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Hey Heart Buddies! We hear from Holly Morrell who shares the profound impact of hypertrophic cardiomyopathy on her family and herself including her personal experience with a faulty defibrillator implant, multiple surgeries, and a life-threatening rupture that necessitated open-heart surgery. Despite these challenges, Holly finds strength and purpose, continually striving to prevent sudden cardiac arrest in communities through her nonprofit, Heartfelt.
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I came out the other side and it's unbelievable. I was so
Speaker:wrong. I was so wrong because I did
Speaker:resume not only a beautiful quality of life, but one
Speaker:that I will forever be grateful for. I mean,
Speaker:it makes me want to cry just thinking about it, but it
Speaker:was amazing. And I do have
Speaker:a greater appreciation, like you sort of mentioned,
Speaker:for the simple things in life, right? The things that I thought I
Speaker:was never going to get to do again. So
Speaker:I do have a renewed appreciation for those
Speaker:things. And then also being able to get back to my work and
Speaker:continue my community service and my cardiac screenings.
Speaker:I mean, wow, I just. I'm so blessed.
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Speaker:Holly, I am so glad we have
Speaker:connected over our hearts. And the amazing
Speaker:thing about this podcast is I have
Speaker:had the opportunity of meeting so many incredible
Speaker:souls who have taken their heart journey
Speaker:and turn it into something positive, which
Speaker:listeners today will get to hear from you. But let's
Speaker:first set the scene of how
Speaker:you became a heart patient. Okay,
Speaker:well, I would like to start off by saying thank you so
Speaker:much for including me. It's an honor
Speaker:to be included and I loved having the opportunity to
Speaker:meet with you and have some pre recorded
Speaker:discussions. I love your energy and I thank you for your advocacy,
Speaker:for sure. You're welcome. Thank you.
Speaker:So, boots, my story began quite
Speaker:a long time ago. My family has a genetic heart
Speaker:disease called hypertrophic cardiomyopathy,
Speaker:and our family was affected pretty
Speaker:extremely. Quite a few family members, I
Speaker:believe. Out of eleven possible family members, nine of
Speaker:us had the disease. Sadly, and tragically, six
Speaker:have died. However, three of us live thanks to
Speaker:interventional methods, including myself. This was
Speaker:happening a very long time ago. I think that's why there were so
Speaker:many deaths, because there hadn't been advancements in technology
Speaker:and medicine in order to save or protect
Speaker:their lives. So I had been dealing with this for most of
Speaker:my life, since I was a small child, actually. But
Speaker:then I started doing some community
Speaker:service work, heart related. And
Speaker:ironically, I wasn't conclusively diagnosed with the
Speaker:disease until a few years after starting my
Speaker:community service. So I did find out that I indeed had
Speaker:hypertrophic cardiomyopathy, and I had to have a
Speaker:defibrillator implanted to protect myself from sudden
Speaker:death. And that journey has
Speaker:been quite challenging, and that
Speaker:ultimately, the device in my body
Speaker:ultimately resulted in me needing emergency
Speaker:open heart surgery. So I'll be happy to share
Speaker:more details about that when you're ready. Yes.
Speaker:Yes. So you started a nonprofit
Speaker:called Heartfelt screening, and you did
Speaker:that in response to your family's
Speaker:journey, but prior to the
Speaker:defibrillator being implanted? Yes. And let me
Speaker:provide a little bit of clarification. So I actually
Speaker:began my nonprofit community service work
Speaker:in 1999. It was with
Speaker:another organization that I helped create,
Speaker:and I was the executive director. However, I wasn't a
Speaker:founder of that organization, and it wasn't called
Speaker:Heartbelt, but I did start my community service work
Speaker:at that time, which happened to be providing
Speaker:community based cardiac screenings in order to save lives from
Speaker:sudden cardiac arrest through early detection. And
Speaker:so that was in 1999, and you were correct. I wasn't
Speaker:conclusively diagnosed myself until
Speaker:2002, a few years after starting my efforts.
Speaker:Wow. So what I'm really
Speaker:struck by already, Holly, is
Speaker:you were moved by your family's
Speaker:journey, and you
Speaker:had the heart pun totally intended to help
Speaker:others. And I can't help but wonder
Speaker:how that has actually likely saved your life.
