Today’s story is the second and final parts of “The River in the Mist” by Dwale, poet, singer and award-winning short story author. Its poetry collection “Face Down in the Leaves,” published by Weasel Press, is available from corporate monster Amazon dot com. You can find more of its stories on FurAffinity.
Last time, Lusa of the Squirrel tribe bid farewell to her husband and set out on her journey in hopes of clearing their debt. She arrived at a fortified trading post and made arrangements to scavenge the landfill there. She had just been informed that bandits in the area have begun to resort to cannibalism and obtained a case of magnifying lenses from the corpse of an unlucky scavenger.
When we left off, she had hidden her find in a snow drift, intending to smuggle it out of the trading post rather than pay their tax.
Read for you by Khaki, your faithful fireside companion.
You’re listening to The Voice of Dog.
Speaker:I’m Khaki, your faithful fireside companion,
Speaker:and Today’s story is the second
Speaker:and final parts of
Speaker:“The River in the Mist”
Speaker:by Dwale, poet, singer
Speaker:and award-winning short story author.
Speaker:Its poetry collection “Face Down in the Leaves,”
Speaker:published by Weasel Press,
Speaker:is available from corporate monster Amazon dot com.
Speaker:You can find more of its stories on FurAffinity.
Speaker:Last time, Lusa of the Squirrel tribe bid farewell to her husband
Speaker:and set out on her journey in hopes of clearing their debt.
Speaker:She arrived at a fortified trading post
Speaker:and made arrangements to scavenge the landfill there.
Speaker:She had just been informed that bandits in the area have begun to resort to cannibalism
Speaker:and obtained a case of magnifying lenses from the corpse of an unlucky scavenger.
Speaker:When we left off,
Speaker:she had hidden her find in a snow drift,
Speaker:intending to smuggle it out of the trading post
Speaker:rather than pay their tax.
Please enjoy:“The River in the Mist”
Please enjoy:by Dwale, Part 2 of 2
Please enjoy:She had done it. A sleepless night,
Please enjoy:one spent fretting that her ploy would be discovered, or that her treasure would be found and stolen,
Please enjoy:but in the pre-dawn hours she had pretended to take her leave of the trading post
Please enjoy:and hidden her sled in the woods.
Please enjoy:Then, having found the drift into which she had tossed the package of lenses,
Please enjoy:she had darted in to recover them.
Please enjoy:Squirrels lack the which allows other animals to see in low light;
Please enjoy:she had gone in almost blind.
Please enjoy:But, she had burned the spot into her memory and knew it even when all she could see
Please enjoy:were faint silhouettes.
Please enjoy:She had done it, that was all she could think now.
Please enjoy:The weight of concern had fallen from her shoulders.
Please enjoy:She was going back to her little village by the sea,
Please enjoy:back to her dear Miki,
Please enjoy:and her heart was so light that she could have flown.
Please enjoy:One more step remained:
Please enjoy:to get to the docks, which were only two days’ walk from the scrapyard if she made good time.
Please enjoy:There she would barter her way onto a boat
Please enjoy:and ride the current home.
Please enjoy:With the lenses now safely in her possession,
Please enjoy:she could afford to part with every last grain of her tobacco if she had to,
Please enjoy:and still clear her debts when she returned.
Please enjoy:It was all so simple.
Please enjoy:Soon, she would be out of the blasted cold.
Please enjoy:She could almost smell her own bed,
Please enjoy:and feel the warmth of Miki’s arms.
Please enjoy:There was nothing to stop her.
Please enjoy:Nothing could stop her.
Please enjoy:She was able to live in that happy illusion until the morning of the second day,
Please enjoy:when the sky began to darken
Please enjoy:and the wind started to howl like riled wolves.
Please enjoy:There in the spruce-laden foothills
Please enjoy:she was close enough to the mountains to get caught in the unpredictable storms
Please enjoy:that swept down from the heights.
Please enjoy:But even then she wasn’t yet afraid,
Please enjoy:for the whole of her life had been spent in these stark climes,
Please enjoy:and she knew the particulars of survival with no less intimacy than she knew her own teeth.
Please enjoy:There was a tent folded in her pack,
Please enjoy:and some pemmican and seedcake,
Please enjoy:enough for a few days if she stretched it.
Please enjoy:The storm would have moved on by then.
Please enjoy:Still, she was loath to stop and wait
Please enjoy:when she was less than a day’s walk to the docks.
Please enjoy:That a storm was coming was indisputable,
Please enjoy:but it was not yet upon her
Please enjoy:and she might, if conditions favored,
Please enjoy:reach her destination before it overtook her.
Please enjoy:Breathing deep through fluttering nostrils,
Please enjoy:she shut her eyes and sampled the air,
Please enjoy:which was dry and had none of the faint, dank vegetable scent
Please enjoy:that portended inundation.
Please enjoy:In the branches overhead, she saw the scales of the long,
Please enjoy:russet pinecones spread wide and open,
Please enjoy:as they tended to be when the humidity was low.
Please enjoy:She stood there, weighing the evidence,
Please enjoy:then sighed, re-shouldered her sled line, and went onward.
Please enjoy:She would be in no small jeopardy if a blizzard were to catch her unawares,
Please enjoy:but she was satisfied that she could continue a while
Please enjoy:so long as she watched the skies
Please enjoy:and was prepared to shelter at the first sign of trouble.
