Harper visits the mysterious Outside Lodge. Will the disaffected vixen find the community they're looking for there?
Today’s story is the second and final part of “Regulars” by Arilin Thorferra, the author of the novels Goddess and Saida & Autumn, both published by FurPlanet. You can find more of her stories at her website.
Last time, Harper the vixen met the size-shifting tiger Owen, who encouraged them to come out of their shell by visiting an unusual club in Lawrence called the Outside Lodge.
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You’re
listening
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Speaker:is
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Speaker:MacWolf,
Speaker:your
Speaker:fellow
Speaker:traveler,
Speaker:and
Speaker:Today’s
Speaker:story
Speaker:is
Speaker:the
Speaker:second
Speaker:and
Speaker:final
Speaker:part
Speaker:of “Regulars” by
Speaker:Arilin Thorferra,
Speaker:the
Speaker:author
Speaker:of
Speaker:the
Speaker:novels
Speaker:Goddess
Speaker:and
Speaker:Saida &
Speaker:Autumn,
Speaker:both
Speaker:published
Speaker:by
Speaker:FurPlanet.
Speaker:You
Speaker:can
Speaker:find
Speaker:more
Speaker:of
Speaker:her
Speaker:stories
Speaker:at
Speaker:her
Speaker:website.
Last
time,
Speaker:Harper
Speaker:the
Speaker:vixen
Speaker:met
Speaker:the
Speaker:size-shifting
Speaker:tiger
Speaker:Owen,
Speaker:who
Speaker:encouraged
Speaker:them
Speaker:to
Speaker:come
Speaker:out
Speaker:of
Speaker:their
Speaker:shell
Speaker:by
Speaker:visiting
Speaker:an
Speaker:unusual
Speaker:club
Speaker:in
Speaker:Lawrence
Speaker:called
Speaker:the
Speaker:Outside
Speaker:Lodge.
Please
enjoy
“Regulars” by Arilin Thorferra, Part 2 of 2
“Where are you
going
Speaker:on
Speaker:your
Speaker:jaunt
Speaker:today?”
“Toward
Lawrence,
Speaker:I
Speaker:think.”
Elsie
lifted
Speaker:her
Speaker:brows. “Oh?
Speaker:What’s
Speaker:there?”
“I
don’t
Speaker:know
Speaker:yet.”
“The
university,
Speaker:of
Speaker:course.”
Harper
nodded,
Speaker:checking
Speaker:their
Speaker:outfit
Speaker:self-consciously.
Speaker:Tan
Speaker:blazer,
Speaker:vest,
Speaker:and
Speaker:pants;
Speaker:white
Speaker:shirt,
Speaker:bright
Speaker:blue
Speaker:cravat;
Speaker:a
Speaker:few
Speaker:finishing
Speaker:touches
Speaker:to
Speaker:push
Speaker:the
Speaker:fox’s
Speaker:look
Speaker:in
Speaker:a
Speaker:more
Speaker:androgynous
direction:direction:
heavy
direction:eyeliner,
direction:lip
direction:gloss,
direction:gold
direction:hoop
direction:earrings.
Too
much,
direction:especially
direction:for
direction:Kansas?
direction:Maybe
direction:not
direction:for
direction:Lawrence,
direction:if
direction:it
direction:was
direction:as
direction:eclectic
direction:as
direction:Owen
direction:claimed.
direction:If. “Of
direction:course.”
“I
wish
direction:I’d
direction:explored
direction:more
direction:when
direction:I
direction:was
direction:younger.
direction:I
direction:never
direction:traveled
direction:with
direction:your
direction:father,
direction:apart
direction:from
direction:the
direction:honeymoon
direction:trip
direction:to
direction:San
direction:Francisco.
direction:And
direction:up
direction:to
direction:Canton,
direction:to
direction:visit
direction:your
direction:college.”
direction:The
direction:older
direction:fox
direction:swished
direction:her
direction:tail,
direction:looking
direction:distant,
direction:ears
direction:lowered. “And
direction:now
direction:it’s
direction:too
direction:late.”
“I
don’t
direction:see
direction:why
direction:it’s
direction:too
direction:late.”
Elsie
waved
direction:dismissively. “I
direction:can’t
direction:sit
direction:for
direction:long
direction:enough
direction:to
direction:take
direction:a
direction:plane
direction:or
direction:train
direction:ride,
direction:thanks to
direction:my
direction:arthritis
direction:and
direction:my
direction:hips.
direction:I
direction:can’t
direction:eat
direction:half
direction:the
direction:things
direction:I
direction:used
direction:to,
direction:so
direction:restaurants
direction:are
direction:hard
direction:for
direction:me,
direction:too.
direction:I
direction:could
direction:go
direction:on.
direction:Vision,
direction:hearing,
direction:thin
direction:bones…”
Was
Mother
direction:angling
direction:to
direction:tag
direction:along
direction:on a
direction:Saturday?
direction:Harper had
direction:proposed
direction:that
direction:a
direction:few
direction:times,
direction:with
direction:perhaps
direction:a
direction:fifty
direction:percent
direction:acceptance
direction:rate—usually
direction:followed
direction:by
direction:nitpicking
direction:complaints
direction:about
direction:service
direction:or
direction:quality,
direction:anything
direction:to
direction:express
direction:dissatisfaction
direction:with.
“I
know
direction:you
direction:wish
direction:this
direction:town
direction:had
direction:been
direction:more,”
direction:Elsie
direction:said
direction:abruptly. “I
direction:do,
direction:too.
direction:I’m
direction:sorry
direction:it
direction:never
direction:grew.
direction:If
direction:I’d
direction:known…”
direction:She
direction:trailed
direction:off
direction:again.
Harper
fidgeted,
direction:unsure
direction:what
direction:to
direction:say.
“Well.”
Elsie
direction:smiled
direction:after
direction:a
direction:moment. “Have
direction:fun,
direction:wherever
direction:you
direction:end
direction:up.
direction:And
direction:you
direction:should
direction:do
direction:something
direction:different
direction:with
direction:your
direction:hair.”
Harper’s
ears
direction:set
direction:back. “This
direction:again?”
“You
have
direction:such
direction:beautiful
direction:hair
direction:when
direction:you
direction:leave
direction:it
direction:unbound,
direction:that’s
direction:all.
direction:You
direction:get
direction:lovely
direction:natural
direction:waves.”
Harper
quelled
direction:a
direction:sigh
direction:and
direction:simply
direction:nodded. “Okay.
direction:I
direction:might
direction:be
direction:back
direction:late.”
“Be careful.”
After a
long,
direction:hot,
direction:but
direction:uneventful
direction:drive,
direction:Harper
direction:reached
direction:North
direction:Lawrence.
direction:They’d
direction:assumed
direction:that
direction:meant “the
direction:north
direction:side
direction:of
direction:Lawrence”;
direction:that
direction:wasn’t
direction:wrong,
direction:but
direction:it
direction:turned
direction:out
direction:to
direction:be
direction:all
direction:but
direction:its
direction:own
direction:separate
direction:tiny
direction:town,
direction:rough
direction:and
direction:tumble
direction:compared
direction:to
direction:Lawrence’s
direction:convivial
direction:college
direction:atmosphere.
direction:The
direction:main
direction:street
direction:was,
direction:inexplicably,
direction:Second.
direction:Ash
direction:wasn’t
direction:a cross
direction:street,
direction:but
direction:Harper
direction:presumed
direction:they
direction:could
direction:drive
direction:east
direction:until
direction:hitting
direction:Seventh
direction:and
direction:turn
direction:south
direction:toward
direction:the
direction:river.
And
they
direction:would.
direction:Later.
direction:Maybe.
They
crossed
direction:the
direction:bridge
direction:back
direction:into
direction:downtown
direction:to
direction:visit
direction:a
direction:coffee
direction:shop
direction:for a
direction:late
direction:lunch,
direction:then hit up
direction:a bookstore,
direction:bought
direction:a
direction:cheap
direction:mystery
direction:novel,
direction:and
direction:returned
direction:to
direction:the
direction:coffee
direction:shop
direction:to
direction:read.
direction:This
direction:was
direction:a
direction:favorite
direction:way
direction:to
direction:spend
direction:a
direction:Saturday
direction:afternoon,
direction:reading,
direction:or
direction:sometimes
direction:writing
direction:in a
journal:journal:
surrounded
journal:by
journal:people
journal:without
journal:any
journal:expectation
journal:of
journal:conversation
journal:or
journal:support.
journal:Solitary,
journal:but
journal:not
journal:alone.
