You don't need to blow up your life to change it. You need a micro rebellion. One small choice that says: this is changing.

If you've been doing the deep internal work — naming the Permission Trap, understanding the Messy Middle, excavating who you used to be — this episode is where all of that becomes action.

In this episode, Kiley Suarez introduces micro rebellions — small, steady choices that signal change without requiring you to burn anything down. She also expands the 5% Rule into a complete five-step framework for reclaiming your time, energy, mental space, and physical space — one hour at a time.

What you'll hear in this episode:

Why most reinvention advice is completely wrong. It says: if you're unhappy, make a big change. Quit your job. Move to Italy. Blow it all up. But for most women — the ones with mortgages, aging parents, adult kids, and careers they spent 20 years building — that advice is paralyzing. So they do nothing. Because if the only choice is burn it all down or stay the same, they'll stay the same every time.

What actually works: micro rebellions. The women who actually change their lives don't make one big move. They make a hundred small ones. Small things that signal change without blowing anything up. Kiley's first micro rebellion: claiming her evenings after the house went quiet, opening her laptop, and writing — sometimes 500 words, sometimes less. Not comfortable at first. But willing to feel the guilt for an hour if it meant having something that was just hers.

The 5% Rule — the full five-step framework.

•Step 1: Track your time for three days — not to judge yourself, but to see where it actually goes.

•Step 2: Identify what drains without refueling — social media that makes you feel worse, obligations that serve no one, tasks others could handle.

•Step 3: Take back your 5% and protect it — eight hours a week, one hour a day, or two evenings. Whatever form it takes: time, energy, mental space, or physical space.

•Step 4: Build the scaffolding — put it in your calendar as an actual appointment, and inform (not ask) the people in your orbit.

•Step 5: Use it on purpose — not scrolling, not more work. The class, the book, the project, the walk. Whatever reminds you there's more to you than being useful.

The four types of micro rebellions. Time rebellion (claiming Tuesday and Thursday evenings). Energy rebellion (stopping being the family social coordinator). Mental space rebellion (no work email after 7pm). Physical space rebellion (claiming the spare bedroom — a chair, a lamp, a door that closes).

What happens at week one, three, six, and twelve. Week one: guilt and weirdness. Week three: it starts to feel less strange. Week six: you realize you're different — more present, more patient, more alive. Week twelve: you can't imagine going back. This isn't extra anymore. It's essential.

The guilt is not wisdom. It's training. For decades, you've been taught your needs come last. So when you finally choose yourself, your whole system panics. Not because you're doing something wrong. Because you're doing something new. The reframe that helps: "This feels wrong because it's new, not because it's wrong."

This episode is for you if:

•You've been doing the inner work but don't know how to translate it into actual choices

•You feel like you don't have time for yourself — not even 10 minutes

•You've tried to change your life and gotten stuck because the only option felt like burning it all down

•You want a practical, step-by-step framework that works inside a real life with real responsibilities

•You're ready to stop waiting for permission and start making different choices — small ones

Your homework this week:

1.Track your time for three days

2.Choose one small rebellion — just one

3.When the guilt shows up, say out loud: "This feels wrong because it's new, not because it's wrong."

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You don't need permission. You need a micro rebellion.

Here's my first act of rebellion. Hitting publish.

On the first episode of this podcast, I had recorded it three times, deleted it twice, sat with my finger hovering over the button for what felt like an hour. Not because I didn't know what to say, but because saying it out loud where people could hear it were women I knew would listen.

That felt terrifying in a way I couldn't quite name. Exposed, vulnerable. And like an imposter. And here's the thing about imposter syndrome. Real imposters don't feel it.

The fact that I was questioning whether I had the right to speak, that I was worried about being seen as too much or not enough, that's not imposter syndrome. That's what happens when you've been hiding your real self for so long that showing up really feels like a lie.

For years, I've been writing under a pen name, Safe Hidden, where I could explore who I was becoming without anyone watching. But this.

Starting the joy shift, using my real name, talking about my story, the settling, the waking up, the misty middle of becoming someone different. That meant being seen. And being seen meant, to me, being vulnerable. It meant other women knowing. I struggled, too. I lost myself, too.

I spent decades being who everyone else needed me to be. The guilt was immediate. Who do you think you are? What makes you qualified? What if you're wrong? What if no one cares? But underneath that guilt.

Guilt was something else, something I couldn't ignore. Other women needed to know their story was mine, too. That they weren't alone in this.

That someone understood what it felt like to wake up one day and realize you'd built a whole life around everyone else's needs. So I hit publish. Not because I felt ready, not because I had it all figured out, but because hiding felt worse than being seen.

That small choice, Showing up, being vulnerable, serving women who needed exactly what I needed. She changed everything. And if you've been listening to the this the past few weeks, you've done the deep work, you've named the permission trap.

