This is the second time Bobby and Jens have sat down with Kristen Faulkner - a little over two years ago she spoke to us about her battles to survive in the peloton, how her rivals refused to follow her wheel - as they considered her too risky to follow and how challenging that initial step had been into the sport. Even then it was clear to see Kristen was destined to succeed - she'd already won the QOM at the Giro Donne as well as a stage win, but this summer she's launched herself into a whole new stratosphere of success.
First she secure the US National road title, then in the space of a week she secured two Olympic gold medals - surprising the field with a late attack in the road race and dominating the team pursuit with her teammates. Days later she was at the Tour de France femmes and competing for stage wins.
We caught up with Kristen to share her success and work out what's next for her, what she has planned away from the bike and how she's found life since becoming the first American to win gold in two different disciplines at the same Olympic Games.
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And I can no longer think of the Olympics
as something in the future.
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:Like, if I want to go to the Olympics,
like I have to do it now.
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:Our guest on the odd tandem
today is Kristen Faulkner.
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:We spoke to her back
in:
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:which was only two years
into her professional cycling career.
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:And let's just say she's
made some amazing progressions since then.
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:Jens, what did you think of today's
discussion with Kristen?
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:I'm absolutely blown away
by how hard she works,
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:how smart she is, how focused she is,
and she ended up
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:having the summer of her life this year,
starting with the national championships
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:and then ending up
double Olympic champion.
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:So people
enjoy our chat with our guest today.
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:Hello Kristen Faulkner,
and welcome to the Odd Tandem.
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:Thanks for having me.
It's exciting to be back.
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:I think last time I was on the podcast
was about a year or two ago or sometime.
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:It was July of 2022
and you had just won two stages,
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:as well as the Queen of the mountain
jersey in the, Giro d'Italia, Donne
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:Let's just say a lot has changed
since then.
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:Now you're America's sweetheart.
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:You won two Olympic gold medals
in the road race and the team pursuit.
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:These last few months must have been
crazy.
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:Give us a little idea
of what you've been up to.
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:Yeah, it's super busy.
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:You know, usually you're busy
preparing for the Olympics,
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:and I think I've been busy
since the Olympics,
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:and so it's been a whole nother, a whole
nother journey since the Olympics.
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:You know, an amazing summer.
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:You know, it was,
kind of a whole rollercoaster of emotions,
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:you know, from not being selected
for the team originally
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:and then
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:and going into the road race
and then winning double
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:gold, a team pursuit, and then going
right into the tour de France,
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:it was super busy.
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:And then afterwards,
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:you know, the media and the sponsor events
and the fundraising and all that.
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:So, I don't feel like I've had the chance
to really, like, sit down and relax
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:and decompress, even though my offseason
started a week ago.
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:But it's all good. Busy.
You know, it's all good. Busy.
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:So, I'm just kind of taking it day by day
and enjoying it here.
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:I mean, if being busy so much,
like you just told us before we started
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:recording here that you came from
another interview or little video shoot.
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:Is to actually any time
for training these days, or is it
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:just, you know, media obligations day
in, day out?
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:Yeah, thankfully,
my offseason started on October 1st,
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:and so I have about 3
to 4 weeks off the bike.
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:And, you know, it's normal.
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:Offseason is supposed to be resting.
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:But, I've been doing a lot of media, a lot of traveling, a lot of speaking events.
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:And so it's been busy in that sense.
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:And thankfully,
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:I don't have to worry about training
or performing right
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:now, but, I'm trying to get all the media
out of the way now
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:so that when I do start training again,
I can really focus on it.
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:But it is,
and it's an interesting challenge for me.
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:You know, it's the first time
I've really had to balance,
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:you know, think about balancing my primary
job, which is cycling and performing
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:with a lot of the kind of new obligations
that are coming up, which is the media
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:are writing a book or,
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:you know, doing a documentary
and a lot of things that are happening.
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:And so I think next year will be,
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:a really good challenge,
you know, to know how to balance it.
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:But it's also, I feel really supported
with my team, and I feel like my,
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:my focus, you know, is still on racing
and is still on performing.
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:And so it's good that I have the offseason
to try and do a lot of the media and
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:get it out of the way. Now.
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:Well, just, you know, you look nervous.
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:So, you know, we we have these little,
quickfire questions,
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:you know, to break the ice
because, you know, you're
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:you're not the most polished,
interviewee that we've had.
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:So just to break the ice and make you
a little bit more comfortable.
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:We have a couple questions here for you.
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:So did you get an Olympic tattoo
and an Olympic ring tattoo?
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:No, I haven't,
and I always thought I would.
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:You know, ever since I was a kid,
I was like, if I ever got a tattoo,
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:it would only like, the only tattoo
I would ever get is the Olympic rings.
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:But instead, I'm going to,
I'm getting a necklace.
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:It's going to be a gold ring necklace.
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:And,
I'm going to wear that for a little while.
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:And, and part of the reason is
I couldn't figure out where
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:I would want to tattoo
or what kind of tattoo I would want.
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:And so,
I think it's like the indecision that has
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:that has actually delayed me more
than the lack of desire to get a tattoo.
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:Okay.
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:Favorite cross-training exercise?
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:Running or rowing?
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:Running.
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:I enjoyed rowing,
but it's, I think nowadays
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:I enjoy running a bit more.
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:Okay.
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:Favorite hype song?
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:Don't judge me.
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:I can do it with a Broken Heart
by Taylor Swift.
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:Okay.
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:Okay. And now.
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:Now the nuts and bolts
of this whole thing.
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:Favorite event?
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:The team pursuit or the road race?
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:That's like asking my favorite child.
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:Everyone wants to know that.
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:And I don't know the answer.
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:And I would say the road race, because
it was just, you know, it's my job.
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:It's my full time job.
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:It's what I've done
for a living for the last,
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:you know, however many years, seven
or for whatever you count.
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:And, and and so in that way, it,
I feel like there was more blood, sweat,
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:tears and disappointment
and rebounding and resilience
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:that went into the road
race in that regard.
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:Whereas a team pursuit,
having started a year ago,
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:you know, it's
kind of like a new relationship.
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:It's not something
that's been around for seven years.
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:And so I think for that reason, the road
race is more meaningful to me to win gold.
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:But I think, you know,
they're both very special to me.
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:And just in very different ways.
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:So now that we already talked
about the Olympics after the road race,
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:who did you hug first
after crossing the line
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:and who did you call first
after seeing settle down a little bit
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:and you actually got hold of your phone
and could call somebody?
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:I gave a huge hug to my mom and dad
who were at the finish line.
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:And, you know, I, I've always seen
my dad cry twice in his life.
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:One was, when his dad died in
the second was
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:when I crossed
the finish line in the Olympics.
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:And so that was like a very special hug
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:for me to to have my parents there
and to have them watching.
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:I think my first phone call
actually was my boyfriend
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:because he was in Paris and,
he was on the Montmartre climb,
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:and so he chosen to watch the race there
instead of at the finish line.
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:And so as soon as the
the race finished, you know, I
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:he wasn't there to give me a hug.
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:So I made sure I called him that night
and saw him.
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:So yeah.
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:Watching that on TV, I would have been
right up there on that climb as well.
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:That was
that was an amazing place to watch it.
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:But watch what you just said.
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:Kind of caught me off guard.
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:Because I'm curious about your start
and your preparation.
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:You said you just started
track racing one year before the Olympics.
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:Yeah.
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:My first ever race in team
it was actually in January of:
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:And so I had
I had that's a steep learning curve.
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:Yeah, I have a penchant for steep
learning curves
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:and kind of throwing myself
into the deep end.
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:I don't know.
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:I don't know why,
but I have a penchant for that.
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:Yeah.
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:You know, so I had I had first gotten
track, I want to say in like:
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:And it was a, it was a track in San Jose.
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:I was on a mass start bike.
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:I had kind of done
kind of introductory race in:
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:and then I had been to a camp with Gary
and the in the track team.
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:I want to say in the fall
of:
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:in Colorado Springs,
and I think that was ten days,
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:and that was the first time I've been on
like an arrow bike on the track.
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:And then in 2023, I went back in November
for another kind of ten day camp.
