Rest and stillness are not the same thing, and mixing them up is why a lot of high capacity, fast thinking brains feel like they're bad at resting when they're actually just using the wrong definition.

If you've ever finished a beach day, a nap, or an entire weekend of doing nothing and come out the other side feeling more drained than when you started, this one's for you. Somewhere along the way, rest got defined as the absence of activity. Turn the brain off, sit still, do nothing. For some people that's genuinely restorative. For a lot of ADHD and high capacity brains, it's the opposite. Doing nothing agitates instead of recharges.

This episode is a shorter, off-cycle one. Jess is recovering from a respiratory illness that knocked out her voice and forced her to miss a Monday drop for the first time in 28 episodes. But a steroid-fueled, sleepless week handed her a real-time case study in the difference between rest and stillness, and she wasn't willing to sit on it.

In This Episode

• Why Jess missed her first Monday drop in 28 episodes, and why she still didn't want to skip the week entirely
• What steroids do to an ADHD brain that's already exhausted and trying to sleep
• The 4am rabbit hole that turned into a full prompt pack, and why that's either the most on-brand thing Jess has done in weeks or the clearest proof she's bad at resting
• The real distinction between rest and stillness, and why treating them as synonyms sets high capacity people up to feel broken
• Why saying no without guilt was the actual skill at play that week, not burnout, not superhero mode, just capacity awareness
• A simple way to tell the difference between what fills you up and what quietly drains you
• The asterisk Jess is adding to her own argument from last week that permission comes from movement
• This week's two-pile audit for figuring out whether your rest problem is really a definition problem

The Big Idea

Rest by the world's definition and rest by your actual nervous system's definition are often two different things. For high capacity, ADHD, and fast-thinking brains, true recovery sometimes looks like curiosity with no deadline attached rather than stillness for its own sake. Knowing the difference is what actually protects your capacity instead of quietly draining it while looking like self-care from the outside.

Memorable Lines from This Episode

"Rest and stillness are not the same thing. We always seem to treat these like synonyms."

"You're not broken. You've just been optimizing for the completely wrong thing. You've operated by the wrong definition."

"Moving towards the wrong thing when your body is asking for something else is not the same as taking action."

"It's capacity awareness and knowing what costs me versus what doesn't, even when I don't have much gas in the tank."

Your One Thing This Week

Pull up your calendar from the last two weeks and write down everything you called rest. Sort it into two piles: things you did because you genuinely wanted to, with nothing owed to anyone else, and things you did because you felt like you were supposed to be resting but came out the other side feeling just as flat. If the second pile is bigger, that's not a rest problem. That's a definition problem, and it has to get fixed first.

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Key Themes

• Rest versus stillness
• Capacity awareness under low energy
• ADHD brain patterns around rest
• Bucket fill versus bucket drain
• Permission to rest without guilt
• Momentum with an asterisk
• Redefining recovery on your own terms

Friends, welcome to Big Ideas Made Simple.

If this is your first episode with me,

this is not my usual speaking voice.

However, I have been sick as a dog.

And so I I pride myself on having never been a non-smoker.

And therefore, I feel like a better analogy would have been gargling glass

and chasing it with a shot of razor blades,

because that's where my throat is,

my chest is, all of that with this upper respiratory infection.

And it was so bad over the weekend and everything that I haven't actually been able

to record this episode and have it published at the normal Monday morning time that

I usually do. But I also didn't want to skip an entire week.

And I had something on my mind that I felt like I had to share,

which is why you are now getting the ~ rough,

gravelly, you know, sultry Jess instead of a little bit more perky uppy

teacher voice, if you will. But here's here's the thought that's running through

my head. ~ the thing that nobody tells high capacity people,

~ big brains, fast brains,

ADHD brains, is that rest and stillness are not the same thing.

We always seem to treat these like synonyms.

So doing nothing, a beach day,

turning your brain off, all of those things,

even, you know,

golfing or gardening or whatever,

they get called rest by default.

And they might be for some people restorative,

but for a lot of us, doing some of that stuff is actually the least restful thing

available. It can agitate us, it can stress us out,

it can cause anxiety or make us feel off rather than lighting

us up or recharging us.

And so I think it's important for us to distinguish the difference because

I would say that a lot of my friends who are ADHD or high capacity

or whatever say that they're bad at resting when they might have really been using

potentially the wrong language,

definition, or filter this whole time.

