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108. Chapter 19, 20 and 21
Episode 10827th March 2026 • Creative Spiritual Journey • Judy Cooley and Ghia Cooley
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A murdered guardian. A stolen sapphire. A raven with opinions.

Brie must gather the Jewels of Tambor—learning courage, cunning, and a strength she never knew she possessed—all while braving a twisted foot, a lack of trust, and impossible odds. Meanwhile, Dogmar, known as Jackal, will do anything to claim the throne…until a stolen jewel begins to unravel everything she believes about strength and survival.

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Chapter 19 jackal.

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As I stand at the bottom of the

steep stairs that lead to the ram

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rot of Naja, my skin begins to crawl.

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I try unsuccessfully to

wipe the feeling away.

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While it's the snake God oon,

I'm forced to worship in Ultan

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I'm just as revolted by Naja.

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Despite my inclination to avoid all

snake gods, I get behind the boy

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and follow him up the worn steps.

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I'm almost to the top when I

feel the twinge of a jewel.

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It's not the stone my rodent is carrying.

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This is different.

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As I reach the expansive courtyard,

the immense head of the serpent

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looms over me fangs Baird.

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I cringe not from my disgust of the

snake God, but at the overwhelming

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power I feel from the stone embedded

in the serpent's chest by ion.

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It's like a weight on my heart.

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I don't want to be near it.

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The boy looks at me and I try to smile.

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when his attention is elsewhere, I turn

my back and curse the wretched stone.

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Like it or not, I've located

another jewel of Tambo

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Brie.

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At the top of the stairs, I falter.

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People are everywhere.

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Mabu with mosque, green robes draped

over one shoulder and pilgrims talking

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excitedly chanting fills the air.

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Under normal circumstances, would pick

a quiet corner to hide, but I can't move.

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Instead, I'm mesmerized by the

stone replica of na, which

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looms over the courtyard.

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A pilgrim joles me as she pushes

by Brie, you're in the way.

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I hear gray's words,

but they don't register.

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After a moment, he takes me by the

shoulder and pushes me to the center of

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the courtyard, where apparently I can

gape at Naja without bothering anyone.

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Here I get a full view of the towering

serpent, while the backside visible

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from the valley is a natural stone.

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The front is an intricate mosaic of

colored pebbles and small jewels.

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These radiate outward from a central cone

on the serpent's raised chest resembling

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shimmering scales, and there at the center

is the largest gemstone I've ever seen.

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It's bigger than my hand spread wide,

and it's soft, pale green, and reminds

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me of the new growth on pine bows.

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There's no doubt that

I have found the Pero.

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As I gaze at the stone, my heart slumps.

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I can't even touch it,

let alone take it with me.

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What could Nona possibly have had in mind?

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Eventually, I pull my eyes from

the gem and turn in a slow circle,

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taking in the rest of the courtyard.

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Several mabu are busy carving

blocks of Graystone into

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miniature replicas of the snake.

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God for pilgrims to purchase.

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The shaved heads of the bu glisten with

sweat causing me to realize that the sun

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has emerged from the clouds, But a quick

glance at the sky tells me it won't last

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long as clouds are building in the west.

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Another turn and the looming

serpent is at my back.

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Now I'm standing in front of a

deep cavern hu into the rock face.

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The entrance is an elaborate tangle

of snakes carved from the stone.

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I realize this room is where

the chanting originates.

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Peering in the dimly lit alcove.

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I can make out close to 20 mabu

seated cross-legged on the floor.

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Dripping candles lined the walls.

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the mabu chant in shifts day and night.

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It never stops.

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I overhear jackal telling Gray who

is peering at the cavern as well,

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Catching movement to my right.

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I make one more turn and see a

group of mabu working in unison

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through a series of staff moves.

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I stare.

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Their form is sharp and angular, not

the smooth flowing style, Nona taught me.

