If you are seeking encouragement, wisdom, and positivity, then this episode delivers! Brian Perry is a singer/songwriter, clarity coach, copywriter, author, speaker, and amazing person. Enjoy his conversation with host, Juliana Finch, about navigating the creative process, finding joy, and measuring success.
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BRIAN PERRY: Singer/Songwriter, Clarity Coach, Copywriter, Author, and Speaker (and that guy who writes on the back of his car!)
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Juliana Finch:Hey soap boxers.
Juliana Finch:It's Juliana.
Juliana Finch:Today, I'm bringing you a conversation with singer songwriter, story, coach
Juliana Finch:copywriter, author speaker, that guy who writes on his car, Brian Perry.
Juliana Finch:Brian Perry and I have known each other for about a decade now, which feels
Juliana Finch:a little surreal to say, because it does feel a little bit like yesterday.
Juliana Finch:He's an amazing person and so wise and so positive.
Juliana Finch:Every time I talk to Brian, I feel better for having done so, and I hope you'll feel
Juliana Finch:the same way for having listened to him.
Juliana Finch:You can find him online at yes brian Perry.
Juliana Finch:That's on all the platforms at yes brian Perry and I hope you will
Juliana Finch:get a lot out of this episode.
Juliana Finch:I certainly did just by having a conversation with him.
Juliana Finch:So enjoy.
Juliana Finch:Brian Perry, welcome to the podcast.
Juliana Finch:I'm so glad you're here.
Brian Perry:Thank you.
Brian Perry:I'm so grateful to be here . Before we get started, wanna tell you
Brian Perry:something funny, like a year or so.
Brian Perry:Maybe a back.
Brian Perry:I stumbled upon like auto play on my podcast app.
Brian Perry:It played something from Artist Soapbox.
Brian Perry:Oh, wow.
Brian Perry:And, and at that time, wouldn't allow me to see my listening history.
Brian Perry:This was by listening to through apple podcast.
Brian Perry:And I couldn't find it.
Brian Perry:I was like, that was really cool.
Brian Perry:I wanna know more and I could never find it.
Brian Perry:And then you, when you reached out about this, when I looked it up, I
Brian Perry:went, this is what I'm looking for.
Brian Perry:So
Juliana Finch:you found us the universe's algorithm worked in your favor.
Juliana Finch:Indeed.
Juliana Finch:Yeah.
Juliana Finch:Artist soapbox has been a lot of fun.
Juliana Finch:I've done a few audio drama things with them and a couple
Juliana Finch:interviews myself back in the day.
Juliana Finch:And, and now we're moving in this fun, new direction where we get to
Juliana Finch:have a whole team of podcast hosts talking about stuff that we care.
Juliana Finch:I love it.
Juliana Finch:I love
Brian Perry:it.
Brian Perry:The diverse projects and such you're involved with my friend.
Juliana Finch:Great.
Juliana Finch:So you and I have known each other for a long time, and we've
Juliana Finch:had these conversations about the creative process, just personally
Juliana Finch:on the phone a bunch of times.
Juliana Finch:And so I'm excited to be able to have one of those Brian and Juliana conversations.
Juliana Finch:You know, in a place where other people will get to hear it.
Juliana Finch:Me too.
Juliana Finch:And I know you primarily from being a songwriter since we're
Juliana Finch:both songwriters, but you've also got a lot of other stuff going on.
Juliana Finch:You've been a coach, you've been a public speaker, motivational
Juliana Finch:speaker, you've, you're an author.
Juliana Finch:What do you have going on right now?
Juliana Finch:What's happening in your world?
Brian Perry:You know, what's happening right now is really an integration of all
Brian Perry:that I think for too long, I've kind of seen my artistic creative hats, siloed
Brian Perry:them out from the rest of my world.
Brian Perry:You know, I have.
Brian Perry:My day job stuff, and my night job stuff in the last, really over the
Brian Perry:course of the pandemic, I've been recognizing the through line of what
Brian Perry:I do, which for me really revolves around story and calling people more
Brian Perry:deeply into living and experiencing the story they wanna live in their lives.
Brian Perry:So what I'm really engaged in right now is integrating all the things that I do.
Brian Perry:Because boy that all plays out functionally is I, I do
Brian Perry:that as a singer songwriter.
Brian Perry:I do that as a story coach, as a copywriter, as an author, as a speaker.
Brian Perry:And so, yeah, so I'm kind of liberating myself to live a
Brian Perry:more cohesive creative life.
Brian Perry:And what that looks like right now, pragmatically is I'm in
Brian Perry:the midst of rebranding and relaunching my reintroducing
Brian Perry:myself to the world digitally.
Juliana Finch:I love the idea of reintroducing yourself to the world
Juliana Finch:when you're doing something new.
Juliana Finch:That's really cool.
Juliana Finch:I like.
Brian Perry:It feels, it feels good.
Brian Perry:It feels like a fresh start.
Brian Perry:It feels like.
Brian Perry:I mean, I think we're all coming outta, coming to wherever this new
Brian Perry:phase of the pandemic is and looking in our closets and going, Ugh, I don't
Brian Perry:like any of these clothes anymore.