Please enjoy:It was regrettable, then,
Please enjoy:that the misfortune which found her
Please enjoy:was of a sort she needed more than a tent and rations to survive.
Please enjoy:Her sense for the weather proved accurate.
Please enjoy:By the time the winds died and the first snowflakes began to drift groundward,
Please enjoy:it was late afternoon
Please enjoy:and she was within shouting distance of the river.
Please enjoy:Let the storm do its worst,
Please enjoy:she had but to climb one last hill
Please enjoy:and she would be looking down at the dock-master’s shack,
Please enjoy:where there would be a fire burning and a dry floor.
Please enjoy:She spurred her aching legs cheerfully up the slope,
Please enjoy:the burdensome weight of her sled forgotten,
Please enjoy:while the snow falling about her may as well have been confetti to celebrate her arrival.
Please enjoy:So pleased was she in her thoughts
Please enjoy:that her typical wariness,
Please enjoy:a hallmark and virtue of the squirrel tribe,
Please enjoy:was buried underneath her excitement.
Please enjoy:Otherwise, she might have noticed the lack of smoke from the dock-master’s chimney,
Please enjoy:which she should have seen trailing over the hill.
Please enjoy:Neither had she noticed
Please enjoy:the eyes peering out at her through the trees,
Please enjoy:not until someone made a careless step
Please enjoy:and snapped a branch which had been hidden under the snow.
Please enjoy:That brought her short ears upright,
Please enjoy:and her eyes opened to fullness,
Please enjoy:wild and searching
Please enjoy:as she whirled around on the figures emerging from their cover.
Please enjoy:The four men she saw all had differing phenotypes,
Please enjoy:a wolf, the largest chimera of the four,
Please enjoy:was nearest her, flanked by a white fox and a wolverine on his left,
Please enjoy:and a greying, raw-boned cougar on his right.
Please enjoy:All of them were dressed in threadbare rags,
Please enjoy:sunken-eyed and thin as saplings.
Please enjoy:Strands of conversation she’d had with the moose back in the scrapyard
Please enjoy:floated into her memory unbidden.
Please enjoy:They get desperate this time of year…
Please enjoy:a pit of bones with bite marks all over them…
Please enjoy:She brought her air-gun around from its shoulder sling.
Please enjoy:It was an unwieldy contraption she’d pieced together from high-pressure hand-pumps
Please enjoy:salvaged from the ruins of a sporting goods store,
Please enjoy:about the size of shotgun without a stock.
Please enjoy:Three tubes extended from the receiver:
Please enjoy:the lowermost was the air reservoir,
Please enjoy:while the central tube was the barrel.
Please enjoy:The uppermost, shorter than the other two,
Please enjoy:was the magazine.
Please enjoy:A laser pointer mounted to the barrel did
Please enjoy:duty for a sight.
Please enjoy:On the right side of the gun was a whopping great pressure gauge
Please enjoy:which was far too big to be practical,
Please enjoy:but it was the only one she’d had lying around the shop.
Please enjoy:The trigger had begun life
Please enjoy:as a light-switch.
Please enjoy:They stopped when she leveled it at them.
Please enjoy:She took the opportunity to turn on the sight,
Please enjoy:and then to jerk back on the bolt
Please enjoy:that held the magazine closed, which made a satisfying “ka
Please enjoy:-chunk” as the mechanism loaded a ball into the firing chamber.
Please enjoy:“Stay back,” she warned,
Please enjoy:training the red dot on the wolf’s forehead.
Please enjoy:“I mean it!” They laughed at her,
Please enjoy:recognizing the air-gun for what it was
Please enjoy:and perhaps thinking such a device could do them no more hurt than a flesh wound.
Please enjoy:They continued to advance,
Please enjoy:unafraid, the wolf flashing a grin of yellowed fangs.
Please enjoy:But while it was true that her weapon had far less muzzle energy than a firearm of the same size,
Please enjoy:it fired seventeen-millimeter ball bearings
Please enjoy:with enough velocity to punch through a phonebook.
Please enjoy:She knew that much from testing it.
Please enjoy:If it could do that,
Please enjoy:then it could smash into a man’s skull with ease.
Please enjoy:“Why don’t you put down your little BB gun, squirrely-girly?”
Please enjoy:The wolf’s hand moved to unbuckle his belt,
Please enjoy:where she saw for the first time
Please enjoy:that he had a pistol holstered there,
Please enjoy:and a massive bulge behind his zipper.
Please enjoy:“We just wanna play wi
Please enjoy:-“ A sharp pneumatic crack echoed through the forest.
Please enjoy:The ball bearing
Please enjoy:had struck him on the edge of the eye socket,
Please enjoy:caving fur and flesh and bone
Please enjoy:in on his cranial cavity.
Please enjoy:His right eyeball, dislodged and partially dragged up into the wound,
Please enjoy:shone white, while the other focused on her a moment in disbelief
Please enjoy:before glazing over.
Please enjoy:He collapsed, dead before he hit the ground,
Please enjoy:a smile still on his lips.
Please enjoy:A mixture of blood and cerebrospinal fluid gushed,
Please enjoy:steaming, onto the ground,
Please enjoy:melting frost as it darkened the earth like a stain.
Please enjoy:That was when the fox said,
Please enjoy:“Holy shit!” The three remaining bandits scattered;
Please enjoy:she didn’t wait around to see what they meant to do.