So you get 3 a.m. jest musings here.

And let me tell you, there's been a lot of things happening at 3 a.m.

they put me on a steroid for all this funk,

and that totally screws up my sleep.

So even if I go to bed at nine,

I was up till four most mornings.

My body's exhausted, cough, sore throat,

but my brain cannot stop. I mean,

it's the curse that I bear and I know I'm not alone,

which I'm grateful for. And so there are times that you just have to run with it.

And Friday night was a perfect example of that.

~

You know, seven hours into trying to sleep,

still not able to sleep. I ended up going down a rabbit hole

and consuming somebody's, you know,

basically entire library of content,

which was hours on YouTube, workbooks,

all the things. But I felt like that was more interesting to me than zoning

out in front of the TV like a normal sick person.

So

After consuming this, I and thinking about it,

I put it in one of my AI tools,

pulled out the structures and patterns,

turned it into a prompt pack. Yes,

at 4 a.m. while I was sick on steroids.

And I laughed because it probably is the most on-brand thing I've done in weeks.

But I would also say that it is the clearest proof that I suck at resting

in the traditional definition sense.

Here's the thing though, is that it

wasn't because I wore myself out.

It wasn't because I said yes to too much other stuff.

It was just because of the way that my brain works.

And so there were a lot of things in the last week that I had to say no to.

And I could let them go without guilt because I was making sure that I said

yes to the things that were most important,

like making sure my kindergartner was ready for school his first

day of school today.

Everything got triaged around my priorities and my health.

And that's not me trying to be superwoman or super mom or super entrepreneur.

It's capacity awareness and knowing what costs

me versus what doesn't, even when I don't have much gas in the tank.

And so that's what I wanted to talk about:

was this concept that what actually filled me up even

While I was sick as a dog, wasn't the stillness of my body,

but it was actually engaging with something I was genuinely curious about

and making sure that nobody was waiting on me for the output.

So there wasn't a deadline or a client or an obligation to any of the things.

I just got to fill up my own cup with what I wanted to,

and not, and I could say no to the things that I knew would drain it.

The things that would require me to perform or produce or be

on accountable to somebody else's timeline while I still felt like crap.

That's the kind of stuff that drains me.

So same sick body, same week,

but two kind of categories of activity.

And if you are a person who often feels more exhausted after

a day of doing nothing, like,

You've doom scrolled, you've rotted,

you've done whatever, then a day where you hyperfocused or built something.

I I just want to tell you right now that you are probably like a lot of us,

and you're not broken. You've just been optimizing for the completely wrong thing.

You've operated by the wrong definition.

So I know I've spent previous episodes telling you that permission.

And clarity come from momentum.

They come from movement. They come from taking action,

not from sitting around waiting.

And I do believe that. So this episode isn't meant to be contrarian to myself,

but I think it's important to talk about the fact that moving towards

the wrong thing when your body is asking for something else is not

the same as taking action. The momentum conversation here,

you know, needs that asterisks.

Because when we're moving, we forget sometimes to build space for rest.

And when I say rest,

it is not rest by the world's definition,

it's rest by your definition. It is so important to make sure that

you are wildly aware of what recovery and space looks like

for you. So it could be hobbies,

it can be building.

Prompt packs at 4 a.m. I don't care what it is,

but I would challenge you. Like,

if you feel the same, you're like,

yeah, maybe I have been operating out of somebody else's definition

of what true rest looks like, go look at your calendar,

go look at your hobbies, your text messages,

whatever, and consider what did you do for yourself that didn't require anything

for anyone that filled you up?

And then look at the things that you felt obligated to do,

but you left on the other side of it feeling drained.

If that drained pile is bigger,

then you've got you got a problem,

right? And you have to go figure out what rest looks like to you,

what space looks like to you, what the slowdown or the pause looks like,

so that you can.

Leverage that for success on the other side.

I am tapped out vocally.

This is literally, like I said,

coming to you from a 3 a.m. thought,

but I thought it was such a powerful message for my friends who are headed into,

you know, a busy Q4, their their school year for kids,

whatever, and you feel like you got a lot of things going.

As you build, as you think, as you ideate,

be aware that it is okay to not have to

do all the time. And taking care of yourself matters.

So I'll see you next week, hopefully,

with a full, clean, clear voice.

And as always, thanks for hanging out with me.

This has been Big Ideas Made Simple.

See you next week.