Brian Perry:And I sort of feel that metaphorically in my own broader life as I step
Brian Perry:out in the world, like, yeah, no, none, this, none of this fits me.
Brian Perry:I need to put on different digital clothes and reintroduce myself.
Brian Perry:So yeah,
Juliana Finch:totally.
Juliana Finch:Well, let's get into it.
Juliana Finch:I use this podcast to talk about writer's block and creative blocks.
Juliana Finch:Has that happened for you sometime in the recent past?
Juliana Finch:What was that like for you?
Brian Perry:Oh, so absolutely it's happened in the way it tends to
Brian Perry:happen is it tends to surprise me.
Brian Perry:I'll just suddenly start to feel really heavy and I'll, and, and in that I'll.
Brian Perry:I get restless and heavy and just kind of don't feel good in my own
Brian Perry:skin and I'll notice, wow, I haven't written anything in a long time.
Brian Perry:And that so rapidly turns into a story about how I'm never gonna write again.
Brian Perry:I mean, it just spirals, but I think where creatives run into trouble,
Brian Perry:particularly songwriters or, or storytellers, people that self identify
Brian Perry:as storytellers in whatever medium is that we're good at telling stories.
Brian Perry:And, and so the moment that I go, oh my gosh, I haven't written a song in
Brian Perry:whatever the date I'm imposing on myself.
Brian Perry:I don't just leave it there and kind of observe that, you
Brian Perry:know, objectively, immediately assign meaning and story to it.
Brian Perry:And that's, that's a, it doesn't serve me.
Brian Perry:It tends to, it tends to, to entrench me in the notion rather
Brian Perry:than showing me a way through.
Brian Perry:Used to say, when I was coming out of, um, my divorce, I, I used to
Brian Perry:say I'm clear about three things.
Brian Perry:I don't know the plan.
Brian Perry:I don't know what shit means.
Brian Perry:And I get myself in trouble when I pretend either one and I feel that to
Brian Perry:be really true with my creativity, there tends to be a bit of an outcomes razor
Brian Perry:moment in my own head around the stories I tell when I hit writer's block moment.
Brian Perry:where, you know, what's, if I weigh these two theories, one that I'm never
Brian Perry:gonna write again, because I haven't written in six weeks or two months or
Brian Perry:six months or two, I've been writing for, you know, whatever 25 years or so.
Brian Perry:And I have a, I have a long history of being a writer and
Brian Perry:sometimes that means not writing, which of those stories is true.
Brian Perry:you know, the simple, the simpler one, which is, Hey,
Brian Perry:I've been writing a long time.
Brian Perry:This happens.
Brian Perry:So.
Brian Perry:is the more true, but it doesn't feel that way.
Brian Perry:And it doesn't feel that way because it's when I feel most like
Brian Perry:me when I, when you're writing.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:That's I think that's really the bottom line is that, is that it's,
Brian Perry:it's not that I'm afraid that I'm never gonna write it's I'm afraid.
Brian Perry:I'm never gonna feel like me.
Brian Perry:I'm never gonna understand why I'm on this planet again.
Juliana Finch:Gosh, I think that's so true because we, so much of our
Juliana Finch:identities gets wrapped up in our.
Juliana Finch:Yes.
Juliana Finch:And that's, you know, pretty unusual for, there are certainly other, other
Juliana Finch:jobs, other professions that have that.
Juliana Finch:But I think artists, especially, we put so much of ourselves into the work that
Juliana Finch:it's very hard to feel like if you're not doing the work you're losing yourself.
Brian Perry:Yes, exactly.
Brian Perry:There's so many ways that happens on your artistic journey.
Brian Perry:Certainly professionally, you feel like you start to lose yourself if you're.
Brian Perry:Achieving certain goals and certain thresholds.
Brian Perry:I, yeah, I went through this a while back as you know, well, it's still
Brian Perry:going through it in many ways because I've ran in some health challenges
Brian Perry:around my voice that prevented me from performing in the way that I wanted to.
Brian Perry:And, and in many ways, writing in the way I wanted to, I couldn't count on my
Brian Perry:instrument and yeah, it felt writer's block for me comes on issues like that.
Brian Perry:Come on, like identity.
Brian Perry:I mean it's it's and that's not to be dramatic.
Brian Perry:It feels like identity theft now, because it doesn't honestly the,
Brian Perry:the, the highs and lows of success in any profession, they come and
Brian Perry:go, well, whoever your iconic artist is, everybody rides a rollercoaster
Brian Perry:there, but it always, fundamentally for me, comes back to the experience
Brian Perry:of sitting in my room, writing a song.
Brian Perry:It just it's every time blows me away.
Brian Perry:And when it's not there, I just, I lose
Juliana Finch:me.
Juliana Finch:Yeah.
Juliana Finch:It sounds like you have a good way of telling yourself to look
Juliana Finch:at the real history, to look at the actual legacy of 20.
Juliana Finch:So something years of writing, instead of the story that you're making up in
Juliana Finch:your head, which I think is a great tool for people to use, what else helps
Juliana Finch:you when you feel like, cuz for me, I feel like when I'm in it, I don't
Juliana Finch:necessarily know when it's gonna be over, but there comes a time when I'm
Juliana Finch:feeling like it's starting to end.
