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Episode 04: Starting Over at 42: Healing Trauma After Survival — with Kelli Marsh
Episode 427th January 2026 • Spiritual Friction: A Space for Deep Feelers • Laurel LeMohn | Trauma Therapist & Spiritual Intuitive
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Kelli Marsh — Licensed Massage Practitioner, Certified Personal Trainer & Nutritional Coach, Owner of Kelly’s Health & Wellness

Episode Summary

In this honest and grounding episode of Spiritual Friction, Laurel LeMohn, trauma therapist and host, sits down with Kelli Marsh for a deeply personal conversation about healing, trauma, nervous system regulation, and emotional safety—and what it means to start over from self-trust rather than perfection.

Kelli shares her nonlinear journey through childhood trauma, anxiety, self-sabotage, body image struggles, brain injuries, and years of believing she didn’t deserve more than survival. She reflects on how chronic stress shaped her nervous system, relationships, and sense of worth—often pushing herself to exhaustion while minimizing her own pain.

Together, Laurel and Kelli explore the connection between trauma and the body, the courage it takes to set boundaries, and why healing doesn’t need to be rushed to be real.

This episode touches on Kelli’s holistic wellness work, including massage therapy, movement, nutrition, and her introduction to quantum biofeedback as a tool for increasing body awareness and supporting nervous system regulation.

What We Explore in This Episode

  • Starting over and redefining identity
  • Trauma, the nervous system, and embodied healing
  • Emotional safety, self-trust, and self-sabotage
  • Weight, invisibility, and survival strategies
  • Listening to the body as self-respect

Key Quotes

“If you’re scared, that’s probably the thing you need to do.”

“Starting over doesn’t mean you failed. It means you chose yourself.”

“Nothing about you is wasted.”

Why This Conversation Matters

Many people live in survival mode—pushing through anxiety, minimizing pain, and believing ease must be earned. This episode offers a reminder that healing can be slow, honest, and compassionate, and that emotional safety begins with listening inward.

If you’re in a season of change or burnout, this conversation is a gentle place to land.

About the Guest

Kelli Marsh is a licensed massage practitioner, certified personal trainer, and certified nutritional coach. She is the owner and CEO of Kelly’s Health & Wellness and supports whole-person healing through body-based care.

Website: https://www.massagebook.com/therapists/kelli-s-health-wellness

Quantum Biofeedback Disclaimer

Quantum biofeedback is a non-invasive wellness technology that helps identify stress patterns in the body by measuring energetic and physiological responses.

During a session, gentle sensors are placed on the head, hands, and feet to read how your body responds to thousands of frequencies associated with physical, emotional, and environmental stressors.

The system then provides customized feedback frequencies designed to support balance in the nervous system. This process helps the body recognize stress patterns and encourages self-regulation and relaxation.

Quantum biofeedback does not diagnose or treat medical conditions, but it can be a powerful tool for gaining insight into stress, supporting nervous system regulation, and promoting overall wellness. Many clients use biofeedback as part of a proactive, holistic approach to health—especially when feeling overwhelmed, fatigued, inflamed, or “out of balance.” Sessions are comfortable, relaxing, and fully clothed, making them suitable for adults and children alike.

About the Host

Laurel LeMohn is an integrative trauma therapist, founder of SoulBody Wellness, and host of Spiritual Friction: A Space for Deep Feelers—a podcast exploring healing, trauma, nervous system regulation, spirituality, and what it means to be human through heartfelt, reflective conversations.

Her work brings together trauma-informed care, narrative therapy, somatic awareness, nervous system regulation, and spirituality to create grounded, compassionate spaces where greater self-understanding, connection, and transformation become possible.

Explore more episodes, community offerings, and resources at:

https://www.soulbodywellness.health/

If you're seeking individualized support, I offer virtual trauma-informed psychotherapy for adults throughout California and Washington through Redwood Coast Psychotherapy.

Learn more:

https://www.redwoodcoastpsychotherapy.com/

Stories held with care.

Disclaimer

Spiritual Friction: A Space for Deep Feelers is an educational and storytelling podcast and is not a substitute for psychotherapy, medical care, or mental health treatment. Listening to this podcast does not establish a therapeutic relationship. If you are experiencing emotional distress or are in crisis, please contact a qualified mental health professional or your local emergency services.

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