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:And that really was,
you know, November, December time frame.
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:And that from then until the Olympics,
really, I was on the track
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:and that was less than a year
of real preparation.
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:And so I was still very new in team
pursuit.
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:And actually, that's what made
the Olympics so interesting for me was
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:there were three riders on the team, me,
plus three other riders on the team
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:pursuit squad,
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:and all of the other riders
had earned a medal before at the Olympics.
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:And that's the other three had all medaled
in Tokyo.
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:Two of them
had also won a medal in in Rio.
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:And so I was the newest member on
the team.
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:I'd been racing for less
than a year or two in pursuit.
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:The Olympics was my second
race ever in team pursuit.
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:And so I felt this
tremendous amount of pressure
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:because everyone
I expected the team to get a medal.
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:And I was like, well, look, man,
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:if we don't get a medal,
it's going to be my fault.
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:So I went from the road race
where there was,
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:you know, no one who believed in me
to the team pursuit,
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:where there's
this tremendous amount of pressure.
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:And I felt like the weakest
link on the team.
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:And so it was two very mental,
like very different mental
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:preparations that I had to prepare for.
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:And, and two very different experiences
for me at the Olympics.
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:Where was your starting position then?
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:And number four
and or where do they put you in the team
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:where they sort you would fit in the best?
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:Well, I definitely started in P4.
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:I had actually Gary
told me this a few months later.
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:He said that the first time he met me on
the track, I had the worst start he'd
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:ever seen of any athlete from any country
in his entire 30 years of coaching.
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:He was like,
I did not even time you because, like,
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:it was so slow
that I didn't even need to time it.
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:It was that bad.
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:And and so, you know, here
I was with this incredible engine showing
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:up, but I just couldn't
get off the line, and,
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:and that's just kind of my physiology,
you know, I'm an endurance rider,
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:and I like to do long distances
and I don't have that kind of punch.
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:Or at least I didn't when I started.
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:And so I was definitely P4.
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:I was almost getting dropped on the
every single start as before.
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:And so the biggest challenge for me
was getting off the line.
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:And so basically for the entire eight
months, every single practice,
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:it was like start, start starts, you know,
that was what I was working on.
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:And that's what I needed to improve.
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:And as soon as I got in line, I was great.
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:I was a I was a strong team member,
you know, helped us and got us some speed.
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:But it was just getting me into the line.
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:And so then eventually I moved into P3.
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:And so I raced the Olympics in P3
and I still struggled a bit with my start.
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:But I never like I could always get on.
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:It was just a matter of
how long would it take me to get in line?
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:Sometimes it took me a quarter lap,
sometimes took me a half lap.
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:Sometimes it took me
almost a full lap to get in line.
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:But I could always bridge that gap.
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:But, yeah, I was it was a big, promotion
for me to move from P4 to P3
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:because it showed that I had improved
from being the worst start he'd ever seen
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:in his entire life to maybe, you know,
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:still still needed to improve on
some things, but at least made a big jump.
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:See, that's
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:amazing to me because I,
I never raced on the track,
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:but the team pursuit is probably
my favorite or one of my favorite
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:events to watch in the Olympics period,
both men and women.
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:So you mentioned the absorbing the start,
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:but what are the other things
for newbie track people like me?
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:I would assume that staying relaxed on
the wheel is pretty important.
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:Your pacing strategy is pretty important,
but more importantly,
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:just the stress of the expectations
of that
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:pursuit team pursuit with,
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:like you said,
some of the much more experienced people.
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:Is there anything that I'm missing there
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:that that you also had to work on
besides your start?
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:Yeah, definitely.
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:My exchanges were also, you know,
and learning how to time your exchanges.
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:Oftentimes I would, come back in line too
quickly or too slow, and then I'd either
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:create a gap or I'd be riding
next to the person before I got in line.
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:And that was something
that wasted a lot of energy.
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:And so my exchanges were also something
I had to work on a lot.
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:I when I started riding track,
I actually had a pretty smooth line
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:because I had done so much time
travel on the road,
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:and so I was really comfortable
in aero position.
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:But one of the challenges for people
when they start team
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:pursuit is making sure
that when they're riding,
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:they're not wobbling forward back, but
they're also not wobbling left or right,
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:because all of those,
you know, subtle movements really impact
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:the person behind you in the draft
that they're able to receive from you.
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:And so you might be an incredibly strong
individual pursuit are really,
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:really strong in line on the front.
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:But the people behind you,
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:you know, you're not giving them
the draft that they need.
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:And so you actually end up
hurting the team more than helping them.
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:Even if you can be
the strongest rider on the front.
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:And so having a smooth line is something
that's definitely really important.
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:Another one
that I think is often overlooked,
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is making sure that you maintain
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:a consistent pace going from,
you know, P2 to P1.
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:And so kind of the cardinal rule in team
pursuit is that you don't go harder,
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:And so if you're feeling really good
when you get to the front,
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:you don't increase the pace,
you don't decrease the pace.
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:You really have to keep the pace
as consistent as possible.
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:And if you're feeling really good,
you go long
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:and you go longer
maybe than you're expected for.
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:And if you're not feeling so strong,
you just take a shorter pull.
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:And so it's really, really important
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:for us to start out on the right pace,
but also to make sure
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:that when you get to the front,
you don't, you know, surge,
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:you don't accelerate,
you know, decelerate,
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:and then you're able to deliver the person
after you
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:at the same speed
as what you were doing right up.
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:And so that's something
that takes a lot of practice.
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:And it's really hard
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:because, you know, when you're second
wheel, you're in a draft.
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:And so you really have to, you know,
look to your cadence to understand exactly
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:what speed you're going.
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:And that can be really hard
when there's adrenaline,
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:when there's crowds,
when there's, you know,
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:when you're tired,
when your legs are heavy,
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:all those things can really influence
how it feels.
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:So it's it's really important
to know how to feel, you know,
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:the right pace and it takes a long time
to learn how to do that.
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:And, my teammates
gave me a lot of feedback
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:and a lot of different training sessions
to learn how to improve that as well.
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:It takes a long
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:time, but evidently less than a year
for ladies like Kristen.
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:Yeah, right. Right.
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:A lifetime I know, I know, I know,
it is absolutely mind blowing.
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:Actually, from January to Olympic champion
just a few months and yep.
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:So, one thing I was obviously,
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:I mean, was my little tiny experience
when you need to position
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:it is a little harder to control the bike,
right? Yes.
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:When you done with your pull, you go up
high up to basically to the barriers.
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:Right.
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:And it feels like your team
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:underneath
you is like a mile away doesn't it.
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:I mean you almost look that tiny
when you up there.
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:That's how high it feels.
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:You still doing 60. Swing down.
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:And as you said you want to hit
just behind the wheel of P3.
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:Right.
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:You don't want to have
whatever you guys do the inches
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:you don't want to have 20in,
but you don't want to touch wheels, right.
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:That stressed me to no end.
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:Was was that
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:one of the biggest challenges for you,
or was it just all about to start?
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:The exchanges were really challenging
knowing how to time them.
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:And I think at first I was
I had really slow exchanges
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you know, I would swing up
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me and I'd be like, oh, I need to wait.
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so I'd hesitate at the top.
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you're going to miss them.
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you're going to get dropped off the back.
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like go up, go down, go up, go down.
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:you know, it's not like road racing
where you can take in the views,
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:you know, like you are up
and you are straight down.
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:And then I think the other thing,
that, you know, and so for me, learning
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:how to do that, but also learning
how to do that at very different speeds,
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is directly correlated
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:the exchange is probably going to be a lot
slower than the exchange in a race.
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:you know, you might train something
and training and be like, okay,
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and you're like, oh crap.
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they go. There are way speeding by me.
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:And so it's learning how to time it
with very different sensations,
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:The second
thing that I think was really scary for me
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:you know, you're
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:you're going at such a high speed
and aero position and it's terrifying
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:because you're going
into the back of their bike
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:and you're like, I'm going to hit it,
I'm going to hit it, I'm going to hit it.
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:And then, you know,
they they're also going fast by you.
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:And so you really have to trust
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:the speed of your bike,
the speed that they're going.
