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The Deep Meaning of the Cross Message 1: The Cross and Your Past — Judgment, Guilt, and Freedom
Episode 1469th January 2026 • The Message with NJ • Njabulo James
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The central theme of this discourse is the profound reality that the cross serves as God's definitive verdict on sin, providing believers not only with forgiveness but also with the opportunity for true freedom from the burdens of guilt and shame. We delve into the notion that many individuals may acknowledge their salvation yet remain ensnared by their past, living as if they still owe a debt that has already been paid in full by Christ's sacrifice. The imagery of a courtroom starkly illustrates the gravity of sin's judgment, while simultaneously revealing the astonishing grace of a Judge who willingly takes the place of the condemned. As we explore the implications of this divine exchange, we are urged to recognize that our past does not define our present or dictate our future. Therefore, we are called to embrace the transformative power of the cross, which liberates us from the shackles of our history and empowers us to live fully in the righteousness of Christ. The narrative presented within this sermon intricately explores the profound implications of the cross in relation to an individual's past, emphasizing the dichotomy between judgment and grace. The sermon commences with a vivid courtroom analogy, depicting a scenario where guilt is undeniable, yet a remarkable act of mercy transpires as the judge, symbolizing the divine, chooses to bear the penalty on behalf of the guilty. This act is not merely a gesture of leniency but a definitive statement of justice — sin is neither ignored nor excused, but rather it is dealt with decisively through Christ's sacrifice. The cross, therefore, is framed not as a mere symbol of forgiveness, but as the fulcrum upon which the scales of divine justice rest. This understanding becomes crucial for believers, who often grapple with feelings of guilt and shame, as they are reminded that their past does not dictate their identity in Christ. The message advocates for a transformative perspective, urging individuals to relinquish the burdens of self-condemnation and to embrace the freedom afforded by the cross, recognizing that their sins have been fully atoned for. The closing reflections serve as a poignant reminder of the necessity of moving beyond past mistakes, urging believers to live from the truth of their new identity rather than the memories of their previous failures.

Takeaways:

  1. The cross serves as God's definitive verdict on sin, demonstrating that sin must be judged rather than ignored.
  2. Understanding the cross allows believers to relinquish the chains of guilt and shame that bind them to their past.
  3. Jesus's sacrifice at the cross cancels our debt of sin entirely, affirming that we owe nothing for our redemption.
  4. We must not revisit the graves of our past; God has transformed us into new creations through Christ's resurrection.

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He bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness.

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By his wounds you have been healed.

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1 Peter 2, verse 24.

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Picture a courtroom.

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The evidence is stacked.

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The charges are not rumors.

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There are records, witnesses, footage, paper trails.

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There is no defense left that can honestly say, I didn't do it.

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The accused stands there and realizes something very terrifying.

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Truth has arrived.

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And truth is expensive.

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Then something happens that makes the courtroom gasp.

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The judge looks at the guilty man and says, you are condemned.

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He slams the gavel.

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The sentence is pronounced.

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Justice.

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Dissatisfied because sin must be judged.

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But then the judge steps down from the bench.

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He takes off his robe.

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He walks toward the guilty man.

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He says, I will take your place.

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And the courtroom is stunned.

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Because nobody does that.

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Not in real life, not in human systems.

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But that is exactly what God did at Calvary.

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The cross is not ignoring sin.

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The cross is God executing sin on Christ.

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Let us be clear, brothers and sisters.

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The cross is not therapy.

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The cross is not self improvement.

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The cross is not giving up, giving you another chance.

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The cross is God taking your sentence and placing it on His Son.

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And if you truly understand what happened there, then your past cannot keep ruling you like a tyrant.

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Welcome to the sermon series where we are going to be talking about the cross.

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The first message is about the past.

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Because many believers are forgiven but not free.

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They are saved, but still ashamed.

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They say, jesus died for me, yet their mind is still in a prison cell.

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Their soul feels like a courtroom.

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They are walking with God but dragging chains behind them.

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So today we confront the cross as the place where God dealt with your past legally, spiritually and morally.

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In the series titled the Deep Meaning of the Cross, what the cross means of our past, our present and our future.

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In our first message in the series, we were talking about the cross and your past judgment, guilt and freedom.

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Brothers and sisters, the cross was God's verdict on sin.

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Sin wasn't excused.

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Sin was judged.

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Romans 3, 25, 26 tells us God presented Christ as a sacrifice of atonement to demonstrate his righteousness so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.

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There is a lie people believe, especially in modern Christianity.

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God is love.

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So he just forgives.

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No, God is love, yes, but God is also holy.

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God doesn't not just forgive the way weak humans do.

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God does not sweep evil under a rug.

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God does not pretend sin isn't deadly.

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If God did that, he wouldn't be.

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We would be unjust.

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The cross is proof that God takes sin seriously.

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At the cross, God said, sin is not a mistake.

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Sin is not a personality trait.

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Sin is not your truth.

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Sin is rebellion against God.

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And rebellion has consequences.

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This is why the cross is violent, bloody, brutal.

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Because sin is brutal.

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If you want to see what sin does, look at Calvary.

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Sin doesn't just damage you, it demands payment.

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The cross is where God looked at sin and said, this ends here.

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Now.

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Why does this matter for your past?

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If you don't believe God judged sin at the cross, you will keep trying to judge yourself.

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You'll keep punishing yourself emotionally.

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You'll keep paying for what Christ already paid for.

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You'll live like you owe God something.

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As if the cross was a down payment and you must finish the installment plan with suffering.

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Hear me.

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Hear me now.

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Your pain is not your payment.

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Your tears are not your payment.

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Your shame is not your payment.

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Your self hatred is not your payment.

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Jesus paid.

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Your guilt was nailed, not negotiated.