As
the
journal:sun
journal:reached
journal:the
journal:top
journal:of
journal:the
journal:trees,
journal:Harper
journal:slipped
journal:a
journal:bookmark
journal:into
journal:the
journal:novel—they were
journal:about
journal:halfway
journal:through
journal:it;
journal:it
journal:was
journal:decent
journal:enough,
journal:but
journal:they’d
journal:have
journal:forgotten
journal:it in
journal:a
journal:week
journal:or
journal:two—and
journal:chewed
journal:on
journal:their
journal:lip. Did
journal:they
journal:truly
journal:want
journal:to
journal:go
journal:socialize
journal:with
journal:Lord
journal:knew
journal:who
journal:at
journal:anything
journal:called
journal:a “lodge?”
journal:They
journal:wouldn’t
journal:know
journal:anyone
journal:but
journal:Owen,
journal:and
journal:it
journal:stretched
journal:the
journal:truth
journal:to
journal:say
journal:they
journal:knew
journal:him.
journal:He
journal:was
journal:cute—very
journal:well,
journal:incredibly
journal:handsome—but
journal:in
journal:their
journal:heart,
journal:Harper
journal:knew
journal:they
journal:had
journal:no
journal:truck
journal:with
journal:romance;
journal:they’d
journal:made
journal:their
journal:peace
journal:with
journal:the
journal:world
journal:seeing
journal:them
journal:as
journal:a
journal:spinster,
journal:and
journal:perversely
journal:looked
journal:forward
journal:to
journal:being
journal:solitary-but-not-alone
journal:as
journal:an
journal:old
journal:dandy.
Yet
if
journal:they
journal:keeled
journal:over
journal:in
journal:this
journal:seat
journal:now,
journal:it
journal:wasn’t
journal:as
journal:if
journal:a
journal:single
journal:person
journal:in
journal:Lawrence
journal:would
journal:run
journal:over,
journal:crying, “Oh
journal:no!
journal:Harper!”
journal:Instead,
journal:the
journal:townsfolk
journal:would
journal:look
journal:down,
journal:bemused,
journal:muttering, “Who
journal:was
journal:that effeminate
journal:man
journal:or
journal:laddish
journal:woman?”
Sighing,
Harper
journal:headed
journal:back
journal:to
journal:their
journal:car.
journal:Very well.
journal:They
journal:had “solitary”
journal:bang
journal:on,
journal:but
journal:needed
journal:to
journal:practice
journal:the “not
journal:alone”
journal:part
journal:for
journal:as
journal:long
journal:as
journal:they
journal:could
journal:stand
journal:it.
As
they
journal:suspected
journal:was
journal:usual
journal:for
journal:the
journal:tiger,
journal:Owen’s
journal:dry “you’ll
journal:know
journal:it
journal:when
journal:you
journal:see
journal:it”
journal:proved
journal:an
journal:understatement.
journal:The
journal:Lodge
journal:had
journal:no
journal:visible
journal:signage,
journal:but it
journal:was
journal:surely
journal:impossible
journal:to
journal:miss.
journal:It
journal:wasn’t
journal:simply
journal:that
journal:it
journal:was
journal:a
journal:magnificent, if
journal:slightly
journal:ramshackle,
journal:three-story
journal:Victorian
journal:inn
journal:set
journal:well
journal:back
journal:from
journal:the
journal:road.
journal:Or
journal:that
journal:its
journal:backyard
journal:hid
journal:behind
journal:a
journal:fence
journal:as
journal:high
journal:as
journal:the
journal:inn’s
journal:roofline.
journal:Or
journal:that
journal:its
journal:driveway
journal:had
journal:at
journal:least a
journal:dozen
journal:vehicles scattered around it. No,
journal:it
journal:was
journal:that
journal:they’d
journal:painted
journal:it
journal:in
journal:glorious
journal:shades
journal:of
journal:pink,
journal:from
journal:deep
journal:salmon
journal:on
journal:the
journal:walls
journal:to
journal:desaturated
journal:carnation
journal:for
journal:the
journal:trim.
Harper
parked
journal:in
journal:the
journal:grass
journal:off
journal:the
journal:gravel
journal:driveway.
journal:Before
journal:getting
journal:out,
journal:they
journal:paused
journal:to
journal:study
journal:themself in
journal:the
journal:rearview
journal:mirror.
journal:Hmm. They
journal:untied
journal:the
journal:ponytail,
journal:shook
journal:their
journal:hair
journal:out,
journal:gave
journal:it a quick
journal:brush,
journal:and
journal:looked
journal:again.
journal:More
journal:feminine,
journal:which
journal:they
journal:didn’t
journal:love,
journal:but
journal:as
journal:much as
journal:they
journal:hated
journal:to
journal:admit
journal:it,
journal:still
journal:better.
A
brass
journal:plaque
journal:reading
journal:THE
journal:OUTSIDE
journal:LODGE
journal:stretched
journal:across
journal:the
journal:top
journal:of
journal:the
journal:entranceway,
journal:the
journal:first
journal:subtle
journal:thing
journal:Harper
journal:had
journal:seen
journal:here
journal:so
journal:far.
journal:They could
journal:hear
journal:music
journal:from
journal:inside.
journal:Should
journal:they
journal:just
journal:go
journal:in?
journal:Knock? Ring
journal:the
journal:bell?
journal:Was
journal:there
journal:even
journal:a
journal:bell?
journal:Yes.
Biting
their
journal:lip
journal:again,
journal:Harper
journal:rang
journal:the
journal:bell.
It
took
journal:about
journal:thirty
journal:seconds
journal:before
journal:the
journal:door
journal:cracked
journal:open,
journal:and
journal:an
journal:otter
journal:woman
journal:peeked
journal:her
journal:head
journal:around. “Yes?”
“Uh.”
What
journal:was
journal:that
journal:word
journal:Owen had
journal:mentioned? “Chartreuse?”
The
otter
journal:lifted
journal:her
journal:brows. “Yes?”
journal:she
journal:repeated.
Harper cleared their
throat. “I’m
journal:an, uh,
journal:acquaintance
journal:of
journal:Owen’s?”
That
got
journal:the
journal:door
journal:to
journal:swing
journal:open. “You
journal:must
journal:be
journal:Harper!”
journal:The
journal:otter waved
journal:them
journal:inside. “Come
journal:in,
journal:dear.”
Harper
followed
journal:cautiously.
journal:The
journal:otter,
journal:sashaying
journal:ahead
journal:in a
journal:pale
journal:green
journal:chiffon
journal:dress,
journal:looked
journal:exquisitely
journal:feminine.
journal:Maybe
journal:the
journal:word
journal:Harper
journal:wanted
journal:was
journal:performatively.
journal:She
journal:reminded
journal:the
journal:fox
journal:strongly
journal:of
journal:a
journal:drag
journal:show
journal:they’d
journal:attended
journal:a
journal:few
journal:years
journal:back.
The
small
journal:foyer
journal:opened
journal:directly
journal:onto
journal:a
journal:great
journal:hall,
journal:the
journal:interior
journal:roof
journal:stretching
journal:the
journal:full
journal:three
journal:stories
journal:up.
journal:The
journal:mammoth
journal:space
journal:managed
journal:the
journal:trick
journal:of
journal:being
journal:simultaneously
journal:sparse
journal:and
chaotic:chaotic:
a
chaotic:set
chaotic:of
chaotic:small
chaotic:round
chaotic:dining
chaotic:tables
chaotic:here, sofas and lamps that belonged to a sitting room
chaotic:there,
chaotic:a
chaotic:bar
chaotic:against
chaotic:one
chaotic:wall,
chaotic:another
chaotic:set
chaotic:of
chaotic:tables
chaotic:with
chaotic:game
chaotic:boards carved into
chaotic:their
chaotic:tops,
chaotic:a
chaotic:stage
chaotic:large
chaotic:enough
chaotic:for a
chaotic:full
chaotic:band.
chaotic:Halls
chaotic:led
chaotic:off
chaotic:to
chaotic:other
chaotic:parts
chaotic:of
chaotic:the
chaotic:structure,
chaotic:presumably
chaotic:including
chaotic:ways
chaotic:to
chaotic:reach
chaotic:the
chaotic:balcony
chaotic:that
chaotic:ran
chaotic:along
chaotic:both
chaotic:sides
chaotic:of
chaotic:the
chaotic:main
chaotic:space. The
chaotic:back
chaotic:wall
chaotic:featured
chaotic:massive
chaotic:sliding
chaotic:wooden
chaotic:doors,
chaotic:as
chaotic:high
chaotic:as
chaotic:the
chaotic:building
chaotic:itself,
chaotic:standing
chaotic:open.