You've looked at who you used to be. You understood the messy middle. And now you're probably wondering, okay, but what do I actually do? That's what today is for. Welcome to the joy Shift.

I'm Kylie Suarez. Let's talk about small acts that change everything. By the end of today, you'll understand why small changes work better than big, big ones.

You'll have a simple framework to find time for yourself and walk away with three things you can try this week. Not theory, real stuff. The exact approach I used to go from hiding my writing to publishing five books and launching this podcast.

And here's what matters. I did all of this while still running the practice, while still showing up for my family, while still being the responsible one.

You don't have to choose. You can have both. That's the whole point. And look, I built this show for women over 40 because that's when I finally woke up to what I'd been doing.

But I'm hearing from women in their 20s and 30s, my daughter, my nieces, their friends. Turns out that achievement trap doesn't wait for your 45th birthday. 50th or even 60th.

So whatever you are in this journey, if you've been putting everyone else first for years, you. You're in the right place. We've spent the past episode doing deep internal work together, excavating who you are beneath who you've been.

And that work matters. But now it's time to translate that inner shift into outer choices. Small, steady rebellions that signal this is changing.

Let's talk about why most advice about changing your life is completely wrong. It says, if you're unhappy, make a big change. Quit your job, leave your marriage, move to Italy, blow it all up.

And look, if that's your thing, great. But for most of us, that advice is terrifying because we're just not thinking about ourselves.

We're thinking about the mortgage, the kids, the aging parents, the partner, the career we spent 20 years building. So when someone says burn it down, we think, are you crazy? And then we do nothing. We stay stuck.

Because if the only choice is blow everything up or stay the same, will stay the same every time. Here's what I learned. The women who actually change their lives, they don't make one big move. They make a hundred small ones.

I call them micro rebellions. Small things that signal change without blowing everything up and anything up.

Also, let me tell you what this looked like for me when I started writing. I didn't announce anything. I didn't rent an office. I didn't even tell my husband what I was working on.

At first, I just started claiming my evenings after everyone had settled into their own thing. When the house was finally quiet, I opened my laptop and write. Sometimes 500 words, sometimes less. It didn't matter. Was it comfortable? Not at first.

I felt guilty sitting there, basically saying, I'm not available right now for whatever might come up. But I was willing to feel that guilt for an hour if it meant having something that was just mine. That one small pattern changed everything.

Here's why your identity doesn't shift in one big moment. It shifts through proof, evidence. And every evening. I chose to write. I was proving something to myself. I'm allowed to want this. My time matters.

I don't have to wait for permission. That's not selfish. That's how you rebuild who you are, one small choice at a time. You're in the messy middle right now.

We talked about this in episode four. You're standing between who you were and who you're becoming. And it feels wobbly. These small acts, they're something to hold onto.

They're proof you're moving, even when it doesn't feel like you are. You don't need to blow up your life. You just need to start making different choices. Small ones. Ones that say, this is changing.

Here's something that changed everything for me. I call it the 5% rule. Most women who've spent years being responsible think changing your life means changing everything. Complete overhaul, 50%, 80%.

Burn it all down. But that's not true. And honestly, that's impossible when you have actual responsibilities. Here's the rule with that.

What changes is if you take back just 5% of your week for yourself. And let's do the math. There are 168 hours in a week. Five percent is about eight hours. That's one hour a day, or two evenings a week.

Or one full afternoon. Now, I know what you're thinking, Kylie. I don't have an extra hour. I don't even have 10 minutes. I hear you. But here's what I've learned.

Working with women who feel exactly that way. You're not too busy. You're spending your time on things that don't feed you. Let me show you how to find your 5%. Step one.

Track your time for three days. Only three days. Not to judge yourself, not to see where it actually goes.

When I did this, I realized I was spending an hour every night watching shows I didn't even like. Just sitting there, numbing out. I was scrolling my phone for 20 minutes here, 30 minutes there. Not because I enjoyed it. Sometimes I did, actually.

Just habit. One client realized she was spending two hours every Sunday meal prepping food no one in her family even wanted.

Another noticed she was doing tasks at work for her junior staff could easily handle that. Time was there. It was just being spent unconsciously. Step 2. Identify what drains without refueling. We all have them.

Social media that makes you feel worse. Obligations you've been doing for years that serve no. 1 tasks other capable people could handle. Managing Other adults, feelings and schedules.

Saying yes to things you genuinely hate. Not bad things, just optional things that cost you more than they give you. Step three, take back your 5% and protect it. This is where it gets real.

Take back the time is one thing. Protecting it is another. Here's what this looks like for different women. Time rebellion.