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The cross cancels records.

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It doesn't manage them.

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Colossians 2, 13, 14 tells us, he forgave us all our sins.

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Having cancelled the charge of our legal indebtedness, he has taken it away, nailing it to the cross.

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The Bible uses courtroom language for a reason.

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Because guilt is legal.

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There is a record, there is a charge, there is a debt, and the text says something explosive.

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God cancelled it.

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Not reduced it.

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Not postponed it, not restructured it, it cancelled it.

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Some believers live like this.

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God forgave me, but I can't forgive myself.

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God washed me, but I still feel dirty.

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I know I'm saved, but I still feel condemned.

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Let's talk plainly.

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Guilt and shame are not the same.

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Guilt says I did wrong, shame says I am wrong.

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The cross deals with both.

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The cross says, you are not what you did, you are not what happened to you.

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You are not the worst moment of your life.

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When Jesus said, it is finished, he wasn't being poetic.

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This was a business word in the ancient world, like stamping a bill.

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Paid in full.

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So if the debt is paid, why do you keep living like you still owe?

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Because there is another voice.

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There are three voices that accuse your past.

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One, Satan, you're disqualified.

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Two, people, we remember what you did.

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And three, your own conscience will say, you're still not clean.

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But the Cross answers all three voices.

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It says to Satan, you are disarmed.

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Colossians 2:15.

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The cross answers to people.

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If God is for me, who can be against me?

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Romans 8:31.

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And it says to your conscience, there is now no condemnation in Romans 8:1.

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Here is something for you to remember that will strengthen your spirit.

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If the cross cleared you, why are you still sentencing yourself?

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You cannot keep visiting a grave God has emptied.

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Some believers keep resurrecting what God buried.

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Now, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come.

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The old has gone, the new is here.

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2nd Corinthians 5:17 tells us there is a spiritual addiction.

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Many people have rehearsing the past.

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They replay scenes.

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They replay failures.

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They replay regret.

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They keep saying, if only, if only, if only.

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But the cross is not only forgiveness.

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The cross is death.

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And death means finality.

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When something dies, you don't negotiate with it, you bury it.

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Some of you keep digging up what God has buried.

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You keep visiting the grave of your old identity.

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You keep having conversations with dead versions of yourself.

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And the Holy Spirit is saying, stop living like the cross didn't work.

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Let us be blunt.

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Regret can become rebellion.

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Because if God says, you're forgiven, and you say, no, no, I'm not.

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You're not being humble.

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You are contradicting heaven.

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Y' all don't hear me?

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Because if God says, you are forgiven and you say, no, I'm not, you are not being humble.

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You are contradicting heaven.

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What does it mean to die to our sins?

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1 Peter 2:24 poses the question and it gives the answer what it means to die to your sins.

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It means sin is no longer your master.

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It means your past is not your prison.

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It means you don't live from your worst chapter, you live from Christ's finished work.

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You may remember the past, but you must not be ruled by it.

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Here are some applicable life lessons in life, ministry, family and work.

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Let's look at your personal life.

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Stop using your past as an identity.

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Replace self talk with scripture talk.

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And when shame arises, answer it in loud, paid in full.

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And what does a cross mean for your relationships?

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When you live ashamed, you become defensive, avoidant, controlling or needy.

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And freedom makes you stable.

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Forgiveness makes you safe to love.

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And then what does it mean for your ministry and calling?

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Many gifted people remain small because they believe they are unworthy.

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But God does not call the unworthy.

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He makes the called worthy through the cross.

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Now, if Paul could move from murderer to apostle?

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Who told you your past is bigger than the blood?

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Now here are some warnings.

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Need I say corrections that we need to be aware of?

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The first warning is that condemnation is not conviction.

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Conviction draws you to God.

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Condemnation drives you from God.

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Conviction says, come home.

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Condemnation says, hide.

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The devil's goal is not merely to remind you of sin.

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It is to steal your confidence with God.

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Another warning to abide by is don't build a spiritual identity on pain.

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Some people become spiritually obsessed with their trauma and history.

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They use it as a badge, a story, a personality.

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But Jesus didn't die so you could become a professional victim.

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Y' all don't hear me?

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Jesus did not die so you can become a professional victim.

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Jesus died so you can become a new creation.

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A third warning is that if you keep returning to shame, you will live powerless.

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Shame drains prayer.

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Shame kills boldness.

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Shame makes you silent when you should speak.

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The cross didn't just forgive you, it authorized you.

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Here are some questions for reflection, some deep work that we can think about.

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Where am I still paying for what Jesus already paid for?

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What specific memory or season still carries shame over me, and why?

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And three, Do I believe God is satisfied with Christ's sacrifice?

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Or do I think God still needs my suffering to be convinced?

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Question 4.

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What would change in my prayer life if I truly believed?

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Romans 8:1 is absolute.

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Question 5. Who am I becoming if I keep letting the past define me?

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Let us pray.

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Father, in the name of Jesus, I come to the cross again not as a religious routine, but as surrender.

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I confess that I have carried guilt.

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You already removed.

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Removed.

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I have rehearsed shame.

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You have already healed.

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I have punished myself emotionally for what Christ already paid for completely.

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Lord Jesus, thank you that you bore my sins in your body on the tree.

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Thank you that you cancelled the charge against me and nailed it to the cross.

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Today I renounce condemnation.

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I reject shame.

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I refuse to wear chains you already broke.

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Holy Spirit, renew my mind, rewire my thoughts.

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When the old voice accuses me, teach me to answer with the blood.

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When memories arise, teach me to respond with truth.

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I receive the freedom of the cross.

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I declare I am forgiven.

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I am clean.

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I am a new creation.

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The old has gone, the new has come.

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In Jesus, mighty name, Amen.

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