This week on Enter the Portal, I’m talking with actress, singer, and manifestation queen Nicole Lovince.  It’s such an inspiring conversation because Nicole is on a mission to give you permission to follow your dreams.  After growing up in New Orleans, Nicole moved to California to pursue acting and landed a role in Pitch Perfect as one of the Bellas.  She has gone on to play lead roles and record albums (she has a new one coming out in November 2024). 

And right now, she’s traveling the country, living her best #vanlife after connecting with an incredible and supportive community. Nicole is celebrated for the Goddess Bath manifestation ritual, which is at the center of her annual online Leading Lady Challenge.   And this month inside The Wild Ones, we’ve got Nicole Lovince sharing a brand new workshop: Creative Manifestation Alchemy: Unleash Your Inner CREATOR.

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Time Codes:

06:00 Nicole's on a Mission to give you Permission

09:15 The Power of Dreams; The Problem with Reality

14:12 Born to Manifest

17:32 Nicole Lovince Acting Career Highlights

25:16 Transition to Coaching and Self-Development

31:18 Birth of the Goddess Bath Experience

37:29 What if Manifestation doesn't work for you?

43:32 Don't Let Ursula Steal your Singing Voice

50:06 Embracing Multi-Hyphenate Life

59:16 #VanLife Adventures

1:04:55 Van Life Community and Support on the Road

1:10:16 Connecting with Nicole Lovince and Upcoming Events

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This week in Enter the Portal, I'm talking

with Multihyphenate actress, singer,

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and manifestation Queen Nicole events.

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It's such an inspiring conversation

because Nicole is on a mission to give

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you permission to follow your dreams,

and she truly has followed her dreams.

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After growing up in New Orleans, she moved

to California to pursue an acting career

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and landed a role in a little known film

called Pitch Perfect as one of the Bellas.

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And interestingly enough.

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She didn't even think she had a

good singing voice when she was

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growing up, but she's gone on to play

lead roles and rec record albums.

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She has a new one coming out in

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And right now she's traveling the

country with her best friend and fiance,

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living her best hashtag van life.

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After connecting with an incredible and

supportive community, Nicole is celebrated

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for the Goddess Bath manifestation

ritual, which she shares inside of

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this episode, along with a step-by-step

process that you can grab below.

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And this month inside the wild

ones, we've got Nicole sharing a

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brand new workshop with all of us.

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It's a free class.

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So grab the link below and make sure

you join us for creative manifestation

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alchemy, unleash your Inner creator.

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This workshop is specifically

designed to build your belief, boost

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your confidence, and inspire you to

exciting new creative breakthroughs.

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So if you've been feeling

blocked, if you've been feeling.

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Stuck in your manifestations, in

your dreams, in really creating

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what you want in your life.

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This will be an incredible class for you.

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Because Nicole has practical tools and

exercises for harnessing your creative

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energy and manifestation desires.

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You'll leave with a clear

plan and actionable steps to

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reach your creative goals.

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This class is live on July 18th, 2024.

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Everyone is invited.

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live, or you've heard this after July

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Spirited community of leaders and seekers.

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We have moon circles and breathwork

and practices to help you connect

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even more deeper with yourself and

with this wild journey we are all on.

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Finally, before we enter the

portal with Nicole, I have

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support you on your journey inward.

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The vortex is opening.

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Let's jump in with Nicole Levin.

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Hi Nicole.

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Welcome to Enter the Portal podcast.

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Oh my gosh.

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So excited to be here with one of

my favorite people on the planet.

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Same, same.

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I was, I was gonna jump into

questions, but I have to share how

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we met, which I think is so much fun

because so many people always ask

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me like, how do you meet the experts

that you bring onto the wild ones?

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And, and sometimes I know people,

and sometimes I work with them,

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and sometimes people share me.

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But this time I was watching the Dare

to Prosper Challenge with Jolie Dawn,

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and she had Nicole events on, and I

love Dear Energy, and I loved what

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you're talking about with Goddess

Baths, and I was just like, Ooh.

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I need to contact her and I don't really

love, like just Instagramming people.

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I'm, I'm not a dmr,

like that's not my jam.

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I usually send emails

or something like that.

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But yeah, so I was just like, I'm

just gonna do it and hopefully

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she doesn't think I'm super weird.

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And I did not, I was so honored

and so excited because we were just

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getting started and so that was

such a huge confirmation for me

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when you reached out in that way

because we were months into like.

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Godde like growing that community and

so speaking out Dare to Prosper was

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one of the first big things that we

did outside of our own event, and he

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reached out after that and then it

just, things continued to just snowball.

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So I have such fond memories of you and

like that message, I completely remember

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it because it was really affirming.

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On the other end.

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So thank you for following your intuition.

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You're so happy.

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Thank you for not thinking

I was a total weirdo.

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I thought you were a total wild one.

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Awesome.

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I am super weird, by the way.

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All right.

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And ever since, I mean, that was

what, like 21 would be my guess.

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Yeah.

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20 20, 21.

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Was it 21?

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Mm-hmm.

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Okay.

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Yes.

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That's wild.

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Mm-hmm.

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That's okay.

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So we're gonna get into a lot

of things today 'cause, um.

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That's a long time.

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Also, you're multihyphenate, you

are an actress, you're a singer.

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You are living in a van right now.

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You, you're a coach.

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You have got this goddess bath

that we've been talking about.

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So I wanna talk about all these

different things and how you

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navigate all of these worlds.

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And I also wanna talk about, I do

wanna talk about van life a little bit.

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'cause I'm sure people

are very interested.

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Yeah.

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I feel like that's always

like, what, how do you do that?

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Yeah.

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How does that work?

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But we both did it at like the

same time we moved into the camper.

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Moved into the van.

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But you, you stuck with it.

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We did not.

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We'll see.

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We might be back.

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We might be back.

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I'm holding space that you come back.

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I know, I know.

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I'm enrolling you to come back.

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I'm enrolling you.

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So, um, yeah.

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So my first question is.

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With all of that, it's

like, what is your mission?

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Why do you do what you do?

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I know it's like, what is it?

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I always feel like I could rattle off 50

million things, but I know to be true.

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And what one of my mentors blessed

me with, um, in this leadership

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program about a year ago, like, she

looked at me and she's like, Nicole,

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you are truly humanity's permission.

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Mm.

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And like that really

like resonated with me.

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I could cry on such like a cellular

level because I've always been this

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person that just lives so out loud.

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And like if there's a component

of me that like, loves to do it,

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I do genuinely go out and like

create that and make it happen.

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And I thought that's like what

everyone's like mission or thing is.

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And as I've grown and gone out

into the world, like that's not

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everybody's mission, but it is.

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It's who I am.

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To the core of me and I, I'll walk into

a space and like do all these things and

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I feel like it gives people permission

and freedom to be like, oh my God, like

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she's doing X, Y, ZI can certainly do

this one thing that I like really wanna

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do that feels absolutely crazy to do.

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And like I, my mission

is to be permission.

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My mission is to be proof

of what is possible.

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My mission is to be a lighthouse for

humanity of like the, there's so many

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different roads and avenues you can go

by and go down and, and venture off into.

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And like none of them are wrong.

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Like, you can't, you

can't get this life wrong.

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And at any point in time down any of

those roads, you can choose to say,

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I'm not, this is not for me anymore.

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And you can turn back around or you can

like split off in another direction.

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And so for me, my mission is to be

permission humanity's permission.

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Come on.

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Are you kidding?

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That's so good.

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I'm pretty sure that's

the best answer yet.

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And the reason why I love it so

much is 'cause I think that's why

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I love you so much too, is that

we're really, uh, similar in that

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way where we go after our dreams.

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Like it doesn't matter.

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Time, money, age, whatever the pieces are.

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Like no.