Speaker:And the reason why I say that is, you
Speaker:know, I'm in. I'm now in the sixties range of number of
Speaker:episodes I've released. And so I've
Speaker:interviewed quite a few heart patients, and I've noticed
Speaker:that the heart patients that
Speaker:have, that are more generous with their time
Speaker:and resources, I guess resources is time is
Speaker:resource, but are more generous and thinking of their
Speaker:fellow man and woman and wanting to leave the
Speaker:world better than they found it, have a better
Speaker:outcome in their health. That's interesting.
Speaker:Very interesting perspective. And I wouldn't deny it
Speaker:for my own personal circumstance or just generally speaking, I
Speaker:could have a. Have a clear understanding of how that would
Speaker:be possible. And yes, I began
Speaker:my efforts motivated by my
Speaker:personal story in terms of my family history
Speaker:and in memory of my loved ones lost.
Speaker:I was motivated by my father, who was still living at the
Speaker:time, who had already received a heart
Speaker:transplant, and he encouraged me to
Speaker:start my advocacy. But
Speaker:really, the initiation of
Speaker:the cardiac screenings were a result of
Speaker:continuing to hear about these young athletes dying
Speaker:on the playing field. I mean, it was. The Internet
Speaker:was in its infancy, so this was more like on the tv
Speaker:news or in the newspapers, but we would continually
Speaker:hear about these young athletes dying on the playing field. And as
Speaker:a family with heart disease, we felt
Speaker:we sort of understood the reason why they were dying, but
Speaker:the media made it sound like it was some crazy
Speaker:thing that, you know, couldn't be prevented or
Speaker:by some act of God or something, you know, that couldn't really
Speaker:be addressed. And we felt differently. So it was a
Speaker:combination of those two things, a personal
Speaker:family history, as well as just being,
Speaker:again, pun intended, heartbroken over continually
Speaker:hearing about these young athletes dying on the playing field and
Speaker:really believing that those deaths and
Speaker:tragedies were probably more often than not a
Speaker:preventable tragedy. And again, I
Speaker:wasn't diagnosed myself in 2002. My journey has
Speaker:been lengthy. It's been sort of simultaneous
Speaker:with my community service, my own personal health journey,
Speaker:because it's been broad over all these
Speaker:years and multiple surgeries and
Speaker:challenges and complications, again, all the while doing
Speaker:the community service work. And I do believe
Speaker:that the risk of sounding overdramatic,
Speaker:that my life was spared so that I could
Speaker:save others. And I believe it not
Speaker:only a blessing to do my work, but an
Speaker:absolute privilege. And so it kind of goes hand
Speaker:in hand with what you expressed. I mean, I gotta keep
Speaker:fighting and staying healthy because I know I can save others.
Speaker:And it does give me a whole nother
Speaker:level of gratitude, right, to be in a
Speaker:position where I can protect others and save lives
Speaker:while fighting for my own. It's an
Speaker:experience and a journey, for sure.
Speaker:Yeah, no, I love that. And where
Speaker:you and I have, and I hope this lands
Speaker:well. My intention is good, but I feel
Speaker:like because of what you and I, granted, our stories are
Speaker:different, but I. I sense that the outcome is the
Speaker:same and that we have a perspective
Speaker:that can't be learned in a book. Amen
Speaker:to that. And when you finally realize
Speaker:that you're not going to get out of here alive, and
Speaker:that you can't take all your wealth
Speaker:and successes with you, and
Speaker:that really all you can do is take
Speaker:the love you felt, the love you gave, that's at least what
Speaker:I learned through my journey, and that's when I
Speaker:really started to live differently. And I just aired
Speaker:an episode yesterday where a childhood friend that I
Speaker:interviewed, I'm going to think about this for the rest of my
Speaker:life, he said. And I ended up putting it in the title of the
Speaker:episode. He said, you know, am I loving? Well,
Speaker:I ask that every day. And he just put it in
Speaker:a way that, like, I had already been living, but there's
Speaker:just such power in words. And
Speaker:I'm going to say that now every day. And I think about
Speaker:you and what you're doing with heartfelt screening, and that's a
Speaker:way of loving. Well, because here you are looking
Speaker:to save lives that lives you've never even
Speaker:meth. You're just, you know, and if
Speaker:everyone could be that way, if we could be thinking
Speaker:beyond ourselves, imagine the world we would be
Speaker:in. So you're making a difference, but let's
Speaker:get back to your story. So you were diagnosed in 2002,
Speaker:so now you have this diagnosis, and
Speaker:things started to shift.
