Every year there is a month we all may dread, be saddened about or is bittersweet. Maybe some are excited to celebrate their sweet babies and look forward to it. Where ever you are on that scale, there is no right or wrong. Sometimes I have ALLL the feelings- you know what I mean. One minute we are filled with love and feel blessed to know our babies are always with us and we can still celebrate them and the next minute we are finding a closet to ugly cry in.

Well this month is my daughters birthday. I look forward to the traditions we have created over the last 3 years. This year would have been her 4th birthday. I can only imagine how much joy she would have brought our family. We would have 5 children- to me that sounds crazy to say outloud. I never wanted that many kids. But after losing her, I wanted nothing more than a big family to share this life with.

I wanted to share how this month typically goes for me and share the rituals and birthday traditions we created to keep her memory alive. My sweet baby girl. Sometimes it still feels unreal.

I hope you all are healing a little each day. If you have any of your own traditions that you would like to share with me, please leave me a comment! I read them all.

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xx Vallen