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:And really get a sense for, you know,
you're coming at them with a lot of speed.
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:And in theory, like you would crash
into the back of them,
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:but because you're not pedaling so hard
and they are going really hard
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:out of the bend, you know, you kind of
are decelerating as they're going by.
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:And so it's, it's kind of this
like mind boggling experience where,
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:you know, you you just really have to get
used to it over time.
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:And, anyway,
to answer your question, it's very scary
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:the first few times you do it and usually
you're you're quite conservative.
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:The first few times, you know, you
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:you tend to have slower exchanges
because it's better to be slow
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:than to crash into the person
in front of you.
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:And so you, you know,
you do it a little slow,
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:and then each time
you get a little better,
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:a little faster,
a little closer to their wheel,
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:you know, dive
right into the back of their wheel
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:and come in at the exact
same speed at which they're riding.
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:But these two
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:disciplines that you won a gold medal
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:in are so different.
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:I, you know, when when I was
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:watching the Pre-Olympic stuff
and they announced that both
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:you and Chloe were going to do the road
race, I was I was a little bit nervous.
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:I'm like,
how can you do an Olympic road race?
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:And then a couple days
later, jump on the track and then go
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:for an Olympic medal, a gold medal,
a world record, all those things.
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:But the biggest thing for you,
the question I had for you
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:after you win the Olympic road race,
you should be drinking
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:champagne, hanging out with Snoop Dogg,
just absolutely living it up.
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:You got a gold medal around your neck.
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:But no, you had to, like,
keep that even keel
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:or a day later, back onto the track.
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:What, mentally,
what was that like being at the
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:the zenith of the sport
and then having to be like, wait a second,
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:I have to do this team pursuit
now I have a gold medal.
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:They want a gold medal.
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:I better not let them down like I.
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:I still can't get my head wrapped around
what it takes to to deal with that.
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:Yeah, it was one of the hardest
psychological challenges of my life,
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:because all I wanted to do, you know,
I just achieved my biggest life dream.
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:And and here I wasn't,
I couldn't even celebrate it.
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:And my family and friends were all there.
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:My cousins, my aunts and uncles, they'd
all come to watch this race and I didn't.
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:I didn't even want to see them
because I was like,
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:I'm going to get the adrenaline.
I'm going to celebrate.
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:And so I really I just had to say, like,
I don't want to see anyone
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and then we can celebrate.
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:But after,
you know, until the team pursuit,
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:I really need to kind of like,
stay in my moment, stay in my zone.
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:And it's actually funny.
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:You know, when I crossed the finish line,
everyone was like,
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:did you know you'd won?
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:Like, you just kept riding and,
I'm dead honest.
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:Like like that. Honestly.
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:Like, the first thing when I crossed
the line was like, I need to spin.
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:I have a race in two days,
and that's why I kept riding.
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:I was like, I need to spin my legs.
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:I need to spin the legs.
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:Like, I can't just stop after the hardest
four minute effort of my life
402
:and and really like that was
that was the mentality I had to have.
403
:And it was
404
:it was so hard because all I wanted to do
was jump off my bike and celebrate it
405
:and and raise it above my head, you know,
just like Remco had done the day before.
406
:But unlike Remco, I had to recover
as quickly as possible because I also knew
407
:that the road race could potentially
negatively impact team pursuit.
408
:And I didn't want to be the reason why
we didn't earn a medal in team pursuit.
409
:And I felt actually more pressure
to perform
410
:in team pursuit after the road race,
because I felt like if I didn't perform
411
:or if I did anything wrong,
412
:I and the rest of the world
to blame it on the road race.
413
:And so I was like,
414
:I had to go extra, extra, extra
to make sure that I was 100% recovered
415
:because I couldn't let the road race be
the reason we failed in pursuit.
416
:And, you know, if I hadn't done the road
race and we failed in team pursuit,
417
:I could, you know,
blame it on a lot of other things.
418
:Maybe poor preparation or maybe, you know,
I hadn't been in the sport long enough
419
:or whatever it was.
420
:But after the road race, it almost.
421
:I decided to do the road race.
422
:I was like, okay, well,
if anything goes wrong in team
423
:pursuit, like,
I can't let this be the reason why.
424
:And so, you know,
425
:as soon as I crossed the finish line,
it was like on to the next thing.
426
:And it was so hard.
427
:I wanted so badly to celebrate.
428
:I wanted so badly to pop some champagne
429
:and to stay up late and take some photos
of, you know, the Eiffel Tower.
430
:But I knew that, yeah,
I still had teammates who needed me
431
:and, yeah,
I just couldn't let them down. So
432
:you. Yeah.
433
:Really
respect all to have that presence of mind.
434
:Like winning
the biggest race ever in your career.
435
:And you go, yeah, but I cannot celebrate.
436
:I need to spin now and but but,
437
:now, you mentioned, the word pressure
438
:at least 3 or 4 times now at the pressure
of not letting your teammates down,
439
:was it terrifying, crucifying,
440
:or was it like a positive pressure,
like, okay, I'm going to keep track.
441
:I'm gonna do this.
We're going to make this.
442
:And who do you talk to about that?
443
:I mean, you must have been terrified
by the ID that day.
444
:Become for us and blame it all on you.
445
:Did you had anybody to talk to to, like,
hey, I'm a little afraid of this,
446
:or you just eat it all up inside of you
and just hide it inside of you?
447
:I love the phrase
eat it all up inside of me.
448
:Okay.
449
:Yeah.
450
:Unpacking that,
451
:the team pursuit was one of the highest
pressure moments of my life.
452
:Like, hands down.
453
:And and the reason and the reason,
honestly, is, not only was
454
:I scared about
455
:the potential implications of the road
race,
456
:I was scared because I was
the newest member on the team.
457
:I was scared because I'd only done it
for less than a year.
458
:This was my second race.
459
:But even more than that, it was that
my start was the slowest part of the race
460
:for me.
461
:And so, like standing on the start
line of that race, knowing that if I like
462
:the the likeliest place for me to mess up
is at the very beginning.
463
:And if I don't get off the line in P3,
there's someone behind me
464
:and the entire race is destroyed because
we have to finish with three people.
465
:And so if had been P4
and I got dropped at the start, okay,
466
:you know, it's unfortunate.
467
:They probably wouldn't earn a medal,
but at least they would finish.
468
:But if I did anything wrong at the start,
the very, very, very beginning
469
:of the race, I wouldn't even have a chance
to show anything that I've done,
470
:and I wouldn't
be able to help the team at all.
471
:And and so is
a tremendous amount of pressure.
472
:And then I guess in the final round
as well,
473
:I did more laps than anyone in the first,
half of the race.
474
:So everyone started out with one
and a half laps each.
475
:I did two laps, which is our plan.
476
:But we went out way too fast.
477
:Like we went out way faster than plan,
way faster than we'd ever ridden before.
478
:And then here I was having to do two laps.
479
:And so by the time the second
half of the race came around, I was like,
480
:I have like, I am so like asked, like,
I, I don't know what's.
481
:And then
the gas started to open up in front of me,
482
:and that was probably the highest pressure
moment in my entire athletic career.
483
:When I started to open up in front of me,
484
:we were 30s from the finish line,
maybe 15 seconds from the finish line.
485
:We were ahead and we were on our way
to a gold medal and I was like,
486
:If I'm the reason that this gap opens up
and we get dropped, like,
487
:I cannot handle that.
488
:And and my body was at its physical limit
mentally.
489
:Like the only thing I could think about
was like,
490
:go forward, go forward, like change that.
491
:We'll chase that. Well,
you got 15 seconds of pain.
492
:You got 15 seconds.
493
:Like, this is the moment
494
:that your life comes down to, like,
you have to make it to that line.
495
:And so I think, you know, in the road
race,
496
:like you have these high pressure moments,
but they're not as they're
497
:they're not as concentrated as they are
in team pursuit, like and
498
:and in a road race, you know,
you have like a few seconds for an attack.
499
:But in the team pursuit, like a 10th
of a second of being distracted.
500
:And the entire race is over,
not just for you,
501
:but for your entire team.
502
:And so I would yeah, for sure,
the final round of team pursuit.