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When they lunge and jab, I notice that

each monk has a bronze serpent inked

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from shoulder to forearm, the movement

in conjunction with the ink makes it

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appear as if the serpent is striking.

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Anyone who thinks of stealing

that Pero has to go through them.

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I hear jackal say Instantly.

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Everything snaps together, and I stagger

like I've been hit by a freak windstorm.

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I put the end of my staff on the

ground to keep from toppling over.

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Of course they use staffs.

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I say If they preferred swords,

Nona would have as well.

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Jackal cocks her head.

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What did you say?

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Nothing.

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I groan.

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as I think of Nona with

her reason for everything.

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I see her at staff practice day after

day until she can execute each move

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with precision until her muscles

have memorized every block and lunge.

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This was the reason she planned on

challenging the mabu for the Pero.

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are you feeling well?

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Gray asks, interrupting my thoughts.

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I grip my staff.

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Yeah, I'm fine, but in reality,

I'm miserable without Nona,

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this painful check has no point.

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I will never get the stone without her.

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Gray pokes me in the ribs.

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Hey.

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I'm going to look around.

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I nod and wave him away.

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I am watching the Mabu again.

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When I see a staff disappear,

I blink not believing my eyes.

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I watch more intently until

another staff vanishes.

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This time I catch it.

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The staff doesn't disappear.

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Not really.

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Instead, it collapses into a rod

no longer than a person's forearm.

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The mabu is then able to slip the staff

into the folds of his robe and it's gone.

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Nice trick.

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Jackal my rodent gapes at

the Marabou for a long time.

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I hope she has a plan and

I hope it's a good one.

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I pull my coat out of my satchel and slip

it on The sun warm only moments before

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is now blocked by heavy rain clouds.

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Another storm is on its way

and looks to be much worse

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than the rain we had yesterday.

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With the boy off exploring, I find a

place to crouch and study my rodent.

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She looks wild with that unkept hair,

but she's also delicate like a bird.

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And with that foot, She almost hops around

like one, I can tell she has substance

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and a fair degree of intelligence.

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It shows in the way she cocks her

head and blinks when she's curious.

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But none of this matters because

I can see a flaw beneath it all.

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She's trusting.

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It shows in her eyes.

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Trust.

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I can use

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Brie with gray and Jackal gone.

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I walk to the wall of the courtyard,

which overlooks the RI River.

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From here, I can see the serpent's back.

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It's carved with scales that I couldn't

make out from the valley yesterday.

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More importantly, I can see that

running up the side of the serpent is

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a series of shallow hand and toe holes.

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obviously made for accessing

the luminous green stone.

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I look at the Pero would

simply touching it be enough?

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Nona said, having the

essence of the ruby would do.

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Would it suffice for the Pero as well?

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Of course there's one major problem.

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I don't know if I'll feel anything

by simply touching the stone, but

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the reality is I don't have a choice.

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There's no taking the stone with me.

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I glance about in an effort to come up

with another option, but there isn't one.

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That's it.

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Then all I can do is touch

the Pero and see what happens.

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Before I can change my

mind, I start up the steps.

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The climb is easy though.

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I remind myself not to look down.

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The drop isn't just to the courtyard,

but all the way to the valley floor.

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Not that height is a problem.

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I've climbed hundreds

of trees in the Norwood.

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It's the exposure.

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That's why I froze on the sea cliff.

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When I tried to rescue Grim, I was

all alone on the bare rock with no

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comforting bows for security and just

pay attention to the task at hand.

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I tell myself sounding too much like Nona.

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I climb without looking at anything but

the next hold, when the holds run out.

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I glance around.

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I'm now even with the perio do, but the

serpents, extended hood is not flat.

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It's concave.

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The stone is deep within

the center of the chest.

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From where I am, it doesn't appear

possible to reach owl pellets.

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I'm so close holding on with one hand.

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I lean towards the stone with a more

direct view Down the center of the cone, I

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can see that the Pero is not the enormous

gem I thought it was from the courtyard.