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Like that's the thing that my heart is

calling me towards and I'm going for it.

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And we both have that and I think it's

really beautiful and not everybody does.

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Yeah.

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And it's wild when I that don't, and

actually the other day we were, um.

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We have a course that we're running in the

community right now, and one of the things

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we were talking about was, was dreaming,

was actually talking about your dreams

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and what's stopping you from your dreams.

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And there I was so surprised,

there was so many people that

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said that what was stopping them

is they're worried that they're

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gonna be living outside of reality.

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That they're worried that

they're not gonna get done

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what they needed to get done.

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Like what needs to actually

happen in the real life, like

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they can't dream because reality.

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And I was just like completely

blown away, totally stumped.

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Like, I don't even know

what to say to that.

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I'm like, what are you talking about?

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That's not possible.

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I mean, yeah, sometimes I forget to

pay a bill, but geez, it was worth it.

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Yeah.

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Hell yeah.

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Hell yeah.

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What did you say to that?

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What do you, I wanna know what your

answer is to that, that they're afraid

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to go after their dreams because like.

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The reality.

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And what I would say to that

is like, well, you are the

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one creating your reality.

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So what do you want your reality to be?

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Your reality is what you're

making, what you're creating

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it right now in this moment.

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I get it from like that perspective,

but like being the person who like does

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inner work quite often consistently to

like even reroute my own programming

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around that, it's like, it's absurd.

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And like I say that with so much love

because like when you really do take

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your life on, in a way that you get

into responsibility around it and really

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realize that you legit are the uncontested

author of your life, of your experience,

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that you legitimately do create this

every single day with your words, with

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your beingness, with your actions.

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Um, you start to see that reality is what

you created to be like, even down to the

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scientific level if that, if we, if we

wanna go there, like if we wanna go into

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like quantum physics around it, it's like,

well, none of us are even really here.

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We're a bunch of freaking atoms.

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So how do I like have a whole look

and structure that looks like me?

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How do you have a whole look structure

that looks like you, like how am I

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sitting in this chair when really we're

all a bunch of like atoms bopping around?

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And so like, it's just really

interesting to me that.

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With all of this technology and like all

of this access to knowledge that we have,

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that we still allow ourselves to get

stuck in our own limiting beliefs around

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what we can create for ourselves, we

believe to be possible for our own lives.

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And so what I say to that is, it's

like your reality right now is the

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reality that you're creating and that

like, that's just the truth of it.

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Like nothing exists

outside of this moment.

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That's the present moment.

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That's it.

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And so whatever you're choosing

in this moment is your reality.

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So like what are you choosing?

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Like what are you choosing

your life to be like?

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Like as an adult, it is my

responsibility to create it.

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And yes, things have certainly happened

to me and have certainly shaped

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how I've shown up to this point.

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But like at a certain level in your

experience, like we get to beat

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ourselves at that edge and say, if

I want my life to be a certain way,

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like there's no one coming to save me.

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Like there's no one like

rolling in on a white horse.

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The calvary is not coming.

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You are the calvary, you are the

savior you have been waiting for.

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And if there's something that you want,

you truly have the opportunity and ability

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to create that, especially in 2024,

especially if you're living in any kind

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of like first world country experience.

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Like no matter what your.

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Your hardships can be like,

I'm obviously in America.

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I'm born as a black woman.

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That's a beautiful thing.

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And because I'm born as a black woman,

there are certain roadblocks that I'm

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gonna meet that maybe you don't meet.

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But I'm not gonna let that stop me

from my mission because my vision

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lives because I said so and so.

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Until we get into that type of

conversation with ourselves, like,

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yeah, your current reality will

continue to be the lack of the

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dream that you desire to be living.

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Yes, all that.

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I love how you brought Adams into it.

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Like, come on.

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There's so many possibilities.

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I know.

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That's like how I feel.

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There's so many.

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One other thing I was gonna say, even

from whatever way you wanna take what

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we're saying, like you could take it

from the super who boo and be like, I'm

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gonna manifest whatever and I'm gonna

chew it up and like I'm gonna write my,

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I'm gonna do my rituals down to like,

you know, pure, the pure science behind

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it, no matter or religion or whatever.

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However you try, you choose to take

it from, it's all leading you to let

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you know that you are the creator.

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Like period doc, we are here to create.

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Like, that is the mission.

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That is the plan.

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That is the point.

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Create, create, create, create.

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So what do you wanna create?

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What's your legacy?

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What do you wanna leave behind?

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Yeah.

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What, what was that moment for you?

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Do you have a time in your life when

you were like, oh shit, I'm the creator.

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Oh shit, I can do this.

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Like, do you have that, that moment when

that happened or maybe there, you know,

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honestly, that happened or you stepped

out of the conditioning, you know?

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Yeah.

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You know, honestly, for

me, I have to be honest.

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I don't know at what moment

I chose to like do the thing.

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I don't ever remember not knowing that.

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Mm.

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And not knowing that I could choose that.

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And yeah, there were moments

that like I could have certainly

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allowed that experience to take

me out and turn that part off.

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But for whatever reason, for me,

it was always the loudest voice.

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It was always louder.

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It was, there was something that

was so, like my guttural instincts

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were always just really strong from

like birth, I was clear, I was, I

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knew I was here to do something.

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Like I just, I just knew, like that

knowing for me was really loud and it,

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maybe it was, it's like my scorpion

side and like my charting of like,

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'cause all I do believe all of those

things have something to do with

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it because we all are born with it.

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But like, how in tune we are into it?

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I think there is level and degrees

of that depending on our experience

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and where we were born, what we were

born into, um, where you are in an

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environment that allows you to listen

to that a little bit more clearly.

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Like I'm from New Orleans, Louisiana,

in a very, a mystical type city.

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Very also religious, like

Catholic city and like.

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The Catholic tradition is very much

rooted in ceremony, so is New Orleans

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is very much rooted in tradition and

ceremony and so like so much of my

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culture just allowed for mysticism to to

be there and it's a very artistic city.

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Um, naturally.

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And so, and then it's a city that

is very multifaceted when it comes

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to culture because it's a port city.

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And so I was just born into a lot of that.

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It was just built in for me.

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So like, I'm born with this natural

ability around it like most of us are.

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But then I was also born into

a city, a town that like was

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an environment where that could

grow and it didn't for everybody.

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Right.

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That's, let's be clear.

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'cause I even have family members who

are not walking this path and probably

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may not ever, and that's okay too.

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Um, I just, the, the conditions

just happen to, to be there, right?

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Like a cactus grows in the desert,

it doesn't grow in their rain forest.

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So like we also have to think

about our environments as well.

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Um, when it comes to that too.

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Like I just happen to be born into

an environment that allowed that

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part of me to grow and flourish

to where I couldn't ignore it.

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Yeah.

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And you have so many different talents.

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Oh my gosh, I just saw

your Instagram yesterday.

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Yeah.

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You posted your audition

for Win Whitney Houston.

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It was like a television series.

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I gotta know who even got that role

because I'm like, are you kidding me?

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Like you transformed into

Whitney was like, whoa.

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And I would expect that like Right.

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Like I know you, we hang out, I know

you how you, we act, talk all things.

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I was like, that was,

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that was good.

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Thank you.

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So we all gotta check that out.

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It's what's your, what's your Instagram?

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Just, it's just my name.

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It's at Nicole Events.

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Yeah.

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At Nicole events.

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Yeah.

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So maybe it's still pinned

up there and you gotta check

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it out 'cause it's so good.

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Yes.

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Yeah.

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I, you know, it's so interesting as we

like, 'cause I know now we're gonna go

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into the different things so that Yes.

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Go into acting like that was, that

was one of the original dreams.

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Um.

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Singing was actually first, but we'll

get, we'll get back around to, to singing.