Please enjoy:She snatched up the line of her sled
Please enjoy:and dashed up the hill as fast as her lithe frame could take her
Please enjoy:while dragging her belongings.
Please enjoy:Once at the top, thinking fast and certain of pursuit,
Please enjoy:she got behind her sled
Please enjoy:and leaned her whole weight into it,
Please enjoy:her boots digging furrows in the snow as she marched it towards the incline.
Please enjoy:Once the nose began to tip downwards,
Please enjoy:she leapt atop her baggage and clung tight.
Please enjoy:At first, she moved no faster than she might have done running,
Please enjoy:and wondered in a panic if she might be better served by her feet,
Please enjoy:but the speed increased,
Please enjoy:and increased more
Please enjoy:until she began to wonder the same thing over again, but for the opposite reason.
Please enjoy:This was the windward side of the hill,
Please enjoy:sparser of vegetation than the other slope had been,
Please enjoy:but far from devoid of it.
Please enjoy:Tree-trunks swooshed by her face,
Please enjoy:dark blurs that passed so close
Please enjoy:she felt her whiskers brush them.
Please enjoy:At such speed, the alternation between the day and their shadows
Please enjoy:was like a strobe-light.
Please enjoy:She leaned one way or the other in a futile attempt to control her descent,
Please enjoy:but the sled was meant to be towed, not ridden,
Please enjoy:and had no steering mechanism whatsoever.
Please enjoy:When she saw the crooked root protruding from the earth
Please enjoy:near the bottom of the hill,
Please enjoy:she knew she was going to hit it and could do nothing more
Please enjoy:than shut her eyes and hope.
Please enjoy:The dreaded impact did not come.
Please enjoy:The root, when the rails connected with it,
Please enjoy:ramped her forward in a shallow arc.
Please enjoy:Weightless of a sudden,
Please enjoy:she and her sled parted ways mid-air.
Please enjoy:It could not have been more than a couple of seconds,
Please enjoy:but it was as if she had grown wings.
Please enjoy:She never felt the moment when physics reasserted its harsh rule over her person;
Please enjoy:when she hit the ground,
Please enjoy:her world went black.
Please enjoy:Someone was shouting.
Please enjoy:She sat up in the snow, uncertain of the why and where regarding her circumstances,
Please enjoy:dazed by the force of her landing.
Please enjoy:She was beside the fenced-in area of the dock-master’s dwelling,
Please enjoy:where he kept a small collection of fishing boats.
Please enjoy:Her sled was an arm’s length away,
Please enjoy:upside-down where it had struck the ground nose-first.
Please enjoy:If she had not fallen the way she had,
Please enjoy:it might well have crushed her. The shouting
Please enjoy:continued. Only when she saw two of the bandits dashing down the slope in a reckless frenzy
Please enjoy:was the gravity of the situation restored to her spinning mind.
Please enjoy:She stood without even taking time to check if she had broken bones,
Please enjoy:intent on begging aid from the dock-master,
Please enjoy:but saw there was a note fixed to the dark window of the door to his shack.
Please enjoy:It was Inuktitut
Please enjoy:transliterated into English letters,
Please enjoy:and she couldn’t read a word of it, but then,
Please enjoy:she didn’t need to be able to read it to guess what it meant.
Please enjoy:He wasn’t there. Some emergency, some twist of chance had called him away with his family.
Please enjoy:She was on her own.
Please enjoy:The bandits would be on her in seconds.
Please enjoy:Knife out, she cut the ropes securing her pack to the sled:
Please enjoy:she couldn’t leave it,
Please enjoy:it had too much of her and Miki’s life inside.
Please enjoy:She seized it by one end and swung it around with her arms extended,
Please enjoy:in the manner of the Olympic hammer-toss.
Please enjoy:Only two minutes earlier
Please enjoy:and she would not have believed herself capable of such a feat,
Please enjoy:but the adrenaline was hot in her veins and with a bestial grunt
Please enjoy:she heaved the pack over the fence
Please enjoy:and re-sheathed her blade.
Please enjoy:Now it was her turn.
Please enjoy:Her mitten-like boots let her grip the chain
Please enjoy:-link as though with hands; she scrambled up the fence with the same ease she might have mounted a staircase, but the fox,
Please enjoy:fast as a flash, was on her before she could complete the transit,
Please enjoy:his hand clamped around her ankle
Please enjoy:like a metal snare.
Please enjoy:She grabbed her air-gun.
Please enjoy:Once she pulled the bolt to let ammo into the firing chamber, all that kept it from rolling down the barrel was a pair of rubber prongs.
Please enjoy:Because of this, it could not reliably shoot straight down,
Please enjoy:but she didn’t have a free hand to operate it even had it been otherwise.
Please enjoy:Instead, she jerked back on the bolt
Please enjoy:and angled the barrel at the fox’s head.
Please enjoy:A heavy steel ball-bearing rolled out
Please enjoy:and pelted him on the nose with a muffled thump. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to make him yelp and let go, to let her scurry
Please enjoy:the rest of the way over the top.
Please enjoy:The fox recovered
Please enjoy:and sprang to catch the end of her tail,
Please enjoy:and might have gotten it, too,
Please enjoy:had he been a split-second earlier, but fell back on his butt with only a fist-full of white fur for his trouble.
Please enjoy:He growled like a feral animal,
Please enjoy:humiliated but unhurt,
Please enjoy:and more intent than ever on doing her harm.