Even
though
chaotic:the
chaotic:lodge
chaotic:could
chaotic:easily
chaotic:hold
chaotic:hundreds,
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:spotted
chaotic:only
chaotic:two
chaotic:dozen
chaotic:or
chaotic:so—some
chaotic:at
chaotic:tables, some
chaotic:at
chaotic:the
chaotic:bar,
chaotic:some
chaotic:standing
chaotic:and
chaotic:chatting.
chaotic:Some
chaotic:of
chaotic:them,
chaotic:though,
chaotic:were
chaotic:giants,
chaotic:big
chaotic:enough
chaotic:that
chaotic:they’d
chaotic:need
chaotic:those
chaotic:huge
chaotic:doors to
chaotic:get
chaotic:back
chaotic:out.
chaotic:In
chaotic:the
chaotic:case
chaotic:of
chaotic:two
chaotic:of
chaotic:those
chaotic:giants,
chaotic:Owen
chaotic:and
chaotic:a maned
chaotic:wolf
chaotic:woman,
chaotic:they’d
chaotic:have
chaotic:to
chaotic:duck.
chaotic:The
chaotic:wolf
chaotic:might
chaotic:well
chaotic:have
chaotic:to
chaotic:crawl
chaotic:on
chaotic:all
chaotic:fours.
chaotic:Her
chaotic:legs
chaotic:alone
chaotic:might
chaotic:stretch
chaotic:three
chaotic:stories.
That
alone
chaotic:could
chaotic:earn
chaotic:an
chaotic:unabashed
chaotic:stare
chaotic:from
chaotic:Harper,
chaotic:but
chaotic:the
chaotic:woman
chaotic:was
chaotic:also
chaotic:unselfconsciously
chaotic:nude,
chaotic:chatting
chaotic:with
chaotic:two
chaotic:normal-sized
chaotic:rabbits
chaotic:whose
chaotic:gender
chaotic:the
chaotic:fox
chaotic:couldn’t
chaotic:immediately
chaotic:guess.
chaotic:She
chaotic:wasn’t
chaotic:the
chaotic:only
chaotic:person
chaotic:with
chaotic:no
chaotic:clothes,
chaotic:either.
chaotic:Owen
chaotic:was
chaotic:the
chaotic:only
chaotic:clothed
chaotic:giant,
chaotic:and
chaotic:several
chaotic:of
chaotic:the “littles”
chaotic:sat
chaotic:around
chaotic:in
chaotic:the
chaotic:fur
chaotic:as
chaotic:well.
chaotic:Most
chaotic:of
chaotic:those
chaotic:with
chaotic:clothes
chaotic:had
chaotic:gone
chaotic:with
chaotic:riotous,
chaotic:flamboyant
chaotic:colors,
chaotic:form-fittingly
chaotic:tight
chaotic:or
chaotic:billowingly
chaotic:loose
chaotic:garments,
chaotic:sometimes
chaotic:cross-dressing
chaotic:in
chaotic:ways
chaotic:that
chaotic:rendered
chaotic:Harper’s
chaotic:experimentation
chaotic:positively
chaotic:conservative.
“Owen!”
the
chaotic:otter
chaotic:called. “Your
chaotic:friend
chaotic:is
chaotic:here.”
The
maned wolf
chaotic:and the
chaotic:two
chaotic:people
chaotic:she’d
chaotic:been
chaotic:talking
chaotic:to
chaotic:also
chaotic:turned,
chaotic:as
chaotic:did
chaotic:the
chaotic:other
chaotic:giant, a
chaotic:squirrel
chaotic:with
chaotic:a
chaotic:wolf-woman
chaotic:sitting
chaotic:on
chaotic:his
chaotic:leg. (The
chaotic:wolf
chaotic:woman wasn’t
chaotic:technically
chaotic:naked,
chaotic:but
chaotic:her
chaotic:whole
chaotic:outfit
chaotic:looked
chaotic:like
chaotic:it
chaotic:was
chaotic:made
chaotic:from
chaotic:fishing
chaotic:net.)
“Harper.”
Owen
chaotic:smiled
chaotic:down.
“Hello.”
Harper
chaotic:swallowed,
chaotic:walking
chaotic:up
chaotic:toward
chaotic:him. “This
chaotic:is…
chaotic:I’d
chaotic:say
chaotic:it
chaotic:wasn’t
chaotic:what
chaotic:I
chaotic:expected,
chaotic:but
chaotic:that
chaotic:would
chaotic:imply
chaotic:I’d
chaotic:had
chaotic:a
chaotic:hint
chaotic:of a
chaotic:clue
chaotic:what
chaotic:to
chaotic:expect.”
The
tiger
chaotic:laughed. “This,”
chaotic:indicating
chaotic:the
chaotic:maned wolf, “is
chaotic:Marcela,
chaotic:and
chaotic:the
chaotic:two
chaotic:rabbits
chaotic:she’s
chaotic:talking
chaotic:to are
chaotic:Ricardo
chaotic:and
chaotic:Stephan.” The rabbits had
chaotic:dressed
chaotic:loudly and
chaotic:clashingly,
chaotic:the
chaotic:former
chaotic:in
chaotic:a
chaotic:robe
chaotic:festooned
chaotic:with
chaotic:bright
chaotic:Caribbean
chaotic:colors
chaotic:and
chaotic:the latter
chaotic:in
chaotic:a
chaotic:tight
chaotic:purple
chaotic:shirt
chaotic:showing
chaotic:off
chaotic:his
chaotic:muscles. (Which
chaotic:were,
chaotic:to
chaotic:be
chaotic:sure,
chaotic:worth
chaotic:showing
chaotic:off.)
chaotic:They
chaotic:both
chaotic:waved.
chaotic:Marcela
chaotic:looked
chaotic:down,
chaotic:favoring
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:with
chaotic:a
chaotic:silent,
chaotic:long
chaotic:grin
chaotic:showing
chaotic:the
chaotic:barest
chaotic:hint
chaotic:of
chaotic:her
chaotic:giant
chaotic:teeth.
chaotic:While
chaotic:Owen had
chaotic:clearly
chaotic:done
chaotic:his
chaotic:best
chaotic:to
chaotic:set
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:at
chaotic:ease
chaotic:when
chaotic:he
chaotic:loomed
chaotic:over
chaotic:her,
chaotic:Marcela
chaotic:seemed
chaotic:to
chaotic:consciously
chaotic:do
chaotic:the
chaotic:opposite.
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:smiled
chaotic:back
chaotic:nervously.
“The
squirrel
chaotic:there
chaotic:is
chaotic:Ted,
chaotic:with
chaotic:his
chaotic:girlfriend
chaotic:Ellen.”
“Hello,” the squirrel
said,
chaotic:smiling
chaotic:in
chaotic:that
chaotic:extremely
chaotic:Midwestern-nice
chaotic:way,
chaotic:as
chaotic:unthreatening
chaotic:as
chaotic:someone
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:wasn’t
chaotic:even
chaotic:knee-high
chaotic:to
chaotic:could
chaotic:be.
chaotic:Ellen
chaotic:the
chaotic:wolf
chaotic:waved,
chaotic:too,
chaotic:but
chaotic:didn’t
chaotic:say
chaotic:anything.
“The
two
chaotic:women
chaotic:at
chaotic:the
chaotic:bar are
chaotic:Jessie
chaotic:and
chaotic:Kate.”
chaotic:They
chaotic:didn’t
chaotic:look
chaotic:over,
chaotic:in
chaotic:conversation
chaotic:with
chaotic:a
chaotic:bartender
chaotic:stoat
chaotic:who
chaotic:might
chaotic:have
chaotic:walked
chaotic:straight
chaotic:off
chaotic:the
chaotic:set
chaotic:of
chaotic:a
chaotic:movie
chaotic:about
chaotic:speakeasies. “The
chaotic:dapper
chaotic:coyote
chaotic:gentleman
chaotic:I’ve
chaotic:been
chaotic:talking
chaotic:to
chaotic:here
chaotic:is
chaotic:Connie.
chaotic:And
chaotic:the
chaotic:giant
chaotic:mouse
chaotic:who
chaotic:just
chaotic:went
chaotic:out
chaotic:back is
chaotic:Zelda.”