Speaker:Yes. So it was pretty
Speaker:astonishing to receive my
Speaker:diagnosis. And, and because I was already doing
Speaker:the cardiac screenings and the community service, I had a
Speaker:pretty large network of cardiologists on my medical
Speaker:advisory board. And, you know, I was connected with
Speaker:directly in doing these cardiac screenings.
Speaker:I did have quite, quite a bit of handholding, which I
Speaker:was blessed to receive, and some guidance
Speaker:and advice in terms of next steps for me.
Speaker:And it pretty much became clear that,
Speaker:you know, not only because what my family had
Speaker:already endured, but also, you know, a doctor said
Speaker:to me, like, you're never going to be able to ignore this because
Speaker:you live it every day, you know, and I'm preaching
Speaker:early detection and intervention. It's not like I could ignore
Speaker:my own advice for myself and continue to try
Speaker:to educate, raise awareness and provide early
Speaker:detection. So at that time, I made a decision
Speaker:to have a defibrillator implanted in my
Speaker:body and boots. Just unfortunately, it
Speaker:didn't go well for me. The device was implanted
Speaker:incorrectly, causing me a tremendous
Speaker:amount of pain and suffering. And
Speaker:I didn't really receive any help or
Speaker:assistance from the doctor that
Speaker:put the device in my body. So I was
Speaker:left to basically navigate through, I
Speaker:mean, pain, unmerciful pain, pain
Speaker:that. I realize that this sounds quite
Speaker:dramatic and negative, but, I mean, I really do understand why
Speaker:people kill themselves that suffer with chronic pain because
Speaker:it was unbearable and I would never wish that
Speaker:on anyone. I pray to God I never experienced it again,
Speaker:but it was, like I said, unmerciful. And
Speaker:it was because the device was implanted incorrectly and
Speaker:it was wreaking all sorts of havoc within my body.
Speaker:So, basically, to spare you all the gory details, with
Speaker:every breath that I was taking, my device was
Speaker:ripping some major muscle groups in my chest and under
Speaker:my arm and so on and so forth. It was crazy. And
Speaker:it became really bad
Speaker:because no doctors were willing to
Speaker:address it. Be truthful. They were, I think, fearful
Speaker:of what was going on. They kept saying, we haven't seen this
Speaker:before. We don't really know what to do. So their choice at
Speaker:that time was just to basically let me suffer.
Speaker:And it was dreadful. So that was the beginning of
Speaker:my journey. I, thankfully, almost a year
Speaker:later, had a surgery to correct that,
Speaker:and I got my life back again and the use of my arm, I might
Speaker:say. And so I was grateful. You know, it was a. It
Speaker:was a rough start, for sure, but I was grateful to have
Speaker:my life back and the use of my arm. And I got out of pain
Speaker:and I recovered. And then, unfortunately, I was
Speaker:affected by, like, all the manufacturer
Speaker:recalls of the equipment that was implanted in my body.
Speaker:So that led to a few more surgeries. Then I
Speaker:had a. Some need for battery replacement
Speaker:kind of prematurely. But even though
Speaker:those were challenges, the surgeries went
Speaker:well. And so I didn't have any
Speaker:other than the, what, six to eight week
Speaker:typical recovery time. I didn't have anything more
Speaker:dramatic than that, so I was thankful. But then
Speaker:right around 2012, I found
Speaker:out that my leads, the wires,
Speaker:had been recalled by the manufacturer, and I
Speaker:knew that was potentially going to be
Speaker:dangerous. The recommendations at the time,
Speaker:depending on the use of your
Speaker:pacemaker inside the defibrillator, that was sort
Speaker:of set the recommendations of how quickly you
Speaker:needed the leads or the wires replaced. So mine
Speaker:were supposed to sit tight for a little while, but unfortunately, they
Speaker:fractured. And so that
Speaker:expedited the need for me to have surgery to
Speaker:not only replace them, but to have a few
Speaker:existing ones removed, which, again, I realized
Speaker:was going to be potentially dangerous. And I can
Speaker:keep going if you want. I have a question about that.
