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In this episode, Gareth chats with musical director Lindsey Miller about touring with the RSC and learning the piano on her trusty Casio keyboard.
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Gareth:At this time in the music room.
Lindsey:apologies to my brother who I forced to be in a little band with me.
Lindsey:When like aunties and uncles came to the house, we used to make him play guitar
Lindsey:and I would put You know, the little automatic tunes you can play on the
Lindsey:keyboard, and I would play the recorder, and I'd make a little program and hand it
Lindsey:out to people, MDing from an early age,
Gareth:Hello and welcome to The Music Room, the show where I chat
Gareth:with composers, songwriters and musicians about what they're up
Gareth:to before heading back in time to find out how it all began for them.
Gareth:Today's episode is a cracker with Lindsay Miller, a musical director
Gareth:for MD for Theatre Productions.
Gareth:I'll give Lindsay a proper introduction in a bit.
Gareth:But first, how are you?
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Gareth:Rhino.
Gareth:It's time for some music stories.
Gareth:City Hall has signed off on a 100, 000 boost for the music industry in Belfast.
Gareth:According to the Belfast Telegraph, elected representatives at Belfast City
Gareth:Council approved the allocation involving three branches of the industry in the city
Gareth:with funds going towards investment in venues, a new digital music and marketing
Gareth:platform, and industry mentoring.
Gareth:20, 20, 000 was approved for the Pipeline Investment Fund for music
Gareth:venues, 50, 000 for the creation of a digital music support service
Gareth:and marketing channels, and 30, 000 towards the development of the Music
Gareth:Industry Mentoring Programme for 23 24.
Gareth:So if you're in Belfast, Northern Ireland, Maybe investigate further.
Gareth:Next, I asked the music room community on Facebook a blankety blank.
Gareth:We do this every other week.
Gareth:The one thing I wish could be automated in my music process is blank.
Gareth:Go on, what would you say?
Gareth:Valere Speranza says, Mixing, mastering, producing the 30 seconds, seconds edits.
Gareth:That's a production music library thing, isn't it?
Gareth:Uh, to produce edits.
Gareth:And yes, that would save time.
Gareth:Mike Langley says stems, similar thing.
Gareth:Um, I agree with the edits, quite like mixing though.
Gareth:Uh, feels like part of the process to me.
Gareth:Ross Hemsworth says placement.
Gareth:I'll mentor that brother.
Gareth:Uh, Jamie Salisbury, conforming to new picture edits.
Gareth:Uh, that would be great.
Gareth:So when you're writing to picture, you line up the music to when
Gareth:scenes change and everything.
Gareth:So if the editors send a new edit, It can take ages to adjust all the
Gareth:fine timings that you already have.
Gareth:So like that, Jamie, if you can organize that, please, that would be great.
Gareth:Lots of other things like automatic transcription.
Gareth:Yeah, great.
Gareth:So with all the talk of AI going around, this is really interesting.
Gareth:Don't take our jobs, AI.
Gareth:Just help us do our jobs more efficiently, please.
Gareth:I think I speak for the Composer community on that.
Gareth:Lindsay Miller has worked in the theatre industry as an MD
Gareth:and keys player for 13 years.
Gareth:She's also a composer, arranger, orchestrator and keyboard programmer.
Gareth:She's been musical director for the 2023 Royal Shakespeare Company's
Gareth:production of Julius Caesar.
Gareth:The production played the Royal Shakespeare Theatre at Stratford upon Avon
Gareth:before embarking on a nine week UK tour.
Gareth:Let's get into it.
Gareth:Lindsay Miller, welcome to the music room.
Lindsey:Thank you very much.
Lindsey:Good to be here.
Gareth:Very welcome.
Gareth:Um, this is the second time we've been on a podcast together.
Gareth:The first time you were talking about the book you wrote about
Gareth:your experiences in North Korea,
Lindsey:Yeah, that's right.
Gareth:on the, on the social media, they all say.