Coyote?
Oh,
chaotic:yes,
chaotic:on
chaotic:the
chaotic:other
chaotic:side
chaotic:of
chaotic:the
chaotic:tiger.
chaotic:He had
chaotic:the
chaotic:same
chaotic:slightly
chaotic:overwhelmed
chaotic:look
chaotic:that
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:suspected
chaotic:they
chaotic:had.
chaotic:Maybe
chaotic:also
chaotic:new, although
chaotic:maybe
chaotic:slightly
chaotic:less
chaotic:overwhelmed,
chaotic:so
chaotic:a
chaotic:second
chaotic:or
chaotic:third
chaotic:visit.
“And,”
Owen
chaotic:indicated
chaotic:the
chaotic:otter, “you’ve
chaotic:met
chaotic:Chartreuse.”
The otter beamed. “Welcome to the Lodge.”
Harper looked from
side
chaotic:to
chaotic:side
chaotic:to
chaotic:take
chaotic:it
chaotic:all
chaotic:in,
chaotic:smiling
chaotic:back,
chaotic:then
chaotic:gave
chaotic:Owen
chaotic:an
chaotic:accusing
chaotic:look. “Wait.
chaotic:You
chaotic:said ‘chartreuse’
chaotic:was
chaotic:a
chaotic:password,
chaotic:not
chaotic:a
chaotic:name.”
He
looked
chaotic:studiously
chaotic:innocent. “No,
chaotic:I
chaotic:said
chaotic:to
chaotic:say
chaotic:Chartreuse
chaotic:when
chaotic:someone
chaotic:opened
chaotic:the
chaotic:door.”
Several of the
folks
chaotic:gathered
chaotic:around laughed.
chaotic:Harper’s ears
chaotic:colored,
chaotic:but
chaotic:the
chaotic:laughing
chaotic:didn’t
chaotic:seem
chaotic:to
chaotic:be
chaotic:at
chaotic:their
chaotic:expense—and
chaotic:Marcela’s
chaotic:laugh
chaotic:was
chaotic:charming,
chaotic:soft
chaotic:for
chaotic:her
chaotic:size
chaotic:and
chaotic:musical
chaotic:as
chaotic:tolling
chaotic:bells.
chaotic:The
chaotic:otter
chaotic:put
chaotic:her
chaotic:hands on her
chaotic:hips. “Owen,
chaotic:you
chaotic:scamp.
chaotic:I’m
chaotic:not
chaotic:the
chaotic:only
chaotic:one
chaotic:who
chaotic:opens
chaotic:the
chaotic:door.”
“No,
but
chaotic:you
chaotic:are
chaotic:the
chaotic:one
chaotic:who
chaotic:usually
chaotic:opens
chaotic:the
chaotic:door.”
chaotic:Marcela
chaotic:spoke
chaotic:with
chaotic:a
chaotic:South
chaotic:American
chaotic:accent,
chaotic:as
chaotic:lovely
chaotic:as
chaotic:her
chaotic:laugh.
chaotic:Harper’s
chaotic:ears
chaotic:warmed a
chaotic:touch.
chaotic:Was
chaotic:what
chaotic:moved
chaotic:their
chaotic:sense
chaotic:of
chaotic:attraction
chaotic:from
chaotic:the
chaotic:abstract
chaotic:to the
chaotic:concrete
chaotic:an
chaotic:extreme
chaotic:difference
chaotic:in
chaotic:size?
chaotic:Not
chaotic:universally—Ted
chaotic:the
chaotic:squirrel was
chaotic:cute,
chaotic:to
chaotic:be
chaotic:sure,
chaotic:and
chaotic:maybe
chaotic:being
chaotic:giant
chaotic:made
chaotic:him
chaotic:that
chaotic:much
chaotic:more
chaotic:so—but
chaotic:there
chaotic:was
chaotic:a
chaotic:definite
chaotic:heart-skipping
chaotic:flutter
chaotic:when
chaotic:they
chaotic:looked
chaotic:at
chaotic:Owen
chaotic:or,
chaotic:now,
chaotic:the
chaotic:maned
chaotic:wolf.
chaotic:They
chaotic:hoped
chaotic:it
chaotic:wasn’t
chaotic:visible
chaotic:on
chaotic:their
chaotic:face,
chaotic:although
chaotic:the way Marcela’s gaze settled on them suggested it
chaotic:definitely
chaotic:was and
chaotic:oh
chaotic:goodness
chaotic:their
chaotic:ears
chaotic:were
chaotic:definitely
chaotic:blushing
chaotic:now,
chaotic:which
chaotic:made
chaotic:Marcela’s
chaotic:teasing
chaotic:smile
chaotic:grow
chaotic:fractionally.
chaotic:Connie
chaotic:had
chaotic:a knowingly
chaotic:sympathetic
chaotic:look.
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:glanced
chaotic:away
chaotic:to
chaotic:try
chaotic:to
chaotic:break
chaotic:the
chaotic:feedback
chaotic:loop.
“So.”
Chartreuse
chaotic:clapped
chaotic:her
chaotic:hands
chaotic:together. “I
chaotic:don’t
chaotic:know
chaotic:how
chaotic:much
chaotic:Owen explained about the Lodge, but our dues are
chaotic:pay-what-you-can.
chaotic:Everyone’s a
chaotic:volunteer,
chaotic:and
chaotic:you
chaotic:could
chaotic:say
chaotic:all
chaotic:the
chaotic:members
chaotic:are all
chaotic:staff,
chaotic:too.
chaotic:People
chaotic:find
chaotic:what
chaotic:they’re
chaotic:good
chaotic:at.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:pointed
chaotic:at
chaotic:the
chaotic:bar. “For
chaotic:instance,
chaotic:we
chaotic:don’t
chaotic:always
chaotic:have
chaotic:a
chaotic:bartender.
chaotic:If
chaotic:you
chaotic:do
chaotic:drink,
chaotic:you’re
chaotic:in
chaotic:luck
chaotic:tonight,
chaotic:because
chaotic:I
chaotic:don’t
chaotic:think
chaotic:there’s
chaotic:a
chaotic:cocktail
chaotic:Marvin
chaotic:can’t
chaotic:make.
“Sometimes
we
chaotic:have
chaotic:more
chaotic:formal
chaotic:game
chaotic:nights,
chaotic:or
chaotic:performances.
chaotic:Check
chaotic:the
chaotic:calendar
chaotic:in
chaotic:the
chaotic:foyer.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:pointed. “We’re
chaotic:often
chaotic:out
chaotic:in
chaotic:the
chaotic:backyard,
chaotic:too,
chaotic:when
chaotic:the
chaotic:weather’s
chaotic:good.
chaotic:It’s
chaotic:secluded,
chaotic:goes
chaotic:right
chaotic:up to
chaotic:the
chaotic:river,
chaotic:and
chaotic:allows
chaotic:our
chaotic:size-shifting
chaotic:members
chaotic:to
chaotic:stretch
chaotic:out
chaotic:more
chaotic:when
chaotic:they
chaotic:want.
chaotic:As
chaotic:you
chaotic:can
tell,
the
chaotic:lodge
chaotic:is
chaotic:clothing
chaotic:optional,
chaotic:since
chaotic:most
chaotic:giants
chaotic:can’t
chaotic:keep
chaotic:their
chaotic:clothes
chaotic:on.”
“Why
would
chaotic:we
chaotic:want
chaotic:to?”
chaotic:Marcela
chaotic:murmured,
chaotic:tail
chaotic:swishing.
“And,
we
chaotic:have
chaotic:guest rooms
chaotic:for
chaotic:people
chaotic:who
chaotic:need
chaotic:them.”
chaotic:She fluttered
chaotic:her
chaotic:eyelashes. “For
chaotic:whatever
chaotic:reason.”
“At
different
chaotic:sizes,”
chaotic:Ted
chaotic:added. “Well,
chaotic:there’s
chaotic:one
chaotic:room
chaotic:for
chaotic:people
chaotic:our
chaotic:size.”
chaotic:He
chaotic:waved
chaotic:around
chaotic:at
chaotic:Owen
chaotic:and
chaotic:Marcela.