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In reality, it's no bigger

than the sapphire at my waist.

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I don't know how it works, but the

mosaic lined cone has the effect of

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enlarging the appearance of the gem.

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I reach one handout to touch the

stone, but it's too far away.

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I swing back to readjust

my grip and try again.

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At that moment, there's a

roar from the courtyard below.

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I look down to see a stream of

mabu pouring from the cavern

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Leading the flood of green is a

mabu in purple robes brandishing.

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A golden staff carved in the

shape of a serpent falcon.

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He yells a falcon dares to

challenge Naja other monks.

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Chime in down with the falcon, I wince

at the name aware that the falcon

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is the serpent's greatest enemy, e

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jackal.

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I am admiring the boy as he

strolls around the courtyard.

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When mayhem breaks loose,

the mabu are in an uproar.

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I scan the crowd for my

rodent by the jewels.

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Where did she go?

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I was only distracted for a moment.

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When I see that she has climbed

the serpent, I can hardly

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believe my eyes brainless twit.

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What is she doing?

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The mabu are in a frenzy.

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Curse her stupidity.

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How will she help me find the

jewels if her bones are broken?

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I could step in, make a scene,

pull some rank, and get her

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out of this mess or curses.

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I don't know.

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I bite my lip and decide to wait

and see how things play out.

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I'm sure she doesn't

realize what she has done.

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Just to reach for the stone is an insult.

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Climbing the serpent,

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She's got to be out of her mind.

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Brie

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For the love of rats, will I

ever learn not to be so reckless?

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I just wanted to touch it.

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I yell as I scramble down.

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This is bad, really bad.

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I skip the last few holds and

jump to the ground instantly.

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I'm surrounded by mbu.

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Their faces distorted with rage.

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I'm sorry.

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I won't do it again.

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I promise.

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With The mabu circling me, I panic

and tears cascade down my cheeks.

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la Marabou begin to twist and sway

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Shoulder to shoulder, they

slither around me and chant in

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unison, choose, choose, choose.

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Nevermind.

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I don't want any stones.

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I just wanna go home.

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I would yell these words, but I can't get

them past the constriction in my throat.

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Choose, choose.

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Choose.

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The Mabu continued to chant.

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Choose what I managed to squeak.

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I'm shaking so badly

that I drop to one knee.

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The circle closes in the

mabu, begin waving their

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serpent inked arms in my face.

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I don't know what they want, so

I drop all the way to the ground.

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Choose, choose, choose.

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They are even closer now.

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Their voice is low and menacing.

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Get away.

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I swing my arm out wildly

desperate to drive them back.

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I touch a hand and the owner

grabs my arm holding it fast.

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The others move away.

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The Mabu with the Golden

staff steps forward.

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Naja has a challenger.

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He calls raising his staff overhead.

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This will be a fight with the staff.

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All the pilgrims.

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Circle around and cheer the grip on my arm

loosens the mabu who held it, steps back.

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I remember seeing him train.

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He was the largest of all

the mabu by almost a head.

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His legs are like tree trunks and his

arms bulge with muscles from his robe.

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He pulls a staff snapping it open.

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I stare as he twirls it with tremendous

speed causing the serpent on his arm

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to look as if it's striking repeatedly.

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I scramble to my feet and

back to the edge of the crowd.

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No, this is a mistake.

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Brie.

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I can see gray trying to push his

way through the throng of pilgrims.

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I don't want to fight.

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I yell.

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You don't have a choice.

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Someone in the crowd

yells, put on a good show.

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You'll only get a minor beating.

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Another adds no frantically.

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I try to push through the crowd, but they

hold tight, creating an impenetrable wall.

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I scratch and kick, then I drop

to my knees and try scrambling

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through their legs, but someone

grabs my foot and hauls me back,

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Chapter 20 jackal.

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When my rodent gets down to the

courtyard, she's lost in the crowd.

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I'm scanning the swarm of people.