Gareth:I'll let that sink in for a minute, but I'll leave, I'll put a link in the
Gareth:show notes to that episode because it was really fascinating and it shows
Gareth:a different side to your creativity.
Gareth:But today we talk about your music.
Gareth:You've just finished MDing a tour with the RSC around the UK.
Lindsey:I have,
Gareth:Amazing.
Gareth:How did that go?
Lindsey:it was great.
Lindsey:Yeah.
Lindsey:Good.
Lindsey:It's been a six month contract, this one.
Lindsey:So we started rehearsal in January, and an eight week rehearsal process and
Lindsey:with our director, uh, otre Banerjee.
Lindsey:So he was directing first time, I think, um, on major production, RSE in the
Lindsey:Royal Shakespeare Theater and yeah.
Lindsey:exciting young company.
Lindsey:And what's quite nice about working at the RSC as an MD and as a musician,
Lindsey:whether you write music yourself or not, is actually getting to work
Lindsey:with composers who come in and create a brand new score for each show.
Lindsey:And it's quite amazing, but I think the RSC and the National are one
Lindsey:of the only sort of two remaining big houses left that commission new
Lindsey:music for all of their production.
Lindsey:So, so that.
Lindsey:Part of the, well, actually the major reason why I enjoy working there is
Lindsey:getting to work on completely new music and being able to feed into
Lindsey:that as an MD is really exciting and is a lot more exciting to me than the
Lindsey:sort of other work I've sort of done earlier on, which was a lot more kind
Lindsey:of working on pre existing material.
Lindsey:I like the devising and creating process.
Lindsey:So yeah, it's been great.
Lindsey:Yeah,
Gareth:Yeah.
Gareth:Yeah.
Gareth:And if you follow Lindsay on Instagram, which I do, and by the way, the best
Gareth:stories, just, they'll make you smile.
Gareth:Go and follow her.
Gareth:It's, it's, you know, lots of puppy and dog content.
Lindsey:Oh, lots of dog content.
Gareth:Yeah, yeah.
Gareth:It's just very uplifting to read those.
Gareth:Um, what was it?
Gareth:What was my point?
Gareth:Oh yes, you were posting, your various locations where you
Gareth:were staying and performing.
Gareth:Did you have a favorite?
Gareth:Was there, there was a favorite show or a favorite place that you stayed?
Lindsey:Um, I really liked Newcastle.
Lindsey:I really love Newcastle as a city.
Lindsey:It was quite special to go back there actually because the last time I had
Lindsey:been there was, um, February 2020 just as the first lockdown was called and
Lindsey:COVID was kicking off and I was there with the RSC actually doing three shows
Lindsey:in rec and we just, we were doing two weeks in each venue and we just opened
Lindsey:the second and we were in the middle of pecking the third about to open that.
Lindsey:And the lockdown was called and all the theatres closed and then all,
Lindsey:all of us were going, what do we do?
Lindsey:Um, and then I, the next day was on a train back home.
Lindsey:So, I hadn't been to Newcastle since then, so it felt really odd being back
Lindsey:there, in that theatre and going, gosh, the last time I was in here was on
Lindsey:that snap goodbye, you know, and can I hug people I've spent the last year
Lindsey:and a half of my life with, you know?
Lindsey:But it was great, you know, we got to do the whole week, but I
Lindsey:really like the audiences there.
Lindsey:They're really up for it and really curious.
Lindsey:audiences as well.
Lindsey:Um, I'm quite courageous actually with the kind of things that
Lindsey:they like to go and see and the discussions they have about shows.
Lindsey:Yeah, I think Newcastle is definitely up there.
Gareth:nice one.
Gareth:I personally, I haven't been on tour, like that before.
Gareth:It must be satisfying, but physically draining to be, you
Gareth:know, living at 100% of the time.
Gareth:What do you look forward to most when you finish a tour?
Gareth:Cause obviously you've just finished now, haven't you?