Please enjoy:Rather than attempt to scale the fence as she had done,
Please enjoy:he went for his pistol, a battered old piece with a rusty slide,
Please enjoy:drew, pointed it at her
Please enjoy:and pulled the trigger.
Please enjoy:Nothing happened.
Please enjoy:A confused look spread over his face like spilt water.
Please enjoy:She would later puzzle out what it must have been,
Please enjoy:that the scarcity of rounds meant this fellow had little to no practice with his weapon.
Please enjoy:He had forgotten to switch off the safety,
Please enjoy:nothing more than that,
Please enjoy:but it was enough.
Please enjoy:She brought the laser sight, still switched on from earlier,
Please enjoy:to the center of his ribcage, and fired.
Please enjoy:They both stood there and looked at each other,
Please enjoy:dumbfounded. Her shot had collided with the fence wire,
Please enjoy:and punched through, but the resistance had been enough to deflect her projectile
Please enjoy:and make it veer off target.
Please enjoy:Now the fox remembered the safety.
Please enjoy:He toggled it, pointed the gun at her and fired blind,
Please enjoy:frantic to get her before she got him.
Please enjoy:Her next shot went off at the same time as his own:
Please enjoy:hers striking him true this time, right in the heart,
Please enjoy:while his caught her in the left pectoral region,
Please enjoy:just above the breast.
Please enjoy:He staggered backwards
Please enjoy:and went down onto one knee, panting,
Please enjoy:then tilted face-first into the snow.
Please enjoy:Pain radiated through her chest,
Please enjoy:bright and hot as molten iron.
Please enjoy:Her left arm, which had been bracing her air-gun a moment before,
Please enjoy:fell slack and deadened.
Please enjoy:She tried to move it and found the explosion of pain so severe that she abandoned the attempt at once.
Please enjoy:She felt the bullet whiz by her face before she heard it.
Please enjoy:There were still two bandits out there, she remembered,
Please enjoy:and they were still trying to kill her.
Please enjoy:She let the air-gun return to its resting place on her side
Please enjoy:and, with her remaining good arm,
Please enjoy:hauled her pack over to a canoe by the river shore, trailing blood.
Please enjoy:With the last of her fading strength,
Please enjoy:she slung her gear into the boat,
Please enjoy:pushed it into the water,
Please enjoy:and slumped into it.
Please enjoy:She drifted with the current.
Please enjoy:The gunshots had stopped;
Please enjoy:her pursuers must have given up trying to hit her at that range.
Please enjoy:The sound of wind and running water was almost intoxicating
Please enjoy:when mingled with her exhaustion,
Please enjoy:and she might really have fallen asleep
Please enjoy:were it not for the sound of something hard banging against the canoe’s metal hull.
Please enjoy:Once she caught her breath,
Please enjoy:she dragged herself onto her knees and had a cautious look around.
Please enjoy:She had launched her craft straight into an ice floe.
Please enjoy:But maybe that was good?
Please enjoy:Surely, she thought,
Please enjoy:the bandits wouldn’t be so foolish as to come after her,
Please enjoy:with a storm at their back and a river full of ice.
Please enjoy:But gazing back at the dock-master’s place,
Please enjoy:she saw three of them,
Please enjoy:the two living ones
Please enjoy:dumping the dead fox into a flat-bottomed motorboat.
Please enjoy:To eat, she realized.
Please enjoy:“You’re gonna pay, tree-rat,”
Please enjoy:the old cougar hollered from the shoreline.
Please enjoy:“You hear me? You’re gonna pay!”
Please enjoy:So, they meant to give chase after all.
Please enjoy:Wincing from the anguish on the left side of her body, she released the catch that held the canoe’s propeller out of the water when not in use,
Please enjoy:and lowered it down into the freezing river.
Please enjoy:The smaller hunks of ice were not much threat,
Please enjoy:but there were pieces the size of boulders all around her,
Please enjoy:bobbing and tumbling in the turbulent current.
Please enjoy:To be trapped between two of those would crumple her aluminum craft like a soda can.
Please enjoy:Praying that the battery was charged,
Please enjoy:she pressed the starter.
Please enjoy:An LCD screen flickered to life,
Please enjoy:showing the power
Please enjoy:-pack at forty-six percent capacity.
Please enjoy:Well, that was better than nothing.
Please enjoy:She had grown to womanhood in a village beside the sea,
Please enjoy:not far from the mouth of this very river,
Please enjoy:and while not a fisherwoman,
Please enjoy:yet she knew her away around a boat.
Please enjoy:Limbs sluggish with exhaustion,
Please enjoy:she opened up the throttle and threaded her way through the floe,
Please enjoy:with the sun setting,
Please enjoy:the bitter winds and current
Please enjoy:threatening at every turn to capsize or crush her,
Please enjoy:to drown or otherwise pull her down into oblivion.
Please enjoy:The adrenaline was gone now,
Please enjoy:and the surging pain in her chest and arm began to recede,
Please enjoy:numbing to a dull ache,
Please enjoy:though she knew the wound must be serious.
Please enjoy:She shivered, for the cold had gotten into her,
Please enjoy:and draped her tail over her legs to conserve her warmth.
Please enjoy:In doing so, she noticed the place where the fox had snatched a handful of fur from her tail
Please enjoy:-tip and left her with a raw and throbbing bald spot.
