands.
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:what will Jackal do now
that we know her secret?
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:How will we stop her?
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:Gray grabs my hands.
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:I have an idea.
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:We'll set jackal up.
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:I'm skeptical how?
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:I will steal a handful of shekels from the
till while I'm ladling bitters tonight,
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:and you'll hide them in jackal's bag.
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:when the Tauk suspects, the coins are
gone, we'll tell Marette it was jackal.
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:She'll raise the alarm.
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:when the tauk finds the shekels,
he'll leave jackal behind easy.
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:Can you steal the shekels
without being caught?
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:Gray grins, leave it to me
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:With a pat on my shoulder, he gets up.
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:I better get back to the bidders or
I'll be the one left behind, but, Raven,
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:trust me, for once Gray leaves the boat.
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:But I am worried gray isn't naturally
sly like jackal or sneaky like me.
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:What if he's caught?
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:Am I just supposed to trust
him like I trusted Nona?
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:I go back to ringing my
hands, get it together.
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:I command myself.
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:You're acting like a nervous old hen.
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:As a distraction, I pick up
the Pedallers book, which is
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:sticking halfway out of my bundle.
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:I open the cover to see the word corvex
Corona embossed on the first page.
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:Madox mentioned the word again tonight.
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:I've tried to look up Corvex Corona
in the LXi gloss before, despite
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:how useful the LXi gloss is.
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:It isn't indexed well, the translation
is likely somewhere in its pages.
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:I just need a roundabout way to find it.
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:As I look at the word now, I
remember the Banjara translation,
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:which Marette gave me.
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:Corvex meaning Raven Corona,
meaning crown, the Raven crown.
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:I dig out the LXi gloss and look up
Raven and find a reference to priestess.
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:When I look up priestess, I find corvex.
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:That's it.
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:With excitement, I look up Crown.
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:Once again, I find a reference this time
to queen, and queen translates to Corona.
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:I sit back.
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:Corvex Corona means
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:priestess, queen.
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:ghia: I sigh.
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:It's progress, but
certainly not the answer.
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:Percing my lips.
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:I look up any word that
relates to Raven or crown.
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:I hunt for a long time, but don't
find anything that makes sense.
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:I finally give up and
wonder where gray is.
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:I expected him back with the by now
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:What if he was caught all at once?
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:I'm in a panic again.
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:I climb to the front of the boat
and pull back the canopy flap.
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:There is still a large crowd
of diggers on the dock.
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:Marette will wonder why
I am not at my telling.
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:Nevermind that.
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:Now I've got to find gray.
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:I look towards the barrel of bitters,
but he isn't there glancing around.
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:I see him in the shadows
by a pile of crates.
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:After watching for a moment,
I realize he isn't alone.
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:Moving across the boat for a better view.
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:I see jackal with him.
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:Her hand is in his thick hair,
pulling his head towards her.
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:I stop breathing.
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:They kiss on the lips.
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:The sight hits me like a blow
to the chest immediately.
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:I roll backwards and
slip under the canopy.
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:Now I know why Gray didn't want
to take a boat and leave tonight.
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:He was stalling for time, looking for
a way to get me to trust Jackal again.
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:he's liked her since
the first day they met.
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:He betrayed me once and
I let him do it again.
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:I should have known better than
to think he was on my side.
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:They must see me as a complete
feather brain shaking With fury, I
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:find my eyes darting around the tent.
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:I've got to leave.
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:I never want to see jackal or gray again.
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:I'll find the jewels alone.
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:I start to think fast
considering what I'll need.
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:Food and a way down river.
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:For starters, I remember the old
boat tethered to the end of the dock.
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:It's doubtful anyone will
even notice if it disappears.
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:But where will I get food in order
to think I grab my hair and twist
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:it in a knot on top of my head.
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:The simple action gives me an idea.
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:I unie my hair and look
at the snarled mess.
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:Yes, I've got my answer hastily.
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:I dig in my bundle and pull out
the old wooden comb, which I
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:jerk through the tangles, working
around my various embellishments.
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:When I've got my hair in a semblance
of order, I drape it over one
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:shoulder where it dangles to my hip.
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:Before I can change my mind, I
pull the little knife from my waist
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:and begin hacking off handfuls
of hair just below my chin.
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:I drop the locks into my lap.
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:It's not until I'm done that I look at
the giant bird's nest that I've created.