Marcela
nodded. “It
chaotic:is
chaotic:unfortunately
chaotic:small.”
Chartreuse
put
chaotic:her
chaotic:hands
chaotic:on
chaotic:her
chaotic:hips. “I
chaotic:swear,
chaotic:you’re
chaotic:such
chaotic:a
chaotic:size
chaotic:queen,
chaotic:Marcie.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:looked
chaotic:to
chaotic:Harper. “She’s
chaotic:going
chaotic:to
chaotic:tell
chaotic:you
chaotic:she
chaotic:feels
chaotic:short
chaotic:now.”
“Not
short, merely
chaotic:not
chaotic:as big as
chaotic:I
chaotic:would
chaotic:like.”
Harper
wasn’t
chaotic:sure
chaotic:they
chaotic:should
chaotic:ask,
chaotic:but
chaotic:did
chaotic:anyway. “How
chaotic:big
chaotic:would
chaotic:you
chaotic:like?”
“Hmm.”
The
chaotic:maned wolf
chaotic:leaned
chaotic:over until her nose
chaotic:hovered
chaotic:a
chaotic:few
chaotic:feet
chaotic:over
chaotic:the
chaotic:fox,
chaotic:luxurious
chaotic:black
chaotic:hair
chaotic:cascading
chaotic:around
chaotic:like
chaotic:a
chaotic:waterfall,
chaotic:forcing
chaotic:several
chaotic:of
chaotic:the
chaotic:others
chaotic:to
chaotic:step
chaotic:back
chaotic:lest
chaotic:they
chaotic:get
chaotic:lost
chaotic:in
chaotic:tresses. “Picture
chaotic:yourself
chaotic:standing
chaotic:on
chaotic:my
chaotic:lower
chaotic:lip,
chaotic:reaching
chaotic:up
chaotic:as
chaotic:high
chaotic:as
chaotic:you
chaotic:can,
chaotic:your
chaotic:hands
chaotic:not
chaotic:quite
chaotic:reaching
chaotic:the
chaotic:top
chaotic:of
chaotic:my
chaotic:fang.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:parted
chaotic:her
chaotic:glistening
chaotic:lips,
chaotic:showing
chaotic:off
chaotic:said
chaotic:fang.
Harper’s
pupils
chaotic:dilated.
Marcela
straightened
chaotic:up,
chaotic:brushing
chaotic:back
chaotic:her
chaotic:hair. “That
chaotic:would
chaotic:be
chaotic:nice
chaotic:for
chaotic:a
chaotic:start.”
“My
goodness,”
chaotic:Connie
chaotic:muttered.
“That
would
chaotic:be…”
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:lamely
chaotic:settled
chaotic:on, “quite
chaotic:something.”
Marcela
laughed,
chaotic:winking
chaotic:down,
chaotic:and
chaotic:looked
chaotic:to
chaotic:Owen. “I
chaotic:like
chaotic:them.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:leaned
chaotic:over
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:again a
chaotic:moment. “You
chaotic:become
chaotic:a
chaotic:regular,
chaotic:yes?”
“I…I
don’t
chaotic:know
chaotic:yet.”
“But
you
chaotic:must.
chaotic:You are
chaotic:not
chaotic:only
chaotic:not
chaotic:running,
chaotic:you
chaotic:are
chaotic:looking
chaotic:around,
chaotic:taking
chaotic:in
chaotic:everything.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:touched
chaotic:Harper’s
chaotic:shoulder
chaotic:gently
chaotic:with
chaotic:a
chaotic:finger. “And
chaotic:you
chaotic:are
chaotic:so
chaotic:stylish.
chaotic:You
chaotic:must
chaotic:give
chaotic:me
chaotic:fashion
chaotic:tips
chaotic:when
chaotic:I
chaotic:am
chaotic:little.”
Harper
gaped
chaotic:up
chaotic:at
chaotic:the
chaotic:giantess. “Me,
chaotic:give
chaotic:tips
chaotic:to
chaotic:you? But you’re
chaotic:beautiful!”
“Two
beautiful
chaotic:people
chaotic:exchanging
chaotic:fashion
chaotic:tips!
chaotic:Wonderful.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:waved
chaotic:a
chaotic:hand. “But
chaotic:do
chaotic:not
chaotic:let
chaotic:me
chaotic:keep
chaotic:you.
chaotic:Go.
chaotic:Mingle.” She
chaotic:winked
chaotic:again. “Then
chaotic:come
chaotic:back.”
“I’ll. Uh.”
Harper
chaotic:looked
chaotic:over
chaotic:at
chaotic:Owen,
chaotic:who
chaotic:watched
chaotic:with amusement. “Okay.
chaotic:Thanks.”
chaotic:They waved,
chaotic:awkwardly,
chaotic:and
chaotic:headed toward
chaotic:the
chaotic:bar,
chaotic:head
chaotic:swimming.
chaotic:Surely
chaotic:Marcela
chaotic:was
chaotic:teasing
chaotic:her.
chaotic:Beautiful?
chaotic:Yes,
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:kept
chaotic:conscious
chaotic:of
chaotic:their
chaotic:appearance,
chaotic:the way
chaotic:they
chaotic:could
chaotic:play
chaotic:with
chaotic:this
chaotic:or that
chaotic:accepted
chaotic:style,
chaotic:but—but—
Woof.
Harper
chaotic:sat
chaotic:down
chaotic:at
chaotic:the
chaotic:bar,
chaotic:separated
chaotic:by
chaotic:two
chaotic:empty
chaotic:stools
chaotic:from…Kate,
chaotic:or
chaotic:maybe
chaotic:Jessie.
chaotic:One
chaotic:was
chaotic:a
chaotic:delicate-looking
chaotic:wolf
chaotic:in
chaotic:a
chaotic:frilly
chaotic:pastel
chaotic:purple
chaotic:dress,
chaotic:while
chaotic:the
chaotic:other
chaotic:was
chaotic:a
chaotic:muscular
chaotic:rabbit
chaotic:in
chaotic:checkered
chaotic:flannel
chaotic:who
chaotic:looked
chaotic:as
chaotic:if
chaotic:she
chaotic:could
chaotic:benchpress the wolf.
As
Harper
chaotic:sat
chaotic:down,
chaotic:the
chaotic:rabbit
chaotic:turned
chaotic:to
chaotic:them,
chaotic:nodding. “Hi.”
“Hello.”
“I’m
Kate.”
chaotic:She
chaotic:put
chaotic:her
chaotic:hand
chaotic:on
chaotic:the
chaotic:wolf’s
chaotic:shoulder. “This
chaotic:is
chaotic:my
chaotic:girlfriend,
chaotic:Jessie.”
Jessie
beamed,
chaotic:waving.
“I’m
Harper.” The
chaotic:fox
chaotic:didn’t
chaotic:have
chaotic:a
chaotic:well-developed
chaotic:sense
chaotic:for
chaotic:that
chaotic:sort
chaotic:of
chaotic:thing,
chaotic:but
chaotic:they’d
chaotic:already
chaotic:guessed
chaotic:the
chaotic:two
chaotic:were
chaotic:a
chaotic:couple.
chaotic:The
chaotic:surprise
chaotic:was
chaotic:how
chaotic:casual
chaotic:Kate
chaotic:was
chaotic:about
chaotic:mentioning
chaotic:it,
chaotic:and
chaotic:yet
chaotic:here
chaotic:at
chaotic:the
chaotic:Lodge
chaotic:it
chaotic:wasn’t
chaotic:surprising
chaotic:at
chaotic:all.
The
bartender
chaotic:stoat
chaotic:walked
chaotic:over. “Can
chaotic:I
chaotic:get
chaotic:you
chaotic:anything,
chaotic:Harper?”
“I…yes.”
They
chaotic:looked
chaotic:over
chaotic:the
chaotic:gigantic
chaotic:collection
chaotic:of
chaotic:bottles
chaotic:against
chaotic:the
chaotic:wall
chaotic:behind
chaotic:the
chaotic:stoat. “I
chaotic:usually
chaotic:have
chaotic:bourbon,
chaotic:but
chaotic:I
chaotic:think
chaotic:I’d
chaotic:like
chaotic:to
chaotic:try
chaotic:something
chaotic:with
chaotic:gin.”