Please enjoy:Even with all that had happened,
Please enjoy:with one useless arm
Please enjoy:and death along for the ride,
Please enjoy:that bald spot depressed her more than the rest of it put together,
Please enjoy:and the thought that the fur might never grow back,
Please enjoy:that the tail her Miki had praised and loved so well might be forever marred,
Please enjoy:was more than she could bear.
Please enjoy:A convulsion of regret and self-pity overtook her then;
Please enjoy:she wept like a child,
Please enjoy:her tears and snot freezing to her face as she wailed.
Please enjoy:Why had she insisted on making this trip?
Please enjoy:She cursed her stupidity as she dabbed her nose with her poncho.
Please enjoy:When the tears finally stopped,
Please enjoy:she would have liked nothing more than to shut her eyes
Please enjoy:and snatch a few seconds of sleep.
Please enjoy:She could wait until she was in a clear patch of river
Please enjoy:and catch a few seconds, she reasoned.
Please enjoy:It would do her some good.
Please enjoy:That was when a voice spoke to her,
Please enjoy:a primal mind from the deepest recesses of her being,
Please enjoy:so clear and sharp that it seemed
Please enjoy:not even to be in her head.
Please enjoy:It was as though she had been joined by an invisible companion.
Please enjoy:“Lusa, you cannot sleep,”
Please enjoy:it said. “If you sleep,
Please enjoy:then you will die.” ***
Please enjoy:How many hours had passed,
Please enjoy:she could not have said.
Please enjoy:More than two, she thought,
Please enjoy:but whether it was four or eight, she didn’t know.
Please enjoy:The storm had relented,
Please enjoy:but the clouds still remained,
Please enjoy:thick and menacing,
Please enjoy:and they hid the moon and its light from her straining eyes.
Please enjoy:She lamented the squirrels’ lack of night vision,
Please enjoy:which so many other animals shared,
Please enjoy:though the darkness was so complete that she doubted if even the old cougar chasing her could see.
Please enjoy:She had tried, once,
Please enjoy:to use her miner’s lamp,
Please enjoy:and that had earned her a gunshot that clipped one of her whiskers off.
Please enjoy:She hadn’t tried again. Both
Please enjoy:she and they were using their batteries
Please enjoy:sparingly to conserve their strength;
Please enjoy:the best method of avoiding collisions with the ice,
Please enjoy:both she and her hunters had found,
Please enjoy:was to keep their boats straight
Please enjoy:and move with the flow as much as possible.
Please enjoy:It was chiefly on tight bends that they had to employ their motors,
Please enjoy:bends she had, through necessity,
Please enjoy:become expert at feeling out with her ears.
Please enjoy:But even when they used their motors,
Please enjoy:they were electric, whisper-quiet,
Please enjoy:and softened even more by the sound of rushing water,
Please enjoy:so she was never sure of where she was in relation to her pursuers.
Please enjoy:Twice she had caught the scent of blood
Please enjoy:not her own and known that they were close.
Please enjoy:Still, they hadn’t killed her yet.
Please enjoy:Perhaps they were too low on ammunition to gamble on iffy shots.
Please enjoy:If that were so, then odds were good
Please enjoy:she might never hear the one which found its mark. She
Please enjoy:had weapon problems of her own.
Please enjoy:It takes a lot of pressurized air to get a twenty-one gram projectile to move at two hundred meters a second;
Please enjoy:her device could do this five times before the reservoir needed to be topped off again.
Please enjoy:So, while she had plenty of ammo,
Please enjoy:she had very little air with which to use it.
Please enjoy:When next the moon came out,
Please enjoy:she turned the air-gun on its side to inspect the pressure gauge,
Please enjoy:and cursed. There was enough air for two more full-power shots.
Please enjoy:She could continue to fire beyond that point,
Please enjoy:but the ball-bearings’ velocity
Please enjoy:would drop off so steeply
Please enjoy:that she would do just as well to throw the damned things.
Please enjoy:She had a hand pump in her pack,
Please enjoy:but it took the whole of her body weight to force the plunger down when she used it.
Please enjoy:That was not something she could not do with one arm,
Please enjoy:even if she had a stable platform on which to do so,
Please enjoy:which she did not.
Please enjoy:On top of that, her air-gun was too heavy to wield with one arm.
Please enjoy:Sighing, she took her hand and stuck it down her collar to check the compress she’d put on her wound.
Please enjoy:Her fingers came back soaked.
Please enjoy:The blood loss had slowed,
Please enjoy:but she had been unable to get it to stop;
Please enjoy:her parka was now so sticky with it that
Please enjoy:she felt sure the bandits would have been able to track her by scent alone.
Please enjoy:She shivered, sopped to the skin by a dampness that could not dry because
Please enjoy:it came from within,
Please enjoy:colluding with winter to sap her remaining body heat.
Please enjoy:It was like she faced a new obstacle at every turn,
Please enjoy:the odds of her survival narrowing by the hour.
Please enjoy:Miki’s face surfaced in her thoughts
Please enjoy:as though from the depths of the sea, and a pang of regretful yearning came with it,
Please enjoy:doubling her over like a kick to the gut.
Please enjoy:Would she ever see him again?
Please enjoy:And who would take care of him if she were gone?
Please enjoy:Why had she ever thought that this stupid trip was a good idea?
Please enjoy:A slim line appeared in the east
Please enjoy:like a golden wire across the horizon.