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:Please let it be enough.
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:I gather the hair and stuff
it into my old stalking.
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:Cautiously I peek out
from under the canopy.
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:Gray is ladling bitters
to a line of diggers.
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:Jackal is on the other end of the dock.
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:Past the dancers.
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:Clouds have blotted out the
stars, so it's dark except for
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:the torches set against the cliff.
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:This is my chance.
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:I slipped from the boat, cross the
deck, and head up the trail to Nsra.
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:with my new boots and my staff.
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:I make it up the trail
without too much trouble.
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:At the top, I stagger slightly at the
site of the massive village before me.
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:How so many people can
live so close together?
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:I don't know.
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:Just find the Croker's lounge.
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:I tell myself, I look around cobbled
streets go off in several directions.
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:It could be anywhere.
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:I'm debating about which street to take
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:When a loud call nearly causes
me to jump out of my boots,
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:I slap my hand to my chest.
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:Give me a little warning.
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:Next time would you, grim doesn't respond.
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:He just walks in a wide circle around me.
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:I get the definite feeling.
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:He's looking at my hair.
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:Is it that bad?
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:I ask Grim ruffles his feathers,
making them stand up around his head.
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:Then he croaks.
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:I laugh, no short hair does not make
me look like you now leave me alone
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:or help me figure out which way to go.
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:Grim takes off, flapping down
one of the cobbled streets.
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:I shrug and follow him.
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:Checking each sign for the
croker's lounge as I go.
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:I've gone several blocks when I
smell the pungent scent of herbs.
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:A moment later, I spy the Croker's
lounge and exhale in relief.
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:Turns out g Grim was right.
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:given the late hour, I assume I'll
have to bang on the door to wake
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:the Roker, but that can't be helped.
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:I pause, summoning my courage.
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:Finally, I grip my teeth and walk up
to the door, only to find it open.
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:Chapter 23, Brie.
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:I step into the dimly lit croker's
lounge, but can't move any further.
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:The only light comes from the tapers held
in a tarnished candelabra on the shelves.
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:Behind a wooden counter are rows of
faceless heads draped over them are
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:wigs in every style despite seeing
similar wigs in ska, I cringe.
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:One wig looks something like an owl's
nest complete with bits of bone.
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:Another has the look of a curling
wave dripping with seaweed.
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:the room smells of herbs and old
sweat dried plants and roots hang from
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:the ceiling as well as pig snouts,
rabbit's, feet, and withered chicken's.
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:Heads bottles of all sizes
and colors lined the walls.
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:A woman lies face down on a
table in the center of the room.
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:Her dress is pulled up to expose the pale
skin of her thigh, which appears to be the
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:only place on either leg that isn't inked.
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:A man in a black robe is bent
over her with long, pale fingers.
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:He dips a needle into a
bottle of reddish ink.
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:then he begins tapping the
needle into the skin of her leg.
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:After a moment, he turns to me
peering with toad like eyes through
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:the pattern of ink on his face.
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:Take a seat.
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:I'll be with you in a moment.
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:he says, with a voice that
sounds like crumbling parchment.
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:He gestures with his chin behind me.
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:Turning.
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:I see a low chair, but
I couldn't possibly sit.
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:I look at the woman lying on
the croker's table and see
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:spots of blood on her thigh.
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:I avert my eyes feeling sick.
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:I know how healing is done.
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:This isn't it.
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:When the Roker is finished, the
woman slides off the table and
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:stands, I'll be back next month.
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:At the same time.
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:She says, smoothing down
her skirt Very well.
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:After dropping a few coins on the
table, the woman leaves the lounge.
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:What can I do for you?
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:The Croker asks, fussing with his tools
instead of looking at me, I step forward.
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:My legs trembling like blades of grass.
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:I try not to stammer.
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:I have some hair to sell.
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:let's see.
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:The Roker says, holding
out ink stained fingers.
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:Gathering my courage.
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:I pull the shorn hair from the
stalking and place it in his palm.
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:He bounces it as if weighing the locks.
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:then his bulging eyes look me up and down.
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:I cla my hands together
to stop the shaking.
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:After a moment, he places the hair on
the inking table and holds up a finger.
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:Wait here.
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:I'll be back.
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:He leaves the room by a
small door in the back wall.
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:his black cloak almost
catching on the latch.
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:As he hurries out, my mouth drops open.