“More
sweet, or
chaotic:more
chaotic:savory?”
“Ah,
sweet,
chaotic:please.”
“Okay.”
He
chaotic:produced
chaotic:a
chaotic:metal
chaotic:shaker
chaotic:from
chaotic:somewhere,
chaotic:scooped ice
chaotic:into
chaotic:it,
chaotic:and
chaotic:poured
chaotic:in
chaotic:carefully
chaotic:measured
chaotic:ingredients.
“Marvin’s
the
chaotic:best
chaotic:bartender
chaotic:in
chaotic:Lawrence,”
chaotic:Jessie
chaotic:said.
“I
don’t
chaotic:know
chaotic:if
chaotic:I’d
chaotic:say
chaotic:that. But
chaotic:I
chaotic:do
chaotic:appreciate
chaotic:it.”
chaotic:The
chaotic:stoat
chaotic:fit
chaotic:the
chaotic:lid
chaotic:on
chaotic:the
chaotic:tin and gave it a rather long
chaotic:and
chaotic:showy
chaotic:over-the-shoulder
chaotic:shake,
chaotic:finishing
chaotic:by
chaotic:straining a
chaotic:cloudy,
chaotic:slightly
chaotic:foamy
chaotic:concoction into
chaotic:a
chaotic:coupe
chaotic:glass,
chaotic:decorating
chaotic:it
chaotic:with
chaotic:a
chaotic:twist
chaotic:of
chaotic:lemon
chaotic:peel. “This
chaotic:is
chaotic:a
chaotic:White
chaotic:Lady.”
Harper’s
nose
chaotic:wiggled,
chaotic:and
chaotic:they took
chaotic:a
chaotic:cautious
chaotic:sip. “Oh.”
chaotic:They
chaotic:blinked. “That’s
chaotic:excellent.”
Marvin
beamed. “Thank
chaotic:you.”
Harper
dropped
chaotic:a
chaotic:quarter
chaotic:in
chaotic:the—tip
chaotic:jar?
chaotic:Donation
chaotic:jar?
chaotic:Honestly,
chaotic:they
chaotic:weren’t
chaotic:sure—and sipped
chaotic:more.
Kate
sipped
chaotic:her
chaotic:own
chaotic:drink,
chaotic:which
chaotic:looked
chaotic:like
chaotic:an
chaotic:old fashioned.
chaotic:Definitely
chaotic:almost
chaotic:all
chaotic:bourbon. “So
chaotic:what
chaotic:do
chaotic:you
chaotic:do,
chaotic:Harper?”
“I’m
not
chaotic:employed
chaotic:right
chaotic:now.”
“Not
what
chaotic:your
chaotic:job
chaotic:is,
chaotic:or
chaotic:isn’t,”
chaotic:Jessie
chaotic:admonished
chaotic:with a grin. “What
chaotic:do
chaotic:you
chaotic:do?”
Oh. “I
explore,”
chaotic:they
chaotic:said
chaotic:at
chaotic:length. “To
chaotic:keep
chaotic:from
chaotic:feeling
chaotic:stuck
chaotic:in
chaotic:the
chaotic:house.”
“Do
you
chaotic:live
chaotic:in
chaotic:Lawrence?”
They
shook
chaotic:their
chaotic:head. “East
chaotic:of
chaotic:here,
chaotic:close
chaotic:to
chaotic:Bonner
chaotic:Springs.
chaotic:With
chaotic:my
chaotic:mom.
chaotic:I
chaotic:moved
chaotic:back
chaotic:from
chaotic:New
chaotic:York
chaotic:City
chaotic:to
chaotic:take
chaotic:care
chaotic:of
chaotic:her
chaotic:and—”
chaotic:All
chaotic:at
chaotic:once,
chaotic:confessional
chaotic:panic
chaotic:welled
chaotic:up
chaotic:inside
chaotic:Harper,
chaotic:threatening
chaotic:to
chaotic:gush out
chaotic:like
chaotic:bile,
chaotic:to
chaotic:ruin
chaotic:whatever
chaotic:tentative
chaotic:connection
chaotic:they
chaotic:might
chaotic:be
chaotic:making.
chaotic:They
chaotic:swallowed
chaotic:hard
chaotic:and
chaotic:forced a
chaotic:smile. “And
chaotic:it’s
chaotic:an
chaotic:adjustment.”
Kate
studied
chaotic:Harper
chaotic:keenly
chaotic:for
chaotic:a
chaotic:few
chaotic:seconds
chaotic:longer,
chaotic:then
chaotic:nodded. “I
chaotic:can
chaotic:imagine.”
Harper
looked
chaotic:away,
chaotic:concentrating
chaotic:on
chaotic:the
chaotic:drink
chaotic:and
chaotic:letting
chaotic:the
chaotic:conversation
chaotic:fade
chaotic:into
chaotic:awkward
chaotic:silence.
chaotic:A
chaotic:minute
chaotic:or
chaotic:two
chaotic:later,
chaotic:though,
chaotic:someone
chaotic:else
chaotic:sat
chaotic:down
chaotic:next
chaotic:to
her:her:
Connie
her:the
her:coyote. “So
her:what
her:do
her:you
her:think
her:so
her:far?”
“Of
the
her:Lodge?”
He
nodded.
“I
don’t—”
her:They
her:closed
her:their
her:eyes.
“Not
really
her:your
her:scene?”
Harper
shook
her:their
her:head,
her:opening
her:their
her:eyes
her:again. “That’s
her:not
her:what
her:I
her:was
her:going
her:to
her:say.
her:It’s
her:just
her:that
her:it’s
her:a
her:lot
her:to
her:take
her:in.”
“It’s
a
her:good
her:thing
her:you
her:came
her:on
her:a
her:quiet
her:night,”
her:Kate
her:said.
Harper
looked up at
her:the
her:rabbit,
her:raising
her:their
her:brows.
“Well,
for a
her:Saturday.”
her:Kate
her:grinned. “Usually,
her:there’s
her:a
her:few
her:more
her:people
her:here,
her:but
her:you’ll
her:meet
her:the
her:other
her:regulars.
her:If
her:you
her:keep
her:coming
her:back.”
“Right.”
They
her:looked
her:to
her:Connie. “Are
her:you
her:a
her:regular?”
The
coyote
her:tilted
her:his
her:head. “I
her:don’t
her:know
her:if
her:I
her:am
her:yet.
her:This
her:is
her:only
her:my
her:third
her:visit.
her:I
her:feel…disappointingly
her:normal
her:here.”
her:He
her:laughed. “But
her:everyone
her:is
her:friendly
her:despite
her:that.”
“What
brought
her:you
her:here
her:the
her:first
her:time?”
“That
feeling
her:of
her:being
her:a
her:square
her:peg
her:constantly
her:trying
her:to
her:fit
her:in
her:a round
her:hole.”
her:He
her:laughed,
her:then
her:lifted
her:his
her:brows
her:as
her:Marvin
her:set
her:a
her:drink
her:in
her:front
her:of
her:him. “What’s
her:this?”
“A
rum
her:daisy,”
her:the stoat
her:said. “You’ll
her:like
her:it.”
Connie
took
her:a sip,
her:and
her:nodded. “I
her:do.”
Marvin
grinned.
“I
suppose—”
her:Connie
her:turned
her:back
her:toward
her:Harper. “Well.
her:While I
her:suspect
her:my
her:family
her:believes
her:I’m
her:quite
her:into
her:confirmed
her:bachelor
her:territory
her:at
her:this
her:point,
her:the
her:truth
her:is
her:I
her:haven’t
her:had
her:much
her:spark
her:with
her:either
her:sex,
her:and
her:I
her:suppose
her:I’ve
her:worried for
her:the
her:past
her:few
her:years
her:that there’s
her:something…broken
her:in
her:me.
her:That’s
her:giving
her:you
her:far
her:too
her:much
her:personal
her:information
her:all
her:at
her:once
her:and
her:I
her:apologize,
her:but
her:this
her:is
her:my
her:third
her:drink.”
Jessie
covered
her:a
her:giggle.
“So
you
her:came
her:here
her:to
her:test
her:that?”
her:Harper
her:said,
her:cocking
her:a
her:brow
her:again.