Juliana Finch:Right.
Juliana Finch:Doesn't just suddenly end for me.
Juliana Finch:What helps you.
Juliana Finch:To get to that place and to, and to feel hopeful around the process.
Juliana Finch:Again, you know,
Brian Perry:there's a few things that pop up for me immediately.
Brian Perry:When you say that I have, I, I have a journey around mental health things like,
Brian Perry:uh, depression and anxiety and, and such.
Brian Perry:And one of the things that my nearest and dearest, including you will say, if I'm
Brian Perry:in a dark chapter in some form or another, we always say to each other, it will lift.
Brian Perry:Just remember that part.
Brian Perry:It will lift.
Brian Perry:I don't know how, I don't know when, but it will.
Brian Perry:I kinda remind myself that when it comes to writer's block, but I also,
Brian Perry:I'm getting in a better habit of learning to stop demonizing discomfort.
Brian Perry:Ooh, too often we treat discomfort.
Brian Perry:Like it's our enemy in areas that we hold precious, writing being one of them.
Brian Perry:in a way that we don't do the same demonizing.
Brian Perry:Like you don't go to the gym, have a killer workout, wake up sore the next
Brian Perry:day and think, oh no, it's not working.
Brian Perry:You think it is working
Juliana Finch:right?
Juliana Finch:Oh yeah.
Juliana Finch:And similarly, like the gym, there's a difference between like a soreness from
Juliana Finch:using that muscle versus like an injury.
Juliana Finch:Exactly.
Juliana Finch:Those are different, different feelings.
Brian Perry:Exactly.
Brian Perry:And I, I think so.
Brian Perry:I think that the more I'm able to stop demonizing the discomfort of that moment.
Brian Perry:Hey, I'm not writing.
Brian Perry:It's not working.
Brian Perry:It's not happening right now.
Brian Perry:The more I'm able to listen to it.
Brian Perry:There's a, uh, as you know, my most recent book was the myth of
Brian Perry:certainty and other great news.
Brian Perry:And it was really me trying to figure out how to embrace life, knowing
Brian Perry:that there wasn't ever gonna be some lottery ticket arrival after
Brian Perry:which everything was gonna be okay.
Brian Perry:That, but that's not coming.
Brian Perry:That's not a real thing.
Brian Perry:So what does that look like?
Brian Perry:And there's two things that came up that have emerged for.
Brian Perry:As sort of anchor bits of wisdom since then.
Brian Perry:And that is this notion from Epictetus, Greek stoic philosopher, which I'll the
Brian Perry:bumper sticker version of his wisdom is we're not disturbed by things,
Brian Perry:but by the view we take of them.
Brian Perry:It's not the thing itself, but the view I'm taking of it.
Brian Perry:Okay.
Brian Perry:Well, that's interesting.
Brian Perry:So this discomfort, this, this fallow period, I'm not traumatized
Brian Perry:by it because it's happening.
Brian Perry:It's because of what I'm deciding about.
Brian Perry:That's the story piece and the others from a different philosopher from
Brian Perry:the 20th century, Jerry Seinfeld
Brian Perry:Um, and, and he was an episode of comedians and cars getting coffee.
Brian Perry:He was talking with Trevor Noah about pain, like ouch pain.
Brian Perry:And he said, I've come to the conclusion that pain is knowledge rushing into
Brian Perry:fill a gap, stub your toe knowledge.
Brian Perry:There's a table there, and you're not paying attention to where you.
Brian Perry:So when I take those two pieces of information and I go, okay, I'm really
Brian Perry:uncomfortable in this moment because I'm, I'm not having that creative outlet.
Brian Perry:That brings me such joy.
Brian Perry:And, and if I greet that and decide, okay, well I'm is discomfort.
Brian Perry:That's a fact is discomfort.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:Um, what do I do with it?
Brian Perry:Pain is knowledge rushing into feel like, yeah.
Brian Perry:Okay.
Brian Perry:What is it telling me?
Brian Perry:And that's when I, speaking of the gym, sort of get to the gym,
Brian Perry:metaphorically speaking very often.
Brian Perry:It's telling me that I'm not doing things.
Brian Perry:To cultivate, I've gotten, you know, you know, Chuck cannon, right?
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Juliana Finch:I did a workshop with him a long time ago.
Brian Perry:Oh, did you?
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:And you know, he used to sail this a lot on it.
Brian Perry:Probably still does on six man cruises and has a number of big hits in
Brian Perry:the country, music world and such.
Brian Perry:And on one of those cruises, I, I grabbed, I grabbed Chuck and, and.
Brian Perry:I sailed with him a number of times, but I never really talked with him, was a
Brian Perry:little bit intimidated by him and I, on the way out of the office there on ship,
Brian Perry:I went, Hey, Chuck, let me grab him.
Brian Perry:And if you don't mind that you don't notice about me, but I'm
Brian Perry:actually a singer songwriter.
Brian Perry:And I was curious, what do you do when it comes to writer's block?
Brian Perry:Cause I'm not writing the way at that point.