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:What's going on?
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:The lounge is even more eerie.
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:Now that I'm alone, slowly I turn.
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:Taking in the room.
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:When my back is to the wigs and
I'm facing the front door, I notice
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:a parchment tack to the wall.
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:It is similar in every way to the
wanted poster of Boan in known as
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:envelope, but there's one difference.
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:The picture in the center is
of a girl with ratty long hair
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:that looks very much like mine.
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:Below the picture, it reads 1000
Shekels for the Girl and:
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:Shekels for the Pero of Naja.
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:In a panic.
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:I grab my hair off the table and run
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:How long until the Croker
finds the dragon stationed here
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:and gets back to the lounge.
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:I race down the street, The wooden
sole of my boot clomping on the cobbles
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:stabs of pain, radiate up my leg.
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:When I get to the trail leading down
to the boats, I can see that there
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:are still a few diggers on the dock.
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:I want to keep running, but flip up my
hood and force myself to a casual stroll.
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:I can't look concerned.
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:I even manage a fake smile as I walk
up to gray and whisper in his ear.
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:I'm going to bed.
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:I'll take care of that
business in the morning.
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:Gray intent on moving
the line in front of him.
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:Nods and continues.
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:Laing Bitters.
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:I'm glad he has agreed because
I can't have him looking for me.
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:Tonight I go straight to the
boat and climb under the canopy.
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:Now there's only one option for food.
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:Wild forage.
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:Hopefully the rest of my plan goes better.
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:I get to work, fluffing my blankets and
arranging it so it looks like I'm under
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:the covers, adding to the effect I stick
my shorn hair where my head should be.
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:next I strip out of my tunic
and skirt, which I stuff along
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:with my cloak into my bundle.
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:I'm left in my small clothes,
a one piece top, and shorts.
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:For a moment, I finger the
tattered flowers, Nona embroidered
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:around the edge of the fabric.
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:Would she approve of what I'm doing?
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:I promised not to be rash.
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:but I also promised to find the
jewels with a purse of my lips.
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:I peek out from under the canopy.
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:When I'm sure no one is watching,
I grab a cork vest from off the
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:side of the boat and slip it on
with my staff over my shoulder.
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:I drop silently into the water holding
the bundle on top of my head with one
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:hand so I can swim with the other.
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:The water is shockingly cold, and the
current's stronger than I expected.
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:It's hard to swim and keep my bundle dry.
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:For the love of rats, I panic.
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:I'm going to miss the end of the dock.
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:I take a desperate stroke, almost
dunking my bundle in the process.
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:At the last moment, I managed to toss
the oil skin onto the wood planking
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:and heave myself up behind it.
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:This end of the dock is quiet and there
isn't a lantern close With my teeth
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:chattering, I slip into my clothes
without delay, I move to the old boat.
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:It's not in great condition, but
it floats, and there are oars and a
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:bale bucket Quickly, I climb in and
untie the bow line without a sound.
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:I let the boat drift down river on
the current until I'm far enough
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:from the dock that no one will hear
the squeak of oars as I row away.
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:Jackal.
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:When I've calmed enough to sleep, I
climb onto the boat and sit on my tick.
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:What I learned about my
mother has me in the pht mood.
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:I've been in for quite some time.
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:I wanted to take my anger out
on someone, and the girl was the
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:easiest target when she poked her
head out from under the canopy.
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:I pulled my rodents little romance
towards me and kissed him on the lips.
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:When she ducked back
inside, I pushed him away.
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:He wiped his mouth and looked
furious, but I waved him off.
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:Go back to your bitters
before the taru gets mad.
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:I told him.
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:He stormed away.
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:Frankly, I'm not sure why
the kiss wasn't half bad.
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:I smirk even now as I remember
it, but only for a moment as a
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:twinge of guilt washes over me.
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:I am not fooled by the emotion
anymore and fished the jewel out
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:of its pouch in my skirt pocket.
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:As I touch.
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:Its cool surface.
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:Some of my anger slips away.
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:I frown.
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:No, you don't.
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:I want to stay angry.
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:It's the only way I'll survive.
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:I return the stone to its pouch
and shove it deep in my pocket.
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:Again.
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:My rodent is sleeping soundly
in the back of the boat.
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:I glance at her form.
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:I will persuade her to help me find
the jewels and when the time is
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:right, I'll leave her in the Norwood.