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But acting, I loved it.

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And like when I was younger,

I, like, I was okay.

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Like I was okay.

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I was never like one of the kids that

got chosen for the leads growing up.

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I was always a part of the ensemble or

like the supporting, which also had a lot.

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That also bled a little bit into

like self-esteem and things I got

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to reprogram later on in life.

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But I, I loved being on stage.

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The first time I performed I was

like five years old and I rem I

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could tell you everything about it.

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So like every rehearsal to like all

the like, um, the dress fittings for

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the costumes to like having decide on

like how my hair was gonna be and like,

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also like when we started to like,

rehearse at the theater and then like

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everything that was happening behind the

scenes when like we would go up to like

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perform while the show was going on.

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Like, I just loved every part of it.

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And I remember the first time I came

out on stage, everybody was like,

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like whatever I had, I was in the

court as well because New Orleans

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like does like all of these like.

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They used to, when I was younger,

every school had a court every

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single year, um, which is rooted

in like Mardi Gras tradition and

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like French, um, court traditions.

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And so I was in the court

and I was a flower girl.

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'cause the year before, the

flower girl just looked gorgeous.

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Her dress was even

prettier than the queen.

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And I was like, I wanna be a flower girl.

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And she's had these, this big

flower crown and I'm like, of course

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I'm still that girl flower crown.

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And uh, I remember like walking out in

my big like white gown and it was the

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first time that like my hair was in like

these big curls and I got to put on a

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little bit of makeup and I walked out.

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And the audience, just like the

first time they saw me, like everyone

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just took this big collective.

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Like you could feel it

and you could hear it.

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Like the whole room did

this collective gasp.

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And I will never forget that moment

because I was like, I was hooked.

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Like I knew I was always meant to be.

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Like I.

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On stage, front and center

in some kind of way.

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Like I knew that's where like I

belonged and like I was so comfortable.

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Like I was like milking it.

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I was like walking down in my dress and

I'm waving, I'm doing all the things

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and I just remember this innate feeling

of like feeling home, but also because

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we had prepared for this for weeks.

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So I was really excited about everyone

that I knew and loved, like experiencing

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this show that we worked really hard

to put on and all the like wardrobe and

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all the decisions on hair and makeup.

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And that's still true to this day.

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Like I just really enjoy the process

of performing and not just like

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getting up there and doing the thing.

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I really have such a respect for the art

of it all and like the team of it all.

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There's something so magical.

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That happens when you're in a

theater experience and when you

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have the opportunity to go on a

set, it is like nothing like it.

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There's no job like it out in the world.

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And there's a reason why millions

of people like want to be in

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film and television and theater

because it is very addicting.

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There is nothing like it.

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Just absolutely nothing like it.

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And so it was the first thing that I knew

that I could do, that I could get really

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good at, that I could actually like, have

a career at like, I, like, oh, acting,

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I can continue to dress up and like be

in beautiful clothes and like speak to

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crowds and like go to all of these things.

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And so it just had all the

elements that I wanted.

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So it was just really exciting for me.

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And so like that was like the first

lane that I really threw myself into

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artistic speaking was, was acting.

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And I went and got my.

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Film at theater degree in

college and that was super fun.

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I had the best time in film school.

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Like, I mean, like I,

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I feel like I had a TV college experience.

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It was just the best

time and I just loved it.

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I just found something that I just love

and so there was no question if I was

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gonna like, continue to do it because

I just, I love it so, so, so, so much.

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That's awesome.

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Where you also have had like a

good career with acting as well.

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You're in a hit TV show, dear

White People, you've been mm-hmm.

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You've been lead in your own movie.

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You were, uh, you had a

role in Pitch Perfect.

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Yeah.

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You were part of the game and it began.

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Yeah, it was a Bella, yeah.

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Yeah.

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You were a Bella.

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That's so wild.

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Yeah.

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So, yeah.

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What was that like landing

your first like big role.

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So that, I love that question.

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Oh, so much.

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I could cry because that is when I

really understood what manifesting was.

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Mm.

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Because I had dreamt that moment.

442

I created it in my head.

443

I remembered sitting on my bed as a

little girl and dreaming about booking

444

my first movie and being in movies

and commercials and moving out to

445

la and like that movie kicked it off

like I was in a blockbuster film.

446

Like it is a franchise.

447

Like it's a, it's still, I was at the

gym the other day and was on at the gym.

448

I still, I still, I literally,

like, I just send in like this

449

cast video, like they're doing

this big screening in London.

450

Later in July and they wanted videos

from the cast of their experience

451

and I just sent my video in for that.

452

Like it just, you know, I got to, my

first movie was like this huge franchise

453

that became like this big deal and that

was actually the thing that that classic

454

really like That's Yeah, it's a classic.

455

Yeah.

456

Yeah.

457

And like that became the movie

that ultimately got me my SAG

458

card that became a SAG like union

actress because of that film.

459

That was the most money

I'd ever made in my life.

460

I was in my early twenties

when I booked that.

461

I was like a year out of college.

462

So I also, I was also really

wild and very unheard of to book

463

something of that caliber, like

straight out of like film school.

464

Like it was just like, and I didn't

realize it then now coming out I

465

understand like how insane that was.

466

Like for me, like there was some

level of conversation around it that I

467

thought I was a failure because I had

auditioned for Cynthia Rose, which was

468

a bigger role, but I didn't get it.

469

I got um, Corey, which is

obviously a huge blessing in the.

470

I, you know, I, I had an agent

like call me from la I was like, do

471

you wanna move out to Los Angeles?

472

And so like, I had the actual

Hollywood dream like happen to me.

473

And that is when I understood really to

the core, like what manifestation was,

474

and that I had been doing that all along.

475

And it was like I knew that I could

have a dream, like visualize that,

476

take a blind action towards that,

and then actually have it happen.

477

Game changer.

478

From then on, it was like, well, of

course I'm gonna have the life that I want

479

because I've proven, now I've proven it.

480

Like getting in a big movie like that

is not, like, that's a, it's like a

481

drop in a bucket kind of kind of thing.

482

And like I did that, I created it.

483

Uh, and so like for me, that was

really when I understood like, oh

484

girl, you are a master manifester,

so now what do we wanna create?

485

That's what it, that's what it seems like.

486

You're like, well, then I could

go do this and I could go do

487

this, and I could go do this.

488

And the, the great thing is you

still have a, a career in act.

489

You're still an actress, you're still

doing auditions, you're still doing the

490

work, but you also, now you have some

additional things that you started doing.

491

So you started doing coaching and you

started doing self-development work, and

492

you started really working with people

in this realm, which is how I ended up

493

meeting you, which is really incredible.

494

So I'm wondering how that foray

into that from acting into

495

the self-development world.

496

Thank you COVID-19.

497

Ah, yeah, that makes sense.

498

Thank you.

499

COVID-19.

500

So I had already, I had all, so

like intuition based practices

501

like astrology and tarot.

502

Like I had been into that a

really long time 'cause I grew

503

up seeing that in New Orleans.

504

So I was very in tune to that

from a very, very young age.

505

And also like, I like hyper ridiculously

studied Egyptian culture, like an

506

insane person when I was younger.

507

So that was like my

introduction into that.

508

And then I would meet certain

friends along my path that

509

would also were also into it.

510

And so like we would have

our little conversations.

511

I had no idea that there was like

an actual, I had no idea like

512

personal development existed until

I was like closer to my thirties.

513

I didn't know that that was a

whole industry that you could

514

learn, learn and be a part of.

515

Like it was more of the occult

side for me was my introduction

516

and that was always there.

517

And I, in fall of 2019.

518

I had my heart broken so devastatingly

and I got like this intuitive hit to

519

like go on this two week camping trip.

520

And this was around the time I was

also manifesting doing band Life.