Brian Perry:I was not writing well, and I was, I was just really unsatisfied
Brian Perry:with what was coming out and he's, and he looked at me hesitation.
Brian Perry:He said he don't believe in writers' lives.
Brian Perry:No such thing.
Brian Perry:As writers, blog, just lazy writers.
Brian Perry:He was right.
Brian Perry:I have come to learn.
Brian Perry:It's a misinterpretation of what the discomfort is telling me.
Brian Perry:The discomfort is telling me it's time to shift into a different relationship.
Brian Perry:I've read an issue of the performing songwriter magazine many years ago,
Brian Perry:a similar take guy saying, well, I don't believe in writer's block.
Brian Perry:I believe that I have input periods and output periods.
Brian Perry:Yeah, exactly.
Brian Perry:And, and when it's an output period, it's incumbent upon me to listen
Brian Perry:carefully and set everything aside, you know, be ready to receive
Brian Perry:when, when it wants to come out.
Brian Perry:And when it's an input period, it's incumbent upon me to, to do the.
Brian Perry:Which is turns out joyful because the work for me, anyhow, looks like
Brian Perry:reading things that inspire me, listening to things that inspire
Brian Perry:me, watching things that inspire me.
Brian Perry:I don't mean inspire me to write.
Brian Perry:I mean, just inspire me that ECHA me.
Brian Perry:That caused me to feel something, to create creating quiet so that I'm become
Brian Perry:a better listener when ideas do arrive.
Brian Perry:And just, there is an element of trust in that in just showing.
Brian Perry:To the cultivation, but I think there's also an element of honoring,
Brian Perry:um, there's for me, Elizabeth Gilbert talked and her Ted talk about there's
Brian Perry:essentially, you don't have to like that.
Brian Perry:I feel this way, but there's some kind there's magic at foot in
Brian Perry:creativity, straight up magic.
Brian Perry:Woo, woo.
Brian Perry:Magic.
Brian Perry:Up and about happening there.
Brian Perry:You know, however Nashville wants to try to systematize it.
Brian Perry:There's an element of magic.
Brian Perry:That's.
Brian Perry:and I think part of my responsibility, having been given what feels to me like
Brian Perry:a really sacred gift of being able to create whether, whether anybody else
Brian Perry:likes it or not, it's irrelevant.
Brian Perry:Somehow I get to write song.
Brian Perry:That's freaking amazing.
Brian Perry:That blows my mind.
Brian Perry:And so I, I love the notion that my job and this relationship is to prepare
Juliana Finch:the way.
Juliana Finch:. Yeah.
Juliana Finch:And some, sometimes that preparation means, you know, remove the things
Juliana Finch:that are distracting you from the time to write that you want to have,
Juliana Finch:because it is an output period.
Juliana Finch:It's time to do it.
Juliana Finch:Yeah.
Juliana Finch:Or, and sometimes it means, like you said, sit back and listen, stop beating
Juliana Finch:yourself up about not writing because what you're supposed to be doing is listening
Juliana Finch:so that you have something to say.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:Exactly.
Brian Perry:That period of listening, it feels like my job is to just fill myself with.
Brian Perry:like, so to, to, to deepen the colors that I have available to my
Brian Perry:brush so that when the muse strikes again, have new colors to offer.
Brian Perry:Um, if that makes sense.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Juliana Finch:And I love that you're using a visual metaphor,
Juliana Finch:cuz for me when I'm needing some inspiration, one of the things I
Juliana Finch:love to do is go to an art museum.
Juliana Finch:Because it's not my medium, you know, it's not my art form, but it's really
Juliana Finch:inspiring and, and seeing a great film or going to listen to music.
Juliana Finch:That's not your genre of music can really sort of open things up.
Juliana Finch:I think absolutely.
Juliana Finch:When you're stuck.
Juliana Finch:Absolutely.
Brian Perry:I, I couldn't agree more.
Brian Perry:I, you know, I also have a, I have a daily practice is something I took
Brian Perry:from the, uh, uh, new thought author, Eckhart Tolle I have a daily practice
Brian Perry:of just setting aside a few minutes.
Brian Perry:To look to just sit in a space and notice things, same way you
Brian Perry:would in an art gallery where you're just drinking in an image.
Brian Perry:Well, we're surrounded by art all the time fundamentally.
Brian Perry:And I just take the time to notice the lines and things, or to notice
Brian Perry:the way the light hits something.
Brian Perry:I am filling my brain with imagery.
Brian Perry:I'm filling my brain with perspective and so much of, I think what we do
Brian Perry:as artist, regardless of your medium.
Brian Perry:Is that we are directing the emotional eye to something.
Brian Perry:We want you to notice an aspect of, of something I've I've often said
Brian Perry:that I feel like part of my job as a songwriter is I'm essentially an
Brian Perry:emotional journalist, you know, taking careful notes on what it is to be human.
Brian Perry:And that involves noticing.
Brian Perry:Colors textures emotions.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:And, and like you and I were talking about, I, I, one of the things that's
Brian Perry:been a huge blessing for me during this, during the pandemic is how much
Brian Perry:of the songwriting world, how much the artistic world in general, like
Brian Perry:everything else has moved online.