Speaker:So was the recall, because there was a
Speaker:risk of them coming apart, and then they came apart. You
Speaker:know, to be honest, I don't remember the
Speaker:exact reasoning for the recall.
Speaker:I think they were at risk of fracturing
Speaker:or just malfunctioning. Okay. But I don't
Speaker:remember exactly boots, if I. If I'm honest. But in my
Speaker:particular case, you know, I needed them out.
Speaker:And as you can imagine, I mean, as we get older and we have these
Speaker:devices in our body for a lengthy period of time.
Speaker:We run out of room for the wires, so
Speaker:the removal can be quite challenging. And
Speaker:so I once again sought the advice
Speaker:of many of my heartfelt cardiologists of
Speaker:who I might see to have this situation resolved.
Speaker:And I was guided to a very skilled
Speaker:cardiac surgeon in La county.
Speaker:And so I prepared to have that surgery.
Speaker:And that was in July of 2012. And
Speaker:again, unfortunately, it didn't go well for me.
Speaker:Yeah, it went really poorly.
Speaker:Yeah. So, basically,
Speaker:I. When I was in surgery, they
Speaker:had ruptured a vein under my
Speaker:clavicle, and I was bleeding out and
Speaker:dying. And so the surgeon had a very limited
Speaker:amount of time to open me up with open heart
Speaker:surgery to try to repair the vein, which I learned
Speaker:later is never successful or usually never
Speaker:successful, but here I am. So he
Speaker:obviously, with the 90 seconds that he had available
Speaker:to him, repaired the vein and saved my
Speaker:life. I remember
Speaker:waking up in the hospital, in the ICU,
Speaker:and to a sweet little gentle kiss on my forehead
Speaker:from my surgeon, and he sort of whispered in my
Speaker:ear, I'm so glad you're with us. And
Speaker:I remember, even though I was on probably a mega dose of morphine,
Speaker:I remember that, like, not really registering. What is he
Speaker:talking about? And then he told me, in the very
Speaker:technical terms, what had happened in terms of
Speaker:being cut open. And it was just too overwhelming. And I
Speaker:remember just closing my eyes and praying to go back to sleep
Speaker:for a while, which I did. And then I later realized,
Speaker:after I had the conversation with him, that part of the
Speaker:motivation for the sweet little kiss was to make sure that
Speaker:neurologically I was okay and that my senses, my
Speaker:hearing and my sight and all that kind of stuff were in good,
Speaker:good order. I'm just. That's just a
Speaker:lot. I have so many questions.
Speaker:So is that a risk? The vein
Speaker:being torn, ruptured? Like, did they. Did they prepare you
Speaker:for that? Going in, saying this could possibly happen, you
Speaker:know? Yes, and I was really
Speaker:grateful for that. In fact, I remember my
Speaker:initial consultation with the surgeon,
Speaker:besides just loving every bit of the vibe of their office,
Speaker:it had such a family feel to it. I think his wife was
Speaker:running the front desk, their dog was running around the lobby.
Speaker:He was so soft spoken and seemed so genuine,
Speaker:but, I mean, he laid it out on the table. He
Speaker:said, I could remove your heart, your lungs, with no
Speaker:problem, but this procedure that I'm going to do for you is
Speaker:the most stressful in my career.
Speaker:And he told me the risks, and he was super
Speaker:candid. And I remember sharing that conversation with my friends
Speaker:and family and them being bothered by it. Boots. I was
Speaker:absolutely appreciative because I didn't want anything
Speaker:sugar coated. I wanted to know, you know, what was going, what
Speaker:the risks were. I wanted someone to be real with me. And he definitely
Speaker:was. And I'm not sure that he illustrated
Speaker:that specific risk of the vein under the clavicle,
Speaker:but he talked about, you know, because the wires are fish
Speaker:hooked into your heart and running through your veins, there's a risk
Speaker:of shredding the vein or ripping a hole in your heart or something like
Speaker:that. And so I was prepared. But you
Speaker:never think it's gonna happen to you. No. No.
Speaker:So I'm like, you know, even though you
Speaker:already told me the story, it still. It just takes the
Speaker:breath away. Okay, so now you have this reality that
Speaker:you've now had open heart surgery. Did you have
Speaker:a new. Do you have, do you have a. Do you have a new device
Speaker:put in or did they just like, this woman has had enough. No more wires
Speaker:anywhere. I. No.