521

I was very aware of it.

522

It was, it was not like the

Instagram showcase that it is now.

523

Like I had been aware of it for

many, many years because I had family

524

that had done it and I was, at the

time I was gonna get a tiny house.

525

So I was like, I was

like, okay, I have a car.

526

Let me just do like

the car camping set up.

527

And like, I went out on like

a two week pilgrimage to like

528

heal my heart essentially.

529

And I was at the time doing like events,

like I worked in the events world,

530

so I would tour for different brands.

531

And so that's what I did on the weekends.

532

And sometimes during the week I would do

big events and festivals, and that's how

533

I made money in between acting gigs in la.

534

Mm-hmm.

535

So I booked like a two

week tour with Spectrum.

536

It was like a, a tour all over California.

537

And I, I did this tour literally

just to make my, I made like maybe

538

like five or six grand just to go

off for two weeks to like shut off.

539

And I, that's, and I did.

540

And like on that tour I met these

other women and I was telling them

541

what had happened and like what I was

going through and what I was up to.

542

And I like, oh my God, like you

would totally love Lacey Phillips.

543

This podcast called To Be Expanded.

544

And she's got like this manifestation

thing and like everything you're

545

talking about manifestation, I

think you'd really love her program.

546

You'd love her membership.

547

And I was like, there's someone out here

like teaching manifestation courses.

548

And like, I had seen The Secret, so I

knew like that was out there, but I didn't

549

know that they were like, like normal

people that you didn't like see, like a

550

Deepak Chopra, like an Oprah out there

like doing courses and stuff like this.

551

So like, that was like

my first introduction.

552

So I.

553

I joined her membership, my mind

was blown because she was putting

554

language to like things that I was

just like doing and like practicality.

555

And I'm like, there's a world of people

out here that are doing this and like

556

practicing this as a way of life.

557

So I just like gobble that up and like

on and, and I was already doing baths at

558

that point in time because I'd been doing

goddess baths like since I was a child

559

that I had learned from my grandmother.

560

So like that was also already a part of my

own personal like manifestation practice.

561

So I had stuff that I was doing, but

I wasn't really calling it a thing.

562

It was just like things that I

knew that were working for me.

563

And so I just did that.

564

So I do that manifestation course and I

like manifest like crazy, crazy, crazy.

565

But then I go into a rock

bottom at the same time as well.

566

So then like we leave out of 2019 my

life, like I manifest and I immediately

567

go into a crazy rock bottom, like a

drunk driver hit my car, totals it.

568

I have no car in la,

can't get around to gigs.

569

Still going through heartbreak.

570

My dad, I was like, I called my dad.

571

I'm like, I gotta come home.

572

I was like, I need to recalibrate.

573

So I go home and I'm just

working on this work.

574

My cousin is getting married at the time.

575

My family is like, we'll

pay for your ticket to go.

576

The wedding was in Guatemala.

577

Like why don't you go?

578

So I go to the wedding and then I ended up

staying there for a couple weeks after and

579

I go into the jungle for two weeks there

580

and I drop into Into that.

581

The nature.

582

Right, exactly.

583

It's the nature that resets us.

584

Yes, yes.

585

So then I stay in the jungle

for two weeks and I'm doing

586

some inner or healing in jungle.

587

So then I come home.

588

And I remember having to wear a mask.

589

My aunt's like, put a mask on.

590

You're traveling internationally.

591

There's some, like, there's some disease

or virus or something coming outta China.

592

And everybody that's going back

to la, they're quarantining

593

them, which they were.

594

So like January of 2020, I was flying.

595

Before we knew what was really

happening, I had a mask on because they

596

were quarantining people from China

in LA for like two weeks at a time.

597

And so like, that's why I knew they

598

what was going on because in LA they

were already quarantining people.

599

So I, I get back to LA and um, you know, a

couple months later, we know what happens.

600

We go to lockdown in March.

601

Mm-hmm.

602

And like I, at the time I was

singing, I was recording music, I

603

was auditioning for a bunch of stuff.

604

The knob started to turn like,

it was like, okay, we're getting

605

back into my momentum coming out

of that massive like meltdown.

606

I got a new car, I had got this awesome

like production gig that was gonna

607

pay me like 10 to 15 K and then I

was like on a veil for an acting job.

608

I was getting booked at

all these singing gigs.

609

So it was like things

were like moving again.

610

I was in a really good spot and

like we went into lockdown and the

611

day, the last night of the lockdown,

I had a show, um, I performed and

612

then I had a callback for a movie.

613

Everything went away.

614

The production job that I had,

the movie went, went away.

615

I was also on hold.

616

I booked a TV show that never came

back, that when it was a pilot for a

617

leading pilot that went away and I was

just like stripped of everything that I

618

like knew other than like this newfound

like personal development manifestation

619

work that I was getting into and had

nothing else left to do, but that.

620

And so I get into that deeply and I

start to post on social about God's bath.

621

And people were like, what is a bath?

622

And like, how are you manifesting things?

623

And like, wait, what is manifesting?

624

And like, how are you getting that?

625

Like using a bath?

626

And so then I find myself sharing with

people about my manifestation process

627

and like what it means and like how

to do it and like, and so I felt like

628

COVID COVID happened to like open up

this portal and shift me a little bit

629

because had COVID had not happened.

630

I don't know that the Godde staff

experience would be a community.

631

I don't know that that would've been a

world that I would've like went off into.

632

And so COVID like sat me down and

like made me realize like, you know,

633

you, I have always had this beautiful

intuitive gift and like, you don't

634

just get to keep that to yourself.

635

Like you get to share this.

636

Like you're meant to also like share this.

637

And so it just became this really.

638

Loud component of my life

that I could no longer ignore.

639

I've shared this part of

the story so many times.

640

I, like a year later, I met Miro, who's

a coach in the manifestation space, and

641

like I went to his retreat and like the

name came through and like two days later

642

I ran into Jolie, Dawn randomly at a

restaurant with Jules Schroeder, who I

643

had just met randomly two days before.

644

And like we all sat down and they were

like, what are you, like Mi was like,

645

you gotta tell 'em about this idea that.

646

I didn't know who the hell

Jules or Jolie was at the time.

647

I had no idea of the

coaching world or like 0%.

648

Like, but Miro knew.

649

He's like, you have to tell them.

650

I tell them, and Jules and Jolie

like, we're gonna support you.

651

Like we're gonna help you do your first

event and like get this out there.

652

And like that's what happened.

653

And then God, US Bath was,

the experience was born.

654

That's amazing.

655

COVID was a, a launching for me

'cause that's when we started the

656

retreat and we started it before

we knew we were going in lockdown.

657

It was just like, it was already birthing.

658

It was already coming through.

659

Yeah.

660

Connecting.

661

And then all of a sudden

it's like we're in lockdown.

662

Yeah.

663

So I wanna ask about, will you share

with us what the Goddess Bath is?

664

Yeah.

665

Yeah.

666

So the Goddess Bath is an

intentional ritual bath.

667

Very, very simple and very potent.

668

And that's what makes it different

from any other bath that you

669

take, is that it's done in ritual

and it's done with intention.

670

And so there are five steps that

I teach to my community members.

671

And when I go into different.

672

Spaces like this.

673

I teach that five, um, step

process with the Goddess Bath.

674

And then I also teach a manifestation

process as well called Self-Care Alchemy.

675

So I really like to look at

the Goddess Bath experiences.

676

It's in two stages and it depends on where

you are in your journey, which stage you

677

take on, whether you're just learning

the goddess bath or whether you're like

678

really wanting to create and manifest.

679

And then you come in and you learn

the steps to self-care alchemy,

680

and that has six steps in it.

681

That's awesome and it's so good.

682

I've done it many times.

683

Yeah.