Lindsey:Yeah, I think I look forward to being, like, having some I'm quite
Lindsey:a quiet person in my own time, and I, I will quite happily sit in my
Lindsey:house, without any music, um, not reading anything, just sitting quiet.
Lindsey:My husband often says to me, I can't believe you can just sit in the
Lindsey:silence for that amount of time.
Lindsey:Yeah.
Lindsey:But I think it's a thing.
Lindsey:I've talked to musician friends about this and they say similar
Lindsey:things where I think when you're.
Lindsey:You're listening.
Lindsey:So in a way that it's so targeted and so close and detailed and
Lindsey:And you're active all the time.
Lindsey:It's really nice to just kind of step out of that So at the end of a tour
Lindsey:or when I can on tour I like I like things that sort of bring me into
Lindsey:quiet, you know, I practice yoga.
Lindsey:I like reading I just, I like being on my own.
Lindsey:Um, I think also with MDing because you, I explain this to a lot of
Lindsey:MD students I've worked with, that I think 80% of it is music.
Lindsey:Um, actually, sorry, wrong way round.
Lindsey:About 10% of it is music.
Lindsey:Um, about 75 is...
Lindsey:people management and the rest is emails and, and it, and it really being around
Lindsey:managing people, working with people.
Lindsey:So having time to yourself, I think is really important.
Lindsey:So that's kind of the main thing I really look forward to.
Gareth:That's fantastic.
Gareth:Well, now we've talked about the tour.
Gareth:Are you ready to go back in time?
Lindsey:Let's do it.
Gareth:So here we are back in time.
Gareth:So Lindsay, how young were you when you first became aware of music?
Lindsey:Oh, I think, in terms of theatre, as early as I can possibly remember,
Lindsey:um, my parents are not musicians.
Lindsey:None of my family are mus well, they're musical, but in that
Lindsey:they appreciate music, but no one is a professional musician.
Lindsey:They're all teachers.
Lindsey:And I grew up watching videos of the old sort of 30s, 40s MGM classics.
Lindsey:So, when kids in school were talking about how they fancied, Peter
Lindsey:Andre or, or Victoria Beckham.
Lindsey:Um, I was talking about Howard Keele and how much I love Catherine Grayson
Lindsey:and they were all looking at me like, what, who are these people?
Lindsey:Um, and that, that was just what, what I grew up with.
Lindsey:I used to watch those films over and over and over again.
Lindsey:And my parents would watch them while they were doing the ironing and I
Lindsey:just sit under the ironing board just.
Lindsey:Watching and take it all in and I used to recreate all the dance routines thing.
Lindsey:But on the other side of that, I mean, my parents are enjoying music and my
Lindsey:dad listens to a lot of rock music.
Lindsey:So as a sort of alternative to that, um, I always, I always remember
Lindsey:ACDC being on Billy Ray Cyrus.
Lindsey:Um, ELO, State of Go, um, Beat Purple, you know, bands like that were just.
Lindsey:You know, cassettes in the little cassette storage box that I used
Lindsey:to kind of go through and play.
Gareth:God, you could have gone in an entirely different direction,
Gareth:couldn't you, with those influences?
Lindsey:Oh yeah.
Gareth:So is that your taste then?
Gareth:you have that kind of nostalgia for heavy rock music?
Lindsey:Oh, absolutely.
Lindsey:I think I have, I have a very nostalgic taste in music anyway.
Lindsey:you know, people say to me like, what do you listen to?
Lindsey:I really do listen to anything and everything.
Lindsey:I have always, I think it's more the style of certain music.
Lindsey:Like I love a strong beat.
Lindsey:I really love strong syncopation.
Lindsey:It just really hooks me in.
Lindsey:That, that is kind of the main thing I go for.
Lindsey:So whether that's EDM, or it's, you know, 70s rock, or whether it's, you know,
Lindsey:Motown, that stuff, that is what's going to hook me into that piece of music.