Please enjoy:She had doubted lasting until sunrise,
Please enjoy:but now those doubts were put to rest.
Please enjoy:A few more minutes
Please enjoy:and she could see the clouds had thinned and lightened,
Please enjoy:the storm’s passing so gradual
Please enjoy:that she had failed to notice it.
Please enjoy:It was warming up now, too.
Please enjoy:A mass of air from the southern sea
Please enjoy:must have moved in on the storm’s wake.
Please enjoy:The front mingled with the icy river-water and,
Please enjoy:as the sun continued to climb,
Please enjoy:it formed a mist
Please enjoy:as thick and yellow as honey.
Please enjoy:She watched, transfixed by the glory of it all,
Please enjoy:her pursuers forgotten
Please enjoy:in the grips of this miracle she saw now
Please enjoy:as though for the first and final time.
Please enjoy:But something even more amazing was happening:
Please enjoy:spring was coming up with the sun.
Please enjoy:At first, she couldn’t believe it.
Please enjoy:How could it be spring in the middle of winter?
Please enjoy:But grass and green reeds pushed up through the snow,
Please enjoy:and the needles of the trees along the banks
Please enjoy:shed their crystalline burdens as readily as a man might have thrown off an unneeded coat.
Please enjoy:All the while it grew warmer,
Please enjoy:until at last it was as warm as summer, and she laughed
Please enjoy:to find she was floating both upstream and uphill, against the current.
Please enjoy:The river rose before her,
Please enjoy:far into the sky,
Please enjoy:and the mist was only a cloud through which she was floating on her way into the blue.
Please enjoy:The waters teemed with fish come to spawn,
Please enjoy:as they did each year,
Please enjoy:but more here than her village could eat in a million lifetimes,
Please enjoy:their scales shining like silver glitter
Please enjoy:as they leapt over the pools and waterfalls.
Please enjoy:And there on the bank ahead
Please enjoy:was someone waving to her in welcome,
Please enjoy:someone she was sure she could recognize
Please enjoy:if only she could get a little closer...
Please enjoy:She snapped out of it,
Please enjoy:gasping, with the word
Please enjoy:“Papa” on her lips.
Please enjoy:The sun was up, but the spring had not come with it.
Please enjoy:It was still cold,
Please enjoy:and she was still bleeding and exhausted.
Please enjoy:“You cannot sleep, Lusa,”
Please enjoy:her invisible friend reminded her.
Please enjoy:“I know,” she said aloud,
Please enjoy:wiping her bloodshot eyes.
Please enjoy:“If I sleep, then I will die.”
Please enjoy:Yawning, she took in her surroundings.
Please enjoy:The ground was still hilly and full of rocks,
Please enjoy:but less so than before.
Please enjoy:She couldn’t have been far from the coast.
Please enjoy:She must not give into her despair, she told herself,
Please enjoy:not when she was this close.
Please enjoy:Even if it was the last thing she did,
Please enjoy:she had at least to get to Miki,
Please enjoy:to give him the lenses she’d scavenged
Please enjoy:and kiss him goodbye.
Please enjoy:Let the whole universe turn against her,
Please enjoy:she would sweep the barriers aside like a whirlwind.
Please enjoy:Let a pitiful fate be written for her in the hardest stone,
Please enjoy:she would shatter the words and write them anew with her blood.
Please enjoy:She would not take that journey into the sky until she did
Please enjoy:what she had set out to do,
Please enjoy:and damn the odds.
Please enjoy:“Hey, bitch!” If she had turned,
Please enjoy:she would have seen the wolverine and cougar pointing pistols from only a few meters away,
Please enjoy:having crept close while she was entranced.
Please enjoy:She didn’t look, but ducked and hit the throttle just before two rounds passed through the space where her head had been.
Please enjoy:They fired twice more each,
Please enjoy:but a moving object is difficult to hit even on stable ground,
Please enjoy:let alone while both shooter and target bobbed on the water while also being conveyed along at speed:
Please enjoy:one bullet punched a hole in her canoe
Please enjoy:a hand’s breadth above the waterline,
Please enjoy:the others went far wide to hit nowhere near her.
Please enjoy:“That’s it, I’m out,”
Please enjoy:she heard the wolverine say.
Please enjoy:She knew his voice from before.
Please enjoy:“Start the motor, idiot!”
Please enjoy:That must have been the cougar speaking,
Please enjoy:his tone rough and weary.
Please enjoy:“Dude, just let it go!”
Please enjoy:There was a slap,
Please enjoy:a hard one that echoed down the riverbanks.
Please enjoy:“After what she did to the boss?
Please enjoy:Do it, she’s getting away!”
Please enjoy:Their shouting match had bought her some time.
Please enjoy:Once she had put some distance between her and them,
Please enjoy:she dared to lift her head and check the battery on her motor.
Please enjoy:It was at two percent capacity,
Please enjoy:the display flashed “WARNING: LOW CHARGE”
Please enjoy:in bright red letters.
Please enjoy:Up ahead, the river bent to the right
Please enjoy:around a knoll grown over
Please enjoy:with what her people called nootka trees,
Please enjoy:also known as yellow cedar,
Please enjoy:great, shaggy things with such a density of branches
Please enjoy:that the trunks were scarcely visible.
Please enjoy:They were everywhere along the coast,
Please enjoy:and a sign she was almost home.