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:It will work out fine.
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:Brie, there is no moon to speak of, and
even the starlight is blocked by clouds.
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:All I've got is my sense of hearing
to tell me where I am in the river.
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:Thankfully, I recall weather saying
it was flat water from NS R to the
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:first cataract which lies deep
in the heart of the Black Canyon.
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:It should be all night and most
of tomorrow before I have to
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:worry about the great falls.
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:Even still, I strain my ears
for the sound of water on rock.
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:terrified of coming upon
any waves in the dark.
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:My insights turn to mush when I think
of running the Black Canyon alone,
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:even the most experienced rivermen
occasionally flip in the cataracts,
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:But weathers assured me that a
successful run is all in the setup.
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:Surely if I scout the worst of the swift
water from shore, I'll get through.
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:I do some figuring if I left the
dock around midnight and Jackal
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:doesn't discover I'm gone until
I miss staff practice, that
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:will give me a six hour lead.
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:Even then, she'll have to wait at least
an hour for the banjara to break camp.
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:That gives me seven hours to
reach the castle, find the
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:jewels and head down river again.
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:Can I do it that fast?
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:I pull harder on the oars.
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:What choice do I have?
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:It rains on and off, but my
steady rowing keeps me warm.
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:As the boat slices through
the black water, I think about
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:gray and jackal and the kiss.
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:Was it their first or one
of many My eyes sting.
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:I don't care about jackal.
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:She's Reagan thorn's daughter.
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:How can I be surprised by anything she
does, but gray, I trusted him again,
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:Jackal.
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:I wake sometime in the
wee hours of the morning.
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:It's dark and all is quiet,
but something is wrong.
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:I feel it in my gut.
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:I sit up and call to the girl.
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:She doesn't move.
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:I reach out to shake the sleeping
figure, but my hand sinks
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:into the folds of her blanket.
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:That's when I realized my mistake.
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:It never crossed my mind.
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:She would slip away without gray and
I kept an eye on him all night.
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:In a rage.
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:I scramble off the boat.
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:The boy is sleeping under an oil
cloth on the dock on Kick him.
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:Wake everyone up.
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:Bri is gone.
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:Chapter 33, Brie.
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:I row, then row some more When
it's light enough to see, I
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:search the boat hatches and find a
withered apple and some dried meat.
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:I eat the apple.
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:Thankfully, the rain stops.
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:Before taking up the ORs again, I
add another notch to my staff,
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:bringing the total to 16.
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:16 days gone and I still only
have one Juul I start to row
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:once more, determined not to stop
until I reach the first cataract.
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:I'm feeling some fatigue, but overall
I'm impressed with my endurance
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:falling into a rhythm I push on.
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:The sun has reached its zenith and
started its downward journey before
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:I'm too dogged to keep rowing my
hands are chaffed and my back aches.
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:I stop to chew the dried meat
savoring the peppery flavor
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:as the boat floats down river.
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:Without planning it, my eyes drift closed.
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:I've only been still for a
moment when I hear a flutter of
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:wings as grim lands on the bow,
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:He calls loudly.
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:I don't move.
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:The vision in my mind is too beautiful.
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:I'm on a boat riding up a curling
wave, then crashing through
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:the frothing white foam grim.
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:Cause again, go away.
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:I mumble The foam
clears and I'm in a cave.
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:Silver glint of water
sparkle on stone walls.
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:I see Bogdan's boat.
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:There's another call.
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:Leave me alone.
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:I call out without opening my eyes.
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:I don't want the dream to end.
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:I'm about to find the amethyst.
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:I know it.
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:Grim cause two more
times, three more times.
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:The vision disintegrates.
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:I sit up blinking and confused.
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:The sun has slipped below the canyon wall.
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:The river is in shadow.
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:How long did I sleep in the
distance I hear a low rumble?
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:No, it couldn't be.
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:I look downstream, but can't see
beyond the bend in the river.
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:My heart begins to
thunder like a rainstorm.
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:Nothing but the first cataract
would make that sound.
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:I scramble to the oars and
begin pulling to shore.
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:I need to see the swift
water before I run it.
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:I've got to enter at just the right
place, or I'll never make it through.
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:As I pull grim, squawks and flaps
his wings, raising a foot in the
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:air, then landing on the deck again,
You could have woken me sooner.