Brian Perry:And for me, for a lot of reasons, not the least of which is some while I can, I love
Brian Perry:being on a stage also wildly introverted and, uh, and inclined to being a, her.
Brian Perry:The, the ability to connect with other artists online has been amazing.
Brian Perry:One of the groups that I've gotten involved with during this time is a
Brian Perry:result of a workshop that I saw Bonnie, a songwriter astonishing, just human offer.
Brian Perry:She introduced to this group called thinking outside the pulled up website.
Brian Perry:Before I got this call.
Brian Perry:Cause the gospel of thinking outside the blocks dot.
Brian Perry:Yeah,
Juliana Finch:we can put that in the show notes too, for great
Juliana Finch:to might wanna check it out.
Juliana Finch:They're
Brian Perry:Beste are the two astonishing talents and professionals.
Brian Perry:Who've put that to community together and it's essentially community
Brian Perry:of songwriters specifically, but I get exposed to that community.
Brian Perry:We do a lot of like writing to prompts and just continue to develop in our craft,
Brian Perry:studying different elements of the craft.
Brian Perry:These are all things you do when you're not writing or when you.
Brian Perry:But again, they're creating, they're telling the muse I am here for this.
Brian Perry:I am not just here to keep writing the same song I wrote 10 years ago.
Juliana Finch:Thank you.
Juliana Finch:And they have, they have time constraints too, right?
Juliana Finch:Yeah.
Brian Perry:So, yeah.
Brian Perry:So like when we do for one of the consistent challenges, we,
Brian Perry:we do classes every Saturday.
Brian Perry:We have prompts throughout the week and conversations
Brian Perry:throughout the week that go on.
Brian Perry:But once a month we do what they call blockbuster challenge, the air quotes, but
Brian Perry:you can't see them and, and they'll give you on a Thursday, they give you a prompt.
Brian Perry:And a restriction like, like this past week or so ago, we did the
Brian Perry:prompt was winning and losing right.
Brian Perry:About something about that.
Brian Perry:And the restriction was something about using intervals, deciding
Brian Perry:on an interval you're gonna use.
Brian Perry:And it was interesting cause it was kinda like backing in starting with the
Brian Perry:music and then backing into the lyrics.
Brian Perry:Doesn't matter all that's, I'm getting, going down the rabbit hole a little
Brian Perry:bit, but yes, we have a restriction.
Brian Perry:The idea is here's your prompt Thursday afternoon.
Brian Perry:By the next Thursday, you need to submit.
Brian Perry:To the group, a fully recorded and written song go, it doesn't have to be good.
Brian Perry:Just have to be written.
Brian Perry:And what that's helped me to do is a it's gotten me exposed
Brian Perry:to a ton of different sounds.
Brian Perry:Cause I'm just a focus singer.
Brian Perry:I read a I've read songs on a acoustic guitar and I I've, I've never really
Brian Perry:branched out into production or, or, uh, rich arrangements or anything.
Brian Perry:I bring other people in for that.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:You know, I think what I do is I, I do other things as you know, with
Brian Perry:the speaking and other things that I.
Brian Perry:I think that's where I get that itch scratched, but all those
Brian Perry:different sounds I get exposed to through the group, the restriction
Brian Perry:itself, it grows me all the time and expands my sense of what's possible.
Brian Perry:But here's the important thing that I've learned.
Brian Perry:It's made me so much less precious.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:And, and I didn't realize that my preciousness was getting
Brian Perry:in the way of my process.
Juliana Finch:Um, yeah, that was one of the big things I took from, I spent
Juliana Finch:a little bit of time in Nashville years ago and just do doing these co-writing
Juliana Finch:meetings where it's, you know, four people in a room trying to write a country song.
Juliana Finch:And one of the things I really learned from them was like, just know whether
Juliana Finch:it's serving the song or not, and let it go if it's not working and it's okay.
Juliana Finch:It doesn't, it's not the last idea you'll ever have.
Brian Perry:Exactly.
Brian Perry:That's exactly right.
Brian Perry:When I was touring full time, I literally would.
Brian Perry:Every time I drive through Nashville would roll down the window
Brian Perry:and give it the middle finger.
Brian Perry:And I just, I just felt like it was like the evil empire.
Brian Perry:And then years later I was blessed to be invited to a songwriting camp up there.
Brian Perry:Beth Nielson Chapman, or actually go ahead and just offer her
Brian Perry:name as by way of gratitude.
Brian Perry:Who's a very talented hit writer.
Brian Perry:She wrote this kiss for faith hill mm-hmm and she invited me to the songwriting camp
Brian Perry:after I wrote her a letter after Katrina I'm back in new Orleans and anyway, went
Brian Perry:up there and she really encouraged me to get involved writing in Nashville.
Brian Perry:And I had this aha moment.
Brian Perry:I went, oh, right.
Brian Perry:I can learn to write in different ways and it doesn't have to compromise what I do.
Brian Perry:It's just another tool I get in my tool set.
Brian Perry:After that camp, I started going up there once a month.
Brian Perry:I'd spend a week up.