503
:But like the
the very first round, the qualifying round
504
:I think was really nervous for me
because I didn't know how I would do
505
:because it was my second race
ever with the team.
506
:But then the final round
was really nervous
507
:because, you know,
this is what it was all coming down to.
508
:And I started to have a gap in front of me
in the, in the final.
509
:And that was really, really scary.
510
:So time frame just to, just to be clear.
511
:So you finished the road race,
how many days did you have
512
:until you did the qualification
for the team pursuit?
513
:It was about 48 hours.
514
:Yeah. So two days then.
515
:Then you win the Olympic team pursuit.
516
:Double Olympic champion.
517
:And how many days did
you have to get to the start
518
:of the tour de France Femmes?
519
:Well let's see.
520
:So we've actually I was we finished
the team, we finished the team pursuit.
521
:The next day I had a day of media
until after midnight.
522
:So it was a jam
packed day from like 8 a.m.
523
:until after midnight.
524
:And then I think I had another day
525
:where I went to Champion's Park and did
kind of my celebration on the runway
526
:and saw my family for the first time.
527
:And then the next day I traveled to
528
:tour de France.
529
:So I had like less than a day to really
530
:take it all in and and be at the Olympics.
531
:So my, my, my question about that,
532
:so that you get that timeline straight is
533
:this just doesn't happen overnight.
534
:You know, there's a lot of planning that
you and your coach had to think about.
535
:So you need the endurance and explosivity
536
:and then, you know, hours
upon hours of specific training.
537
:But to prepare for a road
race, team pursuit.
538
:And then the biggest stage
race of the year,
539
:was there anything that you and your coach
had to just say?
540
:Hey, listen, we can't really focus on that
because we're focusing on
541
:these other things.
542
:Was there something in your repertoire,
in your arsenal
543
:that you and your coach
decided, like, hey, we can't really,
544
:be Uber specific
and prepare for that scenario?
545
:Yeah, definitely.
546
:The tour de France was deprioritised,
and the reason
547
:is that the Olympics come around
every four years, and I knew that
548
:it was a really big priority for me
and for the team and for team USA,
549
:and so for the tour de France,
like I wasn't doing any climbing
550
:leading into the tour de France.
551
:I wasn't doing any,
you know, day after day kind of fatigue
552
:resistance to figure out
how I would manage the fatigue, the tour,
553
:it was really focused primarily
on, like my number one priority
554
:was the team pursuit.
My number two priority was the road race.
555
:My number three
priority was the tour de France Femmes.
556
:And that's just kind of how it had to be.
557
:And I think, you know, next year
it would be great to go in
558
:and try to win a stage at the tour
de France or, you know, try to do,
559
:you know, two stages and,
and do you do a little better?
560
:But this year, like, you know, as humans,
we have our limits.
561
:And my limit was going to be hit
before the tour de France.
562
:And we knew that going in.
563
:And we also knew that trying
to change that and doing a lot of daily
564
:day after day fatigue resistance
and climbing like that was just going
565
:to detract from team pursuit.
566
:And if I tried to do all three
well, I'd end up doing nothing.
567
:Well.
568
:And so we ended up
prioritising the Olympics and
569
:and the tour de France was great to go to.
I mean, we had a lot of fun.
570
:We got unfortunately, we got a lot of
fourth places actually, as a team.
571
:But actually I think we did quite well
and I think I did quite well,
572
:considering that I just come from
a huge kind of emotional experience.
573
:I also found out I had Covid during
the tour de France, which was unfortunate.
574
:So, it was like, you know,
I had the Olympic kind of a
575
:and going in
and then got Covid, kind of early on.
576
:I think on the second day or so, I didn't
realise until I test it afterwards.
577
:So I think we kind of like
578
:looked at the tour de France
Femmes this year and we were like, okay,
579
:kind of like participation award,
but like, we'll, we'll,
580
:we'll try to go for some stages next year.
581
:So the way you
582
:make it sound like
it is almost like the tour de France
583
:is mostly all, almost all the time,
the hardest race in the world.
584
:You went there almost on a holiday
on holiday to relax, right?
585
:After all, just media hype,
586
:like a surprise gold medal
then under pressure and not a gold medal.
587
:So you almost went to Tour de France...
588
:ok I get a massage every day, ride my bike
589
:and nobody can, you know, can talk to me
because I'm on my bike for hours.
590
:So I cannot give interviews for certain
amount of time because I'm on the bike.
591
:Wasn't almost like not a holiday,
but like a more relaxed moment actually.
592
:Then. Then like a bike race.
593
:Like a moment for you to let it sink
in that you are a double Olympic champion.
594
:I mean, yes and no.
595
:I think the, the, the kind of the funny
truth, though, is that I got better
596
:and better the first few days of the tour
597
:because I showed up with so much fatigue
from, from the Olympics and from the media
598
:and from the travel and everything,
that I actually was less fatigued
599
:every single day for the first
like 4 or 5 days of the tour de France.
600
:And I don't really know how that happens.
601
:I mean, like show up to the tour de
France fans
602
:and you're less fatigued every single day.
603
:Like I got more and more energy
604
:and not just relative to everyone else,
but like relative to myself too.
605
:So that was like a very real thing
that did happen.
606
:I think in terms of holiday, you know,
607
:like I had a ton of cameras on me
at the tour de France.
608
:I had a ton of people at the bus
asking for autographs.
609
:I had, you know, interviews
every single day before the race.
610
:And so I think it was kind of this like,
you know, layer cake.
611
:They just kept stacking
on, stacking on, you know, media and, and,
612
:you know, some degree of stress
and busyness to my schedule.
613
:And I think it wasn't
until after the tour de France
614
:where I was really able to kind of like
take a break and,
615
:and starfish on my bed and relax and like,
take in what I've done.
616
:But I think, yeah, the tour de France,
I did
617
:feel a bit more rested every day
in the beginning, and probably until
618
:I got Covid and, and then things
were a little more fatiguing from there.
619
:Yeah.
620
:You were definitely, high up on GC
heading into the to the mountains there.
621
:But I remember, on our old podcast,
622
:you said that there was a certain team
that had a rule
623
:not to follow Kristen Faulkner's
wheel, like they weren't allowed to do it.
624
:It was like a rule. Right? Okay.
625
:That was my very
that was my very first race in Europe.
626
:So it wasn't like this ongoing thing.
627
:And that's but how
how cool is that to go from somebody
628
:saying that when they threw you
into the deep end of the pool, for sure,
629
:and you didn't have your skill set
that you have now to Blanca Vas in stage
630
:five of the tour de France Femmes,
when you kind of did your little attack,
631
:she remembered from the Olympics
when she let you go.
632
:I can't let Kristen's wheel go.
633
:So I mean, what what an amazing
two years going from.
634
:Hey, better not follow this girl to now
she is the wheel to follow that.
635
:That's got to feel pretty awesome.
636
:Yeah. For four years it was.
637
:It was the fall of 2020
638
:and my first race in Europe when I
when someone said, don't follow my wheel.
639
:I think by 2022
things had gotten better by then.
640
:But yeah, I mean, it's definitely been,
641
:a long, a long way that I've gone.
642
:And I think, you know, it was,
it was definitely hard in the beginning.
643
:You know, I think when I came to Europe,
I was I was scared of the peloton.
644
:I, I didn't like crash a few times
and had to get back up.
645
:And I had a lot of skills.
I got dropped on every single descent.
646
:And, you know, it was yo
yoing off the back on any course
647
:that had a lot of roundabouts
because I was,
648
:you know, entering the roundabout last
and kind of yo yoing off every time.
649
:So I think for me,
you know, it's interesting when,
650
:when I look at my gold medals,
I think a lot of people see like, oh,
651
:she won a gold medal at the Olympics
and she achieved this big thing.
652
:And I think that's what the media
latched on to as well as like, you know,
653
:the kind of the grandiosity
of like winning an Olympic gold medal.
654
:But for me,
like when I look at those medals, like,
655
:I like, the biggest thing I think about
is like, wow, I've come so far.
656
:Like, I came so far.
657
:There are so many people
who doubted me along the way.
658
:So many people who didn't believe me.