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:I say straining to reach
shore, grim squawks more,
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:hopping up and down as he does.
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:He's making such a ruckus that
I quit rowing and look at him.
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:He stops instantly and looks back at me.
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:I pull on the oars, and he squawks.
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:I stop again.
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:You are crazy.
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:I'm not letting the boat float
through the swift water on its own.
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:Grim cock his head and
croaks deep in his throat.
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:The dream wasn't real.
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:I insist, but as I say the words,
I'm reminded of Marette calling
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:both Grim and the Hesperian Corvex.
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:Does the whisper speak to me through Grim?
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:I can't believe it yet.
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:The bird seems determined
to communicate something.
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:I recall weather saying that
Bog Dan's boat ran the swift
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:water without anyone rowing.
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:If I want to find the amethyst, should
I run the swift water the same way
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:Grim gives several quick cause
as if affirming my thought.
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:for the love of rats.
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:The idea is lunacy, but I find myself
believing it's true grim, or should
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:I say the whisper wants the boat
to float the cataract without help.
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:Grim did lead me to the Roker in Ns ran.
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:Maybe I should trust him.
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:I look longingly ashore, but sit still.
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:Grim stands on the front
deck, preening his tail.
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:Feathers calm as can be.
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:This gives me confidence.
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:The rumble of the cataract
gets louder still.
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:I continue to sit even when
I see the monstrous waves.
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:I stay composed.
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:The boat is just dropping down the
smooth water at the top of the falls.
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:When grim takes to the air and
flies away, Hey, I call after him.
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:What kind of chicken are you?
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:My confidence evaporates,
but it's too late.
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:I grip my handholds and brace my
legs, determine that no matter
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:what happens, I won't let go.
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:The boat plummets into the swift
water, picking up tremendous speed.
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:The fall is so steep, I'm afraid
I'll tumble out of my seat.
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:Down I go until the boat hits
the mass of churning water.
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:There is no time to catch a breath as the
boat is smashed, like a fly under a water.
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:Instantly.
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:My hands are ripped from my
holds Violent water envelops
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:me as I'm washed from the boat.
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:I open my eyes.
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:There's light above me, but
I'm going down, down, down.
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:I try with all my might
to swim for the surface.
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:My arms and legs thrashing.
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:I make no progress.
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:Soon.
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:My lungs feel like they'll explode.
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:The river won't let me go In
a panic, I flail harder, but
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:I'm in the grip of the current.
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:My lungs continue to burn.
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:If I don't get a breath soon, it hits
me Then that I might, actually die.
450
:Blackness closes in around
the edges of my vision.
451
:I stop struggling.
452
:My body goes limp, Suddenly as
if the river is done with me,
453
:I shoot towards the surface.
454
:I anticipate breathing at any moment.
455
:Instead, my head hits something hard.
456
:I stifle the urge to suck in water as my
hands go up and I feel the rock above me.
457
:I am under an overhang, which is blocking
the surface for the love of rats.
458
:I need air.
459
:Now with my hands overhead,
I frantically attempt to move
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:myself out from under the ledge.
461
:Without warning, I pop up to the surface.
462
:Air, glorious air.
463
:I can breathe, but the
darkness around me is absolute.
464
:I tread water as I spin in a whirlpool.
465
:Something bumps me.
466
:It's a log throwing my
arms over the sodden wood.
467
:I hold on as I continue to turn.
468
:At first, I'm so grateful to
breathe that I'm not afraid,
469
:but as I spin, my fear grows.
470
:Things I can't identify
bump me in the dark.
471
:What if some other soul
got washed in here?
472
:What if I come across a floating body?
473
:I want to cry.
474
:Why did I trust grim?
475
:I should have rode the cataract
the way weather's taught me.
476
:This is nothing like
the cave in my vision.
477
:It was sparkling with light and there was
a ledge where the boat rested a ledge.
478
:the thought gives me hope.
479
:There may well be a ledge here somewhere.
480
:It takes me a moment to gather my
courage, but I reach into the darkness.
481
:What I feel isn't solid rock, but a
crumbling pile of sticks and debris.
482
:Quickly, I pull my hand
back and try to think.
483
:This underwater whirlpool is a
natural place for things to collect.
484
:Who knows how long it's been here?
485
:I do several more rotations before
reaching out to the pile again.
486
:When I do, my hand digs into the
loose sticks, rotting leaves, and
487
:whatever else has been washed in here.