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When I see the presiding mabu hand his

staff to a novice and nod towards nadja.

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The novice takes the staff

and climbs the stone serpent.

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His green robes billowing in the wind.

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After reaching the top, he

places the head of the staff in

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a notch making another foothold.

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With this extra step, he easily reaches

the Pero as if handling a serpent.

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The novice cautiously

removes the green gem.

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After returning the way he came,

he proffers the stone and the

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staff to the presiding mbu who

takes them with an heir of pride.

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I assume the Mabu wants the gem

in hand to prove his authority.

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With the Pero now closer, I can see that

it isn't nearly as big as it first looked.

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How strange.

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When I spot my rodent again, she's

trying to fight her way to the boy.

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I'm not sure why it

isn't as if he can help.

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The presiding mbu raising his staff

in one hand and the jewel in the other

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calls for the fight to begin for a

second, I think my rodent is going to

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be taken out with the first blow, but

at the last moment she spins and blocks

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her attacker with a jab at his ribs.

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She rolls away.

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Not bad for a rodent.

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though.

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I suspect the giant hasn't

used his full strength.

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Not yet.

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Brie.

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this isn't good.

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What do I do?

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Mercifully, instinct takes

over and I defend myself.

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Seems I have enough sense to keep

my head from being bashed in.

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But how do I get out of this?

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I lunge away.

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Nona used to talk to me about strato.

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Jim, I should remember something.

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I've bested gray a few times.

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They were just mock battles.

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But I did win.

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I leaped back to avoid a swing at my head.

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Yes, I recall a good lesson.

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Big as he is.

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My opponent has a weakness.

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I duck a jab.

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The question is, can I pull off?

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Nona's move?

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Before I'm clobbered, I

swing and dodge another blow.

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and jackal.

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The crowd loves it.

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Money begins to change

hands as bets are placed.

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Surely they don't think she can win.

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There must be a wager

on how long she'll last.

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She's fast.

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I'll give her that with a shout.

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She lands another blow

on the Mara Booz ribs.

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Same spot as the first, The Mabu

grunts probably more out of surprise

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than pain, as she doesn't appear

to be much stronger than a breeze.

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After some time I realize the

girl is quite skilled, which

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gives me a twinge of jealousy.

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I've never seen much use for

a weapon without a blade.

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Perhaps I should reconsider.

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The presiding mabu stands like royalty

as he watches the fight from a raised

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platform, golden staff in hand.

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He looks almost as arrogant as my father.

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I notice him glance at the sky

and my eyes follow The clouds

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that have moved in are ominous.

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It seems to be getting dark though.

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Sunset is hours away.

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With the crash of staff against staff,

my eyes are drawn back to the courtyard.

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Should I step in?

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I don't want my rodent beaten.

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Senseless.

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She wouldn't be much used to me then, yet.

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I wait.

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Curious to see what happens

and reluctant to blow my cover.

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The giant is slow and the girl dances

around him, landing another blow on

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his ribs, but it hardly phases him.

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Laughter ripples from the onlookers.

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He grins over his shoulder

at the crowd, and action.

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He would never have dared

with a serious opponent.

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while the rabbus eyes are averted,

the girl surges in the move.

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Comes like a strike from a viper.

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No hesitation.

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placing a foot just

above the Giant's knee.

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She uses it to jump up and

slam her staff into the side of

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his head right above his ear.

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She yells with the exertion.

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Spittle flies from the

giant scaping mouth.

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As his head spins with a

crash, he falls to the ground.

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I jump to my feet.

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This is unbelievable.

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The Mabu has gravely

misjudged his opponent.

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The stunned crowd waits to

see if the giant will get up.

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The girl looks shocked and

stands perfectly still.

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I glance at the presiding

mabu whose neck is bulging.

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It's his turn to be

undermined by a rodent.

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My lips twitch in amusement.

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There's a groan from the giant

as he makes it to his knees.

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After another moment,

he teeters to his feet.