Gareth:Interesting.
Gareth:Yeah, a lot of people say melody, and especially composers will say melody.
Gareth:So it's really interesting to hear from someone who has
Gareth:the same effect with rhythm.
Gareth:So that was at home.
Gareth:Were you going to the theater as a youngster or, you know, what really,
Gareth:tuned you into the potential of actually learning an instrument
Gareth:or, you know, anything like that?
Lindsey:I mean, I didn't learn, so I play piano.
Lindsey:I didn't learn that start learning until I was about seven.
Lindsey:So I was, you know, a little older I think, than a lot of other sort
Lindsey:of peers that I've spoken to.
Lindsey:But, um, theater was, I feel very, very lucky.
Lindsey:And it's a big part of the reason why I feel very passionate about getting
Lindsey:young people into the theater is that.
Lindsey:I wanted to see a musical.
Lindsey:I'd seen so many on the television and I used to recreate all the dance routines
Lindsey:and I, I could, I still, the, the sound of those scores, I remember every little
Lindsey:clarinet, you know, little, little bit and, and every heart flicking, just,
Lindsey:I, I, it's just in my muscle memory.
Lindsey:And my parents, every year for my birthday, would buy theatre tickets
Lindsey:and we would go through to Edinburgh or through to Glasgow and go see something.
Lindsey:So it could, it could have been anything from, like a local amateur
Lindsey:group, you know, that were putting on a production of something.
Lindsey:Or, um, the touring version, I remember going to see Miss Saigon and that was
Lindsey:a big, sort of, turning point for me.
Lindsey:But we always went, every year.
Lindsey:My birthday's New Year's Eve, so it was, so there was always kind
Lindsey:of a lot of shows on at that time.
Lindsey:But yeah, I feel very lucky that they did that and that was where I became
Lindsey:quite curious about what else went on in the theatre, not just on the stage,
Lindsey:but I would spend a lot of time looking over the pit and, and just oogling, just
Lindsey:like all these amazing things, these instruments and people are crawling around
Lindsey:and Um, wondering sort of what was down there, and again, so interesting, I have
Lindsey:friends who work as theatre musicians who said they used to do the same thing.
Lindsey:Um, so I think it's amazing, even from that young age, you know,
Lindsey:when you show an interest in that, it's really important that there's
Lindsey:some, some way to access, art, you know, to encourage that curiosity.
Gareth:Yeah, it's interesting to say it was, something special to go to the
Gareth:theater, you know, on your birthday, then, uh, I'm sure that nostalgia
Gareth:connected to that special treat, kind of adds to the magic, doesn't it?
Lindsey:Oh,
Lindsey:absolutely.
Gareth:yeah, yeah.
Gareth:So you mentioned Miss Saigon and that was a bit of a turning point for you.
Gareth:Uh, why was that?
Lindsey:I remember I went with, so my dad, my dad's a retired
Lindsey:head teacher and his school was organizing a trip to go see the show.
Lindsey:And, um, quite often, you know, if these school trips were running, my
Lindsey:mom and myself and my brother might join and we did on that occasion.
Lindsey:And I, I remember being in the Edinburgh Playhouse and I had never seen
Lindsey:anything that spectacular on a stage.
Lindsey:With the heli, you know, the helipopter coming down and they've
Lindsey:got the fences and there's people singing and crawling up the fences.
Lindsey:And I hadn't ever seen anything that was, based on, You know,
Lindsey:I, a real situation like that happened, you know, with, that war.
Lindsey:And, and there was really something very powerful about that.
Lindsey:I'd been to see some, I remember going to see a couple of offers afterwards.
Lindsey:But I think it was the first thing I'd seen that had been really
Lindsey:sung through the whole play.
Lindsey:And the music just felt.
