Artist Jeffrey Knopf didn't think he'd end up a widow in his 40s. But six months ago, his wife Tara lost her fight with terminal cancer - leaving Jeff and their daughter Ruby heartbroken.  So as the midnight bell tolled signalling that start of a new year, Jeff has decided to embrace his inner 'fuck it' mentality and make a new start.  2018 for him is about finding a new way of living, no longer hiding behind his grief, and empowering himself - and his daughter - to find a way to finally thrive on life, not survive.  The Fuck It Moments Podcast host Clare met Jeff in a coffee shop in Altrincham before Christmas. They talk about how their conversation - just two strangers connecting by chance - inspired them both to make some big changes, whatever challenges life may throw along the way. Presented and produced by Clare Freeman. Brought to you by ASFB Productions. Music by Thomas Ragsdale.