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The presiding mabu raises his arms

in the air, his golden staff in one

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hand, and the stone in the other.

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The fight will continue.

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He announces Many people in the

crowd begin to boo in protest.

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It should be the girl's victory.

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The giant was on the ground too long

before the presiding mabu can reconsider

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a shaft of lightning shatters the

blackened sky and strikes his staff.

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The stone flies from his hand

as he's thrown to the ground.

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Deafening thunder fills the courtyard.

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A deluge of water pours from the

heavens, like a torrential waterfall.

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People scatter for shelter.

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It's almost impossible to see.

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I push blindly towards the last

glimpse I had of the stone with

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the next splash of lightning.

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I see it.

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My rodent has it in her clutches.

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I smile what was once hers is

now mine without another thought.

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I snatch the stone.

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In the next moment, I somersault

over the courtyard wall landing

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in a crouch on the trail below.

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I'm so elated that I all but giggle.

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I've got the Pero And in all

the confusion, I'm certain

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no one knows where it went.

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Brie, no.

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The stone was in my fingers.

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Now it's gone.

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Not like a precious object is

gone, more like a piece of me

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is gone ripped from my insides.

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I can hardly breathe with the pain of it.

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I stumble to the wall, expecting to

witness a body careening down the cliff.

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It's difficult to see in the

deluge, I make out where NA's

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body doubles back on itself.

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Right below the courtyard, A

figure in black has landed on

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the trail, a faint gleam of green

flashes between white fingers.

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I run pushing past soden, people

scrambling heatless of protests down

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the slippery stairs on the trail.

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I bolt.

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I've never in my life moved so fast.

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This is the second jewel that has

been snatched from my fingers.

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I want it back.

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pilgrim.

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Still heading to the ram rot.

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Try in vain to find protection

under scant overhangs.

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I'm grateful they're out of my way.

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If I miss a step, I could

tumble off the trail.

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Sparks of fire shoot up my leg, but I

continue heedless of the pain, Getting the

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stone back is more important than my foot.

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There's a flash of black coat a moment

later, it disappears around a curve.

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I push myself to move faster as I swipe

at the Ritz of water running down my face.

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It seems like days before I reach the top

of the gully, was it an hour, maybe two.

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My foot is a blaze with pain.

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I stop heaving for breath for the love.

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I bend over and put a

hand on my knee of rats.

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It's still so far to the bottom.

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I can feel that my foot is

chafed, hoping for relief.

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I untie the lace from the upper

portion of the boot and retie it

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again loosely around my ankle.

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I peer down the gully.

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I can't see the figure

to make things worse.

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The gully is running with water.

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I know the stone is likely gone,

but I'm not willing to give up yet.

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with my staff as a walking

stick, I begin my descent.

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I've gone a short distance

When I hear a loud rumble at

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first, I don't know what it is.

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A moment later, I understand the

gully is about to flash flood.

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There isn't enough time

to get out of the way.

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Instead, I dive behind a giant

boulder and brace my feet

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just as a torrent of water.

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Rushes past the rock at my back,

deflects the majority of the flood,

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and provides a pocket of safety.

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But I'm stranded in a cascade of water.

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It won't last long.

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It won't last long.

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In my panic, I repeat

the words over and over.

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The noise is thunderous.

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My foot slips, and I struggle

to wedge it back in place.

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Please, please, please

let the water die down.

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I hardly move for over an hour.

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I'm exhausted from the effort.

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When the flood water slacken, I am

relieved until the rock at my back shifts

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just enough to cause the flow of water

to change direction and run over my

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legs, the wooden sole of my boot slips.

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No, I'm slamming my foot about

for a new spot to wedge it.

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When my boot slips off, I

reach, but it's washed away.

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Frantic.

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I'll be washed away as well.

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I jam my good foot between two rocks.

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I'm saved for now.

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Chapter 21, Jackal.

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Iles, I snarl as I trip over a dinner

tray left outside the room of my door,

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lumpy pea soup, splatters on the floor.