Brian Perry:Like you're saying take like three or four writing appointments a day.
Brian Perry:And, and that was so again, healing in terms of going, oh, right.
Brian Perry:The way this works is you write songs and that's how you
Brian Perry:become better at writing songs.
Brian Perry:what a concept.
Brian Perry:Right?
Brian Perry:And the way you do that is you, you know, in Nashville in a
Brian Perry:way, is you walk into a room.
Brian Perry:What do you got?
Brian Perry:I used to love the conversation we walk in.
Brian Perry:So what are we doing?
Brian Perry:Are we killing somebody?
Brian Perry:Are they falling in love?
Brian Perry:What are they doing?
Brian Perry:What's happening?
Brian Perry:, you know, Again, all that helped me become less precious and brought
Brian Perry:me back to, or brings me back to one of the things that I love most
Brian Perry:about being able to do this craft.
Brian Perry:And that is, you know, you and I have both done.
Brian Perry:You still do acting, we've both done other creative endeavors that work
Brian Perry:a little bit different than music.
Brian Perry:For me.
Brian Perry:The goal with music has always been, Hey, if you really
Brian Perry:become wildly successful, yes.
Brian Perry:You get to perform and be on amazing stages and all that.
Brian Perry:But basically you get to get to write for a.
Brian Perry:You get to write songs for a living in, in our industry.
Brian Perry:The beauty of that is the way you get the opportunity to do
Brian Perry:that is by writing better songs.
Brian Perry:And the way you do that is by writing song.
Brian Perry:so, so I get to do the thing that if I'm wildly successful is what
Brian Perry:I'm doing, the thing to get to do.
Juliana Finch:Right.
Juliana Finch:You're already doing it.
Juliana Finch:Like the measure of success is not the thing that determines
Juliana Finch:whether you're a songwriter or not.
Juliana Finch:It's that's right.
Juliana Finch:Whether you're writing songs or not.
Brian Perry:That's right.
Brian Perry:And that continues to be the thing that brings me the most joy.
Brian Perry:Now we'll say I remember Amy Ray for any girl she years ago in an interview
Brian Perry:was being asked about writer, blah.
Brian Perry:And she was also sort of defying the notion.
Brian Perry:and saying that becomes really important to let yourself write
Brian Perry:crappy song and because the crappy songs get you to the good songs.
Brian Perry:And I can tell you in this thinking outside the blocks group every month,
Brian Perry:there are people that post songs that they're like, I really don't like this
Brian Perry:one, but, and then everyone will be like, but that one line circle back
Brian Perry:to that, that's a great song, you know, or people will submit something.
Brian Perry:They'll be like, I didn't really get, I got like 30 seconds of the song.
Brian Perry:That's all I've got.
Brian Perry:Okay, great.
Brian Perry:That's something you continue to tell the use.
Brian Perry:I'm here for this.
Brian Perry:I'm here for.
Brian Perry:So I want it to be simpler than that.
Brian Perry:I want writer's block to be like, Hey, I can just take a pill or flip a switch,
Brian Perry:but that's me demonizing discomfort.
Brian Perry:I think that writer's block ultimately is pointing me to where
Brian Perry:I'm ready to level up in some way.
Brian Perry:And happily that be kind of turns out to be a bit of a joyful process.
Juliana Finch:So it sounds like for you, like having accountability, external
Juliana Finch:accountability is a really helpful tool.
Juliana Finch:Because you've got this group that you're, you've gotta turn the
Juliana Finch:thing in which I think is great.
Juliana Finch:I think that's something that's really helpful.
Juliana Finch:If people are stuck is just like find a friend and tell
Juliana Finch:them what you're trying to do.
Juliana Finch:Yes.
Juliana Finch:Like today I wanna write a chorus and I'm telling you, because if I
Juliana Finch:only tell myself I can ignore myself yes, but I can't ignore my friend
Juliana Finch:who I said I would do this for.
Juliana Finch:And also I think having like time constraints is really helpful
Juliana Finch:or any kind of constraint.
Juliana Finch:I know when I used to write primarily poetry.
Juliana Finch:For me, it was fun to play in form, you know, and like,
Juliana Finch:choose, choose a form for a poem.
Juliana Finch:You could do that with a song too, of course.
Juliana Finch:And just be like, okay, I'm only gonna write this certain rhyme scheme and it can
Juliana Finch:kind of get the juices flowing that way.
Brian Perry:These are all tools, right?
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:I mean, they're all, they're all tools that help us.
Brian Perry:What I, what I'm learning is at this point in my life, I turned 50 in a few months.
Brian Perry:At this point in my life.
Brian Perry:I'm returning to what mattered to me when I started doing this when I was 20.
Brian Perry:And that is.
Brian Perry:I am obsessed with this craft.
Brian Perry:I think it's, it's miraculous.
Brian Perry:It changes.
Brian Perry:I have songs that have saved my life.
Brian Perry:You.
Brian Perry:No uncertain terms.
Brian Perry:And so for me, I wanna just keep growing.
Brian Perry:I wanna keep learning.
Brian Perry:And when I hit those fall periods, which let's make no mistake, they suck.