Lindsey:like this enormous character in itself that I really hadn't maybe appreciated
Lindsey:as much in other things I'd been to see, where for me the emphasis had
Lindsey:been on what I was seeing, whereas that was about how it felt and I could, I
Lindsey:remember feeling it in the auditorium, with the subs going and the strings and
Lindsey:at that time that was when there was a much bigger touring orchestra as well.
Lindsey:I don't remember how many but it was quite, I remember it was
Lindsey:quite sizable, um, so I think that was a lot to do with it.
Gareth:yeah.
Gareth:There's something about the community of watching something, you know,
Gareth:with a, with a load of other people as well, and feeling that
Gareth:electricity in the room isn't there.
Gareth:You can feel it at certain gigs and things like that, where it's just really special.
Gareth:So when you saw Miss Saigon, had you already started your own musical learning,
Gareth:uh, at that point, or was it something that spurred you on to learn the piano
Gareth:or how does that all fit together?
Lindsey:I had, I think I'd be learning piano for a couple of years.
Lindsey:I think I was about 10.
Lindsey:Um, I was certainly still sort of end of primary school.
Lindsey:So I think I 11 years old.
Lindsey:And I'd been playing piano for a couple of years and I was enjoying it.
Lindsey:But the thing I found with it was I didn't like practicing.
Lindsey:And the reason I didn't like practicing was because I
Lindsey:didn't like.
Gareth:much.
Lindsey:Oh, it's so boring.
Lindsey:I, I, people who say they
Gareth:20 minutes before the lesson.
Gareth:Yeah.
Lindsey:but my, my parents are really good because they, we
Lindsey:couldn't, we didn't have a big piano.
Lindsey:I had a little patio keyboard is what I practiced on at home and, um, uh, on the
Lindsey:kitchen chair, the kitchen table chair.
Lindsey:And, um, that was what I practiced on.
Lindsey:And my parents like forced me to practice and they would sit and
Lindsey:watch me and they'd go right.
Lindsey:30 minute scales and arpeggios, 30 minute pieces, and they would find me and watch
Lindsey:and like make sure I did it because I would try and talk my way out of it, um,
Lindsey:just have a sit and have a chat, and so they were quite good at forcing me to
Lindsey:practice and I'm really glad they did, but I think a big element of it wasn't
Lindsey:just where because you're building the skills to then you're learning the rules
Lindsey:to then take them apart and I wanted to take them apart because I had lots
Lindsey:of, I'd seen all these amazing things and I was like I just want to do that.
Lindsey:But it was the community element of it was what was missing and when I, my,
Lindsey:I remember my first piano teacher had a little concert for all her students
Lindsey:in a little town hall and I played a piece in front of people and it wasn't.
Lindsey:A lot of kids, you know, say, oh, it was great at the end, I got to stand
Lindsey:up and take a bow and everyone clapped.
Lindsey:For me, it was actually being able to listen to other people
Lindsey:and be in a room where other people were doing that thing too.
Lindsey:And...
Lindsey:I really wanted to play with other people.
Lindsey:I didn't want to sit on my own in my house.
Lindsey:You know, I wanted to go collaborate.
Lindsey:And I didn't know that at the time.
Lindsey:I do now.
Lindsey:And I can totally see the signs of that now.
Lindsey:But that, that really would have motivated me, I think.
Lindsey:If I'd maybe been in a little band or something.
Lindsey:And I did, you know, apologies to my brother who I forced to
Lindsey:be in a little band with me.
Lindsey:When like aunties and uncles came to the house, we used to make him play guitar
Lindsey:and I would put You know, the little automatic tunes you can play on the
Lindsey:keyboard, and I would play the recorder, and I'd make a little program and hand it
Lindsey:out to people, MDing from an early age, uh, but yeah, I mean, just again, things
Lindsey:like that, that, that, it's interesting looking back at that stuff and going,
Lindsey:oh yeah, there's, there's signs there of that natural kind of, again, instinct to
Lindsey:collaborate and be in a group, and yeah.
Lindsey:boss people around and um, and make, make new music, you know, to
Gareth:Well, it's interesting.
