What happens when you stop living a double life and fully surrender to God?

In this episode, YouTuber, influencer, and podcast host Jeanine Amapola joins us for a fun and honest conversation about faith, identity, and transformation. With over 1.8 million followers on YouTube and more than 2.3 million podcast downloads, Jeanine has built a powerful platform—but her story is more than numbers. She shares her personal journey of trying to juggle two lives and how everything changed when she chose full surrender to Jesus.

Meet Jeanine Amapola

Jeanine is a social media influencer, YouTuber, and the host of the Happy and Healthy podcast. Based in Dallas, TX, she shares her passion for helping young women grow in faith while offering practical encouragement on dating, wellness, fitness, fashion, and more.

In This Episode, You’ll Learn

• What led Jeanine to live a “double life” and what finally broke the cycle
• How surrendering to God brought peace, purpose, and freedom
• The pressures and pitfalls of building a life online
• Why identity in Christ is more satisfying than public approval
• Encouragement for anyone feeling stuck between two worlds

How This Episode Will Encourage You

Jeanine’s story will remind you that you don’t have to keep performing or pretending. When you lay it all down, you gain something far better—freedom, clarity, and a life rooted in purpose. Whether you're navigating your own faith journey or encouraging someone else on theirs, this episode offers truth, hope, and grace for the road ahead.

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