684

And it's so fun too, because

you can compound it with so

685

many other tools as well.

686

And what's so fun is that we use

our five senses to curate the bath.

687

So I'm all about manifesting using the

five senses because that's, I believe

688

that's the most potent way to manifest

because we're here in this 3D space

689

here to experience this material plane.

690

And how do we experience that through

these bodies that have sensors and

691

receptors through our five senses.

692

Um, some people even

believe we have others.

693

Like some people say that instincts are

another sense that we have, which it is.

694

And so just there's.

695

Innate ways that we manifest by anchoring

in these physical properties that we

696

have here on the planet to bring things

from the ethereal plane, which is a

697

thought space, um, the the quantum

field that we all are connected to and

698

a part of, and then we are bringing

it out of there and into reality.

699

And so the Goddess Bath experience is

like one of those portal experiences

700

where you literally put yourself into

the quantum field and you work with this

701

very powerful element that is water.

702

And you create and you heal.

703

And I'm sure I don't have to tell those

of you out there much about water.

704

You've, if you're alive, you've

had your experience with water,

705

and it's been used in ritual for

thousands of years by many different

706

cultures, many different religions.

707

It is a magical substance.

708

It's like, I just wanna, I love to say, I

don't know if this, I'm correct on this.

709

If there's a chemist out there, let

know, but it's the only like, um.

710

I don't wanna say this wrong, not

element, it's 'cause there, there are

711

a couple of elements coming together

to create HT O to create water.

712

But like we can't, like on the

periodic table, you can create using

713

these different elements, right?

714

You can create a formula.

715

We know the formula to

water, but we can't make it.

716

And I find that so fascinating.

717

Like we know exactly what the molecular

structure of water is, but if we

718

put hydrogen and oxygen together

and I don't know what the square

719

part of that is, I'm not a chemist.

720

So.

721

For those of you out there

who get it, you get it.

722

We don't get water.

723

We cannot recreate it.

724

And I think there is something so cool

about that aspect and it also being a

725

tool that we've used, the ritual is a tool

that we literally cannot survive without.

726

And it's present in

everything that is alive.

727

And so when you look at it from

that perspective and you use it

728

as a manifestation tool, like, oh

my God, what can't you create when

729

you're working with that element?

730

And so it's really exciting for me to

teach and also to continue to learn and be

731

in the conversation and the study of water

because it's such a fascinating element.

732

Anyway, you look at it.

733

I always think about water

as like the feminine as well.

734

So you're kind of bringing in

this element into manifestation.

735

I love it.

736

You're balancing it out, you're

bringing it all, both el you

737

know, both of these pieces, the

yin and the yang into together.

738

Mm-hmm.

739

And I'm wondering what you would say to

people who are like, well, I've tried

740

manifestation, I've tried to make it work.

741

I've done like this, that, and

the other practice and this thing.

742

But it's like, I never,

it, it doesn't happen.

743

It doesn't come through or it's

hard to trust, or I'm worried

744

that it's not gonna happen.

745

I'm gonna lose all my

money or whatever it is.

746

Or I gotta start paying

bills again or whatever.

747

Mm-hmm.

748

Yeah.

749

I, you know, we're

manifesting all the time.

750

Whether you know it or not,

manifestation is just creating,

751

like, we can take that word out.

752

'cause I think it has so much

charge now in the world of like,

753

especially after the secret, it's

like manifesting how do I do it?

754

And I don't know that I'm manifesting.

755

Well, it's just, it's creation

that's, it's creating from

756

nothing that is manifesting.

757

It's you having a thought, a belief, a

desire, and then making it reality, right?

758

So you're doing that all the time and

you've done that your entire life.

759

So like, let's be clear,

you're already manifesting.

760

So like just know that that's base one.

761

Now what you wanna get clear on is like

having the awareness of how you manifest.

762

And that's probably what's not clear.

763

You're not sure on like how you are

manifesting because your receptors might

764

be blocked by pain or like inner child

things or shadow work things, right?

765

So I would say you're manifesting.

766

So just like hooray.

767

Just know that.

768

You're manifesting whether

you realize it or not.

769

And what is important now is

like what do you get to do to get

770

in the aware awareness of that?

771

And that's the journey that we're all on.

772

There is no quick fix answer to that.

773

I'm so sorry, but I'm not, it's

like you have to get inside of

774

yourself and just do the work.

775

You have to figure out the things that you

naturally innately take to that support

776

you, that shift you into possibility,

because that's all manifestation is.

777

It's like you believing what is

possible for your life, like being

778

in possibility, like allowing

yourself to live in possibility

779

to live in creation all the time.

780

And like that is no easy feat.

781

That is a, a learned, studied

skill like over many lifetimes.

782

And so like, please don't beat yourself

up about it if you don't feel like it's

783

not happening for you because it is.

784

You're already manifesting,

you're already creating.

785

Period.

786

So now let's work on your belief systems.

787

Now let's take a look at your values.

788

Now let's take a look at like

your story, your journey.

789

Like what has happened to you

over your life that maybe you

790

are blocked in certain areas.

791

And the only way for you to

do that is to get curious.

792

You're already doing it just by

listening to this podcast right now.

793

Like you're already activating that part

of yourself to get so curious about you,

794

like get so curious about who you are.

795

And that's gonna start

opening up doors for you.

796

Start to study different

ways of manifestation.

797

Get into different communities, like

join the wild ones, join the Goddess

798

Bath experience, join other communities.

799

Take some courses, get a mentor,

get support, read some books.

800

Go on a rich retreat.

801

Like start going out in the world

and doing some of these things that

802

maybe like stretch you outside of

your comfort zone so that you can see

803

what's actually possible for yourself.

804

There's so many personal

development spaces and for me,

805

that's what I've come to call it.

806

It's not just manifesting,

it's personal development.

807

Like that's what we're up to.

808

And like get very curious about

you and like your development in

809

life, mentally, physically, um,

just getting so curious about that.

810

And that is how you get into that

mastery level of manifestation is

811

by going out there and like grabbing

your life by the, and then living it.

812

And being, coming from a place

of curiosity and always being

813

the forever student, getting in

community, stretching yourself.

814

That's.

815

That would be my response.

816

I love that.

817

Well, being curious, 'cause that's such

an important thing when we're talking

818

about wanting to manifest certain specific

things because it's like we get to get

819

curious about what's showing up for us.

820

Like what's coming into our reality.

821

It's like, oh, well that wasn't it.

822

Okay, cool.

823

Well let's play and do

something else with it then.

824

That wasn't quite what I wanted.

825

What's the belief that I'm holding

on to, or what's the way that

826

I'm projecting my own energy?

827

Or all those different pieces that we

get to actually look at and play with.

828

And that's where I think when

people kind of say it's a game,

829

you gotta, it is kind of a game.

830

You're kind of like playing this game.

831

Like let it be that.

832

Like what's next?

833

What else can I shift?

834

But it's always having that

trust that it's, it is possible.

835

You're not an anomaly.

836

You're not just like some random person

who can't manifest what you want.

837

Yeah.

838

But I think sometimes it feels like that.

839

Right.

840

I love that you said that because

have you heard of, um, Bashar,

841

I think, is it Bashir or Bahar?

842

He's like a, a channel very

similar to like he's got like

843

Abraham Hickies, but Oh, okay.

844

So I just got, I just got hip to him.

845

I think it's Bashar and how he looks

at it is like, he is like, if you

846

believe that you're not able to

manifest and create in your life.

847

He was like, how

incredibly arrogant of you.

848

He was like, how do you believe that

something that works for everyone else

849

on the planet doesn't work for you?

850

He was like, that's incredibly

arrogant to believe that.

851

And so, and I was like,

oh my God, I just love it.

