Ilse sits down with Chicago actor Abby Gilster (Chicago Fire, Single Car Crash, Theatre Above the Law*) for a conversation that swings from haunted babies and bad anesthesia stories to imposter syndrome and the art of taking up space. They talk about perfectionism, football rage, Twilight monologues, and why actors need the discipline of athletes but the wonder of kids.

Abby opens up about learning to believe in herself, finding community through collaboration, and remembering that joy—not perfection—is the point. It’s funny, heartfelt, and a little unhinged in the best way: a love letter to artists learning to be loud, weird, and fully themselves again.

Follow Abby on Instagram @abbygilster and catch her work in Single Car Crash (dir. Brittani Ward) or on Chicago Fire.

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