488
:. After a moment, I managed to
pull myself out of the water
489
:and onto the mass of debris.
490
:I grope around in the
darkness, not caring anymore.
491
:If my hands come across
something repulsive.
492
:Above me is solid rock.
493
:I'm definitely in a cave at my side I find
a HU board about the length of my arm.
494
:A board that could easily be
the sighting of a banjara boat.
495
:I get hopeful as I find
some kind of framework.
496
:This must be bogged Dan's boat
as I grope in the darkness.
497
:I can tell that many boards are
gone, but many are still in place.
498
:All the river gear, including the
oars, have been washed away, but my
499
:fingers come across what feels like
a hatch cover that is still in place.
500
:I am shivering so hard that my
fingers aren't working well, but
501
:I manage to release the latch.
502
:The lid comes away in my hand, the
leather hinges completely rotted through.
503
:I reach in tentatively it
feels empty and my heart sinks.
504
:But with more searching, I discover what
feels like a bean pot with a missing lid.
505
:I plunge my hand inside and
find something hard, something.
506
:I feel certain, even in the
pitch, black is the amethyst.
507
:I clutch the lump to my chest and weight,
but as usual, there's nothing fine.
508
:I say to the darkness, all
that matters is that I have it.
509
:With shaking fingers, I place the
new stone next to the sapphire in
510
:Nona shawl at my waist and double
check that the knot is secure.
511
:That done, I sit in
the darkness shivering.
512
:finding the amethyst is all well and
good, but now how do I get out of here?
513
:After thinking for a while, I
come up with only one solution.
514
:I've got to return the way I came.
515
:The thought is horrifying, but
there is no other choice.
516
:I kneel in the crumbling debris
next to the water and tell
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:myself to dive in, but I can't.
518
:I almost died the last
time I was in the water.
519
:My hand goes to the
New Stone in Nona Shaw.
520
:I made the choice to let
the boat run the cataract.
521
:Now, like it or not, I have
to suffer the consequences.
522
:Just do it.
523
:I command myself.
524
:After feeling my lungs
with air, I dive in.
525
:The water thrashes me, and I
can't control where I'm going.
526
:For an interminable moment,
I'm held against a rock wall.
527
:In the next moment, I'm
propelled downstream.
528
:Finally, I pop up gasping for air.
529
:My eyes dazzled by the light.
530
:I am completely disoriented
until I see the boat bobbing
531
:right side up along the shore.
532
:I swim to it as fast as my sodden skirts
will let me and pull myself aboard.
533
:I'm grateful to see that the boat is still
in one piece and both oars are in place.
534
:I check that my bundle is in the hatch.
535
:It is.
536
:The only thing that appears
to be lost is the bale bucket.
537
:I should have tied it to the
boat the way weathers does.
538
:I grimace.
539
:From now on, I'll be bailing
with Nona's Cook Pott.
540
:Then it hits me.
541
:Where's my staff?
542
:Dread builds in my chest as I look
around, but the boat is empty.
543
:The staff known a carved for me is gone.
544
:Washed down river.
545
:I slump in the cockpit.
546
:Lost without it.
547
:the boat still bobbing along the
shore knocks into a rock, then
548
:it knocks again reluctantly.
549
:I get up and tie a bow line
to a large boulder before any
550
:damage is done to the boat.
551
:Grim lands on a rock not far
away, and watches me in silence.
552
:Stupid bird, I murmur.
553
:You don't even care that
I nearly died back there.
554
:Grim just blinks.
555
:I turn away.
556
:I'm done with the whisper.
557
:I'll keep up my search, but
I'll never trust you again.
558
:this reminds me of my find.
559
:I dig the new lump out of Nona Shawl
and hold it up to the sunlight.
560
:It is indeed the amethyst.
561
:Its natural crystalline shape
extends the width of my palm.
562
:The deep lavender runs from end
to end without a single flaw.
563
:Grim squawks when he
sees it and flies away.
564
:I can't help but think he wanted
to confirm that I had the amethyst
565
:before acknowledging I survived.
566
:Is that all the whisper cares
about finding the jewels?
567
:Does it even matter what happens to me?
568
:Annoyed.
569
:I glance at the sky.
570
:There couldn't be more than an
hour or two of daylight left.
571
:Time is wasting.
572
:I've got to find the castle.