659
:I had lost my job and sacrificed so much
when at a time when people had no idea
660
:what I was doing, you know,
I left a six figure job to go make $7,000
661
:a year stipend and move across the world
to a town
662
:where I didn't know anybody and didn't
speak the Catalan language.
663
:And I.
664
:And so I think when I look at my gold
medals, it's like, I'm
665
:so proud of the journey and the resilience
and everything that went into them,
666
:and much more than the accomplishment
of not like winning this big race.
667
:And so I think, yeah,
668
:I think like the ten year
old version of me would be really proud.
669
:But even like the 28 year
old version, who was crashing
670
:and not knowing what she was doing
when she showed up in Europe.
671
:So, you
know, from even from the last time we had
672
:you on the podcast,
you improved as so much.
673
:Where do you think you improved the most?
674
:Descending tactics? endurance?
675
:punch? power? cleverness?
676
:your sprinting? your climbing?
677
:And a follow up question
where do you think is your limit?
678
:Where do you go from now?
679
:Yeah, I think my bike handling improved.
680
:My descending improved, for sure.
681
:I think the biggest thing,
though, is just my race instinct.
682
:You know, I,
I think when I started out racing, I would
683
:look at the course and think like,
where is a good place to attack, you know?
684
:And now it's like
you can't pick the place to attack.
685
:Like you have to just look around
and like, who's distracted?
686
:Who's tired?
687
:Are you surrounded by sprinters
or climbers?
688
:Who's going to chase, you know, like
689
:you have to attack in a place
that makes sense
690
:based on the group around you
and how fatigued they are,
691
:how distracted they are,
whether they have teammates,
692
:they're what the weather is,
what the wind is.
693
:And so all of that plays a role.
694
:And also, I think at the Olympics
it was the same thing.
695
:Like there were four riders,
there were three medals.
696
:I knew one of us
wasn't going to get a medal.
697
:And so I was like,
how do I play to make sure
698
:I'm not the one that doesn't get a medal?
699
:And so I think everything that went
into that day, into that strategy
700
:really came down to race strategy
and race instinct.
701
:And I think that's something I didn't have
a lot of when I first moved to Europe.
702
:And it was just through like
really studying races and being in them.
703
:And kind of having this growth mindset
704
:that I think I was able to learn that.
705
:And I don't think it's a coincidence
706
:that I won a race
where there were no race radios.
707
:You know, I think for me, like
when I came to Europe,
708
:I relied a lot on radios
for for race tactics.
709
:And I think I actually excel
way more in races without race radios
710
:because I do enjoy the strategy element
of racing, and I think I'm at an advantage
711
:compared to everyone else
when there aren't race radios,
712
:because the strategy, something I love,
it's something I, you know, I like.
713
:That's my favorite part of racing.
714
:And so I think when I was able
to kind of execute my strategy and not
715
:feel any kind of self-doubt or someone
in my ear telling me what to do, like
716
:I was really calm
and felt really confident with it.
717
:And I think that
really helped me on race day.
718
:But I've
been following you on on social media
719
:and you have been all over the place
doing some really cool things.
720
:I mean, two Olympic gold medals
do open some doors,
721
:and you do get to meet some really cool
people and have some great experiences.
722
:What what has been
your favorite experience from this
723
:whirlwind of media and appearances that
724
:that you've made as of late?
725
:Best experience?
726
:I well, actually I got invited to New York
727
:Fashion Week, which would have been
like a total detour for me.
728
:I couldn't go to that,
but that was kind of exciting.
729
:I think, you know, it's it's not actually
730
:the big publicity and and celebrity
things that I've been able to do.
731
:I think the most meaningful
things are to me are like getting
732
:an Instagram message from someone that's
like, oh, my daughter went on a bike today
733
:because she watched you race,
and now she wants to be a cyclist
734
:or someone who reaches out to me
and they say,
735
:you know,
I haven't touched my bike in 15 years.
736
:And I went out
and I went on it right today.
737
:Or it is, you know, sponsors coming
and saying, like, we want to support you
738
:and and me saying like, okay, well,
we need more quality in the sport.
739
:So what are you going to do for that?
740
:You know, and I think it's like it's it's
those things that I think are much more
741
:meaningful to me
742
:than some of the kind of like fame
and media that I've had access to.
743
:See. I thought
744
:I was giving you an underhand, slow pitch,
knock it out of the park, home run,
745
:because that
746
:when when President Biden took your phone
and you
747
:and he did a selfie of you
and all the other Olympic and Paralympic
748
:athletes behind,
I thought that was going to be it.
749
:So I whiffed on that one. Okay.
You were right.
750
:That like, that might be it. Yeah.
751
:I think having the president
use my phone for a selfie, that's
752
:probably that was probably the high point
afterwards.
753
:That was really fun.
754
:That was a really cool great photo. Yeah.
755
:Good photo actually.
Yeah. There's another one.
756
:Someone got like the view of him
taking a selfie,
757
:which I think is a cooler photo than what
some of mine is.
758
:But, yeah, that was that was really fun.
759
:So after double Olympic
760
:champion and all these media, interviews
and video shoots.
761
:You did.
762
:How is it now walking through an airport,
you get recognised more often.
763
:Has this changed
and has it changed to an extent?
764
:We go, oh my God,
I feel like everybody knows me.
765
:Or you go, oh, it's actually encouraging.
766
:It's nice that every now and then somebody
says, hey, you are the Olympic champion
767
:or is it too much already for you?
768
:It's a mix.
769
:You know, I think I,
I think it also depends where I am.
770
:I think the parts that are really,
that are, like, really due to me.
771
:Like, I went to Colorado.
772
:I was in Breckenridge
after the tour de France,
773
:and I was at a diner
just eating breakfast, you know,
774
:and someone came up to me and
they were like are you Kristen Faulkner.
775
:And I was like, yeah. And they're like,
can I get my photo with you?
776
:And I was like, sure.
777
:And, you know,
I wasn't wearing any kind of gear
778
:or anything,
and they just recognised my face.
779
:And so that was really foreign to me
and really new,
780
:because maybe in Belgium
I would have expected something like that.
781
:But in, you know, Breckenridge, Colorado,
where I've had never even been before,
782
:I think that was a
bit of a shock to my system.
783
:And so I've had a
few experiences like that that, I'm like,
784
:well, I have to make sure I'm
not like picking a wedgie in public,
785
:you know, like people are watching,
you know, it's like me,
786
:you know, like, and
and so I think, that kind of.
787
:Yeah.
788
:Exposure and recognition is, is new to me,
I think, what
789
:I'm a little, like, nervous about
maybe is going back to Girona and, like,
790
:trying to go train and having people
come up and take photos of me
791
:and want to ride with me
792
:because I think, you know, it's exciting
to see other cyclists, but I also like
793
:if I'm in the middle of an interview,
like I can't stop and say hi to fans.
794
:And so it's kind of figuring out
how that will look, you know,
795
:with my training and,
796
:and making sure
797
:that I'm making time for fans, but also
that I'm able to get on what I need to do.
798
:And then I think sometimes,
like the media before races, you know,
799
:fans always come over
and they want autographs,
800
:they want me to take pictures with them,
and I really want to do that.
801
:But I also can't do it
too much before race,
802
:because that can be pretty exhausting.
803
:And so I think what's interesting for me
now is just figuring out
804
:kind of with my team,
like how to balance all of that,
805
:because first of all, I am a racer and
I need to go perform and I need to train.
806
:But also, yeah, I really enjoy the fans
and they're a fun part of the experience,
807
:and I want them to feel like
they're part of the journey too.
808
:So I think it's just learning
how to balance that.
809
:And that's something
I'm still figuring out right now.
810
:Well, that's
a great segue into my next question,
811
:because in the past you said that
you use cycling as an outlet for work,
812
:but now that you're this cycling
superstar, what are you going to use
813
:as an outlet from cycling
during your remaining
814
:couple of weeks of the offseason?
815
:And then, you know,
during during your off time, when you're
816
:when you're back racing,
what how do you get away from it all?
817
:Yeah, I've been keeping busy.
818
:I it's actually it's funny,
819
:I'm kind of getting back into the VC world
a little bit.