Speaker:So my open heart surgery was my
Speaker:6th surgery, heart related, all
Speaker:related to my device. And I don't
Speaker:know why, but
Speaker:my recovery from the open heart surgery was
Speaker:once again, unbelievably challenging. Like,
Speaker:I just didn't heal up in a few weeks and
Speaker:call it a day. And when I went into that
Speaker:surgery, my device was obviously on my left
Speaker:side because that's where they placed them. But because of those other
Speaker:six surgeries and this situation, my
Speaker:left side was just too, I don't know, mangled,
Speaker:for lack of a better word, to keep the device there.
Speaker:So they had to put the device on my right side. So basically,
Speaker:I mean, I was cut. I know you can't really see my hand gestures, but
Speaker:I was cut along my left side, my right
Speaker:side and down the middle and then all the tubes and everything else that goes
Speaker:along with open heart surgery. So I pretty much looked and
Speaker:felt kind of like Frankenstein. It was. It was quite a bit.
Speaker:And I think that, like, when it's an
Speaker:emergency situation, I don't think they handle things very
Speaker:gingerly. I think they're busy ripping you apartheid,
Speaker:trying to save your life. And so I think it was like a
Speaker:combination of so many things that
Speaker:just once again put me back in
Speaker:tremendous pain for a very long
Speaker:period of time. And I think the toughest part for
Speaker:me, because I was a very active and sporty person
Speaker:prior to the surgery, even through knowing that I had
Speaker:heart disease and having the device. I
Speaker:really got to a place where I just
Speaker:absolutely couldn't imagine any quality of life ever
Speaker:again. I mean, I was just so deep in it
Speaker:and dark and in so much pain. I
Speaker:just couldn't comprehend that I could come out
Speaker:of it any other way. And I think I shared with
Speaker:you, I got on social media
Speaker:platforms, I found the Zipper club Facebook
Speaker:pages. That's where I think you and I originally got connected. But
Speaker:I'm telling you what, that was my saving grace,
Speaker:because I got to connect with people who
Speaker:had similar journeys. Maybe not exactly the same, but
Speaker:similar. Some less than, some worse than. I mean,
Speaker:you know, just. But a lot of people that could relate and offered
Speaker:me tremendous support and
Speaker:advice and, you know,
Speaker:love. And finding those
Speaker:platforms were my first spark of hope.
Speaker:Because like you said earlier, it's hard to
Speaker:relate, right? Unless you find someone that's walked
Speaker:in your shoes and all our journeys are
Speaker:different. And I just was so appreciative
Speaker:of finding my people that could help support me through
Speaker:mine, and they gave me hope and words of
Speaker:encouragement. And I think I posted
Speaker:frequently about, you know, all my struggles. And
Speaker:I connected with a couple people that encouraged me that it would get
Speaker:better, even though it was taking me a little bit more time. And I'm
Speaker:telling you, I will forever be
Speaker:grateful because it was wonderful. And
Speaker:then I think it took me about eleven
Speaker:months to get off all the drugs. I mean, I wore an
Speaker:opiate patch on my arm, I think, for like eleven months because of
Speaker:the pain, but I got off all the meds and the
Speaker:pain went away. I healed. My body was
Speaker:miraculous and I came out the other side
Speaker:and it's unbelievable. I was so wrong. I was
Speaker:so wrong because I did resume not only a
Speaker:beautiful quality of life, but one that I will forever
Speaker:be grateful for. I mean, makes me want to cry just
Speaker:thinking about it, but it was amazing. And I
Speaker:do have a greater appreciation, like
Speaker:you sort of mentioned, for the simple things in life, right?
Speaker:The things that I thought I was never going to get to do again.
Speaker:So I do have a renewed
Speaker:appreciation for those things. And then also being able to
Speaker:get back to my work and continue my community service
Speaker:and my cardiac screenings. I mean, wow, I just. I'm
Speaker:so blessed. Thank you for being so real with
Speaker:us. And I love my surgeon. I will forever be
Speaker:grateful to him and his team, but
Speaker:they unintentionally set me
Speaker:up to think that I would come out
Speaker:skipping. And I kind of did compare to a
Speaker:lot of people, but I ran into my fair share of complications,
Speaker:too. And it would
Speaker:have only benefited me to mentally
Speaker:prepare for the unexpected. And I don't want to
Speaker:sugarcoat it for heart patients listening to this
Speaker:now, like, you're in for a ride, but if you hang
Speaker:on like Holly has, like I have, you are
Speaker:in for the most spectacular life, but you have to be prepared
Speaker:for. For it to suck for a little bit,
Speaker:right? It just does. I mean,
Speaker:heart surgery is no joke. And, I mean, I
Speaker:was told that part, at least, but, like, I wasn't prepared
Speaker:for, like, the spiritual shifts, the emotional shifts.