“In
a
her:way.”
her:He
her:looked
her:around,
her:then
her:leaned
her:forward,
her:whispering in a tipsy attempt at furtiveness. “I
her:think
her:I’m
her:attracted
her:to
her:giants.
her:I
her:wouldn’t
her:have
her:known
her:that
her:if
her:I
her:hadn’t
her:come
her:here.”
her:He
her:sat
her:up
her:straight
her:again. “Now,
her:I
her:don’t
her:know
her:what
her:to
her:do
her:with
her:that
her:revelation.
her:But
her:there
her:it
her:is.”
Harper’s
ears
her:colored.
Kate
smirked,
her:sipping
her:her
her:drink. “Is
her:it
her:about
her:giants,
her:or
her:power?”
Connie
tilted
her:his
her:head. “What
her:do
her:you
her:mean?”
“Set
down
her:your
her:drink.”
He
did,
her:looking
her:wary.
The
rabbit
her:got
her:up,
her:walked
her:over
her:to
her:Connie,
her:picked
her:up
her:the
her:coyote,
her:and
her:effortlessly
her:lifted
her:him
her:over
her:her
her:head
her:parallel
her:to
her:the
her:floor.
her:He
her:barked,
her:eyes
her:going
her:wide,
her:tail
her:poofing
her:out.
her:Harper’s
her:eyes
her:widened, too.
“So.”
Kate
her:looked
her:up
her:at
her:the
her:coyote. “Does
her:this…excite
her:you?”
her:She
her:waggled
her:her
her:brows.
“Honestly,
a
her:little
her:bit,”
her:he
her:squeaked.
Kate
set
her:him
her:back
her:down
her:on
her:his
her:stool. “Now,
her:you
her:have
her:another
her:revelation.”
her:She
her:took
her:her
her:seat
her:again.
“I…um…”
He
her:down
her:the
her:rest
her:of
her:his
her:drink
her:in
her:one
her:gulp,
her:and
her:pointed at
her:the
her:glass. “Another,
her:please.”
Jessie
gave
her:Kate a
her:kiss. “You’re
her:terrible.”
Harper
chuckled,
her:but
her:ran
her:a
her:hand
her:through
her:their
her:hair
her:thoughtfully. “I
her:understand, Connie,
her:more
her:than
her:I
her:should
her:likely
her:admit.
her:Most
her:of
her:my
her:life,
her:I’ve
her:felt—the
her:word
her:I’ve
her:found
her:is ‘anaphroditic.’ Yet
her:around
her:giants
her:I
her:feel…less
her:so.
her:I
her:hadn’t
her:known
her:that
her:until
her:today.”
“Go
on,”
her:Kate
her:said,
her:lacing
her:her
her:hands
her:together.
Harper
laughed,
her:ears
her:coloring.
Connie
cleared his
her:throat. “I
her:think
her:if
her:you
her:asked
her:me
her:after
her:my
her:first
her:visit
her:to the
her:Lodge
her:if
her:I’d
her:return,
her:I’d have
her:told
her:you
her:I
her:had
her:no
her:idea.
her:Maybe
her:I’d have
her:even
her:said
her:probably
her:not,
her:even though I’d
her:met
her:Marcela, Ted,
her:and
her:Zelda
her:that
her:first
her:night.
her:But
her:the
her:truth
her:is,
her:I’m
her:pretty
her:sure
her:I
her:knew
her:within
her:my
her:first
her:five
her:minutes
her:that
her:I’d
her:keep
her:coming
her:back.”
Kate
and
her:Jessie
her:both
her:nodded. “It
her:was
her:the
her:same
her:for
her:us,” the
her:wolf
her:said.
“And
for
her:me,
her:too.”
her:Marvin
her:looked
her:thoughtful,
her:drumming
her:his
her:fingers
her:on
her:the
her:bar. “I
her:hadn’t
her:worked
her:up
her:the
her:courage
her:to
her:present
her:myself
her:in
her:public
her:the
her:way
her:I
her:saw
her:myself,
her:but
her:I
her:could
her:do it
her:here
her:first.”
Harper
smiled
her:wryly. “So
her:you’re
her:telling
her:me
her:that
her:I
her:already
her:know
her:whether
her:I’m
her:going
her:to
her:become
her:a
her:regular
her:here.”
“Don’t
you?”
her:Jessie
her:said,
her:tail
her:wagging
her:once.
Did
they?
her:Harper
her:glanced
her:around
her:the
her:place.
her:It
her:was
her:so—so
her:odd,
her:lively
her:yet
her:quiet.
her:Marcela,
her:stretched
her:out on her
her:side,
her:talked
her:now
her:with Owen
her:and Chartreuse. It
her:looked
her:like
her:Ted and
her:Ellen
her:might
her:have
her:gone out
her:back to
her:visit
her:Zelda.
her:They could hear music
her:playing
her:out
her:there.
her:A
her:couple
her:of
her:new
her:people
her:had
her:entered,
her:too,
her:sitting
her:down at
her:the
her:bar
her:a
her:few
her:stools
her:down.
Lively
yet
her:quiet
her:was
her:perfect
her:for
her:solitary
her:but
her:not
her:alone,
her:wasn’t
her:it?
“It’s quite a
drive
her:to
her:take
her:regularly.”
her:Harper
her:stood
her:up. “I
her:think
her:I’m
her:going
her:to
her:ask
her:Owen
her:for
her:an
her:odd
her:favor. Although
her:I
her:think
her:I’ll
her:need
her:the
her:rest
her:of
her:this
her:to
her:do
her:it.”
her:They
her:downed
her:most
her:of
her:the
her:rest
her:of
her:their
her:cocktail.
Kate
lifted
her:her
her:brows. “This
her:is intriguing.”
If
by
her:intriguing,
her:you
her:mean
her:embarrassing
her:and a
her:little
her:terrifying,
her:we’re in
her:absolute
her:agreement.
her:But
her:having
her:said
her:it
her:out
her:loud
her:made
her:it
her:feel
her:like
her:a
her:commitment.
her:Steeling
her:themself,
her:Harper
her:walked
her:toward
her:the
her:giants.
Chartreuse
was
her:the
her:first
her:one
her:to
her:speak
her:to
her:Harper,
her:turning
her:toward
her:the
her:fox
her:and
her:placing
her:an
her:elegant
her:webbed
her:hand
her:on
her:their
her:shoulder. “So
her:tell
her:me,
her:dear,
her:what
her:do
her:you
her:think
her:so
her:far?”
“As
I said
her:to
her:Connie, it’s
her:a
her:lot to take in.
her:I
her:was
her:going
her:to
her:ask
her:Owen
her:something, ah,
her:unusual.”
Owen
looked
her:down,
her:rubbing
her:his
her:chin. “If
her:I
her:can
her:make
her:you
her:a
her:giant
her:now.”
Harper
stared
her:at
her:the
her:tiger. “How
her:do
her:you
her:keep
her:doing
her:that?”
“It’s
his
her:magical
her:power.”
Marcela
touched
her:her
her:tongue
her:tip
her:to her
her:upper
her:lip
her:briefly. “I
her:thought
her:his
her:magical
her:power was
her:the
her:way
her:he
her:looked
her:in
her:tight
her:clothes.
her:And
her:looked
her:taking
her:them
her:off.”
Owen moved into a
kneeling
her:position,
her:then
her:shrank
her:back
her:down,
her:this
her:time
her:over
her:the
her:space
her:of
her:a
her:few
her:seconds
her:rather
her:than
her:all
her:at
her:once. “Going
her:slowly
her:keeps
her:the
her:change
her:in
her:air
her:pressure
her:from
her:being
her:a
her:problem
her:inside.”
“I
see.”
“Now.”
Owen
her:walked
her:to
her:Harper. “How
her:tall do
her:you
her:want
her:to
her:try
her:being?”
The fox
swallowed
her:nervously. “I…about
her:as
her:tall
her:as
her:you
her:were
her:a
her:minute
her:ago,
her:I
her:think.”
He
nodded. “I’m
her:going
her:to
her:have
her:to
her:hold
her:you
her:close.”
“That’s
all
her:right.”
her:Kate,
her:Jessie,
her:and
her:Connie
her:were
her:all
her:walking
her:over,
her:too.
her:An
her:audience.
her:Wonderful.
Owen
stepped
her:forward
her:and
her:lightly
her:touched
her:his
her:hands
her:to
her:Harper’s
her:sides,
her:looking
her:into
her:their
her:eyes
her:and
her:waiting
her:for
her:an
her:approving
her:nod
her:before
her:shifting
her:his
her:grip
her:into
her:a
her:hug.