820
:I'm, I'm giving a few speeches
to, kind of VC company off sites.
821
:I'm giving a Ted talk.
822
:At the end of the month,
I'm doing a fireside chat at Aubrey's,
823
:which is the biggest conference
of women VCs.
824
:And so it's been fun experience for me,
kind of
825
:getting back into the business world
a little bit.
826
:I, you know, it's like,
827
:it's funny,
I'm getting speaking opportunities
828
:that I wouldn't have had
if I just stayed in VC.
829
:So it's like, I get like advocating
for kind of a non-linear path,
830
:to kind of leapfrog some, some,
some opportunities in my life.
831
:So that's been really fun
is, you know, this morning
832
:I spoke to the Naval Academy
and to a group of students there.
833
:And so it's I've had some
yeah, really fun speaking opportunities.
834
:And that's been something I've enjoyed.
835
:I'm also writing a book,
836
:which I think has been
837
:the most therapeutic
838
:thing for me to do, and kind of reflecting
on my entire journey
839
:from basically growing up in Alaska,
going to Harvard, working in VC,
840
:you know, how did I make my decision
to leave for cycling?
841
:What were the first few years really like?
842
:What was my Olympic journey like,
and what actually happened?
843
:Like,
what was I thinking about during the race?
844
:And these are all questions
that people have asked me over and over.
845
:And I think it's really exciting
to be able to put it into a book and share
846
:my journey, but also share some things
that I think people can really relate to,
847
:because I imagine
there's a lot of people out there
848
:who maybe have a passion
that they want to pursue,
849
:but they don't know how and they don't
know how to start it. They don't.
850
:Or maybe they're scared of starting it
late in life.
851
:Or maybe they're trying
to balance two things.
852
:Or maybe they are a beginner at something
all over again,
853
:and they don't know how to excel
as a beginner, you know?
854
:And so I think these are things
that hopefully people can learn something
855
:from my journey.
856
:And I'm excited to share them, share
that with them.
857
:So writing my book
I think has been therapeutic for me,
858
:and I hope people enjoy reading it,
although I don't know
859
:if it'll be published next year
or before LA:
860
:We'll see. But, it is in the works.
861
:So it looks like.
862
:And it sounds like you're still super
busy.
863
:Was flying here, flying there
having a speech,
864
:meeting new people.
865
:You ever nervous or afraid that you lose
866
:focus on your job, on cycling
867
:and you miss start training again
because, I do one more interview.
868
:I do one more trip over there
because, well, I mean, it's paid probably.
869
:Well.
870
:And second, you only, maybe only once,
Olympic champion.
871
:So you want to use that
as much as you can?
872
:Of course. Totally logic and normal.
873
:But you sometimes feel there could be a
conflict was
874
:actually I should now start saying no
to this thing.
875
:Settle down,
876
:stay with my boyfriend and, you know,
start training, preparing next season.
877
:And you think there could be a conflict
or you have somebody partnering up
878
:with you telling you, hey, do this, don't
do this, don't do this, don't do this.
879
:Yeah, definitely.
880
:I think right now
I'm quite busy traveling around.
881
:But come November and well,
I guess come December I'm
882
:definitely going to not be taking in
a lot more travel at all.
883
:So I think October, November,
884
:you know, I'm off the bike in October
so I can do some of this stuff.
885
:And then in November it's kind of a mix.
886
:I have team camp in Girona.
I'm doing a few speaking gigs.
887
:But then once December comes, you know,
I'm, I'm fully focused on next season,
888
:and I've actually turned down
a lot of opportunities that are next
889
:spring, just because I need to make sure
that I'm showing up to the season fresh.
890
:So I don't know, like it's interesting,
I probably won't have as relaxing
891
:of an off season, but at the same time,
it's very fulfilling and exciting for me
892
:to do something different and it's
refreshing for me in a lot of ways too.
893
:So, yeah,
I mean, and I also like writing my book,
894
:like that's
something that is actually quite relaxing.
895
:Like, I don't feel stressed about it
at all. There's no deadlines.
896
:I don't have,
you know, a publishing company yet
897
:that I've, you know, that has expectations
for me to do anything. So,
898
:but yeah, to answer your question,
899
:it's definitely something
that's on my mind.
900
:It's not something that I've just kind of,
you know, worn off or ignored.
901
:I think for me,
I really want to continue the success.
902
:I think I'm still early in my career.
903
:I have, you know,
want to go medal again in LA:
904
:So I have several more years
905
:of my professional career ahead of me,
and I'm not by any means done.
906
:I have way more ambitious goals,
you know, than I've had before.
907
:And so my priority is really saying
my priority priorities, my team.
908
:And that's definitely going to be true
for the next four years
909
:and definitely true
in a few months from now.
910
:And so I think part of me
is trying to get out
911
:as much media and business
and things as I can in the next few months
912
:so that I can prioritise cycling,
starting in the new year.
913
:You without
914
:ruining
your this this chapter in your book.
915
:You you mentioned the Olympic dream.
916
:I think we all had an Olympic dream.
917
:It started and for me it was.
918
:I wanted to be in the Olympics
for ski racing.
919
:Can you give us a little input
to what your
920
:original thought or Olympic dream
was without ruining
921
:anything that you're going to have
in your New York Times bestselling book?
922
:Yeah.
923
:You know, it's interesting,
like it took it took a lot of different
924
:forms during my life.
925
:When I was younger
and first saw the Olympics on TV,
926
:I think I was eight years old,
like maybe 12.
927
:You know, one of those,
I think it was maybe the Sydney Olympics
928
:and I watched it on TV and I was like,
wow, like, these athletes are amazing.
929
:And I had just started swimming.
930
:Like I was really young.
931
:I think I had just competed on my first
for me.
932
:And so athletics
was very forefront of my mind.
933
:And I watched these swimmers on TV
and I was like, I think Michael Phelps.
934
:It was his first Olympic debut.
I think he was like 15.
935
:And then I thought, wow, like,
I want to do that one day.
936
:Like I want to be an Olympian.
937
:And I was so young, I didn't
I didn't realise that the Olympics
938
:were like a big deal
to the rest of the world.
939
:I just I saw it on TV and I was like,
I want to do that one day.
940
:And so I started from a really young age,
kind of just like this,
941
:you know, like in the back of my mind,
just this idea.
942
:And then as I got older and older,
you know, and try different sports,
943
:I think for me, the pinnacle of
944
:excellence in sports was the Olympics.
945
:And so as a rower, I thought about going
to the Olympics for rowing.
946
:And I always thought like,
if I were to do this in ten years,
947
:like I want to go to the Olympics,
948
:if I were doing this in ten years,
I want to go the Olympics. And,
949
:and so the rower in high school,
I thought about it.
950
:And as a writer in college,
I even thought about it.
951
:But then, you know,
it's never a priority of mine.
952
:And, and when I moved to New York City
after college,
953
:I started my career, and I think my career
and life just kind of got in the way.
954
:And, it was my priority at that point in
my life was to start my career
955
:and when I started cycling,
I also wasn't thinking about
956
:going to the Olympics because,
957
:I mean, I was doing cycling for fun,
you know, I was just like
958
:it was a hobby on the side,
and I was really competitive about it.
959
:But, you know,
you don't think about go to the Olympics
960
:were a sport that you just started a year
before.
961
:You know,
962
:when I started cycling, I was
963
:originally thinking of cross training
because I wanted to go to the Olympics
964
:for rowing, you know,
and that's kind of what it was.
965
:But then when I moved to California,
966
:I started going on these long century
rides.
967
:I started getting a bit more competitive.
968
:And I think when I joined
my first domestic pro team,
969
:that's when I was like,
wow, this is kind of my sport now.
970
:And that was also at a point where
971
:I had been working in VC for
maybe two and a half years,
972
:and I realised, I think it was
when I was living in California,
973
:maybe I was 26 or 27.
974
:And I realised that this Olympic dream
I had as a kid, like it was still there
975
:and it was very alive, and it
and it had never gone away like I'd always
976
:and I had always had like off and doing
the sport in ten years, I want to go away.