852

And this woman's face was like, she,

like, you could tell the worlds are

853

going off, but it's so true because

these are just the laws of the universe.

854

Like this is not, you're

not outside of that at all.

855

You're a part of this whole, and so

it's not gonna work differently for

856

you than it does for the rest of us.

857

It's working for us all

in the very same way.

858

And again, that awareness piece, like.

859

Like the moment you're, you're awake

to it is when the shift begins to

860

happen, point blank in the period

and then it becomes up to you.

861

It does become your

responsibility to follow that

862

and to get curious around that.

863

So I, I love that that thought in.

864

Thank you for bringing that up.

865

Yeah, absolutely.

866

So, okay, we talked about

manifesting, we talked about singing,

867

we talked about Goddess Fast.

868

No, we didn't talk about singing.

869

We haven't talked about music yet.

870

Yeah.

871

Oh, y'all, if you could hear

her voice, you'd be so lucky.

872

I absolutely love hearing you sing and how

you bring it into spaces and community.

873

It's just like so delicious.

874

So yeah, talk about your singing career

you have, that's a whole other career.

875

We're gonna like bring

all this together too.

876

Y'all like, we're

bringing it all together.

877

Yeah.

878

Oh my gosh.

879

That I wanna say singing probably was the

original of, original, of original Dreams.

880

I don't know when I

discovered I could sing.

881

But it took me a really

long time to believe it.

882

Like that was one of the dreams

that did get knocked out of me.

883

It did.

884

And, and Pitch Perfect.

885

Brought it back in a really beautiful way.

886

Um, and had that, had I not booked

that movie, I don't know that I

887

would've taken off into a vocal career

because at that point when I booked

888

it, I didn't believe I could sing.

889

I didn't believe that I could

actually, like I knew I could carry

890

a tune, but I didn't believe I could

go out and like, like for real sing.

891

But then after Universal

says, you can that kind of

892

for you, hello.

893

I think that kind of shifts things.

894

Yeah.

895

And you know, I had like, as so many of

us do, we have an experience that what

896

sometimes I like to say that can take,

that took us out or that takes us out.

897

I had an experience that took me

out when I was about, I don't know,

898

somewhere in the seven to nine range.

899

And I was in the car with

my uncle and I was singing.

900

The top of my lungs.

901

And he was like, well, you shut up.

902

I wanna hear the artist.

903

I don't wanna hear you.

904

And like, what I made that

mean is I couldn't sing.

905

And so then I got really shy because

before I would sing all the time,

906

like very outward and openly.

907

And I like my voice.

908

I allowed my voice to stop.

909

It was like my aerial moment, like

Ursula like taking my, taking my voice.

910

And I didn't, at any time I had the

opportunity, I would never go full force.

911

I was very like mish with it

and really insecure around it.

912

And I, I think college, I don't even

think college really shifted that.

913

I met some really incredible women in

college that heard me sing and they

914

were like, your voice is beautiful.

915

Like you should really use that.

916

And so I started to find myself

in safe spaces where I could start

917

to like flex that muscle and.

918

My agent just happened to hear me

s singing in the bathroom, and she

919

submitted me for Pitch Perfect.

920

And the rest is history.

921

And then after that, I couldn't stop

because the more people heard me sing,

922

they were like, oh my God, your voice.

923

And like now, because I'm really

starting to own it, it has become

924

just this whole other thing.

925

And like I think a year and a

half ago, like you, your space was

926

one of the first spaces I brought

in singing and facilitating.

927

I didn't know.

928

'cause at that time it

was still very separate.

929

And I was like, well, what would

it look like if I started to

930

play with my voice in this space?

931

And then that really opened up to

me, like really toning and vocal,

932

just vocal toning, singing and like

I've just like gone into spaces.

933

I had a channel come up to me,

I sang at a retreat a couple of

934

months ago and she's like this like

very gifted channel, Beth Davis.

935

And she was like.

936

She's like, I need you to know like who

you are for this planet with your voice.

937

And she was like, you are.

938

She was like, you're like Beyonce level.

939

You're like Taylor Swift level.

940

She's like, you sing in a way where

people feel you in their soul.

941

She was like, you sound like what Mother

Earth must sound like is she sang?

942

And I was like,

943

and it's, I've gotten that kind of

comment over and over and over again,

944

and it's like, again, it was one of

those things where like, I like source

945

God, universe, whatever, telling me

like, you all, you get to do this.

946

Like yeah, this is a

part of your dharma too.

947

And it's like, like you were saying, like

these pieces are starting to come together

948

and it c at first it was like what the.

949

I over here being this Hollywood actress,

and now you gonna be over here being

950

this like spiritual leader healer,

and now you like, now I'm singing too.

951

And like I do all kinds of music.

952

It's like mm-hmm.

953

I can sing like EDA James, and then I can

also sing like a very poppy, ridiculous

954

song that we're like shaking our ass too.

955

So it's like my spectrum

is like really insane.

956

'cause I'm like, sometimes I'm

in conversation with sources and

957

I'm like, what are you doing?

958

Like who, who am I supposed to be here?

959

Like what is this?

960

Like how do all of these

pieces like even fit?

961

Like how does this make sense?

962

Like how am I gonna hold all of this?

963

Like, seriously.

964

Seriously, you're a

generator, you can handle it.

965

If you were a projector, I'd be like,

I don't know how you can do that.

966

Definitely.

967

But I, you know what I love

about your singing story though?

968

It's so beautiful and it just like

touches my heart too because it's

969

something I always wanted to do as a kid.

970

And I kind of had that taken,

like felt like the Ursula moment,

971

you know, really interesting.

972

So.

973

What I like about it is that

you still like practice.

974

You still tested it in different

areas and were playing with it and

975

getting the feedback right, like

that's the feedback of manifestation.

976

Like, oh this, oh, people are

interested in kind of bringing

977

it out, which was probably really

scary at first to even share at all.

978

Right?

979

Yeah.

980

Terrifying.

981

I had so many botched auditions, like

I had the worst case scenario happen in

982

singing where like I was at auditions and

I cracked my voice, fucking cracked and

983

like there were so many opportunities for

me to be like, this is absolutely not the

984

thing you should be doing with your life.

985

But again, like I mentioned earlier in

the podcast, like there was something

986

so loud in me that I couldn't ignore and

like, this is how I know it's a part of my

987

dharma to do because it's like these sides

of myself that are like, it's, it screams

988

in my head of like, you have to do this.

989

Like my intuition is.

990

So loud.

991

Y'all like, it's, I don't know if it's

loud for the rest of you out there, but

992

she is so loud, she's a little annoying.

993

Like, like if it's something

that I'm supposed to do, like

994

there's no shutting her up.

995

Like it's just I must, or

I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind.

996

Like that's how serious it is for me.

997

And so like how I choose to look at

it, like one of my coaches told me, if

998

you're gonna make up a store makeup a

good one is like, whatever I'm meant

999

to do must be really fucking important.

00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:31,660

And that's how I feel about every

single person on this planet.

00:49:31,660 --> 00:49:33,640

If you're alive right now,

whatever you are here to do

00:49:33,640 --> 00:49:34,810

is really fucking important.

00:49:35,170 --> 00:49:36,970

And we don't all get

to that moment, right?

00:49:36,970 --> 00:49:38,680

Like we don't all like get to it.

00:49:39,190 --> 00:49:41,740

And I'm determined to like do the thing.

00:49:42,734 --> 00:49:44,595

It's like cool, I'm a singer this year.

00:49:44,654 --> 00:49:44,984

Great.

00:49:45,194 --> 00:49:46,665

Let's see what that,

let's see what that leads.

00:49:46,995 --> 00:49:51,555

And what's wild is, it's so fun this

life that I've been able to live

00:49:51,555 --> 00:49:56,714

because of me saying yes to those,

those innate things in my experience

00:49:56,714 --> 00:49:58,365

that I'm supposed to say yes to.