Gareth:You're saying, you know, the opportunity to play with other people.
Gareth:That's what you really wanted.
Gareth:I started on the cello.
Gareth:I played the piano as well, but I started on the cello and that it was
Gareth:almost a condition of getting lessons.
Gareth:from the school that you attend orchestra.
Gareth:So you didn't even think about it.
Gareth:It was just, you were shoved into that situation where you're
Gareth:playing with other people.
Gareth:Which I'm incredibly grateful for in a, in a sense, cause I wouldn't
Gareth:probably wouldn't have sought that out.
Gareth:But I suppose on the piano, you had to actually seek out those opportunities
Gareth:to, to play with other people.
Gareth:I hadn't really thought about that before, but it's, um, it's different for pianists.
Lindsey:Yeah, it is.
Lindsey:I mean, I do think about that sometimes.
Lindsey:I mean, my, my second instrument, although it's very rusty, is the flute.
Lindsey:And that was when I was much older, in sort of high school.
Lindsey:And I had to do the same thing.
Lindsey:I had to play concert bands and jazz bands.
Lindsey:And I'd been singing in some choirs and doing various things, but that
Lindsey:was really nice because you're in a section, you know, and you, and you
Lindsey:have someone, you know, at least.
Lindsey:Well, at least like one or two, three people sitting next to you
Lindsey:who are playing the same instrument.
Lindsey:You go, this is great!
Lindsey:And I just didn't have that on the piano at all.
Lindsey:It felt very much like a very isolated little island.
Lindsey:And that's, again, the link with theatre, that playing with someone
Lindsey:who's singing was, was an option.
Lindsey:You know, where...
Lindsey:playing a different instrument might not have been such a natural
Lindsey:progression collaboratively.
Gareth:So moving on from, you know, learning piano and going
Gareth:to the theater, did that inspire you to go into further education
Gareth:for music or what happened there?
Lindsey:So I did, when I was at school, I did do music as part of my exams and what
Lindsey:were, what used to be called highers and advanced highers, I don't think they exist
Lindsey:anymore, um, but going to music school, I mean, I actually wanted to be an actor for
Lindsey:a long time and I used to do all the local amateur dramatic societies and pencils and
Lindsey:I was in a Shakespeare group and a street theater group and I was in a, I was an
Lindsey:actor and I was like, I want, I want to be a performer and, um, but, but training.
Lindsey:In musical theater didn't just didn't feel accessible to me, very expensive.
Lindsey:It was in Glasgow and Edinburgh.
Lindsey:I mean, I'm from Glasgow originally, but I've grown up in lots of small towns.
Lindsey:It felt very far away, very alien, and I didn't know anyone who did that.
Lindsey:Um, and so I kind of thought I'll keep it as a hobby.
Lindsey:I'll keep music and theater as a hobby.
Lindsey:And by the time I went to university, that was really ingrained in my way of
Lindsey:thinking was this can always be a hobby and something to do, alongside my real
Lindsey:job, which I decided would be a teacher.
Lindsey:And so I went to university and I studied French and Spanish, and that
Lindsey:was with the view of doing my degree.
Lindsey:I'd go and train for a year to be a teacher, get my PGCE and then go off and
Lindsey:be a secondary teacher and work my way up to head teacher like my dad had done.
Lindsey:Um, When I was at university, I did a year abroad in Spain teaching English
Lindsey:in Valencia, and when I was on that year abroad, I just, I was so tired
Lindsey:and bored of, of doing these languages.
Lindsey:And the reason was because they'd been so, I, I just wanted to learn, I love speaking
Lindsey:as you can tell, um, but I, I just really, I really wanted to communicate.
Lindsey:I wanted to be able to speak and a lot of the emphasis was on reading and
Lindsey:really academic kind of Working and I wasn't really interested in that.
Lindsey:And serendipitously I had been talking to a friend who was in a lot of
Lindsey:the acapella world, uh, at, at that university and as Andrew and I'd said,
Lindsey:you know, I really met the theater.