977
:And here I was at 26 and I was like, well,
if I'm doing the sport in ten years,
978
:like I'm
probably too old to go to the Olympics.
979
:And I was like the first time
980
:where I realised, like, life is short
and now I'm getting a little older
981
:and I can no longer think of the Olympics
as something in the future.
982
:Like, if I want to go to the Olympics,
like I have to do it now,
983
:like there is no like ten years from now.
984
:And I think it was kind
of this revelation for me
985
:that, but the, the window
986
:for certain dreams in my life was closing
because I think when you're young,
987
:you kind of think you have forever
988
:and you always think a dream
to something else in the future.
989
:And here I was at 26 and I was like, wow.
990
:Like there's dreams that I can't wait.
991
:And for the future anymore.
992
:Like, now, it's now or never.
993
:And so that's when I was like,
wow, if I want to go to the Olympics
994
:and I have this childhood dream, like,
I don't I don't have the choice to wait.
995
:Like, I have to quit my job and I have to
go, and I have to do it now.
996
:Like, not tomorrow, not a month from now.
997
:Like I have to do it now.
998
:And so that's when I decided
to go to Europe for my first races.
999
:I took a month off work.
:
00:47:28,428 --> 00:47:31,473
I worked part time and remotely,
and it was Covid,
:
00:47:31,473 --> 00:47:34,351
so it was a little more acceptable.
Went to Europe. I want to stage it.
:
00:47:34,351 --> 00:47:38,230
My first race came back and I said, okay,
I kind of have
:
00:47:38,438 --> 00:47:42,150
maybe what it takes to have a 10% chance
of making it to the Olympics.
:
00:47:42,693 --> 00:47:45,320
And that's when I really got
really serious about cycling.
:
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:47,114
And I said, I want to go to pro,
I want to move to Europe.
:
00:47:47,114 --> 00:47:50,117
I'm going to do everything that I can
to try and make the Olympic team.
:
00:47:50,325 --> 00:47:54,580
And, and for me, like, I still knew that
the chances are really low.
:
00:47:54,663 --> 00:47:58,584
Like, I just started cycling four years
before I knew that
:
00:47:58,584 --> 00:48:01,587
maybe I had a 10% chance of making it
to the Olympics, were cycling.
:
00:48:01,753 --> 00:48:04,882
But I also knew that if I didn't try,
the chances were zero and I was like,
:
00:48:04,882 --> 00:48:07,926
okay, well, 10% chance, 0% chance
like that should be a no brainer.
:
00:48:07,926 --> 00:48:12,431
Like, why would I
why would I, you know, trade 10% for 0%.
:
00:48:13,056 --> 00:48:16,059
And so I decided to, to basically
give up everything and to go do it.
:
00:48:16,435 --> 00:48:19,229
And I did it
because, you know, the Olympics, they were
:
00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:20,355
they were childhood dream.
:
00:48:20,355 --> 00:48:22,608
It was kind of the biggest dream
I'd ever had,
:
00:48:22,608 --> 00:48:26,236
even though I had never prioritised it
in the way that I really needed to.
:
00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:30,616
But but yeah, the
time came where I realised that I couldn't
:
00:48:30,616 --> 00:48:32,367
I couldn't let life
get in the way anymore,
:
00:48:32,367 --> 00:48:36,622
and I couldn't kind of let life
decide the direction I was going to go.
:
00:48:36,622 --> 00:48:39,499
I had to make it happen
if I wanted to make it happen,
:
00:48:39,499 --> 00:48:41,376
like I had to take charge
and make it happen,
:
00:48:41,376 --> 00:48:42,461
and I had to change the direction
:
00:48:42,461 --> 00:48:44,046
of my life,
because the direction of my life
:
00:48:44,046 --> 00:48:46,298
at the time
was not leading me to the Olympics.
:
00:48:46,298 --> 00:48:50,052
So I think that's kind of the
the genesis of the Olympic journey.
:
00:48:50,052 --> 00:48:54,348
But I can elaborate on the more recent
part of the journey as well.
:
00:48:55,724 --> 00:48:58,268
So now that you talked about this
:
00:48:58,268 --> 00:49:01,271
Olympic dream, the dream now is for think.
:
00:49:01,313 --> 00:49:02,689
Mission accomplished.
:
00:49:02,689 --> 00:49:04,691
Now, what is your next dream?
:
00:49:04,691 --> 00:49:08,403
The Olympics in front of your home
crowd in LA?
:
00:49:08,403 --> 00:49:11,406
Or maybe Tour de France podium?
:
00:49:11,615 --> 00:49:13,241
What would be your next dream?
:
00:49:13,241 --> 00:49:17,621
You want to throw everything
into the battle to achieve that dream?
:
00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:19,539
It's a great question.
:
00:49:19,539 --> 00:49:22,584
I, I'm still kind of I mean,
I definitely want to compete in LA.
:
00:49:22,626 --> 00:49:24,920
I'd love to compete in the time
trial as well.
:
00:49:24,920 --> 00:49:26,922
I think this year
I tried to go for the time trial
:
00:49:26,922 --> 00:49:30,342
and I didn't make it so going to LA
and competing in the time
:
00:49:30,342 --> 00:49:33,345
trial would be another big goal of mine,
especially on home crowds.
:
00:49:34,930 --> 00:49:37,391
But, you know, it's, yeah,
:
00:49:37,391 --> 00:49:41,395
you know, I, I, I, I still have so much
I want to accomplish as a cyclist.
:
00:49:41,395 --> 00:49:43,814
Like, I also want to be a world champion,
:
00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:47,317
either in the road race
or in the time trial, or in team pursuit.
:
00:49:47,359 --> 00:49:49,361
But having ended my career
:
00:49:49,361 --> 00:49:52,364
with rainbow stripes
is something I definitely want to do.
:
00:49:52,489 --> 00:49:54,950
I would love to win a stage
at the tour de France.
:
00:49:54,950 --> 00:49:56,201
You know, I've won stages at the world.
:
00:49:56,201 --> 00:49:57,828
Do I have won stages of the Giro?
So kind of.
:
00:49:57,828 --> 00:50:01,039
The last one to tick off is the tour de
France, and I haven't done that yet.
:
00:50:01,039 --> 00:50:04,334
So that's,
definitely on my radar for next year.
:
00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:08,797
And then I think I'd like to win
one of the classics
:
00:50:08,797 --> 00:50:11,299
or one of the monuments,
although I think Strada
:
00:50:11,299 --> 00:50:14,302
Bianche might be more important to me
than some of the other monuments.
:
00:50:14,428 --> 00:50:16,471
And I'd like to be a bit of a GC rider.
:
00:50:16,471 --> 00:50:19,808
But but again, like, I have four years
to make some of these goals happen.
:
00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:23,979
And I think kind of biting them off year
by year is a goal of mine.
:
00:50:23,979 --> 00:50:27,607
So yeah, I'd like to,
when the rainbow stripes
:
00:50:27,816 --> 00:50:30,235
like the one two stages is sort of France
and I'd like to make it to LA.
:
00:50:30,235 --> 00:50:32,529
So those are kind of my,
my goals right now.
:
00:50:32,529 --> 00:50:35,323
But I'll be honest, you know,
the Olympic Olympics was a dream.
:
00:50:35,323 --> 00:50:37,325
Like it wasn't a goal. It was a dream.
:
00:50:37,325 --> 00:50:40,704
And I don't think I have a dream
as big right now as I did
:
00:50:40,704 --> 00:50:41,913
before going to the Olympics.
:
00:50:41,913 --> 00:50:44,332
You know, I think what I have right now
in front of me are goals,
:
00:50:44,332 --> 00:50:45,584
they're not necessarily dreams.
:
00:50:45,584 --> 00:50:50,255
I think a dream would be
a much bigger life event, and I don't know
:
00:50:50,255 --> 00:50:53,884
if I have a a dream in the next two years
that I'm looking to accomplish.
:
00:50:53,884 --> 00:50:57,763
But I think that's the exciting part of,
of this phase of my life, is that I can
:
00:50:57,763 --> 00:50:58,680
come up with new ones.