Speaker:Right? It's like, jesus, I'm like a whole new person, and I
Speaker:wasn't, like, I didn't know it was going to be, like, reborn
Speaker:and, like, floating on a cloud. Like, I mean, that's how much I've
Speaker:shifted spiritually. I mean, I'm not really. That's a. Maybe a weird
Speaker:choice of words, but, like, I. I don't know about you, but, I mean, I
Speaker:have experienced such a radical shift in my whole soul,
Speaker:and it seems like you have, too. And it's just, like, be open
Speaker:to, like, the miracles that will transpire despite
Speaker:the challenge. That's a beautiful way
Speaker:of putting it. And I'm sure, you know, obviously,
Speaker:I can tell by your reactions that even though we have our own
Speaker:stories, it's hard to hear each other's because we
Speaker:have great empathy and compassion, because we understand
Speaker:the journey. And I'm sorry you had to endure what
Speaker:you had to as well, but it is
Speaker:magnificent, right? That we get to support each
Speaker:other. And that's why, once again, I thank you for your advocacy
Speaker:and doing the podcast and giving us an ability
Speaker:to share our stories with a broader platform, perhaps to reach the
Speaker:person that might not be on our Facebook group.
Speaker:All right, so, yeah, thank you. Yeah. So, in
Speaker:the little bit of time we have left, tell us about heartfelt.
Speaker:Okay, so even though my. My website
Speaker:is heartfeltscreening.org dot, that's not technically the name.
Speaker:It's just. It's just heartfelt or
Speaker:heartfelt cardiac connections is actually the official name. And
Speaker:I think I joked with you. I don't know what I was thinking because it
Speaker:sounds like a dating or something, and so I
Speaker:just. I just like to call it heartfelt. And it's.
Speaker:So I usually after I get to know
Speaker:someone or I'm talking about my work or my journey, or I'm
Speaker:dealing with a parent that's tragically lost their child
Speaker:or dealing with a family where we've saved their loved one's
Speaker:life, I usually say, I hope you understand why I named it heartfelt,
Speaker:because everything about it is absolutely heartfelt.
Speaker:But we're a 501 nonprofit
Speaker:organization dedicated to saving lives from sudden
Speaker:cardiac arrest through early detection, education,
Speaker:and increasing public awareness. So the other reason why
Speaker:I'm appreciative of today, Boots, is because
Speaker:anytime I have a chance to educate or raise awareness
Speaker:is all part of my mission in life and heartfelt's mission. So
Speaker:I appreciate that. I have entered my
Speaker:25th year of doing cardiac screenings in the
Speaker:community. This past Saturday, we returned to
Speaker:a school here in Orange County, California, where we've screened for
Speaker:over a decade and saved multiple lives. But we
Speaker:hit a huge milestone, and we screened our
Speaker:60,000th heart on Saturday, and
Speaker:that's pretty incredible. It's so incredible.
Speaker:So, you know, again, it's not only a blessing, but a
Speaker:privilege to do the work. I think I shared with you that
Speaker:I believe that often the gift of purpose is
Speaker:found through great adversity. So that
Speaker:goes along with what I said. I believe my own life
Speaker:was spared once again through emergency open heart
Speaker:surgery so that I could save others. And it's just
Speaker:been magnificent. I'm going to be super
Speaker:transparent. I wish that it wasn't so challenging, because
Speaker:we do huge work, but we don't have the funding that we're
Speaker:so worthy of and so deserving of, and
Speaker:that makes it super challenging. I mean, imagine we've screened
Speaker:60,000 individuals with no funding,
Speaker:so imagine what we could do with funding.
Speaker:Right? Right. And why is that such a challenge, you think?