00:49:58,964 --> 00:50:05,205

I know whenever I do decide to leave

this realm like I will have lived,

00:50:05,504 --> 00:50:07,185

like there will be nothing left.

00:50:07,515 --> 00:50:09,075

I will have given it all.

00:50:09,464 --> 00:50:12,165

Like there will be nothing left

and I will be so okay with going

00:50:12,165 --> 00:50:15,734

onto whatever is next because

there won't be a rock unturned.

00:50:15,975 --> 00:50:18,615

There will be no regret that's happening.

00:50:18,615 --> 00:50:21,165

Like I will have lived my life.

00:50:21,345 --> 00:50:24,765

And I think, you know, being a

multihyphenate and really standing

00:50:24,765 --> 00:50:28,515

and being permission to others

to be, that is like having a life

00:50:28,515 --> 00:50:31,064

that is fulfilled and fulfilling.

00:50:32,700 --> 00:50:34,260

And like, that's what I'm here to do.

00:50:34,260 --> 00:50:39,510

I'm live a, I'm here to live a very

full, abundant, overflowing life.

00:50:40,350 --> 00:50:41,430

That's what we're all here to do.

00:50:41,430 --> 00:50:45,540

That's why we all chose to come to

this planet because we have receptors

00:50:45,540 --> 00:50:49,800

for so many things that we don't

other, other places out in the galaxy.

00:50:50,130 --> 00:50:52,740

And it's such a missed opportunity

to just live your life in

00:50:52,740 --> 00:50:54,810

one box this entire time.

00:50:54,810 --> 00:50:56,400

Like you're gonna miss out on so much.

00:50:56,400 --> 00:51:00,600

Like some of the things and people

experiences I've been blessed to

00:51:00,600 --> 00:51:04,230

have because I followed my crazy

ping that didn't make any sense.

00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:07,560

Like sometimes y'all like, I'll

like get this intuitive hit to

00:51:07,560 --> 00:51:11,370

like go inside of a store and it's

like, I don't need to go in Ross.

00:51:11,835 --> 00:51:17,235

Why and I'll meet somebody or

this thing that I need to support

00:51:17,235 --> 00:51:18,945

me, whatever I'm up to is there.

00:51:19,485 --> 00:51:24,285

And it's like just following those

moments, like following those crazy

00:51:24,285 --> 00:51:26,295

skills that are like, why, Lord?

00:51:26,295 --> 00:51:28,755

Like what are we talking about?

00:51:28,755 --> 00:51:31,005

Like that doesn't make any sense.

00:51:31,155 --> 00:51:37,035

Like, how am I gonna be a singing

killer actress that likes to twerk that?

00:51:37,335 --> 00:51:37,575

What?

00:51:37,905 --> 00:51:39,765

Like what are we, what

are we talking about?

00:51:40,095 --> 00:51:41,205

How is this even real?

00:51:41,265 --> 00:51:44,295

And yet, here I am, like I make it real.

00:51:44,295 --> 00:51:48,585

I make it the reality that, and

again, that's why I say I know

00:51:48,585 --> 00:51:54,135

my mission is to be permission,

at least at this point in stage.

00:51:54,135 --> 00:51:57,075

Like that's the only thing I can gather

is like, girl, you just permission.

00:51:57,105 --> 00:52:03,285

Like you just give people permission

to be who they desire to be.

00:52:05,234 --> 00:52:10,605

And if you're listening on this call, then

you are definitely here for something big.

00:52:10,935 --> 00:52:11,294

Right.

00:52:12,015 --> 00:52:12,734

That's what I always put.

00:52:12,734 --> 00:52:12,825

Yeah.

00:52:13,424 --> 00:52:14,234

You're in this community.

00:52:14,234 --> 00:52:16,904

If you're interested in listening to

this conversation and being a part of

00:52:16,904 --> 00:52:18,435

it, then you're here for something big.

00:52:18,435 --> 00:52:21,645

What's the like definition

of Multihyphenate?

00:52:21,674 --> 00:52:26,115

It's someone who's multifaceted,

multitalented, multi-disciplined.

00:52:27,464 --> 00:52:32,355

It is the jack of all trades

and masters of them all.

00:52:32,355 --> 00:52:36,674

And how do you know, like which

thread to follow at what time?

00:52:36,674 --> 00:52:36,794

Mm-hmm.

00:52:37,035 --> 00:52:40,484

In your life with so many different,

I mean, they're all like huge in

00:52:40,484 --> 00:52:44,325

amazing things and you've been

successful in every single one of them.

00:52:44,325 --> 00:52:47,205

Like how do you know

which way to continue?

00:52:47,234 --> 00:52:52,575

Intuition get really good at listening to

myself because the signs are always there.

00:52:52,634 --> 00:52:53,685

You know exactly what to do.

00:52:53,865 --> 00:52:55,694

You are, your higher

self is always online.

00:52:55,754 --> 00:52:56,595

You're connected to it.

00:52:57,075 --> 00:52:58,875

If you choose to be, you can

totally disconnect from that

00:52:58,875 --> 00:52:59,865

part of yourself if you choose.

00:53:00,345 --> 00:53:02,444

And I choose to be

connected and for me it's.

00:53:02,730 --> 00:53:03,570

Intuition.

00:53:04,200 --> 00:53:08,070

It is using my tools like human

design, astrology, and gene keys.

00:53:08,070 --> 00:53:11,340

Those are my three baseline

that really support me.

00:53:11,730 --> 00:53:14,520

Like astrology for me is,

is it's like your roadmap.

00:53:14,670 --> 00:53:16,020

Like you can do nothing to change that.

00:53:16,020 --> 00:53:20,370

It was where the planets were aligned

at the exact moment you were born,

00:53:20,850 --> 00:53:25,380

and so it is like this chart that

is unwavering for you that can help

00:53:25,380 --> 00:53:30,000

you navigate as the, we are moving

with the planet in orbit, in space.

00:53:31,530 --> 00:53:34,470

Then human design is

decision making for me.

00:53:34,470 --> 00:53:38,250

It really supports sin, how I naturally

show up in the world, because again,

00:53:38,250 --> 00:53:40,110

it's also based on your birth chart.

00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:42,360

And it combines astrology.

00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:48,060

The eing, um, it has its own

modality, which is the design types.

00:53:48,060 --> 00:53:51,840

It also has the six pro, the

12 profile types as well.

00:53:51,840 --> 00:53:55,470

So I really use that to

support me in decision making.

00:53:55,800 --> 00:53:58,770

And so I am a five one sacral generator.

00:53:58,770 --> 00:54:02,520

And so for me, how I make decisions is

I have to make decisions from my gut.

00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:04,830

And our guts are our third brains.

00:54:05,310 --> 00:54:08,580

And so I'm very intuitively

led in that way.

00:54:08,580 --> 00:54:12,240

So I know for me, I make

decisions from my gut.

00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:17,340

So I have to get really good at listening

to my intuition, like yeses and nos.

00:54:17,730 --> 00:54:22,140

And how I've come down to that is,

as I've studied human design, is.

00:54:23,190 --> 00:54:26,070

If it's not a yes, it's a no

because in human design for

00:54:26,070 --> 00:54:27,210

generators, it's a yes no.

00:54:27,210 --> 00:54:29,130

And sometimes you have a,

maybe when you're not clear.

00:54:29,130 --> 00:54:32,490

Well, that's a no because when it's

a yes for us, it is a full yes.

00:54:32,490 --> 00:54:34,620

We're only here to do the

things that light us up.

00:54:35,070 --> 00:54:36,390

So follow your Yes.

00:54:36,390 --> 00:54:38,100

And anything that's not

a yes is always a no.