Lindsey:And just before I'd gone to uni, I'd actually accidentally ended up envying
Lindsey:a show because the person dropped out.
Lindsey:And I conducted the, the Amateur Dramatic Society in doing a little cabaret show.
Lindsey:And I said, look, I really.
Lindsey:I really miss doing that.
Lindsey:I really wish I could join like the musical society, but I don't really
Lindsey:know how to go about doing that.
Lindsey:And she had just sent me an email and had said, I've just met someone.
Lindsey:They're putting on a production of a funny thing happened on the way to the forum.
Lindsey:They need an MD.
Lindsey:You want to do it?
Lindsey:And I went, okay.
Lindsey:And then when I came back from Valencia, I just kind of went,
Lindsey:this is, this is what I love.
Lindsey:And I spent the next few years in my degree.
Lindsey:Not doing any work for my degree, but just doing shows.
Lindsey:I was writing music for shows, MDing shows.
Lindsey:We did Jerry Springer, the opera, um, which was a phenomenal thing to do.
Lindsey:I was accompanying loads.
Lindsey:I ended up getting a piano accompaniment scholarship and a guy who, Ben
Lindsey:Murray, I credit with helping me.
Lindsey:Get to where I am now, who is, um, One of the first people who studied
Lindsey:the MD course at Royal Scottish Came, had gone to St Andrews and came
Lindsey:back to play on Dowdsbringer And he said to me, you know, have you ever
Lindsey:thought about doing this course?
Lindsey:That's the, uh, the, at the time the academy used to be RSAMD and
Lindsey:I said, no, and he went, well, why don't you come through to Glasgow?
Lindsey:You can come meet the staff and just see what you think.
Lindsey:And again, it's just seemed like a totally alien world.
Lindsey:I was like, I'm a teacher.
Lindsey:I'm going to be a teacher.
Lindsey:I'm going to be a head teacher.
Lindsey:So, you know, it still was in the back of my head, even though I was doing it
Lindsey:all at uni, I was like, Oh, you know, I just never thought that you could.
Lindsey:pay a mortgage and like fund a life, you know, with money from the arts.
Lindsey:So it just didn't seem feasible to me.
Lindsey:But I went through to Glasgow, met the staff and Ben was so kind and let
Lindsey:me sit in on a lot of his classes.
Lindsey:And I remember sitting on the steps of RCS and drinking a coffee
Lindsey:and just be, I was so emotional.
Lindsey:I just went, I, I belong here.
Lindsey:Like I need to be here.
Lindsey:Um, it just felt so right.
Lindsey:And I auditioned.
Lindsey:I didn't get in and that year I was like, I don't, what am I going to do?
Lindsey:And I was doing Fame at the Fringe and the production company who
Lindsey:were doing Fame, I ended up sort of stepping into the MD role.
Lindsey:Because an issue, there was an issue with the MD and then they, because
Lindsey:they'd seen my work and said we're taking Blues Brothers to the West End.
Lindsey:Do you want to do it?
Lindsey:And I went, uh, yeah,
Gareth:Wow.
Lindsey:And ended up MDing, did all the orchestration, played
Lindsey:in the band, fixed the band.
Lindsey:We did a month long run.
Lindsey:Um, and then I did a show at the library, which we were at with
Lindsey:Caesar a couple of weeks ago.
Lindsey:Um, and, and then work kind of dried up.
Lindsey:I went back to waitressing for a bit, saved up some money
Lindsey:and then reapplied and got in.
Lindsey:So, so this sort of thing of like keeping it as a hobby, it still feels that way to
Lindsey:me because when people ask what I do and I say I'm a musician, I feel like I'm not
Lindsey:really, I never describe my job as a job.
Lindsey:I never ever say I'm off to work, I'll say I'm off to rehearsals, I'm off
Lindsey:to the studio or I'm off, you know, I never ever say I'm off to work.