One woman claimed Tuesday and Thursday evenings after dinner, her family learned. Mom's off duty from 7 to 9pm she's in the house, but she's not available for homework help, snack requests or referee duty. Dad's got it.

First week, her kids pushed back. By week three, they barely noticed. Energy rebellion. Another woman stopped being the family social coordinator.

She told her husband, you handle your family's birthdays and holidays and I'll handle mine. We'll figure out. Join things together. Sounds small, but it freed up massive mental space she'd been using to track every everyone else's obligations.

Mental space rebellion. One client stopped checking work email after 7pm just stopped. Set an autoresponder that said, I'll respond to this tomorrow. She was terrified.

Nothing bad happened. Work continued. The world kept spinning. Physical space rebellion. I had a client whose entire house revolved around everyone else's stuff.

Kids, stuff everywhere. Husband's hobby taking up over the garage. Her stuff shoved in a closet. She claimed the spare bedroom not as an office, just as her room.

A chair, a lamp, a door that closed. Her 5%. See the difference? Your 5% might be time or energy or mental space or actual physical space. It doesn't matter what form it takes.

What matters is that you claim it and protect it. Step 4 Build the scaffolding. Once you've identified your 5%, you need to protect it like it matters. Because it does. Put it in your calendar.

Not as free time, but as an actual appointment. Tell the people in your orbit, not asking permission, informing them. I'm taking Tuesday evening for myself.

I'm not checking work email after 7pm Sunday afternoons belong to me now. Okay? They'll adjust, especially if you stay consistent. Step five, Use it on purpose. This is crucial.

Don't just reclaim time and then waste it scrolling or doing more work. Use. Use it intentionally. Take that class. Work on that book. Work on that project. Read the book. Take the walk. Just sit in silence. Meditate.

Whatever feeds you, whatever reminds you there's more to you than being useful. Here's what happens with consistent 5%. Week one. You feel guilty and weird. You're like your system's fighting it.

Week three starts to feel less strange. The people around you Adjust week six, you realize you're different. More present, more patient, more alive. Week 12, you can't imagine going back.

This isn't extra anymore. It's essential. And here's the magic. That 5% doesn't stay 5%.

Not because you take more time, but because those small, steady choices change how you see yourself. You start to believe I'm allowed to have needs. My life can expand. I don't have to choose between being responsible and being myself.

That belief changes everything. Now let's talk about what happens when you start choosing yourself and the guilt shows up. Because here's what happens.

The first time you claim your 5%. You sit down to do your thing, and immediately, I should be with my family. You block out time for yourself, and you feel, what if someone needs me?

You say no to something, and guilt floods in. What will people think? Am I being selfish? Let me tell you something important. The guilt is not wisdom. It's training.

For decades, you've been taught your needs come last. So when you finally choose yourself, your whole system panics. Not because you're doing something wrong, because you're doing something new.

Here's what helps. Name it out loud. This feels wrong because it's new, not because it's wrong. Change the story.

Instead of being selfish, try I'm refilling so I can show up better. Notice what actually bad happens. Then the guilt will lie. Your life won't end. It'll get bigger when you're standing in that guilt.

Borrow belief from me. You're allowed. You're not hurting anyone. You're making space for the real you. Let's bring this home.

By now, if you've been listening to this show for a while, you know this. You don't need to blow up your life to change it. You don't need permission to matter.

And you don't need to become a different person to feel like yourself again. What you need are small, steady choices that say, this. This is changing. So here's your homework. Track your time for three days.

Choose one small rebellion this week, just one. And when the guilt shows up, say out loud, this feels wrong because it's new, not because it's wrong.

Now, I know some of you have been doing this work alongside these episodes, and some of you are thinking, I know what needs to change. I just don't want to figure it out alone. That's fair. And that's why I do coaching. I work with women in exactly this season.

Women who've built full, meaningful lives but know there's more of them waiting to make these changes in a grounded, sustainable way. Not fixing you, supporting you while you practice choosing yourself. If that's something you want to explore.

There's information in the show notes, so no pressure. Just there if you want it. Before you go, three things. First, send this to one woman who needs permission.

Maybe she's been thinking about making a change but doesn't know where to start. Send her this episode. Second, if this show matters to you, a review helps other women find it.

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Thank you for being here, thank you for staying, and thank you for choosing yourself, even when it's uncomfortable. Especially then. See you Friday. Okay, here's what I have to say to make the lawyers happy.

The Joy Shift podcast with Kiley Suarez shares my personal views and the experiences of my guests. It's meant for inspiration and conversation, not medical, psychological or financial advice. Everyone's situation is different.

Before making any big changes in your life, talk with your healthcare provider, mental health team, financial advisor, or another qualified professional. Take what resonates, leave the rest. Always choose what's right for you.