00:54:38,100 --> 00:54:41,490

And until, until it is a

yes, it is always a no.

00:54:41,490 --> 00:54:44,610

And so it makes things really

simple for me and Miro and I get

00:54:44,610 --> 00:54:45,630

in this game with each other.

00:54:45,630 --> 00:54:49,590

He was like, he will ask me

like, is this a yes for you?

00:54:49,590 --> 00:54:50,880

And if there's any hesitation.

00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:51,810

Hesitation is a no.

00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:53,460

That's something that I

also have learned in another

00:54:53,460 --> 00:54:54,840

leadership program that I was in.

00:54:55,170 --> 00:54:58,200

Any form of hesitation is a no.

00:54:58,530 --> 00:55:02,970

And so for me, it's like I follow my

yes and it has never steer me wrong.

00:55:02,970 --> 00:55:08,910

My yes is my intuition, my higher

self, my purpose, my calling, God

00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:11,730

speaking to me through me as me.

00:55:12,915 --> 00:55:17,984

And so that is how I decide what to

do, what goes when, how, what, where

00:55:17,984 --> 00:55:20,145

is like it is highly, intuitively led.

00:55:20,145 --> 00:55:22,815

That is the only way that

I could ever do this.

00:55:22,815 --> 00:55:28,305

And yes, there are some strategy

obviously in planning involved in that,

00:55:28,305 --> 00:55:31,484

but the first component is intuition.

00:55:32,265 --> 00:55:35,774

Is this a yes today, right

now, this month, this year?

00:55:35,835 --> 00:55:37,754

What do I wanna accomplish this year?

00:55:38,145 --> 00:55:40,214

And then okay, cool, cool on that.

00:55:40,214 --> 00:55:40,575

Yes.

00:55:40,845 --> 00:55:42,105

So how are we creating that?

00:55:42,105 --> 00:55:43,634

And we go back to it like what's the yes?

00:55:43,634 --> 00:55:44,234

Am I creating it?

00:55:44,234 --> 00:55:44,924

Like what kind of plan?

00:55:44,924 --> 00:55:45,765

Is it a six month plan?

00:55:45,765 --> 00:55:46,484

Is it 12 month plan?

00:55:46,484 --> 00:55:47,265

Is it three months?

00:55:47,685 --> 00:55:48,194

Where am I?

00:55:48,825 --> 00:55:50,145

Am I doing van life?

00:55:50,714 --> 00:55:53,355

Am I grounded in la Like what?

00:55:54,150 --> 00:55:55,290

Am I in London?

00:55:55,290 --> 00:55:56,610

Like wherever, right?

00:55:56,610 --> 00:55:58,530

I'm, I'm asking myself these questions.

00:55:58,530 --> 00:56:00,660

Yes, no, yes, no, yes, no, yes, no.

00:56:00,660 --> 00:56:02,670

And then you start to

build the plan around that.

00:56:02,670 --> 00:56:04,740

I also really like strategy quite a bit.

00:56:05,250 --> 00:56:06,930

Um, my father's a virga, a Virgo.

00:56:06,930 --> 00:56:08,400

I'm also a Capricorn rising.

00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:09,570

So my cap, rising pixel.

00:56:09,570 --> 00:56:11,850

What does say, where's your Capricorn?

00:56:11,880 --> 00:56:12,690

In your chart.

00:56:12,690 --> 00:56:13,020

It is.

00:56:13,020 --> 00:56:14,790

So what's your, what's

your top three real quick?

00:56:15,720 --> 00:56:20,370

So, I'm a Scorpio son, a

cancer moon and a cap rising.

00:56:21,210 --> 00:56:22,380

Oh, cancer moon.

00:56:22,380 --> 00:56:23,460

Well, where's the Gemini?

00:56:23,490 --> 00:56:23,580

Mm-hmm.

00:56:23,580 --> 00:56:25,260

What you got Jupiter

in Gemini or something?

00:56:25,260 --> 00:56:26,760

Lemme pull up my chart right now.

00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:28,285

I know you this in real time.

00:56:30,325 --> 00:56:32,520

I think my Jupiter is in Gemini actually.

00:56:32,940 --> 00:56:36,720

Um, but I think my Jupiter is a Gemini,

but my Capricorn comes in the planning

00:56:36,720 --> 00:56:38,640

because Capricorn is like, let's go.

00:56:40,385 --> 00:56:42,780

And it sounds like you're my

Capricorn, my like planner dreamer.

00:56:42,780 --> 00:56:44,040

You're a dreamer planner.

00:56:44,100 --> 00:56:44,190

Yes.

00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:48,480

I have all these dreams, but

I'm gonna let my planner.

00:56:48,884 --> 00:56:51,794

Part of me decide what

dream I'm gonna go after.

00:56:51,794 --> 00:56:53,265

Like where's the yes right now?

00:56:53,265 --> 00:56:53,835

Where's that?

00:56:53,835 --> 00:56:56,024

Like what's leading me

most forward right now?

00:56:57,420 --> 00:56:58,080

Absolutely.

00:56:58,350 --> 00:56:59,520

And I love a good strategy.

00:56:59,520 --> 00:57:03,570

I love the plan because like that

allows me to be so pon spontaneous.

00:57:03,870 --> 00:57:07,500

Like if I have direction of

where I'm going, then I can play

00:57:07,770 --> 00:57:11,730

around with my like manifestation

game in the midst of that plan.

00:57:11,760 --> 00:57:13,170

'cause I'm clear on where I am now.

00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:14,940

I'm clear on where I'm going.

00:57:15,150 --> 00:57:16,830

I don't really need to know the how.

00:57:16,830 --> 00:57:19,110

I like to be delighted and

surprised by the universe.

00:57:19,110 --> 00:57:19,650

I am.

00:57:19,650 --> 00:57:21,630

I have do also have a very

controlling personality.

00:57:21,630 --> 00:57:25,950

So that's not always super

easy to like allow myself to

00:57:25,950 --> 00:57:27,030

be delighted and surprised.

00:57:27,030 --> 00:57:29,850

And the moment I need to, the universe

will sit my butt down and be like,

00:57:29,940 --> 00:57:34,170

you don't get to like, have your

hands all on this so I have a seat.

00:57:34,860 --> 00:57:36,240

Um, and that's the journey for us.

00:57:36,285 --> 00:57:39,674

For all of us, like we miss so much

magic, like having to control the

00:57:39,674 --> 00:57:42,315

whole ship and like, we really don't

need to, there's very little things

00:57:42,315 --> 00:57:43,785

that we need to like actually know.

00:57:44,355 --> 00:57:47,625

Like if you can just get really good at

following your intuition, like that's

00:57:47,625 --> 00:57:50,145

really like all that we, all that we need.

00:57:50,145 --> 00:57:54,524

The rest is really provided for us, to

be quite honest, like I don't really, the

00:57:54,524 --> 00:57:57,045

most magical moments that have happened

to me, I had nothing to do with it.

00:57:57,315 --> 00:58:02,325

I trusted and I stumbled upon in, in Insan

insanity, genuinely in the best ways.

00:58:02,415 --> 00:58:05,924

I just stumbled upon just

like the gifts of life.

00:58:06,015 --> 00:58:10,154

And so like every time that moment

happens, like remember who you were

00:58:10,154 --> 00:58:14,384

being, remember like the steps that

you allowed yourself to take to like

00:58:14,384 --> 00:58:19,089

land in that magic, and then it's like

rinse and repeat, rinse and repeat.

00:58:20,645 --> 00:58:20,935

Yeah.

00:58:20,965 --> 00:58:21,255

Okay.

00:58:21,630 --> 00:58:23,130

So let's see where my Jupiter is.

00:58:23,820 --> 00:58:25,740

No, my Jupiter is in Aries.