Please enjoy:As she took the turn,
Please enjoy:a branch smacked her flush on the nose,
Please enjoy:and in the shock of it,
Please enjoy:she formed something very much like a plan.
Please enjoy:When the bandits took the same turn a few seconds later,
Please enjoy:and the cougar, gun in hand,
Please enjoy:got a face-full of the same protruding branch,
Please enjoy:they found they had caught up with their quarry at last.
Please enjoy:The squirrel, laying on her back,
Please enjoy:had caught hold of one of the many such dangling limbs
Please enjoy:with her dexterous paw
Please enjoy:and was using it to anchor her canoe in place.
Please enjoy:With the other foot she had grasped the end of her air
Please enjoy:-gun as her ruined left arm could not,
Please enjoy:and her remaining functional hand was on the trigger.
Please enjoy:He looked down to find a laser dot
Please enjoy:right in the middle of his breastbone.
Please enjoy:A crack like a bull
Please enjoy:-whip and her shot punched into him and splattered the upper third of his heart.
Please enjoy:The gun fell from his hand
Please enjoy:before he could bring it to bear on her,
Please enjoy:and clacked onto the floor of their boat.
Please enjoy:He clutched his chest,
Please enjoy:eyes wide, and made an effort to pick up his weapon,
Please enjoy:but faltered and tipped into the water with a splash,
Please enjoy:where the current pulled him under.
Please enjoy:Lusa released the branch
Please enjoy:an instant before their boats collided;
Please enjoy:the canoe shot away downstream like an arrow,
Please enjoy:with the other craft in close pursuance.
Please enjoy:She wriggled upright
Please enjoy:and checked the pressure gauge on her air
Please enjoy:-gun as if there would have been an increase, but no,
Please enjoy:there was only enough for one more full-power shot.
Please enjoy:She braced her armament on the edge of the canoe
Please enjoy:and readied to make of her chances whatever she could.
Please enjoy:The wolverine had left steering to grab the dropped pistol,
Please enjoy:and when he came back up,
Please enjoy:he did so shooting.
Please enjoy:If he had wanted to abandon the chase only a minute before,
Please enjoy:he was wild with hatred now,
Please enjoy:not even aiming, but at such close range that he could hardly miss.
Please enjoy:A bullet took off part of Lusa’s left ear,
Please enjoy:another grazed her cheek
Please enjoy:and ripped free a flap of skin the length of a finger.
Please enjoy:His third bullet slammed into her collar
Please enjoy:-bone just as she pulled the trigger, jostling her to the point
Please enjoy:that it spoiled her shot and sent it low,
Please enjoy:where it punched into the other boat
Please enjoy:just below the waterline.
Please enjoy:He stopped shooting,
Please enjoy:regarding this new leak
Please enjoy:with brows knit in thought.
Please enjoy:Then a smile spread across his mouth
Please enjoy:and he went back to steering,
Please enjoy:aiming right for Lusa and her canoe.
Please enjoy:If his boat was no good anymore,
Please enjoy:then he would be content to take hers.
Please enjoy:She strained to bring her air-gun to bear,
Please enjoy:thinking a weak shot was better than nothing,
Please enjoy:but she cried out in the effort and let it fall.
Please enjoy:“What’s the matter, tree-rat,”
Please enjoy:the wolverine taunted.
Please enjoy:He was almost upon her now.
Please enjoy:“Can’t lift your little pop-gun?”
Please enjoy:He got his boat alongside hers and crawled,
Please enjoy:shakily, halfway onto the canoe,
Please enjoy:dragging his torso right on top of her,
Please enjoy:his legs still in the sinking craft.
Please enjoy:His ragged breath
Please enjoy:blew the stink of rotten bone and blood straight into her nostrils.
Please enjoy:Crazed, bloodshot eyes stared into hers.
Please enjoy:He put the pistol against her forehead
Please enjoy:and pulled the trigger.
Please enjoy:Click. He was out of ammo.
Please enjoy:Click, click. “Shit!”
Please enjoy:He dropped the gun,
Please enjoy:then, with a manic, triumphant smirk,
Please enjoy:wrapped his hands around her throat,
Please enjoy:squeezing and pushing down with his entire weight,
Please enjoy:his whole overwhelming strength.
Please enjoy:But then the smile inverted,
Please enjoy:his demeanor of cruel victory became a mask of shock.
Please enjoy:He released her and fumbled backwards onto his knees,
Please enjoy:hands clutching at the knife Lusa had plunged into the side of his neck.
Please enjoy:He stared at her,
Please enjoy:mouth moving wordlessly.
Please enjoy:She spat in his face,
Please enjoy:the one attack left to her,
Please enjoy:and shoved their boats apart with her leg.
Please enjoy:Slowed by the increased drag of its descending profile,
Please enjoy:he fell ever-further behind as she panted,
Please enjoy:watching him sink.
Please enjoy:Only when it had disappeared into the fog did she permit herself the indulgence of laying down.
Please enjoy:There was something warm all around her.
Please enjoy:Ah, yes, she thought.
Please enjoy:That would be the rest of my blood.
Please enjoy:On the furthest edge of her hearing,
Please enjoy:there was the crashing of waves.
Please enjoy:She was home. In a moment she would pass by the little beach beside the mouth of the river where she and Miki had made love for the first time.
Please enjoy:Her eyes filled with tears
Please enjoy:remembering that and she tried to sit up, but her body would not obey her.