Lindsey:Um, I feel very lucky for that.
Lindsey:Um, but yeah, could have, could have all gone the other way.
Lindsey:Um, so thank you to Ben Murray for.
Lindsey:Suggesting I come in and sit in because I really don't think I would have ever gone
Lindsey:for that opportunity had he not said that.
Gareth:Wow, that's amazing.
Gareth:It's really nice to acknowledge the people who have been, kind
Gareth:of a milestone in life, isn't it?
Gareth:So that's, that's nice.
Gareth:He, um, included him in that.
Gareth:Um, I ask all of my guests to leave an item and a piece of advice in
Gareth:the music room for others to find.
Gareth:And hopefully that's helpful to other people in the music industry.
Gareth:Firstly, what item would you like to leave in the music room?
Lindsey:I would leave my old Casio keyboard in the music room.
Lindsey:And I wish I could remember the model.
Lindsey:It was, it was, you know, from Argos, that I got for Christmas one year.
Lindsey:I think I would, I would leave that because it signals to me that you don't
Lindsey:need, you know, I, I didn't have a piano.
Lindsey:I didn't have a big fancy piano.
Lindsey:That wasn't something that my parents had and I still was able to
Lindsey:nurture a skill on something else.
Lindsey:Um, and it, it is accessible, music is accessible and, and also whether that's
Lindsey:playing a recorder, you know, I remember when I was a kid I used to go to a group
Lindsey:called Semi Quavers, my mum used to send me to, and that was like, hitting
Lindsey:Pringles tubs filled with lentils and, you know, shaking boxes with, broken
Lindsey:shells in it and things like that.
Lindsey:And that was making music.
Lindsey:So I think, I think I would leave my Casio keyboard in there for that reason.
Gareth:Yeah, that's, that's really interesting actually.
Gareth:And, hopefully we'll speak to lots of composers who think that, you know,
Gareth:getting the latest sample library will make them a better composer when in
Gareth:fact it's not the case at all, is it?
Gareth:so your advice, what advice would you like to leave?
Lindsey:My piece of advice would be...
Lindsey:That your creative priorities will change and that's okay.
Lindsey:And it's important to listen to yourself with like what is
Lindsey:going to creatively satisfy you.
Lindsey:And it's, you know, when you're a kid and you might be
Lindsey:dreaming of being an astronaut.
Lindsey:But as you get older, you might have other dreams and you might then want to, you
Lindsey:know, work in the fire service, or you might want to be a musician, or you might
Lindsey:want to run for prime minister, or you might, you could, you could want a whole
Lindsey:host of things and they're not wrong, but just as you, as you grow and you
Lindsey:start to live more and more of your life, you're going to start to have different
Lindsey:priorities and different focuses.
Lindsey:And I think something that I've kind of really discovered over the last It's
Lindsey:especially sort of effect from training at music school is that I felt very
Lindsey:much like I had to be a certain thing or do certain something to feel like I
Lindsey:was worthy and I'd achieved and I was You know, I was, I was really, really
Lindsey:doing my best and actually it's not, those things can, can change over time.
Lindsey:What is, you know, musicals were my passion for a long time,
Lindsey:but plays are now my passion.
Lindsey:And, I think it should be important to listen to yourself and listen to how
Lindsey:your needs, listen to what your needs are and just ask them, what, what are my
Lindsey:creative needs and are they being met?
Lindsey:And how do I go about doing that for myself?
Lindsey:So that's the, as much as it's scary being self employed and, and in the
Lindsey:art, it's also, can be really exciting in that way because you are the person
Lindsey:who chooses how you nourish yourself.
Lindsey:Um, but you have to listen out for what those changes are.
Gareth:That's amazing.
Gareth:Great advice.
Gareth:Thank you, Lindsay.
Gareth:It has been a joy chatting with you.
Gareth:Thank you for joining me in the music room.
Lindsey:Thank you.
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