Speaker:Well, I. You know, I'll take personal responsibility. I never
Speaker:entered into this sector thinking that I was
Speaker:skilled at fundraising. I didn't even know that I was skilled at
Speaker:screening hearts, but I figured that part out, but not quite
Speaker:the fundraising effort. And, you know, to be real,
Speaker:we know that there are some other much larger national
Speaker:organizations that are highly visible that are receiving
Speaker:funding and, you know, they do some great
Speaker:work. But that means that a lot of times the smaller
Speaker:grassroots organizations that their boots on the
Speaker:ground are missing out on the
Speaker:funding because it's not being directed our way. And I haven't
Speaker:really figured out how to really get that message
Speaker:across because there's plenty out there for all. Yeah,
Speaker:that's what I'll say about that. Okay. What if
Speaker:I wanted to have heartfelt in the
Speaker:tetons where I live? Like, do you?
Speaker:Is there a way for folks to bring
Speaker:heartfelt to their communities, or do you have to
Speaker:travel? Short answer to that is not at this
Speaker:moment, because I've been doing it for 25 years,
Speaker:obviously. Well, not obviously. I'm just going to say that within
Speaker:that timeframe, I certainly have traveled to multiple
Speaker:states, you know, lots of different areas to provide the screening,
Speaker:but we just don't have the financial resources to support that right
Speaker:now. So the longer answer is if there
Speaker:were specific funding available,
Speaker:that could be a possibility. But right now, I'm
Speaker:trying to really stay focused right here in southern
Speaker:California, in Orange county and the bordering
Speaker:counties, La County, San Diego County, Riverside
Speaker:county, because just logistically and
Speaker:financially, it just makes more sense at this particular point in
Speaker:time. Yeah, well, every person you help,
Speaker:it has a ripple effect, whether, you know, it's across the country
Speaker:or in Southern California. So every life,
Speaker:it counts and every life matters. And you are doing such
Speaker:incredible work despite your six
Speaker:surgeries. Well, now I've had seven
Speaker:because I had another one in
Speaker:2019 because my device had
Speaker:come out of its pocket and I had to have it
Speaker:revised. But you're okay now?
Speaker:I am okay now, but my device is once again out
Speaker:of its pocket. And that happened a little over,
Speaker:I think, gosh, already a year ago and
Speaker:same thing. I mean, because I've been down this road before I started having the
Speaker:pain, it was causing havoc with my right shoulder because again, it's on
Speaker:my right side now. It's definitely
Speaker:protruding out my chest wall. I don't know if you
Speaker:call it a chest wall, but you know what I mean visually. I mean, it's
Speaker:so you can see it so clearly. It was never like that.
Speaker:But I did make a commitment to myself
Speaker:that I would try to see if somehow
Speaker:my body would miraculously acclimate to
Speaker:wherever it's landed now. And I'm happy to say
Speaker:that I'm okay for the moment. So I'm
Speaker:leaving it as is, and I'm comfortable and
Speaker:so I am okay. Okay, Holly,
Speaker:thank you. And I wish I could give you a hug.
Speaker:You're making a difference. I will have in the show
Speaker:notes how to find Holly, how to find heartland felt.
Speaker:If you have it, if you have the resources,
Speaker:show Holly some love and her nonprofit. She's obviously
Speaker:doing amazing work. And as for this podcast,
Speaker:have you subscribed yet? Have you followed? Be sure
Speaker:to follow this podcast and share it with a
Speaker:friend today. And what will really make my day is, if
Speaker:you haven't already, if you would, please leave a review,
Speaker:because independent podcasters like myself
Speaker:heavily depend on reviews. It is
Speaker:amazing how valuable they are. And all the big
Speaker:name podcasts out there with thousands of reviews
Speaker:guess what they likely paid for those. So if you
Speaker:could please just take a moment of your day,
Speaker:fellow listeners, and leave a review that would mean the world.
Speaker:And then finally, if you've made it this far, thank you.
Speaker:And be sure to go into the show notes and check out the
Speaker:Patreon community I am launching. And if
Speaker:you donate $10 or more, you get to
Speaker:join a monthly Zoom heart
Speaker:chat. I'm naming the community the heart
Speaker:chamber, which was the former of this podcast
Speaker:and it is going to be amazing and I'm so
Speaker:excited to connect with listeners and hear
Speaker:how things are going. And hopefully Holly will be part of it
Speaker:too. So until next Tuesday, I
Speaker:love you. You matter and your heart is your best friend.