Brian Perry:When, when you're there, it's, it's an awful feeling, but it, it seems to direct
Brian Perry:me to, Hey, how do I keep learning?
Brian Perry:And, you know, and just kinda running through quick tips
Brian Perry:that really are useful to me.
Brian Perry:Somebody in Nashville years ago said, here's what I need you to do.
Brian Perry:I want you to get up every day and I want you to set a timer for
Brian Perry:five minutes and I want you to.
Brian Perry:At least four Stans in that five minutes and I don't need it to be good.
Brian Perry:I just need it to be done.
Brian Perry:And that's one of those things that when I catch myself, Hey,
Brian Perry:I'm not writing right now.
Brian Perry:When was the last time you did that?
Brian Perry:I haven't been doing that at all.
Brian Perry:It's five minutes.
Brian Perry:I can do five minutes.
Brian Perry:And when I do it directs my thinking I just, the copywriter on me.
Brian Perry:It directs my thinking to what I wish I was thinking, you know,
Brian Perry:it's, it's, it directs my thinking to, to, to how to think like a
Brian Perry:songwriter and see like a, so.
Brian Perry:Books do that too.
Brian Perry:Reading the right reading books on creativity.
Brian Perry:Do that for me, listening to podcast on creativity like this one and
Brian Perry:remembering that it's not a glitch, the feature of the process of living
Brian Perry:a life as a creative helps me to feel.
Brian Perry:It's like, it's actually kind of a sign of a membership card.
Brian Perry:I, you know, I stepped into copywriting during the pandemic.
Brian Perry:And one of the things I say to my accountability partners in that group
Brian Perry:is I say, I love how often we'll show up and be like, so how's your work on
Brian Perry:that thing going that you're working on?
Brian Perry:How's it going?
Brian Perry:And one of us will be like, you know, it's, it's going,
Brian Perry:it's such a mess right now.
Brian Perry:It's like chaos, which means it's probably about to come.
Brian Perry:Mm.
Brian Perry:Yeah, you, you start to recognize this is part of process and
Brian Perry:not a, not a glitch in it.
Brian Perry:I saw Paul Simon speak years ago at Emory Emory university in Atlanta.
Brian Perry:He was invited there to be, he was the first time they invited a songwriter
Brian Perry:for particular artist and residence program thing they were doing.
Brian Perry:I don't know what it's called, but doesn't.
Brian Perry:I remember sitting there in the congregation.
Brian Perry:I say it that way.
Brian Perry:Cuz we were in a church, but for me it felt like church.
Brian Perry:I mean it's Paul Simon and, and he said he was asked about what he is working on.
Brian Perry:And he said something like he hadn't written a song in
Brian Perry:seven years or something.
Brian Perry:And that simultaneously was deeply affirming and made me wanna run
Brian Perry:from the building screaming.
Juliana Finch:Right?
Juliana Finch:Like it doesn't get
Brian Perry:better.
Brian Perry:right.
Brian Perry:What are you talking about?
Brian Perry:That's don't tell me that you're you've written.
Brian Perry:Half of the modern American songbook, but you know, it's
Brian Perry:just, it's part of the process.
Juliana Finch:Yeah.
Juliana Finch:And it's always part of the process.
Juliana Finch:It's not a thing that gets cured in the sense that like you mature
Juliana Finch:out of it or you become good enough that it doesn't happen to you.
Juliana Finch:It happens to even Paul Simon for God's sake.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:Part of the process is so critical.
Brian Perry:I'm trying to, I'm trying to make a distinction in my mind that I'm not
Brian Perry:sure how to make, it's not it's it's not about for me on a daily basis.
Brian Perry:It's not about embracing it like, oh, this is part of the process.
Brian Perry:And so I tolerate it.
Brian Perry:It's really celebrating it as part of the process, somehow coming to a
Brian Perry:place of going, this is a gift I'm being offered right now that I'm not
Brian Perry:writing well, lemme put it this way.
Brian Perry:One of the things that's helped to me and you've been a, a
Brian Perry:model to me in this regard.
Brian Perry:You're very, you've been very good at navigating the business
Brian Perry:side of being a creative in many.
Brian Perry:I think for me over the years, I spent way too many years
Brian Perry:demonizing the business side.
Brian Perry:But, but the business isn't antithetical to what I love about the craft, the
Brian Perry:business supports the art supports the business, supports the art it's.
Brian Perry:It's what allows me to do it in the same way that my dry period support
Brian Perry:my growth, which supports my fertile periods, which supports my growth.
Brian Perry:Does that make sense?
Brian Perry:Yeah, absolutely.
Brian Perry:And again, none of this is easy.
Brian Perry:It's all always say in my social media post, I'm always like, you
Brian Perry:know, whenever, whenever always shares we're people, particularly on social
Brian Perry:media are always sharing answers.
Brian Perry:Like it just now that now you've got it.
Brian Perry:No, that's it takes it's it's practice.
Brian Perry:It's practice.
Brian Perry:There's a reason that there are monks in monasteries and they're
Brian Perry:doing, and they're meditating all the time and then it takes practice.
Brian Perry:All these things take practice, everything.