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I leave it shivering.

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I strip out of my soaked clothes

and drape them over a chair.

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at least someone thought to light a fire.

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I pull a blanket off the bed and

wrap it around my shoulders before

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slumping next to the hearth.

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As soon as I'm relaxed, the influence

of the stone floods my body with

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a tingling sensation by ion.

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I moan what a fool I've been.

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I should have left the

stone with the girl.

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Now I have to carry it

all the way to Ultan.

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Greed has gotten in the

way of my good judgment.

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Reluctantly, I dig the pero from

my coat pocket, holding it out.

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I watch the flames, send sparks through.

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Its soft green facets.

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The stone warms as I turn it.

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My body warms as well.

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And that's when I realize that

I feel good, really good for

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the first time in how long?

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I can't remember, but how can that be?

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It's the same stone that

revolted me at the Ram wat

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then I realized the difference.

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The stone is now mine.

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I clutch it to my chest and laugh.

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I feel so good that it crosses my mind

to wake the dragon and let him see

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the jewel, maybe even let him hold it.

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How long has it been since I

wanted to share anything, I drop

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the stone back in my pocket and

start pulling on my wet clothes.

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:

With the stone out of my

hand, its influence is muffled

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and I come to my senses.

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Don't be stupid, you

can't show it to anyone.

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I drop my clothes back on the chair.

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Doing so would mean my father would find

out, and this is going to be my secret.

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The stone is mine, but I can't

let it run away with my emotions

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or I won't make rational decisions.

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I leave it in my pocket so I can

think clearly Sitting on the bed,

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I wrap my arms around my legs

and rest my chin on my knees.

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I stare at the flames and think

about what I must do next.

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:

I only have one stone, so

minus the ruby my father has.

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There are six more.

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:

I groan as I realize the

second mistake I have made.

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I still need the girl.

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I should never have run off without her.

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Burying my fingers in my damp pair.

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I berate myself for stupidity.

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The girl hasn't even crossed my mind

since I somersaulted over the wall.

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idiot.

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I get to my feet with the blanket around

my shoulders and walk across the room.

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the girl.

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Must still be at the ram rot.

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I turn, I'm the only one who made

it down before the trail flashed.

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Then I snap my fingers easy.

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All I need to do is

hike up in the morning.

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:

I'll find her coming down.

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Brie,

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It's dark before the flood waters recede.

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:

I try getting to my feet, but it's no use.

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I can't stand.

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My foot has swollen and my boot is gone.

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:

I attempt various techniques to

get down the gully, but in the

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end there is only one choice.

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Crawl with my wet skirt tangled about

my legs and my staff on my back.

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:

I slowly worm my way from

Boulder to Boulder.

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:

Before long, I'm shaking with fatigue,

but I refuse to stop at one point.

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:

I wonder about gray.

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He's most likely sleeping

in the courtyard.

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:

Jackal close by, the two of them will

be down in the morning, happy as can be.

502

:

It's only thoughts of my warm

cloak and food that keep me moving.

503

:

Any hope of catching the

figure in black is gone.

504

:

I've lost another stone.

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the sky is pewter gray.

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:

When I reach the bottom of the gully,

my hands are raw, from dragging

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myself over the rocks, using my staff

As a walking stick, I stand with

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my barefoot on wet pine needles.

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:

I take a step, but my foot won't hold me.

510

:

I pushed it too hard.

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Nona would be disappointed.

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:

Part of me would just like to

sleep here in the mud, but my

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cloak and food are so close.

514

:

Dropping to my knees, I begin

to crawl towards my bundle.

515

:

The fabric will be wet on the

outside, but I'm confident Fremont's

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:

oil skin has kept the contents dry.

517

:

The distance from the gully to

my bundles hiding place seems

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:

much further than I remember

519

:

when I finally reach the tree, I peer

into the branches, but see nothing.

520

:

I back up and peer again.