Please enjoy:For all her bravado,
Please enjoy:it seemed her luck had run out at last.
Please enjoy:A pity, to have come all this way,
Please enjoy:to within a stone’s throw of her village,
Please enjoy:only to drift out to sea and die alone.
Please enjoy:But maybe she wasn’t entirely alone.
Please enjoy:“Did I do well?” “You did well,”
Please enjoy:the invisible voice said.
Please enjoy:“It’s alright to sleep now.”
Please enjoy:Where before she had been moving towards the ocean waves,
Please enjoy:now she was moving away,
Please enjoy:far above them, upstream,
Please enjoy:uphill, into the sky
Please enjoy:with the char and the salmon,
Please enjoy:through golden mist,
Please enjoy:into the warmth of a summer that she knew would never end.
Please enjoy:A void like white mist
Please enjoy:ate away at the fringes of her perception,
Please enjoy:and she could not resist it.
Please enjoy:More and more, the whiteness gnawed towards the center of her,
Please enjoy:through the sky, the clouds,
Please enjoy:and the river, through the sound of her breathing
Please enjoy:and the rhythm of her heartbeat,
Please enjoy:until there was nothing left
Please enjoy:and she was gone. ***
Please enjoy:When Lusa opened her eyes,
Please enjoy:the first thing she saw was a wooden ceiling beam
Please enjoy:onto which she and Miki had carved their initials.
Please enjoy:There was the scent of burning seal
Please enjoy:-oil and the soft ticking of a mechanical clock. “Oh, thank
Please enjoy:God!” “Miki?” The name came out thick and with difficulty.
Please enjoy:Her throat felt like it was full of cement.
Please enjoy:Her husband’s face came into view,
Please enjoy:blurry, but the scars were too singular for it to be anyone else.
Please enjoy:He was crying, and his eyes were so puffy and bloodshot
Please enjoy:that she was positive he hadn’t slept in days. “How?” She croaked.
Please enjoy:“My cousin took his little one out to fish.
Please enjoy:Almost crashed into your canoe about four klicks out.”
Please enjoy:She frowned as the memories came into clearer focus.
Please enjoy:“I got shot.” “Yeah. The doctor said your clavicle deflected a bullet upwards.
Please enjoy:Half a millimeter lower and it would have torn an artery. You were lucky.”
Please enjoy:She had to laugh at that.
Please enjoy:It hurt. He took her hand in his;
Please enjoy:she clasped it weakly.
Please enjoy:They shared a smile
Please enjoy:until she went to move her other arm
Please enjoy:and found her shoulder so wrapped up in tape and bandages
Please enjoy:that it might as well have been in a cast. “A bullet
Please enjoy:snapped off a piece of your shoulder-blade,”
Please enjoy:he explained. “The good news is you should get the use of your arm back.
Please enjoy:You’re gonna have a nasty scar on your face, though.”
Please enjoy:Then, teasing, he added:
Please enjoy:“You’ll look just like me.”
Please enjoy:She laughed again.
Please enjoy:“I’ll never be as pretty as you.
Please enjoy:Never was.” “You’ve been asleep four days now.
Please enjoy:How do you feel?” “How the hell do you think I feel?”
Please enjoy:she croaked. “Thirsty, I bet.
Please enjoy:I’ll get you some water.”
Please enjoy:He wheeled out into the kitchen
Please enjoy:where she heard him rattling around for a glass.
Please enjoy:Housekeeping wasn’t his strong suit,
Please enjoy:she could only imagine the mountain of dirty dishes that had accumulated.
Please enjoy:“Miki!” “Yes?” “Did you find the lenses?”
Please enjoy:“We found them, don’t worry.
Please enjoy:When you’re better, we’ll meet with the others and work out a deal.”
Please enjoy:He was back now. She tried to sit up
Please enjoy:and was surprised at the extent of her weakness,
Please enjoy:but supposed that was to be expected after what she had been through.
Please enjoy:He helped her up
Please enjoy:and cradled her head while she drank.
Please enjoy:“The doctor’ll be by later to check on you.
Please enjoy:Do you want to sleep some more?”
Please enjoy:She nodded. “You look like you could use some yourself.”
Please enjoy:“Don’t worry about me,”
Please enjoy:he said. “I’m tough.”
Please enjoy:“You always were,” she admitted.
Please enjoy:This was going to require some coaxing.
Please enjoy:“Come in anyway,” she suggested.
Please enjoy:“You can keep me warm.”
Please enjoy:Miki yawned, too tired to belabor the point,
Please enjoy:then wheeled around to the other side of the bed
Please enjoy:and hauled himself onto the mattress with the trapeze she’d made for him.
Please enjoy:He lay his trembling arm on her chest,
Please enjoy:gently, as though she were a soap bubble that might burst at the slightest touch,
Please enjoy:and the smell of him was a pleasure greater than summer.
Please enjoy:There were those in the village
Please enjoy:who felt sorry for her being married to a man in his condition,
Please enjoy:but she considered herself fortunate.
Please enjoy:Some people, she reflected as she sank back
Please enjoy:into a blissful sleep,
Please enjoy:just have all the luck. *** END
Please enjoy:This was the second
Please enjoy:and final part of
Please enjoy:“The River in the Mist”
Please enjoy:by Dwale, read for you by Khaki,
Please enjoy:your faithful fireside companion.
Please enjoy:As always, you can find more stories on the web at thevoice.dog,
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