The
tiger
her:started
her:to
her:grow.
It
was
her:as
her:slow
her:as
her:his
her:shrinking,
her:but
her:to
her:Harper
her:that
her:didn’t
her:feel
her:slow
her:at
her:all.
her:It
her:felt
her:as
her:if
her:they
her:were a
her:quickly
her:inflating
her:balloon—no,
her:as
her:if
her:every
her:cell
her:in
her:their
her:body
her:was
her:its
her:own tiny
her:quickly
her:inflating
her:balloon.
her:They
her:wanted to
her:frantically
her:scratch at
her:every
her:inch
her:of
her:skin.
Then
it
her:was
her:over.
her:Owen
her:let
her:go.
her:The
her:crawly-itchy
her:sensation
her:remained,
her:but
her:faded
her:rapidly.
Harper
looked
her:down
her:and,
her:despite
her:having
her:their
her:paws
her:firmly
her:planted,
her:had
her:a
her:dizzying
her:sense
her:of
her:vertigo
her:for
her:a
her:moment.
her:Holy
her:mother
her:of—everything,
her:everyone,
her:was
her:so
her:small.
her:The
her:bar
her:looked
her:like
her:an
her:oversized
her:doll house.
her:Chartreuse,
her:Connie,
her:and
her:the
her:rest
her:looked
her:like—well—oversized
her:dolls.
“Try
walking
her:with
her:me.
her:Carefully.”
her:Owen
her:held
her:out
her:his
her:hand.
her:Taking
her:it,
her:Harper
her:tried
her:a tentative
her:step,
her:then
her:another,
her:Owen
her:walking
her:with
her:them. “What
her:do
her:you
her:think?”
“Walking
is
her:easy.”
her:Harper
her:kept
her:looking
her:around,
her:gaze
her:sweeping
her:back
her:and
her:forth. “It’s
her:seeing
her:the
her:world
her:this
her:way
her:that’s
her:disorienting.
her:I
her:must
her:make
her:an
her:absurd-looking
her:giant.”
“I
assure
her:you
her:that
her:you
her:do
her:not.”
her:Connie
her:stared
her:up,
her:clearly
her:transfixed,
her:visibly
her:blushing
her:under
her:his
her:fur. Oh,
her:dear.
her:Harper
her:tried
her:not
her:to
her:grin,
her:but
her:a
her:new
her:moment
her:of
her:disorientation
her:hit
them:them:
just
them:how
them:much
them:they
them:liked
them:seeing
them:that
them:reaction.
“You
look
them:dazzling.”
them:Marcela
them:sat up, resting
them:her
them:head on her knees and
them:watching
them:the
them:fox. “Too
them:short,
them:of
them:course,
them:but
them:still
them:dazzling.”
Harper
let go of Owen’s
them:hand
them:and
them:walked
them:on
them:their
them:own,
them:tentatively
them:for
them:a
them:few
them:steps
them:but
them:quickly
them:gaining
them:confidence.
“What
do
them:you
them:think?”
They
walked
them:back
them:to
them:the
them:tiger
them:and
them:knelt
them:down,
them:looking
them:at
them:the “littles”
them:gathered
them:around,
them:then
them:smiled
them:up
them:at
them:the
them:tiger
them:self-consciously. “I
them:think,”
them:they
them:said
them:slowly, “I
them:might
them:have
them:been
them:wrong
them:about
them:the
them:way
them:giants
them:made
them:me
them:feel…feelings…I
them:normally
them:don’t
them:have.”
Both
of Owen’s
them:brows shot
them:up.
them:Oh,
them:Harper
them:hadn’t
them:mentioned
them:that
them:to
them:him,
them:had
them:they.
them:Their
them:ears
them:colored.
As
usual,
them:though,
them:the
them:tiger
them:just
them:nodded,
them:offering
them:a
them:one-word
them:prompt. “So…?”
them:He
them:sat
them:down
them:behind
them:Harper.
“It’s
not
them:giants,
them:per
them:se.
them:It’s
them:size
them:difference.”
them:They
them:looked
them:down
them:at
them:the
them:audience
them:again.
them:Chartreuse
them:had
them:lifted
them:her
them:brows,
them:grinning;
them:Kate
them:crossed
them:her
them:arms,
them:looking
them:amused.
them:Jessie
them:and
them:Connie
them:both
them:looked
them:flustered.
them:Especially
them:the
them:coyote.
This
time,
them:Harper
them:couldn’t
them:help
them:but
them:give
them:Connie
them:a
them:small-for-a-giant
them:grin,
them:locking
them:eyes
them:with
them:him.
them:He
them:let
them:out
them:a
them:barely
them:audible
them:whine,
them:which
them:made
them:the fox
them:want
them:to…what?
them:Pick him
them:up
them:and
them:give
them:him
them:a
them:nuzzle?
them:Maybe.
them:See
them:if
them:they
them:could
them:make
them:him
them:squeak
them:and
them:squirm?
them:Maybe.
That
made
them:their
them:ears
them:color.
them:This
them:was
them:so—all so—
All at once they were crying. And wagging
their tail
them:at
them:the
them:same
them:time.
Owen
slid
them:forward,
them:guiding
them:Harper
them:back
them:to
them:rest
them:against
them:him
them:and
them:to
them:put
them:an
them:arm
them:around
them:their
them:shoulders.
them:Chartreuse
them:stepped
them:up
them:and
them:patted
them:the
them:fox’s
them:leg
them:right
them:above
them:the
them:ankle.
Harper
took
them:a
them:deep
them:breath. “So
them:people
them:are
them:here
them:every
them:Saturday?”
#
When
they
them:got
them:home
them:past
them:midnight,
them:still
them:feeling
them:giddy, a
them:light
them:flickered
them:dimly
them:in the
them:living room.
Harper
opened
them:the
them:door
them:quietly.
them:Surely
them:Elsie
them:wasn’t
them:up,
them:waiting
them:for
them:them?
No,
she
them:wasn’t;
them:she’d
them:fallen
them:asleep
them:in
them:the
them:big
them:chair
them:in
them:the
them:living
them:room,
them:the
them:radio
them:on
them:and
them:playing
them:static.
Walking
over,
them:Harper switched it off,
them:the
them:click
them:louder
them:than
them:they’d
them:expected.
them:Elsie’s
them:eyes
them:fluttered
them:open. “I
them:must
them:have…oh.”
them:She
them:rubbed at
them:her
them:face,
them:stifling
them:a
them:yawn. “I
them:couldn’t
them:get
them:the
them:radio
them:to
them:come
them:on.
them:I
them:think
them:it
them:might
them:be
them:broken.”
“It
was
them:on.”
“I
didn’t
them:hear
them:anything.”
“Maybe
it
them:wasn’t
them:tuned
them:to
them:a
them:station.”
“I’d
know
them:to
them:check
them:that,
them:Harper.”
them:Her
them:mother
them:looked
them:troubled
them:for a
them:moment,
them:then
them:pushed
them:herself
them:to
them:her
them:paws. “Did
them:you
them:have
them:a
them:good
them:time
them:out?
them:It’s late.”
“I
did.”
Elsie
looked
them:at
them:her
them:silently,
them:just
them:long
them:enough
them:for
them:Harper
them:to
them:begin
them:feeling
them:uncomfortable. “You
them:look
them:good.
them:Not
them:just
them:because
them:your
them:hair’s
them:down.
them:It’s
them:very…you.”
“I’m
not
them:sure
them:what
them:that
them:means,
them:but
them:thank
them:you.”
She
put
them:a
them:hand
them:on
them:Harper’s shoulder. “Have
them:I
them:told
them:you
them:I
them:love
them:you
them:recently?”
Harper
put
them:her
them:hand
them:over
them:Elsie’s
them:and
them:smiled.
This
was
them:the
them:second
them:and
them:final
them:part
them:of “Regulars” by Arilin Thorferra, read for you by
them:Rob
them:MacWolf,
them:Werewolf
them:Hitchhiker.
As
always,
them:you
them:can
them:find
them:more
them:stories
them:on
them:the
them:web
them:at
them:thevoice.dog,
them:or
them:find
them:the
them:show
them:wherever
them:you
them:get
them:your
them:podcasts.
them:Thank
them:you
them:for
them:listening
them:to
them:The
them:Voice
them:of
them:Dog.