In this Formation to Transformation worship devotional, we begin John 20 by sitting with John 20:11 (World English Bible). Before the announcement, before the recognition, before the name that changes everything, Scripture lets you start where many of us actually live: outside the tomb, weeping.

Mary is not performing faith. She is staying near. John slows the moment down on purpose, repeating the language of weeping and drawing your attention to a small, human movement: she stoops and looks into the tomb. It is humility. It is the surrender of control. It is love refusing to disconnect.

This episode connects the shepherd thread we have been building through Psalm 23 and John 10 to the ground-level reality of John 20. Psalm 23 formed our reflexes for valley terrain. John 10 formed our trust in the Shepherd who stays. John 20 shows what that looks like in grief, confusion, and tears when the world still feels like death has the final word.

If you are in a season where you do not feel the resurrection feelings yet, John 20:11 gives you permission to be honest without despair. Not to numb out. Not to rush. Not to spiritually bypass. To stay close enough for Jesus to meet you personally.