:
00:51:00,807 --> 00:51:04,061
One of the things that I take away
from listening to you
:
00:51:04,061 --> 00:51:07,064
speak all the time is that you're a very,
:
00:51:07,355 --> 00:51:10,567
you're you're a good listener.
:
00:51:10,776 --> 00:51:13,904
And then you seem to take criticism
:
00:51:14,237 --> 00:51:17,866
as constructive,
and then you, you learn from that.
:
00:51:17,866 --> 00:51:21,828
And for for the young men
and women out there,
:
00:51:21,828 --> 00:51:27,250
being new at something or not
good at something, if you don't listen,
:
00:51:27,375 --> 00:51:31,421
you're never going to learn
and you've just kind of mastered that.
:
00:51:31,421 --> 00:51:34,424
I remember when we spoke earlier,
you mentioned that,
:
00:51:34,716 --> 00:51:37,219
on your old team,
:
00:51:37,219 --> 00:51:41,765
there was a teammate that was at that time
kind of one of the meanest
:
00:51:41,765 --> 00:51:42,933
and then turned out to be
:
00:51:42,933 --> 00:51:44,893
one of your favorite teammates
of all time,
:
00:51:44,893 --> 00:51:47,354
because she actually kept it
real with you.
:
00:51:47,354 --> 00:51:47,938
Right.
:
00:51:47,938 --> 00:51:53,068
So what would you suggest to those younger
or less experienced,
:
00:51:53,401 --> 00:51:57,405
especially young women
that are having to navigate the waters
:
00:51:57,405 --> 00:52:03,161
that that you've obviously successfully,
successfully navigated recently just
:
00:52:04,329 --> 00:52:05,622
learning as you go,
:
00:52:05,622 --> 00:52:08,625
what is there any tips that you can give?
:
00:52:08,708 --> 00:52:11,711
Yeah, I think that, you know,
there's a few things, like,
:
00:52:11,711 --> 00:52:13,630
we always want to do what we're good at.
:
00:52:13,630 --> 00:52:15,048
We always want to do what's comfortable.
:
00:52:15,048 --> 00:52:19,136
And I think it's because we're afraid
of looking bad to other people.
:
00:52:19,136 --> 00:52:21,096
We're afraid
of recognising our weaknesses.
:
00:52:21,096 --> 00:52:26,351
And, the only way like, the thing is,
like, when we do something, we're bad.
:
00:52:26,351 --> 00:52:27,227
It it kind of
:
00:52:27,227 --> 00:52:28,812
takes a head to our confidence,
:
00:52:28,812 --> 00:52:31,231
but there's nothing that's
going to take a hit to our confidence.
:
00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:34,359
Then if we let that weakness persist
for the next ten years.
:
00:52:34,693 --> 00:52:34,985
Right.
:
00:52:34,985 --> 00:52:38,029
So if it's like, why would I want that
weakness in ten years?
:
00:52:38,029 --> 00:52:41,658
But if I work on it right now and kind of
let my ego go in the short term,
:
00:52:41,950 --> 00:52:43,827
then in ten years
that's no longer going to be weakness,
:
00:52:43,827 --> 00:52:45,579
and that's going to be a huge source
of confidence for me,
:
00:52:45,579 --> 00:52:48,456
because I have one less weakness
that could cause and insecurity. Right.
:
00:52:48,456 --> 00:52:51,877
And so I think, when you
when you work on your weaknesses,
:
00:52:51,877 --> 00:52:54,379
like you're taking kind of a hit
to your confidence in the short term,
:
00:52:54,379 --> 00:52:56,715
but it's really going to build
your confidence for the long term.
:
00:52:56,715 --> 00:53:00,051
And I think just like remembering
that long term mindset really helps me,
:
00:53:00,135 --> 00:53:03,138
kind of really focus on my weaknesses.
:
00:53:03,847 --> 00:53:05,098
Something that I really like to say.
:
00:53:05,098 --> 00:53:07,559
I had a former manager
and boss in venture capital,
:
00:53:07,559 --> 00:53:10,145
and she used to say
that the best employees were T-shaped,
:
00:53:10,145 --> 00:53:12,898
where they're really broad
in a lot of areas, but, or.
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Sorry, they're really kind of,
you know, they're good
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in a broad set of areas,
but they're really experts in one area.
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And I think I took that approach
to racing where,
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you know,
I wanted to be a good enough climber.
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I want to be good enough descender,
I want to be a good enough sprinter.
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But really, I needed to to
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and I needed all those things
to not get dropped in a race.
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But the way I was going to win a race,
I had to be the best at something.
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And so for me, you know, I have kind of
this broad range of skills on the bike.
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00:53:34,669 --> 00:53:36,713
But then my secret sauce is kind of my,
my time trial
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and in my attacking and like,
that's how I win.
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And that's kind of my deep area.
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00:53:40,425 --> 00:53:43,929
And so I think for for people who are,
you know, looking at their weaknesses,
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it's like,
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think about the areas, you know,
whether it's your breath or your depth
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that you need to work on
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00:53:49,267 --> 00:53:50,435
and think about, like,
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00:53:50,435 --> 00:53:52,395
what are the things that are going to get
you dropped in the race?
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00:53:52,395 --> 00:53:54,522
What are the things that are going
to prevent you from winning?
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00:53:54,522 --> 00:53:58,026
And if you can really work on
those weaknesses and like that's, that's
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00:53:58,109 --> 00:53:59,736
that's
going to make the difference for you.
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00:53:59,736 --> 00:54:03,823
And as for me, like working on
my attacking might not make me
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00:54:04,115 --> 00:54:06,910
a significantly better writer,
but working on my descending right now.
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00:54:06,910 --> 00:54:09,037
Well,
and so that's kind of what I'm working on.
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So I think, you know,
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00:54:11,289 --> 00:54:14,709
having having the ability
to, like, recognise,
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00:54:16,503 --> 00:54:19,297
like, what are your goals and what's
preventing you from getting there?
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00:54:19,297 --> 00:54:22,509
And oftentimes it's, it's actually our ego
that's preventing us from getting there
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00:54:22,509 --> 00:54:25,929
because it's our ego that's preventing us
from working on our our weak spots.
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00:54:26,137 --> 00:54:28,181
And the weak spots
are preventing us from getting there.
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00:54:28,181 --> 00:54:31,643
And I think when you can recognise
that your ego is the biggest thing holding
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00:54:31,643 --> 00:54:33,520
you back from where you want to go,
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00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:36,064
then then suddenly, like,
you can't blame the rest of the world.
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00:54:36,064 --> 00:54:38,984
Like you can't blame the weather,
you can't blame your coaches.
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00:54:38,984 --> 00:54:41,152
You can't blame,
you know, the fact that you started late.
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00:54:41,152 --> 00:54:42,279
It's like you can't blame
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00:54:42,279 --> 00:54:44,281
all these external things for the reason
you're not successful.
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00:54:44,281 --> 00:54:47,284
Like oftentimes the reason we're not
successful is because we have an ego
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00:54:47,367 --> 00:54:49,244
that's preventing us
from working on our weaknesses,
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00:54:49,244 --> 00:54:51,454
which is preventing us
from being really great at something.
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00:54:51,454 --> 00:54:55,292
And so I think it creates a high degree
of individual accountability
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00:54:55,292 --> 00:54:57,127
to and we're willing
to work on our weaknesses.
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00:54:59,129 --> 00:54:59,629
Don't we?
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Some wise words, and I'm going to take
some of that with me.
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00:55:04,426 --> 00:55:08,805
So Kristen, it was absolutely fantastic
to talk to you.
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00:55:08,805 --> 00:55:12,642
And finishing
with an almost philosophical little touch
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00:55:13,101 --> 00:55:15,854
sanctioned million
for being our guest tonight.
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00:55:15,854 --> 00:55:20,317
And we wish you well all the best
for your whirlwind trip was all the media,
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00:55:20,567 --> 00:55:25,030
some nice relaxed time and then a clear
focus on next season, we will follow.
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Whatever happens in your journey
next year.
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00:55:27,866 --> 00:55:30,744
Thanks again for being our guest tonight.
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00:55:30,744 --> 00:55:31,911
Thank you so much for having me.
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It's great to be a repeat guest and,
hopefully it's not the last.
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