521

:

Still nothing.

522

:

How could this be?

523

:

I scramble around the trunk

to the other side there.

524

:

I'm not sure whether I should

cry in relief or frustration.

525

:

I find both oil skins, but

they are flat in the mud.

526

:

My extra clothing along with grays

is strewn on the forest floor.

527

:

My cloak is soaked and caked with mud.

528

:

Then it hits me the envelope.

529

:

I don't see it anywhere.

530

:

Desperate, I grope in my bundle.

531

:

When my fingers find the thin

rectangle, I cry with relief.

532

:

The leather is damp on one edge,

but when I open the flap, I find

533

:

the parchments inside are dry.

534

:

The bag of Capsicum and the

Pedallers book are dry as well.

535

:

I look about and spot other items in

the mud, my pouch of flint and steel.

536

:

The wooden spoons, the beeswax

candles known as comb the cook pot.

537

:

All the food from the eatery is

gone except for a muddy onion.

538

:

I peel the outer skin and take a bite.

539

:

It isn't bad, so I eat the whole thing.

540

:

The lack of food means another

trip to ska with all of Nona's

541

:

personal belongings traded away.

542

:

I'll have to use the shekels, the shekels.

543

:

I search everywhere, then search

again, but the stocking is gone.

544

:

I slump in the mud.

545

:

Then I noticed the cord I used

to tie my bundle in the tree.

546

:

It wasn't broken from

strain or nod by an animal.

547

:

It was cut with a sharp knife,

deliberately sabotaged, shaking

548

:

with frustration, and sheer fatigue.

549

:

I thrust everything into the two

oil skins and huddle in my cloak.

550

:

Even wet.

551

:

The wool offers warmth.

552

:

I've never felt so hopeless and alone.

553

:

All I can think to do is

find a safe place to sleep.

554

:

The low branches of a pine tree

offer the best shelter I can find.

555

:

I'm showered with water as I

push my way through the bows.

556

:

Thankfully, the ground next

to the trunk is mostly dry.

557

:

I collapse in a heap and close my eyes.

558

:

I'm hungry.

559

:

I'm tired.

560

:

My foot aches and I don't have any

idea where to go or what to do next.

561

:

Nona didn't prepare me for

this, not for any of it.

562

:

The sapphire still tied in

her shawl, digs into my side.

563

:

Stupid stone.

564

:

What use are?

565

:

Knowledge and wisdom.

566

:

Now The answer comes to me like

the gentle splash of a raindrop.

567

:

Nona taught me to read.

568

:

She warned me that one day, despite

my loathing for books, I would need

569

:

the skill now I know she's right.

570

:

The answers I want are in the envelope.

571

:

I just need to find them.

572

:

I pull out the parchments, but I'm

too tired to focus on the words.

573

:

I decide to rest and study later.

574

:

Jackal.

575

:

for the second morning in a row.

576

:

I'm up before dawn.

577

:

my clothes are still damp,

but I put them on anyway.

578

:

They'll dry with my body Heat.

579

:

I start to slip on my coat,

but think better of it.

580

:

What if it's recognized

on the way out the door?

581

:

I grab a cloak that belongs

to one of the diggers.

582

:

I'm heading up the trail to

the Ram Wat, just as the sun

583

:

appears on the cloudless horizon.

584

:

After an hour or so, I see a

group of Mabu heading my way.

585

:

They must have left before

Dawn to be down this far.

586

:

I know they're going to report the

loss of the Pero to the dragon.

587

:

Soon there will be soldiers at the bottom

of the trail searching everyone who

588

:

comes down, but they won't find the stone

because no one will be searching me.

589

:

They wouldn't dare.

590

:

I pat the pouch that hangs on

a long string around my neck.

591

:

The stone is safe, but

not touching my skin.

592

:

It's mid-morning when I see gray's

red hair coming down the trail.

593

:

I look around for my rodent, but

don't see her by the jewels.

594

:

Where is she?

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