Brian Perry:Absolutely.
Brian Perry:Everything you're good at takes practice.
Brian Perry:Usually when I hit a fallow period, I'm not practicing in some way.
Juliana Finch:So I wanna end with something a little unusual.
Juliana Finch:Like normally I would ask people like, what's a tip that you wanna leave
Juliana Finch:artists with, but because I have you here and I happen to know that you had
Juliana Finch:a project that's been going on for a long time, where you write inspirational
Juliana Finch:messages on the back of your.
Juliana Finch:And drive around town and people get to see them and photograph them.
Juliana Finch:And you've done it for my car when I went on tour, which was awesome.
Juliana Finch:It was so great.
Juliana Finch:So if you had a hindsight, if you had something that you would leave on the
Juliana Finch:rear window of our listeners car, and that listener is a person who hasn't written
Juliana Finch:anything in a while and just really hoping they'll be able to do that again.
Juliana Finch:What do you think that might say?
Juliana Finch:That's nice.
Brian Perry:Well, may I frame what the hindsights are real quick?
Brian Perry:Yeah, absolutely.
Brian Perry:Short version of the long story back in 2009, my, my beloved
Brian Perry:new Orleans saints went to the super bowl and hell froze over.
Brian Perry:And, uh, and when I went to new Orleans to, to be there, to celebrate the game
Brian Perry:and watch, watch the game there with friends, I rode on the back of my car,
Brian Perry:like, you know, who dad, all that kind of stuff and honk of your same fan.
Brian Perry:And, and the response was so fun that when I got back, I, I decided
Brian Perry:to throw up like a motivational quote there that I just thought was.
Brian Perry:And I'm saying pens that people use for just married or graduation or whatever,
Brian Perry:it's a paint pen, the window marker.
Brian Perry:And I write that on the back of my windshield.
Brian Perry:And I started doing that with motivational quotes.
Brian Perry:And again, the response that I received from people, not like how
Brian Perry:cool you are, but the response that people coming up and being like,
Brian Perry:gosh, that really means a lot to me.
Brian Perry:Thank you.
Brian Perry:I needed that today.
Brian Perry:It was really powerful.
Brian Perry:And then I started to notice how it was changing my perspective,
Brian Perry:cuz I would see it in my rear view mirror and it would surprise.
Brian Perry:and, and so I then started to use it intentionally and I would essentially
Brian Perry:not more or less a weekly basis, I still do coach myself going, what is the one
Brian Perry:thing, if somebody said to me right now came up to me randomly on the street and
Brian Perry:said blank, and it would be exactly the words that I need to hear in this moment.
Brian Perry:What would that be?
Brian Perry:And that changes because I'm constantly trying to change or practice.
Brian Perry:A new perspective, change of thought, change, shift my perspective on
Brian Perry:something and allow myself to live and as a result of different experience.
Brian Perry:So that's where the hindsights come from.
Brian Perry:They're never, they're very rarely anyway, about something that I'm trying to put up.
Brian Perry:That's clever.
Brian Perry:They're almost always about something I'm trying to, I'm trying to shift.
Brian Perry:Yeah.
Brian Perry:And so in this, in the context of what we're talking about here, a
Brian Perry:hindsight that I would offer returning to your question, somebody that
Brian Perry:that's dealing with, writer's blog, that's dealing with these kind of.
Brian Perry:My first reaction when you said that was, was this.
Brian Perry:So I'll go with my first reaction was to say it's working yeah.
Brian Perry:Keep, keep going, keep growing.
Brian Perry:It's it's working.
Brian Perry:That's it.
Brian Perry:This, I love this is, this is, this is, this is, this is what
Brian Perry:it looks like to be a creative.
Brian Perry:How cool is that fact that you are churned up?
Brian Perry:Because you're not writing means that, you know, you can write how cool is.
Brian Perry:The fact that you wish you were writing something better means,
Brian Perry:you know, there's something better.
Brian Perry:How cool is that it's working?
Brian Perry:Just, just keep growing
Juliana Finch:it's working.
Juliana Finch:I love it.
Juliana Finch:Thank you so much, Brian.
Juliana Finch:This has been an awesome conversation and I know that our listeners, thank
Juliana Finch:you are gonna get a lot out of it.
Juliana Finch:And where can people find you if they want to find you on the internet?
Brian Perry:So I I'm on yes.
Brian Perry:Brian perry.com as in the opposite of no, Y yes.
Brian Perry:BRIANPERRY com.
Brian Perry:And yes, Brian Perry on Instagram, Facebook and
Juliana Finch:LinkedIn.
Juliana Finch:All right.
Juliana Finch:And I hope people will find you and I look forward to hearing
Juliana Finch:what's next in your world.
Juliana Finch:It's always something
Brian Perry:exciting.
Brian Perry:And thank you, Juliana.
Brian Perry:I mean, this has been really a treat to, to have this conversation and, and
Brian Perry:to, to talk with our creative tribe, we.
Brian Perry:Beautiful growing, striving, challenged.
Brian Perry:Dysfunctional, highly functioning, poetic, artistic family.
Brian Perry:and I'm grateful to be part of it.
Brian Perry:So
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